Cabin CD Pt. 03

CD cabin part three

It has been a few years since someone has seen me dressed up. For a while when I traveled for work I would have guys to my hotel room, some where other cross dressers and some were guys that liked CD's. I have also been to a few guys and cross dressers houses not to mention about a dozen times I went dressed to a few ABS. I didn't always play, I enjoy being seen dressed this way. And of course my old nudist friend that has seen me dressed dozens of time but he never really did understand my fascination with it. But mostly I dressed at home by myself and since I bought the cabin I am dressing more and more. To have a friend that also enjoys it has always been my goal, maybe I have finally achieved it. Steve is a few years younger than me, he is in decent shape but I wouldn't call him overly masculine. Looking at him I wouldn't think he was into guys but then again when I am in man mode I don't either. But he must have some interest or he wouldn't be at my door step with me dressed as I am.

I meet him at the door and let him in as he looks me up and down. I grabbed a few beers from the cooler and asked if he wanted to sit in here or out on the porch, he chooses the porch. We sat on chairs across from each other, I had arranged the chairs earlier so if we did sit out here he would get the full view of me. Again he asked questions about how I started dressing and where I got my clothes from. I told him how it all started with my wife's panties but soon started buying my own, I have a different style than my wife. He asked where I bought them and if I was embarrassed at the store buying them. Most of mine are from Walmart and told him at first, long before they had the self check out I was nervous but I could always tell the cashier they were for my wife. But now with the self check out I don't even worry about it, bras or panties, even in hot pink, it's no big deal.

I explained how most of my skirts and dresses come from thrift stores, one in particular I shop at. Again it was odd at first at the cashier but they never said anything and I'm not the first guy to buy women's clothing. I do wonder how many men are buying for themselves. After a few purchases of dresses in the wrong size I started trying them on in the changing room. He was shocked that I had the balls to do that. I explained how I would pick out a dress and then also do to the men's section and look around before I went to the changing room. But walking into the room and taking off my pants, of course I wear panties, and putting on a new dress while looking in the mirror is such a thrill. The hardest thing to find are heels, not many are in my size and I still struggle with this.

I tell him the basic time line of when I first started wearing panties to where I am today. It has been a 20+ year journey up until now with no end in site. I explain how I have purged a few time, how I would feel guilty about dressing and toss all my clothes in the trash or donate then back to goodwill. I would swear I would never dress in women's clothing ever again. The longest I have gone without dressing is 10 weeks and 2 days just a few years ago. I was doing so good but started thinking about it again, it would start with just panties and before I knew it I was fully dressing again. I would have to buy all new clothes and start over again. This was over 2 years ago and I have not missed more than a few days in a row that I haven't at least wore panties. He tells me he would never had expected I was into this and wondered how many other guys he meets might be doing the same thing. I tell him it's much more common than you would think.

He complements me on my look and tells me his is surprised he is so turned on by this. I thank him and tell him that I am glad he likes it, it has been work in progress and sometimes I'm not sure I look all that good. I feel good when I dress and that is the biggest reason I do it but to turn a guy on with my looks does make me feel good. I flat out ask him if I was making him hard and he tells me yes, we both laugh at this. He already knows I am hard since it is not easy to hide in these clothes, some guys who dress try to hide it but I think a bulge in a panties or a skirt is so hot. The top of my thigh highs are slightly showing since my skirt has hiked up sitting in this chair, but I don't try to hide that either as I sit there with my legs crossed and my high heels dangling.

It is time for another beer and we talk about dinner. He brought burgers and I needed to get the grill from the shed. It's fun to walk with him to get the grill in my heels and mini skirt. It is such a contrast, a rustic cabin in the forest and a girl walking around in a mini skirt and heels. I open the shed door and struggle pulling the grill out, it's not all that easy when you are wearing heels. Steve is outside of the shed as I fall back when the grill finally started to move. Luckily Steve was there to catch me and prevent me from landing on my ass, what a site that would have been. I thank him from saving me and he pats me on the ass and tells me to be careful. He takes over dragging the grill to the cabin for dinner and he lights it up as I get more beer. I had brought a case but at this rate I will need to run out for more at some point. I hate that I would have to dress as a man for that and briefly think about going as Amy.

He gets the burgers on the grill as we chat more, still mostly about my cross dressing. We asked who knew I dressed and I told him about my nudist friend, how I had told him and his reaction. I also explain that no one else who knows me has any clue I dress like this. I also tell him about some of the guys that I have met while dressed and some of the other CD's I have spent time with. He was very excited when I told him this, wanting to know what happened when I met them, and what I did. I'm not sure I want to tell him everything I have done so I am brief on most of the detail, but he keeps asking me more and more questions. I feel like I am being pressured into telling him all the things I have done. So I ask him if he had any bi experiences and am shocked of what he tells me.

Stay tuned there is still more to CUM!