My First Time

It took me a few moments to realize where I was and for my blood to settle. As I came out of the dizzy spell from my head hanging upside down for who knows how long it hit me... I just got throat fucked, hard, without mercy or regard to my well being or need for oxygen. And I wanted more...

Let me go back... I'm in a relationship that had gotten very dry and unsatisfying. I started looking at hook up apps but never really found anyone who was interested. I never thought of myself as gay or bi as I've never found men attractive, but i always wanted to try giving a blowjob. Trans women have always been my dream but I haven't had luck there so I thought why not check it out.

I turned to a gay site at the recommendation of someone I spoken to. I uploaded a pic of my assets and set up a profile just testing the waters. After looking through profiles I messaged a guy a little older than me. We chatted a week or so just getting to know each other and see what we were looking for. I explained that I was interested in giving, and I was new to this. He was understanding and made me feel comfortable with meeting. I went to his very nice home one night and hung out, talked by the pool and enjoyed each other's company for a half hour until my family started calling. Unfortunately I had to cut the night short but he was very considerate and understanding. He asked me to call him soon and he wanted to see me more. I agreed and he reach up and put his hand on the back of my neck, roughly pulling me in and kissing me authority. As his tongue danced in my mouth I felt so weak, so powerless, my knees quivered...

During the next week I texted thanking him again for his understanding and patience. I found that everyone in my family was going away for a night and let him know I'd be free if he still wanted to hang. His kid was home from college but said if I was okay with it we could meet at his office. He owned his own dental practice so we agreed on a day and set a time.

As the day came I was so nervous. I sat wondering if I could do it, if I would be any good, if I could get him to climax, am I going to swallow. As the hour grew near I showered and shaved, looking at myself in the mirror asking am I really doing this? I left the house and drove the 5 minutes to his office shaking the entire way there. It was just getting dark and he was waiting for me inside the lobby. As he locked the door behind us I realized this was happening. He lead me back to one of the exam offices and told me to look at him. As I did he pulled me in and started kissing me while his hand reached into my shorts. He wrapped his other hand around my neck and held me tightly as his tongue explored my mouth. As he broke our kiss he told me to take off all my clothes, something in his tone changed. He was more assertive, almost demanding my compliance. As I removed my shirt and shorts he ordered me to sit in the exam chair and to grab the armrests. I slowly sat in the chair, feeling the cold vinyl against my warm skin giving me goosebumps all over and a chill down my spine.

He then stood next to the chair and stepped on a pedal on the floor, lowering the back and dropping my head below crotch height. I watched as he undid his pants and drop them to the ground, stepping closer and rubbing his underwear against my face. I could feel his cock pressing on my skin through his briefs, semi hard and so hot. I got lost in what was going on, just a crotch rubbing my face I didn't feel him rubbing my wrists. Then I felt him wrap something around them, not cold or hard almost soft yet restrictive.

I tried to lift my arms but it was too late, i asked what he was doing and he told me he didn't want me touching myself. He then pulled his briefs down revealing his half hard cock nearly 5 inches and said I'm a grower. He bent down and kissed me again, he lean into my ear and whispered I'm going to enjoy this... with that he stood up and started rubbing his cock head around my lips. I slowly opened my mouth realizing I'm not going anywhere until he says so and submitted to his will.

He slowly push his head in my waiting mouth, just letting the first few inches rest in my warm hole. I moved my tongue around his head and shaft feeling it swell larger and beginning to fill my mouth. He really was a grower, within a minute or two he had nearly doubled in length to almost 10 inches and so thick i felt my lips stretching to the point they felt like they were ripping. Luckily he didn't get bigger but his length became a new problem. I started gagging as he hit the back of my throat, but i was upside down and he had control of me. He started to push harder and harder until it forced it's way into my throat causing me to spew spit out of my mouth and nose. He pulled back laughing, telling me he would train me right and he did. For the next hour and a half he fucked my mouth, balls smashing my face. At one point he pulled out and turned around spreading his cheeks. He said in a very harsh voice i was going to eat his ass or he would not be happy. Something in his voice struck me, a harshness that made me bend to his desire.

