The Thorns in Our Hearts Pt. 04

The Thorns In Our Hearts, A Tragic Romance, Part 4

August 24, 1990

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. In the middle of having sex with my Goth girlfriend Tamarinth as her best friend Gina sat in a chair masturbating a few feet away, Tamarinth has just made a come hither motion at Gina.

I thought, no way am I seeing this.

But I was

Gina sat forward in the chair, "Tam, are you sure?"

"Yes Gina, you've been watching us for two weeks, you might as well join us, if you wish" I heard trembling in Tamarinth's voice. She was nervous about the step she'd decided to undertake.

I sat back on the bed. Gina was a very attractive, small and slight redhead with, from what I could tell, a great body. To say at that moment I wanted this to happen would be a great understatement. Long ago I'd had impossible fantasies of threesomes with Leigh and Melissa, or Leigh and Dawna. Now, one with Gina and Tamarinth might happen.

In an utterly thrilling moment for me, Gina simply stood and started walking towards the bed, removing her clothes as she went. A discarded silver-starred shirt and lacy white bra revealed small perky breasts crowned with small, stiff pink nipples. Her long red hair brushed over them as she walked. A hesitation, her thumbs hooked into the waistband of the tight jeans and white panties that were soon around her ankles, as she stepped out of her nikes I looked down her creamy smooth stomach to the neatly trimmed bush of red hair over her pussy.

I wanted her, badly. I knew I had to be real careful.

Gina sat on the edge of the bed. Her voice quavered "What do you want me to do Tam?"

Tamarinth sat up in bed and drew her long legs up under herself.

"I want to watch you and Karl kiss"

I tried hard to hide my smile

"Tams are you sure?" Gina's voice was small and childlike.

I read the lust in Tamarinth's eyes and knew, a dream was about to come true.

"Fucking kiss her Karl"

I slid over towards Gina and put my hands on her pretty face. I looked into her hazel eyes. I could feel her slight trembling, I took it easy. I simply leaned in and pressed my lips to hers. A few seconds went by, I was beginning to think she wasn't going to respond, when her mouth opened slightly. I gently slid my tongue slightly forward into her mouth. I reached out a hand, and put it on Gina's left breast, the hard pink nub of her nipple pressed into my palm. She flinched, but then opened her mouth further and uttered a tiny moan.

Tamarinth sat forward, and watched us with hungry eyes.

I felt the tip of Gina's tongue momentarily touch mine, then again. Slowly she slid her tongue forward, over mine. We began making out, with my then girlfriend sitting a foot away. I started gently massaging Gina's small, soft breasts with my hands. I figured if ever there was a time to go for it, this was it.

As the intensity of our kiss began to increase I used my fingers to gently pull and twist at Gina's hard nipples

"Mmmmmmm" a moan of feminine lust into my mouth. Gina's fingers traced the lines of my abs and chest as if she'd wanted to all along.

Then I heard Tamarinth's voice again, thick, lust-drenched.

"Fuck her Karl, I want to watch the two of you fuck"

We broke the kiss,

"Tamarinth are you...?" I began

"Tams, is this..?" Gina spoke simultaneously.

"Yes, I said it and I'm sure, I want to watch the two of you fuck."

I looked at Gina

"It's up to you" I said.

For answer she sat forward, put her hands on my face, and kissed me.

I put one of my hands in the small of Gina's back. And the other behind her neck and I used my strength to pull her forward into my lap. Her legs willingly parted across my thighs. When Gina's already sopping wet pussy came in contact with the head of my cock she gasped, moaned and looked down at it, her forehead touching my lips. I deeply inhaled the floral scent of her hair.

I moved my hands to her waist and I picked her up. Her wide, surprised eyes looked into mine. I lowered her onto my rock hard shaft. As my hardness filled her extremely tight vaginal canal I knew I had to be among her first.

"Ohhhhhhhhh" her whiny cry was the loveliest music to my ears.

"Fuuuuuck" Tamarianth exhaled.

"Does his dick feel good in you Gina?"

"Oh god Tams yes!"

"God damn you're beautiful" I said to Gina, pushing my luck.

Gina used her thighs to push herself up and down on my hardness. She was impaled on me, a sweet angel on a devil's pike.

As she rose and fell slowly she began grinding her hips slowly back and forth. As tight as she was on me, my joy was immense.

I grasped at one breast and cupped my other hand onto her shoulder, I started into her eyes but she looked down.

"Look at me Gina, I want to see your eyes as you ride me."

"Jesus Fuck this is hot." I heard Tamarinth say.

Gina started going faster

"Look at me Gina" I repeated

"It's alright Gina, do it." Tamarinth hissed,

Gina's lovely hazel eyes locked onto mine.

"I want you to cum for me Gina, cum all over me"

"Oh God" Gina moaned

"Look into my eyes, don't look away, cum for me Gina"

"Ohgodohgodohgod"

I felt Gina's orgasm, her vaginal walls held my cock in a vice and her fluids flooded onto me. I couldn't wait to taste her. She collapsed forward into me, sobbing with release. I held her close and kissed her neck, I glanced at Tamarith, she had her hands between her legs. She was panting.

My hard shaft still inside her Gina looked up at me, lust, and a hint of something more in her wide eyes.

I put my hands on her pretty face. "That was wonderful, Pretty Girl."

"Oh Karl" Gina said

"Fucking keep riding him" Tamarinth, hot as a roaring fire, watching her boyfriend and best friend make love.

As Gina began slowly sliding up and down on me again I felt Tamarith press her body against my back. Her voice in my ear "You liked fucking her don't you?" and before I could say anything "fuck her for me Karl"

As Gina continued to ride me I felt Tamarinth's hands on my shoulders, trying to pull me down, I knew what she wanted. I laid down on my back and Gina put her hands on my abs and kept going.

I felt Tamarinth move in the bed and suddenly her thighs and glistening wet pussy were over me. I was right. I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her down.

Having Tamarinth's pussy on my mouth while Gina rode my hard cock was pretty much a dream come true. For a short, blissful time, the horrors of my mind ceased to torment me.

As I licked and sucked at Tamarinth's sweet feminine juices, the pleasure from Gina's vice-tight pussy sliding up and down on the hardness of my stiff cock was almost unbearable. I had to master my desire to cum and hold it down, I didn't want this to end anytime soon.

As I looked up from between Tamarinth's legs I was treated to a view that nearly sent me over the edge. The two girls, best friends, were heatedly kissing each other. And Tamarinth's hands, were on her best friend's small, shapely breasts. My ardor burned like molten fire in my veins.

I reached up between Gina's legs, used my fingertips to spread her labia and found her engorged clit, and began rubbing it. At the same time I focused my lips and tongue's attack on Tamarinth's clit. Trying to make both girls cum as close to simultaneously as I could.

Their kiss broke as I saw and felt Gina's body shudder in the throes of orgasm, and moments later, Tamarinth's cum flooded into my mouth. I heard both their cries of ecstasy combine, muffled by Tamarinth's long thighs.

Gina slid off me to the side and Tamarinth climbed off my face and sat in bed, panting.

"You've been such a good boy Karl, go, claim your reward. She pointed at Gina lying sprawled next to us.

I rubbed my palm up Gina's thigh as I kissed her ankle, I looked up at her and she made eye contact with me

"Oh God, please" Gina sweetly asked.

Tamarinth crawled to her and caressed her face "He's going to eat your pussy till you see stars, his tongue is magic."

And with that, Tamarinth bent to kiss her best friend again.

I truth, I was dying to taste Gina. I slid my mouth up her thigh and wrapped my arms around her legs. I kissed her wet, pink slit. She was sweeter than honey. I used my fingers to part her folds and began to lick her from her entrance to her clit. My nose rubbed through the fire red curls of her public tuft.

She was a symphony in my mouth and watching her and my girlfriend feverishly make out as I licked and sucked at her drove my arousal and lust to truly insane heights. Gina was grinding herself onto my tongue, I knew she had to be close. I slid a finger inside her, searched for and found her g-spot and started to massage my fingertip into it as I lapped at her clit.

Almost immediately I was rewarded by a fluttering in her abdomen and her hips bucking up and down. I slid my tongue down to her entrance and Giana's sweet juices and cum flooded across my tongue.

I thought, this cannot possibly get any better.

And then, it did.

Breaking their impassioned kissing Tamarinth turned to me.

"Get up Karl. it's my turn."

I sat back, out of her way,.

And Gina sat up on her elbows, I watched as Tamarinth crawled between her legs, and looked over her shoulder at me

"What do I do Karl?"

"What do I do to you sweet Witch?" I said "Start at the bottom, at her canal, and work your way up to her clit."

"Oh Tams" Gina panted.

Watching two women do anything sexual in front of me fulfilled fantasies I'd had for well over a decade.

I slid up in the bed, put Gina's head in my lap and watched Tamarinth go to work.

Her nose wriggled in Gina's red bush as I heard her mouth and tongue sucking and slurping at Gina's dripping pink folds

Gina's pretty eyes were squeezed shut "Oh god ot Tams oh ohhhhhh"

I absently played with her hair.

