The Spaces Between - Story Five

Chapter 1 - Shifting Currents

Michael didn't talk much on the ferry ride back from Bowen Island. Naomi was driving the car onto the lower deck, her expression calm and focused. He'd never learned to drive standard, and she never made a thing of it. Now, parked and quiet, they sat side by side in the front seats. Naomi tilted her head against the window, eyes closed. The early evening cast the sky in soft golds and oranges, the horizon blurring into the sea. He should have said something--should have used the quiet to talk about more than logistics and work updates. Instead, he watched her sleep if it was even sleep, and let his thoughts spiral.

They hadn't touched the entire ride back, but it wasn't for lack of connection. The weekend had been filled with intimacy--between long walks and shared books, they had made love in the shower, out on the balcony, and again in the bedroom, Naomi's body softening beneath him each time with a sigh that lingered in his memory. It hadn't felt like a fling. It had felt... intentional. But now, Naomi had switched modes from playful and affectionate to composed and distant. Not cruel, not cold, just reabsorbed into her world--one that, increasingly, felt like it had less room for him. No kisses in the car. No fingers brushed as they walked the narrow path back to the car lot. Just silence and the low rumble of the ferry beneath them.

But something had settled in Michael's chest--a heavy, uncomfortable truth he hadn't wanted to admit: he wanted more.

He wanted Naomi. Not just for the sex, not just for the way her breath would catch when he kissed her behind the ear. He wanted mornings. Arguments. Grocery shopping. Shared silence that meant something. He wanted the full complication.

Back in Vancouver, life picked up with the same momentum as always. Naomi texted him the next day: _"Thanks for the weekend. I hope work doesn't drown you this week."_ He replied: _"I miss you already. Let me take you to dinner on Thursday? No strings. Just us."_

She didn't reply until Friday: _"Swamped. Let's touch base next week."_

The following week came and went. More short replies. No actual plans.

And then there was Saniya.

She had started appearing more often near his department at work, even though her desk was officially three floors up in accounting. They worked at the same company, but Saniya always found an excuse to swing by the customer success floor--sometimes under the pretense of cross-team collaboration, other times just to refill her tea. She was always beautiful, with rich, coffee-toned skin and expressive dark eyes. Still, her flirtation with Michael never came off as effortless. It was deliberate--hesitant, even--but sweet in its intention. Her jokes came with a pause, her compliments with a half-glance away. And because Michael wanted her to succeed--because he wanted to be desired--it worked. She wasn't Naomi, not in confidence or edge, but there was a warmth there. An opening. A willingness to try. He started making excuses too--lingering near her desk, offering to drop off printouts that didn't need delivering, pretending he was just passing through. Each small exchange made it easier to pretend the awkward moments hadn't happened, easier to let something new bloom in the gaps Naomi had left.

At first, he resisted. Naomi still lingered like a shadow over his phone. He kept texting Naomi, trying to spark something deeper:

**Michael:** "Hey, I found this little cafe on Main I think you'd love. Art books and insane pastries. Come with me?"

**Naomi:** "Sounds cute. Let me see how the week plays out."

Or:

**Michael:** "I thought we could do a board game night. Just us. No pressure. Just... I miss hanging out with you when we're not fucking."

**Naomi:** "Haha. You planning on letting me win?"

The deflections hurt. They weren't cruel, but they weren't welcoming. Michael felt himself reaching across a gap Naomi had no interest in bridging.

Meanwhile, Saniya leaned in close at the shared kitchen counter, her hand brushing his hip.

**Saniya:** "You always smell good. It's unfair."

**Michael:** "That's just... a miracle of genetics and very clean sweat."

**Saniya:** "Well, it works."

Her messages were unambiguous:

**Saniya:** "Hey, I was going to grab lunch and pretend it's for work. Do you want to join and keep the lie going?"

**Michael:** "I'll come if you promise to wear something that makes concentrating on work impossible. You've got a talent for turning project updates into distractions."

**Ding, an overhead selfie of her in the bathroom, her skin contrasting to a white blouse and the barest hint of a white lace bra. Saniya:** "Fits the bill?"

**Michael:** "Exactly."

What started as playful texts shifted quickly. Michael still checked his phone for Naomi--he still hoped--but every message from Saniya stoked a fire that Naomi no longer offered.

