Joker

Over the years, I've had many different types of sexual experiences... 3 way both ways... 2 women 1 man and myself with 2 men. I've received terrible oral sex, and extremely great. I've asked a man "are you in yet?"... I think the male race absolutely despises that question! I've screamed my lover's name and squirted multitudes of times. I've had a few experiences.

But what really gets me are the thoughts inside my head when I find a man attractive. I will look a man up and down. I have no shame. I'll look a female up-and-down for that matter. If she's good lookin' and I'll point her to my man so he can look her up and down too. No matter how attractive a female is, she just lacks what I crave.

There's a joker at work. I'll refer to him as joker simply because he's got a smile tattooed on his hand like Jared Leto's version of Joker. Damn, he can make a refrigerated cooler warm up quick. He's cocky and brash, and I love to check that male ego of his. The best part is, he doesn't take it to heart. Just as soon as I knock him down a peg... He makes some kind of comment about how nice my ass looks in my jeans. SMDH.

If I can make a man cum 4 times in less than 12 hours who is 5 years older than me, who ALSO IS NOT on any kind of ED meds mind you... Wonder how much I'd wear out someone a decade younger than me. (BTW Mods: 1984 is my birth year, thought I better give some context).

Joker... his hands are damned near double the size of mine. I've never been the type to want to be choked, but I don't think I'd mind his hand being wrapped around my neck with a little squeeze applied. I know I definitely wouldn't mind a little slap on the rump, or a bigger one... two... three... with that huge hand his. I do wonder what would be hurt first. His hand or my ass? I do wonder what else his clothes are hiding... hm. Wondering is all I can really do due to my own moral code and the "don't shit where you eat" rule that I've seen broken and make life living hell way too many times.

There is the curiosity of what his muscles would feel like under my fingertips and what his pleasure moans would sound like. I wonder what he tastes like. I wonder if he's the type to wrap his fingers in a girl's hair while she's sucking him off or if he just holds the back of her head. I wonder if he's as talented as I am, but in reverse. I wonder if he nips and nibbles as he plays. These are not thoughts. I should be having, but I am human, not dead.

Joker's brown hair, it's a medium length and it looks incredibly soft... I'd love to run my fingers through it and give it a little tug. He's cleaned up his facial hair twice that I've noticed, and I wonder how that would feel against my skin. I wonder if his Hazel eyes would roll into the back of his head if I were grinding against him.

I wonder how he'd look in a pair of button fly jeans, I've always had an obsession with those... maybe it's the slow unbuttoning, and the seduction, where you look up at your man with complete total lustful eyes, the FLAMES of desire burning in them, licking your lips in slow torture and anticipation before taking his ramrod cock into your mouth. Maybe I just have an obsession with buttons because I like button up shirts too. Inch by inch, exposing that flesh placing little kisses all the way down, maybe a couple licks here and there so that way my warm velvet tongue gets to run across his skin tasting it, tasting him. I think that's what it is... the buttons are like unwrapping, a present gifted to me. A very interactive gift, complete with vibration and sound if you are doing it right, because when you set the nerves on fire, they can't help themselves but twitch. If you've done a really, really good job, they won't be able to stand either. LMAO

I do wonder if this Midwestern, all American, girl next door, tomboy would or could really break this cocky brash male. Wonder if he would beg me to stop because I just don't listen very well.

I wonder if you would be a game.... there is a touch of exhibitionism to me... that thrill of almost getting caught or getting caught in some cases... wonder where his wildest place was if he is into a little bit of exhibitionism.. wonder if he's ever been chased through the mall by a security guard after getting caught... I wonder if he's ever been caught by police officer and invited them to join, I got out of a few tickets that way, twenty years ago. I wonder if he's ever gotten down and dirty in the middle of a public lake, surrounded by people that WASN'T a nudist beach or the like. Hmm...

Curiosity is killing this cat... But curiosity is all this cat will get.