GF Starts Her Taboo Travels Ch. 01

WARNING: This story might be free-standing--or it could become the start of a series spanning a variety themes. (I'm not committing yet.) For at least this chapter, my suggestion is NOT to read it unless you enjoy cuckolding themes, and especially interracial cuckolding. I'm putting it in "group sex," because it's about a woman's quest for a series of different erotic couplings of different kinds that are a little like swinging.

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*All Characters are eighteen or over!*

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It was the spring of senior year of high school. My girlfriend and I were each barely eighteen--along with most of our pals (and *everyone* in this story is 18 or older).

After my spending nearly all of high school trying to get her to fuck me, Emily had finally relented a couple of months ago, and the past two months had been like heaven on earth for me.

Continually fucking an adorable teenage girl whom I loved--while having no other responsibilities to speak of (besides minimal schoolwork). What could be better?

Emily was (and years later, still is) an incredibly sexy girl in her own way. She wasn't model gorgeous. Far from it. She was cute and what I would call "cute sexy."

Emily has a cute face, and a sweet, quiet disposition. She's highly intelligent, empathetic, and great company--important for her sex appeal.

Physically, my girlfriend was very attractive. She was 5'6" and measured 34-24-35. While curvy, Em was also thin, with just enough cushion in all the right places. She had a really delicious, pert little ass. Her C-cup boobs rode firm and high and looked generous on her thin frame. Her long dirty-blonde hair was pretty though not exceptional. Her gray-blue eyes sparkled and suited her cute features and pale skin.

As a total package--which is what counts of course--Emily was *very* sexy--in a quiet, nerdy, bookish way, which suited me just fine.

There wasn't a guy in our school who wouldn't have been happy to date or fuck Emily, even though she was not one of the "popular" girls. It was Emily's cute looks, pert curves, and personality all wrapped together that made her desirable.

And I, Rob, was lucky enough to be her boyfriend. Not that I'm some slouch. I'm good looking and have brains and a nice personality myself. But I still felt lucky.

The one area--perhaps the only one--where I felt insecure was that I knew my dick was (and is) average, or maybe even a little below average if I'm honest. My little white dick is five inches, so not horribly embarrassing. But I knew it wasn't big.

Still, Emily seemed to really enjoy sex with me. We were each other's "first" for most things sexual--although I could tell without asking that Emily did a bunch of kissing before me because of how aggressive she was the first time we made out. (Maybe she even did more before me but had been sly rather than admit to it? I couldn't rule it out!) I could tell from her sounds and movements when Emily had an orgasm, and I was thrilled to see that she came every time we made love.

Life was good!

Then, one afternoon during spring break, right after making love in the basement "bonus" room of her family's home, we were lazing around. We were in our underwear, as was our habit after making love.

Emily started a conversation that turned surprising.

"Rob," she began. "That was really nice! Again! As usual! I love you, Rob!"

"Aw, thanks, Em! It was great for me, too! I love you, too, you know!"

"I do!" she added.

And we cuddled for a bit quietly.

"Say, Rob." Emily said, starting to re-open and advance the conversation.

"Yeah?"

"I've been thinking about something, and I guess this is as good a time as any to tell you."

"Unh? What's up?"

"Well, you know how we're only about another four more months until we're off to college."

"Yeah, I know. I wish we weren't going to be so far apart." In August we were to head off to different elite West Coast schools. I was crestfallen that we didn't get into the exact same ones.

"Aw, it'll be okay, Rob. We'll get through it," Emily said.

I had my doubts as to whether "through" would include together, and because I was wildly in love with my first sweetheart, I was thoroughly ambivalent about imminently starting college apart.

"Yeah, I'm sure we'll find a way..." I said. I tried to sound optimistic, as I knew Emily preferred. "So what's up?"

"Well, I've decided that I'd like to get some more 'experience' before we go away," my girlfriend said, as matter-of-factly as one could imagine. Deadpan, I suppose one could say.

But there was only one way to interpret the words "get some more experience." It meant Emily wanted to get some more *sexual* experience, I was sure. What else could it possibly mean, said with no explanation?

"Oh," I said flatly.

"Yeah... I mean I love you and all, and I'm so glad that we 'lost it' together and everything, and it's not like I want to break up... I just think it's wiser to get some more experiences now, among the safety of all our high school classmates, before we head off into the big world," she said.

"Oh, wow! Really? I mean... I thought we were going to keep our thing going when we went off to school... Our schools aren't *that* far apart!" I protested.

"Well... We'll see! I mean, the 'college experience' is a little different from staying faithful across hundreds of miles, don't you think?" she said.

Emily is a very lusty person, and she was revealing that she did not want to keep her lust in a bottle for a far-away boyfriend only.

"Oh. I guess I had a different idea," I admitted.

"I'm sorry," she said. "We'll see. Maybe we'll feel differently when we get there... Don't worry about it now!" Emily didn't like it when I worried about the future.

"Unh. I hear you, Em. It's not as easy for me, but I hear you!"

"So... As I was saying, I want to have some more experiences with the safety of our classmates who we know so well..."

"Oh, you want to screw other guys!" I said.

"Well, do you have to be that blunt about it?"

"Uh, what did you honestly expect?" I said, with some obvious bitterness.

"Well, I don't know... I thought maybe it would turn you on if your girlfriend here became a little bit of a slut... Is it possible it would excite you?" Emily asked, as she started to nibble my ear and lightly tease my boxer-covered little dick. That combo always got me fired up, and Emily soon distracted me from my initial annoyance at her. It took her maybe two minutes. If that.

As she continued to nibble my ear and tease my dick, my girlfriend added in some kisses to my neck. It was near euphoria for me--as always. My irritation was quickly overwhelmed by pleasure and arousal.

Once Emily could see she had me in a happy place, she resumed talking to me about her plan. This time in a whisper.

