Milk Money - Kelly & Pam

MILK MONEY - KELLY & PAM

This is a retelling of Milk Money from the two women's point of view.

It was the happiest day of her life when Kelly put her newborn baby on her breast. The baby was weak, but able to latch onto her. Their eyes locked together as the baby struggled to feed. It didn't last long. The nurse finally had to take the baby and put it back on the intravenous feeding line.

Kelly didn't realize as they took her baby away that she would never see her alive again. Kelly lay on the bed, worry filling her mind with dread. How had she failed her baby to cause it to be so weak?

Tim was there when they came to tell her their daughter had died. Kelly had to be sedated. While she was asleep, the doctors informed Tim the birth had been so traumatic that the surgery to remove the baby meant Kelly would not be able to have any more children. The conversation the next day was the hardest he had ever had to have. The doctors had to keep her sedated for a couple of days to allow her body to recover from the surgery.

She was finally able to leave the hospital in a few days. Once home, she went right to bed and stayed there for several more days.

During the time in bed, Kelly took stock in her life. She was alive, and still had Tim, the only man she had ever loved. She tried to talk to God about what she had done to deserve this but got no satisfaction. After three days, she finally was mad enough to say, "The hell with it."

Tim was surprised to see her come downstairs, dressed and ready for the day. Her mother was there when she came down and cried as she hugged her.

Tim made her breakfast, and they made small talk with her mother until Tim had to go to work. Kelly and her mother talked until Kelly asked to lie down. Her mother stayed with her until Tim came home that night.

This was the routine for a week or so, until her mother finally went home. They felt Kelly was strong enough to be at home by herself.

When Kelly woke up one day, her breasts had leaked onto her top. She was surprised and got out the pump they had given her at the hospital. She was able to get a little milk out of her breasts. It made her very happy. She told Tim. He was happy because he hoped this short stint would make her happy.

Kelly was happy Tim was sending the milk to the hospital, and she went to be tested. They approved her milk, and she was in heaven.

When the milk dried up, she was devastated. However, Kelly stayed quiet to allow her body to heal until she was finally able to return to work. Tim and Kelly fell back into a routine, just like millions of working couples do every day.

Kelly didn't tell Tim she was having trouble sleeping. After her milk dried up, she would watch Tim go to sleep quickly, and she would lay there and watch him sleep. Many nights when she finally fell asleep, she would have the same nightmare. She would be smiling at her baby on her breast, and the baby's face would turn angry, and her eyes would have fire in them. It would wake her up every time in a cold sweat. She knew she couldn't tell Tim about it. The last thing she wanted was some shrink tearing her past apart when she knew the problem. She had failed her baby, and God took away her ability to have another.

In her rational mind, she knew this was bullshit, but it was there, anyway.

Everything changed when she had a different dream. This time, the baby was drinking and smiling. During the dream, the baby suckled until it was full and fell asleep in her arms. Before she could wake up, another baby was in her baby's place. She stayed asleep as baby after baby were satisfied on her breasts.

She woke up the next day refreshed and happy for the first time since coming home from the hospital. This dream replaced the old dream. Many nights, she would have no dream or this dream. The old dream didn't return.

The more she thought about this dream, the more she wanted to have other babies on her breasts. She had no idea how to make that happen, but it made her happy thinking about it.

Tim noticed the change in her attitude. She had more rest and was engaged in the household chores and work again.

He finally had to ask what had changed. For a long while, she just said she was getting over the trauma and left it at that. Tim forgot about it and started thinking about adoption. Kelly was not thinking about adoption. She was thinking about how to give her milk to other babies in need.

She had been using the small pump they give mothers to express their milk ahead of time. She had been working on her breasts after returning from the hospital. Unfortunately, it only lasted a very short time before her body dried up. She needed a way to jump-start her body lactating again.

