Kristin's Desire Pt. 02

Kristin and David began to consider the real-life consequences of bringing another man into their relationship over the next few weeks, on an almost daily basis. Kristin could tell that David was coming around to the idea, all be it very slowly. She couldn't blame him though, she knew that this was a huge step, and it would have long term ramifications for their relationship. They talked about this often.

She never refused intimacy any time that David initiated any type of sexual contact. They were kissing more, touching intimately on a more regular basis, and she had never felt so wanted, so desired. This led to many passion filled makeout sessions where she would tease David, edge him, but would try not to let him orgasm. She wanted to keep him horny and on edge.

From her discussions online, she had been told that when a man was conflicted about this type of arrangement, he could lose interest once the excitement had passed. So by restricting his sexual climax, he would stay horny and keep his focus on her and her sexual needs.. This could be difficult at times with his hair trigger, but she was working on that.

He did make a comment once about her changing appearance and how flirty she had become at times. This did lead to a bit of tension. Kristin had to explain to him that she had to feel good about herself, and yes, she obviously enjoyed the attention that she received from other men. But the truth was that she really was looking for a man to be with and wanted to look her best.

It did feel awkward, even to her, when guys did flirt with her, but David never did anything to try to stop them. The fact that her husband didn't even try to stop this was as much of a turn on for her as the fact that another man found her desirable. She loved the sense of control that she felt, and the knowledge that David was beginning to accept his place, and his new role in their relationship.

They cuddled often, she would passionately kiss and fondle David as they talked about where they wanted this to go. They discussed any limits they had. Kristin wanted everything to be out in the open. She changed the pass code on her phone and gave him that along with all of her passwords and told him he had access at any time for any reason. She truly wanted David to know everything, that was beginning to be the most erotic feeling for her, knowing how much control she now had over David. She knew that trust was a necessity for this to work, and she knew, this had to work, so she vowed to be up front and honest in every regard.

They discussed fantasies, and what they truly wanted to happen. Sometimes these sessions were preceded by them smoking a joint and having a drink or two. David finally admitted how he really felt about seeing her with another man, something that did turn him on, but terrified him at the same time. He was so insecure because of his own limits sexually, and feared losing Kristin to another more capable man.

She tried to reassure him that this would never happen. She just wanted to be sure that they were doing this together, and that she wasn't forcing this on him. That had been her fear, but as they both became more comfortable with the subject, she came to see that David seemed as interested in this as she was. In a way it was as if he needed this.

As they became more comfortable with the subject, she began to realize that David had fantasized about this for a very long time. It would take some time, but eventually she would come to understand that this fantasy, or better yet this fervent desire was not only something that she longed for. David had strong, intense desires as well that were quite similar to her own. She just had to be patient with him. He was obviously embarrassed, as well as insecure about how he felt.

One other aspect that they had discussed minimally was a female led relationship. This was such a broad subject and could be anything from a dominant female who would punish a man, to simply a woman taking the lead in the relationship. Kristin had no desire to be a dominatrix in a leather skirt, with a whip ordering David around, but she did enjoy the idea of being in control of every aspect of their relationship. She had no desire to punish David, but to be sure they both got what they wanted and needed from this. In their discussions so far, David had seemed very receptive to this type of an arrangement.

She had been shopping more than usual, but he had only said something in the beginning. It had been weeks since he said anything about how much money she was spending, or what she was buying. What she was buying were mostly clothes and shoes. She found a few really sexy outfits that she could wear when she finally met someone, as well as shoes, makeup, and lingerie.

She was getting her nails done every couple weeks and got false eye lashes as well. She even went to a local med spa and got lip injections with the prodding of her best friend. She wanted to look her best, and as she thought to herself with a smile, every guy loved a girl with pouty lips. It had been years since she had purposely tried to attract men, and she wanted, needed for it to work. The increased attention from other men had stoked her ego, and she had never felt better, or more self confident than she did now.

"I know you want to look good for a guy, but it just feels weird," he admitted one evening.

"Why is it weird baby?" she asked, truly concerned for his feelings.

"I just feel like a little bitch. I'm paying for you to look hot for some other guy."

