Ezzie The Next Generation Part 56

After Lora hears about filming 50 Shades sex scenes with Jim, she insists on looking at my bum. She rubs in some cream. "That is worse than what I did. I bet that hurt." Lora says.

"It did, and then Jim felt bad that he did what I asked him to do. Then I felt bad that he felt bad. I tell her of the footage, and how I used Ezzie. She insists I show her the spankings.

She and I talk about it for two sessions and then she wants us to do couples therapy with her for a session. During the session she keeps stressing open communication. Talking to each other about everything, good and bad. No hiding things. Towards the end of the couples session she looks at me and smiles.

"May I be honest and tell both of you what I see right now?" Lora asks.

Jim and I look at each other, like oh ooh. "Please do." Says Jim

I see a young couple in love with each other. Mary feels like this, and by this I mean your limited love life right now is her fault. Jim is so concerned and worried about you Mary. When he thinks you are having a bad day he holds back. He doesn't want to pressure you for sex.

"The truth is you are both right and wrong. Mary, getting attacked and the reactions you are having are not your fault. Jim, sometimes when Mary is having a bad day feeling your loving arms around her, and having her loving husband make love to her would help her a lot. So." She says, clapping her. "Here is my prescription for the two of you."

She reaches out and puts my hand on Jim's. "At least once a week. You two will have sex."

I see Jim blush. "What?" I giggle.

"You told me, before all this happened you were having sex practically every other day. You can do it more, but at least once a week. I will be asking how it was, and don't even think about lying. I will see through both of you." She says, giving us a fake glare and smiling.

"To be clear I mean just the two of you. You two love each other. I want you both to express that love through love making. No toys, just the two of you. Fingers, hands, feet, toes, mouth, tongue use any body part you want to pleasure each other." Lora says and Jim & I are smiling at each other.

"It's also obvious neither of you two are built for the SM in BDSM." She smiles at us. "If you both would like, when you are ready, and I will decide when that is. Maybe you both could come visit Mistress for some personal lessons. I can show you a safe way to indulge your fantasies." She says with an honest smile.

"Really?" I ask excitedly.

"When you are ready. No promises when." She says.

Later that night Jim decides we should box up all the sex toys for now. I am surprised how full the box is. Jim is reaching up to put it on the closet shelf and I start feeling mischievous. I wrap my arms around him from behind and slip my hands into his workout shorts. "May I help you?" Jim asks as he pushes the box onto the shelf.

I wrap my fingers around his quickly hardening dick. "This is my favorite toy." I say, as I lay my face against his back and listen to his heartbeat. I squeeze and give him little jerks in his shorts. I pull my hands out of his shorts, and push them down. He kicks them off, and turns around. He holds my face in his hands and gives me a kiss that curls my toes.

As we kiss he pulls my tee shirt off. I have no bra on and my boobs bounce as my tee shirt catches under them. Jim slides a hand down over one of my nipples, as he bends back down and continues kissing me. He gives my hard nipple a flick and reaches down under my boob. He holds the entire boob in his hand and gently squeezes it. I moan into our kiss.

I break the kiss and press myself against Jim as I kneel down in front of him, dragging my boobs down his body. I keep looking up at Jim and I can see the excitement in his eyes. I reach behind him holding a butt cheek in each hand, open my mouth and suck his dick into my mouth. Jim lets out a deep satisfying moan. It takes a few tries. I haven't done this in a while. I work him little by little, deeper and deeper until I have all of him in my mouth and throat.

Something I saw when I was looking at porn stuff for 50 Shades pops into my head. I pull off Jim leaving a trail of slobber on Jim and letting some spit drool out of my mouth. I need him wet, and I bet he will like me being a little slutty. I hold my boobs and squish them together around his hard on. I see Jim smile. "Ezzie, does Jim like this?" I ask.

"Lora would want you to ask Jim." Says Ezzie.

I am sure she can feel the embarrassment I feel about actually asking him. I love doing it, but asking him and saying it out loud is embarrassing.

"I promise you, Mary. You will like the answer." Says Ezzie softly.

I try to swallow my embarrassment. "Do you like this?" I ask.

"Fuck yes." He sighs.

I can see he is thinking something. "What?" I ask, stopping. "Do you not like it?" I say relaxing my hands on my boobs, feeling nervous. "Ezzie, you said I would like the answer." I say as Jim pulls me to my feet and kisses me hard. "Mmmmmnnnn." I sigh

"Does that feel like a kiss from someone that didn't like it." Ezzie says as I kiss Jim.

Jim pulls back. I can see the lust in his eyes. "I Loved It." Jim says and gives me a small smile. "I was seeing more, and I know we shouldn't."

"What shouldn't we do?" I ask, rubbing my hand on his chest. "It's just you and me, like Lora said."

Now I see him getting embarrassed. "I was seeing you finishing me like that." Says Jim.

I smile at him and giggle. "You want to cum on me like that. It will go everywhere."

"I know." He says smiling. "You would look so sexy, but we are trying to have a baby."

I reach my hand behind his head and pull him down for another kiss. I let him go, and drag my boobs back down his body as I kneel down again. "I think we can manage to still have a baby. I am going to suck on you." I say as I let some spit drool out of my mouth and onto his dick, as I slowly stroke him. "I am going to jerk you, and rub my boobs around you." I say as I straighten up and wrap my boobs around him again. "Until you cover me in your cum."

Jim moans and I glance down and smile as I notice the head of his dick is leaking pre-cum. I bend down and lick it off, and smile at him. "Yummy." I say and then bend down and give him a wet sloppy blowjob. I want him nice and wet so he slips easily between my boobs.

After just a couple of minutes of a wet sloppy blowjob. He starts moaning. He is going to cum. I pull my mouth off him, and wrap my boobs around him. I rub my boobs up and down over him. I smile as I watch the head of his dick disappear between my boobs as I pull them up, and then reappear as I push down.

I look up at Jim, and he is looking at me. I can see it in his face. He is close to cumming, and I look down. That was a mistake. It's a unique point of view. Looking right down the barrel of a gun as it fires. I see his cum explode out of the tip as the little hole seems to open up a little. It's coming straight up at me. At the last second I squeeze my eyes shut as I realize what is about to happen. His first shot squirts right under my nose. His second hits between my lips, and I feel a final squirt hit my neck.

