The Incel from Philosophy 101 Ch. 06

-12/1- Friday Night

Kasi knocked on Sean's door and he hollered that it was open.

"Took you long enough." Sean said without looking up from his computer screen. He was watching anime while eating microwaved ramen.

Kasi felt annoyed at that. She had gotten back hours earlier than expected. Defiantly she told him that he could have texted me earlier instead of at the last minute.

Abruptly Sean turned around red in the face and said "Don't pull that shit with me. You answer to me. Not the other way around. Next time you ask me before you make plans." He gave her one last look before turning back to his computer and saying "Besides I had better things to do."

Sean no longer seemed to care that Kasi was there as he went back to focusing on anime. So Kasi glanced around the room. It hadn't been long since she was last here, but it felt like ages. The room looked the same except the trash was in different spots. Currently it was mostly piled around Seans desk and chair.

There was still a stark contrast between his side of the room and his roommates. Like usual his roommate wasn't here. Kasi briefly wondered if he was ever here. With a roommate like Sean she imagined he probably avoided the room as much as possible. Especially since it seemed like Sean spent all day sitting at his computer and gorging on food.

Trying to get Sean back to the point Kasi told him she couldn't stay long. "My roommate thinks I'm sick. If she gets home before me she'll know something's up."

"Uh huh." Replied Sean indifferently as he continued to watch and eat his ramen. She was going to have to wait for his show to end. So Kasi sat on Sean's roommate's bed and waited. In between slurps of his ramen he would shove chips or hard boiled eggs in his mouth and take large gulps of Mountain Dew.

To avoid looking at that disgusting sight Kasi tried to watch the anime. It was in Japanese though and Kasi couldn't read the subtitles from where she was sitting. There didn't seem to be much of a plot to it. It seemed like it was just a bunch of anime girls with abnormally large breasts wearing bikinis and playing at the beach.

Kasi felt hopeful when she saw the credits, but Sean just clicked "play next episode" again and again.

When Sean finally closed the browser Kasi said "Finally." In an exasperated tone.

"You're like a fucking bitch in heat. You can't even wait ten minutes to get fucked." Said Sean as he turned to face her.

Kasi's face flushed. She hated how easily he was able to turn every little thing she said against her.

"You know it's true. Look how eager you were to finger fuck yourself just at the thought of it." Said Sean as he held out his phone to her.

He had recorded the video call from less than an hour ago and edited it into a short loop so it showed Kasi in the ice cream shop restroom with her legs splayed out enthusiastically, fingering herself right when the other customer knocked on the door. Sean let the loop go several times so Kasi would continually hear herself loudly reply that she was coming and see her body squirm.

"It's fucking hilarious." Sean said as he turned his phone back to himself and smiled. "I almost wish I could post it, but it's all mine. I'll share it with you though."

Kasi's phone beeped, but she didn't look at it. She only looked annoyed and Sean noticed.

"Hey, I got you a gift so don't be a bitch about it." Sean said as he got up to rummage around in his backpack. Once he found the item he told Kasi to hold out her hands and close her eyes. Reluctantly she did as she was told and Sean plopped it in her hands.

It was unmistakable. Sean had placed a rubbery dildo in her hands.

"Ew." Was all Kasi had to say.

"What did I say about being a bitch? I even spent all day yesterday making it for you."

Kasi looked at him confused.

"It's custom." Sean explained. "You should be able to recognize it. Unless you've been whoring yourself around to other men."

Kasi looked down at the dildo in her hands. It was average sized with a suction cup base in a pale pinkish skin color that didn't quite look realistic. Yet it was familiar.

"You made a copy of your penis?" Questioned Kasi.

"I found a place that sells kits. Only took 12 hours for the silicon to cure." Sean said looking very proud of himself. "So what do you say?"

Sean got annoyed when Kasi didn't say anything. "Here I thought I would be nice and get you something so you could practice your shit blowjob skills. You could even use it when you miss my cock since it won't stretch you out too much and ruin your cunt, but of course you're just an ungrateful bitch." He said while standing in front of her talking down to her like she was a child.

