The Nanny

It was a warm spring day as I was driving home from work at the end of the day. Despite the nice weather, I was feeling stressed as I was hoping I would get there in time to nurse my baby girl Addie. She was home with my nanny, Mari. I was looking forward to seeing her after being gone all day. My soon to be ex Ryan was supposed to be picking her up after work but I didn't think I was going to make it before he picked her up.

Ugh, I grimaced. The thought of him made me gag, the fucking ass. Because of all his cheating while we were married, we were now in the process of getting a divorce and he no longer lived at home. Since I was nursing, we agreed on a schedule that included him picking up the baby a couple times a week to spend time with her.

I could feel my breasts were full. I had been pumping at work, but I had forgotten my pump at work in my rush to get home. Anyway, I never got out as much milk with the pump as I did when compared to the baby!

I finally got home and pulled into the garage and walked into the house. The nanny, Mari, was in the kitchen cleaning up some dishes.

Mari was a part time college student who also nannied for us. She was a great nanny; kind, responsible, but she also had a strong personality. I have to admit I also thought she was a very attractive woman, tall and athletic with curves in all the right places.

As I looked at her, I couldn't help but think about how I had secretly thought about her sometimes when I was masturbating. I felt guilty because she was only in college; but I would think about her soft, beautiful skin, kissing her full lips, and how her curves would feel with my hands running down her body while she was on top of me and pressing against me. I would never in a million years let her or anyone else know about those thoughts! She was 20 years younger than me for one thing. Two, she was my employee. Three, even if I went against my better judgement, I would still be much too shy to say anything to her. I thought about women a lot but I had never had a chance to explore what that meant. Also: see points one and two!

Even if I had had the guts to say anything to her, I assumed she wasn't attracted to women or that she wouldn't even find 42 year old me attractive. Although I am happy to have big boobs and a smaller waist, I'm still a middle aged mom! For work I made sure to style my curly auburn hair but only used minimal makeup: mascara and lipstick. I was sure Mari wouldn't even give me a second thought but I quickly got all those thoughts out of my head to focus on the baby.

She heard me come in. She turned towards me and said, "Ryan already picked up the baby about 15 minutes ago. Sorry."

She gave me a sympathetic look because she knew I wanted to nurse the baby right after work. I frowned, and in that moment I felt so overwhelmed with everything. I didn't get to cuddle my daughter, my breasts were full, leaky and uncomfortable. I couldn't concentrate at work because of missing my baby and the impending divorce. I went into the living room and slowly sat down on the couch. I could feel tears forming but I tried to keep it together since Mari was there.

Mari could see how upset I was and came over to comfort me.

"Sadie, I know it's hard, but you have been doing such a good job with everything going on! I'm sorry about your shitty husband, too!" She was sitting next to me rubbing my shoulder gently. I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths to calm myself down.

"I know I'll get through this but right at this moment, I'm so frustrated. And more than anything, I'm so uncomfortable! My boobs are leaking because they're so full and I just don't want to deal with that right now and wish it would go away. I don't want them to start hurting, too!"

Mari looked at me in her no-nonsense way and asked, "what can I do to help right now? Want me to massage your boobs?" She said this with a grin, as if of course that would be ridiculous.

Looking straight ahead, I shrugged and said, "anything would help at this point! What I really need is this milk out!" I half jokingly added, "so unless you have experience sucking on a woman's breasts, I don't think there's anything you can do." I groaned inwardly after I said it, that was not how I meant that to come out!

She was quiet for just a moment after that and gave a small laugh and said, "well, I DO have some experience with that," letting out her breath. "Although not with someone who is lactating! Seriously, would you want me to do that? Why don't you let me help you?"

Even though I was sad and I WAS really uncomfortable, the truth is just the thought of this lovely woman sucking on my nipples immediately sent a twinge of desire to my pussy. Now that it was said aloud, I desperately wanted her to try. But I wanted to be chill and not be obvious that I was aroused just hearing it said out loud.