Shortly after that, Kelly had firmed up the idea of finding a way to give her milk to needy babies. When she finally mentioned it to Tim, he was surprised. He thought the incident was past them. The idea she was still thinking about their baby concerned him. It had been several months, and he didn't think she should still be fixating on it.

She insisted until he finally began looking for someone who knew something about this. He found the La Leche League. They are a non-profit organization that matches lactating women with women that are unable to breastfeed. He hadn't any idea there was such a thing.

Kelly was excited. She had found these people herself a few days before he mentioned it but was unsure how to bring it up. When he did, she considered it a sign and asked to speak with them.

Tim called and talked to Anne. She invited them in. It didn't take Kelly long to realize this wasn't what she was looking for. She wasn't lactating but wanted to. She needed to find someone that could make her lactate again.

Kelly took Anne aside and explained what she was looking for. Anne grew uncomfortable but listened. When Kelly was finished, Anne sat and looked at her for a couple of minutes. She knew where to send her, but she also knew this could get her into trouble. It had already been a problem, and she was trying not to go there again.

Anne finally called Tim to tell him about Ty Abbot's farm. Tim was afraid to tell Kelly and held off. When he came home a couple of days later, Kelly was fuming. She had called Anne to thank her for trying to help, and Anne had asked what she thought about Ty's place?

That was that. By the time she had calmed down, Tim had agreed to take her to Ty's place.

Kelly was amazed at what she saw. Women who were voluntarily taking a shot that would make them lactate. She had to admit to herself that the four scared her a little. They seemed to have lost their minds, and Kelly didn't want that. However, when she met Mary, she was hooked. Mary was giving milk, and she still went to her job and lived a "normal" life. Kelly knew she wanted this for herself.

That is how Kelly began down the road that would consume her for the rest of her life. She was so happy Tim was willing to allow her to try this, and he even built her a platform for her to be "milked".

Kelly went in and signed the papers Ty had for her. There was nothing anyone of them could say to her that would stop her from trying this.

They took the formula home and Kelly began her shots. She was impatient to start, but she would have to wait until she started lactating again. Within a few days, she was leaking enough that Tim decided they should try it out.

Kelly was so excited she couldn't contain herself. When they got downstairs, she stripped her top off and lay down on the bench. Tim took his time putting the suction cups on her breasts. She finally told him to get on with it and he turned it on.

The second the machine pulled her nipples out straight, she winced. It hurt like hell, but she wasn't going to stop. She endured the entire time to only get a little milk. That's okay with her. The pain will only decrease, and the milk will only increase. She was determined to do this.

Over the next couple of weeks, she was finally beginning to produce some milk. The pain was subsiding. As the pain decreased, the pleasure increased. After two weeks, it felt to her like the cups were sucking on her breasts like a child, and the feeling drove her wild. Tim brought it up to another level one day when he stepped up behind her and unfastened her shorts. He pulled them down a little and put his hands on her ass. This caught her by surprise, and she almost fainted with excitement. When he slipped his finger under her panties and into her vagina, she began squirming and moaning. The combination of the suction and him inside her made her explode very quickly. After she finished, she put her head down, and let her imagination run wild.

Tim watched and realized he should have done that before. He knew he would have to satisfy her on these milkings now.

She now had to be milked twice a day. Kelly couldn't wait. Once in the morning with him fucking her as the machine thumped drove her over the edge every time. The problem was she had to wait until he came home from work for the second milking.

Kelly was finally happy. She was producing milk for the children. The added bonus was how the combination of the machine and Tim was rocking her world. She would enjoy everything until she lost track of what was happening. She would wake up with him waiting for her to look up and smile at him.

One morning, as he was giving her breakfast, he brought up her mother. They had not told her about this yet, and Kelly didn't want to. Tim insisted and she called her mother over.

It went as badly as Kelly knew it would. It ended up with her mother storming out of the house. Kelly hoped she would calm down and accept her decision.