Sean paused for a moment "I don't know why I even bother with you. Fuck this." He pulled out his phone as if he was about to expose her.

The mere threat was enough to get Kasi to immediately apologize. "No, wait. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Kasi continued. "Thank you. Thank you so much. I love it."

Kasi realized that she was using the same words that her mother would say to her father whenever he got her a present. In a minute she would probably be showing Sean gratitude in the other ways a wife might show her husband.

Sean was thinking along the same lines albeit seemingly more innocent as he asked her to prove it with a kiss. Kasi stood up and leaned towards his face.

Sean pushed her away so she fell back on the bed. "Fuck no! After where that mouth has been? No, kiss it." He said as he gestured to the rubber dildo that she had dropped on the floor.

Kasi was incredibly insulted that he thought her mouth was the disgusting one. Her teeth were straight and pearly white and she had brushed her teeth at least a dozen times since his penis had been down her throat. Meanwhile Sean looked like he hadn't brushed in weeks and there were still chunks of food stuck in his teeth. Kasi could practically smell his breath from where she was sitting. It was enough to make Kasi ignore the insult and feel grateful that she had to kiss the dildo instead of Sean as she leaned down to pick it up.

Sean stopped her. "I didn't say you could pick it up."

It was demeaning, but Kasi told herself again it was better than kissing him as she went down on her hands and knees at Sean's feet and kissed the dildo copy of his penis. She looked up at him to see if she was done, but Sean told her to lick it until he told her to stop.

It was an odd sensation to lick the dildo. It was shaped just like Sean's penis, but it only smelled like chemicals. There was none of the sweaty musky smell that emanated from his groin. It also wasn't as silky smooth and it wasn't warm. Still Kasi started to get lost in the moment as she meditatively licked the dildo.

She was brought out of it when Sean said. "That's a good girl." Sean said like he was speaking to a dog. "You can stop now."

Kasi stopped and looked back up at him as he told her to take off her clothes and get back on the bed. In the next minute Kasi was laying naked on her back on Sean's roommate's bed. She was staring up at the ceiling with her legs spread wide. Sean was in front of her between her legs holding the dildo. Kasi hadn't realized until now how wet she had gotten just from the demeaning act of licking the dildo on the floor. The dildo slid into her with no resistance at all,

However, Sean slid it in so forcefully that it hit her cervix and made her jump. His actual penis could never reach so deep, but this fake one had extra length for grip. Sean must have found her jolts of pain funny because he chuckled to himself and gave a few more forceful thrusts with the dildo that put Kasi on the verge of crying.

Once he had his fun he became quiet and started to slide the dildo in and out very slowly. Back and forth. Back and forth. It was more pleasurable than the harsh jabs, but there was something unsatisfying about it compared to being penetrated by Sean's actual penis.

Kasi wanted more. She wanted to feel the weight of Sean on top of her. Feel the heat and throbbing of his cock. In comparison the dildo was boring. She couldn't imagine this being at all enjoyable to Sean, but when Kasi lifted her head to look down at him she saw he had this completely mesmerized look on his face.

He was fascinated by the sight of the dildo going in and out. Perhaps because it was such a clear view of his cock fucking her. Sean's fat and flabby stomach had always obscured his view. With the dildo he could see and imagine what it was like beneath his fat all the times he had fucked her.

It reminded Kasi of her conflicted feelings of disappointment the first time they had had sex. She had been able to see his penis go in at first because Sean had lifted his stomach out of the way, but once he had gotten into the motions her view had also been obstructed. She didn't want to see it, but at the same time wanted to see it.

The second time she didn't see anything. She only felt around to aim his cock upright as she lowered herself onto it. She remembered that she had been able to have a better view when they had fucked at the library. However, right at this moment she could see everything more clearly and closer than before. Especially once she propped herself up on her elbows and looked down.

She began to understand Sean's fascination. There was something incredible about how the length of it completely disappeared inside her and past the widened opening. Then when Sean stopped and held it in place within her they saw her lips clench around the dildo as Kasi tightened her muscles.

