Accidental Fiancée Ch. 16

Author's note: This is a slow burn lesbian romance series. Please be patient, because some of the chapters are less erotic than others.

Chapter 16

*Knock knock knock*

As Alana continued to pound on the door, I was left trembling at the knees, unable to bring myself to greet them. Standing out there, right on the other side, was Juri, the one woman who had ever brought me peace, and made my little condo feel like home... However, on my side of the door stood a woman who had not only wronged the precious Juri, but never even deserved her love in the first place.

How can I face her? I asked myself, sliding down to my knees now that I was finally faced with my sins of the past. I'm not ready...

In truth, I actually never knew if I would be ready to see Juri again. Alana had been so wonderful to me, and we even developed a special bond. But now that she had filled her promise, I was suddenly doubting myself on whether I had truly changed into a woman deserving of a second chance from Juri.

It wasn't just the precious woman I had wronged in Japan that had me so hesitant. My fear of disappointing Alana was just as paralyzing! Honestly, they both meant so much to me. And now that we reached the moment of truth, I was suddenly scared of hurting them again...

Most embarrassing of all... I was just in the middle of masturbating to them! My fingers and my crotch were still oozing with gooey moisture after watching that video that reminded me of them... The least I could do was clean myself off a bit before facing the two most important women in my life!

"Karina, I know you're in there! Just open up!"

With my face completely red and my head down in shame, I attempted to sneak off so I could at least freshen up a bit before showing myself. They both deserved to see me at my best! After not seeing Juri for so long, I couldn't let them know I was in the middle of objectifying them when I had prided myself on being a changed woman!

That's when I noticed a different knock... one that was much softer... and more delicate... It had a touch that put me at ease...

Then, she called out to me... Just as I had desired for so long... Juri called my name...

"Karina...? Karina...?"

I was frozen again... but now in a different way... My heart was suddenly at peace, just like I was every time Juri stepped into my hectic world...

It was like I had been touched by an angel. I didn't know what to say to her, and I knew I wasn't ready to face her... but just the simple sound of her delicate voice brought me peace... giving me the courage to finally open the door...

As I twisted the knob, and slowly pushed it open, I could only imagine the look Juri would have on her face once she encountered the woman who had wronged her so badly on multiple occasions... Much to my shock, however, when I finally saw her, I witnessed nothing but a beautiful smile on her precious face. My Juri was truly back... and she was practically glowing...

Smiling from ear to ear, she bowed to me before whispering... "Hi... Karina..." with her gentle voice.

I wanted to cry as I gazed at her in all her glory. Somehow, despite everything we had been through, I could honestly say it was one of the happiest moments of my life.

I greeted Alana before facing Juri once again and building up the courage to tell her hello. I wanted so badly to take her into my arms in a huge embrace, and whisper into her ear how sorry I was.

Much to my disappointment, however, she stuck out her arm and offered me a handshake instead. My heart sunk a little, but it was the reality check I deserved, indicating that things were no longer the same... She was still that precious woman I had so much love for... and I was still the undeserving woman who hurt her...

Though her angelic face had distracted me for a moment, I was now questioning if I had even changed at all since her absence. Sure, I had proven to have a few good qualities, with the help of Alana. However, now that the three of us were back together, could I really prove that I wasn't the same woman who left them in tears like the last time?

My voice was trembling, but I tried to play it cool for the time being. "What... what are you two doing here...?" I asked while welcoming them both in.

Though I wasn't sure what was going on in Juri's mind, it was a relief to see Alana stepping into my home so comfortably.

"We had a bit of a miscommunication," she explained, seeming unbothered by my disheveled hair and my robe. "I thought we agreed on next weekend, but Juri thought I meant this weekend... I texted you, but you didn't answer... so I just decided to bring her now, since I knew you were home..."

To my complete shock, Juri then attempted to speak to me, not with the translation app on her phone, but with her actual words. "It's good to see you, Karina," she said, with her broken English. "My English is still... not good... but I'm... learning!"

Though her pronunciation was off, and she had to think carefully about every single word she said, it was delightfully obvious that she had been learning and practicing English quite intensely in our time apart. Somehow, it almost brought a tear to my eyes to hear her speaking directly to me. I almost felt like we were closer now... except... I still hadn't proven myself to her...

There were so many emotions swirling in my heart, and I had so much to say to her, but I didn't even know where to begin! Though the English she had learned in such a small amount of time was impressive, I knew that Alana would have to translate for me. I just needed to gather my thoughts for a moment before speaking directly from the heart.

This was the biggest moment of my life; bigger than any interview I had done, bigger than any test I had ever taken! These were the two most special women in my world, so I had to get it right!

Just as I was about to open my mouth, I paused for a second so I could take the entire moment in. I couldn't help but notice how beautiful of a person Juri was, standing there with that precious smile of hers. But no matter how amazing she looked on the outside, I knew she was even more wonderful on the inside.

What was most important in this moment was making her realize exactly how I felt about her. As incredible as she looked, my attraction to her mainly stemmed from the way she made me feel, even outside of sex.