It wasn't a decision. It was a drift.

By the second week, Michael had stopped asking Naomi to go out for dinner. His last message--a casual invite to go for a coffee--sat unread. And he didn't send another. Instead, he began to rehearse what he would say in person. He knew they needed to talk, to clear the air. He knew it was time to ask her plainly: did she want anything more with him, or had he been holding onto a fantasy?

Chapter 2 - The Line

The call came in just after nine. Michael was half-watching something on TV, mind-scrolling through headlines, and half-drafted texts on his Blackberry. Naomi's name blinked on his phone. For a moment, he stared at it. Then he answered.

"Hey," he said, trying to keep it neutral.

"Are you free?" Naomi's voice was soft and a little husky. It hit him right in the stomach. "I was thinking... if you're not doing anything... you could come over."

There was no mistaking the tone. It was a come-over-for-sex invitation, warm and familiar. Comfortable.

He swallowed. "Naomi..."

"Hmm?"

He didn't want to say it. He wanted to go. Wanted to feel Naomi's legs wrap around him again, to sink into her the way he had just days ago. But the hollow ache in his chest was louder tonight.

"I can't just do that anymore."

A pause. Not long, but just enough to say Naomi hadn't expected his response.

"Okay," she said carefully. "You want to talk about it?"

He stood up, pacing his small living room, hand gripping the back of his neck. "I think I have feelings for you. I think I have for a while. And it's been easy not to say anything because we're... doing what we do. But I can't do that and pretend it's nothing anymore. Not without it messing with me."

Silence.

"Michael," Naomi said finally, "You're... great. I mean, I like you. I really enjoy our time together. But I'm not looking for a relationship. Not with anyone. I'm just not in that place. Work is... a lot right now. It drains me. Most days, I barely have time to breathe, let alone show up emotionally for someone else. What we have--it helps. It's uncomplicated. It gives me this rush, this endorphin hit that gets me through the week without asking for time or energy I don't have to give. That's why it works for me. That's why I keep calling."

He sat down again, slow, like gravity had doubled. "Right."

"I don't want to stop seeing you," she added quickly. "I still want you in my life. We have something fun and easy. It doesn't have to be complicated."

"It already is."

Another silence. Michael could hear her breathing.

"I don't want to lie to you," she said. "And I don't want to ask you to pretend either. But if you ever want... what we had, that door isn't closed. Just... know that's all it would be."

He nodded, though she couldn't see it. "Thanks for being honest."

"You too."

"I should go."

"Yeah. Take care, Michael."

"You too."

He ended the call and stared at his reflection on the black screen of the TV. It didn't feel like a breakup, and it didn't feel dramatic, but it felt final. And he couldn't tell if he felt stupid, sad, or just... alone.

He didn't cry. Didn't even scowl. He just let the weight settle.

And when Saniya messaged him the next morning asking if he wanted to grab a coffee before their meeting, he said yes without overthinking it.

Chapter 3 - Light Play

It had been a week since that final call with Naomi, and Michael still felt the phantom of it lingering at the edges of his mind. But when he saw Saniya waiting outside the restaurant downtown--a low-lit Italian place with wine racks built into the walls and slow jazz humming from inside--he felt something shift--something hopeful.

She wore a simple white summer dress, sleeveless, with a high neckline and a hem that danced just above her knees. The fabric clung lightly when she moved, catching the streetlight in a way that made her skin seem to glow. Her lips glistened slightly, but her lipstick was clearly a neutral color for her tone; she didn't want to draw attention there, maybe. Her eyes had puffs of purple eye shadow and Egyptian-style eyeliner. Michael caught his breath for just a second before she noticed him.

"Hey," she said, her smile bright but slightly nervous. "You're not late. I'm just absurdly early."

"I like that you said that as if I wasn't rushing the whole walk over," Michael replied, grinning. "But if you want to pretend I'm the punctual type, I'll allow it."

Dinner was easy. The kind of easy Michael hadn't had in a while. They sat near a window, the sun setting as the courses arrived, shadows growing deeper with each glass of wine. Conversation slid from workplace gossip to embarrassing stories from high school to long, smirking glances that lingered just a bit too long.

