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The Vanity Fair shoot was a disaster from the start.
Equipment malfunctions, lighting issues, a creative director with a God complex and a hangover. By noon, we were three hours behind schedule, and the tension in the studio was thick enough to cut with a knife.
Marco was in rare form--snapping at assistants, arguing with the art director, chain-smoking despite the studio's strict no-smoking policy. I remained calm throughout, stepping in to solve technical issues, soothing the stylists Marco had offended, quietly making things work. I'd learned early that chaos creates opportunity. When everyone else is losing their heads, the one person who keeps theirs becomes invaluable.
Vi arrived at one, exactly when called, despite the schedule collapse. The shoot was meant to highlight "The Next Generation of Fashion Disruptors"--a mix of designers, models, and industry insiders changing the landscape. Vi, with her academic credentials and carefully cultivated image as the intellectual in a world of empty beauty, was a natural inclusion.
She swept in wearing oversized sunglasses and a trench coat over whatever she'd worn to the studio, a portfolio tucked under her arm. If she was surprised to see me functioning essentially as Marco's equal rather than his assistant, she didn't show it. She greeted Marco with air kisses, nodded to the creative director, then headed directly to hair and makeup without acknowledging me at all.
"She's in a mood," Marco muttered to me as we adjusted lighting for her segment. "Had some issue with a campaign last week. Refused to do topless shots that weren't in the original agreement."
"Smart," I said, checking the light meter. "Maintaining boundaries."
Marco snorted. "Boundaries don't sell magazines. But Vi's always been... particular."
I made a noncommittal sound, focusing on the technical aspects of my job while keeping Vi in my peripheral vision. She sat perfectly still in the makeup chair, eyes closed as the artist worked, her posture as rigid as ever. Occasionally she would check her phone, her expression revealing nothing.
"I need you to handle her segment," Marco said suddenly. "I've got to deal with this fucking creative director before I strangle him."
I looked up from the camera. "Handle as in..."
"Shoot it." Marco waved a hand impatiently. "You know what we need. The concept's solid, lighting's nearly perfect. Just get it done while I placate these idiots."
He strode off before I could respond, leaving me alone with the camera and an approaching Vi, now transformed by hair and makeup into the industry icon version of herself. Her hair was slicked back severely from her face, her makeup minimal but precise, emphasizing the sharp angles of her cheekbones and jaw. She wore a structural black dress that seemed to defy gravity, balanced on stiletto heels that brought her nearly to my height.
She stopped when she saw me behind the camera instead of Marco.
"Where's Marco?" she asked, her voice carefully neutral.
"Dealing with the creative team," I replied, making a minor adjustment to the camera settings. "He asked me to handle your segment."
A flicker of displeasure crossed her features. "I wasn't informed of any changes."
"Nothing's changed," I assured her. "Same concept, same lighting, same team. Just a different person pressing the shutter."
She considered this, clearly weighing whether to make an issue of it. Finally, she nodded once, moving to her mark in front of the seamless white backdrop.
"Let's get this over with," she said, not quite looking at me.
I directed her through a series of poses, keeping my voice professional, my instructions clear and precise. Despite her initial reluctance, Vi was flawless in front of the camera--every angle calculated, every expression perfectly calibrated for maximum impact. She knew exactly how to work with light and shadow, how to create shapes with her body that complemented the architectural elements of her clothing.
After several minutes, I paused to check the digital captures. "These are good," I said. "But we need something more... authentic."
Vi's eyebrow arched skeptically. "Authentic."
"Yes," I confirmed, looking up from the screen to meet her gaze directly. "You're giving me technically perfect, but it feels rehearsed. Vanity Fair wants the real Vi Reyes. The intellectual disrupting fashion norms."
Her posture stiffened slightly. "This is what Marco requested."
"Marco isn't shooting you right now," I reminded her. "I am."
We stared at each other across the space between us, a silent battle of wills. Finally, she sighed, a barely perceptible relaxation of her shoulders.
"What do you suggest?" she asked, a challenge in her voice.
I moved from behind the camera, approaching her in the center of the set. The rest of the team had stepped back, watching the exchange with curious eyes.
"The concept is about disruption," I said, circling her slowly. "But everything about your pose is controlled, contained. It contradicts the narrative."
"I don't do messy," she replied coldly.
"I'm not asking for messy," I countered. "I'm asking for honest."
I stopped directly in front of her, close enough that she had to tilt her chin up slightly to maintain eye contact. A dangerous gambit, invading her space like this, but calculated to provoke a genuine reaction.
"What exactly do you think honesty looks like, Mr. Marshall?" she asked, her voice low enough that only I could hear.
"Danny," I corrected. "And I think honesty looks like you stopping the performance for five minutes. No model Vi, no intellectual Vi, no perfect Vi. Just the real person underneath all those carefully constructed layers."
Something flashed in her eyes--anger, perhaps, or something more complex. "You presume to know that there's a difference."
"I know there is," I said simply. "I've seen the cracks."
Her jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. "Back behind the camera, Danny," she said, my name a slight emphasis. "I'll give you what you need."
I returned to my position, watching as Vi rolled her shoulders, closed her eyes briefly, then opened them with a completely different energy. Gone was the posed perfection, replaced by something rawer, more direct. She stared directly into the lens, her gaze challenging, almost confrontational. I began shooting rapidly, capturing the transformation.
"That's it," I encouraged. "Now move how you want to move, not how you think a model should."
She responded, her movements becoming more natural, less calculated. The shots were stunning--Vi as I'd never seen her, powerful but authentic, the control still there but now a choice rather than a defense mechanism.
"Perfect," I said after several minutes. "We've got it."
Vi straightened, the mask slipping back into place as if it had never been removed. "Are we done?"
"One more setup," I confirmed. "Different background. Give me ten minutes."
As the set was rearranged, Vi retreated to the sidelines, checking her phone, keeping her distance from the crew. I reviewed the images we'd captured, selecting the strongest frames to show Marco when he returned.
When everything was ready, I called Vi back to set. This time, the backdrop was a textured gray, the lighting more dramatic--strong shadows creating a play of light and dark across her features.
"This is about contrasts," I explained. "The intellectual in the world of appearances. The substance beneath the surface."
Vi positioned herself before the camera, the perfect professional once more. But there was a difference now--a subtle tension in her posture, an awareness of me as more than just the person behind the camera. I directed her through the new series, each shot building on the last, creating a narrative of revelation and concealment.
