Rina StarLai: Issue 001

Welcome to my first ever writing!

This is a story that I've had in mind for a while and a bit of a self-insert Superhero script.

!!! THIS IS A SLOW BURN!!! and I plan for this to be a real story, not a one-off sex fling. If you're looking to get off quickly then this is not for you. With that being said, let's start :)

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1. WHERE THERE'S FIRE, THERE'S SMOKE:

Rin So-Lee, 20 years old, average in every aspect -- EVERY aspect. Lives with his family who he has a sometimes loving - sometimes not - relationship with due to him not pursuing a career in the medical field. He loved his grandma because she would call him 'a very special boy' and it made him feel like he had a purpose in the world. His grandmother passed when he was 8 years old, and while there's little to remember about her, he always remembered that she made him feel special. Little to his knowledge, she had a lot planned for Rin, and knew more about him than he realized.

Rin had a secret.

He was always intrigued on the idea of wearing girl's clothing. Pretty things, shiny things, frilly things... sexy things. Rin knew that this was such an impossible want in his life and one that he couldn't have. An Asian family coming to America for their only son to grow up as a femboy - he would be insane. His outlet came by Laia, his cousin who stays with his family every summer to get out of her own town. Rin is only a couple months older than Laia and they're pretty similar in frame, standing at 5'2" and about 120 lbs, they both loved to play volleyball which in turned granted them some pretty perky butts. The only difference between the two was a proud 4 and 1/2 inches between Rin's legs. Whenever his parents were out of the house, the two would play dress up and act as sisters, this is where Rina was born.

Their grandma knew about the existence of Rina, having looked inside of a slightly open door to Rin's room, but of course her only care was that her grandchildren were having a good time. Since graduating high school, Laia no longer stayed the summer as she had her own dorm after starting college. Rin was alone. He decided to look through the room Laia had stayed in while in town - which also happened to be their grandma's old room. He wanted to feel like himself once again, rummaging through every drawer and crevice with desperation. While looking for any type of non-outdated clothing he could find, he noticed a latch on the wall painted to blend in, he pulled the latch and it ever so slightly creeped open. Carefully, he looked inside to find a red envelope. At first he was excited to find some free money laying around after a presumably forgotten Lunar New Year from his grandma or something - but when he opened it, only a picture was found. Rin didn't recognize this picture, it was some sort of gemstone in what looked to be some sort of shrine. When he flipped the picture there was a note written on the back stating "Come find me." along with exact coordinates for him to follow.

The next day arrived and Rin still couldn't believe he decided to venture off because of this mysterious note, but truthfully he had nothing better to do. His days were mostly spent following the adventures of the international league of superheroes *The Unity* a team of superpowered being who have been in existence for decades. They were his favorite pass time and honestly a type of fiction for his city as The Unity only dealt with major threats that did not reside in a boring state like Illinois.

Rin arrived at the location on the note and stood in front of an abandoned temple that his family used to go to before the community got moved to a more modernized one. Everyone was under the impression that this old temple would get demolished but it never seemed to happen. Rin made his way inside to try and find the exact location of the image, he went down the chipped and aged stairs and stood at the exact coordinates of the note - an empty grey room. He wasn't even upset, he actually had fun on this mini scavenger hunt, even if there was no real surprise. He began getting ready to leave when a beam of sunlight stabbed through an opening to the room where it revealed invisible ink on the wall in front of him. It almost looked like a pair of lips with a red and sultry glow, mimicking vibrant lipstick plastered on the concrete. Unknowingly and unwillingly, he found himself drawn to the lips, somehow knowing he should press his own against them - and he did just that.

The room began to shake as it transformed before his very eyes. The grey wall turning a luscious velvet, gold trimmings appearing on the ceiling, and lastly a glowing jade doorframe in place of the old one behind him. He stepped through the door to no longer being in the temple basement he once knew, but a completely different area structurally. Probably ten times larger than where he once stood, and in the far back center of the area, the gem from the picture.

He was freaking the FUCK out. Rubbing his eyes and blinking heavily, yet he knew deep down that this wasn't a dream. "Who did all this?" he wondered to himself. Was it grandma? Laia? Did they even know about this was the real question. Despite his confusion, Rin decided to grab the gem. He paced to the pedestal that contained the glowing crystal, at a closer look it seemed to be an amulet with a flaming essence inside. He could feel the flaming energy growing with every step until he finally faced what would be his biggest change in life. He quickly reached for the amulet, his passion burning the same as the energy emitting from this rock for a reason he didn't know, upon clasping it finally - he was engulfed in flames. Falling backward and stumbling on the ground, the heat and power was too much for him to handle, causing him to black out.

Rin awoke staring at the familiar gold and red ceiling. Coming to the realization of what just happened - and the fact that it wasn't a dream. He grabbed his head and groaned in confusion... and more confusion... and even more confusion. This hand on his head felt delicate and sharp, slowly bringing it down in front of his face - he had beautiful glossy red nails. He quickly glanced around and made his way to a large mirror where he could analyze his injuries, only to realize he had none. Staring back at him was the sexiest woman he had ever laid eyes on... with his face. Rin knew it was him in the reflection, but it wasn't just him, it was as if he was made up into a gorgeous model. His smokey eyeshadow and contoured cheeks gave him a seductive look, his clothing - a glimmering bodysuit of reds, pinks and golds. He had a choker which connected to the deep V-cut of the bodysuit, long lingerie-like gloves encased his hands, his feet resting in gold strappy thigh high heels, and finally the amulet - a part of him, embedded in his skin resting on his lower stomach above his genitals. He looked like a superheroine.