"Boo," she said, leading with the nickname that we each used for the other. "I have a feeling this will really excite you to see me become a slut... I think you'll actually love it... I think you'll love it if I go out and get laid and come home and tell you about it... Or--we could even play around as a couple, and you can have new lovers attend to you, too, as you watch me... Or... Or maybe because you are so incredibly loyal and don't want any other girls for yourself... Maybe because you're so in love with me and me alone... Maybe what you would like best is to *watch* me... Yes, I think you really would love to watch me get fucked by some other guys, Rob... I think you would love to watch me fuck some of your friends... Maybe some strangers, too, Rob... Wouldn't you?"

Oh, my god! How did my girlfriend guess?! I actually *did* have the fantasy of watching her get fucked-- Specifically, I would daydream and beat off to the idea of watching my adorable Emily fucking big dicks, much bigger dicks than mine--and especially huge black dicks!

I wondered if Emily knew somehow? Did she know that I *loved* the idea of watching her get fucked in ways that I could only dream of--by massive cocks, especially massive black cocks? Hmmm?

Or was my sexy girlfriend just guessing?

Then... I noticed. I took pause. I saw what she was doing.

Emily's hand had snuck inside my boxers and was now fully stroking my little dick... No, that's not quite right. More accurately, my adorable girlfriend's hand was now stroking my *iron hard* little dick.

Yup, I was rock hard from hearing her talk about getting laid by other guys! Golly, that surprised me that I reacted so obviously and eagerly for her.

I mean, a fantasy is one thing, but talking about it in reality with my Emily?

I was surprised that I got hard straight away! I would have thought I would react with more upset... But nope. That's not what my pecker was doing, at least!

Rather, my pecker was *HAPPY*! My little head realized faster than my big head... Emily's idea was *stupendously* erotic!

I loved the idea of my sexy little Emily fucking some other guys while I watched! All of them would be much better hung than me, at least in my mind! It was unbelievably erotic and arousing!

"Hmm..." I said, eventually remembering that my sexy girlfriend had asked me a question. "Maaaaybe... Maaaaybe I would enjoy watching... Hmm..."

"I can feel your hardon, you know, Rob!"

"Yeah... I know! I'm still processing the fact that this seems to turn me on, however!"

"Oh, I'm not 'processing,' though, Boo! I'm not surprised in the least!" Emily said, "With all the porn you've been watching when we're apart... All the erotica you've been reading... I stole some of the 'Penthouse Letters' from your room... Many of those letters are cuckolding... I bet you'd love to be my little cucky!"

I let out an involuntary groan that gave me away, as I shuddered and oozed precum into Emily's hand. "Unnngggghhhhh!"

"Yup! You couldn't even stifle a shudder and groan just now! You're going to love seeing me get laid!"

"Okay, okay! I suppose you're right!" I admitted. "Sure... You're right! It does sound really hot and sexy to me! Fine. You got my number..."

I wasn't ready to give up that it was *my* fantasy also-- not yet anyway! I still wanted Emily to think that it was just her fantasy that happened to turn me on.

I decided to turn the tables back to my girlfriend, if nicely: "Now, you tell me, Em... Knowing you... you already have a plan all worked out, I bet, don't you? You probably know exactly how you want to approach this, don't you?"

Emily was (and is) a very bright and capable person. If she wanted to do something, she was going to sort out how to do it.

"Well, Boo," Emily said, "you're not wrong! I *do* have the beginnings of a plan!"

"So..." I said, with a sweet smile and some warm caresses. "Are you going to tell me, or torture me?" I was getting more playful. I was beginning to accept the inevitable, and my own excitement was building.

I held my breath. I prayed that Emily would mention really hung guys. I prayed that she would bring up getting laid by big cocks--cocks much bigger than my little penis. I prayed especially that she would mention black guys and their massive big black cocks.

"Well... Are you sure you're ready to hear how I'd like to start my adventures in *fucking*, Boo?" Emily said.

Using the f-word was something new for her. Emily was normally much more demure.

"Wow! The f-word! Emily--what's gotten into you?" I called her out, but sweetly.

"Well... I figure let's be real about it... My boyfriend--*you* are for 'making love'.... Whereas... Whereas, having sex with other guys--don't you think it's more appropriate for me to call it 'fucking'? Do you like that?" Emily nibbled my ear and stroked my dick some more, maintaining my enthusiasm physically as well as psychically.

She continued.

"I *bet* you like that, Boo! I bet it turns you on to hear me talk about getting 'fucked,' doesn't it, my love?" Emily asked, breathily and smiling. "Isn't it a huge turn on to hear that your sweet, not-long-ago-virginal girlfriend wants to get 'fucked' by some more guys, by a variety? I bet it is!"

"Ungggh! Yes! YESSS!! Yesss!! Yes, it *is* a turn on, Boo!" I exclaimed. The combination of Emily verbally teasing me with her sensuous touch caused me to blurt and begin to reveal the depth of my enthusiasm.

I went on. "It's immensely sexy to think about you getting 'fucked'! But tell me--who are going to be the lucky guys?! *PLEASE* tell me! *Who* is going to get to fuck you?!"

I pleaded with my sexy girlfriend to tell me more.

"Well-- I haven't planned it all out, to be honest," Emily said. "Not all of it."

"Yeah... I *doubt* that's true!" I replied, teasing but with a smile. "But go ahead--what *do* you have planned?"

"Well... How about I tell you how I'm thinking about this, to start with?"

"Uh... Okay. Sure..."

"Well... The first thing is to realize that once I've fucked a couple of guys besides you, our whole class will probably know and think I'm a slut... So there isn't much point in being constrained by any concerns about my reputation, unless I were going to fuck just one other guy... And that won't really do for me..."