I hear Jim let out a big sigh. I open just one eye, and look down. My boobs are covered in cum, and it's dripping down my face, onto my boobs and down onto my fingers.

Jim is looking down at me. "That was so hot. You are so sexy." He says softly.

"I am covered." I say with a smile.

"Sorry." He says sheepishly.

"NO. I mean, yeah I am a mess, but it's kind of hot." I say as I wipe my hand across my mouth and lick his cum off my fingers. Jim just glares at me. "Lay on the bed. Let me go clean up. I will be right back." I say as I get up off my knees, kiss his chest while trying not to smear cum on him, and walk into the bathroom.

I stare at myself in the mirror. I giggle. I look slutty. It's hot. I wipe the worst of it off with a wet washcloth. I then splash some water on my face and wipe my face dry with a hand towel, and give my boobs one more quick wipe. I walk out and Jim is laying on the bed. His hardon sticking straight up. I jump on the bed, and wordlessly climb over him.

We smile at each other and moan as I hold him and sit down on him and pivot my hips until he is deep inside me and my clit brushes against him. "Now about that baby." I say as I lean down and kiss him.

We make love after that. We share soft gentle kisses. I ride him until I cum. As I do I hug his head against my boobs and he licks and sucks on my nipples.

He rolls us over and we make love in the missionary position. I cum again as he leans down and rubs his thumb over my clit as he slides in and out of me. It's a beautiful orgasm.

He pulls out of me and I sigh in disappointment. He rolls me onto my side, snuggles up behind me and pushes back inside of me. He hugs me to him as he rocks back and forth behind me. A few minutes later he hugs me tight and groans as he holds himself deep inside me and cums again.

We stay like that for a while, until his dick eventually slips out of me. He rolls onto his back, and I half lay on top of him as we both fall asleep.

About a month after filming wrapped for 50 Shades I get the call to review and approve the intimate scenes. Jim and I haven't been able to look at the actual footage we have yet. Neither of us has even brought it up. Although Lora has made us both talk about it in our couples session.

I bring Jim with me to watch them. We are alone in a private room. There is a big tv on the wall. "Here we go." Says Jim, as he picks up the remote and hits play. I have to admit the scenes are HOT! Both our butts are clearly on display. I notice a large freckle he has on his butt cheek and tease him about it. My boobs are certainly on display in two scenes. Most notably when I am getting fucked in the second scene. The spanking scenes make me cringe, just because I remember the pain of it. The final scene aside from the spanking is just rough anal sex. I can see it in my face.

We both look at each other. Jim speaks first. "So that was hot." He says with a small smile.

I giggle. "It kind of was." I say with a smile. "The last scene, when you were spanking me so hard. Thank God for that shield. I didn't realize you were swinging like you were. I mean I felt the impact, but wow."

"Yeah I tried really hard to back off at the last second with the final real ones." Jim says.

"I know, Baby." I say hold his cheek. "Water under the bridge, right?"

"Right." Jim says with a smile.

"So next time." I say, and Jim interrupts me.

"Next time?" He asks. "Honey, I don't ever want to do that to you again. Shield or no shield."

"You never read the books did you?" I ask.

"No." He almost laughs.

"The second part is more hot sex. Some bondage, and yes one small token spanking by hand. Anastasia loves Christian and tries to rehabilitate him from his sadomasochistic tendencies." I say. "Could you manage a light token spanking, no marks left behind, for more hot sex scenes with your wife? There could be two more if this is a hit, and I think this is going to be a hit." I say.

"Oh Shit!" Sighs Jim.

"What do you say we go home and practice a little more, just in case." I say.

"I say, let's go." Says Jim smiling.

We walk out. I sign off on the scenes and we head home. Later that evening Lora comes over for our session. I think things have been going really well. She has even started talking to me about losing Mom & Dad.

She walks in and smiles at me. "Well, look at you." She says.

"What?" I ask.

Her smile gets a little bigger. "I see you and Jim had a little adult fun earlier." She says.

"What? How do you know? It was a couple of hours ago, and I even showered." I say smiling.

She holds my shoulders softly and gives me a squeeze. "Mary, we have been talking for a while now. I can read you like a book."

I throw my hands up in defeat. "You can. Nicole can. Auntie can. Can everyone?" I ask.

"Only those of us that know you and love you." She says as she turns me towards the couch.

We sit and start our session. About halfway through it. She admits she was curious about Centauri, when she heard about the plot for the movie. So she went to a comic store and bought some. "She is you and you are her." Lora says.

"I wish I could fly and have her powers." I say.

Lora glances at Ezzie, you have your own superpowers, but I wasn't thinking literally. She had a bad childhood, to a point so did you. She got caught in an explosion and got amazing powers. You inherited Ezzie. She had a horrible crisis that made her question everything, but at the end of the movie she comes out stronger. Just like you have." Lora says and drops a comic book on the table. It's a big splash page. Centauri is flying up into the clouds, with the sun shining brightly behind her.

"Wait. You think I am stronger?" I ask.

"You are. Have you realized you haven't been bothered by any of your original issues in a few weeks. We have moved on to a little unresolved grief about losing your parents which almost everyone has." Says Lora.

"Are you saying we are done?" I ask shocked.

"I think it would be good to keep talking maybe weekly for a bit, but yes you have done a lot of hard work. I think you have come to terms with.." Lora says but I jump up and hug her.

"Thank You!" I say crying.

She just hugs me and holds me. "Ssshhh, it's ok. Let those happy tears out." She says softly.

"Sorry." I sniffle as I pull back, and look up at Jim standing by the railing looking out over the hills.

"Go ahead. Go tell him." I will wait, she says with a big smile.

He turns as he hears the slider open and I jump into his arms. I cry. I tell him what Lora said. I hug Jim for the longest time, and he holds me tight. I am just so happy. I turn back to look inside and Lora is gone. There is a note on top of the comic book.

"You go celebrate with Jim. I will see you at the end of the week for our scheduled appointment, and then we will go once a week.

I look at the comic and Lora has written almost in a circle around Centauri. "I Am Not Alone. I Am Brave. I Am Strong!"

I start getting teary eyed again, and I get an idea looking at the drawing of Centauri flying up into the sky.

Ezzie speaks up. "I think that is a wonderful idea."

