Hate is Just Love Gone Bad

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Author's notes: Story is mine alone, not to be copied or sampled. This story was requested by Carol from Lorentz Place. Aspects of BDSM, Infidelity and lesbian sex.

My husband had successive tours in Afghanistan, then Kuwait starting in 2010. He was a helicopter pilot in the Marine Corps. He flies the venerable UH1Y-Venom which is essentially the Huey that was known in Vietnam. As Teddy says to me the fucking bitch just hauls ass and is tough as fuck.

He's been on the USS Makin Island(LHD-8) now for twenty three months. He'd been gone for three months when I got the first email, from a fake account sorry@gmail. com with two attachments. Teddy was fucking an Afghani woman who came all over his dick. Teddy has a nice dick and all but I've seen bigger.

The second one was of Teddy's younger brother 's wife while Teddy fucked her with another Chief Warrant officer. It was at our old home near Olympia, Benny was passed out or as he told me later he'd been given a roofy (date rape drug). Benny's wife would fuck anything that moved, daddy issues.

My mom's place was an old home with five bedrooms, overlooking a ravine on the north side of Queen Anne hill and the kids and I had boarded up Teddy and my place in Olympia shortly after the first two videos came. I called Mom's attorney Sophie Tsakalakis and filed for divorce, citing abandonment and infidelity both. Washington was a no fault state, but I wanted the kids and alimony. Part of me felt this was Teddy's way out and he was served within a month and there had been no response.

Women seek approval by fucking anything that moves, that had never happened to me, but Teddy's dad, was a veteran and always offering to help, cause of my kids Sara and Valerie with Teddy being gone, his name was Big Bill Benedict and he'd been in Desert Storm and was a grunt (Marine), drove an M-113 APC that was in design during World War Two. He was a total bad ass, six foot two, two hundred fifty pounds. His wife Elaine, literally was an escort, I mean, Teddy said as a kid she fucked almost every guy on Queen Anne hill. Kids would come up to him in Junior high and beg him to get her from fucking their dad. She was an attractive, tough looking bitch, smoked constantly and ultimately disappeared with her pimp who was a black former cop.

So I reached out to Teddy's Dad, Big Bill a week after the second video came and said, "Hey Bill, It's Carol and I have some honey-dos, but Teddy's not here, could you come over, I'll fix you to a nice dinner in Ballard, please? Saturday afternoon, sure that works. Thanks I love you."

On Friday, I went to the salon I go to and got a shampoo and extensions to my red hair. Then my nails, with extensions on my finger nails, with slut red polish. Lastly I was set up to get a wax from this older Latina woman named Gabriella, who'd been hitting on me for a year.

She went down on me as I had not been touched in months and I was depressed about Teddy. Her tongue and fingers drove me crazy. I was not sure how I ended up over her knee as she reddened both my cheeks, smacking my ass so hard that I cried, then I enjoyed it. I came so hard just from the spanking and she said, "That's what you get for resisting me, " she did my nails and toenails suggested I not do anything to my riotous red bush.

I showered and traversed the five twenty floating bridge across Lake Washington and took the exit to Bellevue and onto the high end retail mall Bell-square.

I went to Chicos and I bought this pop over dress that was white with black stripes, and button collar. The hem was very wide. A family of small people could go camping in it. Some dark chocolate thigh high stockings, a small black thong that could not encase my bush, with some CFM black open toed pumps with very aggressive five inch stripper heels.

I went to the Hand in Stone Spa and got the Swedish massage by two stunning twins with very short platinum blonde hair. They were from Helsinki, Finland. They had short, platinum blond hair and were five foot nine inches tall. They were tan with well defined six packs and high cheekbones. They pulled and prodded me until I felt like putty and they finished with a steam bath and a cold shower.

The twins said, "You are one of the most beautiful women alive."

I slowly twirled around and pulled up my hem in my bedroom. The black stockings were set off by black lace crotchless panties showing my fabulous un tamed red bush. My girls all barely contained in my thirty eight inch lace bralette, were jiggling with every move I made.

I was wearing my wedding ring and huge diamond ring, he acquired in Beirut, Lebanon, that was huge. I felt like Hester Prynne. A spurned wife turned cheater and I felt it was likely I would encounter people Teddy and I gone to high school with.

The doorbell rang and Sara and Val both answered the door as Bill was their beloved grandfather and I could hear the laughter and gleeful tone in their voice. I immediately and slowly descended the stair case in my CFM heels and strode towards the front door.

Sara said, "Jesus mom, wow."

"Language, Sara, "I said winking at Bill. I leaned in to kiss his cheek, resting my hand on his uniform where the eight hash tags were for his thirty two years of service in the Marine Corps. He been in the middle of things from Grenada, to Kuwait, Iraq, Somalia, Afghanistan and other places. Above his left uniform pocket there were five inches worth of rows of medals, including a distinguished service cross, silver star with an oak leaf cluster, purple heart with oak leaf cluster and other things I did not recognize.

