Adam and Tammy

4/5: Dear diary; I am excited yet troubled at the same time. I never thought of myself as a woman who would succumb to adultery, but today I did... I allowed another man to kiss me today... a married man at that... and I kissed him back. We sexually kissed... with passion and desire. I feel so excited because I want to kiss Jason again... and troubled because I am afraid where this will lead.

Tammy reread her first entry in her diary, debating if she really wanted to give the diary to her husband, Adam. She started keeping the diary after many months of suggestive talks by Adam... about this very thing... meeting other men. The talks came about after Adam had forgotten to clear the screen on the desk top computer in the study. Although Tammy seldom used that particular computer, normally opting for her phone, she was having difficulty reading the small print on a site she was on looking for a new dress.

When the 5'7" 41 year old mother of two opened the computer she was stunned to find an article about married men who had desires for their wives to have sex with other men and then to tell their husbands the details after the sexual play had happened. Looking through the computer history, Tammy found numerous articles and porn videos that Adam viewed. When Tammy confronted Adam about the article, he had denied reading it, saying it must have been some kind of pop up.

"Come on Adam, I saw the history... they can't all be a pop up. You really want something like this to happen... for me to have sex with other men?"

"Your right... I read it... it's just a fantasy thing you know... not something I really want to happen."

The next few nights Tammy demanded that Adam sleep in the guest room. On the fourth night after she had calmed down a bit they sat and discussed things. Tammy had a ton of questions for him and she pretty much started with a one sided rapid fire statement type of conversation..."Aren't I good enough for you... do you want to sleep with other women... don't you love me anymore... how could you think I would do this?"

After a pause to catch her breath she started again, "Do you jerk off while you picture other men fucking me... or do you picture me on my knees sucking their cocks." Tammy couldn't quite believe the words that came out of her mouth.

After she finished blurting everything out, Adam said, "Look Tammy... maybe it would excite me... I don't know if my desire is real or just a fantasy. But, as you can see, there are lots of men who have either had this actually happen, or they fantasize about it."

Tammy ran her fingers through her shoulder length auburn hair as she considered his comments. "Why do you think anyone would be interested in me... I am middle aged,... there is nothing special about me what soever... I am what I would classify as conservative... I don't see it."

Adam looked at her and said, "Are you kidding Tammy, I mean you are so pretty... you've kept your shape really well... I mean after two kids, your stomach is as tight as it was pre childbirth... you have really nice breasts... and an ass that looks so nice that men can't keep their eyes off it."

"Your prejudiced," she exclaimed!

"Maybe you don't notice other men checking you out, but I sure do. And your concerns about being too conservative... well that just adds a little bit more taboo to it... I mean I am the only man you have ever been with... outside of a couple boyfriends you said never got past second base with you."

They talked for almost another hour... and perplexed as to why, Tammy felt somewhat horny with the thoughts of having sex with other men... and excited enough to have sex with Adam. At his request, she made up a scenario of giving her boss a blow job while Adam asked questions as he thrust his cock inside her. After that night, Adam would broach the subject every once in awhile while they were having sex... and often asked Tammy to role play as she had before.

Although Tammy has not told Adam, she has gone back through the computer history and reread many of the articles,... as well as viewed the videos. She wouldn't admit it out loud, but she becomes sexually stimulated from reading and viewing the adventures of the so called "hot wives"... to a point that she began to think of possibilities... often masturbating as she did.

Tammy's mind came back to the present and continued to read her next few entries.

4/9: Dear diary; Jason asked me to meet him downstairs in the storage room today... my heart began throbbing with eagerness when I said yes. I waited five excruciating minutes before I went to meet him. As soon as we were together, he took me in his strong arms and kissed me... I kissed him back with great enthusiasm. Jason sucked on my tongue, then I sucked on his. My arms had to reach high to get around his broad shoulders as we played tonsil hockey for about five minutes... it may have lasted longer... it would have lasted longer... if we hadn't heard someone coming down the stairs. I quickly hid in the back part of the basement so I wouldn't be found with Jason... that would have only led to rumors being spread. I went back upstairs after Jason and Ken had gone back up. Although I still have reservations about what has happened so far... I am excited to be with him again... especially since I could tell how much I excited him by the feel of his hard cock pressed against my body.

4/11: Dear diary; Jason sat with me at lunchtime in our small lunchroom... no one was close to where we sat. We played a game of questions... by the time it ended, Jason learned that I wear a size 38-D bra and am a size 10. I also revealed that I sometimes wear a thong but prefer panty briefs. He also learned that I never go braless because I am conscious of my boobs bouncing and that I have never had sex anywhere but in a bed. Jason had some much harder questions that I turned red answering, I'm sure my embarrassment was obvious, but with Jason's persistence he did learn that when I masturbate I use my fingers... doggie style is my favorite sexual position...... I have only had sex with Adam... or as Jason put it... I have only fucked Adam. I also admitted that oral sex is not my favorite thing to perform but I do it and... yes I swallow. I am not sure why I answered all his questions... I am uptight discussing sex even with Adam... but yet I felt at ease with Jason. Maybe it's the exciting feeling I have... after all he did tell me that I am his biggest fantasy when he masturbates and admitted that he frequently tries to look down my top and has often caught glimpses of my breasts... especially when I wear my yellow dress.... he likes when I wear dresses in general because he loves my legs. I also learned that he likes it when females talk dirty although his wife won't do that. Before lunch was over he asked me to make his day and talk dirty to him... I told him I had to be in the mood to talk that way... although in my mind I was telling him that one day I might suck your cock... and if things really go well... I might let you fuck me. When I returned to my desk, my nipples were stiff as a board and my pussy was dripping wet. I masturbated thinking about Jason when I got home from work.

