Cumming of Age, Robbie's POV Ch. 04

Tuesday April 20, 2010 10:00PM

I am sooooo tired. I can't write very much but it was a weird day and I know I promised so I'm doing it.

Laura was a total whack-job today and I had to ignore her until after practice cuz Melissa basically knows we're doing each other! I mean, not really, cuz I'm not going to tell her that but she was all over me in English and kept whispering if I liked kissing girls now and I just had to turn to her and ask her what the fuck her problem was and she just made stupid faces. I used to like Melissa a lot, but now that she's being such a bitch I don't even want to know her. But I did have to pull Laura aside and tell her again she was going to be punished for disobeying me and she looked down and I knew that's what she wanted and I didn't really know how I felt except when I said it I could feel the Slut Trainer® in me move a little and then I must have squeezed the butt plug too cuz it moved and I had to just leave her. So then I worried about what I was going to do to punish her.

And then I remembered I had to go over to Sir's house and then I remembered he was going to shove the bigger plug into me and I had to take this one out cuz it was in longer than it should have been and I couldn't stop thinking about the new plug all through lunch and running was a relief and finally felt like myself again. Coach was a lot happier with me and this was totally weird. I took out the ST® cuz I didn't want anything in me, but then I felt so empty I was wondering if I could run without it!!!! It's like I was starting to need these things up my holes and I guess that's what Sir is expecting, that I just learn to have stuff shoved inside me.

And I get over there and I shout I'm about to go upstairs and I hear voices in the kitchen, and Sir tells me to come in so I set the cleaning stuff down and look in and there's my mom with Sir!!! And I almost freak out but I work really hard not to say anything stupid and go give her a hug and just start moving shit around the kitchen like it needs cleaning and the two of them talk as if I'm not there and I ask if he needs anything special done today like I'm the little maid I'm supposed to be. And my mom just stops me and looks me in the eye and says that she's expecting Mr. Torken to look over things next door while they're gone and that they're planning to leave Thursday not Friday and I just nod and look annoyed and tell her that nothing's going to happen and I get it and can I go to work now?

So she leaves a little pissed at me and Sir looks a little worried and tells me to not get undressed yet but then he says to strip off my pants and show him my asshole. And I'm bent over in the kitchen with the trainer still in me sort of and my underwear down to show him my ass and pulling out the butt plug and he leaves me there for a minute and I'm wondering what the fuck is going on and I'm feeling disgusting and so slutty just holding the plug and it's turning me on like what the fuck!!!? And then he comes back with the box of butt plugs and he takes the one that's been in me and looks at it after he has me take off the condom and SNIFFS IT!!! and then puts it back in its slot and pulls the next one out and tells me to push it into my ass. Only it feels a lot bigger but it slips in cuz the condom is all lubed and now it hurts a little and I feel my ring clenching over and over again and I must have moaned or something cuz he slapped my ass really hard and I thank him and he does it again and then my cheeks are so hot and I'm oozing around the trainer which is sort of slipping out but still in me and he tells me to get to work and I'll get the next one on Friday so I better leave this one in like he had told me AS IF I HADN'T BEEN, but I knew I couldn't say that, so I just shook my head, cuz he wants my butt hole ready for action on Saturday, WHATEVER THAT MEANS!!!!!

So I've been sore all day and it feels like I'm constantly taking a shit even without the plug in me, but I know that's not happening because I did the full enema thing tonight with Laura and even though I can't stay awake right now I better write it down.

I finish at Mr. T's and head over to Laura and my ass is sore and my cheeks are sore and I'm feeling pretty tired from the workout and I'm worrying about my mom and what she's thinking and get to Laura's and she tells me her folks are out for the evening and demands I strip off my clothes and we're going to be naked all night not just in her room. And I freak out a little cuz at school she's all puppy dog and sub and now at her house she wants to be on top and I know I've got to punish her.

"Fuck you, twat." I know I have to take control. "You ever talk to me like that again and you'll be so sore you won't be able to sit for a week." I was getting pretty pissed. I had set down my bag and I looked at her like 'you going to fuck with me?'

And she got all worried and started apologizing but I was just getting started. I told her to strip and present to me and spread her legs wider and bend over and grab her toes so I could inspect her and I told her after the weekend she would have to shave herself cuz I needed to see her cunt all naked and I went on and on and she started to cry a little and I watched her asshole clench and open and I knew she was totally mine. I put my hand on her cheeks and asked her what her punishment should be and she just shook her head and whimpered and told me she was sorry and I slipped my hand between her legs cuz I wanted to know if she was turned on or not and fuck if she wasn't wet! So wet I couldn't believe it and I told her that and told her to thank me for spanking her ass and I gave her five hard slaps on each side and when I was done she was really crying and her ass was totally red. I felt her up again and she was dripping down the inside of her legs so I had her hold her cheeks open and I took a snapshot and sent it to Sir and deleted it from my phone. Before I let her get down on her knees I rubbed my hand on her pussy and it was sooo wet and gross and it made me feel so fucking powerful and after she was kneeling I demanded she suck and lick my hand clean.