I never thought about rimming but here I was, tongue in a guy's ass as he's grinding against my face. After a couple minutes of licking him he turned around and said it was time to finish. I opened my mouth waiting for him to fuck my face but he stood there just out of reach of my tongue. He then told me told beg for his cock, beg for him to feed me his hot load. I begged him to fuck my mouth and make it his cum dump, begged to be his cock sucking whore and promised I wouldn't waste a drop.

he grabbed my head from both sides and buried he's stiff cock in my throat. Short deep strokes leaving me gasping around his shaft pouring drool and dripping pre cum from my rock hard cock. Soon he was determined with every thrust to get every inch inside me. Feeling his cock start to swell I knew what was coming, and I begged for it like a whore. As he kept abusing my throat, I wondered what it would feel like to make him to cum. My question was answered shortly after, with him spraying his cum in my throat, i panicked and started swallowing as much as I could. He grunted and twitched as his ball rested on my face. I could feel them draining as they twitched against my flesh. As he withdrew his spit covered cock i coughed and gasped for air. He began to bring the chair back to its normal position, telling me to take it slowly.

It took me a few moments to realize where I was and for my blood to settle. As I came out of the dizzy spell from my head hanging upside down for who knows how long it hit me... I just got throat fucked, hard, without mercy or regard to my well being or need for oxygen. Sitting upright i was able to see the velcro straps used to keep my hands in place, but he didn't release me right away. He began stroking my cock gently and slowly, i was so horny I couldn't sit still and was trying to buck my hips while he held my cock. He lowered his head to my dripping hard on and licked the pre cum from the tip and the puddle that had built up on my stomach.

I was ready to explode and he knew it, he spread my legs open and let his tongue run around my balls and towards my virgin hole. I froze not knowing what he would do next but I had a few thoughts as his finger brushed my hole. I quivered in excitement and as he began to make a come here motion with his finger applying a gentle pressure until I felt it. My quivering virgin hole finally gave way and he had slipped inside me, a flood of emotions and heat poured over me. He continued the same motions but kept a steady pressure, pushing deeper inside me until I felt his finger bottom out and curl up. I instantly started dripping more pre cum, he asked me if I wanted him to stop. I couldn't verbalize words at this point I could only shake my head no. He continued applying gentle pressure inside my tight hole hitting all the right spots. I could feel a strange sensation building, but it didn't feel like a normal build up to climax, this felt different.

After a few moments of his expert finger massage I was moaning and panting uncontrollably. I tried to tell him I was going to cum but all I could get out was I, I, I, I... he sensed it and took all of my 7 inch cock straight into his throat. This drove me into an intense eruption like I'd never felt, I could only lay there and let him do as he wished. I probably looked like I was having a seizure with the jerking and twitching my body was doing. After I finished cumming he reached up and started kissing me with the taste of my cum in his mouth. He released my velcro restraints and helped me to my sit up right and rest while my legs stopped shaking.

When I tried to stand my knees buckled and I drop to my knees directly in front of his softening cock. Almost instinctively i reached out and grabbed it raising it to my waiting tongue. He was impressed I was still wanting more, I could hardly speak, my throat raw and lips sore, yet still I felt i needed him back inside me. He smiled down upon me as I licked his head and worked my way to his now empty sack. He gently stroked my head and told me I was such a good boy I blushed and greedily lapped my tongue around his balls. He slowly backed away leaving me with a feeling like i couldn't be without his cock. He then told me we were done for the night and to get myself dressed.

I disappointingly got dressed and he lead me to the doors, where he grabbed me and pulled me in for one last kiss. I felt a wave of disappointment knowing he was taking away that cock, but as he broke our kiss he whispered "next time I'm going to take you virgin ass."

I shivered and said "yes sir" and with a smack on the ass I was ushered out the door.