My First Taste of Cock

Those who have been following me know how much I have longed to remove the curious portion of my bi-curious tag. I've gone to adult video rooms, posted online ads, and even tried grindr. Each failed me, that is until yesterday.

I decided to go visit the adult arcade again last night. I'd been there before so I knew the layout. I went in and stood just inside to let my eyes adjust. I was a bit surprised as usually I always saw a few people hanging around and roaming the two hallways. Tonight it was empty. I sadly thought that meant another wasted night. However, I decided that even if no one was around I was going to at least give it a try.

I entered the first room, my usual... seems silly to say that, since I'd only been here a few times, but I always seemed to end up here. I looked around and it looked clean. There were no obvious signs of anyone having used thebroom before, outside of the few tissues in the small trash can. The window to the next room was open but the room was empty. I stripped down to my Grey cheeky panties and put my clothes into the plastic bag i brought with me. It weird, but I didn't want my clothes on the ground. I don't know why, me being on the ground was what I hoped for, but I didn't want my clothes there. I guess I'm just a bit weird. I sat on the bench and started looking for a video channel to watch.

Each time I had been here I watched bisexual themed movies. I found them the most enjoyable and chose those or trans movies before. I had been thinking that watching those may have been why I was only getting people who wanted to suck me instead of men who were looking to have their cocks sucked. So I decided today I was going to watch gay movies and see if that changed my luck. I found one that had a bear type of older man on his knees sucking the cock of a guy. That was where I stopped. I imagined myself as him.

I sat back in my panties and teased myself while watching. I was very hard, and after a couple days of edging without cumming, I was creating quite a wet spot in my panties. The scene ended with the guy pulling out of his mouth and shooting all over his face. God how I wished that was me.

The next scene started up, this time it was a couple of jocks... they eventually got naked and one knelt before the other and started sucking a very large cock. The booth next door finally had an occupant. I glanced over and saw his video screen flipping through the channels. He stopped on a bisexual scene where a naked woman was reverse cowgirl on a cock with a sissy kneeling in front of them licking both of them while they fucked.

I had to move a little to see the man watching. I watched as he opened his pants. He left them on, but pulled his cock out. I didn't see any underwear, but who cared about that. I'm not even sure why that registered in my brain. Lol

I watched as he slowly rubbed himself hard. My eyes were firmly glued to his cock. It was not massive, but it was big enough that when he wrapped his hand around the shaft there was still shaft and cock above his hand. He stroked himself slowly. I could tell he was enjoying himself because the head of his cock was getting shiny in the lighting from the video.

I glanced up and saw him staring directly at me. I was caught. I felt myself blushing and started to move back out of embarrassment. He kept looking at me and pointed his cock at me and used his free hand to point at his cock. Was he asking me if I wanted it? I was so nervous and embarrassed that I felt myself shaking a little. I stayed looking at his cock, almost to afraid to move.

I watched as he took his hand off his cock and motioned at me again, only this time it was a clear indication of him wanting me to come over. He wanted me to come please his cock. I was motionless for what felt like a very long time, though in reality it was probably only a few seconds. I felt my head nod up and down as I reached down to grab my bag.

It was the moment of truth. Would I have the nerve to go through with it. My hand was shaking as I picked up the bag. I intended to quickly dress and change rooms, but a part of me thought about dressing and running out to my car. I came here because I wanted to taste cock, yet now i was thinking about running away. The dueling thoughts almost froze me. I decided that dressing would give myself time to back out, so I picked up my bag and wearing only panties left my booth and headed to the next room.

When I left the room, I saw there were two other men in the hallway. I felt myself flush again as they looked at me moving quickly to the next door. There could be no mistaking what i was doing. I felt myself being judged as I darted between the rooms looking like what had to be a slutty sissy rushing to some guy behind the door. I doubt they cared, but the embarrassment of the situation raged through me.

As I entered I heard a deep voice tell me to lock it. I did. I walked over to the bench and saw his cock sticking straight up. It was probably between 6 and 7 inches. He was circumcised and had a think vein running down the shaft. His head was a perfect mushroom on top and I could tell it was coated with a large amount of precum. His balls were were resting on the opened portion of his jeans. They were unzipped, but not pulled down in the slightest.

I was almost in a trance as I moved around the bench to be in front of him. My eyes never left his cock. I didn't want to risk losing my nerve by looking up at him. I knelt down on the floor in front of him. He spread his legs a little more and I placed my hands on his knees. His hand was still slowly stroking his cock. He let go of his cock as I reached my hand out towards it.