That night Jim and I cuddle on the couch watching TV. It's been an emotional day, and I am tired. He knows this and we just cuddle. I end up falling asleep against him. I wake up with the sun just starting to rise. Jim is asleep, I am asleep against him, and Zeena is curled up at my feet on the couch. I just lay there and smile, and close my eyes again.

We eventually get up. Jim leaves for the studio, and I call Marie. "Is there anything pressing today we can't bump out?" I ask.

"No. Are you ok?" She asks.

I smile as I look at myself in the mirror. "I am great. I have something I want to do. I want to play hooky." I say.

I can hear Marie's smile. "Go play hooky. I'll cover for you."

"Thanks, Marie." I say as I hang up and get dressed.

I leave the doggy door open for Zeena, so she can go out into our yard. I give her a cookie, hop in my Jeep, and head for Beverly Hills.

Thanks to Ezzie, I am taken right in, by the best tattoo artist in Beverly Hills. She is well known as the tattoo artist to the stars. I show her the comic page. I want Centauri with the sun behind her, some clouds under her and Lora's writing on my arm.

She scans it, reduces it a little to better fit on my arm. She applies a blue outline on my arm that she printed from the scan, and starts tattooing me. I will say, it's a long 5 hours, and while it doesn't hurt exactly, it's not comfortable. It's all done and I am looking in the mirror getting emotional again. It's perfect.

Centauri is flying through the sky in her new costume. The sun is big and bright behind her, and clouds beneath her feet. Her hair is blowing free, and in Lora's script. "I Am Not Alone. I Am Brave. I Am Strong!" Circle around her. I am never going to forget those words.

She gives me an ointment. I need to leave my arm wrapped in the plastic wrap until tonight. Then twice a day use the ointment and a fresh bandage for 3 days. She gives me all the supplies I will need.

I head to Jim's studio since it's close by. I know he is between classes. I run in, and hug him. "What did you do to your arm?" He asks, concerned.

I smile and turn it towards him. His eyes go wide. "Wow! I know it's too late, but are you sure?" He asks.

"Do you not like it?" I ask, getting nervous.

"No, Mary. I love it. I think it's great." He says and I hug him again.

"I want to show Nicole." I say.

Jim smiles. "I bet Nick will love it. You got your first tattoo. How about you go home, wait for me, and we can pick up Johnnie's on the way."

"Good idea. Nick will definitely love that. I will call them." I say and I kiss him goodbye as the people for the next class start coming in.

Nicole has me on speaker. I can hear Ronald squealing and Nick playing with him. I tell them I want to come over and share some good news with them. I am willing to bring Johnnie's with me. I hear Nick cheer and then yell out. "I need two."

"I know. You are in training for your new movie that your awesome agent got for you." I say laughing.

"I have the cutest agent in all of Hollywood." He yells. "Yeah yeah. Stop buttering me up. I will get you two." I laugh.

About two hours later Jim, Zeena & I arrive at Nicole's. I have a long sleeved shirt over my tank top I wore to the tattoo shop. We are eating. Nicole & I keep giving Ronald little pieces of ours.

I tell them what Lora said and how she compared me to Centauri. Then I show them the comic with her writing on it. Nicole smiles at me and asks. "What does that mean?"

I pause for a moment. I haven't shared this. "Lora had me repeat a mantra in my head when I got nervous. I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong. He can not hurt me." I say softly.

Nicole's voice cracks and she gets up to hug me. "Oh Mary." I look up as Nicole hugs me and I see Nick's face. He is upset too.

Jim reaches out for my hand. "Show them." He says with a smile.

"Show us what?" Says Nicole still hugging me.

I tap her arm. "Let me up." I say, as I push my chair back. I grab the bottom of my long sleeved shirt and stop. "I never want to forget those words." I say and I pull my shirt off.

Nicole gasps surprised. "Mary!" She says smiling.

"You got ink? What is it? I can't see." Nick says getting up. Nick looks at me and smiles. "Now that is one badass statement. Nobody better ever mess with you again." He says, as he bends down and gives me the nicest hug. He holds me for a minute, and says softly to me. "Now you will never forget just how strong you are. I am proud of you." He says and he turns and kisses my cheek.

Nicole has tears in her eyes. "Nicole!" I say.

"Oh shut up and give me a hug." She says, wrapping her arms around me. "I Love You." She says softly to me.

"I love you too." I say getting emotional.

Nick starts playing medic. He starts inspecting the wrap. Let's take the plastic off, clean it and let it air dry. You need to let the skin breathe too. He has quite a few tattoos so I just do as he says. His big strong hands are so gentle with me.

I go to work and Marie is upset I won't show her the tattoo under the bandage. I show her the comic book. I still have it sticking out of my tote. I put it in one of those stiff padded mailers when I went to the tattoo shop. I didn't want it to get bent.

"Oh wow." She says with a smile. "Can I borrow it?" She asks.

"Marie, I don't want it damaged." I say.

Marie smiles at me. "I figured as much. I was going to have one of our media guys scan it, very carefully, so you have a nice digital copy."

"Thank you, Marie." I say, as I hand it to her.

I come back from a meeting with an agent and a big NBA star, and I stop in my tracks. You can't miss it as you walk in. Marie had the comic scanned, enlarged, printed and framed super fast. It's hanging on the wall by the sofa and arm chair in my office.

I turn to say something and she is standing right behind me smiling. I surprise her with a hug. "Thank you. It's perfect." I say.

"You are welcome." Marie says with a big smile. She reaches out and holds my hands. "I could tell it was important to you. It was something you never want to forget. So I figured it should be in your office."

"What would I do without you?" I ask.

"Well for starters you would still have that horrible modern furniture in here, and you wouldn't have that amazing print on your wall." Says Marie with a smile.

I squeeze her hands. "Thank you."

"You are Welcome." Says Marie

After work I go home for my session with Lora. We are just starting our session, and I look at her. "I have to thank you." I say.

"Mary, you never have to thank me. I am happy I was able to guide you through your self discovery and healing." Lora says.

"No, I do." I say as I push off the open blouse I have over a sleeveless shirt. I took the last bandage off a little earlier today, just a little early. I want Lora to see it.

"Mary!" She gasps, and stares for a moment. She then gets up and sits next to me. She gently turns my arm to get a good look at it. "It's amazing." She stares for a moment. "It makes quite a statement."

"I never want to forget the mantra you taught me. I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong." I say.

