Matty's First

Fiddling with her hair, Matty couldn't help but feel nervous and excited at the same time. Her and Alice were at a local coffee shop they typically hung out at. They liked to tuck themselves into a certain table in the back corner of the shop, isolated from the world. It made the bustle of the people who just grabbed coffee and left seem quieter. Such was the case today, though even if it was louder Matty wouldn't have picked up on it over her own thoughts.

She brushed the strand of long wavy brown hair back behind her ear, looking at Alice while she checked her phone. Her blond haired girlfriend was a bit taller than her, curves more pronounced on her slimmer frame than Matty's. Her t-shirt and cargo pants contrasted against Matty's black tank-top and long skirt. They also wore their hair differently. Alice's was cut to a short bob; Matty's was halfway down her back. A tomboy and a slightly awkward trans girl: they got looks sometimes, but frankly Alice didn't care so Matty tried not to either.

Alice turned off her phone and looked up. The confident, and somewhat knowing, smile that crossed her face made Matty blush and shift in her seat. Alice leaned forward and inquired quietly. "You excited for this evening?" Her question just made Matty more flustered. She couldn't meet her eyes, instead gently nudging Alice's leg with her foot. Her voice was a whisper as she responded. "There are p-eople around, Alice..."

Laughing, Alice nudged her foot back with her own. She kept her voice low and retorted "No one is sitting back here and they won't hear us over the shop music and bustle. Answer the question, sweetie~." Her gaze caught Matty's as she looked up briefly, holding it firmly. Matty couldn't have looked away from her girlfriend even if she wanted to. Slowly, blushed and smiling, she nodded and mumbled "Yeah...", to the clear delight of Alice.

Of the two, Alice tended to take the lead across the board. She decided where they went on more serious dates. She paid sometimes over Matty's meager protests. She tended to initiate first in moments of affection or intimacy. All of that acted as a subtle hint of her preferred role in things well before they had talked about trying a scene together. The idea of dominance and submission wasn't new to Matty per se, but she hadn't actually tried it before with a partner. With Alice... even their smaller interactions had an air sometimes to them. It made her nervous... but Matty loved it at the same time.

Two days ago, Matty had gotten the text. They always talked after work, Alice's shift ending just a bit before hers. Normally it was just pleasantries and idle talking. Sometimes it was arranging impromptu hangouts or dinner. That evening, it was Alice making a move.

A: Matty, dear?

M:?

A: We're both free this weekend, aren't we?

M: Yea, we are. ^^ Wanna hang out?

A: Mmm, more than that. I think... you come home with me after we get our Friday coffee, yeah? And we do a bit more than just cuddling and a movie ;).

It took Matty several seconds of quiet blushed processing in the car to mentally reassure herself that is what Alice meant. She was a virgin; Alice had a couple past partners and was much more open than she was about it. Her hands shook a bit as she typed back uncertainly.

M: I-... do you mean...?

A: C'mon, you can finish the sentence yourself honey~.

M: ... If... you're asking to do things... yea~, I'm down.

A: There you go~. You're so adorable Matty.

M: Stooooop ~.~

A: I'll call and discuss more after dinner. Talk to you then, love~

M: ... <3

That exchange alone reflected the dynamic they had well. It had made Matty's heart flutter and riled her up a bit. By the time she got home she found herself anxious and impatient for the call that evening. When it did finally come, Alice kept it casual at first before gently feeling out what Matty was and wasn't comfortable trying. The usual flirting and forwardness was gone: she was patient, calm, reassuring at points, and just generally supportive. She made Matty feel comfortable sharing things she wanted to try and her reservations.

And thus, it was today. Matty knew it'd involve light bondage and Alice taking the lead she had in their relationship further in bed. It wouldn't involve any penetration on Matty's part: her girlfriend understood and was sympathetic to that feeding into dysphoria for Matty. There was an idea for her to be blindfolded at points, possibly some sensory play alongside it... it made her femcock twitch against her panties just thinking about it all. She instinctively adjusted in her seat to ensure that arousal was well hidden. It probably didn't help her current state that she hadn't sought any personal relief since that text... but she wanted to be in the best condition she could be in for Alice.

Green eyes ensnared hers again. Alice adjusted position in a seemingly innocent way, but in the process ran her shoe up against Matty's leg. It approached her thigh for a moment and made her shiver and glance meekly away. Alice grinned. "Finished with your coffee, angel?". Matty wasn't: she mumbled agreement and moved to get up. Her girlfriend wrapped an arm around her as they threw away their cups and left the shop. They stayed walking like that till they got close to Alice's black sedan. No protest had been given when Alice said she'd pick Matty up and drive them for the evening. Just another little way Alice took charge.

