Compound Interest

In a world where sex is no longer taboo, sexuality seems more fluid than ever. I can't count the many males who email me telling me how they longed to be johnnie. You can see it in the comments section of my many stories. I urge every one who feels that way to make it real. Don't live a life of fantasies. Enjoy the experience of serving real men. Life is too short to deprive yourselves. If, after sampling a cock or few and you find you are not cut out to be a man's plaything, you can always quit...... or can you?

All characters are over 21 and under 90. I don't have to give you a synopsis. If you've read my stories, you know I love males that are lured into becoming panty wearing sissies. To me, there is nothing more erotic than a little hard dick in a pretty panty.

Small dicks should be in panties. There should be a law that mandates dicks under 5" when hard must be in panties. That is not to say that a nice fat cock can't hide behind the soft material of pretty panties. But that would be their decision. Tiny dicked males should not have that choice.

To me, it's an absolute. My micro-penis sissy sisters should be proud to show the world their lack of manliness by being allowed if not legally compelled to wear nothing but panties and shoes when they are out in public (weather permitting). It would take the guess work out for real men to identify us. After all, each of us sissies needs a strong manly man to guide us in life.

Enough politics. The following story is about a male being shown who he really is. I hope you find it to your liking.

Tom threw me the football. As I ran to catch the errant throw, I could feel my ponytail swinging across my bare back. I heard Tom whistle seeing my bottom shaking in the thong I wore.

I bent over to retrieve the football and turned to run it back for a touchdown.

I squealed and giggled as Tom ran toward me to tackle me before I could score.

I tried to juke him but he was bigger and faster and very soon I was laying under his panting body in the sand. My own breath was labored. "You looked so sexy, johnnie. I loved seeing your fat ass-pussy jiggle when you run,"

"Tom," I said, hardly surprised at this not so sudden turn of events. I placed my hands on his chest to push him off of me. "I don't have a pussy and you know it."

Tom knelt and then stood over my prone body. I could see the outline of his big hard cock in his thong bathing suit. I caught my breath. "Tom," I whispered.

We were all wearing thongs that weekend. Tom's parents owned the large estate they call their compound very near Province Town, Ma.

He invited me and my girlfriend Cindy to join him and his and our friend Evert for the weekend. "The only rule is that we all wears thongs all weekend. On the beach, in the house, it was thongs and nothing more."

I hesitated but my girl was all in. "What the heck, johnnie," she smiled rubbing my 4 1/2" boner. "Showing those guys my boobs is no big deal. Besides, Tom will be in a thong and so will Evert. Tom said he's even going to provide us with them. So what's your issues?"

I relented. The idea that two of my closest friends would see my girlfriend's boobs kind of aroused me. And, for some reason, I was curious about seeing those handsome men in thongs.

We left Boston and college behind as we drove to the Cape. "Did you remember to pack my toothbrush, Cin?" I asked. She had taken it upon herself to pack for the both of us while I filled the car with gas and hit the liquor store.

"I did, baby. I got everything you'll need for the next two days."

It took more than an hour to get to Tom's parents place. On the Cape, there are really only 2 major roads to get around the island. Mostly, they're crowded. That day was no different. Cindy was growing impatient as traffic slowed our trip.

"There it is, johnnie," Cindy pointed to the driveway. Surrounded by a 6' tall concrete wall, it was indeed a compound. We announced ourselves using the intercom system and were quickly buzzed in.

"Welcome you two," Tom and Evert greeted us as we exited my car. They were already in their thongs. Both white and both young men in their early 20's. They were not shy about showing off the thick, well defined bulges in those tight bathing suits.

I reached in the back seat to get our bags. I was surprised to see there was only one and it was very small.

I turned to question Cindy about the little packing she did and saw that she was being embraced by Evert. They kissed in the way friends do but theirs lingered a tiny bit too long.

"You guys look great as usual," Cindy said eyeing their obvious larger than mine cocks. "johnnie and I are way over dressed. Where's our thongs you promised, Tom?"

We followed them inside. Tom handed Cindy a little bag. "Here you go," he smiled. Let me show you to your room for the next two days.