Kelly had a secret that Tim would be very angry about. She wanted larger breasts and more milk. She wanted the peace of floating in her imagination and ecstasy during the milking longer. She knew where Tim kept the shots, and she decided to double up the shots to increase the effect.

Unfortunately, when Ty came over to check on her, they discovered what she had done. She saw them looking at the refrigerator and she knew they knew. She ran to their bedroom.

When Tim came looking for her, she was curled up on their bed. "I'm sorry, Tim, but I need this. That is the only peace I have when I'm awake."

"It's too late now. We will go back to your regular dose and see what happens."

Kelly was ready for the evening milking, so she followed Tim to the basement. He hooked her up but didn't fuck her. He pushed a vibrator into her and sat down.

Kelly was disappointed Tim hadn't fucked her, but the vibrator and the machine did the trick without him. When the machine was on, she didn't care who or what was in her, as long as she got her stimulation.

After she finished, he sent her to bed. When he went to bed, she was sleeping at the foot of the bed. He threw a blanket over her and went to sleep. Tim needed help, so he called her best friend, Pam. She was there the next morning and went upstairs to see her. She helped Kelly down to the kitchen for breakfast.

While alone with Pam, Kelly told her of her intentions. She was checking out for now. She loved the milking and Tim's attentions. That was all she needed now.

They went downstairs and Tim gave her breakfast,

Tim brought out a large bag. "Kelly, Ty gave me this for you. It is quicker and has everything you need. Do you want to try it?"

She looked at the bowl and shrugged. He put it down and she ate it. Anything to get to the basement quicker. That was her food from then on. She didn't care.

Before Pam left, she asked Tim to introduce her to Ty. Pam had been lonely and frustrated for a long time. The idea of a milking machine making her horny and being paid for it sounded too good to be true. She was going to try it.

Tim took Pam to see the farm the next morning. When Pam saw the four, she got sick. All that could go through her head was Kelly becoming one of them.

It was only after they went to see Mary that Pam had a change of heart. Mary was fine, and she looked happy with her decision. If Mary could do it, Pam was sure she could also.

Tim asked Mary to come to the house and see Kelly's condition. They all came to the house to see Kelly. Mary watched Kelly's routine now until she was attached to the machine.

They gathered to talk while she was on the machine. Mary told them they had better get a video of her saying in her own words her intentions to protect Tim.

The next morning, Tim told Kelly she would have to say in her own words what her intentions were. She gladly did so. She didn't care. She just wanted to get downstairs now.

After the video, Kelly stripped her clothes off and headed downstairs with a blanket over her shoulder. Once the session was over, Kelly just went over to the old couch and laid down. Tim threw a blanket over her and went upstairs. He knew this day was coming. Her breasts were huge now, and she was having trouble getting up and down the stairs. He figured Kelly had decided to just stay downstairs for now. He brought her food and blankets downstairs. That evening, he had her evening session. When she finished, she went to the couch, and he went upstairs.

Kelly was happy. Tim didn't insist on talking all the time, and he fucked her enough to drive the emotions of the machine to a needed high. It always caused her to faint, and she loved the combination. This was a perfect world for her.

Tim decided to sell this house. It was Kelly's and he wanted a new start.

Within a short time, he had a place and sold this house. Now all he had to do was move Kelly.

The first thing Kelly noticed was him taking her machine apart. As it came apart, she was getting more and more upset. By the time it was gone, she was hysterical. The last thing she remembered was a sharp pain in her ass.

When she woke up, she was somewhere new. She saw her machine in the middle of the room and relaxed. She didn't really care where she was, as long as she had her machine.

Once the move was done, Pam started her sessions with Ty. Mary had insisted she be there to watch out for Pam. Once the shots had taken effect, Pam and Mary went to the farm. Mary took Pam to the changing room and showed her around. She then went out and let Pam change into a robe.