"Yeah, okay. I hear you... My little sweet 'slut'! I can call you my 'slut' now, yes?"

"Yeah... okay, Rob... Fair enough! Yes, you can call me your 'slut.' Just don't wear it out!"

"Nah... Hah! That will be for all the new dicks to do-- wear you out!"

"Touché!" she said. "Cute." And Emily gave me a playful smirk and a light smack on the chest that together said, "Don't push it, buddy!" I made a mental note.

"Okay... Go on... Tell me more," I prodded.

"And then... Don't take this the wrong way... But I have to think about the various different experiences I want to have before going to college... And our classmates are ideal because almost all of them are nice people, don't you think?"

"Yeah... I guess so... Almost all... I'm not sure about Craig, though. He seems like a 'bad apple,' don't you think?"

"Well, maybe... We'll get to that, I guess... And then you agree that I can probably get any of the guys in our class to fuck me, don't you think? I mean, I'm hot enough--especially if I'm not looking for any strings... Don't you think any and all of the guys would be glad to fuck your girlfriend here, Boo? Hunh?" Emily asked--quite coyly.

"Oh, yes! DEFINITELY, Em! Any of them will be more than happy to fuck you! Even the guys with girlfriends would probably love to fuck you on the side if they could! I'm sure many of them would be willing even to pay for the privilege, should you so desire!"

"I'm talking about being a slut, Rob! Not a hooker!" Emily replied, with a giggle and a smile. I could tell she appreciated me "endorsing" how easy it would be for her to get laid.

"Ha! Yeah... Just teasing, Em!" I rejoindered, then added, "And so what types of experiences are you thinking you want to have, my love?"

"Well, Rob... Hmm... This is harder for me to talk about... I've been really torn as to whether I should say..."

"Em, you've come this far! I mean... Now you have me a little worried... But I don't think you can stop now... I mean... For good communication between us, don't you think you'd better keep going?"

"Sigh... I guess you're right... But remember, you insisted... Do you promise not to hold it against me?"

"Gee, Em. How bad is it going to be?"

"Are you going to promise or not, Boo?" Emily repeated.

"Yeah... Fine... Okay... I promise not to hold it against you," I finally declared.

"Very well then... There are really no good words for this, and I have a feeling this is going to sting, Boo... I'm sorry about that!"

"Uh, hunh!" I acknowledged. "Do get on with it!"

"Fine! Okay, Rob... Remember that you insisted....... I. Want. To. Fuck. Bigger. Dicks!"

Emily paused. I think she was hoping I would say something to end the conversation or so that she wouldn't have to explain anything more, but somehow I managed to bite my tongue. "God, I'd love to hear her elaborate on this!" I said to myself. And so--somewhat miraculously--I managed to be quiet.

After a long moment, Emily filled the awkward silence by speaking, just as I had hoped.

"Yes, Rob!" she went on, "I've heard bigger dicks can be more satisfying... Sometimes when you're fucking me, it occurs to me even, 'Golly, I wish Rob were *at least* a little bit bigger!' So naturally this is something I want to try."

"Go on," I said, quietly, as I could tell there was more to it.

"Rob, your little penis is lovely and all--and you do know how to use it well on me, thank you... Luckily, it is big enough to make me cum... But--honestly--it's just barely big enough... So I'm ready now for more... I'm ready for what would better be described as 'cock'... And I'm not just 'ready,' Rob... I really *need* to try cock... I've been craving it..."

"Oh, wow..." I said, quietly. "'Craving' cock, hunh?"

"Yes, my love... I'm sorry, yes. I'm craving cock and *need* it, even... Yes!" Emily said

I was quiet again.

Emily took a deep breath, sighed, and added, "You *do* know that what you have for a penis can't be called a 'cock'... Yes?"

Now Emily waited. She waited for me to answer her question.

"Sigh... I guess you're right, Boo... No, my dick isn't big enough to be called a 'cock.' You're right. I wish it were different--but it's not!"

"Good, Boo!" she replied. She looked visibly relieved that I agreed with her. "It's important for us to be honest with each other... Thank you for admitting that your penis isn't a cock!"

"Uh, you're welcome, I guess?" I said awkwardly.

"Boo," Emily resumed, "I know this isn't easy for any man. Even a loving guy like you! For a guy to hear, process, and accept that his girlfriend needs something more... It has to be very difficult... Thank you so much for being so understanding, Boo! I am really excited for good size cocks, Boo--and I'm so grateful that you seem to accept that!"

"It's okay, Em. I had a feeling... It is what it is... I appreciate your being honest, I guess..."

I did feel a sharp twinge. But it wasn't just pain. No, it was pain and excitement--both at the same time!

I certainly didn't love feeling inferior to bigger dicks--or 'cocks,' I should say. Far from it.

But the idea of seeing Emily having bigger, better, longer orgasms thanks to much bigger penises than mine--including, hopefully, some huge black penises--well, that was just sublime!

The idea of Emily getting fucked by big cocks--especially big BLACK cocks--turned me on no end!

As I mentioned before-- I had already been fantasizing about this. I had been fantasizing about it a lot! In fact, it was my favorite 'beat off' fantasy, by far, to visualize Emily getting fucked by a big black cock, like from porn.

I also loved that my girlfriend was becoming vocal about sex. That was new for her! And as a highly verbal person myself, I found her talkativeness about her wants and needs to be incredibly exciting. It was a huge turn-on to hear Emily talk about needing cock!

"Aw, Boo! I see your pecker doesn't mind hearing about the 'bigger fellas'! I'm so glad! Your little pecker twitched even harder in my hand as I thanked you just now for accepting my need for ample-sized cocks! Yayyyy!! I'm so, sooo happy!"

And Emily leaned in and gave me a very loving french kiss and a big hug.

"I guess I'm excited for you, Em!"

I was still holding back from admitting the extent of my fantasy to her.