I had not seen him in over a year as he had just returned from Afghanistan after he'd augmented a surge into Helmand Province driving the M113 Armored Personnel Carrier with armament of the venerable Ma Deuce twin Browning fifty caliber machine guns. They travelled with Bradley fighting vehicles and when their cannons were stilled Bill's Ma Deuce kept pounding away.

He had been to a medal ceremony the previous day at U. S. Naval base, Everett, Washington. The Commander read the citation, "On the morning March 3, 2010, near Lashkargah, Helmand Province, Afghanistan, Marine Master Gunnery Sergeant William Benedict engaged Taliban hostiles. Taking over control of his armament, Browning twin automatic machine gun when the gunner was injured Benedict subdued a force estimated in excess of two hundred despite being grievously wounded, displaying the highest traditions of the United States Marine Corp, awarded the silver star, entered Service August 22, 1978, Seattle, Washington.

It was picked up in the USA Today with the header saying fifty year old wounded warrior saves Marine Brigade and Good Morning America which Sara and Val had watched. Val said, "Gramps was on Good Morning America!"

I raised an eyebrow looking at him and he shrugged. I looked to Val.

"Mom he subdued two hundred Taliban and was wounded!"

I was closer to him now looking him in the eye and said, "Are you quite alright? I'm going to need you to help me raise my children."

He said, "I'm fine, "his eyes scanning mine looking to read my mind and soul.

"I will tell you, let's go, there is a wonderful place in Ballard called the Walrus and Carpenter. "

"Girls, be nice to Grammy, don't wait up."

Bill had rebuilt a 1980 GMC Yukon with a rebuilt GMC 361 cubic inch straight six, synchromesh five speed. It was a carbureted with three two barreled Weber carburetors. Instead of floor rugs there was hard rubber, anodized floors. The single stack exhaust, came up the driver side door post to be vented fifteen inches above the roof.

We were at the restaurant in fifteen minutes and Bill gave his keys to the young man out front. We were brought to our seats by a stunning queer maître'd who was beautiful and wearing a big diamond ring. As we sat down I grabbed her hand, smiling and asked if I could see the ring. She beamed and showed me her hand proudly displayed. I said, "Your wife must be gorgeous!"

She twirled and pointed to the black woman staring from the kitchen. I said, "Congrats!"

Bill said, "I love this place."

I said, "I love cooked and raw oysters, tuna, sardines, you order please."

I ordered a Negroni and Bill ordered a double Rye with an ice cube.

"Bill, I got two anonymous emails with video's attached. The first one was Teddy fucking an Afghani prostitute and the second was Teddy fucking Benny's wife with another warrant officer. I filed for divorce and I'll need your help to raise your grandchildren. Three more emails came in and I forwarded them to my attorney without looking at them."

"Bill, I was blindsided by this and the girls will be devastated when they find out. He has not emailed, snap chatted, facetimed, texted anything since he left."

"I've not touched another man. I'm dumbstruck and hurt and lonely. To me it seems like one of his crew was getting back at him as if he fucked that guy's wife. It feels like Teddy's been bad for a long time and decided to quit on the girls and I. What in hell did Benny do, fucking his wife is despicable."

Bill had listened and I finished, "Bill I can't start dating, I just won't. Bill, Sara, Val and I love you so much. Will you help me raise them, I have a good salary at the bank, so money is not an issue, they need a father and you're the best example I can think of.

He looked at me, picked up his rye taking a drink and swallowing. He sighed and said, "He's been fucking Benny's wife Hannah off and on for years. He's a hound."

He held his drink up to the waitress and asked me, "Do you want another one?"

I said, "Not yet.

"Carol, of course I will help, put your mind at ease."

I reached out and put my hand on top of his and said, "I've been worried to ask you, thank you. Do you still have your old home on the hill?"

He said, "Yes just north of the corner of second west and Boston. You and the girls should move in."

I stared at him and said, "Perhaps you could show me around tonight, " I refused to blink.

Bill said, "Check please."

After he paid the bill, he stood up and walked behind me and pulled my chair back and as I stood up I hooked my arm inside of his arm. As we approached the front of the restaurant, the owner Mrs. Erickson said, "Bill, I saw you on GMA yesterday, thank you for your service, turning to me she said, "Mrs. Benedict you look stunning tonight."

My heart was pounding and I felt a tingle below my belly button. Our Yukon was brought around and Bill opened my door. Holding my hand I stepped into the seat as I held up my dress so he could see the tops of my stockings and my bush escaping the confines of the thong. He stared until I swung my leg into the bench seat. I slid over to the edge of the driver's spot awaiting Bill.

He opened his door and climbed in and put his cover (hat) in the back seat. He put the ignition key in and turned and looked at me, he used Old Spice after shave lotion like my daddy and his jawline, Christ he was a man.

He said, "Don't toy with me Carol."

I felt my eyes watering as we stared into each other's eyes.

I said, "Kiss me darling, bring me home."