I had to admit Tom had a nice tight ass as we followed him upstairs. I could even see part of his thong covered cock and balls hanging down between his legs. Opening a door to a bedroom he explained that it was the one his sister uses when she's there.

There was a lot of pinks and frills. "Very feminine, Tom," Cindy said reading my mind.

"The best for you two, dolls. Now hurry and change. Door Dash will have our lunches here soon."

Cindy opened the bag and pulled out a bright pink thong. "What color is mine?" I asked while admiring the vanity Tom's sister uses.

Cindy giggled. "They're both the same, johnnie. Here."

She handed me the thong I was supposed to wear. "I can't wear this," I complained. "It's a girl's."

"It's a thong, johnnie. That's all it is. Oh and yes, it's pink. Big deal. Let's hurry. I'm hungry."

I stood holding the thong watching Cindy undress. I loved seeing her naked body. A nice pair of boobs that my friends would now enjoy seeing bothered me but something about that thought made my dick twitch. I knew she'd seen their impressive packages as did I and wondered how the next two days would play out.

"Damn it, johnnie. Come on. Get undressed and put your thong on. That's the rules for this weekend."

She was right about that being the rules but I was suddenly very shy. My little dick was no comparison to the large cocks Tom and Evert were sporting.

My mind wandered back to the sight of those handsome guys. Buff, manly hair on their broad chests, the tell-tale outlines of those big cocks. My virtually hairless body, big bottom, wide hips, and little dick would be a stark difference to their obvious masculinity.

I thought briefly about just leaving. But it was only a fleeting thought as I knew Cindy would want to stay even if I left. Sighing, I stripped down to nothing and slid the pink thong over my hips and pulled it tight between the deep cleft of my buttocks.

"You better do something about your hair, johnnie. Pulling off your t-shirt messed it up."

I looked into the mirror on the vanity. She was right. I sat and brushed it out.

"Here, use this, honey," Cindy smiled as she handed me a scrunchy. "Put it in a ponytail."

I stared at my shirtless image. Surrounded by lighter areolas, my large dark nipples were stiff from the AC. It couldn't be helped.

"Perfect. Let's join the others," Cin said taking my hand.

I had to admit it to myself. There was something erotic knowing those two handsome manly men would see us nearly naked.

Cat calls and whistles filled the large hall as we made our appearances.

Tom and Evert came over. Evert took Cindy's hand and for some reason, Tom took mine and led us into the dining room. They'd ordered Chinese. "Beef and Broccoli for our sexy johnnie," Tom said pulling out a chair for me.

"Thank you, Tom," I said as he helped me get seated.

He sat next to me. Cindy and Evert sat across from us. "And for the very sexy Cindy, I ordered the house special Lo Mein," Evert announced.

Tom filled us in on how he'd like the weekend to go. "We'll stay here. This place has everything we need. Plus, Evert was kind enough to bring some wacky weed. We can toss the football around on the private beach."

"Oh, I almost forgot. I bought a quart of tequila, Tom," I told him. "I left it in the car. I'll get it after we eat."

"That was sweet of you, johnnie," he said and rubbed my bare thigh. "We'll have wine with lunch though."

Tom had always been the handsy sort so I gave it no importance feeling him rubbing my thigh until his hand got very close to my crotch. "Tom," I giggled nervously. I took his hand away.

But it was too late. My dick humiliated me by growing stiff under the handsome Tom's caresses. That caused me to dribble some of the liquid from my forkful of my lunch which landed on my chin and chest.

"Here, let me," Tom said before I could react. Taking his napkin, he wiped my chin and then moved to my chest.

His fingers under the napkin tugged on one of my nipples causing me to squeak, "Thomas you ogre, please don't," I giggled again.

My nipples are sensitive and I love nipple play. But I never had a man tease them before. And though my protest was vocal, my dick responded as it always did.

I saw Evert using his tongue to collect a dribble from Cin's breasts. I was going to say something but Cindy saw me cloud up and gave me that look that said I better be quiet.

