A little secret

Sitting in the back seat of my car, heart racing, I think back to how I ended up here in a secluded parking lot down an old dirt road before the sun is even up.

My hands start to wander, one across my chest the other rubbing my thigh, my legs opening up and my back arching in response. It was such a simple thing, downloading the app and moving it to a hidden folder on my phone. I remember the excitement as I wrote out my profile selecting options like FWB and NSA not really fully grasping the difference. I sigh sadly as I think about the two word description I put for the about me section. "Dead bedroom" the two words had been floating in my head for months but it did feel good to finally get them out.

Bright headlights signaled another car coming around the last corner before the parking lot. There were no other roads or houses around so, it had to be him. Watching him pull in and back into a spot across from me a sudden wave of boldness comes across me, this is really happening.

As he gets out of his car I looked him over, even more handsome than his profile pictures. Tall and muscular with a ruggged face and salt and pepper hair. He doesnt look a day over his profile age of 45. He glances around almost looking nervous, I open the app on my phone and and message him, "Its cold, come in and warm up."

His smile instant as he checks his phone and walks over to the driver side of my car. As he openes the back door and sits down I slide over to the middle, his leg catches my skirt and it stays in place as I move fully exposing my upper left thigh and brodcasting that Im freshly shaved and must have forgot panties leaving the house so early. I love how long his eyes linger on me.

"wow" He gasps as he looks me over, my waist on full display and my nipples clearly showing through my tight tank top.

"Nice to finally meet you Vicky." He says in a voice just above a whisper.

"You too Alex." Is all I can manage as I angrily scold myself for giving him my cousins name instead of my own.

"How do you want to start?" he probes.

"Im not sure, Ive never done anything like this before." The initial courage I felt leaving me completely. I think back to my husband laying half awake in bed watching me dress for my morning "run" not noticing my hair or makeup, indifferent eyes watching me slip on only a tank top and a knee length skirt as I walk out of the room.

His hand on my still exposed thigh snaps me back into focus. Hes leaning closer toward me and now I can smell his deodrant, the same my husband wears no less. "should we kiss?" he whispers. My mouth opens slightly to answer but before I can find the words his lips press frimly against mine, his other hand curving around my back and fingers tracing my spine.

I put my hands on his shoulders and kiss back, our toungs brushing together delicately at first and then with more intensity.

words slip away as we undress eachother, me lifting his shirt over his head exposing his muscular chest, him lingering with his hands on my breasts before tossing my green shirt into the front of the car.

"I cant believe this is really happening" I moan reaching for his belt and opening the top of his jeans.

"Been a while for you?" He quizzes me as he peels off his jeans and shoes letting them fall to the floor of the car. His chest rising and falling in my face as hes almost fully on top of me.

"Yeah" I wimper as I take his free hand and guide it to my bare breast. He leans in and I can feel his erection twitch against my skirt.

I obligingly pull it up for him, his body almost perfectly in line with mine. I take his cock and rub it against my labia getting the head wet as well as the bottom side of his shaft.

"Oh fuck" he groans and leans in for another kiss. his forearms coming to rest behind my shoulders.

"Yeah? you like it?" I grin and lift my knees up, his dick slowly entering me as I do. "feels so good" he pulls back and then pushes into me again. "oh god" I moan as I realize how thick his cock is.

"youre feel so good" he grunts in my face. his left hand sliding out from underneath me and squeezing my breast as his thrusts become deeper and faster.

"your, cock, is, so, good, fuck, me." I gasp out with each hard thrust.

"fuck yeah" he roars. both hands moving to my waist and lifting my ass right off of the car seat.

"oh, oh, oh." little gasps slip out of my mouth. as he pulls all the way out of me and then shoves his cock back in, balls slapping agaist my ass.

"turn over" he commands, pulling out one last time.

"yeah, you going to fuck me harder?" I plead, spinning over in place, my skirt slides up my back.

"In a minute" Alex cooly says his hands masaging and spreading my ass wide open. "such a nice little hole." he exhales gliding his fingers into me, massaging me.

"yeah, just like that." I moan. Almost immediately followed up with, "youre going to make me cum"

"good, cum for me" he says in a strong deep voice that puts me over the edge. intense waves of pleasure contracting around his fingers as he squeezes my ass with his free hand. "fuuuck" he moans.

kissing up my back I feel his body against mine until hes entering me again. at this angle hes able to go even deepr inside me and I cant control myself as loud moan escapes me.

He starts with long deep thrusts in and out picking up the pace quickly, each thrust harder than the last. "yes, yes, yes" I gasp, feeling another orgasam building.

"Im going to cum." he groans, I can tell hes really close by the urgency in his voice.

""its ok, fuck me." I moan, not caring anymore about our previous agreement that he would pull out.

"you sure?" he asks, his palm pushing down on the small of my back.

"yeah, cum in me." I begged, not wanting him to stop when I was so close myself.

He grabs my skirt at the sides using it to pull me back with each thrust. hes fucking me so hard I have to throw an arm and my head down into the passenger footwell to avoid hitting the door.

"oh fuck" he gasps, followed by 4 harder longer thrusts, the last one ending with him pressed hard against me. I cum as well, rubbing my ass against him making the orgasam so strong my arm colappeses and I nearly fall forward before he pulls me back onto his cock and I burst out into laughter.

"good save" I giggle, feeling his cock throb inside me. I moan again and wiggle side to side, reaching back and grabbing his thigh to hold him in me longer.

"that was fantastic" he smiles back, running his hands up and down my back.

I pull forward and can feel as his cum drips out of me and onto the inside of my dress. I turn and kiss him one last time before we both redress in silent bliss.

"see you again soon?" he asks, climbing out of the car to pull his pants up the rest of the way, the sun just starting to rise behind him.

Doing his belt back up for him I kiss the buckle and look up at him. "same time next week?"

"sounds good to me" he says and walks back to his car. I watch him pull out of the lot as I climb back over the arm rest and start the car.

the drive home is a mix of satisfaction, sadness, anxeity and the constant thought that there is no going back from here. the truth is I loved every moment of the whole thing. from initially matching with Alex to getting to know each other and then planning to meet I felt excitement like I once had before. there was no denying that the sex was amazing, I cant remember the last time I even had an orgasam I didnt give to myself. even now, driving home, his sticky drying cum making my skirt cling to my backside, I feel better than I have in months.

walking through the front door I catch a glimpse of myself in the hall mirror and I cant help but grin. my shirt is wrinkled, hair is a mess, make up is smudged and theres a red line across my face from the edge of the car seat.

"hi dear, have a good run?" my husbands voice greets me from the other room.

"yeah, im just going to take a shower." I inform him walking past him at the kitchen island, leaning in for a kiss as I do.

waving me off he replies "sorry, on a deadline here." his eyes never leaving his laptop. "I'll be free for lunch."

I walk up the stairs and undress placing my top in the hamper first and then my skirt, a clear off white stain spread across the back of it.

The running shower sounds so inviting but I check my phone one last time before climbing in. theres a message there from Alex.

"looks like Im headed out of town for a couple of days, might be a bit too soon to ask, not even sure if youd be able to, but I get the company car and theres no way I'll be able to use up the meal allowance on my own."

"where are we going" I type, locking the phone before hitting send. I climb into the shower. even though the water is nice and warm I can see my hands trembling, Im unsure if its from anxiety or excitement.