"You certainly are." She says, hugging me. "It makes quite a public statement. Are you prepared for the public questions you could be asked in an interview?"

"I hadn't really thought of that. I was really just thinking how awesome it looked in the comic book. Especially after you wrote on it. I am rising like a proverbial phoenix, with your mantra around it. It was inspiring." I say.

I can see Lora is really touched. The rest of the session centers around how I will feel if I start getting asked questions about it.

The studio for 50 Shades wants to have the premiere in New York. They want me to do a couple of morning and daytime shows, including Auntie's favorite talk show Talk Time. The talk shows will all be in the morning and afternoon with the premiere that evening. I thought it would be cool to invite Auntie & Uncle to come to New York with me.

I know Auntie really likes the hostess of Talk Time and I am sure she would love to go. Uncle looks at me almost looking sad. "I can't, Mary. A Father just doesn't want to see his daughter like that. I know it's acting, and it's not real." He says.

"Oh it was real." I think to myself trying not to smile.

"But I don't even want to close my eyes and hear it. I have seen the original. I am sure you are great, I just can't, watch you be Anastasia." He says. I give him a big hug.

"Mary, I would love to come. In fact. Let's get Anna and make it a girls weekend. Just the three of us." Says Auntie.

I smile. "That is a great idea."

The week before I leave Lora tells me in our session that she thinks I am ready to slowly re-expand my sex life. I have been 100% honest with her about my sex life. She had even asked about it in our couples sessions. She knows Jim and I had previously been very open with each other about it. I even explained Amy & Andy.

Anna & I fly home to Kansas a day early. I never really had the meeting with Julie I needed to last time I was home doing my Apology Tour. Anna is catching up with her old friends. Auntie is packing, so I head to the Foundation's new office to have a meeting with Julie.

Amy is doing a Great Job for the Foundation. Corporate donations are up a tick. The smaller personal donations are down a tick, but my personal support of the Foundation has made Ben & Karen's Kids very healthy. She gives me a write up for a few children's charities she thinks we should involve the foundation with. I promise to review them next week.

I stop into Goldstar and I sneak up on Amy from behind. She shrieks and slaps at me. I almost pee myself laughing. "Not Funny!" She says trying not to laugh, and now almost everyone in the office is laughing.

I say hello to everyone and talk for a bit, but I want to have some fun. I turn to Dawn and tell her I have some urgent charity stuff I have to go over with Amy. Dawn just shakes her head. She knows I am lying. "Get out of here." She says.

Amy and I don't stick around. "Where are we going? She asks.

"I don't know. I am happy, and I wanted to spend some time with my friend." I say.

Amy hugs me. "I have missed you too. Let me go home and get changed."

I follow her home. We walk in and she heads to her bedroom to get changed. I am standing there, and I start seeing memories. Lora has been talking to me a lot lately about Mom & Dad. Being back in the old house has stirred up a lot of memories.

I don't even hear Amy come up behind me. She hugs her arms around me from behind. "Are you ok?" She whispers.

I sigh. "I am, Amy." I say as I pat her arms around me. "Lora taught me a great mantra. I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong."

"I like that." Says Amy.

I pull away from her and unbutton my blouse. "I do to." I say as I drop my blouse off my arm.

"Mary!" She gasps. "That's amazing. It's you!" She giggles, as she rubs her fingers over it. We sit on the couch and I tell her how the saying started, and how Lora left one day leaving the comic behind with the saying written on the page.

We sit there for a while catching up and talking. We both talk to each other about things we learned in therapy. Any in her groups, that she still goes to from time to time. Me in my sessions with Lora. It's really nice to just sit and talk with her. I have missed her so much.

I don't even think about it. There is a lull in the conversation. I lean in and softly kiss Amy on the lips. It's not a deep wet kiss, but it's not a friendly kiss either. Amy pulls back after a moment. "Are you sure?"

"I am." I say. "I am happy. I have missed you." I move towards her and kiss her again this time slowly poking my tongue into her mouth. She instantly responds and sighs. I pull back from the kiss. "And I want to make love to my friend."

Amy pulls me back towards her and kisses me. My blouse is still half open. I feel her hand unbuttoning the bottom 2 buttons, and she pushes it off my shoulders. Once my blouse is off I wrap my arms around her and start kissing and nuzzling her neck. I know she loves it.

She moans softly as she runs her fingers through my hair, and I nibble on her ear lobe. She pulls away giggling. "You are giving chills."

"I was trying to." I say with a smile.

She takes my hand and stands up, and silently walks me to her bedroom. We stand in front of her bed kissing and feeling each other up as we pull off the other one's clothes.

We are both finally naked and I push her back onto the bed. "Lay back." I say as I crawl between her legs.

"I was about to tell you to do that." She says.

I teasingly pinch her butt. "Do what your Boss tells you." I say with a big smile, and we both giggle. I reach out and hold her hardon in my hand. I slowly stroke up and down over the head, and Amy moans softly. I move forward and suck her into my mouth, and she moans a little louder.

I suck on her and I softly play with her balls when I suddenly remember rubbing Worm's prostate. I wonder. I pull my mouth off of her dick and crawl over her. She smiles up at me as we are face to face. My boobs are just touching hers. "Hello, Beautiful." She says.

"Hi." I say as I drop down lower and kiss her hard. She moans as our bodies press together and we kiss. Her arms wrap around me and she holds me to her as she rubs my back.

I pull back smiling at her. "Do you have a prostate?" I ask.

"Seriously?" She asks.

"Yes seriously. It's supposed to feel really good for you." I say smiling.

"Do you do this to Jim?" She asks.

"Not yet." I say smiling.

"What am I a guinea pig?" She asks.

I giggle. "A very sexy one."

"Oh you, Brat." She says, as she pushes me off her and rolls on top of me. She kisses me hard, pulls away and reaches for the nightstand. She pulls out a bottle of lube.

I wrap my arms and legs around her and kiss her neck. "I Love You."

"I haven't done this in a while." She says softly.

"I will be so gentle. If you don't like it I can stop." I say.

"I know you will, Beautiful." She says as she gives me a soft, sensual kiss. She rolls off me back onto her original spot, and smiles at me. I crawl back between her legs and start blowing her again.

I have to admit Amy has a nice taste to her. Jim isn't bad tasting like some guys, but Amy tastes good. I have always enjoyed her taste while blowing her. I pull my mouth off her and stroke her with one hand. "Ready?" I ask. Amy smiles at me and nods yes, as she lifts her legs back for me.