We ate and talked school, plans after graduation, and trivial things. Tom, being handsy as he is, draped an arm over my shoulders. I thought nothing of it until his hand began to caress my back. It felt nice and I just went with it.

When his hand went back to my shoulder and pulled my upper body again his side, it surprised me. "Tom, please," I said as I reached down and my hand inadvertently fell on his cock.

Under the thin layer of nylon, it felt warm. When I realized what my hand was on and was going to pull it away, Tom held my wrist on his growing cock. Nothing was said and my girlfriend didn't seem to notice. "Let me go," I whispered clutching his growing manhood.

I had never touched a man like I was touching Tom. Aside from all the social stigma that comes from being outed, I could feel myself liking the way Tom was treating me. So I sat holding his very nice cock while we talked.

I looked at my girlfriend and it appeared she was engrossed into whatever Evert was whispering in her ear and giggling softly. So Tom and I sat quietly with me holding his hard cock. My fingers traced the ridge under the head and I heard Tom sigh. Even my breathing increased.

I pulled my hand off his prized cock and sat at his side so very confused.

"What's say we toss the football around," Tom said standing up. God his hard cock in that thin thong left nothing to the imagination. It was breath taking.

"Sounds like fun," I answered glad that the uncomfortable lunch was over.

"Yeah, I'd love to Tom but remember, I strained my back," Evert said.

"Oh yeah. I forgot. Come on, johnnie, Cindy, let's hit the beach."

"I won't leave poor Evert all by his lonesome," Cindy said, "Maybe if I massage his back he'll feel better."

"Be careful, Cin. He'll want you to rub something else," Tom said to laughter from everyone but me. I suspected that is exactly what Evert would want.

"Let's fire up a joint before you two play ball, Tom," Evert suggested rising and fetching an already rolled blunt.

So I was now high, laying in the sand at the feet of my handsome and very well hung friend gazing up at his rugged good looks and very inviting bulge in his thong bathing suit.

I took his extended hand and he helped me to my feet. "Let me brush the sand off your back, baby," his voice soft and low. I didn't resist when he pulled my body tight against his. Nor did I complain when his hand caressed my big bottom. This time it was me who sighed.

Feeling my boner against his tight thigh, Tom smiled. "You know I have always liked you, johnnie," he smiled, his hand resting on my bottom.

My hands went around his waist. My face pressed against his broad chest. "I know, Tom. I'm so confused. I like you too but this, this is, oh, I don't know. It feels so good you holding me like this, your hands touching me."

"Do you want me to stop, baby?" He had both hands on my butt.

"No," I whimpered. Maybe it was the wine at lunch or the marijuana afterwards, but being in his arms, our nearly naked bodies against each other felt so sexy, so arousing.

One of his hands went to under my ponytail and guided my face to a nipple. My tongue acted of its own accord when I licked it then placed my lips on it and suckled my friend.

"God but you have soft lips baby," Tom sighed.

My hands seemed to have minds of their own. One went to his tight ass the other had different ideas. I found myself once more stroking and clutching his throbbing erection.

"Mmmm, baby, I love the way you handle my cock," he whispered. Gently pushing on my shoulder, Tom guided me to my knees in the sand, my face at the object of my new found desire.

"Is this what you want?" I asked looking up at my handsome friend just before I placed my mouth on his throbbing organ.

"Yes baby. For a long time. Suck it sweet girl. Suck your man's cock."

Butterflies filled my tummy hearing Tom refer to me as a girl. Still, at the moment, it sounded so nice and so right.

I pulled down on the barrier between me and what I wanted at that special moment. My hand took his cock in it as I marveled at the thick matt of pubic hair surrounding the massive tool.

Tom's hand found my face. Cupping the side if it, he brought my mouth back to his cock. I held his ass and kissed the large purple gland tasting my friend's essence.

"Oh God, Tom," I mewled and took him in my mouth. This was my first time experiencing what would become my new normal.

Using my tongue and lips, I bobbed up and down taking more in and more of his cock. The more I sucked the more aroused I became. I loved having his cock in my mouth. I loved the way he gently held my head and guided my actions.