"I'm really so excited about all this, Rob! Come... feel my pussy... feel how horny, hot, and wet I am from just talking about all this!"

Emily moved my free hand over to her panty-coverd pussy, the hand that wasn't holding her shoulders close.

Immediately, my fingers and palm were soaked--even through her panties. My girlfriend's pussy was running like a hot tropical spring! Her crotch felt like the inside of a warm soufflé! I had never found Emily to be so hot and wet before. Not ever.

Emily's pussy smell also surged in the room--as did her pheromones. (I could swear I could smell her pheromones!) My girlfriend's nipples stood out like pencil erasers poking at her thin t-shirt, and her face was flushed.

Emily was more aroused than I had ever, ever seen her! And we had been together a lot.

I felt a twinge of insecurity. My sexy love, my beloved girlfriend, she was hornier for the *idea* of fucking bigger dicks--fucking 'cocks'--than she seemed ever to get for me, her loving boyfriend!

Ouch! The extent of Emily's arousal stung! It was quite humiliating that she was so turned on from just talking about getting fucked by cocks! And--let's be real about this, too--the situation was also stupendously arousing to *me*!

"Wow, Em!" I said. "You're gushing! You're so aroused! I've never seen you so aroused even! FUCK!! You're really eager for this adventure. Fuck!"

"I know! It's true, Rob!" my girlfriend replied. "I'm really excited for it. It really helps that you're turned on to it, too. But yeah-- I'm soooo excited!"

There was a pause in the conversation. But we seemed to be feeling close, so I went in for some kissing. Happily, it was warmly received. Emily and I made out for a few minutes as we each leisurely caressed each other's privates. We both knew we needed to talk more, so we kept it to light fingering, each of us.

Emily broke the silence. "By the way, Rob... I may be gushing--but so is your little pecker! I don't think I've ever seen you flow so much precum while making out! This really excites you immensely, too, doesn't it? You're as turned on as I am, aren't you? You want me to become a slut for big cocks, hunh?!!"

I said nothing, but I'm sure I blushed at being called out and with my lack of an immediate and convincing denial, Emily knew she had my "number."

My girlfriend continued to call out my extreme level of arousal. "You're *ESPECIALLY* going to get off on watching me get fucked by big cocks, aren't you?!! You're not just 'happy for me'--you're 'happy for *YOU*!! WOW!! How fortunate!! You're excited for yourself to watch me with cocks! I know you! I can tell! You're *really* into this!! Don't pretend otherwise!"

"You got me!" I admitted. Once Emily has read me, it's useless ever to pretend she's wrong.

I realized that there was no option left but to come clean, to open up to my love about the extent of my feelings and fantasies. It was time. And, besides, my brave and loving girlfriend deserved the honesty.

"You're right, Em. You put it together... It is hard for me to say, but you're *totally* right! I'm not just happy for you. Watching you get fucked by big cocks--and hopefully REALLY big cocks--will be a dream come true for me also... I am *hugely* excited not just for you but for *me*!! Yup! I'm over the moon excited... It's long been a fantasy of mine to watch you get fucked by dicks much bigger than mine--by 'cocks,' as you're calling them!"

"Really?!" asked Emily to double check, with the happiest smile on her face.

"Really! I never would have been brave enough to bring it up first, but it's true... You picked up on it correctly! The idea of you fucking guys with much larger penises is a huge turn on for me. Always has been! The bigger the better! I know I'm not the best hung guy in the world-- and I love you... I'd love to see you have the best sex the world has to offer, my love! And I have the same exact intuition as you--that you're really going to love getting fucked by cocks. You're going to love it a lot, I bet!"

I slyly had not mentioned *black* cocks, specifically, yet. I had thought fast, and I very much was hoping that Emily would bring them up before I did. It would be sexier by far if Emily were the one to bring up going black!

"Aw!!" Emily responded to my confessions--so far as they went. "You are the sweetest boyfriend, Boo! I love you so much!!"

She paused and then added, "And I'll always love your little dick, too, Boo! It will forever have a special place in my heart!"

What neither one of us was so brave as to discuss: Would Emily still fuck me once she got used to fucking ample-size cocks? I was scared to ask. She didn't want to predict, either, I'm sure. And--after all--who really yet knew?

Emily gave me a really big smooch, and we savored another sweet moment together. We cuddled and made out some more, and took another break from the conversation.

When we came up for air, I had more on my mind and said so. "Okay, Em... I know you, though..." I said, " And I can tell that's not the whole story just yet, is it? You have more of your plan formed, don't you?"

"Yeah... Fair enough, my love... You're right, Rob... There's more... So big dicks--'cocks'--is definitely a thing... and I'll even admit, maybe big 'cocks' are even the most important thing that I'm looking forward to... but so are different situations, different relationships that I would like there to be between me and my new sex partners..."

"What do you mean, Em? I'm not sure I follow..."

"What I mean, Boo, is that I think it will be hot to fuck a mix of guys who are your or my friends--because that will bring more emotion for us both--and guys who are not, because that will be poignant in a different way! That's one thing... For example, think how hot it will be if... Oh... Ahem... I mean *when*... I fuck your best friend, Jeff..."

"Wow, Em! I bet Jeff would love to fuck you... I won't lie... He's even told me a couple of times that he would love to... Even though he has a girlfriend!"

"Yeah, Rob... I figured Jeff would fuck me anyway... That's how guys are about their friends' girls... They always want a 'taste'!"

"Shit!! That will be hot, Em!!"

"I totally agree, Boo! Jeff and I have good chemistry... I think it will be really fun to fuck him... I heard he has a nice size cock, to boot!"

"Yeah... I saw it a couple of times at summer camp a few years ago... Jeff *is* hung... Ooh, you guys will be *hot* together!"