I squirt some lube just under her balls and rub it into her asshole getting her and my fingers lubed. I give her one more squirt and push one finger in. She lets out a small sigh and smiles at me. I stop stroking her and squirt a little bit of lube on my middle finger that I am about to push in her ass, and cover her dick in lube.

I squeeze her dick just a little tight and jerk her off. Squeezing my hand up and over the head of her dick a little faster than before. She moans as my hand starts making squishy sounds.

I pull my first finger out. Quickly hold my first two fingers together and push them back in her ass. Amy lets out a pleasurable moan, and I smile. I haven't even felt for her prostate yet. I try to remember how deep Mistress said to go. I then smile to myself as I realize I tend to think of Mistress separately from Lora.

I reach up and... Amy moans and her dick twitches in my hand. There it is. I press the pads of my fingers against it and rub a little firmly, and Amy moans a little deeper.

"Ezzie, how does Amy like it?" I ask.

"She is enjoying it a lot. She is wishing she had tried it sooner." Says Ezzie.

"Oh Wow!" Amy moans.

I smile. I am glad she is enjoying it. Let's see how the strawberry lube tastes. I bend over and suck hard on the head of her dick. "Ohh Mary." She sighs loudly.

The lube isn't great but it's not bad. It's like a bad candy taste. I would rather be tasting her precum. I suck hard. I run my tongue around the tip. I squeeze and stroke the shaft. I want to make her cum hard. I want her to... "MMMPPHH." I moan in surprise. Amy either came really fast or I missed her signs, I think as I swallow her cum and lick her clean.

"You missed her signs, Mary. You were concentrating on the feel of, and rubbing her prostate." Says Ezzie, as I slip my fingers out of Amy's ass.

Amy looks at me with lust in her eyes. She drops her legs around me. Half sits up, grabs me and pulls me to her kissing me hard. As we kiss she reaches between us and teases my nipples. She pushes me back towards the foot of the bed and crawls between my legs. She plants her mouth right on my clit and sucks on it. "Oooohhh." I sigh.

Amy keeps slurping and sucking on me hard. I can feel my wetness dripping under me to the bed. Amy sits up. "Don't move." She says as she rolls back towards the nightstand. She pulls out a vibrator from the same drawer the lube was in and rolls back to me.

She lifts my legs up onto her shoulders, and rubs her dick between my pussy lips. "Let me show you what Andy really likes." She says as she pushes into me. We both moan in pleasure as she does. She turns on the vibrator and starts teasing my clit.

"Aaaahhhhh." I sigh. I look up at Amy. She is smiling at me. She looks so sexy, and beautiful. Her pretty face, her sexy boobs jiggling and her nice hard dick fucking me as she rubs my clit with a vibrator. She keeps fucking in and out of me, as she vibrates my clit. I can feel it. I am going to cum fast. "AAHH. AAHH." I start gasping.

Amy fucks me just a little harder. "That's it Beautiful. Cum for me. Let me feel that pretty pussy squeeze me as you orgasm."

"AAHH. AAHH. AAAHHH. AAAAHHHHHH!" I yell as I cum. Amy drops the vibrator but holds herself inside of me as I cum.

I look into her eyes after a moment. "Now, what's good for the goose is good for the gander." Amy says, as she pulls out of me, holds my legs up with one arm and reaches behind her.

"Ezzie?" I ask.

"Amy is reaching for the lube. You fingered her ass. She is fucking yours." Says Ezzie.

For a split second I have a flash of the last scene in 50 Shades and the hard ass fucking.

Ezzie senses this. "Do you want me to stop her?"

I am smiling at Amy as she turns around. "No Ezzie. I know Amy would never hurt me, just like I know Jim wouldn't." I say. "Plus I like when either of them fuck my ass with a little foreplay."

Amy smiles at me. "You already wet my bed. I am not sure we will need this." She says squirting some lube in her hand and rubbing it into her dick.

"What did you expect to happen? It felt like you were trying to suck my clit off me, and then you fucked me?" I ask, smiling.

"I was expecting you to cum." She says reaching down to rub some lube on my ass. "You definitely don't need lube. You are soaked." She says, as she slips a finger into my bum and slowly finger fucks my bum. I smile at her, and sigh in pleasure. It feels nice.

She pulls her finger out, and rubs her dick against my ass. It pops right in. "Mmmmnnnn." I sigh as she slides into my ass.

Amy grabs the vibrator and puts it back to my clit as she stays deep in my bum letting me get used to her. She smiles at me as my eyes go wide. My clit wakes right back up as the vibrator touches it. "Ready?" She asks.

"Absolutely." I say and softly moan as she pulls out and pushes back into my ass. After a little nice steady fucking, Amy is almost gliding in and out of my ass and it feels fantastic. It's not the same stretched and full feeling of Jim, but it is nice.

"Do you want to hold this so I can get a better grip on your hips?" She asks, smiling at me. I can see in her eyes she wants more.

"I sure will." I say reaching down and taking the vibrator from her. Amy grabs my hips and holds me a little bit tighter, and then starts fucking me a little harder and faster. I moan in pleasure as she does.

I look at Amy and I am remembering all those times we shared at college. The instant friendship we forged. The long talks. The sex. I drop the vibrator and reach up around her neck. I pull her down to me. As she comes closer I almost get bent in half as my legs get pushed between us, and she keeps fucking my ass.

I hold her face close to mine. "Fuck me, Amy. Fuck your beautiful dick in and out of my ass. I want you to cum in my ass." I say.

Amy reaches down a little and gives me a quick soft kiss. "And here I was thinking I wanted to make you cum and squeeze me with your tight ass."

"Nobody says we can't both have what we want." I say gasping slightly.

"Both, huh. Funny you should say that. You know what else Andy likes sometimes?" She asks.

"No." I sigh.

Amy picks up the vibrator and puts it back on my clit and she pulls back a little bit. "Andy likes me and the vibrator both in her at the same time." She says as she nudges the tip of the toy between my pussy lips and gently nudges it in my pussy.

"Ooohhhhh." I moan. It's like having sex with a butt plug. You're full and stretched, but it's different. Amy is fucking in and out of my ass, and the slim vibrator is dancing around and vibrating in my pussy. My body starts to push it out as Amy pulls back some, but then it gets pushed back in as Amy fucks into me.