"Do my balls, johnnie. Suck on my nuts, sexy girl."

I pulled his thong all the way down. He stepped out of it and I plunged my face to his scrotum mouthing and sucking each large ball.

Growling, I went back to his cock. I heard myself snarling as I slobbered over my friend's cock.

Tom began to fuck my face. Holding my head in both hands he used my mouth like a pussy. "Yeah baby. Suck my cock bitch. You ready for my cum, girl?"

"Mmm hmm," I mouthed around his cock.

"Here it comes, sweetheart, Swallow my load, cock sucker."

The volume of the initial pulse was surprising as was the velocity that it left his cock and entered my throat.

Cursing at each jerk of his cock, Tom called me dirty, sexy names while feeding me his ample load.

"Sissy, cock sucker, faggot, slut," none of what he called me bothered me. My friend, my lover was rewarding me, draining his heavy balls in me. It was sublime. And when he told me I sucked his cock better than Cindy ever did, I moaned. The significance of what he'd just said escaped me.

I slid my hand into my thong and took my raging boner to task until Tom stopped me. "Your man comes first baby girl. Then we'll let you have your orgasm."

I loved that he took control of me. I had always been the diminutive type, following instead of leading. Tom had reached into the depths of my soul and found his gay submissive cock sucker.

He allowed me to suckle his waning cock until he was satisfied. Laying beside me, he pulled my pink thong down under my balls. Using two fingers and his thumb, my friend began slowly masturbating me as I humped up and down needing relief and wanting to show my man he could make me cum.

"That's my girl," Tom whispered. "Cum for daddy baby girl. Cum in my hand so I can feed it to you, my sweet sexy cock sucker."

I squealed and humped my ejaculate into his cupped hand. When I had settled down, Tom sat me up. "Here baby girl. Recycle your little orgasm."

Ordinarily it would be gross but I wanted to please my friend. For some unknown reason I felt I needed to please him. Dutifully I lapped my sperm from his offered hand like the good little slut he was telling me I was.

"Let's clean up," Tom said removing my thong. Taking my hand, he led us to the ocean. We frolicked in the cold surf, my dick shrinking away.

It was like some scene from a movie. Naked, Tom pulled me to him in waist deep water. I looked up as his lips met mine. Our tongues traced each other slowly together as I moaned through my first homosexual kiss. "Tom, don't you think they'll be wondering what we're doing? Maybe we should go back to the house."

"My sweet little sissy. Look at the porch."

Evert and Cindy were naked like us and watching with arms around each other.

"They've been watching the whole time darling girl."

Sensing my embarrassment, Tom told me to relax. "While we've been getting to know each other better, so have they."

"You mean they......?"

"Yes, johnnie. They fucked. They've been fucking off and on for a few months now."

"I didn't know. I had no idea she was cheating on me."

Tom took my chin and had me look at him. "Look, baby. Evert and I have both been fucking your woman. Her "study sessions"? She was putting out for us. One night I mentioned to her that Evert and I were bisexual."

"This weekend was her idea. She and us made us a bet that you'd give in to our advances. Evert and I played rock, paper, scissors, best two out of three and I won."

"You won?" I asked.

"Yep. I won. I got to be the first to seduce you, baby girl. If you have no objections, Evert would like to spend some quality time with you too."

Tom took my hand in his and led me over to the voyeur couple. "Looks like you were right, Cindy. johnnie loved every minute," Tom bragged. "And so did I," he continued squeezing my hand gently. "She's a wonderful cock sucker."

"Oh johnnie, I'm so happy you discovered what we all knew. It was beautiful seeing you two together," Cindy grinned.

"I hope you and I can get better acquainted, johnnie," Evert said with a sly grin on his handsome face. "I plan on using your pretty mouth too but not for kissing if you get my drift."

I got his drift alright. He wanted a blow job and only that. No affection, no closeness. Evert wanted just one thing, well, two if you counted Cindy.

"You'll have to ask Tom for his permission, Evert," I teased. Having sucked Tom's cock, and kissing him back like I did, I felt as though I was his now.