Within ten minutes they were at Alice's apartment. Matty's nerves climbed the whole way, something Alice seemed well aware of. During the drive she had reached over and gently held Matty's hand at several points. Occasionally there had been a reassuring smile mixed into the satisfied expression Alice wore. Both had helped meter her some. When they parked Alice waited a moment to get out, squeezing Matty's hand. "Sweets, just to remind you, it's okay to tap if it proves too much for the evening, okay?"

Matty shook her head almost immediately though, apparently to Alice's surprise. She wanted this, even if it made her nervous. "I... I'm still okay with it. Though, I might wash up a bit first if that's fine." Seeing the blond's smile widening made Matty so happy. Alice chuckled and unlocked the car doors. "Works for me. I'll rinse off after you." Per usual Alice practically led Matty to her apartment, the shyer trans girl following behind her with light steps.

Inside Matty kicked off shoes and hung her purse up. A quick blushed hug, a teasing comment from Alice on her not taking too long, and Matty was in the bathroom showering. Alice's apartment just had one bathroom so Matty was familiar with the interior. Showering in there though, especially knowing what was to come, was different. She wrapped her hair in a loose bun and gently lathered specific areas. Her arousal was undeniable as she cleaned around her femcock, letting her hand run along it once before stopping herself. Tempting as it was to continue...

Back into skirt and underwear, then sliding her shirt on but leaving the bra off after consideration. Timidly, she stepped out and walked over to her girlfriend lounging on the couch. Alice smiled, standing and coming over to embrace her. "My turn then, yeah?" Before Matty could answer her lips were closed in a kiss, Alice's embrace keeping her pressed tightly to the taller woman. She moaned softly, parting her lips as Alice's tongue slipped in assertively. After a minute it ended and it was her turn to wait on the couch for Alice anxiously.

When Alice did come out, it was just in a couple towels. Matty did a double take and immediately blushed. A smirk met that blush as Alice came over, hooking Matty's chin gently and lifting it. "Bedroom, sweetie~" The soft whisper carried so much authority to it in Matty's head. Shakily she got up and followed Alice back. The towels hinted well at the figure underneath. It made her want her girlfriend all the more.

She had never been inside of Alice's bedroom. There were a couple times Matty stayed overnight, one of which was an accident as she fell asleep while they curled up on the couch. But never in here. The minute the door opened her eyes widened. The amount of bondage equipment just casually out was surprising. Ropes arranged neatly in bundles on a desk alongside a couple different blindfolds and gags. A few bedside drawers with 'toys' shoved into them. A few cuff straps around bed posts that clearly just lived in those spots. And the bed itself... it was plush, black and red sheets feeding into the room's aesthetic.

Clearly her surprise amused. Alice chuckled some, gently pulling her into the room and pushing the door closed. Hands settled on Matty's shoulders, pushing her back against the door. Her partner pressed up against her a moment, kissing again. Like before it was assertive, but it went past that. It was claiming in a way, Alice's tongue exploring against Matty's own. Matty found herself relaxing into it, the nerves that had spiked fading. Her tongue pushed back a bit, a lighter testing and feeling contrasting her partner's dominance. When it broke she made a slight noise inadvertently. Alice purred in response, whispering in her ear. "Still sure you're up for this, dear?"

A moment of uncertainty saw a nod quickly follow. Alice nibbled at her earlobe before moving Matty to the bed and having her sit. She grabbed a blindfold, twirling it and looking at the flustered trans girl. "This goes on for a bit. Stay sitting, don't take it off until I say. Understood?" She could only nod meekly before Alice tenderly slid it over her eyes. Matty took a few slow breaths, hands clasping neatly in her lap while waiting. Through her skirt she could feel her arousal, her longing. The sounds of the towels landing on a chair made her breath catch. A couple drawers opened and closed. There was a sound of fabric sliding against skin. Then suddenly her wrists were in a firm grip. Matty yelped, tensing then relaxing slowly at Alice's giggling.

"Reconsidered. I think I'll start restraining you like this dear." Before she could say anything, Matty felt a coil of rope wrap around her wrists. She felt her adrenaline spike, her breath quick as she meekly mumbled "B-ut, Ali-" A kiss cut off her words, relaxing her again while a knot tightened. After a moment Alice gently guided her to lie down, moving her arms up before softly whispering "If you need me to stop, just say "stop", alright? And I will. I promise." That whisper took away most of Matty's worry. She trusted Alice and knew she would take care of her. She was safe. A quick nod, a small cheek kiss from Alice, and her wrists were pulled firmly up and secured.

Vulnerability. That was the word that came to mind. Matty couldn't see and her hands were useless. She felt a subtle shift of fabric from her femcock's erection and promptly pressed her legs together to cover it some. The quiet chuckle told her well enough though that Alice likely noticed. Even in the embarrassment though she was excited. It was simultaneously calming and nerve inducing to be like this. A strange juxtaposition of peace and worry, desire interweaving around that feeling and making it all the more enticing.