"Last few frames," I said eventually. "Look at me, not the camera."
She complied, her eyes meeting mine instead of the lens. In that moment, something passed between us--a recognition, perhaps, that this was more than a professional interaction. That we were engaged in some complex game neither of us had fully defined.
I pressed the shutter, capturing that moment of realization. When I lowered the camera, Vi was still watching me, her expression unreadable.
"We're done," I said. "Thank you."
She nodded once, turning to leave the set without another word. As she walked away, I noticed Marco returning, his expression marginally less stormy than when he'd left.
"Did you get what we needed?" he asked, glancing at Vi's retreating figure.
"More," I replied, showing him the digital display. "Take a look."
Marco scrolled through the images, his eyebrows rising incrementally with each frame. When he reached the final series, he let out a low whistle.
"These are..." he began, then shook his head. "How did you get her to do this? Vi never shows this much... vulnerability."
"I asked for honesty," I said simply.
Marco gave me a sideways glance. "Whatever you did, it worked. These are the best shots of her I've seen in years."
The rest of the day passed in a blur of activity--more subjects, more setups, more problem-solving. Vi had been scheduled to leave after her segment, but I noticed her lingering, watching the subsequent shoots from a distance, occasionally conversing quietly with one of the other featured models. Several times, I caught her observing me, her gaze quickly shifting away when I noticed.
By the time we wrapped, it was past nine PM. The studio gradually emptied as equipment was packed away and team members departed. I was reviewing the day's shots on a laptop when I sensed someone behind me.
"Those turned out well," Vi said, her voice startling me despite its softness.
I turned to find her standing closer than expected, once again in her street clothes--dark jeans, a cashmere sweater, the trench coat draped over one arm. The severe studio makeup had been softened, though not completely removed.
"They did," I agreed. "You're photogenic."
A slight smile curved her lips. "That's rather like telling a surgeon they're good with knives. Somewhat reductive."
"Fair enough," I conceded. "You're skilled at translating internal states into physical expression that registers on camera."
"Better." She moved beside me, looking at the screen. "Though not precisely what you said on set. About honesty."
I closed the laptop, giving her my full attention. "Semantics. The point is, you gave me exactly what was needed."
"Did I?" She tilted her head slightly, studying me. "Or did I give you what you wanted?"
"In this case, they happened to be the same thing."
Vi's gaze was assessing, as if trying to solve a particularly complex equation. "You're not what I expected," she said finally.
"From Sophia's stories?" I asked, deliberately bringing up her colleague.
Something flashed in Vi's eyes--annoyance, perhaps. "From your rapid rise through the ranks. Assistant to second shooter to effectively equal partner in what, three months? That kind of trajectory usually requires more... obvious ambition."
"Maybe I'm just good at what I do."
"Maybe." She didn't sound convinced. "Or maybe you're very good at making people see what you want them to see."
I smiled slightly. "That's literally the job description of a photographer."
"Not just with the camera." Vi gestured vaguely at the studio around us. "With them. Marco. The crew. The models." A pause. "Sophia."
"Are we having a professional conversation, Vi?" I asked, my voice deliberately neutral. "Or is this personal interest?"
Her posture stiffened almost imperceptibly. "Professional curiosity. This is a small industry. Reputations matter."
"And what is my reputation, exactly?"
"Developing," she replied coolly. "Though after the... incident at HAZE, certain patterns are emerging."
I maintained eye contact, neither confirming nor denying. "Patterns."
"Sophia. Jenna. Apparently several others I've heard whispers about." Vi's tone was casual, but her eyes were sharp. "You're building quite the collection."
"I wasn't aware you were keeping track."
"I'm not," she said too quickly. "But people talk."
"And what do they say?" I moved closer, just slightly, testing her boundaries.
She didn't step back. "That you're using them. For access, for information, for advancement."
"Interesting theory."
"Is it just a theory?"
I smiled. "You tell me. You're the one with the PhD. What's your analysis?"
Vi studied me for a long moment, her expression giving nothing away. "I think you're playing a very dangerous game," she said finally. "These are people's lives, their careers, their emotions."
"They're adults making choices," I countered. "Just like you."
"Not like me," she stated firmly. "I don't mix business and pleasure."
"So I've heard. Repeatedly." I closed the laptop and began gathering my things. "Almost as if you need to keep reminding yourself."
Her eyes narrowed. "Don't flatter yourself."
"I'm not the one who sought out this conversation, Vi." I shouldered my bag, ready to leave. "You could have walked out an hour ago. Instead, you waited until everyone else was gone to approach me. Interesting choice for someone with no personal interest."
For a moment, Vi seemed genuinely speechless, a crack in her perfect composure. Then her expression hardened.
"You misunderstand," she said coldly. "I was simply satisfying my curiosity about a potentially problematic element in my professional environment."
"And are you satisfied?" I asked, stepping closer, deliberately invading her space.
She didn't back away, her chin lifting slightly in defiance. "Hardly. You've answered nothing."
"Maybe that's because you're asking the wrong questions." I held her gaze. "What do you really want to know, Vi?"
We stood too close now, the air between us charged with something beyond professional tension. Vi's chest rose and fell with carefully controlled breaths, her pupils slightly dilated despite the bright studio lights.
"Why her?" she asked suddenly, the question seemingly surprising even herself.
"Who?"
"Sophia. Jenna. Any of them." Vi's voice was quieter now, almost vulnerable. "What do you see in them?"
The real question hung unspoken between us: Why them and not me? The first genuine crack in her armor, revealing a glimpse of the insecurity beneath the perfect exterior.
I studied her face, allowing the silence to stretch uncomfortably. "Availability," I said finally.
Vi blinked, clearly not expecting that answer. "Excuse me?"
"They make themselves available," I elaborated. "Emotionally. Physically. They know what they want and they're honest about it." I paused deliberately. "Unlike some."
Her jaw tightened. "That's a convenient justification for using people."
"Is it using someone if both parties get what they want?" I countered. "Sophia wanted connections. Jenna wanted excitement. I provided both."
"And what do you want, Danny?" Vi asked, my name a challenge on her lips.
I smiled, not answering directly. "Shouldn't you be getting back to Xavier? It's late."
The mention of her not-boyfriend seemed to catch her off guard. "Xavier and I aren't--" She stopped herself, shaking her head slightly. "That's not relevant."