In the back of my head the whole time I'm just thinking about Sir and how we need to get him a video of her eating my asshole and I tell her that and tell her if she doesn't get her act together I'm dropping her and telling Mr. T. she's not worthy and she looks at me kinda funny, tears on her face and she begs me not to drop her and that she'll be the best twat slut I would ever have and I couldn't believe how fucking great I felt but I was worried cuz I didn't want to hurt her and I wasn't sure how she felt about all of this but I could tell it was waaaayyy different from how I was feeling.

So, I told her what she had to do. She had to get the enema bags prepared and she looked at me like I was going to shove em up her asshole and I just shook my head cuz I realized maybe she wasn't as smart as I had thought, but maybe she was sooo fucked up, so I told her to get us some tequila, but I'd learned my lesson and only had one shot. She asked if she could have another and I told her to be careful cuz I wasn't cleaning any puke up and needed her to be in top form. Anyway we went to her bathroom and she prepped the bags and I told her she had to strip off my clothes using her mouth and she just looked at me and I shrugged like 'what the fuck didn't you understand, twat?' and she untied my shoes and grabbed my socks with her teeth and had my running pants down and she was so much shorter than me she looked over at the bed and stood on it waiting for me to come over. And she knelt down on all fours like a little bitch and she lifted my top and pulled on my sports bra until all that was left was the Slut Trainer®.

She reached her mouth to the waistband and started dragging it down and couldn't get it past my thighs cuz the dildo was stuck so hard up inside me so she had to wriggle down and turned around on her back to get her teeth on the base and she pulled back until it started to slip out. She was breathing sooo hard and I knew she was breathing in my smell and I smiled, closing my legs around her head to keep her trapped there for a minute. I looked down at her and wondered if I would ever feel okay about having a girl go down on me but I saw her body and I was a little jealous at how full her breasts are but I think my legs are nicer.

I looked down between my legs and she was holding onto the dildo from the base and I told her it was her turn to clean it and I didn't even stay to watch but went into the bathroom and waited for her. "When you're finished in there, leave it on the desk and crawl in here like the bitch twat slut you are." I didn't even know what I was saying, but I leaned against her counter and watched her get on all fours and her breasts hung down and swung back and forth and she crawled to me.

I got into the tub and put my head down and my hands back to spread my cheeks so she could take out the plug and put in the enema tube. Her left hand softly rubbed my lower back and if felt so good and I could feel my asshole clenching and then she got hold of its base and wiggled it out and it hurt a little still and then her hand left and then came back and I felt the tip of the tube and then the whole thing slipped in so easy and I just imagined how open my asshole was and I asked her if it looked different and she looked down at me and nodded kinda seriously and she said it looked more open.

So, it went faster this time and we got through the first one in about 15 minutes and I told her we had to cook the last one, but we looked again at Mary's recipes in the back and she had a lot of ways to make a 'quick enema' as she called it and then we saw that we could use a syringe instead of the bags and I just kept saying 'what the fuck' but the second one was in me and it was starting to cramp and I told her we had to get down to the kitchen and do it and I barely made it downstairs before I had to go into the bathroom and she followed me in and held my face and she was standing so close I could smell her and it felt so great getting rid of that liquid and the cramping and her hands and her smell.

And yeah. So we got the third one done and we went back upstairs and spread the oils all over the condom like Sir had showed me and after it was in we did some homework while the stuff absorbed and then we decided to do it on the dining room table which was sooooo weird and wicked and I can't wait til we're having dinner there sometime and Laura will be thinking about how she pulled that plug out with her teeth and sucked that sauce out of me.

But I have to go to bed now cuz I'm totally fried.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010 9:30PM

Except for one thing there's nothing I want to write. Of course Sir had me doing missions but he doesn't know my schedule so mostly they weren't hard to do. Practice ended early so I went to Laura's house a little early and we did everything in her bathroom but my butt is pretty sore from the bigger plug and getting the enema tube in was so much easier. She was totally anxious that maybe I was hurting myself so we had to google a bunch a shit about anal plugs and being safe and we found this totally weird anal brush and she ordered it!!!

But the thing that totally freaked me out was when Laura asked how we could do this thing on Saturday if we aren't any good at acting. And the funny part was she asked it when she was pulling the butt plug out with her teeth and I was videoing her!!! And I started laughing so hard because she was totally right but at the same time she was doing the nastiest porn I'd ever seen and how much acting did that really take? But she kept saying it so I made her go to some stupid porn sites and we watched how bad the acting was and I kept saying that Mr. T. said this was high-end shit and he knew we weren't actresses so I just shrugged and we did our homework.