The revelation about Cindy, well, that was now water under the dam. I could understand her falling for these two handsome and hung men. I did myself. But I admit to feeling extremely vulnerable standing in front of Evert and Cindy naked with Tom holding my hand.

There was nothing to say. I looked at Tom for his response. "Maybe later if johnnie wants," he said. "Tonight she's mine."

"Sorry fellas, right now she's mine," Cindy said leading me away.

Back in our room, Cindy apologized for having been unfaithful for some many months. "I need a real man, johnnie. I love you but I needed a man with a cock."

"I understand, Cin. I know I'm little and they have very nice cocks. It's fine. But what's next for us?"

"I think you already know we can't be together like before. I mean sex wise. if you still want to be with me you know I need to be fucked by real men. If you still want me, I'll stay with you. If not, I'll understand. Not to seem harsh, johnnie, you seem to like sucking Tom's cock. Maybe you should be with a man of your own."

I stood quiet going over what I'd just heard. "Just so you know, johnnie, Tom has a thing for you. Evert, he's just horny. He's always horny. But Tom has real feelings for you."

That made my heart flutter. "I like him too," I said lamely. "A lot."

"That was obvious to all of us today, baby. I think he plans to fuck you tonight. Are you up for that?"

A light went on in my brain. "That's why he called my bottom a pussy."

"I've heard him say that many times."

"While you were fucking him?" I asked a bit too rudely.

"While he was fucking me," she snapped. "So what? I saw how quickly you went for his cock."

She was right. "Truce?"

"Truce. Let's see how the night progresses. In the meantime. we both need a shower."

We showered together and took turns drying our hair with the blow dryer. When we finished brushing our hair, I asked where our thongs were.

"Tom took care of that, johnnie. They're being washed. Sorting through the little over night bag, she pulled out a light pink, transparent thong and tossed it to me. "Tom will love this on you."

I was surprised when Cindy wanted me to wear a thong panty. "I can't wear panties, Cindy. What will the guys think?"

"Trust me," she said. Coming to me, Cindy stroked my dick until it was hard. "Tom has been calling you girl all day. He'll love it if you dressed sexy for him."

"Um, well, I don't know," I said my resolve crumbling. "I mean I'd be wearing panties for Tom," I surrendered to my feelings for my first man.

Now caressing my bottom, Cindy reminded me that he was our host. "You know how he feels about you. You should want to please your man."

After the soft thong bathing suit. The silk thong panty felt more exquisite. I hadn't noticed before I put them on the the front was heart shaped. I loved the tiny delicate white lace trim outlining the front.

"Oh yeah, johnnie. Nothing says I want you like a boner in pretty panties."

I giggled, pulled my hair into the ponytail, held it in place with a pink scrunchy Cindy packed.

She was wearing the red thong I bought her for Valentine's day earlier this year. "I love those on you, Cin. You're so damned sexy."

She kissed my cheek. "Let's go to our men, baby girl."

"Our men," I thought as she took my hand and led me downstairs.

"Hey guys, I thought you said thongs all weekend," Cindy said noticing they were both naked.

"Thongs are the only clothes," Tom grinned. "Damn johnnie, come here here girl."

He pulled me onto his lap. I loved feeling his cock pressing between my buttocks. He pulled me back until my face rested on his neck. "Am I your girl?" I whispered in his ear.

"If you want to be, johnnie," he whispered back. "I'd like that very much."

Evert broke out another joint. After lighting it and sharing it with Cindy, he sent her over to us. Here you go you two love birds."

We both hit the joint and Tom told me to take it back. When I went to hand it to Evert, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me close. Caressing my bottom, he asked if there was anything else he had that I wanted between my lips.

"Evert," I giggled. "You know I'm with Tom." He sent me back to my man with a swat on my bum.

"May I?" I asked Tom if I could resume my position on his lap.

"Climb aboard, baby girl," he smiled.

I held his cock and placed it so I could have it between my butt cheeks again.

Tom tugged on both my nipples causing me to moan. "God I love that, Tom. You're going to make your girl horny if you're not careful."

