Speed-d(omin)ating - Pt. 01

April.

Violet was bored. It was late afternoon, the air was starting to get hot. Outside, the people in the street passing were screaming "get out of your apartment before you fall asleep". She had spent Sunday in bed, sometimes with a book in hand, sometimes her computer, sometimes herself.

She wanted to leave her room, go outside, see some friends, chat about this colleague at work and the looks they exchanged or that bartender, who kept staring at her.

But she didn't have the energy. So she went online. She spent another hour watching her TV show, after gazing at the ceiling thinking about her life choices. It was eight o'clock. Then, she went on her favorite online forum, a sort of free story-posting website, with all kinds of themes. Horror, romance, adventure, erotic, comedy. Sometimes, some stories mixed themes. Sometimes, Violet would write until late during the night, sometimes, she would just read until she fell asleep.

There was also a tab designed to make people meet over one theme in particular : there were conventions for independent authors to meet their fans, meet-ups for one genera in particular, film sessions, etc. This hot evening of April, Violet, almost asleep in her bed, completely hidden under her bedsheets, read the following ad :

"Speed-dominating, 3rd session, tonight, 10pm. For anyone wanting to experience domination in a safe environment, gather with us tonight! Whether it be to explore submission or domination, try and meet your pair amongst the 3 or 4 partners you will encounter for a brief moment to get to know each other! Only a few tickets left. The link to sign-up : "

Violet paused. She thought about it for a while. It was quarter past nine, now. The place wasn't too far. She had already met people from the forum, everything had gone well. But she never had done any sex-related meet-up. Even if the ad only talked about getting to know other people on the subject, she was apprehensive.

She certainly wanted to know more about herself on the subject. She knew she could enjoy taking power all to herself. For an instant, to feel she can do whatever she wants, because the other person has accepted this torture, and wants to take part in this scenery. Taking a hand and force it against the bed. Hiting gently the body of her partner, with the palm of her hands. Saying an insult, and knowing the other person enjoyed it. Asking to do, seeing it happen. Was that what domination was all about? She didn't know for sure. She never really experienced that with any of her partners, whether it be woman, men, or other. She never had that kind of connection, but seeing this ad, for a moment, she pondered the possibilities that lied upon her.

After a short time, she started to move, for the first time today. She got up, put on a small white dress, looked at herself in the mirror, laughed a bit, clicked on the sign-up button, answered a few personal questions, got out of her apartment, to the speed-dominating session. What was it going to be like?

She arrived a little late. The place was quite cute, it was a sort of cafe with little colored headlights all over the place. She was welcomed by two people who guided her through the rules of the event :

"So, Violet, the goal tonight for you is to meet people with whom you may match. You're going to meet 3 or 4 partners tonight, who will try to fit in the criterias you entered when signing up, uhm not so long ago. There may be some pairs which don't really make a fit, but that's okay you can stop the date whenever you want. You will be installed in small private rooms, but if at any moment you don't feel comfortable, feel free to stop and call us for any help, we're here for that. It's your role and your partner's to create a safe space between the two of you, but you can also check the guidebook to have info on what a domination-based relationship can look like. They're just suggestions. Also, tonight there are only pairs, group sessions will take place next month. Soo, that being said, have fun and stay safe! You can go to room 3 on your left."

Violet felt both reassured and anxious. Reassured by the atmosphere and the organization, anxious about what would happen inside the room. She made a few steps, into the unknown, into excitement and apprehension, towards room 3.

The first person she met, the encounter was a bit what she had expected : awkwardness. No domination, no feeling, nothing. Just names, jobs, hobbies? Both were so shy, the conversation couldn't go anywhere except to the next partner.

The next person was more direct. They asked Violet was she wanted to try, why she was here. She answered with a bit of hesitation, but confirmed that she was here to explore what taking control could feel like. The partner was disappointed, as they were seeking the same goal. "How do they make the matching system? Are you sure you don't want to try submission?" No haha, I'm sorry for you". They shared a laugh, and changed partners.

Violet was a bit disappointed. She was getting bored. She waited 15 minutes before getting to partner number 3. Her anxiety had worn off with her last two encounters, so that was that. But when candidate number 3 entered, a sudden panic took control of her. She knew him.

- Violet??

- Victor???

- Oh my God, I'm so sorry, I didn't know you'd be here

- No, no it's me I don't know why I came here, this is so stupid

They stared at each other in silence, still panicked. Victor broke the silence.

- I'll get the organizers, don't worry, oh my I'm so embarassed. How did you get here?

- How did YOU get here? This is so weird.

- I wrote a story recently on the forum, so I thought, why not come take a look at what happens in real life, to have some inspiration. I was really just here to meet people, not to really create a domination-based relationship. I feel stupid now that we've matched.

- Yeah, okay, I understand.

Victor had changed a lot with time, but she still recognized him. He kept the conversation going.

- How about you, how did you end up here? You didn't seem to me like the type of person, to, you know... enjoy this type of... things.

- What does that mean haha, you're here too. I came here because I was bored, and wanted to meet new people, regardless of the context. Seems like meeting new people isn't something for tonight...

- Are you saying that because of me? We can change partners if you want.

- No, I mean in general. Going here was a stupid idea, I shouldn't have gone.

- Am I the worst partner you saw tonight?

- Ha, probably not. How about me?

- No, no probably not, I've seen worse.

- You didn't get any inspiration for some new stories?

- Well apart from meeting an old classmate at a speed-dominating session, no. Mostly boring deja-vus.

- Yeah. This event is a bit weird. I wonder if people can actually match like that, like it's so specific to find the perfect person with the perfect kink who corresponds to your own. It seems too complicated for me.

- Well I guess that's why they make people meet, it's to explore what they enjoy or don't. It doesn't have to be complicated.