4/12: Dear diary; Today at lunch Jason and I talked about our sex lives... I told him I usually have sex about three times or so a month and Jason said he and his wife have sex closer to six times a month. Jason asked how often I give head and I told him maybe once a month... definitely on Adam's birthday and on Christmas Eve. Jason unhappily said his wife never gives him head anymore. Jason wanted to talk

about various places I have had sex but I reminded him only in a bed... although I have given Adam a blow job while he drove on several occasions and once on a beach in the Bahamas.

4/13: Dear diary; I agreed to have a drink with Jason and a few other coworkers after work for Friday night happy hour. We all walked to the bar down the street from the office. I felt slightly out of place since I was the oldest one there... being at least 5 years older than Stacy who was the next oldest person there and six years older than Jason. I had two drinks before I said I needed to leave to pick up the kids from after school care. Jason said he needed to go as well. When we got to the parking garage Jason was parked on the second floor and I was on the fifth... Jason said he would give me a lift since the elevator was broken. He parked next to my car... and we were kissing in seconds... this time I didn't hesitate to open my mouth for him. Jason and I kiss like Adam and I did when we first got married, sensual, exciting and passionate. I found myself moaning after just a few kisses. I told him I really needed to go... but when he cupped my left breast on the outside of my blouse waves of desire washed over me and I couldn't stop. I let him caress me that way for another five minutes or so before giving him one last kiss and said I really had to go or I would be late. I masturbated tonight while Adam was at the store... reliving Jason's touch and kisses.

Tammy closed the diary and went to the fridge to get herself an ice tea to drink. As she closed the fridge door, Adam came in from his run.

"Any plains today Adam?"

"Andy called me a little while ago and asked if I wanted to go to the baseball game with him today. The game is at three... I told him I had to check with you."

"Andy, I asked in a questioning manner., I didn't think you saw much of him anymore." The mention of Andy's name made her nervous plus excited at the same time.

"I haven't for awhile... it will be good to see him again... if you don't mind me going that is."

"No... I don't have anything planned for today... except to take the kids to get haircuts."

"Great. Andy said Paul would pick me up and take me to his house."

Tammy left about a half hour later to take the boys to get haircuts and while they were out she picked up some things they needed for school, When they returned, Adam was gone. Tammy told the kids to go down to the clubroom to play or to play outside. Tammy went and got her diary and began to read her entries again.

4/18: Dear diary; This morning I found a note on my desk from Jason which asked me to meet him at the Clay Wade Baily Bridge Park and Ride which is about a eight mile drive from the office. The note read that he would be there at 12:30. I got there around 12:40. I was so excited... I feel so sneaky. I got into the front seat of his SUV... and we just jumped right into making out... and within minutes his hand was cupping my breast through my blouse and I just kissed him with more passion. He started to unbutton my blouse and I got really nervous and stopped him... I was worried about being seen... but after some long deep kisses and a few more squeezes of my breasts his hands again began to undo the buttons on my blouse and I could only moan... seconds later he had my blouse undone and my bra unhooked and both his hands were on my bare breasts... oh how excited I was.... he had me so stirred up, He sucked on my breasts and paid special attention to my nipples... I was so wet I was worried I might get a wet spot on my pants. When he tried to put his hand on my pussy I told him no... but he happily went back to playing with my breasts. We stayed there for almost an hour. I am so excited as I write this... I have never acted like this before... but I feel consumed from this sexual play.

4/23: Dear diary; I agreed to meet Jason after work today at the park and ride... I had time since Adam is getting the kids after I told him I would be late because of work. Jason got me worked up quickly with his sensual kissing and he had my blouse open and breasts bared in just a few minutes. It felt exhilarating to be almost topless in public... and I didn't even care that I was. Jason had my pussy feeling very wet again and today when he went to cup me there... I let him... he tried to get inside my pants but I told him they were too tight and I wasn't going to take them off... he asked that the next time we meet I wear a dress.

As Tammy read that entry she recalled how horny she was by the time she got home that evening. That night in bed she initiated sex as she slipped her hand into Adam's boxers to stroke his cock before climbing on top of him and riding him to a very quick and explosive orgasm. Adam had asked her what had gotten her so stirred up... and then with a hopeful look on his face he had asked if something had happened that she needed to tell him about... but she said no, still unsure if Adam would actually handle her fooling around with another man.