When Pam came out of the changing room, she was nervous, but excited. Mary asked Clarence to help Pam, and Pam wasn't prepared for a man. When Clarence took her into the room and told her to take her robe off, it was now or never. She was so excited, she decided to drop the robe. Clarence told her to lie down on the bench. She had her shorts on but was topless. Clarence put the salve on her breasts. Once his hands touched her breasts, she came. She hadn't expected that, but it felt GOOD. By the time he had her hooked up she was ready for round two. The first session is short, because of the pain of the first time. Pam screamed when he turned it on, but she gave a thumbs up. He slowed it a little and sat down.

It only lasted twenty minutes before she stopped it. There wasn't much milk, but it was her first time. He assured her that was normal.

Once she was dressed and with Mary, Mary wanted to know. When she found out Pam hadn't taken her shorts off and allowed Clarence to fuck her or use a vibrator, she smiled and told Pam she would need one or the other until she was used to the machine.

The next week, Pam was ready. When she took her robe off in the room, she had no shorts on. Clarence smiled and nodded. Once the machine was running, she pointed over her shoulder toward her ass and Clarence nodded.

She was very wet, and he had no problem entering her. When he did so, Pam jumped. She had not had a man in her for a long time, and it felt GOOD. She closed her eyes and found her favorite fantasy to run in her mind. The pain from the machine drifted away in her fantasy as Clarence fucked her from behind.

Once he was finished, he sat down and waited for the session to be over. This time, Pam was able to survive the entire session. When she was finished, he took the cups off and massaged her breasts. He looked into her eyes and saw a blank stare. A good session for her.

Pam didn't want to tell Mary as they left that she had decided she wanted that more than the money. The combination of the vibrating and pulling on her nipples of the machine and ministrations of a man working her vagina over drove her out of her mind. She didn't need fantasies in her head any longer. The real thing was MUCH better.

Kelly adjusted to her new home very well. She didn't care about it much, but she liked being able to walk out into the sunshine. She especially liked the dog Tim had bought. They became the best of friends, and she soon stopped thinking about her surroundings. She knew the dog would be there, watching out for her.

After Tim chose Mary, Pam told Ty she didn't want Mary there any longer. Clarence became her handler, and he "handled" her very well. She would always have at least one orgasm, but it was usually two. By the time she was finished, she was exhausted but satisfied.

This continued for several months, until Ty insisted she talk to Mary. Pam finally agreed to go and see Tim. Mary was having her reduction surgery and Pam knew she had to go to the hospital to see them.

She found Tim in the waiting room, and they waited quietly until Mary was out of surgery.

Pam had gotten the letter telling her the student loans had been paid off, and she knew that was guilt money from Tim. They would just have to wait for her to make up her mind.

Kelly decided to go full hucow now. She even went to the straw in the corner of the barn and did her business there. Tim would clean her up and he pushed her into the large shower they had built once a week to clean her off. She liked the water, but didn't really care that much. Tim was using a vibrator on her most of the time now. She was at the point where she didn't care where the stimulation came from, as long as she could get off.

Tim couldn't take it any longer, having Pam mad at them. She asked Mary to ambush her at Ty's and offer her a job and a place to live at their farm.

It took some doing, but Pam finally agreed to move to Tim's farm. She quit her job and started having her sessions at their farm. The only problem was Mary. She wasn't a lesbian, and didn't want to be putting her hands into another woman's vagina. That meant it had to be Tim. Mary finally agreed to allow Tim to "service" Pam.

When Pam went in to find Tim there, she shuddered. "What are you doing here?"

"Mary has asked me to take care of you instead of her. She felt like she wasn't giving you the proper service."

Pam tried not to smile. "I'm willing if you are." She dropped her robe in front of Tim. This was the first time he had seen her naked, and she was very nervous. He complimented her on her body and helped her onto the bench. When he started massaging her breast with the salve, she came hard. Every fantasy she had about Tim was about to come true, and she was ready for it.