"Baby, if you were a little bitch, you would scream and yell and refuse to let me explore my options with another man."

"Honestly baby, you are confident enough to understand my needs, and you love and trust me enough to explore this with me," she quickly stated, wanting to thwart any doubts he may have.

She moved to sit with him on the sofa, softly kissing him, trying to initiate foreplay again. She had been doing this; any time he seemed to have doubts she would initiate sexual contact. They were fooling around more, but actually fucking was rare. He just had no stamina, and any foreplay lessened the chance of him lasting long enough to even fuck her. She did love the feel of his soft lips though, and how his tongue felt when they touched. It made her feel a jolt of passion, mixed with a hint of guilt. She did love him and wanted to spare his feelings.

The passion she understood, but she was imagining a man other than David inside of her as they kissed. It was the most erotic feeling to imagine being kissed, touched, caressed by the man she loves, as another man is inside her. It was the most intensely sexual feeling she had felt in what seemed like forever, and she knew it was something that they needed to explore, together. She was beginning to see with complete clarity that this was something that they both needed, badly.

But it was more than that. David was truly beginning to do almost anything, or go along with what she wanted. It was such an erotic feeling, knowing that the man who she loved, and who loved her back, would willingly give up his own sexual gratification so that she could experience what it would feel like to be with another man. But it wasn't just some other random man. It would be with the type of man that she chose. He would be a man she was attracted to, and who was sexually desirable. A man who could satisfy her sexual desires in a way David couldn't even dream of doing.

Things were progressing, and this just gave her a feeling of power, knowing that if she wanted sex she could get it, for what it would be with David. But she also could see that she was in control of how she would get David off sexually, which was the most erotic feeling for her. She began to go online and read forums, and to chat with others that were into this for real. A lot of this was a waste of her time, but she did receive some valuable insights.

"You really think so?" he asked.

"You don't think I'm a loser," he went on.

"No baby, I think you're a cuckold," Kristin said, smiling brightly at him.

"Don't be embarrassed baby. It's true, but I think it's a very good thing," she went on, seeing the look of embarrassment wash over him.

"Honestly answer this," she said, looking intently into his eyes, taking his hands in her own.

"How has our sex life been since we discussed this?"

His face instantly turned red with embarrassment, and he looked down, as if he were ashamed. She reached to run her fingers through his hair, moving closer to softly kiss him on the lips. It wasn't an overly passionate kiss, but a more gentle, tender, loving act.

"Be honest, you promised. How has it been?" she asked, pushing the point.

"It's, well, I mean. I guess it's been really good," he stammered.

She moved his chin with one hand, so that they were again looking each other in the eyes, the direct eye contact feeling like an erotic turn on, as they revealed more truths about themselves.

"Would you say it's the best it's ever been?"

"If we're being honest with ourselves," Kristin went on, a playful smile on her face.

"Yes, I guess," he admitted.

The look of vulnerability palpable on his face. A moment later their lips met and they began to kiss passionately, the intense love she felt for David at that moment could never be replaced by another man, or a purely sexual relationship.

"Now my little cuckold," she said, in a mock dominant voice.

"I want you to lick me, right now."

Kristin took him by the hand, and they undressed each other as soon as they entered their bedroom. Her pussy was tingling, not because she was eagerly awaiting what he could do for her, but just knowing she had complete control and whatever she wanted was what he would do. She loved the way his hands felt on her bare skin as he undressed her, as well as how it felt to undress him. She loved to see his reaction to her touch, seeing how turned on he would get as soon as she touched him. It was the most intensely erotic feeling, knowing with absolute certainty that she had total control over his sexual pleasure, or lack thereof.

"Just lick me," she whispered, laying back on the bed.

"Just like in the video," she said, alluding to a video they had watched of two women.

"You can do this baby. I will teach you," she said softly, as she pulled his head down between her legs.

David really was no expert with his tongue, but she had vowed to change that. He knelt down and began to slowly lick her, giving her such an erotic sensation. He just moved too quickly as usual though and she had to prod him to keep going so that she was able to reach orgasm. It wasn't great but he had done it. She did climax, although barely so, and she could see he was beaming. She was thrilled. Even a so so orgasm was better than what she was used to receiving.