"You like that pussy Tamarinth?" I said

"Mmmmmmmm"

"Put one of those long fingers of yours inside her and find her g spot, i'tll drive her insane"

"Oh god please" Gina moaned up at me.

I reached out and began pulling and twisting at her small, hard pink nipples.

"I bet between the two of us we can make her faint Tammy."

Tararith rose up for a second, her mouth and nose were coated in GIna's fluids

"Get over her and fuck me silly Karl."

I climbed behind Tamarinth, her ass up in the air, face down in Gina's pussy. I decided this was a good time to try something. I reached back, side one of the doors to her headboard open, and retrieved some baby oil. I covered my shaft in it. Put one of my hands on Tamarinths round ass and put the head directly on her cute pink asshole.

"Hmmmmffffffff"

I slid my shaft slowly up her ass.

She stopped eating Gina out "OH FUUUUCCCCCCCKKK"

"You like?"

"It fucking hurts" I started to pull back out "But it feels really good toooo"

She went back to licking Gina.

Slowly I started sliding my cock in and out of her tight ass. It felt really good, tight, and different. As the intensity of Gina's moaning increased I began fucking Tamarinth faster and faster.

"Oh Tams you're gonna make me cummmmm" Gina moaned her joy out.

I was pounding Tamarinth so hard my body smacked into her ass at every stroke but she somehow kept right on licking until Gina squirmed away and lay on her side, jerking.

"AHHHHHHHH" and "OH GOD FUCK ME" Their cries intermingled, a symphony of female abandon in my mind.

Tamarinth was on her knees and elbows, head hung down as she panted and moaned.

I wanted to cum, badly, I told myself, hold on.

Tamarinth came hard. I pulled myself out of her and she fell to her stomach. I exercised all the self control I had on my twitching rock-hard cock

I felt hands on my chest and looked to see Gina, next to me, need in her eyes. I pulled her to me and kissed her. We made out passionately, I ran my hands over her pretty face, and through her red hair. She rubbed my chest and abs.

"Hey" I heard Tamarinth's voice "If you two can stop sucking face a minute."

I broke the kiss and looked up, she tossed me a washrag.

"Clean that dick, we're not done yet"

I started to do as instructed when Gina grabbed at the cloth, she gently wiped down my throbbing, stiff member as Tamarith watched. The she put the cloth aside and kissed down my abs and chest

"Oh fuck yes" I said as I felt her lips kissing the head of my cock

"Okay" Tamarinth broke out in a wicked grin and crawled towards us, she lowered her head to my lap as well.

I sat back as both women licked and sucked at my hardness. Gina's hazel eyes and Tamarinth's dark eyes, looking up at me

"FucccccK" I groaned, and let go.

I gushed and spurted ropes of thick cum all over both girl's faces and into their mouths, over, and over, and over again.

September 4th 1990

I was driving home after a long night of roasting hot sex with Tamarinth and Gina. It was a warm summer night, the windows of my Black Monte Carlo SS were down, I was blasting Deep Purple through my system, my long hair flowed in the warm breeze.

My attention was suddenly drawn by a sparkling flash of light across the landscape. Heat lightning, I didn't give it a second thought, until it happened again, and the flash was a much different color.

I slowed my car. It was after 3.30am and the traffic was very sparse. Yes it was an interstate, but it wasn't a super-important corridor leading through the wilds of Appalachian Kentucky. As I slowed another flash, this a soul-searing blue. The last had been a deep neon red. I pulled my car off the road, near a wide, grassy area.

I looked around and was stuck first by the almost preternatural deep silence that permeated the air. And secondly, just by the fact I could see everything. It was the deepest part of the night, and though the inky shawl of mother night covered all. I could still see every detail, for miles. A shadowed cluster of homes here, hill and dale there. The line of the interstate stretching far away.

As my wondering eyes looked up I perceived the sky, so wide and a deep midnight blue. Full of huge, puffy clouds. And in those clouds, backlit, flashed the lightning.

I climbed up onto the roof of my car, and sat cross legged, soaking in the spectacle.

All the clouds, the vast puffs of cream color in the deep rich blue of the night sky, flashed in incredible rainbow colors. Neon red here. Arctic blue there, sunflower yellow., deepest purple, and a richer, more emerald green than the Wizard's city in Oz.

It was an amazing show, it reached into the deep pool of my soul and stirred me. I was reminded suddenly of the film Close Encounters, a movie that had thrilled me as a child. The descent of the Mothership, the color of the clouds in reflected, prismatic light. That was a poor work in comparison to the show this dark night skies were putting on for me.

I sat on my car, wondering, marveling, and thoughts of my formerly happy life filled my might. I remembered my beautiful little girl asleep on my chest, gently rubbing her small head. Her gold locks like silk. I could hear her in my mind, "Dada, Dada" and for the first time I felt a small sense of peace. I knew somewhere, my Mother watched out for her.

I thought of Leigh and the tears came, not sad this time. I remembered the first time I said I love you, and she said it back. Our hands touching the first time, that feeling like electricity between us, but also so much more. I remembered looking at her beautiful face. Her stunning eyes as I made love to her then night we got back together. So much love passing between us without a spoken word. One soul welding itself to another. I knew I'd love her the rest of my life. I missed her beyond the ability of my words to express.

I sat there on my car's roof, lost in thought, wonder, and awe, until the sun rose.

September 7th 1990

I wasn't having any luck getting a mechanic's job in my hometown. I tried, but there were just no jobs available. Perils of small town life in the hills of Kentucky. I needed money, after all I was dating Tamarinth and Elizabeth simultaneously. I preferred Elizabeth, but threesomes are kind of hard to turn down.

So I went to work at a fast food restaurant. And that's where I met them. Kallista Lance and Krista Zornes. Two absolutely drop dead mean girls fresh out of high school. Kallisa was pale with light brown hair, a basically perfect body and the most captivating eyes I'd ever seen. But Krista was on a whole other level. Natural blonde, stunningly beautiful face. Soft lips, dark eyes, a body that would make any man absolutely drool and a lilting singsong voice. I reminded myself just how spread thin I already was.

September 11th 1990

As part of my college classes I was taking ROTC. My dad was a Korean War veteran with a silver star and purple heart to his credit. And several of his older brothers had served in World War 2. It ran in the family.

Most of my classmates were utterly uninteresting. But there was one. A tiny wisp of a girl named Sarah Stafford. She had short, thick, dark red hair, a wispy curvy body that reminded me a bit of Becky Rogers. She was very small, I doubted she weighed 100 lbs. But most interestingly, she had green eyes. I cultivated her in class. Had conversations with her. Learned about her. Made her laugh. I doubted anything would ever come of it and even if it did, good god I was having threesomes with my ostensible girlfriend and her best friend a few times every week, and trying to develop a relationship with Elizabeth. I was spread damn thin.

On the night of the 11th we had to go "Maneuvers" It was really glorified camping. As we reached the campsite after an arduous hike with full packs, i knew it was going to be trouble. Behind the hills on the other side of the wide and placid lake an incredible lightshow of lightning was going off, with continuous thunder. And it was too our west. I knew it was coming our way. And I knew Sarah was scared of storms.

I sat on a log next to her in front of a camp fire.

": Are you okay Sarah"

"Yes Karl" she replied in her soft, feminine voice "Thank you for asking, I think I will go to bed in my tent before it starts."

"A wise decision" I told her "Think I will too. Goodnight Sarah."

"Goodnight Karl"

All the evening's grab-assing and horsing around, telling scary stories was coming to an end. I went to my own tent, zipped it up and tried to sleep.

Soon the storm was on us in full fury. Lightning struck with frightening frequency, the peals of thunder loud as Hell's clarion. Sheets of rain poured off my tent's exterior. I sat up in my tent, enjoying it, letting the fury of the storm wash over me. When suddenly, my tent flap unzipped.

Sarah Stafford. She struck her head in "Karl I'm so scared, please..." I motioned come in to her with both hands.

She rushed into the tent and fell into my open arms. I would be lying if I said I wasn't pleased by this development. I held her close and smoothed her hair. She cuddled into me as I told her over and over it will be alright.

As the storm started to abate a bit I changed my tack, from words of comfort, to words of admiration.

"It's okay, shhh It's okay pretty Sarah, sweet Sarah it'll be okay. You're safe beautiful girl;"

Her arms gripped me tighter.

I thought I might as well try. I looked down, and she looked up at me, I tried to read her gorgeous green eyes.

"I'm sorry but my god your eyes are stunning"

She rubbed her face against my shoulder murmuring wordlessly.

She looked at me again, her green eyes fixed me. I put a hand on her face and caressed her, she didn't stop me or say a word about it, just smiled.

That did it "Can I kiss you Sarah?" In answer she reached her hands up, locked her arms around my neck and pulled me down into a passionate, erotic kiss.

She climbed over my lap and pressed her body into mine. She pressed her lips to mine, again and again, and then her small tongue darted into my mouth. I pushed mine forward into hers and the dance of our exploring tongues began.