"You ever get tired of being charming?" she asked, twirling a bit of her pasta.

"Only when it doesn't get me what I want."

She raised an eyebrow. "And what do you want?"

Michael smiled, leaning forward slightly. I'm still figuring that out. But tonight? I wanted to see you in that dress."

She laughed, biting her lip. "It might be a bit much. It's a bit much. My sister recommended it."

"It's exactly enough." Michael interrupted reassuringly, taking her hand.

"You know what they say, dress to... to impress and distress?" Saniya continued softly.

Michael looked at her quizzically before smiling at the odd turn of phrase.

Her cheeks flushed slightly. She looked down for a second, then back up. "You keep saying things like that. I'm supposed to pretend I don't notice you're flirting, right?"

"Only assuming? I must be losing my edge."

She squeezed his hand, smiling across the table. The candlelight cast everything in a yellowish haze.

By the time dessert came, the streetlights were casting long lines across the floor, the moon was out, and it was a strangely cloudless night for Vancouver. The night air through the restaurant's open door was warm, and you could feel it was just starting the slow cooling that made the city wonderful in summer.

As they stepped onto the sidewalk, Saniya tugged her cardigan around her shoulders. "Thanks for dinner. I really needed that."

"So did I." Michael looked down the street, then back at her. "You're only a few blocks from here, right? Want me to walk you home?"

Saniya gave him a look--half teasing, half something else. "Are you being a gentleman or just trying to get up to my room?"

He shrugged. "Can't it be both?"

She laughed, shaking her head. "Okay, fine. You can walk me home. But no promises."

"Wouldn't dare ask."

They fell into step, the night stretching ahead, unspoken possibilities just beginning to bloom.

Chapter Four - Portal Park

Michael glanced both ways as they stepped off the sidewalk and into Portal Park. The streetlights briefly caught Saniya's white dress before the shadows swallowed it. She looked over her shoulder at him, her grey cardigan slipping slightly off one shoulder, giving her the look of something half-ethereal in the dark.

He caught up to her easily, the soft sound of their steps muffled by the grass as they skirted the edge of the hedge line. Ahead, a tall tree spread its branches like a shelter. He veered toward it, tugging gently on her hand. Saniya followed without hesitation, her fingers lacing through his.

He turned her to face him under the tree, mostly hidden from the distant glow of the streets. Her smile was small, almost daring, and Michael didn't resist. He dipped his head and kissed her.

Her lips were soft, tasting faintly of strawberries and late-night air. Saniya tilted her chin, welcoming the kiss, parting her mouth for him. His hands found her waist, her body warm and pliant under the light cotton. He could feel her heart hammering against his chest. Her long black hair caught in his hand as he moved it from her arm to her cheek. Cupping her neck, he brought his lips fully down on her. Her mouth opened, and he brought his tongue to her, tasting her.

The city still moved around them--cars passing on Cordova, a bus braking somewhere down Hastings--but here, tucked between the hedge and the tree, they were in their own secret world.

Michael deepened the kiss, pressing her gently against the rough bark, feeling her shiver not from fear but excitement. His hand holding her hand released and stroked her hip until Saniya surprised him by taking his wrist and guiding it higher, pressing his hand directly onto her breast.

Through the thin fabric of her dress and the soft curve of her B-cup chest, he felt the urgent beat of her heart. He cupped her fully, his thumb brushing lightly over the stiff peak that pressed against her bra. Saniya moaned quietly into his mouth and arched into him.

Footsteps sounded faintly across the park.

They froze, lips brushing, breaths shallow. Michael's hand stayed where it was, and Saniya clutched his forearm to keep it there. Someone passed along the far path, never looking their way. They waited until the sound faded into the night before kissing again, harder this time, needier.

Michael's hands grew bolder. One slid down to her ass, gripping her through the soft layers of her dress. She wore something light underneath, he realized, feeling the minimal resistance. His fingers dug in, coaxing her to grind subtly against him.

Another sound -- a pair of voices laughing faintly, getting closer. Michael moved his hand to her waist, pretending they were just standing there. Saniya pressed her forehead to his chest, stifling her giggles. His heart pounded wildly.