I had been playing with my cock for years. I had assumed touching another man's cock would feel very similar. I was wrong. His cock felt harder than mine and it was warm and wet to the touch. Feeling his cock twitch as my hand wrapped around it was amazing. Mostly because I felt the twitch with just my hand instead of in my hand and own cock at the same time.

I slowly stroked his cock, watching some precum leak out of the tip. It felt very different from stroking myself. I could smell a mixture of sweat and arousal. It was a bit intoxicating. It wasn't as if he wasn't clean or smelled bad, it was just the soft blend of natural body smells with a leaking cock. I actually felt myself breathe in heavily through my nose and found it strangely arousing.

The urge to suck him grew and I leant forward and aimed his cock straight up. My first taste of another cock came as I ran my tongue up the big vein from his balls to the head. It tasted slightly salty and his precum tasted different than mine. I licked around the head and then flicked my tongue along the sensitive spot and was rewarded with a pleasurable sigh from the man. It was time, I was going to take his cock in my mouth and finally become a cock sucker.

I lifted myself up on my knees and moved my head so it was hovering just over his cock. I opened my mouth as my head lowered and wrapped my lips around the head. I slid my mouth slowly down the shaft, reveling in the sensation of his cock sliding along my tongue. I got about three inches inside me when I felt the head reach the back of my mouth. I felt a slight gag, so i backed off and wrapped my hand around his cock. I began a slow steady bobbing on his cock. I knew how I liked a blow job so I stroked his cock up as my mouth rose, and slid it down as I took him back into my mouth.

After a few bobs I decided to speed up. I loosened my lips so they were sliding along his shaft just above my other hand and ran my tongue back and forth as I sucked him. I heard him moan as I kept working on his cock. He was making a lot of precum and after a minute that was all I was tasting. I did try to take more of him in my mouth, but each time I felt myself gag.

His moaning was becoming more consistent and I felt his hands reach out to hold my head. I dared to look up at him with his cock in my mouth. I'm not sure what I was expecting, but the look on his face was one of lust. I felt his hips start to thrust up with each downward movement of my mouth. I felt my lips start to get a little tingly. His hands grew more firm in their holding of my head. He was moaning loudly now. His hip thrust became more forceful. I had only been sucking his cock for a minute or two, but I knew he was close to cumming.

I stopped moving my mouth as his fucking motion was not syncing with my movements anymore. Once I stopped moving, his hands started controlling my head and he fucked my mouth.

"That's is you cock sucking slut. Take my cock." He said as he fucked my face.

His thrusts were going deeper than I had been doing. There were slight gags as he went deeper, but he was thrusting and pushing my head fast enough that it wasn't staying at my throat for more than a moment.

"Mmmm.... that's it, keep sucking."

I started moaning around his cock. I kept looking up at him as he used my mouth. His face was consumed with uncontrolled lust. I could see his one focus was using my mouth to make himself cum. I felt incredibly turned on and wished I could see myself at that moment.

His legs started to shake a little and his moaning became more insistent. He moaned out he was going to cum. I tried to back off a little but his hands were locked and my lips were pressed against my hand. I felt his head expand a little in my mouth just before I felt the first spurt of his cum hit the back of my throat.

His hands lifted off me and grabbed the bench as he moaned a deep gutteral moan while shakily arching his hips up. His eyes closed shut as he continued to cum. His cum had a bitter and slightly bleach like taste, but I just swallowed as I stroked his cock. I felt four spurts into my mouth, but felt even more cum oozing onto my tongue. I kept sucking and milking his cock trying to get more.

When he finished cumming he gently pushed me back. He immediately stood up and put his cock into his pants, zipped up and quickly left.

I sat back on my knees. I felt dirty and used. It clearly was not the earth shattering orgasm for myself that had been in almost every fantasy. I was just a nameless slut and I sucked this guy and he just left without a word. Yet there was no mistaking that at the same time I felt turned on and proud. I finally sucked a cock and tasted someone else's cum. The conflicting emotions were dueling in my head and I found a part of myself enjoying the feeling of having been used.

I would love to say that I stayed and had more fun, but I found myself dressing and leaving. Still tasting the nameless man's cum. I felt a mixture of shame and embarrassment as I walked out, a few men in hallway looked my way and moved on. When I reached the safety of my car, I let out a sigh and a feeling of achievement came over me. I was finally a cock sucker.