5/3: Dear diary; Jason and I have not been able to find time to get together for various reasons... but I promised him last week I would be able to meet him at lunch time today at the park and ride. The look on his face when he first saw me in the office this morning was priceless... he knew what was going to happen... I had on my yellow dress. I went to the park and ride a few minutes after Jason so we wouldn't be seen leaving together. When I got in his car Jason was grinning broadly... he told me how pretty I looked... sexy... how hot my body was... I felt so good about myself. After we kissed for awhile, I let him take the top part of my dress down to my waist and I took off my bra so he could freely feel me up and suck on my breasts... his hand was on my thigh and I was so ready to feel his hand on my bare flesh that I pulled my dress up in anticipation. Just as his hand got into my panties, a car pulled in two spots over from us. I had to quickly duck down since I was topless. I struggled to pull my dress back up on my shoulders. I sat up and we waited but the man in the car didn't leave... he kept taking glances at Jason's SUV as though he knew what we were up to... I assume he wanted to watch. Jason drove out of the park and ride and went around the block. While he drove I was able to get my bra back on... when we returned to the park and ride he parked on the other side of my car three spaces down. I was now paranoid about being seen and the mood was broken so I kissed Jason one last time and walked to my car and got in. My heart was racing like a car engine from the thrill of almost being caught... but at the same time I was actually disappointed... I really wanted to feel his fingers in my pussy. Jason asked me if we could get together after work but I had to tell him no. We were both bummed.

5/8: Dear diary; I had Jackson at soccer practice, Adam was with Stephen at his. Brandon, who coaches Jackson's 10-U team team stood next to me for a bit on the sideline talking about Jackson possibly making the tournament team this year, Brandon is a young guy, probably around twenty-twenty one... he is very attractive and well proportioned, with a perfect athletic build. He is in his second year of college and plays on the college's soccer team as a forward. While we were talking about Jackson I noticed his eyes kept traveling to my chest, which made my nipples hard... and prominent. Instead of being embarrassed or turning away I let him continue to look... excited that he had an interest in me... at least my breasts. When he realized that I had caught him staring he smiled and gave me a wink... I thought I would melt on the spot. He went back onto the filed, and when he did I couldn't help but wonder if that was a sexual wink. Could he really be interested in someone my age... and if so would I actually do anything with him. All I can say diary, is that I have been on such a sexual high, I might want to find out.

5/9: Dear diary; My mind is in a whirl today... not that anything has happened, my mind is just wandering all over the place. I have thought numerous times about what Adam has suggested... me messing around with another man and then telling him about it. I don't know if he really wants that or not... but in the back of my mind I am seriously thinking about it. The thought excites me a lot... but I still wonder if he would handle things okay. Now that I have had a taste of extramarital sex, I find that I want more... it is so thrilling... so different from married sex. I also don't know how far I want to go with someone else although I am pretty sure of where things are headed with Jason... I am sure it's just a matter of time before I let him fuck me... but I am not positive I want to go that far. Then there is... Brandon... if he doesn't make a move... I probably will... he really excites me... but can I handle two affairs at one time?

5/13: Dear diary; Holy shit it happened.... I am so filled with lust... tonight after soccer practice... while Jackson walked to the car with his friends I helped Brandon put the soccer equipment in the storage area inside the canteen... and Brandon made a move and we kissed... we actually made out with wet sloppy kisses... he was very aggressive and persistent, cupping my ass in his hands... and I loved it. When we leaned into each other during our last kiss I could feel his hard cock pressed against me... it felt huge... I really wanted to touch him, but I didn't.

5/14: Dear diary; Adam and I had sex today... in the shower! That's the first time I had sex not in a bed. Adam had asked me out of the blue today if I had given any more thought to being with another man and I told him yes, but that I hadn't made up my mind. A half hour later I was under the spray when the shower door opened and there was Adam sporting a hard-on. He got in with me and I went down on him before he spun me around and fucked me from behind while I role played about fucking another man... I even talked dirty... I actually begged him to fuck my cunt... I find I really like talking dirty now... Adam was pretty intense and he really came a lot... I had a really good orgasm too... he really wants me to do it... to fuck another man... I still haven't told him about Jason... or Brandon. The affairs are changing my sexual personality... I love the extramarital attention.

5/17: Dear diary; Of all things I ran into Brandon tonight at the gas station... I kidded him about being a young, single man and not having a date and being out on the town... he just laughed and he told me then he wouldn't have run into me tonight... and that seeing me was much better then sitting in a bar. With a big laugh he asked why I was out since I was a married woman... I told him I knew he would be here... we both had a good laugh over that. He told me he really liked kissing me the other day... he thinks I am really sexy and really hot. He wanted me to go to his place but I said I couldn't... but I did have a little bit of time if he really was interested he could follow me... and he followed me from the gas station to a shopping center parking lot. I got into his SUV and we made out for a little bit... his kisses were very persistent with a lot of desire. His hands moved under my polo and bra very quickly and I let him feel me up... his hands had a sensual style to the way he played with my bare breasts... his touch was light and erotic... yet firm. He rolled my nipples back and forth making them stand out straight, hard and proud. When he bent to suck my breast, I held his head tightly against my chest, as I moaned loudly... and frequently. He made be so horny that I rubbed his cock on the outside of his shorts and just as my hand reached into his shorts to jerk him off Adam called... and I had to leave. Tonight after the kids had gone to bed Adam and I were watching tv, he was sitting at the end of the couch and I was lying down with my head on his leg... when the movie ended I gave Adam a blow job right on the couch... playing around has definitely kept me in a constant state of arousal.