Only now I'm really curious what he and Mac could be thinking.

I'm totally wasted. It's been really hard this week doing all the shit and school and cleaning Sir's house and my asshole will never be the same, I'm certain. It feels like it's ten times bigger even though the websites say that's not how it works, but still that's how it feels, and the Slut Trainer® just keeps me on edge and its exhausting and I have to be at the house and mom and dad are screaming at each other right now as they're getting ready to pack. Mom hates to fly and it's like this every time we go on trips, only I'll be alone tomorrow and I'm sooooo happy and a little afraid cuz I'm not sure what Sir has planned for me.

Thursday, April 22, 2010 12 noon

I'm skipping school. I left the house like usual and went shopping for some stuff from Mary's recipe book to try and didn't come back until mom and dad left. Sir probably thinks I'm at school but I watched as a bunch of cars and a truck pulled up and a ton of people got out. It must be the crew or something. I just stood there hiding at the closet window even though nobody could see me even if they looked up. I used to look into Anney's room from here and we'd write notes on paper and she was always so happy and then she died and looking over there made me feel soooo sad and lonely and weird cuz we really hadn't been friends since high school started and I hadn't looked across the yard from here since I can't remember when but still we had been friends and then I thought about Mary and Sir and what kind of shit they were into and I wondered if mom and dad were kinky somehow and it grossed me out thinking about it.

I've been in the kitchen all morning re-reading Mary's recipes more carefully. When Laura and I were reading it we saw how stupid Mr. T. had been in suggesting the cornstarch thing except it smells like cum and I love that!!!! But Mary didn't use cornstarch at all unless it was an emergency and she had all sorts of warnings about allergies and shit. She talked about potato starch a lot though and who had ever heard of potato starch so when I went to the store today I got some but I don't really know why any starch is necessary but I tried all sorts of things, like not using it, or using more of it and cooking it longer and after an hour or so I'm getting it. Mary mentions why she uses starch, and I looked it up so I know a little bit more. It helps keep the essential oils mixed with the water, and maybe helps with absorption, so I've even tried some with different thicknesses to see if it'll still flow as easily, and how long it takes to absorb, but I'm probably not leaving it in long enough and I'm not measuring anything coming out…that's too gross! But I'm starting to see why Mary's recipes were what they were and I think I'm getting it down. I'm making notes on the pages Sir copied for me.

And Laura and Melissa and Shauna have been texting me all morning and I told them I was skipping and just needed some time alone and only Laura gets it but even she doesn't really get it. She told me she was coming over and I told her no, but she said she'll be at Sir's around 1PM and I got pissed, but I don't know if he told her to come so I can't tell her not too. And I've been careful not to go into my room cuz Sir will see me and he's been running all sorts of missions and I had to figure out how to take photographs where he can't see I'm home and I almost came it took so long and my pussy is soooo wet and swollen and I just looked at my clit and it's red and soooo sensitive. He's such a fuck. But I have to get over there if I'm going to be there before Laura. FUCK!!!!

Thursday, April 22, 2010 Friday, April 23, 2010 1:00AM

I'm a whore now. I'm crying and I can't believe what happened today, but I can't say I'm not a slut now because $500 is sitting on my desk AND IT'S BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY MADE ME DO! I thought I was a disgusting cum slut cunt before this, but now I can't pretend I'm not a prostitute. I'm really really tired and I wish I could just go to sleep, but I can't sleep BECAUSE SIR MADE ME A WHORE TONIGHT!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK! What can I do??????!!!!

I have to go to school tomorrow!!!! FUCK it's actually today!!!! but I'm too fucked up to go to bed yet shit shit shit shit fuck!

I'm crying cuz I know I can't say I'm not a slut now, but I'm also so turned on too…and I don't have to be at school until 10, so maybe if I just write this all down I can get to sleep…and I'm worried about Laura. She's still over there!

So I show up after lunch time, maybe it was 12:15, I just wanted to get there before Laura did. When I walk in there were a bunch of guys, and a few girls in Mr. T's living room and I got a little scared cuz I knew he would expect me to strip. He was a little surprised to see me so early but I told him I was too excited about the weekend to stick around school and he just looked at me kinda weird. He could tell I was a little worried about everyone and he just said 'might as well get used to it cuz you won't be dressed most of the weekend' and I felt my pussy clench around the dildo and my asshole clench around the butt plug and my clit just seemed to be sooooo swollen.