"Oh, wow! Thanks for confirming, Rob! And... And I'm so glad that you want me to fuck your best friend! That will make it hotter for all of us! Yay!!"

"Yeah... I guess I'm a pervert, Em!" I admitted. "As I do think it will be immensely sexy to watch Jeff and you fucking!"

"I'm so glad Rob!" my girlfriend responded. "You know, I was thinking he might be nice to have as a regular lover..."

"Uh... but what about Brenda?" Brenda was my best friend's girlfriend.

"Oh, I think Brenda has her sights on another guy," Emily said. "Jeff may not have figured it out yet... And you can't tell him!"

"Shit? Really! He really loves her!"

"I know!" said Emily. "So it's a good thing your girlfriend here has *decided* to be a source of comfort, eh?!" she added with a big smile and a wink.

"Shit, Em! I hope Jeff doesn't want to fuck you all the time! I mean... *I* still want to fuck you as my girlfriend, too!"

"Don't worry, little guy! I'm not interested in Jeff to replace you... Maybe just to fuck once a week or so, is all!"

"Shiiit! That would be hot!! And I get to watch?! Really?!"

"Well... I'm thinking *most* of the time, you can watch. I might like some private time with Jeff, too!" my girlfriend confessed.

"Fine! I guess I can understand. Fine!" I betrayed some annoyance---without fully becoming a downer in our conversation. I was too turned on to become all that hung up on details, at this point. Still, Emily decided to pivot.

"Come, lover... Come kiss me some more!" And Emily pulled me towards her for another break in the conversation.

This time, my delightful girlfriend made out with me even more lustily. I think getting so specific about cuckolding me--and with my added buy-in--really turned Emily on. It turned me on, too, for sure! I was very enthusiastic to see Jeff's big cock get up inside her. I knew it would be incredibly sexy to watch. I knew it would be sublime for me to see her pleasure my best friend--and for him to pleasure her quite thoroughly, too.

I got incredibly horny at this juncture and tried to maneuver my body onto and my little shaft up into Emily. I had yanked my boxers off and was on my way to pulling off her panties. However, my sexy girlfriend made it clear that she didn't want to make love right then. She pulled back and gave me a gentle, little push.

"You don't want to do it now, hunh?" I asked.

"Well... I won't pretend it wouldn't be 'nice,' Boo... I'm sure it would be very nice... But I think we have more to talk about..."

I slid my boxers back on. I didn't feel like having my little dick exposed with my boxers off while we were chatting.

"Oh? What else do you want me to know, Boo?"

"Yeah... A good number of things, Rob... To be honest, I want to make sure you hear all the key features now... You know I'm a quiet girl, and this isn't easy for me to talk about so much... So I want to get it done with!"

"I understand, Em... Sure... Okay... You were talking about different 'relationships' of who you are planning on fucking... Go ahead... What else?

"Thank you for asking, my sweet!" Emily said, playfully, before getting back to the details. "Well... I'll probably fuck some guys to whom you are indifferent... But that might be more to do with their cock size or their athletic bodies, or a combination... We talked about that...."

"Yeah..."

"But then the other thing..." Emily continued. "It will also be hot to fuck your two rivals who have been pining for me for years, Howard and Josh.... They've managed to become good friends of mine even though they're not friends of yours... And while they're not good looking, their crotches have a nice bulge, both of them... And because I like them a lot, they are on my list!"

"Wow, Em! You've really been thinking about all the angles, haven't you? Shiiit! You know those two dorks really annoy me! You're going to ask me to tolerate you fucking them, even? Really?!"

"Yes, my love... I'm not exactly *asking* you, to be clear... Um, the way I've thought this through is that I'm *informing* you. To be clear, I am *going* to fuck them... I want to be generous to them--and I have decided, that I will be fucking them... Unless one of them refuses me--which doesn't seem very likely, does it?!"

"Oh, wow!" I said, and I left it at that as I digested this new, more brazen, much more assertive version of my girlfriend that was continuing to emerge. "Where had this young woman been hiding?" I wondered!

Emily was either assuming that I was too in love and in lust with her to do anything other than go along--or she was prepared for the possibility that I might break up with her and was determined to be a slut anyway.

My intuition told me that she was determined to be a slut *and also* assumed I was too in love to do other than go along.

"Did I want to challenge Emily much?" I asked myself. The answer was, "Nope! I'm excited! I think I'm actually going to really like being her cuck! Phew!! Thank God!!"

I was lost in my own thoughts for a few more moments. I pondered how I was going to cope with my young love fucking these two guys who annoyed me. I didn't have an answer yet, but my gut told me that I would find a way.

Then, I realized, my love had resumed talking, further explaining.

"Yes... Howard and Josh have both been super kind to me, and if I'm going to be a slut, I think the least I can do is spread my legs for them also! And besides, I am pretty sure they are both virgins. I think they'll be very grateful if I take their virginity before they start college, don't you?"

"Un-hunh," I said, still stunned as to the extent of control Emily was asserting in our relationship.

"Wow, I'm really going to be a beta cuck now, hunh?" I thought to myself. Then my mind realized, "Fuck!! I'm actually *immensely* turned on to the idea of being my hot girlfriend's beta cuck! Shiiiit!! This should be *EXCELLENT*!"

Emily was prattling on, I suppose a little tentative still in her new dominant role, and not yet used to asserting control. "To be kindest, Boo, I should probably fuck them a few times each, to give them a chance to get halfway decent at it-- I bet they each cum in thirty seconds the first time, don't you? Oh... and another plus... I think you and I will both get off on you feeling humiliated by my fucking them-- especially if they make me cum better than you do! That would *really* sting for you and be sensuous--at least for me. Don't you think so?"

"Ooooph!! That's cutting! I wouldn't have thought of all of that, Emily!" I said, slightly exaggerating in order to encourage her. "Wow!! You *are* being creative about this! You've been thinking about this for a while, eh? Seems like you really want to make me your 'beta cuck,' hunh?"