5/19: Dear diary; Jason was home with a sick kid today... he called me at 10:00 and asked if I could go sit in my car at lunch time. He called me back at a little after 12... and for the first time in my life I had phone sex... it was so fucking erotic rubbing my clit while Jason described how he would fuck me... it was even hotter when i could hear the slapping noise made while he jerked off when I talked dirty to him... it was so sexual... I had a huge orgasm... so did Jason.

5/20: Dear diary; After the soccer game today Brandon asked if there was any way I could meet up with him one night... I told him that probably wouldn't happen... after we talked a little more I found out he worked part time at a gym in between his college classes not far from where I work... we made plans for lunch on Monday.

5/22; Oh diary I was so bad today... I met Brandon at the deli as planned and when i asked what he wanted to eat he said me... OMG that made me so wet... we skipped lunch and went to his SUV which was parked in the corner garage... it has nice brown leather seats and really dark tinted windows, plus his back seat folds down. He really came prepared, he had blankets and a pillow for me. We both stripped naked then I laid down with my head on the pillow and Brandon beside me. After we kissed for awhile he moved his mouth slowly across my neck and onto my breasts, which he sucked on while his left hand slid down... and into my pussy. I was so wet I soon could hear the squishy sound as his fingers moved rapidly in and out of me... and then he used his very talented tongue. He sucked on my lips and licked my clit for half an hour... I came two times! Without a doubt diary, it was the best head I have ever received... I felt so good... I was so satisfied. I wanted and needed to please Brandon. So diary I gave him a well deserved blow job. His cock is much longer than Adam's and it made my eyes water. His hands grabbed my head and guided it up and down until he exploded without warning in my mouth... but I still managed to swallow every drop... my first taste of another man's cum. Afterwards we both needed to get back to work. My pussy was wet for hours. When I got back to my desk I thought of how I have moved much faster with Brandon, then I have with Jason... but I don't know why.

5/23: Dear diary; I met Jason in the basement today... we didn't have much time... but he was happy because I let him finger my pussy... he loved that I shave there... I had my arms wrapped around his neck while he pumped two fingers in and out of me rapidly... yes diary, he made me cum. For the first time I rubbed his cock today... but only over his pants. His cock didn't feel as big as Brandon's, but he isn't small either.

5/26: Dear diary; I went to happy hour with work friends today since it was Adam's turn to pick up the kids from after school care... and tonight with the help of a couple strong drinks, I crossed another threshold with Jason... I sucked him off in the front seat of his car. His cock is the same length as Adam's but much thicker... I actually enjoyed giving him head... making him squirm while he moaned and groaned out loud. I was so aroused I maintained eye contact with him when I licked his fat cock up and down the sides with my tongue flat... and when I took just the head of his cock in my mouth and sucked on it, the lustful look in his eyes made me wet. He was so worked up he talked dirty to me towards the end... he told me how hot my mouth felt on his cock... how good I am with my mouth... he even pleaded with me to swallow his cum. He was courteous enough to warn me before he came. I didn't back away... I swallowed everything he gave me and licked my lips with satisfaction. Oh diary on my way home I realized I have swallowed the cum of two different men in just a week. I am so naughty... but I am so turned on.

Tammy took a break from reading her diary to go check on the kids... they were fine outside of having every toy they owned pulled out of their respected container. She helped them clean up and then took them to a playground to get some energy out of their system. While Tammy was sitting on a bench a man sat next to her. He looked to be her age.

"Beautiful day isn't it," the man said.

"Yes it is." replied Tammy.

"You don't remember me, do you Tammy?"

Tammy stared at the man for a few minutes and then said, "Holy shit I am sorry Jake, I guess I wasn't paying much attention... plus you have a beard! How are you?"

"Not bad I suppose, are you still at Jenson's?"

"I am... I think only Helen, George... um Karen... oh and Ken are still there. A lot have been promoted to the office in Pittsburgh, and others have just left."

"No promotion for you? I always thought you would have been at the top of the list."

"I have been offered a few times, but Adam is very successful here, and both our families are within a two hour drive, so I am happy doing what I do."

"I had a nice time working there... and then looking at Tammy he continued especially with you."

While Jake was working with her, it was the closest she had ever come to cheating on Adam. Jake had a captivating personality... a pleasant demeanor and she thought he was the most handsome man she had ever met. He went out of his way to help her when needed, no matter the situation. One night at the company Christmas party... after they both had a few drinks, he had told her that he wished he had met her before she was married. Tammy had replied that his comment was interesting... because she often had the same thought. It had been highly probable that Tammy would have gotten involved that night if Adam had not showed up at the party. Adam had been invited but had begged off, only to change his mind and meet up with her two hours after the party started.

Jake got laid off two days later before anything had happened. The day he left Tammy walked with him to his car and promised him that she would make his day if they ever ran into one another again, never expecting anything to actually happen.

"How did you happen to find me today," Tammy asked?

"I was over at the pond fishing and when I looked up I saw this strikingly beautiful auburn haired woman with a killer body sitting here. I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me but I was sure it was you... so I had to come see."

"You know, I remember what you said when I left, Jake said laughing, but I never thought about approaching you about it... but I can still see you leaning on my car in that sexy blue and white dress... I even hear your voice in my head saying you would make my day."