As the new threat passed, he felt her shift against him again, hips brushing his. He took it as permission. Slowly, Michael let his hand trail down again, but this time, he slid it from the curve of her backside around to the front of her thigh.

Saniya gasped softly against his neck but didn't pull away. Instead, she tilted her hips forward, offering herself.

Michael's fingers found the hem of her dress and slipped beneath it. The fabric was light and easy to lift. His fingertips grazed bare thigh and higher, the heat of her body guiding him. When he found the damp cotton of her panties, she let out a shaky breath, pressing her forehead harder against him.

He stroked her gently through the thin material, feeling the wetness spread under his touch. Encouraged, he tugged the fabric aside, his fingers brushing against the soft, trimmed patch of hair framing her slick heat. He slipped lower, sliding easily between her folds, savoring the raw, natural feel of her against his hand. He stopped briefly, kissing down her neck, her gorgeous hair both delicate and soft against his skin and an impediment he pulled aside in his quest to kiss down to her shoulders.

Saniya clutched his shoulders, trying to stay quiet, her body trembling against his. She was so wet, so open to him, that Michael had to bite back a groan of his own. He could feel his cock hardening and almost involuntarily began rubbing against her hip, pushing her against the tree as his hand sought her clit, his lips traveling over her neck.

He flicked her clit carefully, slowly, watching her react in the darkness. Once a finger was sufficiently wet, he pushed inside her, her pussy walls contracting around his finger like a bear hug. He pushed in far, and using his thumb, he continued to stimulate her clit, then brought his finger around inside her, pushing up against the underside like he was trying to pinch her internally. She shook and twitched against his hand.

"hmmm," Saniya moaned quietly.

He worked her slowly, savoring every tiny reaction -- the way she rocked onto his hand, the little gasps she tried to swallow, the tension rippling through her thighs. Another set of footsteps in the distance made them pause, hearts racing. This time, they didn't separate, only froze mid-touch, bodies pressed close together, hidden by the tree and the hedge. As the person passed nearby, Saniya leaned up, softly kissed the side of his neck, and whispered against his skin, "Chicken."

Michael's grin twitched against her hair. Emboldened and maybe reckless, he dropped to his knees before her. The grass was cool beneath him as he eased her legs apart just enough. Saniya let out a breathless laugh, squirming a little, but she didn't stop him.

He lifted the hem of her dress over his head, cocooning himself in darkness, surrounded by the faint scent of her skin, the trimmed softness of her mound, and the wet heat between her thighs. Michael kissed her inner thigh first, slow and teasing, before finding her with his tongue.

Saniya bit down on her hand to stay quiet as he licked her--not hard enough to push her to orgasm, but enough to make her squirm, her hips shifting against his mouth in desperate, subtle movements. Suddenly, they heard footsteps drawing closer. She grabbed at his head under her dress, a desperate attempt to pull him back. Still, Michael only pressed in harder, licking faster and deeper, holding her hips steady. The shape of her body tensed against him, but she stayed silent, her legs trembling slightly until the person passed, and the night grew quiet once again. Only then did Michael rise, his mouth glistening, his eyes burning with hunger as he slid his fingers back between her thighs, reclaiming her with a confident, greedy touch.

When the park fell silent again, Michael slid two fingers inside her, feeling her grip him tight. She clung to him, trembling, her breath hitching against his collarbone. Her climax came fast, a rush of slickness around his fingers, her body shaking through it.

He kissed her temple as she rode it out, feeling both fiercely protective and wildly turned on. She clung to him afterward, breathing hard, her legs weak beneath her.

They stayed there for a long moment, listening to the night, the muted city sounds wrapping around them like a blanket. Only when her breathing evened out did Michael slowly, reluctantly, pull his hand away, smoothing down her dress.

Saniya looked up at him, her eyes dark and shining in the low light. She smiled -- small, secret, satisfied.

Michael smiled back and kissed her again, the pale city light catching the glisten on his face, her scent still clinging to his skin. Saniya kissed him back eagerly, then slowed, her tongue flicking across her lips as if tasting something new--something undeniably hers. The lingering heat between them pulsed softly, but a sated calm had settled over her. For now, she seemed content, relaxed against him. They would walk back to her place, their hands brushing, a quiet anticipation hanging between them. And when they finally made it inside, it would start to slow--a continuation of the easy, electric closeness they had kindled tonight--before the hunger inevitably returned.