"Look over there. Looks like some one is already horny."

I saw Cindy kneeling in front of Evert sucking his cock. "He's got a nice cock, doesn't he johnnie?"

"Mmm hmm. Very nice," my voice muffled with my mouth kissing his neck.

"Would you like to go over there and suck it for him?"

"Cindy's already doing that," I protested weakly.

"She'll be happy to let you change places with her."

"I thought I was your girl, Tom."

"This weekend baby, you're everyone's girl. Now go to Evert and show him what a great cock sucker you are."

"Please Tom. Don't make me do that. I want to be your girl."

"We both want you to be our girl. Just like Evert and I share Cindy, we want to share you too baby doll. You can have us both or neither."

"Tom," I whispered. "Please."

"I mean it baby. I want you to spend the night in my bed but first I need to see if you can obey your man. Go to him. Ask him if you can suck his cock. I want to hear you ask."

Tom nudged me off his lap and gently pushed me toward Evert who was enjoying Cindy sucking his beautiful cock. "Just this one time, johnnie," Tom promised.

"Um, Evert, uh, can I um, can I suck your cock please?"

I saw him look around me and wink at Tom. "By all means, baby girl. Please feel free to suck my cock. Cindy, why not go sit with Tom while johnnie shows me what a good cock sucker he is?" It was a rhetorical question that required no answer.

Cindy kissed me on my lips and I could taste Evert on them. The act of her kissing me after having his cock in her mouth removed my reluctance. The taste of a second cock intensified my arousal.

I knelt and grabbed his cock. Raising the hot wet phallus I planted my face on his balls.

Immediately Evert placed his hands on my head. "Oh yeah, baby. That's a good girl. Do my balls like that."

I did what he asked. Truth be told, he didn't have to say a word. I found I really liked having my face between the legs of my friends. I jacked his big cock and lavished his scrotum with kisses, gentle sucks, and licks until he pulled me to his cock.

"Suck it, bitch," he growled.

I gobbled my second cock like I was starving. Turning my face sideways, I made eye contact with my friend Evert who watched me using my lips and tongue on his awesome cock.

"Damn Tom. You weren't lying. This faggot sucks cock better than his girlfriend.

His praise was like pouring gas on a fire. My nostrils flared and it was me who growled and snarled over and over as I worked my hand and mouth on his wonderful cock.

Like Tom, Evert stood up holding my head in both hands. Unlike Tom, Evert wasn't gentle about fucking my face. All I could do was hold on to his hard ass and try not to gag as he pushed into my throat.

My dick was pushing out my new panties as I knelt submissively while a real man fucked my mouth. Like Tom used me earlier, Evert fucked my mouth like it was a pussy. I wanted to tug on my boner but remembered what Tom told me.

I have to admit, I loved it even if he wasn't Tom. "Having these two friends sharing me might not be bad at all," I thought.

"I'm gonna bust a nut, johnnie. Swallow it all baby girl."

I held his ass as he shoved his cock all the way in. Feeling it pulse in my throat was almost enough to make me cum with him. Finally he pulled out just enough that I could suck him while he finished cumming.

Evert finally pulled away and sat panting. Panting myself, I grabbed his cock and tenderly suckled the last of his tangy sperm. "Thank you, Evert," I smiled and kissed the head of his cock reverently.

"You suck a mean cock, johnnie. You're very special. We'll be doing a lot of that, baby."

"Is that a promise, kind sir?" I asked.

"Count on it."

Hey, johnnie," I heard Tom call.

I turned to him. "Yes sir?

"Every one has cum in your pretty face today but Cindy. I think you should come and give her some head too, baby doll."

I didn't get up. Instead I crawled over to where my girlfriend was sitting on my man's lap. The head of his cock was visible under her pussy which was wet and needed a cock more than my mouth. But my man had given me an order and I wanted to please both he and Cindy.

I knew how she liked me to eat her pussy and alternated between her clit, her inner labia, and the head of Tom's cock.

Even as I realized this day had taken a strange turn, for me anyway, it was the best of both worlds.

"johnnie can lick my pussy better than you two big dick fuckers," she moaned.