I go upstairs as usual and come down and head into the kitchen. I still had the Slut Trainer® on, cuz Sir hadn't told me to take it off, and nobody said anything except they all stared at me. But actually, that's not what happened at all! I thought they were staring at me, but they didn't at all! Except like every guy, they stared at my breasts and they looked at the Slut Trainer®, and the girls just nodded and made comments to each other, but mostly they just asked my name and introduced themselves. Sir came up to me and told me to take off the trainer and I stood in the kitchen and pulled it down and it made a slurping sound and then it felt like everyone was staring at me when I pulled it out of my pussy and I was so embarrassed and shy I could tell my face was beet red but I was sooooo wet and everyone could see how wet I was cuz the dildo was all shiny and even some juices hung off it and it was totally gross. But of course he was showing me off and he made me suck it and everyone stared and nodded and made comments comparing me to other girls they'd been filming and I could tell Sir was really pleased. But it wasn't like they were lining up to fuck me, like Jeffery or Greg or his brother's roomies. They were just taking notes or thinking about the 'shoot.' I can't get that word out of my head I heard it so much today.

There was a group sitting around the table in the nook with plans and pens and they were talking to Sir and I wanted to know what they were thinking for the shoot but I had to clean the kitchen and I could only make out a little of what they were saying. What I could figure out though was Sir had made a deal with some gym somewhere and they were going to get all the stuff set up tomorrow TODAY! and possibly do a technical tomorrow tonight whatever that means and I wanted to know if Laura and I were supposed to be there, but I didn't dare ask him right then cuz he looked really tired and I didn't want him to punish me with all those guys there, but the funny part was I was more worried about the girls! But I couldn't stop looking at the guys' zippers and thinking about sucking them off and it made my nipples hard and it was soooo distracting.

And then the doorbell rang, and a couple of seconds later Laura came in and she looked at me and at all the people and Sir told her to get undressed and help me with the cleaning and she didn't look really upset like I thought she would but then I remembered she had been to lots of parties with the team and probably had gotten undressed in front of a bunch of horny guys a lot of times. But I could tell she was a little afraid even though I don't think anyone else could tell cuz she wasn't like hiding herself or anything but she definitely didn't say anything and I could tell she was trying not to look at them.

And we moved into the living room to dust and vacuum and everyone was on the phone or looking at shit on the TV and also standing around one of the tables looking at a script or something. When we walked in they sorta stopped and stared at us but didn't touch us or say anything stupid. It was really weird. I don't know what I had been expecting…I guess I only think of guys being dicks, but none of them acted like dicks. And I'd never thought about being naked in front of girls while I was being fucked!!!! One of them came up and introduced himself as Tim and that he was one of the crew leads, but I'm not sure that was true, cuz Sir had said the crew leads were in the other room, but I don't know what any of that means. I just figured he was putting moves on us cuz he went on to say things like if we had any problems with anything to make sure we came to him and we nodded but didn't look at him or anything and just kept on cleaning. I kept looking at the girls to see what they were thinking, but they were mostly ignoring him, so I didn't know what to think.

It had only been about an hour by then and I was sooooo horny!!! Even though my pussy was empty and the trainer wasn't keeping me on edge, having all those people around while Laura and I were naked… these were the people who were going to see me and Laura naked all weekend and I had been so close to the edge all week that seeing them staring at us and seeing the guys' dicks starting to bulge in their jeans it was all I could do not to drop to my knees and start pulling them out. I was imagining all the different ways they might taste and how much cum I could drink just from the guys in the living room, and then I thought about Sir making me eat out the girls, and I finally whispered to Laura we needed to get upstairs and do the bathroom up there.

Only just as we were heading up, Mr. T. called us down again and said it was time to meet everyone and figure out the weekend. By the time we got back down, everyone was crowded into the living room and he made us stand in front of the TV facing them all.

And he called us horrible names which I knew was just to fuck with us, but I was soooo pissed he felt he needed to do that, but nobody said anything mean, they just nodded and some of them smiled and I saw at least one girl looking at Mr. T the same way I felt. So that was kinda nice. And then he looked back at me and told them I was a cum slut, and that I'd been checking them out and all sorts of other shit, and how did he know I'd already checked them all out? Sir is so fucking sure of himself! But fuck if he wasn't wrong.

And then he wanted us to perform, and I got really nervous cuz I'd never done any acting or anything, but he just whispered to me to get into Camel, but then I got really embarrassed, cuz I'd be totally exposed, but isn't that what Sir had been telling me would happen? But I knew better than to hesitate and I knelt down and spread my legs and leaned back, with my hands on my heels. My pussy was wide open to the room and I could hear them shuffling around so they could get a better look, but my head was tilted back and all I could see was the ceiling. And then Laura was standing right behind my head and I couldn't hear what he was saying to her, but then she gently pulled my head back further and I thought I was going to tip over and I got a little scared and pissed, like 'what the fuck?' but then I could smell her, and I knew what he was expecting and I groaned. But what the fuck was I supposed to do? And then her legs went around my head and her pussy was soooo wet that I knew she was even more turned on than I was.