Yes, I said the words out loud: "beta cuck." I told Emily that's what I was becoming. The words were now in the air between us.

"Yeah... I'm not going to lie... This *has* been on my mind for a while... I'm sorry, Boo! Please don't feel hurt! And... Yeah, I've read that term, too! You're right! I *do* want you to be my 'beta cuck.' That's exactly right! Not only that, I *expect* you will be... In fact, I *know* you will be! You'll be my very *happy* little-dicked beta cuck, I am sure!"

"Well, I guess I'll always have that I got 'there' first!" I said, with a quick gentle little pat on her panty-covered pussy. I withdrew my hand before finding out if Emily would have allowed me to leave it there.

"Yes, you'll always have that, Rob! *WE* will always have that together!" Emily replied, and she leaned in and gave me another loving wet kiss and hug.

"Okay... Em, tell me the rest of it already!"

"Okay, Rob... And I'll also be sleeping with a mix of different looking guys--and especially different races... Variety in this is important to me... Not least of all because the Black guys have the biggest cocks... For example, I know you don't like Craig, but he's supposed to have the biggest cock in the whole school... We're supposed to refer to it as a 'BBC" of course! And Craig's BBC is supposedly eleven-inches and thick!"

"Wow! Em, are you going to be able to handle that?" I asked matter-of-factly. Meanwhile, my inner voice was shouting: "YESSS!!! Yesss!!! YESSSS!!!! She *FINALLY* revealed she's going to fuck BBC!! Oh, thank fucking God!! My adorable Emily is going to go black!!! YESSSS!!!"

"Well... Honestly, probably not a good idea for me to fuck Craig first!" Emily admitted. "I'll have to 'work my way up' to fucking him!"

"Okay... and you're still not done telling me your plans, are you?"

"The other two things--I guess I'll spit them out-- are to fuck bareback instead of using a condom like I do with you... And to have at least one gangbang-- and maybe more, if I like the first one!"

"Wow! You're going to fuck bareback even though you haven't with me?!"

After hearing about all the guys, the gangbang mention didn't phase me much--but fucking other guys bareback did. I kept hoping over the weeks that Emily would let me make love to her without a condom, but she hadn't yet. Not even during her period.

"Well, to be honest, Boo... The black guys only fuck bare... So, yeah... For the black guys, and *only* for the black guys, I'm going to fuck bare. Yup."

"Wait... You're going to fuck them bareback, the black guys... but you're not going to add that to the menu for me, your loving boyfriend... because I'm 'just' a white guy? Is that what you're saying?!"

"Well, Boo... I've been thinking about it, and actually it's another one of those things that my intuition tells me will simply be hot for us both... with you about to be my beta cucky and all... It'll be lusty for me to know that there are some things I'm only going to do for the seriously alpha black studs... I have a hunch that you'll get off on it, too... Don't you think?"

"I don't know, Em... I guess maybe? I don't know..."

"Well, that's the plan! I'm pretty sure you'll at least love watching me get bareback fucked by huge black cocks! And I plan to do that a lot when I get there! Certainly, if I like it as much as I am guessing I will!"

"Aw, fuck! That's hot!! Shiiittt!" I exclaimed, betraying my ever mounting arousal and excitement. My enthusiasm had ratched up yet another level.

The assertive, slutty way that my previously shy Emily was explaining herself... The way that she was dictating her terms and *not* taking any input, *not* taking any pushback... It was a huge turn-on, and I couldn't hide it from my love.

"You're becoming such a sexy, assertive slut, Emily!!" I added. "You're going to go bareback with the black guys but not even with me, your loving boyfriend?!? Fuck--you're right! I got to hand it to you... You're absolutely right! That's intense! It's so *HUMILIATING* and partly because of that, it is even more massively erotic!!"

"Yeah! I know!! I totally agree! I'm so relieved to know that you now think so, too, Boo!"

"Oh, totally! You fucking slut!! You and this whole set of scenarios are stupendously, astoundingly hot and erotic!! It's going to be so amazing to watch you go black bareback especially!!"

"Yeah!! I think so, too, Rob!!"

"What are you going to do for birth control, Em, though with the black guys? I know you like to be well-protected."

"Well... That turns out not to be the easiest question, actually..."

"How so?"

"Well... condoms are out, as I said. All the black guys fuck bareback only... And it turns out that a diaphragm only works for the guys with nine-inch dicks or shorter... and while that's most of them, it isn't *ALL* of them... Our two black classmates who are bigger than nine inches will bump into a diaphragm a lot--that's Craig and Maurice--so much so that a diaphragm would take a lot of fun out of it for them, apparently!"

"Well, I guess I could see that!" I said. I didn't even ask Emily how she knew. She could only know from gossiping with the other girls, I figured.

"Yeah, me, too!" said Emily. "I could definitely see how they wouldn't want to constantly hit up against a barrier inside me. For sure!"

"So are you going to go on the pill or use an IUD?"

"Well, my doctor recommends against those for me for various reasons," my beautiful girlfriend explained.

"So... what?!? Wait a second!! Are you going to use the *rhythm* method only for the biggest cocks?!?" I queried.

"Well... Unfortunately, Rob, that seems like the right answer... I don't really have a choice, I think, if I want to get fucked by Craig and Maurice... And I *really* want to get fucked by Craig and Maurice!! I mean, what's the point of becoming a slut if I don't really go for it all the way, Boo?!"

My adorable girlfriend was quite committed to this path!

"Wow, Emily!! You could seriously end up black bred! Are you ready for that?!"

"Well, I don't know, my love... But it seems I'm willing to risk it..."

"And I know you don't believe in abortion--not for yourself anyway! You're willing to risk becoming a baby mama to a black baby at our age?!!"