I now understood what I needed to communicate to her... I just need it to say the right words to Alana...

Oddly enough, however, just as I was about to speak my first words, which had such heavy implications for the rest of my life, the heater in my home stopped running, leaving things just a bit quieter. Although it caught my attention, I was ready to move past it, thinking it was just a slight distraction, so I could deliver my heartfelt message to Juri. However, with the sudden silence from the HVAC system now upon us, we slowly started to notice a different noise coming from the background.

Alana perked up as the mysterious noise caught her attention. "Do you hear that?" she asked, looking around. "What's that sound?"

"I'm not sure..." I responded, as both Juri and I joined in on searching for the noise. "I hope I don't have mice..."

The more I searched for the sound, the more curious I became. It wasn't like I left the TV on or anything. But as I listened in closely, I started to wonder if the strange noise was coming from my bedroom.

I don't have a TV in there though... I thought to myself, staying quiet as the other two continued to wonder where the sound was coming from. But then, as I pictured my bedroom, my body became frozen and my eyes grew big as I slowly pieced together the only thing in my room that could have been letting off a sound. My laptop! That video!!!

Now shaking, I quickly attempted to head back to my room without alerting the others. "Um... You two stay here... I'm going to check something out..."

They both looked at me with curious eyes. It was painfully obvious that my actions were suspicious. Then, as if that wasn't bad enough, I became even more frantic as Alana approached me and asked, "What's wrong?"

Before I knew it, I was practically scampering towards my bedroom, no longer even hiding that I was trying to quietly escape. Thinking something was wrong, Alana and Juri both followed me, genuinely worried for my safety, though it was most likely curiosity that had them running after me.

Unfortunately, I knew there was no way to break away from them in such a small condo. My only hope left was to beat them to my bedroom and slam the door on them so I could exit from the video on my laptop. However, I'd soon discover that Alana was much quicker than I expected, because she was right up on my ass as I got to my room!

Filled with a mixture of adrenaline and humiliation, I attempted to make a desperate dive at my computer, hoping to turn it off before they noticed the embarrassing video that was playing. Much to my misfortune though, my robe would end up getting caught on the bed frame, leading me to somehow fall out of it and clumsily roll onto the bed.

All of a sudden, I was squirming around in nothing but my thong as the video continued to play in the background. As I quickly brushed my disheveled hair out of my face, I noticed Juri and Alana both staring at me with big eyes, like they had seen a ghost. I tried to cover my tits with my hands, but as the video with the two Asian women continued to play, I tried to exit out of it instead, but somehow, I couldn't manage to close it.

Out of all the humiliating things that had ever happened to me, this was by far the worst! I had just prepared myself to try and convince Juri that I was a better person now, and that I would never objectify her again. But here I was, in all my shame, squirming around frantically as the two women on screen that I was pleasuring myself to were moaning in the background.

"I can explain!" I squealed out, not understanding why my computer was frozen and the video was still playing. I even tried slamming the laptop shut, but somehow, the audio continued to play.

There was nothing I could do to hide the fact that I was watching porn before they showed up. My only hope now was that they wouldn't figure out that I was pleasuring myself... and that wearing only a thong was just a coincidence....

Immediately, Alana shut that dream down, and put me face-to-face with my own embarrassing reality. "Karina... were you masturbating to that video?" she asked, giving me a dead-pan face.

I stared at her with fear in my eyes, like a child who had been caught with her hand in the cookie jar. "Um.... maybe... But please don't tell Juri!"

Unfortunately, just as I finished begging Alana to keep it a secret, Juri asked her a question in Japanese, and I knew exactly what it was... After hearing the question, Alana simply nodded her head, confirming that I had just been masturbating.

To make matters worse, Alana asked me another question of her own. "Is this the same video you've been using to imagine us?" she asked, pointing at herself and Juri.

Feeling ashamed, I glanced at the two Asian women on screen before hanging my head in front of the two Asian women standing in front of me. "Yes... this is the one..."

Once again, unfortunately, Juri then asked Alana to translate for her. And as much as I begged her not to reveal my deep, dark secret, the normally shy intern just couldn't manage to keep the truth from the woman I was so desperate to win back.

It was all now in the open. Everything had been exposed. And by everything, I'm not just talking about my body, which was left in nothing but a little red thong; I'm also talking about my embarrassing secret... the one about me masturbating to both Juri and Alana...

To my utter shock, instead of Juri acting offended at the revelation of my demeaning secret, she began giggling, almost as if she were flattered. Then, even more surprisingly, she looked me dead in the eyes, and with a cute smile, she used her newfound English skills to call me, "Naughty!"

I suppose I was in such disbelief that I didn't even know what to do with myself at first. To be honest, I kind of liked the idea of Juri calling me naughty. It brought me back to those special moments we shared together when she used to spank me in the privacy of my own bedroom.

Suddenly, I could feel myself growing wet again as I replayed her calling me naughty in my head. I almost wanted to touch myself to that thought alone. However, as Juri chuckled at my humiliation, she would soon make yet another remark that would leave me red in the face.