So now, with her legs pressed against my cheeks and ears I have no idea what was going on in the living room, but Laura reached behind her butt to help support my head cuz I couldn't hold it in that position forever. And I just licked her juices and shoved my tongue into her as often as I could and tried not to gag and I could feel my pussy clenching and I know they could all see it, and I ACTUALLY WISHED THE BUTT PLUG WAS IN ME, but it wasn't the time for it, and I could feel my asshole opening and closing, and I tried to not think about what was happening and hoped that was what Sir wanted.

It felt like it went on forever, and even though Laura was getting wetter, I knew she wouldn't cum this way so I didn't know how long he expected us to keep going, until finally Laura's hands petted me a little and I figured that meant I could stop and she pulled away. And my neck hurt and my face was totally soaked and all I could smell was Laura's pussy and my stomach was clenching and my asshole was clenching and when I looked around most of the guys had already left the room, but three of the girls were standing right there talking about us, and I felt so fucking cheap, like the slut Sir had made me. And I almost cried, but then I just sat there trying to get uncramped and I realized I was totally turned on and I just shook my head, hearing CS's voice in my head.

Before I could get up there was a knock at the door, really loud, and I jumped a little and Laura and I just looked at each other and giggled we were so nervous, like maybe it was the cops or my parents or something, but I realized I was just being an idiot. I was still on my knees trying to slowly loosen up my neck and Laura was just standing there, kinda turned away from the door as Sir answered it and greeted Mac.

I didn't know what to expect, but when he walked in I thought it was Samuel Jackson at first. He was tall and black and his head was completely shaved. I couldn't believe how shiny it was and I just stared at the top of his head. He and Sir hugged and he looked at me from the front hall and I looked down as quick as I could, but I can still see the smile on his face and his eyes. It looked like he was swallowing me up. My pussy clenched, and I didn't know for sure, but I kinda figured from that look that Mac was planning something.

He laughed at something Sir had said and they left for the kitchen.

Laura just looked at me. 'You okay?' I was shaking a little cuz I could tell something was going to happen to us, or at least to me. I imagined how big his cock was and how Sir was going to have me demonstrate something and I could feel myself leaking and I didn't want to make a mess on Sir's carpet.

I shook my head and looked up at her. 'It's going to get intense. I can tell.' I nodded at Mac's back as he turned into the kitchen. 'You see him?'

Laura nodded but didn't seem to understand.

'He's going to try us out, or at least me.' I was freaking out a little and didn't want to cry in front of her, but I could feel tears coming on. She knelt down and her hands held my cheeks, whispering how much she knew I could do whatever it was Sir was going to ask. Like she probably did with her squad mates when they had some trick they had to do. It was stupid but even more stupid was that it made me feel better. I leaned in and we hugged. Feeling her warm skin, her arms pulling me against her, her breasts against me, I let my head relax into her shoulder and cried a little. How did I get myself so fucked up????

All I can think of is how stupid I was back in February, thinking I could just give Jeffrey a blow job, and now how I'm fucking in so much trouble. I'm writing in the dark, mostly, so that they can't see how much I'm crying and I'm not looking at the camera but I know they're all looking at me and I can't stop crying at how stupid I am or what's going to happen to me tomorrow. But the most fucked up part of it is that my pussy is so wet and all I want to do is shove something into it and show them what a slut I am!!!!

CS was online when I got back and she just kept saying to keep trusting Sir, that he had been totally honest so far and that I could always call it quits except I can't but I haven't told her that and to make sure to use my safe word if things got out of control. I felt a little better when she told me about her first time with a group of guys, and even though I had already been with Jeffrey and those guys, I knew this was going to be something really really different. And I didn't tell her any details about what Mac made Laura and me do, but she did say if Sir expected me to be with someone else that was his call to make. I nodded even though she couldn't see me, feeling my pussy clench at what we'd just done, the taste of his cum still in my mouth.

My pussy and butt feel so empty right now. Sir told me I couldn't have anything in me for the rest of the weekend, and this feels even more frustrating than when the trainer was buzzing me all the time. I just look down and imagine how swollen my clit is cuz its dark and how my lips and butt hole keep clenching and how wet I am and how shiny my lips must be. Even though it's dark, I'm sitting on my bed facing the camera, my legs spread as wide open as I can get them, trying to stretch but a part of me is thinking how this might just tease Sir cuz there's not enough light to show him how naked and exposed I am. I am so not going to look at the camera!!!!