"I just assumed you weren't interested Jake... and I am sure if you weren't interested then your certainly not going to be interested in me now, Jake... what's it been, eight years now... I have grown old... and ugly

"Shit no,... I wasn't in your league when we worked together... you were so beautiful... and you are even more beautiful today... I also knew it wasn't in your nature to... um... you know."

"You should have tried Jake... you can still give me a call sometime... you may be surprised."

Jake looked at her almost speechless and promised to call her soon. He started to lean over to kiss her, but Tammy stopped him and said..."Can't here Jake... my kids are right over there... but maybe we could take a quick trip to my car."

Just as Tammy stood up, she heard Stephen yell from the top of the jungle gym, "Mom, when are we going to leave,"

"Whenever your ready," yelled Tammy.

"We are ready now mom."

Tammy let out a disappointed sigh... Jake just smiled and said, "Timing is everything." and turned to go back to his fishing spot. Tammy grabbed his arm and said, "Call me Jake... I mean it... call me soon."

Twenty minutes later Tammy and the kids were back at the house. The kids went to Paul's house to play and Tammy pulled her diary back out.

5/30: Dear diary; Jason and I went to lunch today... he felt me up while he was driving... his hand down my unbuttoned blouse and inside my bra. He said he has a hard time keeping his hands off my tits... I gave him another blow job in the restaurant parking lot after lunch.

6/2: Dear diary; When I first got to work today Jason stopped by and asked me to meet him downstairs in the storage area around 11:00 as there was a partial staff meeting that didn't involve either of us. He asked me to take off my panties before going downstairs. As soon as I met him he pulled my dress up around my hips and sat me on a table... he then went down on me... no panties to remove... and he ate me to an arousing orgasm... then I knelt before him and sucked him off. Jason said again today that I have the hottest mouth he has ever experienced.

6/3: Dear diary; I was beyond naughty today... I finally gave in... I fucked Brandon. His car wouldn't start after practice so a neighbor took Jackson home so he could take a shower before bed. Lucky for me Adam was home with Stephen. When I got Brandon to his apartment he asked me in... I said I needed to get home. He pleaded with me to please come inside and I finally relented. I figured he wanted another blow job but we weren't inside more than a minute before he had me out of my clothes. He wanted to spend time on foreplay but I told him I didn't have much time because Adam was home. So he took me to his bed and sat me down. He asked if he could fuck me... if I was ready for him... and I told him I needed him to fuck me really bad... I told him to fuck my married pussy. He let out a loud sexy moan when he heard me say those words and he proceeded to fuck me on my hands and knees really hard and fast... his inexperience really showed... but his long cock fit me like a glove. Brandon was ready to cum within a few minutes... I was not yet close... and I emphatically told Brandon he couldn't cum in me... at the last minute he pulled out and came on my back and ass. Brandon is now the first man I have fucked since I got married... and only the second ever. That night when I got home, Adam wanted sex but I was worried about him finding my pussy was so wet, so I told him I didn't feel good but offered him a blow job... which he accepted. After Adam fell asleep I masturbated reliving Brandon fucking me.

Tammy jumped as the phone rang, breaking her out of her thoughts... it was Adam.

"Hey Tammy... just checking to see if everything is good with the kids."

"They are fine, how is the game?"

"Ah the Reds are getting blown out, so Andy and I and a couple other guys were thinking of going to Hill's bar... would that be okay with you?"

"As long as I can have a night out soon.... just to be fair."

"No problem honey. Andy is going to bring me home when we are done."

"Andy is coming here," I asked?

"Yeah, is there a problem with that," Adam asked?

"Um, no baby... I am just surprised."

"Okay, then I will see you in a few hours."

"Okay... love you."

"Love you too," said Adam as he hung up.

Tammy was feeling a bit excited. She ordered pizza for the kids and then called her neighbor Gail and told her that she may have a friend over the house tonight.

Gail... her closest friend and confidant... told her the kids should come over and spend the night... her two boys which are the same ages would love it.

After dinner Tammy got the kid's stuff together and walked them next door. The kids ran into the house and Gail stepped out side to speak to Tamny. "I recognize the look in you eyes Tammy, it's the same sexual excitement look I have when you have covered for me when I see Fred."

Gail is a 44 year old widower, and is having an affair with a married man. Tammy found this out one night when they got drunk together in Tammy's backyard after an argument with Adam. Tammy and Gail immediately bonded, their personalities so similar. Tammy offered to keep Gail's kids if and when the time arose. Gail offered to cover for Tammy is she ever got the urge to step out. Tammy has watched Gail's kids on at least four occasions and Gail has returned the favor several times recently.

"Is Jason coming over," Gail asked?

"No... it's Andy."

Gail smiled and went back inside. Tammy returned home and picked up the diary again. She skipped a few pages looking for her entry for the out of town soccer tournament but found a couple entries prior to that one which she read.