"AAHH. AAHH. AAHH!" I gasp. It's a different intense feeling, and it's going to make me cum again. "AAHH. AAHH. AAAHHH. AAAAARRRGGGHHHH!" I yell as a hard orgasm just slams into me.

My whole body goes rigid. I can feel my legs pushing against Amy as I involuntarily try to straighten them out. Amy moans and just leans more of her weight against my legs as she keeps fucking me. I see her looking straight at me. The pleasure is written all over her face. She groans loudly and slumps against me as she cums.

She stays there for a moment, her dick in my ass. The vibrator buzzing in my pussy and almost her full weight bending me in half at my hips. I slap at her arm. "Please!" I sigh.

"Sorry." She gasps and rolls off me. The vibrator pops out of me and lands on the bed, before I can even lay my legs down. It's still buzzing away under my left knee. "Shut up." Sighs Amy grabbing for it and shutting it off.

Amy rolls behind me and spoons against me hugging me to her. "I have missed this." She says softly in my ear.

"Me too." I sigh as I lift her hand to my mouth and kiss it. We snuggle on the bed for a bit, but we both need the bathroom. I let her use her master bedroom bath and I walk out into the hallway for the main bathroom.

I am walking back into the bedroom and Amy is kneeling on the bed reaching for the vibrator. I am suddenly seeing my Mom jumping on the bed playing with my Dad. "No Fair!" I yelled and my Mom jumped off my Dad and laid flat pulling the covers over her waist. "You said Anna & I can't jump on the bed."

My Dad pats the bed for me to hop up between them. "I think we have also told you you need to knock when the door is closed."

"It was half open." I say.

My Mom laughs, grabs me and starts tickling me. "Mommy shouldn't have been jumping on the bed. How about if we let you jump on the bed this one time, and then neither of us will do it again, ok?" She asks, as she kneels up on the bed with me bouncing on her knees. I remember she had a really pretty nightgown on.

It's such a vivid memory. "Ezzie, was that you?" I ask.

"No Mary, that was one of the best memories you have of your parents in this room. As a little girl you were mad at your Mom jumping on the bed, when you couldn't. Then you started having fun jumping on it with her, and that was all forgotten. You were just having fun playing with your Mom. She then took you back to bed, and they both had a good laugh over being caught by you having sex." Says Ezzie. "The hurt little girl buried that, and now Lora is helping you let go of some of that hurt."

"They really did love each other a lot, didn't they." I say.

"Just like you and Jim love each other." Says Ezzie.

Amy is kneeling on the bed looking at me. "Mary?" She asks.

"I am ok." I say as I crawl into bed beside her. She spoons behind me again, and I tell her all about walking in on them.

A day and a half later we are landing in New York. I go to walk off the plane and at the bottom of the ramp is Willam & Robert from my security team in Canada. I scream in surprise and run down the stairs hugging both of them. I step back and look at them. "Wait a minute. Why are you guys here?" I ask.

"Nothing like that." Says William. "New York is nothing like Kansas or Los Angeles. It's ten times more crowded, and the people are twenty times crazier. We are just here to get you from point A to B to C without crazy people mobbing you."

Auntie is now standing beside me. "Wait a minute. You two are William and Robert?" She asks.

Robert smiles. "Guilty as charged. I am Robert and he is William." Robert manages to get out before Auntie gives him a big hug.

"I don't have any other words other than, "Thank You." She says as she hugs them both and kisses their cheeks.

"Our pleasure." Says William.

I am glad they picked us up. I have never seen wall to wall people and traffic in my life. I know LA highways are bad, but this is every street and sidewalk. It's a mob scene.

We are in the Green Room for Talk Time. I have a cute sleeveless top on. Auntie looks at me, and then looks at my tattoo. "Are you sure? She is bound to ask about it."

I suddenly feel strong and brave. I squeeze her hands. "I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong." I say.

"Yes you are." She says, hugging me.

There is a knock on the door. "Two minutes." I open the door, and Auntie & Anna walk out with me. We are standing just off stage. Linda, the host, introduces me, and I walk out to a roar of applause. It kind of surprises me.

Linda looks off stage before we even sit down. She sees Auntie and Anna watching. "Is that Auntie & Anna?" Linda asks.

"It is." I say.

"Ladies, this is a family show. I want the whole family out here." Says Linda. I see Auntie shake her head no. "Don't make me come over there." Linda says, sounding like a Mom.

Anna holds Auntie's hand and pulls her out on stage. Linda keeps us standing at center stage, and gives Auntie and Anna polite hugs. "So should I call you Auntie or Beth?" Linda asks.

"Beth would be fine." She says.

"Beth, did you ever dream that you would have one daughter that is becoming a very successful director in Hollywood and you would have one daughter that would become a Hollywood star?" Asks Linda.

"No." Auntie says as she looks at me. "All Karen & I, that was Mary's Mom, ever wanted for our girls was for them to be happy."

Anna is hugging one of Auntie's arms, and I am hugging the other. "Well you all certainly look happy to me. I think you accomplished your goal." Says Linda as she looks into the camera. "We will be right back."

Linda relaxes a little and smiles at Auntie. "Sorry if I put you on the spot. You had such a big smile on your face watching Mary come out. I just had to bring you out on stage."

The three of us sit on the couch. It's me closest to Linda, with Auntie between me and Anna. Linda looks at my tattoo. That's some beautiful artwork you have on display. I know you are here for the movie, but I have to ask about it after we get the movie stuff covered." She says.

"I figured as much." I say. "If I didn't want to talk about it I would have worn longer sleeves."

The segment opens with a clip from the movie. It starts with the scene leading up to the first sex scene, and it ends with me screaming at Christian as I run out of the dungeon at the end. "Don't touch me!"

Everyone cheers and applauds. Linda talks to me about the sex scenes. "It's not all that." I say. I explain how intimate scenes are shot with a minimal crew. "Most of the time the actors have a nude colored thong on, or for the guys, a sock." I say and all the women chuckle. "Yes you see my boobs, and yes some scenes do call for a bare bottom or two, but everything is carefully shot. You walk out onto stage in a robe. You finish the shot and put the robe back on. It's not like we are actually doing it." I say. "And then finally the stars usually have in their contract editing rights to the intimate scenes.

"So you approved of the sex scenes?" Linda asks.