"Oh, no, that would be weird, right?" I said, looking at her. "Although I'm tempted to say yes because I'm THAT uncomfortable!"

"Sadie. It IS weird! But, I want to do this for you. I know how upset you've been and it is just a little something I can do to help and make you feel better." She had a small smile on her face so while I know she really did want to help me, I think she also secretly wanted to try it for the fun of it. So I reluctantly gave in.

"Ok. Fine. How do you want to do this? You should get something to spit the milk out." She went and got a bowl and came back to me.

We decided we would both be most comfortable if I sat in the corner of the sectional and she would lay her head in my lap with a pillow for the best access. I couldn't believe we were going to do this!

I unbuttoned my work shirt all the way down. I was wearing a nursing bra but I just decided to pull my bra up so my right breast was hanging out. I was normally a D cup, but right now I was probably a triple D at least with all this milk. I also have rather large, dark nipples and when I pulled it out, a little drip appeared at the tip.

"I'm sorry," I whispered apologetically, "my nipples are so big! Hope that's ok!"

Mari just shrugged and said, "that's definitely ok!" Mari got situated and close to me but the bowl was immediately forgotten. Her pink tongue quickly licked the drop of milk. "Mmm, that's actually nice and sweet!" It was a bit of a shock to feel her mouth on me.

"Yeah, I've tasted it before - it IS sweet!" I said. She tested my nipple more, softly licking it a couple times and then she started gently sucking on the tip of my nipple.

I told her, "to really get the milk out, you have to pull more of the breast into your mouth. Suck a little harder and press your lips down to get the milk to letdown." She immediately complied, but took a few minutes to get the hang of it. I could see her sucking and swallowing the milk. I didn't try to stop her from swallowing it, I could see she clearly didn't mind.

Watching her pretty face and feeling the hard pull on my nipple made the sensation go straight to my pussy and I knew I was already wet from this. I was trying to act normal but I couldn't help my excitement so I was taking deep breaths and small moans escaped. My pussy was twinging with desire.

After a few minutes, I pulled out my other breast to get ready for her to switch and she put her hand up to it and started gently pulling on that nipple. She got bolder and started rolling it between her fingers and squeezing it.

"Oh shit!" I thought to myself and whimpered with the feeling of her sucking one nipple and playing with the other with just the right touch. I could hardly stand it. She stopped and asked me if it was ok.

I nodded and said "more than ok." I looked down at my nipple that she had been sucking and it was all hard and wet and swollen from her sucking. It made me so horny to look at it like that knowing she just did that to me! Then I told her she could do the other side. She smiled a naughty smile as if she knew exactly how I was feeling.

She switched and continued to play with my other nipple. I continued to get more aroused. I couldn't believe how amazing it felt. I started playing with her hair and gently rubbing her face and then I couldn't help but say, low, "that feels so fucking good!" I was also feeling so much better!

She stopped again for a second and told me: "you can play with my tits if you want."

She didn't have to tell me twice and I started rubbing and feeling her amazing breasts. I could see her nipples were like ice under her thin t-shirt and I rubbed them outside of her shirt. I couldn't wait anymore and I slid my hand underneath her shirt and pulled her breasts out of her bra and started squeezing and gently pinching her nipples. I could tell they were long and hard and this just excited me more. She pulled up her shirt so I could get better access.

She stopped sucking to say, "let's both take our shirts off." So we both did that and took off our bras all the way.

When she came back to the couch, I looked at her and asked: "are you ok with this?" I knew this wasn't what we should be doing. She was young and my employee! I didn't want to ruin anything. But she was also an adult and I didn't want to stop. She nodded and then she sat her beautiful plump ass on my lap while I looked at her face and body. She starting kissing me. Even though I was the older woman and her employer, she was making me feel like she was in charge and I was under her spell.

She murmured "I've thought of this so many times." So she had been thinking about me too!