So yeah, Mac and Sir go into the kitchen and I sit back sniffling a little and I look around and we're in the living room and there's a lot of laughing and talking from the two of them in the kitchen, but almost everyone else is still here. Some of the crew had were back around the tables and were talking about stuff, but the others ■ ■■■ were just hanging around.

Laura kept holding me but let go finally, only she kept her hands on my shoulders, like she wanted me to stay kneeling, or maybe just to use me to help herself stand up, but when I looked up, I saw something in the way she looked down at me and before I could say anything she pulled me in between her legs and pushed her pussy against my lips. I tried to pull away, and I could have, cuz she's not as strong as me, but she just told me to eat her cuz she had gotten so close before and she needed to cum so bad and wasn't I the cum-slut and didn't I need to be the bottom and all this shit and I could feel myself getting red and angry and worried about everyone watching us, but that feeling came over me, and I felt myself just letting her take over.

She pushed me down onto the floor and sat on my face, grinding her cunt (it was a cunt by then, she was being such a domme…that's the word for it. She was being a domme cunt) against my mouth and moving harder until I could tell she was about to cum and then she flooded my mouth and I swallowed as much as I could and she just kept panting and talking to me but I couldn't really hear what she was saying. All I could think was how I had let her do that, and what would Sir think and she'd just done that in front of the crew!

But when she finally got up and I pushed myself onto my elbows, I looked over to see what they were thinking and only one of the guys was looking at us! The others, even the girls, were just talking like, sure, two naked girls just grinding on the floor? Nothing to see. I just looked at Laura and shook my head, kinda pissed at her, and wondering if she thought it was weird too, and she shook her head and smiled a little, and I realized she was still feeling her orgasm, and then she just helped me up.

I looked at her again, my face wet and slimy, her smell all over me. I knew what we'd just done wasn't right, that Sir would be pissed, and I needed to clean up. I told her we still had to do the bathroom upstairs and she just scrunched up her face but nodded. And I told her upstairs that Sir would be pissed, AND SHE SAID HE'D TOLD HER TO DO IT! So, now I'm really a slut. Only that was just the beginning. Like he told me I'd be. He's just pimping me out, and this weekend is all about that. I'm crying a little, but I'm mostly just freaking out cuz it's not what I was expecting and it's exactly like he told me it would be, only I didn't think it would be with Laura.

When we got back downstairs a lot of the crew had left, and Sir told me I had to change the butt plug and I kinda made a face I guess, cuz Laura jumped in and told him she'd help and she pushed me into the bathroom while Sir got the box. And then she showed him what she'd learned, with me on my hands and knees in the bathtub, and she asked him if he had any oils from the center, and he looked at us shaking his head. So, when he came back she had the next size up in a condom, and we're looking at it, and it's almost as big as Sir, but maybe not, and he watched as she shoved it into me, telling her what a cunt slut I was, and it hurt, some, but mostly it just felt like my asshole will never be the same.

I'm just trying to breathe through the pain, when he comes back and gives us two scripts and told us to look everything over and get familiar with the lines. We both nodded, but Laura hadn't been in a school play, like…ever…and I had only been in ones in elementary school, so I just looked at him like, 'Are you sure?' and he just shook his head and told us to get comfortable with the flow and scenes. He said we could memorize the lines if that helped us get more comfortable, but that it didn't really matter what words we said, nobody was going to watch it for the dialog. Laura giggled but right then I didn't think anything was funny.

We moved to the living room, on the couch, butt naked, reading through everything and it's like really hard for me to concentrate because of the plug but also because the script is really stupid. I had to get up and grab towels cuz I knew I would leak, and I figured Laura was going to cream and I didn't want to leave any mores stains there.

We're both in the gym working out, we aren't supposed to know each other, and two guys come in and they're supposed to offer to help us, and then we're stripped and we give them blow jobs and then they fuck us both, and then more blow jobs and we're tied up to the weight machines and the benches and they're fucking me in the ass and the mouth…we just looked at each other and I could tell she was getting off on it. I could smell her and it wasn't just from before on my face, cuz her face is was kinda pink and I see saw her nipples getting hard.

When I asked her she looked embarrassed or shy or something but then nodded a little. 'You want those guys to fuck you while you're tied up?' I wasn't being judgy, just pushing her a little. She looked away and nodded, her legs opening and closing a little.

I looked back at the script. 'This isn't even close to how it should go, right?' She looked back at me, not sure what I was saying. 'I mean, think about it. Two girls in a gym. How would it really go? Wouldn't we both be, like, going into it together? Like, couldn't you see us walking in with our bags and sweats talking about something or other, like the weekend or our boyfriends or whatever, and then starting some warm up?'

She got it then, and we both found some pens and started crossing shit out and writing other stuff in. I could tell Sir knew how to do the sex scenes, every time we came to one, we'd both giggle at what we'd be doing, both of us creaming up at having a camera recording us, but everything else was just stupid.