Sarah was truly small, my tongue nearly made it to her tonsils. I knew if it got so far as to have my cock in her mouth, she'd definitely gag. And the way she was squirming against me and kissing me, I suspected it would.

She sat back, and started pulling off her BDUs in the semi-darkness.

"Get those clothes off Katl, I want to feel your body. I've seen you in tight shirts, you're jacked."

"I can't wait to see you naked Sarah" I spoke in the darkness as I pulled and tugged at my own uniform.. When I was almost done, Sarah flipped on a flashlight. She was naked except for a pair of pink tube socks with two red rings. I drank in every inch of her. Her creamy white skin, her small A-Cup breasts, each surmounted by a long, stiff nipple. Her stomach and abdomen flat as a board. A glistening wet pink slit between her legs oozed her arousal. A fuzzy triangle of the same dark red hair over it. Then the light flicked off

Sarah's voice cracked with excitement and arousal. "Like, like what you s-see?"

"Fuck yes I do"

I finished pulling off my uniform

"Have a look I said"

She flipped the light back on and I could see her wide green eyes backlit as she saw my chest muscles, my sharply defined six pack abs. Powerful thighs and my hard cock. Not massive, but certainly not insubstantial.

"Wow, you are cut" Her voice thick with desire "And it's so big"

That was a compliment I'd never turn down. I felt I was average,

"Come here Sarah, I'll show you love like you could never imagine"

Sarah crawled forward, on her knees into my arms. I felt her small, lithe body against mine. She climbed over my muscular thighs, her smooth one spread over them. I felt the heat, and soaking wetness, of her femininity on my hard and, by this point, throbbing tool.

Sarah was passionately kissing me, her tongue darted through my mouth and her hands caressed my face and hair. I ran my hand through the tangle of her short red hair and pulled her into our kiss. Our mouths made wet sucking, slurping sounds as we tasted the fires of each other's passion. I leaned back slightly, pulling her with me, slightly forward. The head of my cock slid down her dripping folds till I was at her entrance, she shivered in my embrace.

I pushed up, and entered her, she was pure velvet inside, warm and wet. Her interior walls gripped and held me. She broke the kiss to softly moan

"Ohhhhhhhhhhhh fuuuuuuck"

I put my hands on her hips as she began to ride me, up and down, with her hips grinding back and forth. Her skin was soft as satin. She had her face in my neck, murmuring and moaning. I moved a hand up to one of her small breasts and began rolling her nipple between my thumb and forefinger.

Sarah's pussy felt divine on me, a perfect fit.

"Oh Karl, oh yes oh yes" Sarah's soft voice in the darkness. Nearly lost in the hair rain lashing the tent.

"Sarah, you're so beautiful, and you feel so good, baby"

Sarah responded, with passion

"Oh yes, talk so sexy sweet to me, and I''l cum"

"Come for me pretty Sarah, I want to look right into your beautiful green eyes"

She raised her face and looking into me eyes "Oh god, oh Karl, oh yesssss I'm cumming for you Ohhhhhhhhhhhh"

I stared straight into her eyes in the dark. Backlit and glittering every time the lightning flashed.

She held perfectly still, my cock deep inside her, and quivered and shook. I felt her cum trickling out onto me.

"Oh Karl, that felt so incredibly good. My body is still on fire."

"It doesn't stop there, beautiful girl" I said.

And I used my hands around her waist to pull her forward and off my engorged tool. At first she resisted not knowing what I was doing, but when I scooted lower on the sleeping bag, she understood and willingly crawled a few inches forward.

"Oh God YES" she said triumphantly in the darkness.

I pulled her pussy down to my waiting mouth and tongue.

I licked and sucked at her sweet fluids, dragging my tongue through her wet folds. I used my fingers to pull her labia apart. I slid my mouth down to her entrance and sucked greedily at her vaginal fluids, pulling the cum out of her. She was very sweet.

Sarah ground her pussy into my face and mouth

"Oh Ohhh, Oh yessssss. Oh god it feels so good"

She humped my face and moaned, sweet as sugar

"Oh Karl, baby do you want me to cum? I'm about too"

I gripped her thighs tighter in assertion.

Oh oh oh Jesus I'm gonna cum on your tongue oh my god."

She held perfectly still again as another orgasm tore through her body. I felt her quivering and was rewarded by her hot vaginal fluids rushing over my tongue, I tasted her cum and it seeped down my throat. Under her I smiled like a shark.

I grasped her thighs to keep her from pulling away, she gasped in surprise and my tongue began slowly flicking at her engorged clitoris again.

"Oh my goddddddd" She whined in the darkness. I could see her body. A small black mass above me that resolved into a flat, smooth abdomen and stomach and a pair of lovely small breasts with each flash of lightning.

"Oh God Karl, you want more? Oh my goddddddddd"

My incessant attack on her clit was bringing the curse words out of the normally shy and reserved Sarah.

"Oh fuk, yes, suck on my clit. God, you're driving me crazy. Fuck I wanna cum so bad"

I licked and sucked, licked and sucked, and tweaked her nipples.

"Oh Jesus fuck here I go again" She cried "Karl I'm cummmmmmming"

I feel it, much harder. The orgasm ripped through her young body. Sheet of stars flared in her mind as sexual electricity flooded her body.

Sarah slumped forward over me and her entire body jerked and twitched. This time the feminine juices and cum poured out as I sucked it into my waiting mouth like a rabid animal.

"OH FUCKKK KARLLLLL"

I was convinced someone would hear her loud moans in the throes of passion. But I heard nothing but the wind, rain, and thunder outside. Sara slid off me and sat in the corner of the tent quivering. I quickly sat up and pulled her to me. Her warm body lay soft against me and she lightly quivered in the dark.

"Oh Karl" Sarah's voice pitched low in the dark. "I never came like that before. I felt like my head was going to explode."

"It's my pleasure Sarah, you taste like honey"

I let her rest a few minutes then I turned her to the side and laid her gently on my sleeping back. I crawled over her.

When she realized what I was doing she spread her legs wide for me and said "Oh yes, show me what those muscles are for"

As I got in position I felt her questing fingers rubbing into my steel hard abs.

I pushed myself up inside her, to the hilt.

"UHNNNNNNN"

This time I held nothing back. I fucked Sarah like a wild animal, putting all I had into pleasuring her.

"Oh god yeah fuck me Karl" Sarah's wanton moans rose, the fueled te primordial lust in me.

I drove myself into her with powerful thrusts, pushing her legs and slim body down into the sleeping bag below.

"Jesus fuck me, please, pleaseeeee"

I pounded her, I was long past caring about noise.

"Oh I'm gonna fucking cummmmm don't stoppppppp"

Sarah, rode out her fourth and best, orgasm with inarticulate cries of sexual jot under me. She twisted and spasmed. And her cum gushed out onto me.

When it was over, I sat back and she lay spent for a few minutes. Then I felt more than I saw her move around and get up.

"I'm going to taste myself and give you the ending you deserve."

I felt her soft lips touch the head of my swollen cock.

As her mouth slid down over my shaft I sighed in delight. Because Sarah was such a small girl. And sweet, I refrained from pushing her mouth down on me. I simply tangled my hand in her hair and softly moaned out her name"

"Sarah, I'm gonna cum." I warned her. But she just kept right on sucking, and I squirted cum into her mouth over and over again.

We kissed and she collected her scattered BDUs, putting them back on in the darkness.

Before she went she got right in my face, I could feel her hot breath and see her glittering eyes "Thank you for a memory I'll always cherish, you sweet man." And she was gone.

I heard a light scattering of smart aleck applause as she made her way back to her tent,

I smiled in the darkness, and laid down.

September 24th 1990.

I was in a room at the Motel 6 with Elizabeth, She was lying on the bed, naked. My face was between her legs and I licked and sucked at her, her sweet juices filled my mouth. I was starting, I knew, to get attached. I preferred her over Tamarinth to such a degree I was about ready to choose her. She was sweet, kind, gorgeous and loving. Everything I wanted.

I made her cum and she moaned out her delirious joy, her sweetness filled my mouth,

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

I sat up. I looked at Elizabeth, she looked terrified. I was about to open my mouth when the loud knocking began again, this time, a man's voice yelled through the door

"ELIZABETH, OPEN UP, I KNOW YOU'RE HERE!!"

"What the hell Liz??"

She looked stricken "Oh no, it's my husband."

"YOUR WHAT?!?"

I got up and pulled on my jeans. Elizabeth's soft hand pulled at me "No Karl, please don't, he'll go away, please baby!"

I opened the door. An average sized man stood there. He was crying. I looked back at her.

His voice dropped "Oh Liz, how could you." His voice was full of ashes. I looked from one to the other

"Karl, please" Elizabeth called to me "I love you, don't go."

The man flinched as though he'd slapped her

"What about our kids Liz, they don't mean anything to you?"

"YOUR WHAT??" I shouted, apparently I still had the capacity for shock.

