The Missed Opportunity

The man I have been with, on again, off again, for my entire adult life recently relocated a few states and to many miles away. This is an email I sent to him at about 2 AM one morning when I was painfully horny and missing him like mad!

I was naughty tonight and bought some synthetic shrooms from the smoke shop. As a result, I'm insanely horny and missing you in the worst way. Now, since I find myself in this state and I'm feeling inspired to share with you, I've decided to let you in on a plan I have... a plan I had for you and I. Alas, it never came to be but at least I can make you think about it. Without further ado, let my evil dirty plot unfold...

So, I don't know if you have had a chance to notice how INSANELY horny one gets when they smoke marijuana. It makes you completely in tuned and aware of your entire body, much like you are on mushrooms but pot can be even more intense. I swear I have cum an entire GALLON before while stoned.

Anyway, there's this amazing sexual experience to be had BUT I'm also aware (because I also suffer the unfortunate side effects) that being high on marijuana makes you feel too self conscious and maybe awkward thus making a sexual experience unlikely since you just feel like hiding away from everyone.

I, however, have thought of a remedy to this....

I would make you get fairly high on pot one night. I'd begin rubbing your hips and thighs, teasing my favorite cock but I could tell you felt too weird to continue. That's too bad because I need you to be mine tonight and to wake up with that debauched hangover you are familiar with. I convinced you to let me put a pillow case over your head! Crazy I know but what better way to forget yourself (you won't have to feel awkward if you "don't exist", right?) and allow the intense pleasure that awaits! C'mon Glitter... now you are a no one. A piece of meat. Trash for my pleasure. I flip you into your stomach and pour massage oil all over you then I start to work if into your flesh, allowing you to experience the intense sensation the weed provides. When I have you nice and relaxed and wondering what's next, I spread your ass and use my lips and tongue to explore that slutty hole of yours. You start to moan. I immediately tell you to shut the fuck up. After I relax you and wetten you with my mouth, I slowly hook a thumb inside you. Searching frantically for your prostate because I know that when I find it, you will definitely allow me to use you. Sensing your craving, I use my second thumb to stretch you further. Suddenly I retract. You wonder if that was all I was going to do and move to take off the pillowcase. I immediately slap your hand away. Now you get to find out about the second part of the experience... I have a strap on with a huge cock hanging from my hips.

Holding you down by my hand on the small of your back, I slide the head of my cock up and down your dripping crack, taking time to tease your hole, testing it's readiness by pushing myself gently against it, pushing more and more each time I pass. I reach in front to feel your impossibly hard cock in my hand. I can never get enough of that... Feeling it throb, the veins rippling under my hand. My biggest turn on, you know that though... I've decided it's time to make you my object, my dirty thing, just a play toy! I aim the head of my cock and slowly, with so much pleasure and pain, find my way inside you, pushing more and more until my entire shaft is buried inside you. The pleasure is enormous yet there's much more to be had as I pull back and, in one quick, semi-painful movement, bury myself again. I start thrusting with the rhythm I've learned from you doing this to me countless times. A brutal, possessing thrust where the only you that exists is the sick sweet pleasure building in your hungry gaping hole. The rest of you and your ego is gone and all that remains is your ass, cock, balls, your exquisite legs and the pleasure I'm bringing by my fucking you harder and harder. I can tell you've reached your limit. I withdraw myself, flip you over and take you in my mouth and down my throat. Suddenly there you are returned in a fury who takes hold of my head, a fist of hair in each hand,, pumping with abandon, until you release your massive powerful load against the back of my throat. You take off the pillowcase and Glitter smiles shyly at me... all the thanks I need. I love you to pieces, Love, and you, always and forever, will be my main squeeze, favorite fuck, most luscious lay, depraved partner in crime and all the filthy et. cetera you can imagine.. I just hope we get a chance again.