My knees were sore so I concentrated on her clit. Cindy began to raise her hips and pulled my face into hard. "Taste Evert's cum from when he fucked me today, my sissy girl friend."

I whimpered and sucked, tasting what was now familiar to me. I was over come with lust as I sucked, slurped and brought Cindy to multiple orgasms until she pushed me away. Standing up, she pleaded with Tom to fuck her.

"Not tonight girl. That pussy is Evert's. My cock is johnnie's. I'm going to fuck her later. Now go on back to Evert."

I was so grateful I placed my face in his lap. Kissing the cock that changed me forever, I whispered thank you to my man.

"It's okay baby. I want that pussy you keep showing off."

I looked up at his handsome face and saw sincerity in his eyes. "And you shall have it, sir," I smiled and kissed his cock once more before getting up off my aching knees.

Evert made a call and lobster rolls arrived shortly thereafter. I made Margaritas for all and we ate and drank together like old friends. Yep, just like old friends with a new dynamic.

I made another pitcher of Margaritas and we adjourned to the porch to drink and smoke another joint.

Tom and I sat on the swing side by side. Cindy and Evert sat together also side by side in Adirondack chairs. Tom noticed that I saw they were holding hands. "Don't worry about them, johnnie," Tom whispered and pulled me close. "You have me."

Suddenly everything came crashing down on me. I realized that I had actually sucked two cocks and swallowed the rewards for my efforts. That I enjoyed it was no comfort. I was now a homosexual and it scared me.

I started to cry which ruined the vibe for everyone else. Asked what I was crying about, I wailed aloud about the direction my life had taken. "I'm a fag, a sissy, both you guys called me that and it's true. I don't want to be those things."

Tom, Evert, and Cindy said nothing and let me cry myself out. Finally, Tom took my hand. "Come with me, johnnie," he said tugging gently on my hand until I stood up a let him lead me back inside.

He sat me in the chair where just a couple hours before I was in his lap.

Kneeling down, Tom took both of my hands in his. "johnnie, baby girl, I understand this is all so sudden and so very different than your life before. But baby, there's nothing to be frightened nor ashamed of. You are perfect just as God made you."

"Really?"

"Really, he smiled. "You can't help liking what happened today anymore than I could deny liking it myself. If you don't like what you are, what does that say about me?"

"You're gay too?"

Tom chuckled. "No baby girl. I'm bi. But as much as I love fucking a nice warm pussy, I like you more. you're sweet, johnnie. You've always been super sweet. You're kind, you're gentle, and if I may say so, you are sexy as all get out. I've waited so long to have you, baby. I have dreamed of us together. I have jacked off thinking about your fat pussy and how nice it will be to feel my balls dragging over that fine pussy while we made love."

"Really, Tom? You jacked off thinking of me?" My heart melted, my spirits soared. "Thomas, you don't have to jack off thinking about me anymore, my loving man. You can have me tonight and whenever you want me."

"And Cindy? What about her, johnnie?"

"You can have her too, I guess," I answered sadly misunderstanding his meaning.

"No baby. I meant how are you going to tell Cindy that you're with me now. Exclusively, johnnie. Mine and mine alone. No sharing you with Evert and no sharing me with Cindy. Do you want to tell her or would you like it if we both told her together?"

It was decided that we'd tell both Cindy and Evert what our plans were together. "But what are our plans, Tom?"

"Well sweet girl, I've thought a lot about that, when I wasn't jerking off," he smiled. "You're majoring in accounting, working on your Masters, right?"

I nodded and sniffed.

My father, as you already know owns the majority shares of his law firm. I'm going to law school, sort of following in his foot steps. His firm uses accountants for in-house reconciliations and tax purposes for clients. Mom and dad are moving out of their Beacon Hill townhouse to an estate in the country, not far from Boston. Dad asked if I wanted their soon to be vacant townhouse to which I gave him an emphatic yes. We'll live there together."

My head was spinning as Tom laid out his plans for our future. Our future together. It sounded all too wonderful.

"Do you mean it, Tom? Are you just saying those things to cheer me up?"