"Yes when they had the Final Cut ready. I sat down and watched them. I will admit I winced a little with the spanking scenes. I am sure I am not surprising anyone by saying I didn't get spanked like it looks in the movie. For the look of it some of the spankings were real, but I had a carbon fiber shield on my bum. Sure I felt the impact, but that was it. That allowed them to film my face and body for the reactions to being spanked. I probably took 4 harder actual spankings without the shield." I say and Auntie gasps.

"You Didn't! Your bare butt up in the air?" She asks.

I smile and pat her hand. "I had a thong on, SNUGGLY in place, I might add, but yes I did." I say smiling. "I thought it would look better on film. It looks worse than it was. I am sure they speed it up a tad to make the swing of the paddle look better."

Auntie puts her hand over her mouth. "This is live, and your Uncle just heard that." She says.

Anna is dying laughing. I can't help it. I laugh and look at Linda. "Uncle said he saw the original. He doesn't want to see me like that or even close his eyes and have to hear it."

"Oh My!" Says Linda smiling. "Sorry Uncle." Says Linda and she takes a break.

The last segment she looks at my tattoo. "I don't remember seeing that in the movie?"

"No, it's newer." I say, as I turn my arm for the camera to get a good shot of it.

Linda smiles. "That's you!"

"Actually it's from a comic book that came out before I ever got cast." I say.

"Well kudos to casting. They got you spot on. So what's the script around it?"

I take a deep breath, and Auntie squeezes my hand. I look at her, and see Anna is turned to me smiling. "The first one. I am not alone. Is reminding me like right now. I am not alone. I have Auntie & Anna supporting me. I was scheduled to start filming in Canada. My office had heard of a credible threat against me so they insisted on a security team. We were shooting in a small town. It was kept all hush hush, but I was attacked. Luckily my security team saved me before it became something more, but I had some trouble dealing with it afterwards so I talked to a therapist. She started me with the mantra. I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong. He can not hurt me."

"Wait, you were attacked?" Asks Linda.

"I was. He tranquilized one of the team, and he tranquilized my dog, but I was able to punch him." I say.

"You punched him?" Linda says.

"I did. I got lucky. My German Shepherd, Luna distracted him enough. I punched him, and I knocked him off balance. He hit his head, and another member of the security team charged into my room and saved me. The whole experience haunted me. My therapist helped me deal with it and get past it. You can never be cured, but you can learn to live with it and get past it. A few weeks ago my therapist gave me the comic and wrote the manta on the page minus the, he can't hurt me part. I think she knew what I know now. He can't hurt me. I found her faith in me inspiring and the picture and the words she wrote on it resonated with me. I thought a tattoo would be the perfect reminder."

Linda breaks for another commercial. Auntie turns and wraps me up in a big hug. "I am so proud of you."

The rest of the shows after that all touch on the movie and then inquire about my tattoo after Talk Time.

It's a long grueling day. William and Robert drop us back at the plane. I give them both a hug and thank them. Auntie asks where they are going from here.

William says. "Back to the main terminal for our flight back to LA in two hours."

"Absolutely not." She says. "You are coming with us. I will not take no for an answer."

"In that case Ma'am we would be happy to join you. Thank you." Says William.

Robert leans close to me. "Now I see where that stubbornness comes from." He says with a big smile.

"You can walk to LA." I say and smile at him, and we both laugh.

We land in Kansas and we aren't on the ground for thirty minutes. Uncle is waiting to pick up Auntie. She insists that William and Robert let Uncle meet them. Uncle gives them both a guy hug. That one armed hug they do that they end with a pat on the back. Men are so strange sometimes.

Anna & I hug Auntie & Uncle both goodbye, and promise to call. I have a day off and then it's off to The Alan Fudd Show. I feel bad leaving Zeena again while Jim is at the studio. So I take her with me to Alan's. Alan stops into the Green Room and stops in his tracks. "Ohh. I hope your beast is friendlier than Nicole's." He says with a smile.

I plop onto the couch beside Zeena and ruffle her fur. "Tell Alan you are a big baby. Smile." I say and she bares her teeth in a smile.

"That's not exactly friendly." Alan laughs. "Listen I have a surprise I think you are going to like."

"Alan!" I say.

He holds up his hand to me. "This surprise reached out to us. We had to get some lawyers involved."

"What? Lawyers?" Why? Ezzie, what is he up to?" I ask.

"Mary, it truly is a wonderful thing he is doing. Please let him surprise you. I promise you it will be worth it." Says Ezzie.

I sigh mentally. "Ezzie, you know I really hate you, right?"

"Yes Mary, I know." She says and I can hear the smile in her voice.

"Mary, do you trust me?" Alan asks.

I stand up and hug him. "Alan I have loved & trusted you since you first invited me on the show."

Alan leans back still holding me. "Oh you love me, but you told Linda on Talk Time this story first." He says patting my arm with the tattoo.

"It just sort of came out." I say.

Alan smiles at me. "I know. You are at your best when you are just you. Plus I wouldn't be able to surprise you if you hadn't." He looks at Zeena. "Do you want to bring your beast out with you? No one else is here tonight."

"No one! Just me for an hour?" I ask shocked.

He starts clicking off segments on his fingers. "Monologue. Movie. Tattoo. Surprise & and free time. Yup just you."

He walks out and I sit on the couch petting Zeena when I get an evil thought. "Ezzie, could you have one of Alan's interns come see me please." I say.

"Mary, that's mean." Says Ezzie giggling.

"I know." I laugh. "That's what he gets for calling my girl a beast." I ruffle her fur some more. "My girl is beautiful." I say giving her lovin's

Alan's intern knocks on the door. I open it and hand her a small handful of the little treats I carry for Zeena. "Ezzie, could you make sure she puts a few in each of his suit coat pockets."

Ezzie is still giggling. "You are so mean." As the intern takes the treats and walks away.

I am standing off stage behind the curtain while Alan is doing his monologue. I kneel beside Zeena, point to Alan, and say. "Go get treats."

Zeena trots out on stage. The crowd gasps and giggles and then she comes up to Alan from behind, flipping her nose at his coat pocket, and Alan gasps in surprise. He jumps and looks down at Zeena now sitting in front of him just watching him. "Shoo. Shoo." He says and she just sits and stares.