At this point Sean pulled out his phone and started recording as he slowly pulled the dildo out of her. Kasi did not protest. He had worse videos at this point and her face wasn't even in frame in this one. He vagina immediately retracted when the dildo finally came out with a wet, plopping sound.

Sean put down his phone and looked at the slimy dildo before holding it in front of Kasi's face. "It's all dirty now. Why don't you lick it clean?" He said before becoming distracted by the mirror above his roommates bed. "Wait, I got a better idea."

Sean took the dildo and stuck the suction cup end on the mirror above Kasi's head. "Perfect." He said gleefully. "Now you can practice and see yourself while you do. Come one. Get on your hands and knees and suck."

Kasi got up and turned around on her knees and put her mouth around the dildo in front of her. Now she was face to face with herself with her luscious red lips stretched wide around the dildo. This time instead of chemicals, the dildo only tasted like her own fluids. She looked up and could see Sean give her grin before smacking her bare ass hard enough to make her jump forward and gag on the dildo.

"Don't you dare let that dildo out of your mouth." Sean warned. So Kasi stayed still with it in her mouth, but not fully in her throat while Sean fumbled with his shorts behind her. He had to lift his stomach up on his back and reach under to line himself up, but his cock penetrated her easily. Kasi's body wanted this more than anything and she was extremely well lubricated. She moaned as she felt his warmth and weight in her and on her.

Instead of moving his hips to repeatedly thrust into Kasi Sean grabbed her hips and started rocking her back and forth. When he pulled her back onto his cock her mouth pulled off the dildo. When he moved her forward off of him the dildo was forced down her throat.

Sean kept pushing and pulling at a steady pace. Kasi was more experienced with being throat fucked after last time that it was less frightening and she could control her breathing better and enjoy the feeling of Sean's cock. She felt lost in the sensation and rhythms until she looked in the mirror.

When she was pushed forward she could hardly see anything but her own face, but when Sean pulled her back she could look up and see his face with eyes squinting and his tongue hanging out panting with pleasure as his belly jiggled on top of her back.

But then Sean slowed and opened his eyes and they made eye contact. He pushed her forward again and held her there.

"Look at what a dirty slut you are?" Sean taunted. "You just love being spitroasted. You need to be completely full, huh?"

Kasi knew Sean wanted her to answer him, so she tried to. He laughed at her attempt.

"Bet a slut like you won't feel full enough until you got my baby inside you." He started pulling her back. "Luckily I got a big load I've been saving all day for you."

The words always aroused her and she felt herself pushing back on to his cock more than him pulling her back. In the back of her mind she remembered that the birth control pills she had started taking wouldn't be effective yet, but her lust took over and told her this was a problem for another day. She could just get another morning after pill later.

Sean said "Well, I guess you're ready to take it." in response to Kasi pushing back against him. Instead of grabbing her hips Sean reached forward and grabbed her shoulders and with his weight pushed her forward until the dildo was down her throat. Then he started to jack hammer into her far harder and faster than she thought a person in his shape was capable of.

Kasi's face was smooshed up against the glass and she couldn't breathe. She thought she would suffocate, but she didn't care. It felt amazing and that's all that mattered. She felt ready to climax, but in her head just said. "Hold it. Hold it, Hold it."

"There you go, kiss it. Kiss the mirror." Sean grunted as grabbed the back of her head and pushed her lips to the mirror. He gave her a few more deep thrusts before letting out a guttural moan that let Kasi know it was okay for her to finally give in. Her vagina clenched on his cock and his cock throbbed inside of her as it released a jet of cum that shot to her deepest depths.

Sean pushed forward all the way and Kasi was fully impaled and stuck like a pig on a spit. She felt her muscles contracting as she enjoyed the waves of pleasure that were enhanced by the lack of oxygen.

Sean seemed like he was about to collapse on top of her, but he pulled back and dropped on his ass onto the floor. With the pressure gone Kasi was released and was suddenly gasping for air before letting her body fall sideways down onto the bed. They both laid there catching their breath until Kasi heard Sean get up behind her.

She was lying on her right side until Sean pulled up her left leg until she was flat on her back. Kasi didn't understand how he had the energy and was half afraid he wanted to fuck again. But then he pulled out his phone and aimed it at her crotch again. Was he taking a picture or a video? Did it matter?