"You bad girl!" Juri said, once again causing me to blush while she and Alana laughed at my expense. However, just as I was about to moan, she showed even more of her English skills, calling me "pervert..." which suddenly left me soaking in my own humiliation.

As they both started laughing at my expense again, I was left shrinking back into my own shoulders, wishing I could hide my humiliation in this embarrassing moment. After finally getting the video to stop, I ended up covering my tits in shame as I watched them giggling at me.

For some reason, my nipples were hard, and I thought it was almost fitting for them to laugh at me like this. Somehow, it was so embarrassing that I almost wanted to rub myself right there in front of them. I wasn't even the type of woman who had a humiliation fetish, but in that moment, it was almost erotic knowing they had seen me at my worst.

Fortunately, I was somewhat able to gather myself after realizing what a pivotal moment this was. Sure, I had already gotten off to the worst start possible, but I knew if I had any chance of ever redeeming myself, this was my opportunity!

Despite their laughs, I got up to my feet and I put my robe back on, covering myself. As their laughter started to cease, I took a firm stance right in front of Juri, and cleared my throat before delivering the message that had been residing in my heart for so long.

After asking Alana to translate for me, I stared Juri in the eyes and humbled myself before delivering the most heartfelt message I could ever come up with.

"I'm so sorry, Juri..." I started, holding back tears as I stared into the eyes of the woman I had hurt so badly. "I know I made a mess of everything, but I never meant to hurt you. It was my pride that scared me from having feelings for another woman. But once I lost you, I realized how special you were to me!

"Even though I love the cooking, the cleaning, and the sexual favors you would provide me, it was your sweet and fun-loving soul that I cherished the most! My condo doesn't even feel like home anymore without you here! I'm willing to do anything to get you back in my life!"

Surprisingly, while I was on the verge of tears, pouring my heart out, Juri began giggling as Alana was translating my message to her. I started to grow insecure, thinking that she considered my apology a joke, after the way I had wronged her. However, to my shock, she then said something to Alana, which left them both laughing at my expense.

Alana looked at me and almost wiped a tear from her eye. "Karina, I already explained all this to her," she said with a little chuckle. "What's the point of me explaining this a second time?"

I looked back and forth between the two women, unable to comprehend why they were both smiling at me so hard. Had Juri already forgiven me, or was my apology so unworthy that she was now laughing after hearing it a second time?

To my surprise, Juri then slid my robe off me for some reason, leaving me completely red in the face as my exposed body was now only inches from hers. I could feel her peaceful aura radiating from her body. And after she looked me directly in the eyes and gave me a comforting smile, she took me into her loving embrace and hugged me before whispering into my ear, "I forgive you, Karina."

Though I was red with embarrassment from having my body exposed again in front of the two fully clothed women, I was trembling with excitement that she graced me with her loving embrace. There was a sudden calmness to me as I rested my head on her shoulder and wrapped my arms around her. It was probably the happiest I had ever felt in my entire life.

Despite everything Juri and I had done to each other in the bedroom, which included some of the most kinky and arousing things I could ever imagine, no physical touch could have ever compared to that simple hug she gave me, because of the emotions we had been carrying in our time away from each other. Just that simple embrace alone was more impactful than any kiss, any sex, any sexual act ever could have been, because it meant that she accepted me back into her life.

As much as I wanted to stay in her arms forever, Juri eventually pulled back, leaving me a bit awkward and confused. I folded my arms, covering my breasts because I was still so exposed in front of them. But then I began to cringe at the sight of Juri taking a seat by my nightstand so she could open up my computer.

"Wait, what are you doing?" I asked, thinking I had been embarrassed enough for one night. "You already saw it..."

After a little exchange with Juri, Alana took a seat right next to her, only making me squirm harder. "I want to see the video too," the smaller woman expressed, now looking intently with Juri. "So this is the video that's been helping you masturbate to us?"

I was so embarrassed, I wanted to explode. "Yeah, but you don't need to watch it! I already told you how I was using it... What's the point of watching the whole video?"

Alana gave me a look like she was almost offended. "You read my erotica stories. Don't I deserve to watch the porn you've been using for me?"

"I guess..." I responded, twiddling my fingers.

While I remained standing awkwardly, sulking in my own embarrassment, the two of them just watched the video, almost as if they were analyzing it. I suppose I was lucky they weren't just using it to laugh at me. Instead, they studied the two women on screen, seeming interested in their actions.

Eventually, just when I was starting to grow comfortable, I noticed Juri turn towards Alana before asking something to her in Japanese. She said it was such a subtle tone that I expected it to be a simple question. However, Alana's face told a different story. She was now so red that I knew it must have been something completely unexpected.

Although I had been humiliated enough for one night... or a lifetime, for that matter... I just had to know what made Alana blush so hard. Stepping closer to them, with my hands clasped together in front of me, I asked, "So what exactly did Juri say?"

Alana looked back and forth between us, and eventually Juri gave her a nod. Then, facing me again, Alana bravely explained...

"Juri asked... if you want to watch us kiss like the girls in the video..."

To be continued...