A hand gently settled her stomach, above her shirt. It caressed down, along stomach and then to her side. Matty leaned into it, then gasped as it slipped below her shirt. Up her stomach slowly, pushing the shirt up some. She arched her back a bit to give the shirt better clearance, prompting Alice to move more boldly. That hand went down, grabbing the edge of her shirt and quickly pulling it up and past her breasts. Matty froze for a moment, then whined softly as Alice gently cupped her breast.

"Adorable. I've wanted to see these for so long, sweetie..." A kneading motion, Matty gasping and tensing at the sensation. "To feel them, and tease them... and do this." Suddenly a warm wet sensation: Alice's mouth. She gently sucked at Matty's other tit, still feeling the left one. She couldn't help but cry out some at that. "Al-ice-! Mmh, mmm..."

Pausing, Alice chuckled. "Oh babe, I'm barely doing anything..." She swapped breasts. The right one now more firmly felt up, the left one sucked and nibbled and licked. It felt amazing, if rather intense from how sensitive Matty's breasts defaulted to being. Soft moans were met with Alice's own quiet ones as she worked. There was a sound, somewhat wet and slick-... was Alice feeling herself while she did this!? The idea aroused Matty all the more, every flick of Alice's tongue against nipple or bite against breast making her whimper and mewl.

Minutes went by of just that. Matty's nervousness was long gone by the end, a quiet need and longing for her partner replacing it. When Alice did finally stop she was panting, arching a bit in a vain attempt to maintain the sensation longer. Alice got up: she had guessed Alice sat to the side of her through some of that based on how the bed felt. Matty felt her legs encouraged apart, cuffed in place before Alice climbed up between them. And then she climbed further, settling with legs on either side of Matty but not quite sitting.

"Want to see what I'm dressed in, babe?" Matty nodded quickly, closing her eyes to acclimate as the blindfold came off. As it turned out, she didn't need to: Alice had dimmed the room lights some. Not enough for Matty to miss anything though, her breath drawing in sharply. Her girlfriend was in a mesh crop top that lacked anything underneath it. Her breasts seemed all the larger without a bra or shirt compressing them. As her eyes went down she drew in breath sharply. A garter belt was all that adorned Alice's waist, leaving her crotch and sex fully visible. She had the hair shaved to a single vertical band, the band itself kept neatly trimmed. And to finish the look, her fishnet stockings were clearly picked to match the top.

Smirking at what must have been clear flusteredness, Alice sat properly on top of Matty and leaned back in a way that better put on display her slit. Her hand brushed, lightly feeling herself while looking at Matty. Even in spite of what was happening right above her stomach, Matty found her eyes enraptured again by Alice's. With or without the ropes, Matty was powerless under her.

"Now, my lovely little Matty... we talked some about what we'd do for your first time. And I think I'll be favoring oral. Though sometime I do want to fuck that hole of yours..." Matty's eyes went round as she smirked, then continued "for this time, I want to teach you how to pleasure me. And I'll reward you accordingly, sweetie. So, look down now and listen. I expect you to remember each thing I tell you."

Matty timidly looked down, breathing shaky as she watched Alice feeling herself. "When you're servicing me, toy, -" That title immediately made Matty feel more flustered. She tried to keep listening though. "-e your tongue mainly, but can suck here and there on my clit. It'll vary from person to person, that's just how I prefer it. It also means I can show you with my hand what motions I want you making. Specifically, like this," her fingers rubbing a certain way slowly, "mixed with longer licks against it. Go slow at first, I'll tell you when to speed up, just do so bit by bit when told. Also, use your neck when pleasuring me, not just your tongue muscles or you'll tire yourself out."

Walking through it all again mentally, Matty nodded slowly. She then stiffened and breathed shakily as Alice pointedly rose and started repositioning herself. "So then, Matty... let's see my lovely toy in action, hm?" She settled around Matty's arms and face, crotch hovering for a moment before gently resting against her lips. Alice's scent seemed so strong, even right after a shower. Closing her eyes, Matty lightly ran her tongue along Alice's slit and clit. A soft content noise came in response, encouraging Matty to proceed. And so she did.

Per instructions, it started slow. Matty kept in mind the way her tongue was ideally to move and did her best to maintain that. Between the sweet and musk blended scent and taste her head felt like it was in a fog. She wished she could touch herself while doing this, hands flexing against the rope some instinctively. At one point Alice's hand came down, stroking her hair as she worked. The subtle shifts and breaths from her partner gave Matty a sense of what worked best and she aligned with that. It took several minutes, but a transition point seemed to be reached suddenly for Alice as she gripped the trans woman's hair.