"Do I get mine now," he excitedly asked.

She gazed down at his hard little cock. She felt bad, but she knew what she had to do for the long-term stability of their relationship. She placed a hand on his thigh, and noticed how his cock twitched. He was so horny and she could see he truly needed sexual release.

"No baby, not tonight," she softly answered, smiling sweetly.

She really did feel bad for him, but she knew this was a necessary step for them. She had to keep him on edge. It was necessary for her to keep him horny and interested in being with her. By delaying his sexual gratification, he would continue to focus on her, and her needs. This was a major change for both of them, and something she refused to give up.

"I know you're disappointed, but this is necessary. You need to focus on what you have to do. I want you to focus on me, making me happy in every way, including sexually. I know you have given your blessing to me to be with other men, but there are things that you can do for me."

"But," he stammered, before Kristin raised her hand.

"Don't interrupt," she ordered, and to her delight, he stopped speaking at once.

"But, you need to work on your skills. You have a tongue and fingers that you can use."

He instantly turned red but gave in and lay beside her.

"And baby, please don't use your hand on your own. That is the same as cheating," she said, as he wrapped his arms around her, his hard little cock poking her ass as he did.

"If you do that I will be pissed. I won't lie. Ok?"

She turned to face him, gently caressing his face as she leaned in for a passionate, open mouthed kiss with the man she loved. She smiled seductively, running a finger down the middle of his chest.

"Ok? Got it," she pushed.

"Yeah, I understand," he meekly replied.

"I have a question. I need you to be honest with me," she began.

"How do you really feel about chastity?"

"Just be honest baby. I'm going to make this fun for you too. I know we discussed it a bit, but really, how do you feel?" she asked, genuinely curious about his feelings.

"Yeah it's scary, and I want to be able to have a chance to get off, with you deciding of course," he quickly added.

"Of course," she teased.

"But you are willing to try?" Kristin once again asked, trying to hide her excitement.

"Yeah, I guess I am," he said sheepishly, looking down at his rock-hard cock.

"I'll make it fun for you, I promise," she whispered seductively, softly kissing his neck.

"I don't know why, but that just makes me so wet," she went on.

"Little cuckies in chastity don't always get to fuck though baby. You have to be able to go without that sometimes," she said, in between passionate kisses.

"Can you do that for me?" she asked.

"Yeah" he admitted, and she pulled him closer for a deep, passion filled embrace.

He hadn't fucked her for a few weeks now. She would be lying if she said she missed it. She did miss a man fucking her and satisfying her sexually that way, but David was unable to do that for her. She did want a guy to fuck her, just a guy who wasn't David. She loved how he just gave up his own sexual gratification in an instant because he sensed that this was what she wanted.

"I'm teasing baby," she said, rolling onto her back as they embraced.

"Just do it as rough and aggressively as you can baby," she moaned, wishing it would be better for her, but knowing he lacked the skills and stamina.

"Don't worry about how long you last baby, just fuck me," she said, as she took him in her hand, to guide him inside her wet pussy.

The smile on his face was genuine. He was rock hard, but he had an uncertain demeanor.

"I'll try," he replied, his lack of confidence palpable.

She kept kissing him, wrapping her legs and arms around him, running her long fingernails down his back, knowing he would never last. There was not even a hint of a warning when his body erupted in a powerful climax after what seemed like about a minute.

"I'm sorry," he said, his typical response after sex.

"Don't be baby," she softly cooed, turning to her nightstand.

Kristin took her favorite toy in her hand, placing it beside his half hard cock.

"Pretty big, isn't it?" she asked.

"Yeah," he said, looking embarrassed.

"But that's why your hard again, right? You get turned on at the thought of me with another guy?"

"Yes," he said with a bit more conviction.

"That's really hot baby," she said, smiling as she slowly ran the toy over her aching pussy.

David's attempt at sex had only made her hornier. She gazed into his eyes, wanting him to see the passion she felt with him.

"Is this what you want to see, a big cock in me," she asked, knowing the answer, as she pushed the toy inside.

"Like this," she managed to squeak out, pushing the toy deeper, and harder.

"Yeah," he said, almost mesmerized, as if he may start to cry.