I stalked back into the room, stepped into my shoes and pulled on my shirt

"Karl baby please please" Elizabeth pleaded with me.

"I'm not a damn homewrecker" I said.

I strode past the man, her husband. "I'm sorry" I said to him. "I didn't know."

Elizabeth's desperate pleas followed me as I walked away.

October 1st 1990

I sat in my room, lost in thought. I missed Leigh terribly, my heart ached for her love. I knew I could thrust myself into a thousand girls and it wouldn't fill the gaping hole in my heart. Tears ran down my face. I thought of Melissa and my daughter, I sobbed bitterly in the darkness. I knew I had to stay away from Leigh. But my heart longed to run to her.

October 10th 1990

Every time now, I was with Tamarith, I was also with Gina. The threesomes we had were hot as fire. But did nothing to fill the deep aching hole inside me.

Today the three of us were in bed, going at it again. Gina licked and sucked at Tamarinth as I slowly slid myself in and out of her incredibly tight wetness. Gina pulled away from me to kiss Tams. Her hands slid up Tamarinth's soft, lanky body. All the way to her face

"Oh Tams" Gina softly spoke "I'm falling so hard for you."

Tamarith literally pushed her off "The fuck!!??"

Oh shit

"Tams I" Gina started

"Don't fucking call me that!!" Tamarith sprang out of bed, ran into the back spare bedroom and slammed the door

Gina burst into tears "I'm sorry I'm sorry!!" she cried

I pulled her into an embrace, comforting her. She cried into my neck, her tears soaked my skin.

The door opened and Tamarinth, now fully dressed looked at us "Oh fucking perfect." she said angrily, and strode past us. "You two just stay here and fuck, whatever." She said as she strode past.

I ran out after her into the living room "Tamarith" I started to say. She rounded on my, eyes blazing

"Go fuck the whore Karl, she's really condused. I'm not a lesbian, she probably needs you more than I do." Then she jerked out of my grasp and stormed out.

I went back into the bedroom. Gina sat in bed, her shoulder shook from her sobs

I sat down with her and put my arms around her "I'm so sorry Gina, so sorry"

"What did I do wrong Karl?" she sobbed against me

I gently rubbed her hair "Nothing honey girl, nothing"

Gina drew in a few breaths, sniffled and looked up at me "I can't help how I feel" she put her hands on my chest, she looked into my eyes "I feel it for you too" she said. Softly

Oh boy.

"Gina I, I'm so flattered but, we'd better not."

I held her close, told her everything would be okay.

Two days later, Tamarith broke up with me by phone call.

Gina called me, several times, but I let her down easy. It was over.

October 24th 1990.

I had a moment of weakness and went to visit dad. I hung out all day, she was nowhere around. I was simultaneously saddened and relieved.

About 4.30 the phone rang and dad answered. I only heard his end of the conversation. He talked with someone about his video rental card and then said. "Oh by the way, he's here." a moment of silence, then "Yeah Karl's here." He hung up.

"Was that her?" I said. He shrugged

About five minutes later a car pulled up outside and a few seconds later the front door opened. My god, she was so beautiful

"Karl" she said looking at me

"Hi Leigh."

She sat on the sofa, next to me, threw her arms around my neck and kissed me over and over again. I luxuriated in her touch

Tears ran down my face. Her hands on my face, she couldn't stop kissing me, I couldn't stop crying, fuck.

She sat back, looked into my eyes "Baby"

"Leigh I, I" so many emotions roiled in me.

She looked at me but, her eyes were unfocused, her pupils wide.

My brows knitted "Leigh, what's wrong?"

A flush mounted her cheeks "Nothing baby I am so happy to see you."

I looked at dad "She's high" he said.

I looked at her "Karl," she rubbed my face "I love you"

"I love you too Leigh always, but what are you on?"

"Nothing baby"

I out my fingers under her chin "Honey don't lie to me'

She looked down "Nothing baby"

I let it drop, I pulled her into my arms. "I don't care about anything but you, I love you so much it hurts"

She cried into my neck

"She dropped him like a hot rock for you. You belong together." Dad said, shocking me.

"It's not that simple" I said

"Why!!?" She clung to me

"I don't want you to get hurt."

She sat back and looked at me "Get hurt?" "the only thing that hurts me is the aching emptiness of my life without you Karl" A knife in my heart couldn't have hurt worse.

"Oh God Leigh, you don't know how much it fucking hurts, being away from you."

"Then don't" She sobbed and flung herself back into my arms.

Dad stood up and grabbed his keys "I'm leaving, no one will bother either of you till midnight at least" and he walked out the door.

Leigh cried and sobbed wretchedly against me, my heart ached and ached.

She looked up at me. Her gorgeous tear streaked face "Stay with me Karl, please, at least for tonight, I know you love me, please"

I couldn't tell her no. "I love you so goddamn much"

We kissed and for a moment nothing else in the universe mattered.

I made love with her in her bed, slept in her arms all night, But the next day I went home again. I told myself it was for her own good, I cried like a lost soul in my car.

Fatt 1990

Dad was intensely angry at me for leaving. He told me how depressed and morose Leigh was. I turned away from it. I was a fool.

I threw myself into work. I didn't want any romantic entanglements. I looked at Kallista and Krista's beauty every day, unmoved.

I started to turn my mind back towards the wilds, maybe I should seek my own death again. Maybe it would be best for everyone.

Then something happened that I didn't expect.

I was sitting in the break room with Kallista, making small talk when she said "So I have two tickets to the Warrant show saturday night, want to go with me?"

I looked at her, she was undeniably gorgeous. "Why not?"

Halloween 1990

For Halloween 1990 Kallista, who liked to dance, and I went to a club. I was Lucifer in a double breasted black suit with horns and a jet-black pitchfork. And she was Lillith is a stunning fire red dress. I had to admit, dating a stunningly gorgeous woman six years younger than me was definitely pushing my depression aside.

As we danced and she ground on me, my blood got up, and up. Kallista had one of the best bodies I'd ever seen. I was dying to see her out of her clothes, but, she wasn't easy. I'd dated her for three weeks and so far, intense making out was as far as I'd gotten.

I sat next to her in a booth and drank champagne, looking into her eyes. She had a classically beautiful face, with a small nose and soft lips but her eyes were what made her stand out. They were a very unusual shade of light brown and were so wide. I got lost in them. She had what others would call doe eyes, or bedroom eyes.

I wrapped an arm around her slim waist and felt her warmth, we kissed, her small pink tongue darted into my mouth and one of her slim and delicate ivory hands rubbed against my abs through my black silk shirt. We broke our kiss when the waitress brought another round. As I watched her sip champagne I looked at my watch, 2.34 am

Kallista looked at me. "I'm ready to go home"

25 minutes later we were at the off ramp, for the exit to take her home, she lived with her parents, fairly far out in the country, before I turned to her home, she laid a delicate hand on my wrist. I heard the slightest tremble in her lovely voice.

"Let's go to the lake."

I flipped the turn indicator right instead of left and made the winding drive out to, and past, the massive man made lake a few miles from our homes. I drove over the dam and was about to pull into the front lot by the beach

"Let's go to the back lot." She said softly

I did and parked.

I turned off the car and turned in my seat, in the semi-darkness I saw her eyes, looking at me. I reached over and took her face in my hands, our lips met.

Kallista, I knew had been a Mean Girl, a Cheerleader, part of the in crowd I'd never been a part of. But now to me she was just a sweet, trembling girl, who like everyone, needed love.

She melted into our kiss.

Her lips were incredibly soft, she breathed an almost imperceptible tiny moan into my mouth.

My arms wrapped around her body under red velvet. I felt her softness, her warmth. My fingertips traced the curves of her perfect body. I slid over the console, tino her passenger seat and with once smooth motion used the strength in my core and arms to lift her over me and then pull her back down into my embrace. She gasped aloud.

I reached down and popped the seat release lowering the passenger seat back until it was lying flush against the back seat. I was now lying in the seat with Kallista's body curled on mine. Her ass was in my lap and I looked into the incredible deep pools of her eyes.

She panted softly. "Karl I" she said no more, but leaned her pretty head to mine, and placed her open mouth over my lips. I opened my mouth and felt her softly exhale into me.

"Mmmmmmm" her slight moan was sweet as honeyed wine. Her small pink tongue pushed it's way into my open mouth. I grasped it with my lips and gently sucked. Then opened my mouth again and ran my flat, wide tongue up and over hers.

I raised a hand to play with her soft, strawberry-scented hair. The fingertips of the other I trailed down the warm, creamy-smooth skin of Kallista's back. My fingers slid down, down, down under the back hem of her crimson-tinctured dress. Over the slight string of a thong, and over the soft, incredibly smooth curve of her ass. Pressing in with slightly more pressure my fingers felt well toned muscle.

Kallista melted into our kiss, the passion poured out of her young heart. As our tongues swirled together in our open mouths, our breath mingled in heated desire. And she began to wriggle and squirm against me.

She stopped kissing me, sat up slightly, looked into my eyes and with a seductive motion, let the straps of her dress slide down her arms and the flame dress, it's colors muted by velvet darkness, pooled around her waist.