He struggled to pace around what seemed to be this superhero's lair. His feet were killing him from the heels and the bodysuit was riding up his ass with a major wedgie to expose both of his cheeks to the naked eye (which he found both uncomfortable yet intriguing?). Rin tried to make his way around the still-foreign terrain, stumbling with every couple steps. In a moment of frustration - he let out a yell while throwing his hands toward the ground. Flames erupted from his fingertips, sending him flying upward and smacking on the ceiling like a bug. He fell and reach his arms out to catch himself, softening his fall with his newfound ability to emit fire from his body. "oh. my god. ohmygod-ohmygod-ohmygod" Rin had superpowers.

There were too many questions. "What is happening? Why am I hot? and why am I LITERALLY hot???" he had no idea how he was going to go home looking like this - or even how to get home and out of this place, he didn't even know where he was. How was he gonna take this costume off? The skin tight leotard felt like a second layer of his normal body, an armor like substance in the form of lingerie he wasn't sure if he could take it off. He then got the idea to take the gem out of his body, but he had no idea how - it was attached to his skin. Rin momentarily gave up and decided to do his best to waddle around and explore his future base of operations. A main control center with six hallways stemming out of it - 3 on the left and 3 on the right. The once grey room with the jade border stood behind him, presumably acting as some sort of passage from this place to the temple. The control center was a big room with a rounded wall at the end, a large mirror mounted onto it.

He wanted to look into these six mysterious rooms, but he noticed something happening ever since he transformed - he had been getting irresistibly horny. The flames of passion were beginning to be too much for him. The heels, the outfit, the makeup, his long new hair, they were burning him up inside with no way to be let out. Squirming on the floor and collapsing into the fetal position - he began to buck his hips, rocking back and forth, the tip of his dick rubbing against his tight uniform. He was humping his armor, masturbating while prone, rubbing his glans along the fabric as if he was stimulating a clit. It was like there was some itch inside of his body that he couldn't scratch... an aching he couldn't reach. He was going feral - grunting and breathing like an animal, feeling his own energy get hotter and hotter. He finally "burst into flames".

Rin was immobilized as his orgasm took his breath away, his once flaming aura now getting smaller and smaller until it was sucked back into the amulet that had seemed to leave his body. Still shaking after what he experienced, he decided to make his way home and leave the amulet in the temple - taking the chance to be 'normal' again. He walked into the jade doorframe and kissed the lip marking on the wall - it was a mix of common sense and inner feeling that this would take him back - and it did exactly that. The room transformed into the grey boring concrete before his eyes, almost a reflection of what he has just gone through, immense beauty in grace, now turned to normal and lackluster. Rin stepped out and analyzed the basement around him before going upstairs to leave the temple. Everything seemed to go back to normal as he hiked out of the abandoned building - except for a trail of smoke flying upwards at the tip of the temple he just left... a signal to the dangers that would soon be coming his way.

2. DECISIONS, DECISIONS:

Rin ran home and practically sprinted into Laia's old room, not wanting to be noticed by his family. He stripped all of his clothing to check for ash or burn marks, his hand traced over his lower stomach - not a sign or a scar from the amulet. He fell back onto the floor and faced the ceiling. "Am I really a superhero... CAN I be?" he thought to himself. He thought back to how he looked at the temple, long flowing hair, those vibrant nails... the slutty outfit. Nothing else he could find would ever compare to how he felt in that moment. A whole new persona that seemed like it was tailored to him - like a real Rina. Flashbacks of the past hit him like a truck. He really missed Laia, nobody else could know what it was like. It was like reliving his best memories, and to top it all off, he could control fire... summon fire? He wasn't even sure what he could do, in fact he should probably get up and find out more about this mystery. Rin rolled over and his eyes locked onto a box under the bed.

Great. Another surprise.

Still feeling the drowsiness as a result of his first little scavenger hunt, he reluctantly reach for the box. It was a very pretty wooden box with a dark maroon color and gold lining - much like the room. He was starting to get sick of the Lunar New Year themes going on. He flipped the latch and opened it up. He looked inside to receive a shock even greater than anything he had experienced prior. He couldn't believe it... what lay in the box-

A Shiny

ENORMOUS

TERRIFYING

dildo.

"oh." he stared in disbelief. A 9" log of flesh colored rubber. After what felt like an eternity, he reached for it - experiencing more fear and hesitance than when he grabbed a glowing crystal in a magical transforming room. "wait would this make me kinda gay tho" he humored in his head. "Fuck it." he wrapped his fingers around the shaft and lifted it from it's prison. This thing was HEAVY. His own dick jumped as he held the monster in his hands - then, the aching feeling. The itch was back... but there was no amulet? He put the dildo next to his own flesh and scoffed at the result "I guess I can see why girls like this" that thing was double his size - and it made him excited.