Initially as I opened my mouth it was tender, then I felt his tongue touching parts of mouth and my tongue dancing like a ballerina touching him here, then there and we both moaned. He pulled back and said, "There's a seat belt in the middle too, please put it on."

The ride home was magical. The gear shift was situated between my legs so I pulled the hem of my dress up. Second and fourth gear found his hand resting on my soft thigh. My nearest tit was smashed into his arm. I'm not sure exactly when but I looked down and could see this ginormous bulge halfway down this dress trousers. I thought, oh hell and started rubbing the outlines of that log, with my thumb on one side and my fore finger and my middle finger on the other side.

We took the exit off of fifteenth and turned left and went up Dravus Street and Bill said, "Baby slow down please, I don't want to waste my seed on my pants."

I said, "Oh darling."

My mind was mush, all I could think was that my nightmare was over and Bill would take care of Sara, Val and me. I would stand by him and never be with another man. Muscle, bone and sinew, why couldn't Teddy have been like him. Too hell with Teddy.

My face was right next to his and I whispered, "I'm falling hard for you Daddy. I'm a good woman and mother, I will stand by you and never embarrass you, till the day I die."

He turned up the alley between first and second west and parked in the car port behind his house. He turned off the rig and opened the door and we both unbuckled and as he got out I scooched right after him and had his arm again.

There were double doors off of a patio and he unlocked both of them and stepped back and picked me up with my arm around his neck and carried me across the threshold. He set me down gently on my CFM heels and gave me a scorching kiss.

He said, "I promised you a tour, but is tomorrow okay, we can show the girls their bedrooms?"

I nodded yes and began to unbutton his tunic, deliberately slow. I pulled it off his arms and hung on the back of dining room chair. I untied his tie and put it around my neck as I continued and unbuttoned the pressed khaki shirt then pulled it out his pants. I unbuttoned his cuffs then pulled the shirt off and tossed it on the table.

I was on my knees untying his dress shoes and my chest was heaving as my breathing got ragged. I undid the metal clasp on his belt then and pulled his belt through and dropped on the floor and my hands unbidden unbuttoned his blue trousers with the gold and red stripes down the sides and they slid to the floor. His white briefs showed this thick snake wrapped towards his left hip. I ran my fingers along the outline of that monstrously thick dick and my darling groaned.

I could not tease this heroic man and it was not my intention, rather I was enthralled with what was all mine and I hooked my fingers in the elastic band and pulled his briefs to the floor. It was as thick as a beer can and pink. He had not been circumcised!

I gently gathered it in the palm of my left hand and began kissing his dick, leaving trails of my lipstick and slobber as my mouth filled with spit. My mouth opened and my lips stretched to allow that thick dick into my mouth. I intended him to face fuck me, but it would not fit in my throat, though I tried as I tried to swallow the head of his dick, it was just too fat.

I moved up and down on his dick, moaning. My left hand pulled on him and my right fondled his ball sack. I felt it tighten and his seed filled my mouth with ropes of cum. I tried to swallow it all, but I could not keep up as it spilt out of my mouth onto my heaving breasts covered by that beautiful dress.

I scooped most of it up into my mouth. It was slimy and salty, and tasted so much better than Teddy's who was bitter from smoking. I licked and kissed his dick getting all the splooge there was to get and he was still hard, like a baseball bat.

Bill unbuttoned the top three buttons of my dress and I was yanking it up and over my head. My soft D-Cup tiddies were shaking with my breath.

Bill said, "I love freckles and pink nipples."

His hands and mouth were everywhere, then he started sucking on my neck right were it connects to my shoulder, giving me a hickey for the world to see and he pulled on my nipples. My eyes rolled back and I shuddered and moaned as I came, oh it was a big one, that rolled into another one.

I was still shaking as his dick head rubbed up and down my wet slit, then he was in my fuck hole and he was so big and was stretching me and I shrieked, "Baby slow, slow down too big."

He pulled back a bit then pushed back in, until I patted his shoulder. This became a pattern until I came again when our pelvises connected. My arms were around his neck pulling his face to mine and we kissed softly, tenderly as he started to love me slowly in and out. I hooked my feet behind his ass as my heels fell off.

I could hear myself grunt as he bottomed out pushing past my cervix into my womb, which hurt, then didn't. I lost control of my legs and arms and my head started thrashing back and forth, then my back arched as I had the biggest climax ever as I felt his cum fill my womb with seed and lost consciousness.

I was on my side and my head was on his shoulder as I awoke to birdies chirping.

We were in his bed, my bed now. His face was in my hair as he slept still. My bottom was pressed into this huge log he called a dick, while his hand rested on my distended tummy, pregnant with our babies, a boy and a girl. I was thirty six weeks along. They would induce me at thirty eight weeks.

It happened that first night. I knew it the next morning. I'd been off the pill for months, it wasn't just that, but I just knew.

We were married in a quiet ceremony at Snoqualmie Falls lodge after the divorce was finalized. Bill adopted our girls. Benny divorced Hannah and Teddy was lost in Afghanistan, not dead, but a prisoner.

The end