Our tongues licked and rubbed each other's and it felt so damn good. I had my arms around her waist and all she was wearing were small athletic shorts and panties. She moved to put her breasts up to my mouth and I hungrily sucked on her large dark nipples. Her breasts were a perfect fit on her body. First I rolled one nipple between my tongue and then the other. Flicking my tongue and then hard little sucks on those beautiful things. I had imagined it so many times already! She was moaning with pleasure.

She then gently pushed me down on the couch so I was laying down. She stood up and pulled my jeans and panties off. She took off her own shorts and panties and I could see her neatly trimmed hair between her long shapely legs. She laid her full naked body on top of mine like I had always dreamed and kissed me even more passionately.

My hands roamed over her naked skin and I could feel her nice round ass and curvy body and couldn't believe how lucky I was and that this was happening to me. I loved feeling how soft and feminine she was.

She pushed herself down lower and gently pulled my legs apart. I was so excited there must have been a small wetness on the couch! She put her hand between my legs and I could feel her fingers slide up and down my hot wet slit.

"Oh my god, you are so wet and I can feel your hard clit" she breathed. "I want to taste you so badly!" She got on her hands and knees on the floor and moved me over. I made sure my legs were spread so she could access my pussy. It was getting dark outside but we could still see each other.

She looked at my dripping pussy and groaned with desire. She put her head between my thighs and started licking my pussy. Oh my god! I was out of my mind with pleasure. I could feel her tongue on my clit. Then she started sucking on my pussy lips and clit, back and forth, licking and then sucking to get all the juices.

I could feel myself building up and was worried I might squirt on her. I was gently pushing my pussy muscles in and out when I felt this strong pressure to push out so I did and I could feel I squirted a little bit on her face and the feeling was so strong and intense. It felt amazing! I could hear her whimper and frantically suck up all the squirt juices.

I could feel my milk dribbling out of my nipples. I was panting and moaning and then I came so hard on her mouth I was practically crying with the pleasure of it. "Fuck! Fuck! Oh my god!" was all I could say. She kept licking me but slower and gently and I kept having aftershocks from my orgasm.

After I calmed down she moved to lay me down again and lay on top of me kissing me and I could taste myself.

"Oh mommy you tasted so good! You're such a good girl." she whispered. Then she slowly got up and sat her pussy on my face. She was domineering about it but that only made me more inflamed and wanting to please her. I started licking her and she tasted just as good as I imagined in my fantasies. I could tell she had a bigger clit and pussy lips than me but that just excited me too.

She was so swollen with arousal, her pussy felt so good against my face and tongue. I gently sucked on her pussy lips. Then I went to lick and suck her hard clit and then down to her wet pussy hole where i inserted my tongue in and out, in and out. Then back to her clit to gently suck on it more.

She directed me: "Put your tongue out. I'm going to fuck your face!" and she started grinding her soaking pussy on my tongue and mouth and I tried to swallow as much of the juices that were dripping into my mouth as I could. I couldn't get enough of her. I could feel her increase her grinding faster and then she yelled, "I'm coming. I'm coming all over your face!"

She started slowing down and I kept licking her hot cunt to keep her coming and I could tell she loved it. Mmm. So yummy. She finally stopped and slid her body down next to mine. "Oh Sadie! That was so good. YOU were so good! You have such a sexy body."

"Really? I don't feel that way." I was not feeling good about myself yet after the baby. "But yes, that was amazing!" I told her.

"Oh yes! I love your big soft tits, your sexy nipples, your big hips and little waist and your nice soft tummy. Not gonna lie, I've been thinking about drinking your milk from those big nipples for a while." She paused; "I love looking at you and seeing them hard under your shirt! I just had no idea it would actually happen!" She sighed with contentment and I happily lay in her arms while we cuddled. I wasn't sure what was going to happen next but I was already hoping we might get a chance to do this again in the very near future.