Chapter: New opportunities.

The neon of downtown Vancouver shimmered in the wet streets as Michael and Saniya wandered from Portal Park, fingers brushing now and then in the dark. She was tucked against him, the lingering heat of their earlier escapades still pulsing between them.

Saniya lived just a few blocks away in a small apartment she shared with her sister, but tonight, the place was empty. Her sister was spending the weekend with their parents, and that knowledge wrapped around them like an invisible permission slip.

She keyed open the door and led him in. The place was small but warm, overflowing with the little touches of sisterhood: twin pairs of shoes kicked carelessly by the door, a shared laptop on the kitchen table, and an overflowing laundry basket by the hall.

They crashed onto the couch, the cushions giving a soft groan under them. Saniya nestled close, kicking her shoes off lazily. Their kisses were slow, languid, deep, and exploratory, but neither was in a hurry. For a while, it was just mouths and hands, small gasps, and secret smiles.

Then Michael nudged the conversation. "You ever... watch porn?"

Saniya pulled back, arching an eyebrow with a mischievous glint. "Of course. How else was I supposed to learn anything? I even learned a little English this way, porn." She laughed, a throaty, delighted sound. "Back home, even talking about kissing is like... scandalous."

Michael chuckled. "You're telling me porn stars?"

"None," she said, confident, arms crossed.

Michael grabbed a nearby laptop with a sly grin. "Bet I can find one."

"Yeah, right," she snorted, cuddling into the side of the couch, watching him with skeptical amusement.

The first video they clicked was a rough amateur clip. The woman onscreen gasped out words, flipping between heavily accented English and another tongue -- Urdu, Pakistan's national language.

Michael felt her body stiffen beside him.

Her face flushed. A visible shiver went through her.

"Turn it off," she whispered hoarsely.

He did -- without hesitation. The screen went black.

But the tension between them didn't dissipate; it coiled tighter, hotter.

She moved first. Dropping to her knees between Michael's legs with a look that was at once hungry and mortified. Her hands found the waistband of his jeans, fumbling slightly. When she freed him, she wasted no time -- her mouth wrapped around him eagerly, lovingly, as if chasing away the awkwardness from the TV with action.

She wasn't shy, pushing her mouth fully over the head of his cock. She sucked in, trying to create pressure on the shaft of his penis.

Michael's head tipped back against the couch, a low groan escaping him as she worked him with desperate, messy enthusiasm. One hand slid through her soft hair, the other anchoring him to the earth.

When he couldn't take anymore, he slid his hands down her shoulders, nudging her gently to lay back, intent on returning the favor. He kissed down her stomach, between her thighs, but Saniya stopped him, tugging at his hair with surprising firmness.

She shook her head firmly, her fingers tightening slightly in his hair. Her expression was unreadable--a mix of hesitation, stubbornness, and something deeper he couldn't name--but she guided him gently back up, choosing instead to lower herself between his legs once again.

Before he could argue, she pushed him back against the couch, resuming her place between his legs. Her mouth closed over him again with a desperate hunger. Michael groaned, his hips twitching as she sucked him deeper, her hands stroking and cupping with a growing urgency.

He could feel her tongue lapping against all edges, the suction of her mouth, and even the gentle nudge of her teeth along his shaft when she tried to take more of him in. She seemed delighted by the folds of his foreskin, lapping the sensitive edge where it met the head of his cock. Her hand tightened on his thigh every time he twitched in her mouth.

She started using her other hand to stroke him, staying higher on his dick, eating just his head. Alternating between covering it fully and pulling off to let the air rush over it. A little strand of saliva still dangling from her delightful lips.

The pleasure built relentlessly, and he barely had time to gasp a warning before he came hard into her mouth. Saniya swallowed him down without hesitation, her eyes locked on his the entire time until he sagged back against the couch, utterly wrecked.

She wiped her lips with the back of her hand, smiling shyly and triumphantly.

Only then did Michael scoop her into his arms, still breathless, and carry her down the hall into the small, girlish bedroom she shared with her sister.

The bed was a narrow double meant for teenagers, not lovers.