Thought it was hard drawing down my gaze from her riveting, magnetic eyes, i did gaze down at her lovely perfect breasts in the half light

"Touch me" She softly said.

My hands pressed gently into her small, soft breasts, her nipples, stiff as wire, poked into my palms

"Ooooooohhh" softly she gave vent to her pleasure, and desire.

While it's true, I didn't love Kallista, I did consider her as close to feminine perfection as I was likely to ever come near. So I took my time. I wanted her to feel loved, and desired.

I took my right hand away from her breast, interlocked it's fingers behind her neck, and pulled her down again into our kiss.

As I sucked and pulled at her soft lips and tongue with my own I felt her wiggle, and wriggle against me. I knew she was pulling off her dress. The, as we continued to passionately kiss, she began unbuttoning my shirt, she pulled it open and laid her warm hands on my chest

"Mmmmmmm" Kallista moaned into my mouth as her hands and fingers traced over the hard muscle of my chest, and abs. This was the reason I regularly did 600 crunches and 50 pulls ups.

I took my hands from her with momentary regret to pull my own slacks, and boxers down, into the floorboard.

Her eyes instantly flickered down and I felt one of her soft and delicate hands close around my hardened steel.

"And are you wet, for me."

She said nothing for a moment

"Dripping" she exhaled into my face, bending to kiss me, yet again.

I grasped around her slim waist with my powerful hands. I flipped her body to face me, she softly gasped at my display of physical strength.

I felt the heat radiating from between her legs, transmitting her wants and desires to the throbbing hardness of my shaft, just beneath.

I lowered her onto myself

"Ohhhhhhhhhh" Her moan, sweet silver in the blackest oynx of night. Her soft and wet femininity sliding down over my throbbing shaft, as a sword slides home into it's sheath.

Kallista shivered against me in feminine joy.

"Oh baby you feel so good inside of me"

"God Kallista"

She begins riding me, oh so slowly. Her cheerlader's hips grinding back and forth as her body rocks up and down. It produces an intense feeling of absolutely delirious sexual joy in my head.

And just when I don't think it can get any better, it does. She's already moving in two dimensions on me, up and down, front to back, when inside her, her walls start to grip, hold, and release my shaft at every stroke.

While this is going on I also feel the head of my upthrust cock slide through the special soft and spongy tissue inside of her. It's as heavenly for her as it is me

"Oh god Karl, yes, oh yes, god I feels so good, god god"

As she rides me fast and faster, the ecstasy and joy build quickly to near unbearable levels.

"Oh oh OH I'm gonna cum Karl, I'm gonna cum"

"I want to feel you cum all over me Kallista!

Her pussy, so hot, tight, and wet clinches, spasms, and releases on me, again and again.

"Ooooohhhhh ohhhhhhhh" her moans are so sweet, joyous music of an angel for my ears alone. Her song of ecstasy and joy is only for me. My hands slide over her smooth warm skin, she's a feast for all my senses.

"God I want to taste you"

I pull her up and off me, flip her to her side, slide around from under her to over, I place her cute little ass in the seat and slide down on my knees into the floorboard, I kiss every inch of her, down the front as I go. I kiss her collarbones, over and over. I kiss her small, soft breasts and suck her hard nipples into my mouth, first one, then the other making her gasp aloud in joy. I kiss down her flat stomach, her abs no less defined than mine, just flatter and under a slight covering of feminine fat, making them a bit softer.

I end up with my face directly over where I want to be. Her pussy glistens wet in the semidarkness. The scent of her arousal is heady, lust burns in my veins. My fingers eagerly part the dripping wet folds of her lovely femininity.

I taste Kallista for the first time. Sweeter than honey in my mouth. I push my tongue up into her entrance, then swipe up over her, brushing ever so lightly at her clit with the tip, just enough to make her shiver and gently moan

"Oh Karl, I've dreamed of feeling your mouth touch me."

I lap at her gently, without haste, savoring the taste of her in my mouth.

"Ohhhhhh Ohhhhh" her moans of ecstasy tell me all I need to know. I hook a finger up inside her and she gasps. I began working it into the sponginess I know will bring her pleasure and joy.

I slowly, then faster and faster bring all my craft and knowledge to bear of the soft, pink parts that make her a woman. I want to give her as much joy as I possibly can. I bore the tip of my tongue into her sopping clit, sucking all her juices into my mouth.

I know she's close

"Oh Ohhh oh god oh my god pleaseeee"

Kalista grinds on my face, rubbing her pussy into my mouth as she cums.

I suck and slurp at her, greedily lapping up her vaginal juices and her come. The taste of her is sublime, incredible.

Kallista looks down the length of her beautiful body at me, her big doe eyes lambent in the darkness.

"Oh god, I've never cum for anyone like that before. I don't know what you're doing to me but please don't stop.

Her slim fingers twist and tangle into my thick locks.

"Mmmmmmmmmm" I voice my pleasure at the taste of her into her wet femininity.

I bear down on her again, licking, sucking, fingering her to another two orgasms she quivers through, her fluids soaking my face and my upholstery,

When she's finished shuddering out the third I push up with my knees onto the seat. She instinctively raises her legs, wrapping them around my core.

I slid the head of my cock against her clit a few times and then, slide myself as far as possible up inside her.

I slid the entire length of my hard cock up and down inside her as she squirmed and moaned under me, she was fantastically tight and she felt incredible.

I fucked Kallista there in the passenger seat, hard and deep. She moaned and cried against me in counterpoint to my thrusts

"Oh Oh Oh God Oh Fuck"

Her smooth legs rubbed against me, her hands rubbed, splay-fingered into my chest

Ah God, fuck me" she moaned

"Please I god please, I'm going to cum" she breathed up into my face, her breath like cherries.

I felt her buck under me, felt her interior walls clamp down, felt the familiar flood over my manhood.

Kallista arched her perfect slim body under me.

Afterwards I lie atop her, brushing her lovely hair back from her luminous eyes. I told her how beautiful she was

"You didn't cum in me, did you?"

"No Kallista, don't worry, I can control myself."

Her fingertips gentle on my face. She stares into my eyes. "Slide over into your seat sweet boy, I'll take care of you"

I did as told and she leaned over, until her hair hung softly around my throbbing member

I hear her lovely young voice "You can cum on my face, I want you too."

It didn't take many strokes before cum was gushing out of me, onto her.

30 minutes later when I finally pulled into her mother's driveway, daylight was painting the eastern sky in pastel shades.

November 20th 1990

So, only a few weeks later Kallista had stopped dating me suddenly.

"Karl, you're sweet and I'm falling for you. No one's ever made me feel the way you do. But my daughter deserves two parents."

That had been a week ago. Now, after work deep into a late Fall'sl night, I sat in the break room smoking as Krista counted out her drawer in the office. I heard the supervisor's voice and then the door. I knew she's left Krista and I alone to finish closing while she went to make the night deposit.

I was about to get up when Krista walked into the break room, and to my surprise, sat next to me, instead of across the table from me

"Hello Karl"

My God, she was gorgeous. She looked more than a bit like the actress Kelly Lynch. Her face was angular, lovely, the high cheekbones of a model. Loose honey-blonde curls fell across her tanned shoulders, through her gray uniform top.

"Hey Krista"

She looked at me with deep, rich brown eyes.

"So you know me and Kallista are best friends, right? She tells me everything." She placed an emphasis on the last word.

Oh.

"She told you about me."

"Everything about you." A seductive look. I knew this game.

"And you had to see for yourself." In my mind, I was exultant. Krista Zornes was the embodiment of everything I'd wanted way back in high school, but had never been able to get. A fantasy come true. And now, she was coming on to me.

I was getting everything I'd ever wanted, but inside me, in the dead places, I still didn't care.

"Yeah" Krista's voice dropped an octave. 'She said you have a talented tongue."

I looked her up and down. That perfect body I hoped I'd soon see.

"So why don't you find out?"

I grabbed Krista by her shoulders, and pulled her close.

She laid a long, tan digit over my lips.

"I love kissing, I hope you're as good at is as Kliss said"

I put my hands on her face and pulled her to me. I placed my mouth on hers.

Krista was an amazing kisser, one of the best I had, her full, soft lips felt stunning and she slid her tongue around in my mouth as if she were searching for gold. And she was, gold in my arms.

She pulled my work shirt off over my head, stared hungrily at my body for a moment, then leaned back into our kiss.

I hear the voice of our Supervisor, the only other person in the building, Nancy calling out to us from the front "I'm leaving now, don't do anything I wouldn't do."

I smiled wide as I continued to feverishly kiss Krista.

I somehow managed to get her uniform shirt off without breaking our kiss, I unsnapped her bra, a delicate lace number than immediately came loose over her perfect breasts. My hands greedily closed over them and Krista's hands unzipped my work panda and pushed them down.

Krista broke our kiss and sat back. She looked at me with intense dark eyes. She finished taking off her bra and slowly and seductively slid out of her work pants, and matching lacy thong panties.

