Joker 02: Lust

This level of pure unadulterated LUST is something I haven't experienced in a long time. I'm struggling. Nighttime fantasies are one thing, but day time ones? Whew. I would love nothing more than to push this Joker up against something and passionately kiss him while my hands search for his skin. This level of lust is insanity! I feel like a big bad wolf.

It is far to easy for me to imagine licking every single inch of flesh I can get to. Nibble that jawline. Guide his head lower and lower for him to taste my lust. Like using his hands as a necklace, this is NOT normal for me to want... but damn I do. This lust is unreal! It's unrelenting, I've tried to distract myself, I really have... I picked up a second job, thinking about picking up a third... Joker is dangerous to me.... and I don't know how the fuck he got past that wall or why! I'm loyal. Dagnabbit!

It is far too easy for me to imagine him rolling my nipples between those long fingers. To scrape his teeth against my nipples and my clit. To work his tongue against my button and plunge into my honey hole. To put a finger or two in and work that g spot. To bite my thighs. To grab my hips and hold me tight to his mouth. FUCK!! The sun is shining and my eyes are heavy in lust. The blinks bringing images like a flood. I want two of his fingers to rub all of my labia while either his tongue or another of his fingers circles my switch. I want to squirt on his face. I'm actually pissed these images are haunting me, like really REALLY pissed. I'm like a moth drawn to the light.

I want to ravage him like a vampire craving blood. Like my life depends on it. He's dangerous to me. I want to nibble his hip bones and take him in my mouth. I want to run my hands up his chest when I'm on my knees sucking his cock while I'm working my own clit. I want to grab his buttocks and anchor myself while I'm slobbing his knob, taking him all the way in down to his base swallowing his entire length. I want his balls bouncing off my chin, off my ass, against my clit. I want to gag on his manhood. This lust, I thought this was a 20's or 30's thing. "Dirty 30's"... that's what I've always heard. I want to be cuffed where I can't move and eaten until I'm begging for a reprieve and denied until I'm spent. I'm not even sure where all these ideas are coming from!! This isn't "normal" for me!! This is primal.. like I want him to tap into those primal male instincts and take me. Carnal. The hunter stalking his prey. But am I really the prey or is he? Are we each other's? Dammit! I can't, I can't, I CAN'T! I KNOW I CAN'T. Why can't I let this go? Fffffuuuuucccccckkkkkkk!!!!!!!

Images of him under me pulling my hips tighter against his or above me heavily breathing in my ear, slamming into me, moans and screams... gasps... sloppy wet sounds ringing in my ears, growls of passion.... dammit dammit dammit!!! I CAN'T! I HAVEN'T HAD A TEMPTATION LIKE THIS IN MORE THAN 10 YEARS. Back when I was single and could act upon it. Fffuuuccckkkk, I want to act upon it. I WANT to be devoured. I want dominance to shift back and forth. I want him to pin me with my arms above my head and slide his hands down my arms, cup my tits, run them down my stomach, across my hips, separate my lips and plunge deep while I moan into his mouth or the nape of his neck... I want to nibble his collarbone, bite on his neck, run my fingernails up his back. I want him hard... ready. I want to be in uncontrollable shivers of ecstasy. I wonder if his craving matches my own.

i can't. i can't. i can't!!!!!

i.

want.

to.

dammit!!!!!!!

I want to grind on that body. I want to strip his clothing and see what other tattoos he has. Trace them with my tongue. I want to taste that saltiness of his skin after a workout. Dear lord, I want this Joker. I've got no right to want him, I feel extremely guilty about it which is why it pisses me off, but I've got no control over this desire. If I were a man, I'd need to see a doctor... I'd have had a 5 day erection at this point. It doesn't matter how many times I've induced myself to cum through self pleasure, it isn't satisfying. I don't really think anything could be except that Joker himself. I've got absolutely no right, but that lust just isn't listening.

I.

WANT.

TO.

fuck.