He laid her down, shedding his clothes while she pulled off hers with frantic grace. Her summer dress was pulled overhead, and she placed it on a nearby chair, standing up. When she coyly perched herself on the edge of the bed, butt in the air while she took off her stockings, he gave her two light slaps, and she wiggled her ass as she crawled up onto the bed.

Michael followed quickly, rubbing his hands up her rump, feeling her smooth skin as he moved towards her dark black hair, blanketing her shoulders. Saniya was naked beneath him now, eyes dark and expectant. She spread her legs, guiding him in with a hissed breath. He grabbed his penis and moved it into her opening. Smiling at her in the low light, he gripped her hip and pushed himself in.

The first few thrusts were shallow, almost tentative, but soon they found their rhythm. Michael pressed her into the mattress, savoring the way her body arched and shook beneath him. Her moans filled the room -- shameless, sweet, needy. His cock rubbed against the edge of her opening on every thrust, and he twitched a little with how sensitive he was.

"Turn over," he growled in her ear.

She obeyed without hesitation, crawling onto her hands and knees. Her bare back, the sweet swell of her hips, the way she pressed her face into the pillow -- it was a gift he didn't deserve but was going to cherish anyway.

He entered her again from behind, gripping her hips tightly as he drove into her. The narrow bed creaked and shifted under their combined weight. Her soft cries egged him on, pushing him closer to the edge. Michael wrapped his hands in her hair, gently tugging her head so she would arch her back. She looked back briefly but then pointed her head down and started pushing back as he thrust, the slap, slap, slap of their bodies growing louder in the small room.

He took a moment to take in the room, struck by its youth. The posters, makeup, and bedding coloring all gave the impression of just being in university and not a working professional like Saniya wa. Michael was slowly realizing that she must share it with her sister. There were shared elements but also some minor variances in style. It might explain why she was both so delightfully aggressive and strangely shy in her approach to dating.

A twist of her hips and mistrust brought him back to the present. Michael repositioned and shoved forward, giving her a light slap on the bum as he pushed back harder. Her anus was delightfully dark, and he sucked on his thumb and brought it over the opening. His slight pressure was rewarded with a groan, and encouraged, he pushed his thumb into her, gently rubbing her.

Michael could feel Saniya's pussy squeezing and clenching down on his shaft. He kept pushing his thumb and using his hand to pull her back onto his cock. She started to shake and went down to her elbows to keep her balance, burying her face on a pillow. He could feel warmth around his penis, and some liquid started dripping onto the bed beneath them.

'Enough,' came the muffled comment from the pillow. Saniya lifted her face and started to move her hands to his waist as he continued to thrust into her. She pushed him out, his cock glistening as she turned around and took it in her hand. She smiled again and swallowed him, briefly hesitating as her lips touched his penis and her fluids were still on him. He put his hand on the side of her head and stroked her cheek while she started to lick around the edge, looking up at him like she wanted to know if she was doing a good job. He wanted to thrust in her mouth so hard, just face fuck her, but he had no idea how she would take it.

She licked and swallowed his cock, and Michael twitched, clearly getting close to an orgasm. He could feel her tongue licking his head like she was worried about an ice cream dripping. He twitched again and tapped her on her shoulder. 'I'm going to cum'.

Saniya pulled back, licking just the head and then pointing his penis at her chest as he erupted over her, his ropey spurts flowing over her breasts and neck. She pulled on his penis for a bit until she was sure he was done. Then just rolled over and put her cum soaked chest onto her bed, hooking her legs behind his and trying to pull him down on top of her. He sank into her back, his arms flowing up over her body with his head resting on her shoulder blades.

For a long moment, they stayed tangled together, sweaty and spent. Finally, Saniya wriggled free and rolled onto her back, her dark hair splayed across the cheap floral pillowcase. She looked up at him, cheeks flushed, breathing heavy.

"You should go," she whispered. Smiling with eyes closed like a cat that found the perfect spot of sunlight.

Michael nodded slowly, reaching for his clothes.

He kissed her forehead before he left, tasting the salt of her skin one last time.

Outside, the rain had started again, cold and steady, washing the streets clean. Michael smiled at the rain, his body so content regardless of the environment outside. Michael knew he would want to do this again.