I marveled at her nude perfection.

Krista's body was incredible. The first thing I noticed were her stunning tan lines. She had a deep all over tan, except her full breasts were white, surmounted by almost dainty pink nipples and as my eyes gazed downward I saw.... the area around her pussy was also white and her thatch of hair, was the same honey blonde as the hair on her head. She was a natural blonde. Oh my god.

I was filled with conflicting urges, I wanted to take her somewhere with a bed, so I could do this right, but I was so hot for her I knew.. it was gonna be the break room table.

I put my mouth to her delicate neck, and began to kiss and lick it.

"Ohhh fuck you know what you're doing" Krista exhaled, in her soft, sweet voice.

I kissed a line down each of her collarbones with exquisite slowness. Kissed my way down for her full, c-cup breasts, one so soft and warm in my hand as I kissed the lovely pale flesh of the other, making my way, with infinite slowness to her nipple. Before sucking it into my mouth and sucking at it with my lips as my tongue flicked against it.

Krista's fast was pressed into my hair, her mouth moaning and murmuring.

"Oh Karl, you sure know how to make a girl dripping wet"

I smiled like a predator of the deep. And slid my hand down her stomach and between her toned thighs to test the veracity of her statement.

She was soaked for me.

I kissed a line down her ribs, and onto her stomach, kissing against the lines of her abs, slowly headed downwards

"Oh fuck yes Baby" Krista moaned in delight.

I dropped to my knees in front of her, hands on her silky smooth thighs.

I looked up at her, right into her dark eyes. She was panting slightly. I smiled up at her and inhaled her scent. Aromatic, fragrant, delicious. Everything I knew a perfect girl like her would be.

I smiled at her then bent to my work. I tasted her on my tongue, a symphony of feminine flavor.

As my nose brushed through her soft but wiry honey blonde pubic hair and the taste of her warm juices like wine exploded onto my tongue I knew true joy. The horror show in my mind receded.

I slid one of my hands under Krista's thigh and hooked a finger up inside her entrance, sliding it up into her vaginal canal, looking for the special place inside her. As my tongue flicked tentatively against the waiting bud of her clit I found it, a soft spongy area. I began gently rubbing it with my fingertips

"Oh ny god Karl, fuuuuuuucck" Krista's joy filled me with a burning primordial lust.

I stopped licking and sucking at her long enough to look up

"Fucking cum for me Krista."

"Oh Karl, fuck, I will I'll cum in your mouth baby" Krista's angelic voice was nothing but music to my ears.

As I lapped and sucked at her dripping sweet femininity and looked up, I saw my hands and fingers sink into the soft flesh of her generous breasts and then above that, her dark eyes, burning with lust, burning with what I was doing to her.

I saw her abdomen start to quiver and a sense of peace and joy washed through my innermost being.

Her hot, sticky fluids gushed into my mouth as I sucked at her soft entrance.

Krista threw her head back and moaned like a wild animal. Her thighs held my head in a powerful vice for a few moments. I didn't mind. I sucked the taste of her into my mouth greedily.

When it was over she sat forward, long blonde locks hanging down. Her fingers tangled into my luxuriant locks as well.

"Oh baby boy, you do such wonderful things to me."

I stood and her head came up following me, never breaking eye contact. She tasted like heaven in my mouth but I wanted nothing more in life at this moment than to be inside her.

I put my hands on her face "It's only the beginning, Gorgeous"

I pulled her to me, held her naked body against mine and kissed her passionately.

The phone on the wall rang, startling me. Krista reached out an arm and picked it up.

"Hi Kliss" She said, breathlessly

I kissed at her neck with unbridled passion.

"Yeah" she went on "Of course I knew it was you...... yeah he's kissing my neck, we're both naked.... you jealous bitch?" I heard laughter from the phone, Krista's giggles accompanied it, like soft silver bells.

"Love you too Sis, gotta go. Krista absently returned the phone to it's cradle. It was probably my imagination that made me heard a feminine voice coming from the receiver saying "Lucky bitch"

It was time. I pushed her down gently onto her back, and I climbed up, onto the table, my powerful thighs pushing against hers as she wrapped her long Cheerleader's legs around me.

Krista sat up on her elbows, perfection in feminine form as her long blonde locks tumbled down across her breasts. Her scent was divine, wild strawberries and feminine lust.

"I want you inside me" As if I needed urging.

I sunk myself into her as a drowning sailor grasps at a transom, desperate to feel my lust trapped within her roasting hot femininity.

"Oh fuuuuuuuuuuuuck" Her whiny tone triggered the fires of lust inside me. My eyes became hell lit once again.

I drove in and out of her with abandon and seh moaned so sweetly. Moaning out her pleasure. Her cries echoing from the break room walls.

I knew for the rest of my life I'd remember I fucked Krista Zornes on the break room table.

I reached down, between our entwined legs and opened her soaked labia, finding the her nubbin of her clit. I began rubbing it as my steel-hard shaft slid in and out of her, rubbing against her g-spot with every stroke.

"Oh god Karrrrrrrl" Her whining cries were a sweet symphony made for my ears alone.

My hand was next to her head, she nuzzled against my wrist. "Cum for me Krista, I wanna make you cum so hard"

"OH GOD OH FUCK I WILL I AMMMMMM"

The flood of her feminine juices against me testified to the truth in her moans

My shaft was throbbing, the pressure in my balls sent waves up my spine. Her hotness was overcoming my control. I wanted to cum, and badly. But I held on by a razor-thin margin.

And I kept right on fucking her. Through orgasm, after orgasm, I wanted to give her the experience an Ice Queen like her deserved.

Finally Krista lay out on the sable, sweaty, panting, and utterly spent.

I sat down at the edge of the booth and trembled myself. I poured all I had into her.

After a few moments she sat up. Looked at me and slid off the table, dropping to her knees in front of me. Krista wrapped her fingers around my stiff cock and told me "I'm going to suck every drop out of you Baby Boy"

And to my great joy, she did. Her dark eyes looked up at me, her blonde curls fell softly over my legs. And I squirted and squirted a ton of come right into her mouth as her throat worked at swallowing it.

Winter 1990/1991

As Winter would it's shroud around Appalachia once more I reflected on my discontent. Without my Daughter, without Leigh in my life, nothing seemed right, I ached for her love, but dare not put her in danger.

I pondered on the course my life had taken without her, one failed relationship after another. Tamarinth, Gina, Lisa, Elizabeth Kallista, all slipped through my fingers. Kallista was just the latest, gone back to her Ex for her child's sake. I could easily be with my Third Cousin Lisa, but I knew our family would be horrified at us.

I still had Krista, who met me for occasional hookups. But rather like me, she only wanted sex, not a commitment.

And all I could do at night was cry over Leigh, or over Kass. My grief and loss was a bottomless well that knew no end.

What It didn't realize was, my Leigh was hurting just as bad. My dad knew, she talked to him, she cried over me at night, she couldn't understand why I'd forsaken her.

So we dreamed on, lost in our separate hells. Needing nothing more to heal, than each other's touch.

Spring 1991.

I was working in the same fast food store, Kallista and Krista long gone. When I looked out and saw them. A pair of girls that took my breath, the one on the left, gorgeous, with long and tousled dark brown hair, she wore a crop top and her stomach had literally the perfect amount of definition, her jean shorts narrowed into a perfect v. The other a tall honey-blonde in a sundress that clung to her perfect curves. They both had perfectly proportioned bodies.

I walked out into the front behind the counter and spoke to the brunette. "Forgive me for being forward, but if one of you isn't the prettiest woman I ever saw, then the other sure is."

The brunette laughed pleasantly, like a silver bell. "My aren't you charming. I'm April and this is my friend. Kayleigh."

The blonde smiled at me.

The brunette, April, looked at her friend and giggled, she set down her purse, pulled out a card and scribbled on it before handing it to me. My boss was trying to say something to me, I made a dismissive shoo-ing gesture.

April giggled and spoke. There are two numbers on here, one is mine and one is hers, either is a winner but still, choose wisely. She arched an eyebrow at me.

"Karl, my name is Karl"

"Okay cutie"

April 4th 1990.

I sat in the hall, next to the phone. A small knot in my stomach. Both girls were absolutely stunning. But I realized the brunette was, outside of Leigh, the closest I'd ever seen to perfection in a girl. Prettier than Kallista even. I nervously dialed the second number

"Hello"

"Hi, this is Karl, who is this?"

"Hah, it's April"

Be still, my heart.

So I asked April out to dinner, and took her to Miniature Golf. I am nothing if not predictable. AS I watched her play golf, I realized she was easily the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen in my life besides Leigh. She was tall, slim and willowy. She had a beautiful face with lovely dark eyes, a straight nose and full lips that I knew would feel and taste heavenly. Her body was essentially perfect. I am six feet tall and she wasn't a great deal shorter than me. She had long legs and a gorgeous rounded ass. She was so graceful in her movements. It took my breath.

After the date I drove her home to her house in the backwoods of the county we lived in. When she didn't immediately get out, my heart soared, I knew she liked me.