"I mean every word, johnnie. Dad is signing the townhouse over to me. I'll have your name put on the deed. Will that prove how sincere I am?"

"I don't know what to say. It all sounds so grand, like a happy ending to a movie."

"I hope it's a happy beginning, johnnie. Our beginning together. All I ask is this. You came down in your pretty panty this evening. I want you wearing sexy clothes for me all the time when we're home. I want you to wear your hair down. I would love it if you could try a little makeup. Not much. Maybe just some lipstick to highlight your beautiful smile."

To emphasize what he was saying, Tom parted my knees and kissed my dick through my panty. "What I'm telling you baby girl," he said looking me in the eye. "Is I love you. I have for a while now. No one knew but me. And now I want you to love me back."

"Let me up please, Tom."

I stood in front of my man on tip toes and kissed his cheek. Taking his hand, it was me who led him to the stairs. "What are you doing, johnnie?" He asked.

"I'm taking you to my bedroom where I hope the man I love will make love to his girl."

Tom was gentle and so sweet knowing his cock would hurt me at first. He showed how wonderfully patient he could be as he slowly allowed me to get accustomed to his cock.

My orgasm was near constant as Tom made me a woman, his woman. Although my balls had been drained earlier and I was shooting nearly blanks, it was the best and longest orgasm I'd ever experienced.

I embraced him while he knelt between my raised legs. He saw how I looked at him and kissed me. "This won't be our last time, baby. Your pussy was made for my cock."

I could feel him jerking and pulsing as he bred me for the first time. When he finished and rolled over to lay with me, he told me he loved me again. He told that several times. Nothing can make a woman feel more secure about her man than to hear those words after he makes love to you.

I like to say he completed me that night. But there was more for me to learn. First, he forbade me my signature ponytail for the rest of the weekend. He told Cindy to fix my hair, eyes and lips for him. "Nothing slutty, Cindy. Make my girl prettier than she already is if that's possible."

Alone in our feminine room, Cindy told me she was happy for me. "Evert says he wants to marry me but I'm not ready, johnnie. He's a dog. He just doesn't know he's a dog and I would hate to walk in on him and some slut he brought home to fuck."

"Is Tom like that?" I asked while she applied the mascara on my eyes.

"Not at all," she assured me. "Evert, while a hunk, has a while before he matures. A few years, maybe more. Tom already has matured, and beyond his young years. Men like Tom seek a faithful lover and a harmonious home life. You won't catch him fucking around on you, baby girl."

I was feeling like a new person when Cindy finished. My long hair was parted in the middle and brushed down the sides of my face. My eyes had just the right amount of blue and my lips an inviting red.

"What do you think, baby?" She smiled into the mirror.

"I, uh, I look like a girl," I blushed.

"No baby. You look like a pretty young lady. This is how Tom, your man, wants you to look for him when you two are together. I wish I'd brought a Teddy or negligee for you to wear for him."

The transparent white thong she pulled out of the small over night bag left nothing hidden. "Like I said baby girl, nothing says I want you like a cute little boner in panties."

When our men back in their thongs saw me, Tom smiled while Evert, the dog he is, gave me a wolf whistle. Cindy winked at me exchanging a shared knowledge of what Evert is all about.

"I fixed some Tequila sunrises, Tom said bring me a glass. Taking my hand, he told the others he wanted some alone time with his lady.

He led me to the swing and told me how beautiful I looked. "Tom," I whispered. "You are the most kindest man I know."

"Mother and father are pretty liberal, johnnie. I'm sure they'll accept you as a family member."

"Darling Tom. Aren't you moving a bit too quickly?"

"I don't want anyone else grabbing you up and taking you from me. I've had a serious interest in you for most of our under grad years, baby."

My whole world changed that fateful weekend. My friends knew me better than I did myself. They understood that once I wore panties or a thong for a man, I would forever be in panties.

As Tom and I snuggled on that porch swing, I felt more loved than ever before. I kissed my way down his chest, over his stomach, to his nylon covered cock. I heard my love sigh as my lips made contact yet again.

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