"Isn't it?" I stepped back, creating space between us. "You asked what I want. I'm curious what you want, Vi. From your career. From Xavier. From this conversation."
"This conversation is over," she stated flatly, gathering her coat and bag. "I have a car waiting."
I nodded, accepting her retreat. "Good night, then."
Vi turned to leave, then paused at the studio door. Without looking back, she said, "The Milan shows are next week. Will you be there?"
"Marco asked me to join the team," I confirmed. "Will you?"
"Three bookings," she replied. "Versace, Prada, and Ferragamo."
"Then I'll see you in Milan."
She nodded once, then left without another word. I remained in the studio for several minutes after she'd gone, replaying the conversation. The question--Why her?--revealed more than she'd intended. The first real opening in what had been an impenetrable defense.
Milan would provide new opportunities, away from familiar territory. New pressures, new vulnerabilities to exploit.
My phone buzzed with a message from Sophia: *Missed you today. Heard you shot Vi for VF. How was the ice queen?*
I smiled to myself, typing a response: *Professional. Coming over tonight?*
Her reply was immediate: *Already in an Uber. 20 min.*
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Milan Fashion Week was exactly as expected--a chaotic blend of art, commerce, and ego compressed into a relentless schedule. Marco had booked us at the Hotel Principe di Savoia, an old-world luxury establishment favored by the fashion elite. Our rooms were on the same floor as several industry heavyweights--editors from major publications, designers, buyers from luxury retailers. Strategic positioning courtesy of Marco's connections and the magazine's budget.
I didn't see Vi during the first two days. Marco and I were shooting backstage access for three different shows, none of which featured her. The work was demanding but straightforward--capturing the frenetic energy behind the runway, the transformation of models from ordinary humans to living art, the designers' last-minute adjustments and moments of doubt or triumph.
On the third day, we were scheduled for the Versace show. Vi would be walking, along with several other models I'd worked with, including Sophia. I arrived early to the venue, a converted palazzo in central Milan, moving through the backstage area with practiced ease, documenting the controlled chaos as preparations intensified.
Sophia spotted me first, breaking away from a makeup artist to greet me with a kiss that lingered just long enough to draw attention.
"I didn't know you'd be here," she said, her hand lingering on my arm. "Marco didn't mention it."
"Last-minute addition," I explained, already scanning the room for Vi. "You look good."
She preened slightly at the compliment, though it had been reflexive on my part rather than genuine. Sophia did look good--she always did--but that wasn't my focus today.
"Vi's not here yet," Sophia said, reading my wandering attention correctly. "She had a fitting for Prada this morning. Should be here soon."
I nodded, not bothering to deny my interest. "How are you finding Milan?"
"Amazing. We should have dinner tonight, after the show. I know this little place near the Duomo..." She continued talking, but my attention had shifted.
Vi had entered the backstage area, already in hair and makeup from her previous appointment. She wore a simple black robe over what I assumed was underwear, her hair pulled back in a sleek ponytail, her face a perfect canvas of highlight and shadow. She moved through the space with practiced efficiency, greeting people with professional warmth while maintaining a careful distance.
Then she saw me. Saw Sophia's hand on my arm, her body leaning into mine. Something flickered across Vi's expression--too brief to identify, but definitely there. She nodded once in acknowledgment, then continued to her assigned station.
"I need to work," I told Sophia, gently disengaging. "Good luck on the runway."
She pouted slightly but didn't protest, returning to her makeup chair. I moved through the backstage area, capturing moments of preparation, deliberately working my way toward where Vi sat as a stylist adjusted her hair.
When I approached, camera raised, Vi's eyes met mine in the mirror. She didn't smile, didn't acknowledge me beyond that steady gaze, but she didn't dismiss me either. I took several shots, capturing the intensity of her reflection, the contrast between her stillness and the frantic activity surrounding her.
"The Vanity Fair spread looks good," I said conversationally, lowering the camera. "Early proofs came through yesterday."
"I haven't seen them," she replied, her voice neutral.
"I can send them to you."
A slight pause. "If you think they're worth seeing."
"They are." I moved slightly, finding a better angle. "You gave me exactly what I needed that day."
Her eyes narrowed almost imperceptibly in the mirror. Before she could respond, a harried assistant approached, clipboard in hand.
"Five minutes to first looks, everyone! Vi, they need you in wardrobe now."
Vi nodded, rising gracefully from the chair. She passed close to me as she left, her shoulder nearly brushing mine, the scent of her perfume--something expensive and subtle--lingering in her wake. No words, but a definite acknowledgment of my presence.
The show itself was typical Versace--bold, sexy, unapologetic. Vi walked twice, first in a structured black dress with strategic cutouts that revealed glimpses of skin, then in the finale look--a barely-there silver creation that caught the light with every movement. She was magnificent on the runway, her usual control harnessed into deliberate power, owning the space, commanding attention.
After the show, the backstage area erupted into controlled celebration--congratulations, air kisses, champagne discreetly circulated. I continued working, documenting the aftermath, the relief and exhilaration that followed a successful show. Vi was surrounded by industry people--editors, stylists, other models--accepting compliments with practiced grace.
I kept my distance, watching, waiting. Eventually, the crowd around her thinned as people moved on to the next event, the next show, the next obligation. Vi retreated to a quiet corner to change back into her street clothes, protected from view by clothing racks and portable screens.
I circled around, approaching from the opposite side, finding a gap in the makeshift barrier that afforded a partial view. She was in the process of removing the silver finale dress, her back to me, unaware of my presence. I raised my camera, capturing the moment--the vulnerability of undressing, the contrast of her bare skin against the metallic fabric.
The shutter sound gave me away. Vi turned sharply, clutching the dress to her chest, her eyes finding mine through the gap. For a moment, genuine shock registered on her face, followed quickly by anger.
"Delete that," she demanded, her voice low but intense.
I lowered the camera but didn't retreat. "It's a beautiful shot. Nothing inappropriate or revealing."
"I didn't consent to being photographed while changing," she said, her tone glacial. "Delete it. Now."
I held her gaze for a long moment, then nodded, making a show of accessing the camera's menu and deleting the image. She watched me with narrowed eyes, clearly not trusting that I'd actually removed it.
"Happy?" I asked, showing her the 'Image Deleted' confirmation on the screen.