'Like, here,' I pointed out where the two guys come in. 'If it were me, I'd want to see our reaction to those hunks coming in, and like, we'd be checking them out, but like barely, right?' Laura nodded, trying to write how that would work. 'Or, when we take off our sweats. That would happen, for sure, but not the way he's got it.'

All that stuff was at the beginning, cuz most of it was the sex, and that was just camera angles and where we'd all be and what we were doing. All of us would be naked by then and I could already taste them and I was getting so horny, with Sir edging me and my pussy being empty and what Laura had made me do before.

And then we both jumped when Sir walked in asking us if we were hungry, cuz he was going to order food in. And I told him what we'd been doing and he just shook his head, but he didn't look pissed just kinda surprised, and he took our scripts and saw our notes and nodded and looked back at us and his face got kinda funny but he didn't say we were stupid. He just nodded and said to keep going.

And then he asked if Laura had to get home or if her folks would be worried about her and she told him they were fine and that she didn't need to check in with them or anything. But I knew he had something going on, cuz he kept staring at me when he was asking her, and all I could think about was how Mac looked when he saw us earlier. I just nodded at him, and told him I'd be the cum slut cunt he expected me to be, and I saw Laura's reaction and he just smiled a little telling us it was just going to be the four of us for dinner.

So we straightened up the living room and the kitchen and by then the food arrived and we were starving. Sitting with both of them around the kitchen table, being naked while Mac asked us questions, like everything was normal and isn't that what people did? Just sit around with a couple of naked teenagers eating take-out and talking about college and boys and shit? I couldn't believe it was happening, and I know Laura was kinda giggling about it. We'd catch each other's eyes when they weren't looking at us, like 'is this turning you on as much as it is me?'

They'd offered us some beer, but they were drinking whiskey and I said I'd like to try some and of course Laura said she wanted to too, but I think she already had had whiskey before. So they pour us both some and it's kinda nasty, but it's warm and by the third sip I'm liking it, and then I feel my head getting swirly so I slow down cuz I think I know what's coming next. Only I HAD NO IDEA WHAT MAC WAS GOING TO DO. The taste of his cum and the whiskey and the take out. It's all in my mouth even though it was hours ago and I'm crying cuz of how horny I am and how Mac made me cum, only it wasn't enough and I don't know if Sir knows and if he's going to do something cuz I disobeyed him.

We're all kinda done, and Mac looks over at Sir and I knew he was going to do something and then he'd taken our hands and he walked us upstairs, telling us how sweet it's going to be, and how excited he was for the shoot, and Laura and I are looking at each other behind his back and she's like getting a little worried, but I just mouthed that I trusted Sir and then we were in the guest bedroom and Mac sat down on the bed, telling us he'd heard we were expert cocksuckers. So before Laura could react I was on my knees showing him how I could get his cock into my throat without my hands, but I had trouble undoing his belt, and then I couldn't drag his boxers down BECAUSE HE HAD THE LARGEST COCK I'D EVER SEEN. It was sooooo big his shorts couldn't get over it and I started to get worried I couldn't take him or that he'd want to fuck me in the ass and I couldn't do that.

And while I was struggling I felt Laura kneel down next to me, and I saw he was holding her by the shoulder and telling her she couldn't help me cuz I was their slut tonight, and I got really scared wondering what Sir had said to them. So she just knelt by the bed watching me get his clothes off and we both stared at his monster cock. It was like longer than my hand, a lot longer, and his balls were like the size of golf balls and his sac was spread out between his legs. Laura started wrapping her fingers around him, but I knew that wasn't right, so I dipped down and tried to suck up his sac, taking one ball at a time. He was musky. Way muskier than Sir, and it was a good smell, mixed with the whiskey it made me clench, sending a little pain into my asshole even though we'd taken out the butt plug before dinner.

I could feel Laura's hand when it bumped the top of my head and Mac was giving us encouragement, telling us how great it felt and what he was going to do, what Laura could do with me, and I just felt my thighs getting wet and wanted to show him what a good cum slut I could be. I moved to his shaft, starting to suck around it, moving Laura's hand up toward the top while I licked and sucked the base, and I heard her starting to moan so I figured Mac was pinching her nipples or I don't know what, but all I wanted was to get his cock into my mouth.