- Have you explored anything? Cause all I've explored are my limits to boredom.

- A bit I guess? With one partner we tried something but I'm not sure I enjoyed it. So we changed. I hope this one-to-one isn't too boring for you then.

- No, no, it's just I have trouble figuring out how to test things, how to fit into the exercise. It seems so hard for me to just try something with someone I just met, to talk intimacy and take the leap.

- That's why they made us meet, so that we'd feel more comfortable.

- Yeah ha, I'm sure that's why. But even like that, it's doesn't feel natural.

Violet paused.

- Like if I asked to do something, you wouldn't, do that for example.

- What do you mean?

- Well if I gave you an order, to test you, to try and establish a domination, you would just be weirded out, no?

A small silence.

- Well, test me.

A long silence.

- Can you get on your knees?

Victor smiled. He was hesitant, but he executed the order. Violet got up and stared at him, mesmerized by the new situation. She caressed his face with her hand.

- Can you, can you take off your shirt?

This time, Victor continued without hesitation. Both were starting to enjoy the game more and more. Violet brushed his body with her hands, and approached his face.

- Can I kiss you also?

- Yes, yes.

She kissed him gently. After a brief moment, she leaned back and whispered to his ear :

- I don't know what to do next...

They both giggled.

- We're here to explore right? We can try things and see where they take us.

- Right. But I don't want you to flee. What do you like that we can try? I am comfortable trying remotely anything, given I didn't really try anything yet.

- You're right. Maybe, uhm, I don't know. I don't know.

- Take your time. Or maybe show me without words if it's easier for you.

This relaxed Victor. Slowly, he stood up, and went towards the box next to the guidebook. He searched inside, and grabbed a piece of rope. He handed it to Violet.

- Do you want to try this?

She thought about it. Then she shook her head yes, and kissed him again. She paused, and turned him around to tie his hands together behind his back.

- Tell me at any time if something isn't okay, or if you feel uncomfortable.

- Thank you, feel free to do the same as well of course.

Violet was now extremely aroused and excited. She felt at ease, and ready to begin. She was sweating a lot, had trouble containing the excitement of this roleplay.

After tying his hands, she then tied the end of the rope to the table. Victor felt vulnerable and safe in that very moment. He stared at Violet, scared and aroused, waiting for her next move. She reached for the box. She got out a purple blindfold, and approached Victor's face.

- I think you've seen enough. Can I change your vision from Violet to purple?

- Yes, please do so.

Violet waited.

- You want this?

- Yes, yes Violet.

- Then, tell me you want this.

- I want this very much, really.

Violet smiled, covered his eyes, and kissed him gently. She stared at him for a moment, helpless there in her hands. She felt powerful, and responsible for both of them. She was in control, but she felt that this meant she had to take care of this power, and use it correctly. She decided to take off her dress and underwear.

- You won't see me, but you will feel me.

Victor was sitting on the ground, and after hearing Violet's clothes fall on the ground, he felt her hands starting to undo slowly his belt and pulling down his pants and underwear. He was naked. He could only hear her breath close to him, and feel its warmth on his cheeks and lips. After this, he felt her body lie down gently on his lap. He felt her legs, her vagina, her hands. He gasped, unable to control spasms of excitement rushing through his body. This was unlike anything he'd felt before sexually. As for her, she couldn't wait to continue, teasing him and toying with him, she was getting closer to orgasm without even touching herself. She felt his warm body below hers, his legs under her vulva, his face and ass cheeks under her hands. She put one finger on his lips to calm him down.

- Let's take care of this.

She put his left leg in between hers, and started grinding on his lap. She released small screams of pleasure little by little. He was trying to hold still, but he was also approaching orgasm without touching himself. He was also starting to let out loud noises, echoing hers. Violet was now riding his lap, faster and faster, one hand in Victor's hair, the other on his leg.

- Please, please touch me too, Violet.

Violet had trouble taking a decision. Through her short breath, she whispered.

- Ask me again...

She kept going on him, harder than before, making him twitch more.

- No, please, touch me, just touch me once.

As Violet reached orgasm, she hesitated, but then finally grabbed the base of his penis, and started caressing it slowly. Victor was out of breath, but didn't need any more : he orgasmed right after her and Violet collapsed on him, her heavy body laying on his.

They were panting, sweaty, and exhausted. They stayed a couple of minutes like that, catching their breath, enjoying their company. Violet took off Victor's blindfold, and untied him. Violet was unsure of how she wanted to end this. She had spent an awesome moment with him, but wanted to make sure it was the same for him, considering his position.

- How was everything for you? Did you enjoy this?

- Are you kidding? You were really great, I didn't think I could be so at ease with someone I just met, well in this case not really, but you know what I mean.

Violet smiled. Victor continued.

- I loved it when you took out the blindfold, I could only imagine everything happening, and it made the moment really special, almost overwhelming with pleasure.

- Maybe I could have gone slower? I was just really excited, I had some much fun having that control...

- I feel like that was a good rythm haha, I could still handle it, otherwise I would have told you, don't worry. You made me feel... hum at ease, enough to say if something was wrong. How about you? This isn't all about me.

- Oh as I said, this was awesome for me. I knew I could like being in control, dominating someone in bed, but I didn't expect to get such a kick out of it. You were, you were perfect as well, I really enjoyed your company.

Both smiled at each other. They started getting their clothes, and getting ready to leave. They left the room and the event without a word, past the front desk, past the colored headlights of the cafe. Violet waved goodbye at Victor as they went their separate ways.

- We should do this again if you want! You have my number!

- Right, let's see each other again, not at this cafe next time?

Violet laughed a bit and left, and then laughed a bit more on the way home.