"Ecstatic," she replied coldly. "Now leave."
I smiled slightly. "Of course. Apologies for the intrusion."
Her eyes remained fixed on me, suspicious, as I backed away. Only when I was a reasonable distance did she return to changing, this time positioning herself more carefully behind the barrier.
I rejoined the main backstage area, continuing my work, though my mind remained on that moment--the flash of vulnerability in Vi's eyes, the instinctive protective gesture, the genuine emotion that had broken through her perfect facade. Another crack in the armor, widening.
Later that evening, at a post-show industry party in a sleek bar near the Navigli district, I spotted Vi across the crowded room. She was with a group that included editors from Italian Vogue and several high-profile stylists, a champagne flute in her hand, nodding at something being said. She wore a simple black dress that managed to be both modest and arresting, her hair now loose around her shoulders.
I made no move to approach her, instead positioning myself at the bar where she would inevitably see me. Sophia had disappeared earlier with a group of models headed to another event, after I'd begged off with claims of work obligations. In truth, I had other priorities tonight.
Sure enough, Vi eventually detached from her group to order a drink. Her path to the bar brought her directly past where I stood. She hesitated briefly when she saw me, then continued, her chin lifting slightly as if preparing for battle.
"Vi," I acknowledged as she reached the bar beside me.
"Danny." Her tone was cool but not hostile. "Enjoying Milan?"
"Very much. The architecture alone is worth the trip."
She signaled the bartender, ordering a gin martini in flawless Italian. When he moved away to prepare it, she turned slightly toward me.
"Did you really delete that photo?" she asked without preamble.
I smiled. "Would you believe me if I said yes?"
"No," she admitted. "But I'd appreciate the courtesy of an honest answer."
I considered her for a moment, then nodded. "I deleted it."
Her eyebrows rose slightly. "Really?"
"Yes." I took a sip of my whiskey. "Not because you demanded it, but because it wasn't actually a good shot. Too hurried, poor composition."
A flash of annoyance crossed her features. "How pragmatic of you."
"Would you prefer I kept it out of some principled stand about artistic freedom?" I asked. "Or deleted it out of chivalrous respect for your privacy?"
"I'd prefer you hadn't taken it in the first place," she said sharply. "But given that you did, honesty about your reasoning seems the minimum requirement."
The bartender returned with her martini. She thanked him, then turned back to me. "Why are you here, Danny? At this party, in Milan, in this industry?"
"I could ask you the same," I countered. "The model with the PhD has plenty of other options. Why stay in a world you clearly regard with such contempt?"
Her eyes narrowed slightly. "You know nothing about my feelings toward this industry."
"Don't I?" I moved closer, lowering my voice. "I see the way you hold yourself apart. The way you use your education as armor against what you perceive as shallow and trivial. The way you look down on people like Sophia who fully embrace what this world offers."
Vi's posture stiffened, but she didn't back away. "Is that what you think? That I'm some intellectual snob slumming it among the beautiful people?"
"I think you're someone who needs to believe she's different. Special. Above it all." I held her gaze steadily. "Even as you participate in every aspect of it."
"You don't know me," she said, her voice tight.
"I know more than you think," I replied. "I know about HAZE. About Xavier. About the carefully constructed image you maintain."
"Gossip and speculation," she dismissed, though I caught the slight tension in her jaw. "And none of your business."
"Then why are you still standing here talking to me?" I asked, gesturing around us. "There are at least a dozen more appropriate conversation partners in this room. Industry veterans, Creative directors. People who could actually advance your career."
Vi took a deliberate sip of her martini, studying me over the rim of the glass. "Perhaps I'm conducting my own research. You're not the only one who observes, Danny."
"And what have you observed?"
She considered her answer carefully. "Inconsistencies. Contradictions. A man who moves like someone with money and privilege, yet presents himself as a hungry newcomer. Who appears humble in public but radiates arrogance in private. Who uses people transparently yet somehow keeps them coming back for more."
I smiled slowly. "Thorough analysis. And your conclusion?"
"Still developing," she admitted. "Though I'm increasingly certain you're not who you pretend to be."
"Perhaps I could say the same about you," I countered. "The ice queen with the PhD, working bottle service in a nightclub. The independent intellectual with the banker boyfriend she claims not to date. The professional who never mixes business and pleasure, yet seeks out private conversations with a photographer's assistant."
Her eyes flashed with genuine anger. "I own thirty percent of that club, as I told you before. Xavier is a business relationship, not a romantic one. And these conversations are professional reconnaissance, nothing more."
"Keep telling yourself that," I said softly. "Maybe eventually you'll believe it."
For a moment, Vi seemed genuinely speechless, a rarity for someone so composed. I pressed the advantage, stepping closer.
"What are you really afraid of, Vi?" I asked, my voice low. "That I'm not who I appear to be? Or that I see who you really are beneath all those careful layers?"
Her breath caught slightly, pupils dilating despite the well-lit bar. For a moment, I thought I'd pushed too far--that she would walk away, retreat behind her defenses. Instead, she leaned in, her voice barely audible over the ambient noise.
"You see what I allow you to see," she said. "Nothing more."
"Then why are your hands shaking?" I asked, glancing down at the slight tremor in the hand holding her martini glass.
Vi followed my gaze, then deliberately set the glass on the bar. "Milan in February," she said dismissively. "It's cold."
"It's not cold in here."
She met my eyes again, something dangerous flickering in their depths. "What do you want from me, Danny? Why this... fixation?"
I smiled. "Fixation? I think you're projecting, Vi. I'm simply having a conversation with a colleague."
"Bullshit," she said, the profanity startling from her usually controlled mouth. "You've been watching me, following me, infiltrating my professional and personal spaces for months now. Why?"
"Because you're fascinating," I admitted, the first genuine truth I'd offered her. "A puzzle I want to solve."
"I'm not a puzzle," she stated flatly. "I'm a person."
"A person with secrets," I countered. "With contradictions. With depths you don't allow anyone to see."
Vi's expression hardened. "This conversation is over," she declared, reaching for her purse. "Enjoy the rest of your evening, Mr. Marshall."
I caught her wrist as she turned to leave, my grip firm but not painful. She froze, looking down at my hand on her skin, then up at my face with a mixture of shock and something darker.
"Let. Go." Each word was precisely articulated, a warning in every syllable.