I slid up, pushing her hand off, and opened my lips to take him in. Even though he was long, he wasn't so big I couldn't get him in my mouth, but I didn't think I could get that much of him down my throat, but I went for it, and as I'm trying to push onto him, he rolls backward and I can feel Laura getting on the bed which was fine with me, cuz I could have him all to myself. AND I DID IT! I was gagging and belching and my stomach was getting a little crampy, but I was ABLE TO GET HIM DOWN MY THROAT! I just held him there, working my throat muscles around him, and my nose wasn't as close to his base as it was when I was doing Sir, but I could tell he was happy cuz he'd move his cock and try and get deeper, and I could feel the bed moving from whatever he was doing with Laura and I was sooooo happy I could show Sir's friend how good a cum slut I could be. I knew Sir was expecting me to perform and didn't want me to disappoint him, but I was mostly just excited to have Mac's huge cock in my throat.

And we stayed like that until his hand pushed against my head, making me slide him out. I sucked my cheeks together, dragging my tongue along the shaft, feeling how hot and solid he was. But I was getting a little worried about what he expected next, cuz I wasn't sure how much of him I could take in my pussy…but that's not where he wanted to go.

He patted the bed next to his face, telling me to come up there, and he wrapped his hands around Laura's waist lifting her up. She spread her knees and he set her down straddling his waist, his cock bumping up against her lower back.

'Robbie,' he turned to me. 'I want to taste that lily white poontang of yours, and I want you to service her while I'm fucking her fat juicy cunt. You got that?'

I nodded, looking over at Laura to make sure she was going to be okay. She looked okay, moving her hands down to spread her lips open, and rising up on her knees to get him into her opening. And then she slowly settled down onto him while I moved my knees to the sides of his head. She moaned as he split her open, and when I looked concerned she just smiled a little and kept pushing down, reaching up to bring me into a kiss. I pushed my cunt onto his mouth and felt his tongue diving into me, making me squirm and the two of us moaned into each other's mouths through the kiss as he started pumping her. And she didn't let me go, Frenching me and I knew I was going to cum and I didn't know what Sir was going to do to me if I did, but I couldn't break free and I didn't want to break free and then I HAD A HUGE ORGASM and I knew I had drenched Mac cuz he had to stop for a second, and Laura pulled away too and her eyes were twinkling and she was smiling and she brought us back together and it started all over again, and I could tell Mac was getting close cuz he was pumping Laura hard.

I wanted to know how that would feel, imagining his huge cock slamming into her, but I was happier right then just having his tongue cuz I think it would have hurt me, and then they both went stiff and I knew he was cumming into her and she was grinding and moaning and I knew she was cumming and it all got a little mixed up while they were into it, but then Mac quieted a bit, and he pushed me off his mouth and told me to clean him up like the little cocksucking whore I was, and I hated that he talked to me that way but maybe I didn't hate it so much cuz I could feel my cunt clenching. So I licked his face and tasted my cum and he forced me to kiss him and I tasted me in his mouth and it was kinda gross and I felt like a disgusting slut and I think that's exactly what he wanted me to feel.

And he had Laura lie down on her back next to him, telling her to watch what a proper cum slut looked like and I did what he asked, sliding his monster back into my mouth, covered with Laura's juices and tasting his cum. It was softer, but still big, but I couldn't slide it into my throat all the way, and besides that's not what he wanted, so I just sucked everything off of him that I could, feeling my pussy clench and my asshole clench, knowing that Laura was watching me.

And that's when he made me do the thing I'd never have expected.

He tapped me on the head when he thought I'd done enough, and he told me to SUCK HIS CUM OUT OF LAURA'S PUSSY!!!! I must have hesitated cuz he asked whether I'd gone deaf, but I just nodded and watched as Laura spread her legs a little and I shifted over to her. She smelled so strong, but his smell was even stronger, and I leaned down and started to suck on her, trying to pull his cum out of her, but it wasn't the right position, and she knew it, cuz she tapped me and started flipping over and she held her cunt against my mouth even as we were turning and then all sorts of globs of cum came out of her against my tongue and I couldn't really hear what they were saying, but it sounded like they were calling me names and egging me on and I was getting pissed that she was treating me that way, but I just sucked and sucked until I couldn't taste any more of him coming out of her.

And then she got up and Mac told me I should go home and rest up, but before I could leave, he told me to take the envelope on the dresser, and I just put it in my jeans when I got dressed. But he didn't tell Laura to go, so I don't know what they're doing over there, but I can only imagine that Mac and Sir are fucking with her, and I hope she's okay. But when I left, Sir just nodded at me andHE gave me another envelope and told me what a good little cum slut cunt I was and to rest up because tomorrow was a new chapter in my training, but I thought he was wrong, cuz what I'd just done upstairs and what Laura and I had been doing all day felt different…and I was really worried he'd be pissed that I'd cum…but I don't know what he'll do to punish me cuz of the shoot.

But when I got home I opened the envelopes and one had $300 and the other had $200!!!!! So, I'm now a real whore, and I want to just crawl under the covers and cry, but I can still taste the both of them, and I get all loose again and I don't know what to do.