"Damn, you took a huge load." as he turned the phone so she could see. It was a video. A video of Sean's cum leaking out of her and down her ass crack before dripping onto the comforter below her.

Kasi jumped up when she saw that and looked down. The comforter had drips of cum on it, but worse than that it was practically soaked with her own lubricant from earlier when Sean was playing with the dildo.

"Hey, don't move so much." Sean told her. "You should try and hold the rest in. You shouldn't want to waste any chance to get knocked up.

Kasi ignored that. She was more worried because the comforter wasn't Sean's. It was his roommates. There was no way he wouldn't notice it and talk to Sean about it. She knew Sean wouldn't say it was from her, but still she couldn't stand the idea of his roommate talking about and ridiculing the poor girl that actually fucked Sean.

"We need to clean this. When will your roommate get back?" Kasi asked.

"Hell if I know." replied Sean while he rummaged in his mini fridge for more food. "But you made the mess. You clean it up."

Of course he would put all the blame on her. There was no use arguing with him either. So Kasi dressed as quickly as possible and yanked the sheets and comforter off the bed. Thankfully the mattress looked untouched and thankfully the dorm was rather empty so no one saw her leaving Sean's room. Most of the other students must be out partying or at the tree lighting.

Kasi loaded up the comforter and the sheets in separate washers in the communal laundry machine down the hall. When she sat down to wait for them to finish she got a chance to look at her phone. She had gotten a message from an unknown number.

It was Connor. He apparently had gotten her number from Alexis and sent her a video of the tree lighting she had missed. Kasi barely knew him, but it was such a nice Connor thing to do. She sat there alone staring at the twinkling lights for a minute before she realized that this video was sent two hours ago.

Kasi panicked. Alexis had mentioned plans for after the tree lighting, but they were vague and for all Kasi knew she could be back in their room by now wondering where Kasi was. All Kasi could do was wait and watch the minutes on the clock go by while thinking about all the time she had wasted watching perverted anime with Sean.

The washers were at least fairly quick and Kasi was able to take out the sheets and comforter within thirty-five minutes, but the dryers would take a while. Especially with the comforter being so thick. Kasi made a last ditch decision and shoved the comforter and sheets into dryers and ran back to Sean's room.

It was still unlocked and Sean was still sitting at his computer. This time playing some shooter game.

"Sean, your roommates sheets and comforter are in the dryer. Just tell him you washed them because you accidentally spilled something on them." It seemed like an easy enough lie.

Sean didn't agree. "Why should I?

"Jesus! Sean just do this one thing." Kasi said completely fed up.

Sean turned around and sternly told Kasi. "No. You do NOT get to tell me what to do. That's not how this works, but since you're becoming hysterical I'll do it."

Kasi instantly felt relieved and was about to take off.

"However, if you're going to clean that asshole's shit then that means from now on you have to clean my shit too." Sean said as he pointed to his messy side of the room.

Kasi stared at it disgusted. He expected to be able to fuck her whenever he wanted and now she would have to be his maid too. She didn't know what was worse. Most people probably would have said that fucking Sean would be worse, but Kasi thought that at least there was some pleasure in getting fucked by Sean. "Oh, god." she thought. Kasi couldn't stand how her brain was thinking now.

"I thought you had to go somewhere." Sean said, interrupting Kasi's thoughts of self hatred.

Kasi's eyes widened as she looked at the time on her phone and started to make for the door. Immediately she was stopped by Sean who told her to wait. "What now?" she thought.

"Don't forget your present." Sean said as he pointed to the dildo that was still stuck to the mirror above his roommate's bed. "You still really need the practice. I'll send you some tutorials later."

Barely even listening anymore Kasi quickly grabbed the dildo and ran out of the room, down the hall and out of the building. It wasn't until she was halfway across the southquad that she realized the dildo was still out in full view in her hand. She quickly tucked the dirty dildo inside her jacket before looking around alarmed. There was no one nearby that had noticed. With a quick sigh of relief she headed for her building.