I released her immediately, raising my hands in a gesture of peace. "Apologies. That was inappropriate."
Vi rubbed her wrist, though I knew I hadn't hurt her. The gesture was psychological, not physical--a way to process the boundary violation.
"Don't ever touch me without permission again," she said, her voice low and intense.
"Understood." I maintained eye contact, neither apologetic nor challenging. "Though I'm curious--does Xavier ask permission?"
Her eyes widened fractionally. "That is absolutely none of your business."
"Of course not," I agreed easily. "Though I wonder if it bothers you--playing the arm candy for a man you feel nothing for. The intellectual trophy on the banker's arm."
"You know nothing about my arrangement with Xavier," she said coldly.
"Arrangement," I repeated. "Interesting choice of word. Very transactional."
Vi's jaw tightened. "Not all relationships need to be built on sexual attraction," she said, a defensive note creeping into her voice. "Some are based on mutual respect, shared interests, compatible goals."
"And some are based on convenience and appearances," I suggested. "The perfect accessory for a man who needs the right woman on his arm, and the perfect cover for a woman who doesn't want to deal with actual intimacy."
Her hand moved before I registered the intent, a sharp crack as her palm connected with my cheek. The blow wasn't particularly painful, but it was unexpected--a complete loss of the control she prized so highly.
Conversations around us paused briefly, heads turning toward the sound. Vi's eyes widened in horror at her own action, her hand dropping to her side as the implications registered. In a world built on appearances and connections, this kind of public display could have consequences.
"I..." she began, then stopped, clearly at a loss for words.
I rubbed my cheek slowly, watching the emotions play across her face--shock, regret, embarrassment, fear. All the carefully constructed walls crumbling in real time.
"Feel better?" I asked quietly.
She stared at me, her composure in tatters. Without another word, she turned and walked rapidly toward the exit, pushing past curious onlookers, ignoring the calls of colleagues wondering where she was going.
I remained at the bar, finishing my drink calmly as conversations resumed around me. Several people glanced my way, clearly wondering what had provoked the unflappable Vi Reyes to such a public display. I offered no explanation, simply signaled the bartender for another whiskey.
Ten minutes later, my phone buzzed with a text from an unknown number:
*Tribeca Loft. 20 minutes. Room 718. We need to talk.*
I smiled to myself, pocketing the phone without responding. Vi had gotten my room number from somewhere--probably the front desk, using her status or charm. The fact that she was reaching out at all, especially after such a public loss of control, was significant. Another crack in the perfect facade, widening into a fissure.
I finished my drink, left some euros on the bar, and made my way out of the party. The February night was indeed cold, the streets of Milan nearly empty this late on a weeknight. I walked slowly toward the hotel, in no hurry to arrive before Vi had time to stew in her own anxiety and anger.
When I finally reached the hotel and rode the elevator to the seventh floor, I paused outside room 718, listening. No sound from within. I used my key card, opening the door to the darkened room.
Vi sat in an armchair by the window, illuminated only by the city lights filtering through the sheer curtains. She didn't turn when I entered, her posture rigid, her profile sharp against the dim glow.
"Close the door," she said, her voice controlled once more.
I complied, then moved further into the room, not turning on any lights. "How did you get in?"
"Money opens most doors," she replied coldly. "Especially in luxury hotels."
I nodded, unsurprised. "Why are you here, Vi?"
She turned finally, her face partially shadowed, expression unreadable in the low light. "To finish our conversation privately, away from industry eyes."
"Very considerate," I observed, removing my jacket and tossing it onto the bed. "Though I wonder if it's my reputation or yours you're concerned about."
"Both," she admitted. "What happened at the bar was... regrettable."
"The slap, or the conversation that preceded it?"
"Both," she repeated, then sighed. "I shouldn't have struck you. That was... unprofessional."
"Among other things," I agreed, pouring myself a drink from the minibar. "What specifically provoked it? The comment about Xavier, or the observation about your aversion to intimacy?"
Vi's jaw tightened visibly even in the dim light. "You deliberately provoked me."
"Yes," I acknowledged, taking a seat on the edge of the bed, facing her. "And you responded exactly as expected. The perfect Vi Reyes, losing control in public. Fascinating."
"Is that what this is to you?" she asked, leaning forward slightly. "Some psychological experiment?"
"In part," I admitted. "You're an interesting subject."
"I'm not a subject," she stated firmly. "Or an object. I'm a person with agency and boundaries, which you seem determined to violate."
I sipped my drink. "Yet here you are, in my hotel room, in the middle of the night."
Vi fell silent, apparently realizing the contradiction in her words and actions. Finally, she stood, moving to the window, her back to me.
"What do you want from me?" she asked, her voice quieter now.
"The truth," I replied simply.
"About what?"
"About why you're really here. About why you can't seem to stay away, despite your obvious disdain. About why you care who I sleep with, what my background is, how I'm advancing in the industry."
Vi remained silent, her reflection in the window glass revealing nothing. After a long moment, she spoke, her voice carefully controlled.
"I don't care who you sleep with," she said. "I care about the potential disruption to my professional environment. This industry runs on relationships, and you seem intent on complicating those relationships for your own advancement."
"A professional concern only," I summarized skeptically.
"Yes."
"Then why are you in my hotel room at midnight instead of sending an email expressing your concerns?" I pressed. "Why the slap in a public venue rather than a calm, professional conversation?"
Vi turned finally, her face half-illuminated by the city lights, half in shadow. "You provoke... irrational responses," she admitted reluctantly. "It's... unsettling."
I stood, moving toward her slowly. "Unsettling because you're not used to losing control? Or unsettling because you like it more than you want to admit?"
She didn't back away as I approached, though I saw the slight increase in her breathing rate, the barely perceptible tension in her shoulders.
"Don't flatter yourself," she said, but the words lacked conviction.
I stopped when only inches separated us, close enough to feel the heat radiating from her body, to smell the subtle scent of her perfume mingled with the gin from her earlier martini.
"Why did you really come here tonight, Vi?" I asked quietly.
Her eyes met mine, defiant despite the uncertainty I could see beneath. "To tell you to stop. Stop watching me, stop following me, stop trying to infiltrate my professional spaces."
"Is that really what you want?"
Vi's breath caught slightly, her pupils dilating in the dim light. "Yes," she said, but the word sounded hollow even to my ears.