He was sitting in front of her, watching as she began to move the toy faster, with more aggression. They were looking into each other's eyes, the intense passion evident on both of their faces.

"Why do you want to see a guy fuck me like this?" Kristin asked, thrusting forward into the toy as she pushed it inside her wet pussy.

"Because I can't do that, and I know you want that. And I guess I just think it's hot," he almost blurted out, as if wanting to get the words out before he lost his nerve.

She climaxed on the toy while he spoke. It was the most intense orgasm, not that he could tell, because she had faked it so many times with him to make him feel better about his lack of sexual abilities.

"So baby," she said, running her hand down his chest as they lay facing each other.

"Let's talk about chastity again," taking his hard 4-inch cock in her hand.

"It seems like you might like the idea," she teased, feeling his cock stiffen further as she sat facing him, gently stroking his cock.

She snuggled close to him so that their bodies were touching. She removed her hands from his cock, placed them around his neck, and leaned forward, their lips meeting passionately once more.

"I get so wet when I think about you giving up sex, giving up the chance to even just touch yourself," Kristin seductively whispered.

"But what I really love is that you want me to be with another man. I know that you love me, and I love you for giving me this," she moaned.

"Just trust me baby. It won't always be easy, but I love you and I want this to work for both of us."

"When I'm with another man and we touch, or kiss, I'm going to enjoy how that feels," she continued.

"But that's just sex. It's sexual passion, but it doesn't mean anything. I will love you always. Whatever I end up doing with another man, it's just sex."

She could see how intimidated he was and couldn't deny that it turned her on tremendously to know that she now held that much power over David. She knew why. Her first husband Carl had been abusive at times, and she never had any control over that. He was way bigger than her, and he was bigger than most guys. He had always been intimidating to her.

But David had basically given up all control to her, and had done so willingly, without a hint of a fight. Yes, it would take time, but she cherished the idea of taking over total control in their relationship. He was not anything close to the type of person Carl had been. She was beginning to really see that David truly wanted this for her.

She decided to work on this aspect of their relationship, to see how far she could push David. She brought up the chastity issue again and loved to watch him squirm. She had already purchased two chastity devices, because she knew that very soon, she would have total control over that aspect of his life.

It wasn't that she wanted to deny David sex or the satisfying feeling it gave him. This lifestyle was about control, and yes, she had to admit that she loved the thought of controlling every aspect of their relationship. But she had been talking to people online, and some had suggested that after a man came, watching the woman he loved involved with another man sexually could be emotionally difficult. This was where chastity could play a role for them.

One morning she noticed one of the employees checking her out and it excited her. Not that she would actually fuck one of the guys that David employed, but knowing that such an in shape, younger guy found her attractive really was an ego boost for her.

She did notice even herself that she was flirting more, and she always did her hair and makeup when she went out, even if she was just making a quick trip to the grocery store. She wanted men to notice her, not so that it would make David feel good to be with an attractive woman. Now it was for her. She loved knowing that when she found the right man, she could get him. She would get so excited, and so horny thinking about what was to come.

One evening she was cuddled into David, who seemed overly nervous. She really had no idea why, but they had been scrolling through one of the swinger sites, looking for men who were seeking a relationship with a married woman. They had both been very turned on, and she wanted to tease David about how excited he had gotten.

"Baby, I noticed that you were turned on when we were looking at those profiles online, the guys I liked," she started, breaking the ice, as she erotically ran a hand over his chest.

"You're, you're going to be mad at me," he almost whimpered.

"Why is that?" she asked, genuinely concerned, but trying not to show it.

"After we looked at all those guys, I had to go to the bathroom, and it just happened."

He looked terrified, genuinely terrified as he looked down at her. She did her best to look mean, to look pissed off at him. She was disappointed, she acted that way anyway. The truth was that this gave her a good reason to insist that he wear the chastity device, so she was secretly thrilled. She was coming to see that she received a genuine sexual thrill at the idea of controlling David sexually.

"What happened?" she asked, looking directly at him in an intimidating manner.

"Honestly, I didn't even try. I was so hard, and I just touched it, and I came," he muttered, obviously feeling embarrassed.