"Nicole brings a big bear when she stops by and Mary brings a beast." He tries waving his hands at her. "Shoo. Go away. Mary, get out here. I know you are there." He says turning to the curtains.

I walk out, and the crowd cheers. As I get closer I tell Alan. "Check your coat pockets." Alan reaches into his pockets and rolls his eyes. He starts tossing the treats onto the stage, and starts patting all his pockets to check for more as Zeena eats each treat.

I am now beside him. "I hate you, and your beast." He says.

"Her name is Zeena, and she is beautiful. I can show you the beast in her if you want." I say.

"NO!" Says Alan quickly.

I pat my leg, and Zeena sits beside me. "Zeena, smile." I say and the crowd laughs.

Alan sighs. "It's finally happened. My show has gone to the dogs. We will be right back."

The first part of the show goes as normal. He shows the movie clip, we talk about it and go to a break. I tell him about my tattoo. I try to give him a few other tidbits I didn't say before. I plug the tattoo shop. I am in cute jeans, with a sleeveless blouse and heels. So I turn my tattoo to the camera. I pull out a copy of the original comic book page that Lora wrote on. I autograph it right there and hand it to Alan.

"You send your dog out to eat me, and I get a signed photo. Lucky me." He says with a smile, and we break.

"So someone saw your piece on Talk Time, thanks for not revealing your tattoo here first by the way." He says with a smile. I know he is just hamming it up. "And they saw it as a great opportunity. They reached out to someone they knew, who called a friend, who called a lawyer, and to explain more let me introduce Ann the CEO of SARHO.

A woman in a business suit walks out. Shakes Alan's hand, gives me a polite hug and sits in the chair next to me. Ann looks at the audience. "So who knows what SARHO is?"

Alan raises his hand. "Before yesterday I had no clue. Am I cheating?" He asks.

Ann smiles at him. "I will give it to you." She says, as probably less than 20% of the audience has their hand up. "SARHO is a rape crisis line. Sexual Abuse & Rape HOtline. SARHO. Less than 24 hours ago this was all presented to me." She says, looking at me. "Because of you being brave on national tv and telling your story."

"Technically you were the victim of what's called a failed rape. If you hadn't had that beautiful girl with you." She says looking at Zeena. "Or your security team, I don't think it would have ended as a failed rape. Did you know 1 in 4 college aged women are the victim of some sort of sexual assault or rape? Did you know in her entire lifetime a woman has a 1 in 5 chance of being raped? These numbers are horrific."

"Wow!" I say shocked.

"I saw your tattoo with the mantra. I am not alone. I am brave. I am strong. I thought what a great PSA it would make, but of course you, well Centauri is trademarked so I reached out to John the CEO of the movie studio and comic book company that created Centauri." She says as a guy in a suit comes out on stage waving, as two interns bring out two tall chairs, and put them behind us.

He sits and starts talking. "Ann reached out to me and I thought it was a great idea. Both Centauri & Mary are such strong young women. I would be happy to lend them to SARHO for a PSA campaign, but then I thought, we can do better. I reached out to an old, well known comic book artist that now owns a high end action figure company. Let me introduce Todd.

And out walks someone old enough to be a Grandfather. He laughs. "Ok so Alan called Ann. Ann called John. John called me, and an army of lawyers got involved." He says and looks at me. "Because you are brave and strong. I couldn't say no to John's request for me to do a Centauri PSA comic for SARHO and a limited edition action figure. ALL the sales will be donated to SARHO." He says, and the crowd cheers.

I look at all of them confused. "Wait a minute. Let me make sure I have this straight. Ann, you want me to do a PSA as Centauri. John, the studio gave SARHO the rights to do it, and Todd you are doing a PSA comic and an action figure all because of my tattoo?" I ask.

They all laugh, and Alan speaks up. "No Mary. They want You to do the PSA. You are Brave. You are Strong. An image of Centauri with the mantra will be in the background. They want You to show women out there They are not Alone. Help is just a phone call away."

Ann speaks up. "Mary, we are truly hoping you can reach some young women that need help. Hopefully they will call, and hopefully some people will donate too. We operate strictly on donations. No one pays a dime for any counseling or therapy."

Todd speaks up. "I bet all in, the action figure and comic can raise $500,000 - $1 million. We are going to open the presale soon."

"How much more would they sell for if I autographed them?" I ask knowing collectors will spend crazy money for stuff.

"For charity! I say triple." Says Todd.

I know I can't offer to sign them all. I think of the tables and tables of stuff I have signed for the studio sometimes, and at the end of the day I thought my arm was going to fall off. "How many do you think I could sign in a day?" I ask Todd.

"A few thousand, but it would be a long day." Says Todd.

"I don't care how long it takes or if my hand falls off. I will personally autograph 5,000 autographed versions sold in presale." I say.

Todd gasps. "Mary, that's a huge amount to sign. You might regret it."

"I might, and my arm might feel like it wants to fall off but I will do it." Then I look at Ann. I feel like I am on a roll. Donating money I can handle. "I was just talking to my foundation about new charities to support. I think I just found one. Monday morning I will have a $1,000,000 check for you."

Ann's eyes go wide and she jumps up and hugs me. "Thank you." She gasps.

I look at Ann and smile. "I am lucky. I could afford a therapist to get the help I needed. I don't want to imagine someone not being able to get help." I say.

"MINIONS." Yells Alan. Interns with SARHO tee shirts head into the audience for donations. "Click the QR Code and donate. The show will match all donations." Ann gets up and hugs Alan.

After the show we all take pictures. Todd gives me his card to set up an ultra high definition body scan. He tells me his scanners are better than the movie studios. They depend on CGI for the details. He doesn't.

John politely shakes my hand and is off. Donkey Hole. I think smiling. Cameras are off. He is out of here.

Ann gives me her card and hugs me again thanking me for the donation. I turn and look at Alan. Something feels off about how he started this. "Ezzie, how did this all start? I don't feel like Alan is being truthful about it."

"That's because he isn't being truthful, Mary." Says Ezzie. "One of his staff was raped about a year ago. She said to Alan she thought you doing a PSA would be amazing. He thought you would agree to do it so he started working it. He promised all the Big Wigs at the studio and action figure company favorable air time and free ads on his web channel for a month if they could make this all happen for today." Says Ezzie.

I walk up to Alan and hug him. "You are a sweet sweet man." I say.

"Of course, I am." He says.