"Then why are you still here?" I moved closer, not quite touching her but close enough that she would feel my breath on her skin. "You've delivered your message. You could leave."
"I..." she began, then stopped, clearly struggling with something internal. "I want to understand."
"Understand what?"
"You," she admitted reluctantly. "What drives you. What you're really after."
I smiled slowly. "And if the answer is you? If what I'm after, what I've been carefully working toward all these months, is breaking down those perfect walls you've built? Seeing what's really beneath all those careful layers of control and intellect and professional distance?"
Her eyes widened slightly, something like fear--or perhaps recognition--flashing across her features. "That's... That's absurd."
"Is it?" I raised a hand, not touching her but letting it hover near her face. "May I?"
The question--permission explicitly requested after her earlier command--seemed to startle her. After a moment's hesitation, she nodded once, a barely perceptible movement.
I touched her then, a single finger tracing the line of her jaw. She shivered but didn't pull away.
"Tell me to stop," I said quietly. "Tell me to stop, and I will. Tell me you don't want this, whatever this is, and I'll back away. We'll keep our relationship strictly professional from this moment forward."
Vi remained frozen, her eyes locked with mine, internal conflict visible in every line of her body. The perfect opportunity to retreat, to reestablish boundaries, to maintain the carefully constructed image she'd built over years.
"I can't," she whispered finally, the words seeming to surprise her as much as me.
That single admission--I can't, not I don't want to--was all I needed. The final crack in the facade, the opening I'd been working toward for months.
I closed the remaining distance between us, my hand sliding to the back of her neck as I pulled her into a kiss that was neither gentle nor particularly kind. It was claiming, demanding, a physical manifestation of the power struggle we'd been engaged in since that first dismissive glance at LENS Studios.
For a moment, Vi remained rigid against me, neither participating nor pulling away. Then something seemed to break within her--a dam bursting, control shattering. Her hands grasped my shoulders, nails digging in painfully even through my shirt as she kissed me back with equal intensity, equal hunger.
There was nothing romantic about it. This was raw need, anger, frustration, months of tension suddenly finding release. My hands moved to her waist, pulling her body flush against mine, feeling the heat of her through the thin fabric of her dress. She made a sound--not quite a moan, something more desperate--as my tongue pushed past her lips, claiming her mouth completely.
I walked her backward until she hit the wall beside the window, pinning her there with my body. Her hands moved restlessly now, one tangling in my hair, pulling almost painfully, the other clawing at my back. I broke the kiss to move my mouth to her neck, teeth grazing the sensitive skin there.
"Tell me what you want," I demanded against her throat.
"I don't--" she began, then gasped as I bit down harder. "I don't know."
"Liar," I accused, my hand finding the hem of her dress, sliding beneath to touch bare thigh. "Tell me. Say it."
Vi's head fell back against the wall, eyes closed, breathing ragged. "I want... I want to stop thinking," she admitted finally. "I want to stop being in control. Just for tonight."
I pulled back slightly, forcing her to look at me. "Open your eyes," I commanded. "I want you to see exactly who's doing this to you. No pretending I'm someone else. No excuses tomorrow."
Her eyes opened, dark with desire but still defiant. "I know exactly who you are," she said, voice low and intense.
"Good." I kissed her again, harder this time, my hand continuing its journey beneath her dress, finding the edge of her underwear. "Because I know exactly who you are too, Vi. Beneath all the perfect control and intellectual armor. I see you."
She shuddered against me, a mix of arousal and fear in her expression. "No one sees me," she whispered.
"I do," I insisted, my fingers slipping beneath the silk to find her already wet. "I always have."
Vi gasped as I touched her, her hips jerking involuntarily against my hand. "Please," she said, the word clearly unfamiliar in this context.
"Please what?" I pressed, circling her clit slowly, deliberately. "Be specific."
Her jaw tightened, pride warring with desire. "Don't make me beg," she said, a note of command still in her voice despite her position.
I smiled, removing my hand entirely. "Then we're done here."
I stepped back, creating space between us. Vi remained against the wall, breathing hard, confusion and frustration evident in her expression.
"What--"
"I'm not interested in halfway, Vi," I explained calmly. "Not with you. Either you surrender completely--admit what you want, ask for it explicitly--or we stop now, pretend this never happened, and return to our professional relationship."
She stared at me, disbelief mingling with outrage. "You can't be serious."
"Completely." I moved further away, sitting on the edge of the bed, watching her. "Your choice. No judgment either way."
Vi remained frozen against the wall, clearly torn between her pride and her desire. The internal struggle played out across her features--the need to maintain control, to preserve the image she'd cultivated so carefully, versus the raw hunger I'd awakened.
"I could leave," she said finally, though she made no move toward the door.
"You could," I agreed. "And tomorrow we'd both pretend this never happened. You'd go back to being the perfect Vi Reyes, intellectual model above it all. I'd go back to being the ambitious photographer's assistant working my way up. Nothing would change."
"And if I stay?" she asked, vulnerability bleeding through her carefully constructed facade.
"Then everything changes," I said simply. "Because we'd both know the truth."
"What truth?"
"That the perfect Vi Reyes, with her PhD and her carefully maintained boundaries, wanted to be fucked by the photographer's assistant she claimed to disdain." I held her gaze steadily. "That the ice queen is capable of melting after all."
Her breath caught, color rising in her cheeks--not embarrassment, but anger mingled with arousal. "You're cruel," she observed.
"I'm honest," I corrected. "Something you're still struggling with."
Vi pushed away from the wall finally, but instead of moving toward the door, she took a deliberate step in my direction. Then another. When she reached me, she stood between my knees, looking down at me with an expression I couldn't quite read.
"What I want," she began, her voice low but clear, "is to stop thinking. To stop analyzing. To stop maintaining the image, just for tonight." She took a deep breath. "What I want is for you to make me forget who I am. Who you are. All of it."
I reached up, taking her hand, pulling her down until our faces were level. "Not good enough," I said quietly. "Be explicit."
Her eyes flashed with renewed anger, but beneath it I saw something else--a growing acceptance, perhaps even relief at being pushed beyond her comfort zone.
"I want you to fuck me," she said finally, the crude word sounding strange in her cultured voice. "Hard. Without gentleness or consideration. I want to feel used, controlled, taken. I want to forget everything except sensation."
I smiled slowly, satisfaction coursing through me at her surrender. "Now we're getting somewhere."