"You just touched it and spontaneously came?"

"Well, no, I mean I guess I stroked it because I was horny, and it felt so good. I wasn't going to cum, it just happened," he stated, almost begging, as if he knew the consequences.

"So you were going to lie to me?" she angrily questioned.

"No, I wasn't going to lie," he quickly replied.

"If you don't tell me, it's the same as lying, it's a lie of omission," she countered, trying to sound intimidating.

"David, I love you, but you know I can't just let this go right?" she asked, in the most loving voice she could muster.

"Uh huh," he muttered, looking down.

"Look at me," she said sharply.

"I'm not mad at you," she assured him.

"David, you know you aren't a dominant type of guy, you never were," she said, gently caressing his chest as she did.

"Don't feel bad baby, it's just not who you are. You are a great guy and I'm glad you are the way you are," she continued.

He looked embarrassed and she did feel bad for him, but she had to be honest. In addition to that, she had read online about how some husband's needed to be shown that they were no longer the dominant force in the relationship, if they ever had been. She wanted to be direct, and not avoid this because it may be awkward for David.

"There is nothing wrong with that baby, it's who you are."

"It just feels weird," he admitted, looking away.

"It shouldn't. It's what you want, and what we need."

His face was red and she knew he was embarrassed and intimidated by her. It was the truth, and he was obviously embarrassed by this. It was necessary however. She had to show him that she had control in the marriage now, but it was more than that. She had to show him that he wanted this, that he truly wanted her to be in control.

"Baby, if you want a female led relationship, then you must allow the female to lead, correct?"

He began to nod his head, looking as if he had let her down.

"Baby," she said, lovingly cupping his chin in her hand, and leaning in to softly kiss him.

"This isn't your fault. This is why you need a strong woman. Because you don't have the self-control you need," she continued.

"And that is why I will be in control of that from now on. I will be your self-control," she said brightly.

"Ok," he said tremulously.

"See baby, that is what I love about you. You don't fight reality, and you understand the new dynamic of our relationship," Kristin said, leaning in to softly kiss his trembling lips.

"I said it before baby, I'm never going to hurt you, but this won't always be easy."

"How would you feel if I met a man, and we had sex, and I failed to mention this to you," she asked.

David felt scared, and he knew he looked it as well.

"I'm sorry Kristin, I really am," he practically begged.

She just looked into his eyes for what seemed like an eternity, before leaning over and opening her nightstand. She took out a small bag and placed it on the bed.

"Honestly baby, I thought we could avoid this for a short time at least, but we really have no choice now," she dryly stated, as she opened the bag.

She then pulled out what he obviously could tell were two chastity devices, smiling widely as she watched the color quickly drain from his face.

"Oh, don't be scared sweetie," she said in a bubbly voice, playfully slapping his arm.

"I think this is going to be so much fun," she teased, leaning in to kiss him seductively.

"How's it going to be fun. It sounds like torture," he complained.

"Yeah, it probably will be at times, but I promise to make it fun for you.

"Fun?" he replied in an obvious questioning tone.

"Yes, fun," she replied sharply.

"I will have total control of you sexually," she began, slowly caressing his chest.

"I will find a man to be with myself. And that will be happening very soon," she went on, as she erotically taunted him with the one thing he desired most, and feared most.

"I want you to be a part of that too baby. I want you to be there when I am with another man," she went on.

"You need to see what a man can do to me and how he can make me feel."

"I know that frightens you, but you know in your heart that this is what I need," she continued.

"And if you are honest with yourself, it's what you need as well, isn't it?" she asked, gently touching his arm.

"Well," she prodded, sensing his discomfort.

"Yeah, I do need that I guess," he hesitantly admitted.

"But that is going to be a very good thing for you. Do you know why?" she asked pleasantly.

"No," he hesitantly replied, a hint of wonder and fear in his voice.

"Well," she began, running her fingernails over his small, throbbing cock.

"Because quite frankly when a little cuckie boy cums, he will sometimes lose interest in the one person he should be devoted to always."

"But I didn't, see I'm already hard again," he stammered.

"Oh sweetie, you are so cute," she slowly drawled.