Once the machine was attached, he moved behind her. She was so excited, her juices were dripping out of her. He patted her on the ass and complimented the view from there. She wanted him to assault her right then, fuck me already. However, he only used a vibrator instead of his dick, and at first, she was disappointed. But when the vibrator, combined with the machine, got to work, she forgot about what it was, and concentrated on what it was doing.

What it did was melt her mind. Having Tim's hands on her ass and rubbing her brought her to the happiest conclusion she could ever remember. She melted away until he turned the machine off and removed the cups from her breasts. When he massaged her breasts, she opened her eyes to look into his. She was content. Maybe he would fuck her one day, but, for now, it was enough.

Pam started taking care of Kelly. Kelly was very happy to have Pam around, and she liked having Pam's hands on her. Sometimes Pam would play with Guardian while Kelly slept in the sun.

Pam also started helping the other women who came to sell their milk. Pam had only fucked one girl in college when she came to the farm, but it didn't take her long to get the hang of it. Within a week, Pam was the "lesbian" expert.

Everything went normally until Ty announced he had cancer and wanted them to take his business over. Tim and Mary agreed and started building a new, larger barn next to the old one.

Pam was spending most of her days with Kelly whenever she wasn't "fucking" a paying customer.

Pam even started spending some nights in the barn with Kelly. Kelly surprised Pam one night, late, when Kelly spoke to her. She hadn't spoken in two years, and everyone assumed she was too addled to think. However, it turned out, Kelly was very happy with the way things had turned out and saw no need to talk to anyone. She made Pam promise to never tell Tim she was still there. Kelly liked the idea that Tim thought she was just his hucow. The days he would come and fuck her were the best days of her life now. He would spend time with her, massage her, and talk to her like he used to. He even fucked her several times. Kelly always melted whenever he did this.

They moved the four from Ty's farm into rooms in the old barn. Pam would take them out with Kelly to let them sun in the pasture. Kelly liked the four and watched over them with Guardian.

Kelly was at peace. The years slowly passed.

Mary decided Pam needed more of Tim's attention and finally allowed him to sleep with her. After a few years, Pam decided to cycle down the formula and stop giving milk. Once she was free of that, she had more time for Kelly and Tim. Some nights that were cold, or bad weather, Pam slept beside Kelly to comfort her.

After several years the four started dying. By the time Kelly was in her late forties, the others were gone. Kelly's milk was now drying up, even with the formula. Kelly was okay with that. She had given enough and just wanted some personal attention from Pam or Tim as often as possible.

The women kept coming, but Kelly didn't care. She had Tim and Pam in her life and was happy in her barn.

Clarence was there now, and he ran the barn. Between him and Pam, they could service every woman who wanted to sell their milk.

Kelly's huge breasts made any movement difficult. She hadn't been able to stand for years, and her back hurt. It was too late for surgery as the breasts were far too large to reduce. Pam put a bed on the floor in front of the couch so Kelly could lay on the floor. She was able to walk on her hands and knees. Her knees were so hardened she felt no pain walking on them.

Pam knew Kelly's life choice was taking away the senior years. By the time she turned fifty, Pam could see in her eyes that she was tired. She talked to Pam quietly about it. Pam didn't tell Tim or Mary until after Kelly was gone, but she knew her time was short. She went out and lay in the sun every day she could. Pam stayed with her and Guardian and Growler watched over them. Finally, in her fifty-first year, Pam came to say Kelly had passed in the night. The strain was too much on her heart.

Tim had her taken to their bed and cleaned up so they could call an ambulance. It was touch and go for a while, but the authorities finally signed her death certificate as a heart attack, and she was buried beside her mother.

Now Pam was free to travel with Tim and Mary. Clarence took over the business, and they split their time between their Hawaii house and the house at the farm.

For the rest of their days, the three of them were inseparable. Pam needed less and less of Tim's affection and enjoyed Mary's company as they traveled and shopped.

Pam finally accepted her lot in life and was thankful for how it had turned out. She had the love of not one person, but two, and who could ask for anything more.