I pulled her roughly onto my lap, claiming her mouth once more. This time there was no hesitation in her response--she kissed me back with equal ferocity, her hands pulling at my shirt, seeking skin. I allowed it briefly, then caught her wrists, forcing them behind her back, held in one of my hands.
"No," I said against her lips. "You don't get to control this. That's the point."
Vi struggled briefly against my grip, testing the restraint, then went deliberately limp, yielding. "Yes," she agreed, the word both acceptance and plea.
I stood, still holding her wrists, walking her backward toward the wall again. When her back hit the surface, I released her hands only to grasp the neckline of her dress, pulling sharply. The expensive fabric tore with a satisfying sound, revealing black lace underneath.
Vi gasped, shock mingling with arousal in her expression. "That was Valentino," she protested weakly.
"Send me the bill," I replied, tearing the dress further until it hung in tatters around her waist. "I'm sure Xavier will cover it."
Her eyes narrowed at the deliberate provocation, but whatever retort she might have made died as I roughly palmed her breast through the lace bra. Instead, a low moan escaped her, head falling back against the wall as I squeezed harder than was strictly comfortable.
"Is this what you imagined?" I asked, voice low and dangerous. "When you watched me with Sophia, with Jenna? Did you wonder what it would be like to be in their place?"
"No," she lied, gasping as I pinched her nipple through the lace.
"Still lying," I observed, my free hand moving to wrap around her throat--not squeezing, just a reminder of my physical advantage. "Even now, you can't admit the truth."
Vi's eyes met mine, defiance warring with desire. "Fine," she conceded. "Yes, I wondered. Are you satisfied?"
"Not yet," I replied, my hand tightening slightly around her throat. "But I will be."
I released her abruptly, stepping back. "Take off what's left of the dress," I commanded. "Then the underwear. Slowly."
Vi hesitated only briefly before complying, pushing the ruined dress down her hips until it pooled at her feet. She stood in matched black lace--expensive, minimalist, exactly what I'd expected from her. Her body was as perfect as her public image suggested--toned but not athletic, curves in all the right places, skin like porcelain in the dim light.
She reached behind her back to unfasten the bra, eyes never leaving mine as she removed it, letting it fall beside the dress. Her breasts were smaller than they appeared in photographs, perfectly proportioned to her slender frame. The nipples were already hard, either from arousal or the cool air of the room.
Hooking her thumbs in the waistband of her panties, she slowly pushed them down her thighs, stepping out of them with a grace that reminded me of her runway walk. Now completely naked except for her heels, she stood before me, chin lifted in defiance despite her vulnerability.
"Beautiful," I acknowledged, circling her slowly, taking in every detail. "But then, you know that. Beauty is your currency in this world."
"Not my only currency," she corrected, a flash of the intellectual resurfacing.
"No," I agreed, coming to stand behind her, my fully clothed body a deliberate contrast to her nakedness. "But the one you rely on most, despite your protests to the contrary."
My hands moved to her shoulders, sliding down her arms to her wrists, which I once again pulled behind her back. With my free hand, I gathered her hair, pulling it aside to expose her neck.
"The problem with beauty," I continued, my lips brushing her ear, "is that it's a depreciating asset. Every year, every stress line, every late night chips away at it. While that brilliant mind of yours--the one you use as a shield against the industry that commodifies you--that only grows more valuable with time."
Vi remained silent, though I felt the slight tremor that ran through her body at my words.
"You fear becoming irrelevant," I observed, my hand moving from her hair to trail down her spine. "Aging out of an industry that worships youth. Being remembered only as a pretty face rather than for your intellect. It's why you maintain such rigid control, such perfect boundaries."
"Stop analyzing me," she said tightly. "That's not what I'm here for."
I spun her around to face me, my hand returning to her throat. "You're here for whatever I decide you're here for," I reminded her. "That was the deal. Complete surrender, remember?"
Her eyes flashed with renewed defiance, but she nodded once, reluctantly. "Yes."
"Good girl," I said, knowing the condescension would irritate her. True to form, her jaw tightened, but she remained silent. "On your knees."
Vi hesitated, pride warring with desire. Finally, she sank gracefully to her knees, looking up at me with a mixture of resentment and arousal. I released her wrists, confident now that she wouldn't try to regain control.
"Unfasten my pants," I instructed. "Using only your mouth."
Her eyes widened slightly at the command, but after a moment's hesitation, she leaned forward, teeth carefully grasping the button of my trousers. It took several attempts, but eventually she managed to work it free. The zipper proved easier, her teeth catching the pull and dragging it downward with deliberate slowness.
"Very good," I praised, running a hand through her hair. "Now take me out."
Vi reached up, but I caught her hands. "No. Still only your mouth."
She frowned, clearly considering whether this was worth the humiliation. After a moment, she leaned forward again, maneuvering my pants and underwear down using a combination of teeth and careful pressure until my cock sprang free.
"Open," I commanded.
Vi parted her lips, maintaining eye contact as she took me into her mouth. The sight was surreal--Viridiana Reyes, fashion icon and intellectual, on her knees in a hotel room, perfectly made-up lips stretched around my cock. The power of the image alone was almost enough to make me come.
She worked me skillfully, clearly not inexperienced despite her carefully maintained public persona. Her tongue swirled around the head before she took me deeper, one hand moving to steady herself against my thigh.
I allowed her to establish a rhythm before tangling my hand in her hair, taking control of the pace. "Hands behind your back," I ordered. She complied immediately, clasping them at the small of her back without breaking the suction of her mouth.
"Look at me," I said, maintaining eye contact as I began to thrust more forcefully into her mouth. "I want you to see exactly who's using you right now."
Her eyes watered slightly as I hit the back of her throat, but she didn't pull away, didn't try to slow the pace. There was something almost relieved in her expression--the liberation of having control taken from her, of being reduced to a purely physical being rather than the complex persona she maintained in public.
Before I could reach completion, I pulled out of her mouth, wiping a strand of saliva from her lip with my thumb. "Stand up," I instructed. "Face the window."
Vi rose on slightly unsteady legs, turning toward the window as directed. The sheer curtains did little to block the view of the city below, or the view of her from outside if anyone cared to look up.
"Hands on the glass," I said, moving behind her. "Spread your legs."
She complied, placing her palms flat against the window, feet shoulder-width apart. The position displayed her body perfectly--the elegant line of her spine, the curve of her ass, the glistening evidence of her arousal visible between her thighs.