"But what do I get from this? What does THIS do for me," she asked, grabbing his small cock.

"You understand what I'm saying, don't you?"

"Not really," he bashfully admitted.

"If you go and take care of yourself alone, I'm not a part of that, right?"

"Yeah," he said quietly, looking down at the floor.

"Look at me baby," she said in a comforting voice, as she moved his head to face her.

"We are going to do this together. You are my husband and you will always be a part of this, ok?"

"Yeah, I get it," David admitted, a small smile on his face, but a large lump in his throat.

Now it was becoming real for him. Obviously, this was way past a fantasy for them both. This only excited him more and he looked forward to cumming before she locked him in chastity. She had not brought this up, but she loved him, and she had to know he needed this.

She then took the two cages out and sat them down on the bed. One was purple, it was made of plastic and had small holes in it. He couldn't even fit a finger through them, the other was metal, about the same, and both had a ring that went around his balls.

"There is no need to be nervous. I will make this fun for you too," Kristin said, her love for David evident in her voice.

"Yes, it will be hard, and yes I will push your limits, but we both know that is what you need."

"This is what we both need. I need this as well because when I see what you will do for me, I see how much you love me," she went on.

"Honestly baby, we both want this, but it's more than that. I think we both truly need this. You do want me to fuck someone else right? You're not just going along with this are you?" she asked, a genuine look of curiosity on her beautiful face.

"I, I do want it yeah," David bashfully admitted, the fear evident in his voice.

"It's just, I just am afraid I will lose you, and I don't know if I can really go without even getting to cum. I don't know how long I can do that for," he went on, as if trying to get the words out before he lost his nerve.

"Baby," she sighed, drawing the word out.

"I've been faithful to you for twelve years. Why would I leave you now?"

"Really David, why would I want to leave now? I love you, and your confidence in yourself has given us the chance to explore this lifestyle. So, I can assure you, I'm going nowhere," she emphatically stated.

"My confidence?" he queried.

"Baby, you have the confidence to know that even if I have sex with another man, a man that can satisfy all of my sexual desires, that I will always love you, and I will always need you."

"Shhhh," she cautioned as he tried to speak.

"This is important baby. I love sex baby, but I love you way more, and I will always choose you," she said, leaning over for a soft, passion filled kiss.

"I may have sex with other men," she added quickly.

"But you are the man I love, and who I will always be with."

"Now," she began, in a more assertive tone of voice.

"Which one do you think will work best?"

The metal one is a bit smaller and more restrictive. That one may be better for later on. A more long-term solution.

"Long term solution," David echoed, the fear evident in his voice.

"Do you mean like forever?" he asked, his eyes wide.

"Do you want this to end baby?" Kristin asked.

"Do you want this incredible sex life we just talked about to end?"

"No," he softly admitted.

"But I won't ever get to cum?" he asked.

"Of course you will baby, I said I would make it fun for you," she said, laying down beside him.

He hoped that this meant she was going to give him another great blow job, but as horny as he was, he knew it would be over fast.

"But it has to be fun for me too, and I think we have reached a tipping point"?

"What do you mean? A tipping point?" He nervously asked.

"Shhhhhh," she said to quiet him and just lay there beside him without touching.

"Shhhhhh," she repeated more emphatically a moment later, as she lay beside him, not touching him, as he began to lose his erection.

Then with a devious smile she quickly took the plastic cage from the bag, held his softening cock as she slid the small cage over it, and attached the ring around his balls to keep it firmly in place. He felt a shiver down his spine when he heard the click of the tiny padlock. In that moment, he knew his marriage had changed forever.

The reality of this hit him hard, and fast. She had not had any intention of satisfying him sexually in any way. He knew somehow this was karma for his inability to satisfy Kristin sexually. She had dealt with his lack of size and stamina for years. She was still here though, and she loved him. That was what was important he thought, feeling his erection testing the limits of the cage. What the fuck, he thought. Why was he so horny now.

"Now," she said as she held her hands to the back of his head and pulled him closer for a kiss.

"We have a female led relationship," she continued, a delightfully intimidating look in her eyes.

"And I have total control," she said smiling as she attached the key to the device to a necklace she wore around her neck.