"Yeah... I guess I am... I am just too deeply craving this experience, Boo!! I don't know how to explain it rationally! I'm sorry! I just really want to at least try out getting fucked by the biggest, blackest cocks among our classmates! I really badly want to fuck Maurice and Craig and see what it's about! Your girlfriend here is a slut inside, apparently! I'm sorry if this is a shock to you!"

"Well, you have always been pretty lusty... So I guess it isn't a total shock... And I guess I can't say I blame you... Those giant black cocks *are* fascinating! Even us straight guys wonder about touching or sucking on them ourselves sometimes, I can tell you!"

Emily leaned in again and gave me another big lusty smooch and a hug. "Aw, Boo! You're the best boyfriend!! You're *so* understanding! I really do love you!!" Emily paused and then added, pointedly: "You're really *very* horny to watch me, too, aren't you? You're excited to become my beta cuck, aren't you?!"

"Yeah, Em! It's true. I am over-the-top horny to watch you--and to become your beta cuck. YESS!! Just like you can tell from my little twig of a hardon! I think this is going to be VERY hot! I'm not too keen on you having a black baby--but hopefully that won't happen... But the *risk* of it is sooo very arousing!"

"I know!!!" Emily exclaimed. "I somehow feel the same way! I don't think that I consciously want a black baby--not at all. But somehow the risk of being black bred is super exciting! I can hardly wait! They call it 'black repo sex,' if it's unprotected when a girl is likely fertile. And, I'm sorry, but it sounds amaaaazing! You know how horny I get when I'm ovulating... I hope I can resist fucking black bareback when I'm ovulating... I can't say I'm sure that I'll be able to resist! Supposedly once you start fucking a black guy, if you're a white girl, many of them will make it a mission to knock you up... If our black classmates make it their mission to breed me, I don't know how good I'll be at fighting it!"

"Really? You think you might have *intentional* black 'repo' sex, Em? Really?!"

"Yeah! I have this weird feeling that I'm going to love the big black cocks and won't be able to help it... I'm not going to lie... I'm already thinking about what I would do with a baby while in college... or whether I could handle giving a baby up for adoption... I just don't know!"

"Wow! Dang! That's so arousing to hear! You're becoming such a fucking slut, Em!"

"I know! Talking about it with you, my love, it's making it more real... I'm realizing how incredibly slutty I truly feel! I'm realizing how horny I am to get fucked a lot, to get fucked by cocks and especially big black cocks!"

"Aw, shit, Em! You're so fucking sexy! Yesss! Unggggh!" I moaned in excitement as I oozed precum into my girlfriend's gently stroking fingers.

"Do you have to wait to go black? Do *we* have to wait, I should say?" I asked.

"Yeah... You remember my pal Melodie, who lives in San Diego now? She's ahead of me on this same journey at her own school and with some local college guys, too."

"Wow!" I interjected. "She'd be hot to watch, too! Shit, Em, is this some huge trend?!"

"I've heard that pretty white girls going black is a huge trend, Boo-- Yes! It's in videos that we young white women are sending each other. 'The Joys of Being a BBC Slut' is an immensely popular X-rated website for young women, as a matter of fact!" Emily revealed. "The popular girls in our class have started fucking big black cocked athletes at the local college--I'm surprised you haven't heard! And Melodie says she's working her way up to being a BBC slut along with all the pretty girls in her class... So it's definitely a trend at her school, too! Some more girls in our class are thinking about it, too, I happen to know! Brenda, for example, is planning to leave Jeff for an alpha black guy she met at a college party a week ago!"

"Wow! I had no idea!"

"Yeah, it's not just you guys who are into porn, it turns out... It's teen women watching porn that got this all started!" Emily continued to explain. "Luckily, Melodie is ahead of me on the adventure... She's started fucking black guys, even! So, she's sharing wisdom with me from a few steps ahead, which is great! Melodie says it's very important to work your way up. A girl must start with some medium-large dicks first... In fact, I already know who I am going to fuck first!"

"Really?! *DO* tell!!"

"Hmm... I'm not sure if I should!" Emily teased.

"Pleeeeease!!" I begged.

"Hmmm..." Emily teased, as if she might actually tell me. Then she continued, "N-n-nope! That will not be revealed today, my love! Instead... Instead... He'll come over to your house tomorrow evening. Let's say 8pm. Your parents will still be away... And I'll fuck him in *YOUR* bed while you watch while tied to your desk chair! It will be a surprise! I'll come by at 7:30pm to say 'hi' first and get you all tied up and ready!"

"Unnngghhh!" I groaned.

"Yeah... hot, isn't it?!" Emily said with a big smile.

"Oh... So incredibly hot!!" I concurred. "Say... All this sex talk really has me revved up! Can we go again, now, Boo--now that you've shared the whole thing?!

"Well... Ordinarily I would say 'yes.' But I want to give my 'downstairs' a bit of a rest for tomorrow... and my new lover! And you need to save some strength, too! You're going to want to wank aplenty after you watch me get fucked tomorrow!"

"Wait... Did I hear you right? Did you say 'wank' *and* 'after'?!"

"Oh, yes... I can't have you distract my new lover and me by having your little dicklet out while we're fucking. You'll be clothed. You'll have to beat off after!"

"You mean you're going to make me wait until after and then you're not even going to 'do' me, too?"

"Oh... I'm sure I'll be too tired to do you, too, Boo!" Emily said. "And besides, it will be more poignant for you if you beat off instead of me making love to you next. But don't worry, I'll make love to you another day soon... I mean, I think... Unless, of course, I get too hooked on ample-size cocks and, uh, stop feeling like fucking your little penis, too!"

Somehow, Emily sensed that I was ready to be threatened with abstinence. She read me like a book.