6/18: Dear diary; Jason said he had thought this day would never happen... but it did... he finally got to fuck me today. Adam was out boating with his friends and the kids had gone to Gail's for the afternoon. Jason knocked on the door and I answered it without wearing a stitch of clothing... the first time he has seen me completely naked. I got the reaction I was hoping for.... the biggest smile I have ever seen on his face. He couldn't get his clothes off fast enough, and he was already hard for me. Diary the first feel of our naked bodies pressed together was hot and sexually satisfying in itself... like we were meant to be together. Our mouths couldn't stay away from each other's, it was like our lips were glued together... our tongues meant to eternally play. I think Jason enjoys kissing as much as I do... maybe that's why he is so good at it. I couldn't keep my hands off his naked body... especially his thick cock. His hands fondled my tits with pure lust, his fingers continually toying with my nipples. One of his hands soon moved across my stomach and into my pussy. He fingered me for a few minutes, I felt so sensual... so sexually alive. I sucked on Jason's neck before moving to suck on his ear lobe. Then with my sexiest voice I asked him to do what we both wanted so badly... what he has been so patiently waiting for... I whispered in his ear to please fuck my cunt... knowing the dirty talk would make his cock even harder. And diary, boy did he fuck me... he took me in the formal living room bent over an arm chair... we fucked like wild animals... it was even better than I expected or had hoped for. After we both came I took him into the den and we sat nude on the sofa after I had covered it with the gray blanket so that the sofa didn't get any wet spot stains. We talked about how great the sex was that we had just had and why had we waited so long. Both of us were already becoming aroused even though we had both orgasmed less than a half hour ago. We talked about going away for a weekend together. I got so excited about that possibility that I knelt on the floor between his legs and sucked his cock to full hardness, tasting my own juices as I did. He talked dirty to me, and told me I was a great cocksucker. I popped his cock out of my mouth and told him I loved being his cocksucker. We both laughed at that, since we just had a discussion about language and the word cocksucker three days ago... I had told Jason it was all right to call me that if it was at the right time... today was the right time... the word didn't disgust me today... it only enflamed my desire. Once he was fully erect I climbed on top of him and with my knees on his legs I rode his cock slowly with the intent to make this time last... but my passion was too great and I soon rode him fast and hard until we both had simultaneous orgasms.

Damn that was such a great day Tammy thought, as she skimmed further and found the soccer tournament entry.

7/1: Dear diary; I was really naughty again tonight with Brandon... I let him fuck me for the fourth time tonight... it was easy since we had hotel rooms for the soccer tournament Jackson had asked if he could stay in Paul's room and Stephen had asked to stay in Larry's. Neither of their parents minded so I had a room all to myself. Fucking Brandon in a bed is so much better than fucking him in his SUV which has been the case the last two times. We still had to be careful that no one was outside when he came to my door... and I was a little sacred of someone seeing him leave my room... but the anticipated pleasure of fucking Brandon again is just too great. Brandon has learned much better control each time we have had sex and he is now an amazing fuck. His cock is so long that he touches me in places I have never been touched before. Tonight he fucked me first in the missionary position with slow and deep strokes until I came for the first time. He then rolled us over with me on top, my feet flat on the bed... knees bent... my hands on his chest. He played with my tits as he likes to now call them while I slid my pussy up and down on his long length, squeezing my pelvic muscles to grip his cock. I used my right hand to tease my clit as I rode him to another orgasm and after getting my breathing under control I rode him as fast as I could, I came once more before I begged him to cum in me... specifically I said cum in my married pussy... and boy did he.... he flooded me with his large load... I could feel it running out of me before I had even rolled off of him. An hour later he fucked me in the doggie position on the bed... fucking me for almost thirty minutes... my pussy was actually sore when he finished inside me. It was midnight when I said he had to go. We kissed a few more minutes before I let him out the door... and when he was leaving I saw Jason's friend Andy standing outside his room across the hall with a drink in his hand. We made eye contact and he raised his drink as if to say hello... all I could think of was to wave back before I went back inside... I only had a tee shirt on... he had to know what had happened. Shit am I in trouble or what?

Tammy closed the diary... knowing that there were about a dozen or so more entries for the month of July and the first two weeks of August concerning fucking or sucking off Jason... once at her house... once at his house... and the usual places, the garage and the park and ride. Brandon had also fucked her one more time at his apartment before he left to go back to his hometown for the remainder of the summer after the soccer tournament had ended the spring/summer season.

As Tammy recalled these moments she opened the diary back up to read her last entry.

8/12: Dear diary; Last night I had an exciting moment with Adam that may lead me to becoming a hot wife, but still not sure. I was feeling horny and had been giving a lot of thought to Adam's desires, so tonight after the kids were in bed we were sitting around watching tv when I asked Adam to go in to the study and I would be there in a few minutes. I took off all my clothes and walked into the study naked. I have never seen Adam looked so shocked. I went to the computer and pulled up one of the web sites concerning wife watching and told him to have a seat in front of the computer. When he was sitting I rubbed my breasts on his shoulders and began to suck on his neck. I asked him if the video turned him on... he of course said no and I said if you can't be honest then lets stop. Adam then said yes, so I resumed sucking on his neck. While Adam watched the scene on the screen I got between his legs and pulled down his shorts and boxers and began stroking his hard cock... there was already pre cum on the head. I looked up at him and talked about being bad with another man, asking different questions, in between licking and sucking his cock... do you want me to be bad with another man... can the man touch me all over... can he eat my pussy... can I suck his cock... do you want me to swallow his cum... or do you want him to mark me... cum on me... can he fuck me... can he fuck your pussy Adam... do you want me to be your slut? Each time I said something Adam's body would ripple with excitement... and he answered yes to every thing I said. I felt his balls tighten and I asked him if he wanted to cum in my mouth, or my pussy... and he said both. A minute later diary he shot a humongous load of cum in my mouth, I actually had to take his cock out of my mouth for a few seconds because I couldn't breathe. After we rested he asked me if I would do it... and I said, maybe... I told him I was willing to do it for him... but I am not sure he will be okay with it. I told him that I would give a lot of thought over the next few weeks I went back down on him and sucked him hard and then he took me from behind as we both watched the porn video. Diary, I didn't tell Adam, but Jake called me and we set up a plan to meet for lunch on the 28th... and I already plan on fucking him.