"More. Just l-ike what you're doing, baby..." Slowly, Matty picked up pace. She opened her eyes briefly, the form of her girlfriend above her such an erotic sight. Her hips moving with Matty's mouth, breasts swaying... it enchanted. Her eyes closed and she kept picking up pace until Alice breathily moaned. "There. That speed, that motion, just like that toy..." She moaned into her cunt, affirming by action mainly.

Stockings tightened around Matty's head some. It was clear Alice was close. But in that Matty slipped up in her foggy state: she sped up. Immediately, Alice's hand tightened on her hair and her hips raised slightly. "N-ot, not that quickly... slower, my eager plaything~..." She couldn't help but be irked with herself as obeyed and glanced up meekly. But, it thankfully didn't reset progress far. Within a minute, Alice seemed to be getting close again. And this time, Matty held pace.

Climax came quickly. The grip on Matty's hair pulled her up against Alice's hips as they pushed down. Hips bucking, Alice moaned loudly. "There, thERE, YES, MATTY!!!" For a second she couldn't breathe as her partner pressed into her face and came. Her juices dripped into Matty's mouth. It was unlike anything she had experienced: she was ecstatic. She licked gently and sucked, swallowing Alice's orgasm bit by bit. Slowly, her eyes opened again to Alice's panting form atop her. Soft happy feelings going through Matty at her accomplishment and seeing her girlfriend like that.

Alice's slide off her face was quickly followed by a kiss. Matty's jaw and tongue felt tired, but she kissed back as eagerly as she could manage. There was a chuckle as Alice pulled back. "Such a good girl... You did well, I'm quite proud of you." Matty smiled, wriggling a bit with her hips and blushing at the words. Her girlfriend glanced back to Matty's skirt, then smiled. "Want your reward now, darling?" Her eager response of 'please' got a laugh from Alice before settling between her legs.

Up her skirt went, brushing her thighs then higher as Alice brushed them out of the way. Matty's girlcock practically was poking out the top of her panties. She was also a slight mess down there, something that would have embarrassed her deeply if she didn't feel so needy. Slipping it out, Alice moved her panties well out of the way before stroking slowly along it. She leaned down, blowing lightly on the tip and making Matty squirm in her restraints. That got followed by a slow, long lick over the length before a teasing inquiry. "Shall I?"

"Please, please Alice, I- ohmygod..." Partway through her pleas Alice took it into her mouth, sliding easily down it and taking the full length of it. Her mouth felt incredible, her throat likewise as she slowly slid back up. The whole way her tongue rubbed and stimulated, especially at the tip. Matty moaned and struggled a bit as Alice bobbed again on it. Her eyes met Matty's, lust and satisfaction evident as she went. It was heaven. It was so wonderful feeling...

A couple days ago when this came up, there had been so many quiet worries. Matty was scared she wouldn't 'perform' well enough, that she'd disappoint somehow. Even through Alice's reassurances, she had been scared of one issue or another arising. All of that was gone. Every bit of it. She wanted this, was happy like this, was thrilled that it was Alice doing it. Her orgasm built up quickly. Her moans and whimpers seemed to drive Alice on all the more. And finally, that wave started to crest.

"Al-ice, I'm, I..." Their eyes met again, a brief but clear nod before Alice continued with that same intense pace. The crest broke and went over. With a cry Matty came, pulsing and shooting into Alice's mouth. She could feel Alice swallowing, licking, encouraging the orgasm to the fullest extent it could go. After several seconds, she slowed right as Matty felt the sensitivity going up. Her breath came in quiet mewls, lips slipping off her femcock slowly.

Alice curled up next to her, kissing again. It was strange tasting herself on Alice's lips and tongue. But she didn't mind it. After a blissful eternity the kiss broke, Alice smiling and gently caressing her stomach. No words were said. None needed to be for Matty at least. Her head felt empty. Her body relaxed fully into the soft bedding. When Alice cupped her cheek and called her adorable she just smiled and leaned into it. When her partner started untying her, Matty stayed sprawled out. Everything else felt faded, secondary. She was just happy.

Showering came with some gentle amused encouragement from Alice. Despite everything that had happened, a sliver of Matty's shyness came back as they stripped down together and stepped in. Per usual Alice took charge, cleaning herself and helping Matty clean. Once they were dry Matty realized she had nothing to change into. Thankfully some of her girlfriend's pajamas fit, if a bit big. Back to the bedroom they went, settling in under the sheets together. Matty nuzzled into Alice's chest, kissing lightly.

A soft chuckle from the blond. "You enjoy all of that, sweetie?"

"Y-eah..."

"Want more of it tomorrow?"

"... Yes." The bluntness of her own response made Matty blush a bit as Alice laughed. An arm wrapped over Matty, keeping her close. She nestled and adjusted, smiling as her eyes closed. The occasional soft sweet nothings from Alice relaxing her further and helping her towards sleep. This was right, how things were meant to be. And Matty didn't regret any of it.