"Anyone could see you," I murmured, running my hands down her sides. "The perfect Vi Reyes, spread like this for a photographer's assistant she claimed to despise."
A shiver ran through her body at the words, whether from fear or excitement I couldn't tell. "Please," she whispered.
"Please what?" I prompted, one hand sliding between her legs from behind, finding her slick and ready. "Be specific."
Vi's forehead pressed against the glass, eyes closing briefly. "Please fuck me," she said, the words still sounding foreign in her cultured voice. "Now. Hard."
I positioned myself at her entrance, teasing her with just the tip. "Look at me," I demanded. "Over your shoulder. I want to see your face when I take you."
She turned her head, eyes meeting mine, something vulnerable and desperate in her expression. I held her gaze as I thrust forward in one smooth motion, burying myself to the hilt inside her. She gasped, eyes widening at the sudden intrusion, hands pressing harder against the glass for support.
I established a relentless rhythm, one hand gripping her hip, the other tangling in her hair, pulling her head back to maintain eye contact. Each thrust pushed her harder against the window, the glass cool against her heated skin.
"Is this what you wanted?" I asked, voice low and rough. "To be taken like this, used, controlled?"
"Yes," she admitted, the word a broken gasp as I hit a particularly sensitive spot inside her. "God, yes."
I increased the pace, the sound of skin against skin filling the room along with our harsh breathing. Vi's composure was completely shattered now, her carefully maintained facade replaced by raw, animal need. She pushed back against each thrust, meeting me halfway, her body greedily accepting everything I gave her.
"Touch yourself," I commanded, releasing her hair to grip both hips. "Make yourself come while I fuck you."
She complied instantly, one hand leaving the window to snake between her legs, fingers finding her clit. Her movements were desperate, uncoordinated, a far cry from the precise control she usually exhibited.
"Look at you," I said, voice deliberately cruel. "What would your admirers think if they could see you now? The intellectual ice queen, reduced to this."
A moan escaped her at the words, her inner walls clenching around me. She was close, teetering on the edge of release. I slowed deliberately, denying her what she sought.
"No," she protested, trying to maintain the rhythm. "Please, don't stop."
"Tell me who you are," I demanded, nearly withdrawing completely before slamming back into her. "Say it."
Vi's breath caught, confusion mingling with desperate need. "What?"
"Say it," I repeated, establishing a torturously slow pace. "Admit who you really are beneath all the carefully constructed layers."
Understanding dawned in her eyes, followed by a flash of resistance. I stopped moving entirely, remaining buried inside her but denying her the friction she craved.
"I'm..." she began, then swallowed hard. "I'm not who I pretend to be."
"More specific," I demanded, withdrawing almost completely.
"I'm... I maintain the intellectual facade because I'm afraid of being seen as just another pretty face," she admitted, the words rushing out now. "I look down on the others because I'm terrified of becoming like them--disposable, replaceable."
"And?" I pressed, giving her a single, shallow thrust that wasn't nearly enough.
"And I've wanted this--wanted you--since that day at the Vanity Fair shoot," she confessed, voice breaking. "I hate myself for it, but I can't stop thinking about you, about what you do to those other women, about what it would be like to be one of them."
Satisfaction coursed through me at her admission--the final surrender, the complete honesty I'd been working toward. I rewarded her by resuming my earlier pace, thrusting hard and deep, my hand moving to replace hers between her legs.
"Come for me," I commanded, circling her clit with practiced precision. "Now, Vi. Let go completely."
The combination of my words, my cock inside her, and my fingers on her clit pushed her over the edge. Vi came with a shattered cry, her body convulsing around me, inner walls pulsating as wave after wave of pleasure crashed through her. I continued fucking her through the orgasm, prolonging it, watching her perfect composure disintegrate completely in the reflection of the window glass.
Only when she began to come down did I allow my own release, driving deep one final time as I emptied myself inside her. For several moments, we remained frozen in that position--her pressed against the window, me buried inside her, both of us breathing heavily in the aftermath.
Slowly, I withdrew, turning her to face me. Vi's expression was dazed, vulnerable in a way I'd never seen before. Her carefully styled hair was a mess, makeup smudged, lips swollen from our earlier kisses. She looked wrecked, undone, utterly unlike the controlled professional she presented to the world.
I led her to the bed, both of us collapsing onto the mattress, physically spent. For several minutes, we lay in silence, the only sound our gradually normalizing breathing.
"Well," Vi said finally, voice hoarse, "that was... unexpected."
I turned my head to look at her, taking in her profile in the dim light. "Was it? Or was it inevitable from that first day at LENS?"
She remained silent, apparently considering the question. "I don't know," she admitted finally. "Nothing about you makes sense. Nothing about this makes sense."
"It doesn't have to," I replied. "Some things just are."
Vi turned to face me, expression serious despite her disheveled appearance. "What happens now?"
"That depends," I said. "On whether this was a one-time purging of tension, or something you want to explore further."
She frowned slightly. "It can't happen again," she said, though without much conviction. "The professional complications alone--"
"Stop thinking like Vi Reyes, fashion icon and intellectual," I interrupted. "Just answer the question. Do you want more of this? Of me?"
Vi stared at me for a long moment, internal conflict visible in her eyes. Finally, she nodded once, the movement so slight I almost missed it.
"Yes," she whispered, the admission clearly painful. "God help me, but yes."
I smiled, satisfaction coursing through me at her surrender. Another crack in the perfect facade, widening into a chasm. By the time I was done with her, there would be nothing left of the walls she'd built so carefully over the years.
"Then we'll see each other tomorrow," I said simply. "After the Prada show."
She nodded again, eyes already drifting closed with exhaustion. Within minutes, her breathing had deepened, body relaxing into sleep beside me. I remained awake, watching her, cataloging the differences between sleeping Vi and her public persona--the slight part of her lips, the occasional twitch of her fingers, the soft, almost inaudible sighs.
Vulnerable. Human. Mine.
As I finally drifted toward sleep, I reflected on the months of careful manipulation that had led to this moment. The strategic seductions, the deliberately engineered encounters, the psychological pressure points I'd identified and exploited. All to break down the walls of the seemingly impenetrable Vi Reyes.
Phase three complete. Phase four about to begin.
The game was progressing exactly as planned.
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