"Unnnnggghhh! Yesss!!!!" I moaned. "That will be soooo sexy! Soooo amaaaazing, Emily!!"

"I know! And I'm so glad you can admit to us both that you agree! I'm so excited that you're also ready for me to be a slut, Boo!" my sexy girlfriend responded. "I can't tell you how relieved and happy I am that you are ready to see me be a slut for cock--and become my beta cuck!! Oh, Boo, I've never been so happy! And just think--the next penis to be in my slutty pussy is going to be someone else's! And it won't be some other little dick. No. It will be a COCK!"

And Emily gave me one last kiss before she got up and started getting dressed.

After she pulled her pants on, Emily decided to lean over and lightly stroke my rod a few more times out of kindness. It was through my boxers. She nibbled my ear a little and whispered into it: "Boo... You know what else? Maybe when I get fucked by Craig's eleven-incher eventually--and hopefully before long--I'll feel like *he* is really the one taking my virginity... rather than your little dicklet... Maybe a few weeks from now, I'll feel like your little dicklet was merely foreplay for big black cocks!"

"Unnngggghhhh!!" I groaned. I couldn't help myself.

"Say, Boo?" Emily asked. "Do you really need some relief, Boo?"

"Oh, so badly, Em!! Very much so!!"

"Hmmm... Okay... Then beg me."

"What?"

"You heard me... Beg me... If you beg me well enough, maybe I'll provide you some relief before you watch me get fucked tomorrow... But you better hurry up. I'm getting bored!"

"Okay! Okay!" I caught on. "PLEASE, Emily!! I beg you! Please provide me some release!"

"You want me to provide your little boi clit some release, is that it, Boo? You're going to have to beg me better! Beg me to give your 'little boi clit' some release... Beg me that, specifically!"

"Please, Boo! Please give my little boi clit some release, Boo! Yes, I'm begging you for my little boi clit! Please!"

"Oh... I guess that was good enough! I think you *are* going to be a good little beta cuck... I'll give you some release-- MAYBE!! I might BARELY touch you though, and we'll just have to see if it does the trick!"

Emily laid down next to me again. She stayed fully clothed and pushed me to the side so she could keep some space between our bodies.

My girlfriend resumed stroking my little penis... but as promised, she did it only lightly and only through my boxers. She resumed sexily nibbling on my ear to help me along.

After a few minutes, Emily could tell that while I was very close to cumming, I wasn't quite going over the edge. She made a decision then. A decision to be yet further generous.

Emily pulled off my boxers and started to give me a proper stroking. A stroking with full pressure on my shaft and occasional teasing of my cock head and balls. My precum provided more than enough lube.

After an hour of just talking, teasing, and making out, it felt beyond incredible to get this full and hearty handjob from my love. She always knew just how to touch me. I was over the moon.

As Emily kept up stroking me, and nibbling my ear, she finally decided to whisper to me, too. My sexy girlfriend leaned in and whispered the most exciting words I might have imagined. "I hope you're loving your handjob, Boo. Before long, handjobs might be the only thing you get from me--if that. I'll be too busy... I'm *certain*... fucking black. I'm going to fall in love with black cock, Boo, I can feel it... Black cock will occupy all my free time... Black cock will be like water and air for me... I'll crave it constantly... I'll get blacked all the time... I *am* going to end up fucking black *only*! I'll also be a three-hole slut for blacks! I'm sure I'll eventually be black-bred!"

That was it for me. Those warm, tight strokes of her hand; those little nibbles on the ear; and the idea that Emily could end up black-only, a three-hole slut for blacks, and eventually black-bred--it all sent me over the edge, and I had the largest orgasm of my life to date. "Oh, fuck!! Yesssss!!!! You'll be the hottest black-only slut!! You'll be so hot as a three-hole slut for blacks!! YESSS!!!! YYYYEESSSS!!! You'll be so sexy black-bred!! Yesss!! YESSSS!! Yessss!! Unnnngggghhhh!! Arrrggggghhhhhh!!! YYYEESSSSS!!!" I shouted, as I shook and shot my load.

My load was tremendous and coated my stomach and chest. Some of it even reached my neck and chin!

When my 'boi clit' finally stopped shooting, I shared my profound thanks with Emily. "Oh, thank you!! Thank you so much! Thank you for being so generous, my love!"

"You're welcome, cucky!" Emily replied, as she again got out of bed. "You're going to be a great cucky. You deserved that one last release before seeing me get *properly* fucked for the first time, tomorrow."

That stung and was also a turn-on to think about. Indeed, it seemed Emily would like big cocks so much better than mine that she would barely look back on our intercourse as even counting!

"You're clear you're not to touch your 'boi clit' again--other than to clean it--until after watching me get fucked tomorrow night. Right, Boo?"

"Yes, Ma'am!"

"Ooh! You can call me 'ma'am' once in a while--but not too much... You're still my boyfriend, cucky--at least for now! Got it?!"

"Yes, Boo. Got it. That's nice... Would you like me to return the favor now?" I offered, implying that I would use my hands or tongue to give my girlfriend a cum, since my 'boi clit' would need quite some time to recharge and could not for the moment be offered for sex.

"Nah. I'm good, cucky," Emily said, with extreme matter-of-factness that cut me to the quick. "I will tend to my own needs later. We're done now for the evening, Boo."

Emily gave me a quick kiss on the forehead; put on her shoes; climbed the stairs to exit; and left me with quite a lot to process.

"Boy, I'm definitely her beta now!" I said to myself. "Emily scarcely needs me sexually already!" Wow!

It took me a few minutes to gather myself. I then snuck out the back. I definitely wasn't ready to face anyone in her family in my newly demoted "beta cuck" condition.

What would tomorrow night bring, I wondered?

Who do *you* think Emily fucked the next night--as she got "fucked properly for the first time"?

Any ideas?