"I had a wonderful time Karl"

She looked down

"I'd like to see you again, if you want to"

"I'd love to April, I really like you"

She smiled, then got a dreamy look in her dark eyes. She leaned forward in her seat. I reached across to her, put my hands on her face and we kissed. Her mouth was sweeter than wine. She opened her lips and breathed into my mouth a couple of times. Then her hand curled around the back of my neck, I felt her long fingers slide through the tumbled locks of my long hair. Then her tongue pushed into my mouth, found mine and both started twining around and over each other.

As April and I were sharing this wonderful kiss in the front seats of my car a bright light came on and we stopped. I turned and saw it was the porch light of her house. A girl, looking like a 9/10th scale version of April stepped out onto the steps.

I heard April's voice "That's my little sister Selena, I'd better go in. "See you soon?"

"I'll call you tomorrow Beautiful."

"Mmmmm I like that" April said in her singsong voice. She kissed me one more time, quickly. Then went into her house.

April 21st 1990

As I started seriously dating April I definitely saw a somewhat familiar pattern forming. On many of our dates it wasn't just me and April. Kayliegh, her long, tall blonde friend often went with us, to dinner, the movies, picnics, and swimming at the lake. And sometimes her sister Selena came too. While I didn't mind being surrounded by a small swarm of gorgeous women, I wanted more alive time with April.

One day we were washing April's car in her driveway. She came out of her garage and, right in front of me, pulled off her tee shirt leaving her clad in just a bikini top and booty shorts. God she was stunning. Tan, athletic, and her breasts perfect for her body, maybe a little outsized, but not much. She had to be a C Cup I was sure. And they didn't sag a centimeter. She got a bucket, big sponges and the foam soap. Her younger sister Selena came out wearing exactly the same, except April's bikini top was blue with horizontal white stripes, and Selena's was solid black

I got the hose and we started washing down April's car. A white 1988 Camaro Iroc-Z. It looked pretty good next to my black Monte Carlo SS. She has T Tops though, which made me a little jealous. I got the hose and we went to work washing the car. I really enjoyed watching April stretch her athletic body over the car. Selena liked me, and kept giving me the eyes. But even if I wasn't dating her sister, she was far too young for me. I wasn't a high school boy any more at age 24.

When we got done, April leaned back against the car and stretched, drawing her forearm across her brow

"It's so hot, I want to go get a milkshake, go with me Karl?"

"Of course I will.

Selena chimed in "Me too! Me too!"

April was the voice of disappointment to her sister and a thrill for me "No honey I want to go alone with Karl. We need some us time." She smiled brightly, exposing her perfect white teeth.

"C'mon, we'll dry off my camaro"

So I hopped in the passenger seat and off we went. But she went right, not left, away from town, further into the country. April was a speed demon, she laughed and talked with me as she navigated the curvy country roads up to Black Mountain with me gripping the handrest in the arm. She drove very fast.

"Where we going April, I'm pretty sure all the milkshakes are in the other direction"

She gave me a cool glance "I'm tastier than a milkshake"

I smiled like a shark "I know" She pulled onto one of the many gravel roads that crisscross the Black Mountain area, we were on the opposite side, from the lake. She found a nice shady pull off spot and pulled into it. She parked the camarao, turned it off and looked at me. She opened her door and stepped out, she pushed her seat back down and gracefully got in the back seat. Looking cooly at me. I lowered my seat all the way and slid back into the backseat, next to her. I reached around and flipped the small lever that allowed the front passenger seat's back to snap back upright.

We sat in the backseat looking at each other for a moment.

"Kiss me like you own me Karl"

And I did, I crushed my lips to hers, I put my arms around her and pulled her close, her body against mine. We kissed heatedly, mouths open, our breath mingling. April's tongue pushed mine down and slid over it. She made small moans into my mouth almost constantly.

I could tell she was hot for me.

I lowered my seat all the way back and pulled her across, onto me. April was 5'8" and 134 pounds. I had to use the strength in my core to pull her across.

Her body lay atop mine, she stopped kissing me a moment and gave me a penetrating look into the eyes. Then she closed her eyes and leaned in for more kisses. I pulled my mouth away from hers and kissed across her jawline, until I was under her ears. I gave her a lick under her jawline, then kissed her graceful, soft neck down and down until I reached the juncture of her collarbone, all the while, I heard April softly panting. The heat radiated from her body. Her soft breasts pushed into my chest and I could feel the heat of her sex pressing into my member, through all the layers of our clothes.

Sparks snapped through April's body. From between her legs, to her nipples, up into her mind.

"Oh, uh, touch me, fucking touch me."

I pulled the hem of her snow white polo shirt up and she raised her hands from my face long enough to finish pulling it over her head. She reached behind herself and unsnapped her lacy pink Victoria's Secret bra. The heat inside her was unbearable, she knew her panties had to be soaked.

I pushed one hand into her breast, so soft and wonderful, I felt her nipple, stiff as wire, the sparks and heat shot through her as my fingers closed around her nipple, she squirmed and moaned aloud. Her hands pushed under my Def Leppard tour shirt, her palms and splayed fingers greedily ran across my abs and my chest. I quickly stripped off my shirt to allow her better access to my body, I tossed it carelessly into the floorboard.

My other hand dipped to the waistband of April's jeans.

"Kiss my body Karl"

I turned to my side, wrapping my arms around her waist. I knew this would be hard to pull off but with one smooth motion I turned her onto her back and slid over her. She gasped. Her eyes wide for a moment. I guessed no one had ever handled her like that.

I leaned in to kiss her and she was like a feral animal. She sucked at my mouth with raw lust. Her tongue danced against mine. She wrapped a leg around me, pulling me in tighter. The heat in her body was now a roaring, uncontainable flame. The sparks of electricity snapped from her pussy and nipples inside her, like there was invisible wire between them.

She squirmed under me and moaned and panted into my mouth. My hands traced down her body, over the full swell of her breasts, down her tight, toned core to the waistband of her jeans. April reached down and pushed her pants down.

My hand slid across her lower abdomen, I could feel her heat and my fingers slipped over her wet slit. I was right, her pink VIctoria's Secret panties were completely soaked. I sild my fingers up and down her slippery sex. She moaned like a wanton under me, lost in lust and arousal.

As I rubbed my fingers into her soaked panties I kissed and licked at her neck. I switched hands between her legs, and raised my right one, covered in her juices to her mouth. She greedily sucked at my fingers and I started to lick and suck at her collarbones.

The heat in both of us was an open, roaring flame.

I slid two of my fingers up under her panties, feeling the softness of her burning hot femininity.

"Oh fuck, yes"

April's moans were a delicious symphony to my ears.

I kissed all over her breasts, her brownish nipple was a hard nub in my mouth as I licked and sucked at it. I slid one of my fingers up inside her

"God, mmmmff, Fuck"

I continued to slowly finger her as I moved my mouth down her abdomen. A few quick licks and sucks in her navel drew sharp moans of appreciation.

As I slid down on my knees into the passenger side floorboard of her Camaro, I used my hands to grasp the gossamer fabric of her pink panties, I pulled then down, down her legs, under me, to her ankles, then she shook them off and they fell into the floorboard, a soaked and sodden mess. She flexed her legs apart as I leaned forward again, allowing me full access to the deepest parts of her.

April wrapped a leg around me, and stopped her squirming for a moment.

"Lick me, please. Make me cum, I want it so much"

I kissed the inside of her thigh and scraped it gently with my teeth.

"I'll give you what you want April, I want it too.

Her aroma, her scent, pure sex, drove my lust to nearly it's greatest heights. Her soft pink pussy, a well maintained triangle of soft brown hair crowned it. I slid both hands up the inside of her thighs and used my fingers to part her labia. Her pink femininity glistened. I placed one soft kiss over the hood of her clit, then kissed downward to her entrance.

I pushed my tongue into her as she moaned. Then I slid it up the inside of her wet folds, I started sucking at the hood of her clit, gently touching the tip of my tongue to it. It was soon fully exposed.

I began licking and sucking on her clit, I had some trouble finding April's g-spot. Though my fingers wiggling around inside her did cause her to moan and whine. I finally found a slightly raised bumpy area and began rubbing it. It worked like a charm. April started grinding her hips up and down, and I steadily increased the pressure of my tongue into her wet clit

"Oh god Oh god Oh ohhhhhhhhh Oh fucccccckkk."

April was lost in delirious joy, the sparks inside her had become a burning fire. Pulses of ecstasy, centered at her clit, radiated through her body. She writhed and squirned. Her loud moans reverberated through the cramped confines of her car. Sweat poured and trickled down her body, my eyes gazed up over her. Her body glistened, covered in a sheen of sweat, it was dripping from my brow onto her. Her car was turning into a sweatbox for us, even in the mild midafternoon warmth of Spring.

I wanted to see her cum, I wanted to taste it. Her pussy was as absolutely delicious as I'd imagined. I knew her cum would be as sweet. I lapped at her clit, trying to get it out of her.