Tammy closed the diary and put it away. There was one thing not mentioned in the diary at all, and that is what Tammy is thinking about at the very moment... her time with Andy. Tammy went outside to sit on the back deck with a Cosmo in hand. She could already feel her pussy getting moist as she recalled the events with Andy over the past thirty days.

Andy had indeed seen Brandon leaving her room... but he hadn't confronted her about it. The next day, during the final two games, Andy sat next to Tammy. There wasn't anything unusual about that except Tammy noticed that Andy's eyes were continually looking her over. At one point Tammy had gone to the bathroom and while she was in the stall she had unbuttoned her short sleeve Henley down to just above her bra. When she returned to her seat, Andy ended up sitting even closer, not trying to hide the fact he was looking... Tammy knew he could clearly see her bra enclosed breasts and when Tammy bent the right way... which she purposely did on multiple occasions... he could catch brief glimpses of her nipples.

Tammy grew very excited about teasing Andy... and she carried it a bit further when her hand would occasionally leave her portable chair and grab his arm. Tammy remembered having to silence a chuckle when Andy went to the bathroom... and his cock was visibly hard

After the tournament ended, Andy asked Tammy if her and the kids would like to join him and his two kids at dinner. Tammy, still worried about Andy maybe saying something to Adam readily accepted the invitation. At the restaurant there were booths for two and four people, so the four kids sat at one booth and Andy and Tammy sat at another. When Andy sat across from her Tammy asked him to sit next to her so that he wouldn't block her view of the boys. What she really wanted was to make sure Andy couldn't say anything to Adam.

Tammy slid her hands under her running shorts as she recalled the next half hour of dinner. Things had been very innocent at first... then their conversation turned a little flirty.

"Tammy, if you don't mind me saying... and I hope I don't offend you... but you look rather... um... hot today in that top and shorts."

"Thank you Andy... I couldn't help but notice you liked my top sitting at the field today."

Andy's face reddened a bit and he started to say something but Tammy cut him off..."I am not upset about it Andy... in fact I got some flutters today knowing you were um... looking."

Andy smiled, and said..."Well to really be honest Tammy... you are a very beautiful woman... and quite sexy."

'Thanks again Andy," Tammy said as she placed a hand on his bare leg and squeezed. Andy stiffened a little... he was a little nervous... but very excited. Andy looked at Tammy with a questioning look in his eyes, but she only smiled back at him... and then she parted her legs enough so that her leg touched his. Taking that as a sign, Andy put his hand on Tammy's leg, and when she softly moaned he began to rub his hand up and down her bare inner thigh. Tammy deliberately shifted a little in her seat turning towards Andy which caused his hand to shift to the right and it ended up on her thong covered pussy. Tammy invitingly smiled when Andy looked at her, and as she parted her legs a little further, she moved her own hand onto Andy's cock... not surprised to find him very hard.

Tammy traced her fingers around the outline of his cock through his shorts for a few minutes before she excused herself to use the bathroom again. When she came back Andy stood to let her in and noticed that her shorts were unbuttoned. Tammy smiled with a mischievous grin and showed Andy that her thong was in her hand. When she scooted over on the seat, her hand went right back to his cock and she leaned over and whispered, "There is nothing in your way now."

Andy found her zipper and pulled it downwards, the noise sounded very loud to her ears, but when Tammy looked around but no one was paying them any attention. Andy slid his hand inside her shorts and Tammy spread her legs even wider as he slid a finger inside her. Tammy's pussy had been wet since Andy's first touch of her leg, but now with his finger inside her she became soaking wet. Tammy moaned a little louder and began to quietly buck her hips against his finger. Andy now looked around to see if anyone was watching and when he saw no one was he began to finger fuck her with a little more energy. Tammy's breathing got a little quicker and heavier... her cheeks began to blush. Andy added a second finger and two minutes later Tammy had a very pleasurable orgasm, muffled by her hands holding her cloth napkin over her mouth.

Andy pulled his fingers from Tammy's pussy and sucked them clean.

Dinner was over about ten minutes later. While they were waiting for the check the kids went to wait outside. Tammy quietly said to Andy, "About an hour down the road there is a rest stop. I remember it from last year because there aren't restaurants there, just bathrooms. If your kids are asleep when we get to the location, pull in and I will follow you... I am sure mine will be asleep in twenty minutes."