Rin knew what he wanted. But he was scared.

He'd never had thoughts like this before. Did this really make him gay? Or a girl or something? "Maybe I should just leave it" he lied to himself. Pondering and pondering - he mounted it on the floor. He stepped over the stiff wand and hovered his virgin star above it. He wanted this fucker inside of him. This could satisfy his itch - he knew it. Rin lowered his bottom until his hole kissed the tip of the dildo.

He closed his eyes. And PUSHED.

"ooOOOWWWWw-" tears swelled up in his eyes as he crawled away from the monstrosity that just tried to rip his body apart. It hurt like a BITCH.

But he noticed singe marks where his hands met the floor... and the ache - still present, but weaker. His powers can help this feeling! With new determination, he took the dildo to his room and decided to start trying out his newfound abilities (something he should've been doing already honestly).

Rin sat cross-legged on the floor of his bedroom, still a bit jittery from when he tried to... stretch his boundaries. His fingers grazed over each other. The heat was still radiating slightly from them, like a fading ember. The dildo lay abandoned in the corner. His eyes flickered to it briefly, then away. "Focus, Rin. You're trying to be a superhero right now. Not a total degenerate."

He took a deep breath, closing his eyes. His chest rose and fell with exaggerated slowness. He tried to feel the fire, the same way he had back at the temple. He imagined the flames coiling around his fingertips, the sensation of raw energy vibrating in his core, ready to be released. He gritted his teeth. "Come on, just do it. You did it before."

He clenched his fists and threw his hands outward.

Nothing.

His arms flopped back down to his sides like limp noodles.

"... What the fuck?"

He shot his hands out again, this time with a little grunt. His body tensed as he pushed with his mind, trying to summon the same heat that had once erupted from his palms so effortlessly.

Still nothing.

Frustrated, he jumped to his feet and braced himself, spreading his arms apart dramatically like he was about to unleash a fiery inferno. His fingers curled into claws, and he let out a low growl through his teeth, envisioning flames dancing in his palms.

"Raaaaahhh--!"

He snapped his hands together, fully expecting a fiery blast to burst from his fingertips.

Instead, he slapped his own knuckles and gave himself a sharp, stinging smack.

"ugh" he groaned, shaking his hand in frustration.

He paced around the room, muttering to himself.

"Okay, maybe I just need more concentration. Or maybe I need, like, a trigger word. Y'know, like 'Flame On!' or... I dunno, something cool and edgy."

He threw his arms out again.

"IGNITE!" he yelled.

... Nothing.

"BURN!"

Still nothing.

He let his arms drop with a defeated sigh and flopped onto his bed, staring at the ceiling.

"This is bullshit."

His fingers traced lazy circles over his stomach, subconsciously reaching for the spot where the amulet had once been embedded in his skin. The spot felt empty now. Hollow. It was like the stone had left some sort of phantom warmth behind, his body still craved the connection.

He rolled onto his side and eyed the dildo in the corner. His cheeks flushed faintly as he glanced at it, remembering how the ache had briefly faded when he tapped into his powers earlier. For a brief moment, he considered it. But then he sat up with a frustrated huff. "No, you idiot. You're trying to do superhero stuff right now." He dragged himself off the bed and stomped to the center of the room again.

"Okay. Let's try something smaller," he muttered. He focused on his fingertips, trying to summon just the tiniest flicker of flame.

He stared intensely at his hand. The slightest amount of heat warming up like a water faucet. He centered this heat in to his fingers, the tips now a glowing red and white... and that was it.

A realization slowly crept over him. His shoulders slumped.

"... I need the amulet."

It dawned on him slowly, but surely. Without the stone, the fire wasn't coming back. At least, not easily. That insane burst of power he'd felt back then? It hadn't been him - it had been the amulet. His body still remembered the sensations. The heat, the energy, but it was like trying to squeeze water from a dry sponge. Without the amulet, there was no fuel, no fire.

"Greeaaat. I'm only a superhero if I accessorize."

He rubbed his face with both hands, feeling a weird mix of relief and disappointment. On the one hand, he wouldn't be setting his house on fire by accident. On the other hand... he was completely powerless without the gemstone.

His eyes trailed to his window, where he noticed the faint trail of smoke rising into the sky in the distance from the temple he'd just come from. It was far enough away that his family wouldn't notice, but he could see it.

The world could probably see it. He stared and felt his stomach twist. He might not have the amulet right now, but something else was coming. He could feel it.

He sat up and swung his legs over the bed. His bare feet pressed against the cool wood floor. He needed to go back.

Even if he didn't know what he was getting himself into. Even if it meant slipping back into the lethal lingerie and learning how to walk in heels. Even if he had no idea how to control the fire once he summoned it again.

"I'm going to be a real superhero."

But before he could even entertain the idea of being heroic again, his lower stomach ached slightly. A dull, familiar itch that made him suck in a sharp breath.

"... Oh, fuck me."

He flopped back onto the bed with an exasperated groan, burying his face into his pillow.

The ache was back.

And without the amulet, he had no way to burn it away.