April stopped grinding against my mouth, froze, and shivered. I saw the spasms rip through her abdomen

"OH GODDDDDDDD"

It almost sounded like she was crying. Her hands grabbed, pulling, into my hair and wetness came out of her, I lapped and sucked at it. Greedily pulling the cum out of her.

"Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck"

April's orgasm went on and on for nearly a minute. I sucked and sucked at her cum.

Her entire body relaxed into the seat

"Oh fuck Karl, that felt so good."

I looked up into her lustful dark eyes. "I'll give you more"

"No, please, I want you inside me now, please, you can lick me as much as you want afterwards, but now, please?"

I used my arms to push myself up. I got my knees up into the seat one at a time. The seat back was all the way down and April scooted back to give me room, her legs were flexed open and around me.

She put her hands on my face and looked into my eyes

"I want you to fuck me Karl, make me cum all over you."

I wiggled around until my steel hard shaft pushed into her warm, wet pussy. I pushed myself up, inside of her

"Ohhhh fuuuuuuck" She moaned.

Every time I slid in and out of her the electric sparks of sexual energy pulsed through her body. The flames and snapping sparks inside her grew more powerful as I slid my rock hard cock in and out of her, over and over and over. She moved her hips as my hardness slid inside her, increasing the friction, and the joy

I thrust into April, deeper, harder. And soon, faster. I was pounding her into the passenger seat and she loved it. Her moans and cries were a sweet symphony to me.

"Oh god baby, of Karl Oh I'm going to cum. Cum for you."

I looked straight into her eyes "Cum for me April, I want to feel it, I want to watch you as you cum"

"Oh Oh OHHHHH YEAHHH NOW AH"

She wrapped her legs tightly around me and arched under me. She let out a long continuous moan, eyes squeezed shut, her face absolutely transfixed in sexual bliss. Her fingers dug into my shoulders.

"Oh fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck" She sighed in relief, and release as her body relaxed under mine. I gently kissed her neck. I started moving my hips, sliding myself up and down in her now dripping wet femininity. It had to be well over 100 in the car, the heavily tinted windows were barely cracked. Sweat dripped from me onto her, and her toned beautiful body was covered in a sheen of it.

"God, please, don't stop"

Instead of answering her I plunged into her to the hilt, my sword into her sheath. She moaned thickly.

I picked up a rhythm and was soon pounding her at a mid-tempo pace, her legs rocked against me. Using an arm to hold myself up over her I used my freed hand to slide over her toned abdomen and down into her vee. I found the hard nub of her clit and began rubbing it with my fingertips.

April groaned.

Between my rubbing fingers, and diamond hard shaft rubbing inside of her the sparks fired into a flood in her body as she came again.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

She bucked and gyrated under me, then held herself still and stiff as the orgasmic spasms tore through her body, under me. I felt a flood of continuous wetness pouring out of her, I knew it had to be soaking into the upholstery, I didn't care. Making the beautiful angel pinned under me cum over and over again was all I wanted in that moment.

I slid back down in the seat, kissing her tanned, sweating body as I went

The disappointment in April's voice was evident

"Please Karl, don't stop, I need"

"Don't worry Baby, I just want you to get on your knees in the seat for me."

"Ooooo I like the way you think, you randy boy."

April flipped over onto her knees, giving me a wonderful view of her ass and her pussy. I climbed back into the seat as she parted her calves for me. She started to slide her knees apart as well and I told her to keep them together. As I climbed back over her, I saw her head was all the way down in the seat. Her ass was in the air, the rest of her was as low as she could get

"Fuck me hard like you own me Karl, make me your little Bitch."

"I want you to be all mine April."

I slid my steel up into her, I felt the head rub into the bumpy area inside her. She moaned like a wanton. I fucked her slowly, my hands and fingers slid across her perfect, rounded ass. I pushed a hand down her back

"Be my girl April, god you feel so good."

"Ohhhh I can feel your cock rubbing inside me, it's driving me crazy Karl."

I panted, the sweat poured down my body and my head bumped into the passenger side T-Top. I was driving myself into April with great force now and she felt as good as anyone I'd ever been with. Her interior walls gripped tightly to my hard and throbbing cock. I wanted to cum. Badly. I exercised all my self-control.

April didn't have too, I felt more than I saw her reach a hand under herself, I knew she was rubbing her clit as my rock hard cock slid in and out of her tight, dripping wet pink pussy.

"Oh god yeah fucking pound me into this seat, make me your little Bitch, god I'm gonna cum so hard for you."

"Cum for me April, be mine, cum, cum"

"God Damn Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck" April's body froze but her hands twisted against the upholstery of the seat back. She turned her face to the side, biting her lower lip. Her senseless moans of sexual ecstasy poured out, just like the flood of wet fluids that poured out of her burning femininity all over my shaft, running down the backs of her thighs.

April slumped and rested, panting aloud. I kept my hands around her slim waist, making sure her ass stayed up and I stayed inside her. I rubbed a hand down her back, luxuriating in the feel of her soft skin

"You're my girl now, I made you cum and cum and cum."

"I've never cum that much before karl, fuck, I didn't even know I could." She spoke between pants. Sweat trickled down her back as well. On her, it was sexy as hell.

"Fuck me with your big hard cock some more and I will"

That lit my fire again. I pulled her midsection back up. Forcefully, she gasped. I plunged my hard cock into her as far as it would go.

I had my hands around her waist. I used all the power in the lower half of my body to fuck her. The smacking sounds of my body hitting into hers filled the interior of the Camaro. Outside a couple in a pickup truck in the gravel road slowed down and looked hard at April's heavily tinted windows. They could see nothing through the smoky glass. Then I realized the T-Tops weren't as tinted and they had a higher view. They could dimly see us. I looked directly at them. The man driving the pickup laughed and nodded at me, then drove on.

I dove back into the task at hand, I resumed fucking April at a faster pace. The scent of our sex, and sweat, filled the car.

"Oh god please, fuck me, please, make me cum."

I drove myself into her, exercising all the self control I had over myself not to let go.

"OH GOD OH OH KARL KARLLLL I'M CUMMING!" This time April twisted and squirmed, her orgasm was like snakes of fire in her body. Her interior walls clamped down on my cock so hard fireworks of pleasure exploded in my head. I felt an absolute flood of cum and girl juices pouring out of April on to me. She seemed to have lost the ability to speak

"Ohmyfuckuhhhmmgodgodfuuuuummmgodfuck" she whined out.

April's body fell into the seat twisting and jerking. She had orgasmed so hard her nervous system shorted for a moment. She relaxed into the upholstery

"Oh God, my pussy feels absolutely ruined, god it's wonderful"

April flipped over and slid back in the seat, she crossed her legs like a lotus, I sat and slid forward to her.

She leaned in and kissed me, slowly, softly, sensually, her soft lips brushed mine, her breath caressed my face. I ram my fingers through her long silky hair. She spoke into my mouth in between pants and the darting of her tongue.

"You ruined my panties"

Kiss, moan, breathe

"You destroyed my pussy, I won't be able to sit straight for days"

Sucking lips, sucking tongues, hands on faces.

"You're everything any woman could want"

I cupped her gorgeous face and stared deeply into her beautiful dark eyes

"Then be my girlfriend April"

But instead of answering, she leaned in and kissed me hungrily again.

I licked my tongue across her neck, her sweat-covered breasts and abdomen

"You said I could lick you as much as I wanted."

"Oh yes baby please yes it feels so good."

April's sopping, dripping wet pink femininity was directly in front of me. She shivered uncontrollably as my fingertips brushed her labia

"Eat me till I cum again Karl, please."

I placed my mouth on her pussy, her juices the sweetest wine in my mouth, I sucked them in greedily. I loved her taste. I licked and sucked at her, my tongue slid into her entrance and lapped over her clit

I knew the keys to her wanton's moans. My finger hooked inside her, my tip dug into her bumpy area, it had to be her g-spot. April squirmed and writhed. Her sweet vaginal juices filled my mouth. I wanted to make her cum, taste that flood

"Oh Karl. oh your tongue, god."

I sucked and licked at April's sweet pussy and she slid over the edge into a final, powerful orgasm. The sparks and fire twisted inside her young body. The pleasure radiating through her from between her legs was almost unbearable. The release made her see stars. And an absolute gushing flood of her cum and vaginal juices filled my mouth. I lapped it all up. She was divine, a goddess brought to earth, yet tasting still of heaven.

She lay in her seat, spent. I grabbed her and pulled her up. She looked down at my cock and understood immediately. I needed my release. Almost as soon as April started sucking at me, I let go, and exploded into her mouth.

We lay curled, tangled together afterwards, she nuzzled her face into my chest. "No one's ever come close to making me feel the way you do Karl."

"Then be with me."

"I am baby"

But I still felt alone. Nothing could heal the black chasm inside me caused by the loss of my family. The death of my daughter was a suppurating wound deep in my heart that would not heal.

And every day I was forced to live without Leigh's touch felt empty, ashen grey.

To be continued in Part V