A little over an hour later Andy spotted the rest stop and pulled in, his kids were sound asleep. Being a Sunday night, it was not very crowded. Andy found a spot to park that wasn't that well lit. Tammy parked next to him. She got out of her car and slid into the front seat of Andy's

In a hushed voice Tammy said, "My kids have been out since we left... but keep your ears and eyes open," as she used two hands to extract Andy's rigid cock. Tammy quickly bent over and took his cock into her wet mouth.

It only took a couple minutes for Andy's hand to go to the back of Tammy's head as he said, "Oh God Tammy... I am going to cum." Seconds later Tammy was swallowing his thick and plentiful load of cum. When she was sure his cock was completely clean she sat up.

"I guess it's a good thing that your wife didn't come to the tournament."

"She hates these things, Andy said, although I am a bit surprised that Adam didn't make it."

"He's actually is home with a stomach bug... lucky for me," she said smiling at Andy.

They paused for a second... Tammy knew there was an elephant in the car..."Thank you for not mentioning anything about Brandon. Just in case you didn't guess it already... yes he fucked me tonight."

"So was this blow job just a bribe to keep me quiet?"

"Nope... I wanted to do that Andy... there has always been a desire there... and until recently I would never have acted on it... but now... let's juts say things changed."

"Can I ask how long you and Brandon... have um."

"A few months... does that shock you?"

"Honestly, yes..."

"Me too Andy... me too,. I better get back in the car in case one of the kids suddenly wakes up. Give me a call sometime if your interested in... well you know."

Andy indeed was interested... his marriage with Marie has been dead for a few years... basically it was a marriage for the kids well being now, not that they argued much... it was just loveless.

As she approached her self induced orgasm, Tammy thought about what may happen tonight. With the help of Gail, her and Andy had fucked at least seven different times before Tammy thought they should cool things for awhile... she was worried a nosy neighbor would figure things out... especially since he was at her house so many times when Adam was out. She really loved fucking Andy... he was an amazing lover... she had even let him fuck her in the ass the last two tines they were together.

She actually loved being fucked in the ass and with that thought in mind, Tammy went over the top and came all over her hand.

An hour later Tammy saw the headlights of a car pull into her driveway... and there was a knock on the front door. A little surprised, Tammy got up to answer the door and found Adam hanging onto Andy's shoulder.

"A little too much to drink tonight, Tammy," Andy said. He couldn't help but notice that Tammy was braless and in a very long sheer white top and didn't appear to have pants on.

Tammy helped Andy get Adam into the house and up the stairs to bed. When they went to lay him down Andy caught sight of Tammy's naked ass which caused his cock to stir. They didn't bother with Adam's clothes, Tammy just pulled the covers over him. He was out like a light. "Guess I will sleep in the guest room tonight," Tammy said.

As soon as Tammy and Andy were back downstairs Andy took Tammy into his arms and kissed her... Tammy returned the wet kiss with fervor.

"I have really missed you Tammy."

"Mmm, me too Andy."

"You look like your dressed for some fun... sorry he's passed out drunk."

"I wore this for you... it's what I wear to bed... if he had been sober he would have thought I was headed to bed."

"So... um"

Tammy pulled the shirt over her head... she was naked underneath. "Please Andy... fuck me... fuck me lover... I really miss your cock."

Andy had his clothes off quickly and the two lovers fell into each others arms... each had their hands wandering all over the other... kissing each other with lust... and wanton need. Andy lay on his back on the sofa and Tammy mounted him and rode him hard for about ten minutes before she said, "Come on baby... you know what I want."

Tammy got on the floor on her hands and knees... her arms out straight... her head hanging between them. Andy knelt behind Tammy and entered her soaked pussy with one stroke. Andy fucked her hard for a couple of minutes before he withdrew and put his cock to the entrance of her ass.

"Tell me Tammy... you know I like it when you beg."

"Oh baby... please Andy... fuck me... fuck my ass."

Tammy's tight ass gave no resistance to Andy's cock as he buried himself with one thrust of his hips. Andy fucked her ass for over ten minutes, bringing Tammy too back to back orgasms before he unloaded his cum in her dark bowels.

Fifteen minutes later Andy was dressed and heading out the door when Tammy stopped him and said, "I think it's time we pick things back up... Adam is going to visit his mom next weekend... maybe I can stay home... we can have sex all day."

Andy gave her a big kiss and said, "Just let me know."

A little while later Tammy was in the guest room, she could hear Adam loudly snoring. She was thinking about several things. Now that Jason had been promoted the Pittsburgh office, and Brandon was gone for at least the rest of the summer, if not for good, she had only Andy to carry on with the thrill of extramarital sex... that could change if the meet up with Jack actually takes place.

Her primary thoughts though are on her plan to give the diary to Adam to read... just to see if he really wants her to fuck other people. By giving him the diary, he can read what has already happened and if he gets excited about it... well when she meets Jake she will make sure she has something to tell Adam about... or maybe even bring him back to the house. If Adam goes berserk... she will tell him she made the whole thing up just to see how he really felt about his desire. One way or another though... she is not going to tell him about Andy... that's just for her to know.

In the morning, Tammy told Adam she was taking the boys to the movies. Before she left she handed him the diary and said, "This is for your reading pleasure today while I am gone."

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