Really Like: Anna Worries

Logan was jealous.

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Anna kissed her fiancee Joshua goodbye and confessed their love to one another.

Two years earlier Heather a friend of Anna set them up. Heather was shocked when Anna approached her wanting to date her husbands friend Joshua. Heather believed Anna should pick someone else. There were attractive successful men in their circles who showed great interest in Anna but she never responded to their advancements. Heather would have never believed Anna would have wanted to go out with Joshua.

At thirty-five years old he owned six fast food franchises and was beginning to invest in properties. He had been in two long term relationships. Neither one worked out because of the time he spent on his businesses. He was five seven, had straight blond hair, his hair was becoming thin, had dark blue eyes, wore thick glasses, had a squared chin, and had trouble growing facial hair. He was in excellent shape because he ran, biked, and hiked all the time. Activities Anna enjoyed.

Anna was thirty-three years old. She was intelligent, was a leader, was trusted, and appeared to the outside world to be modest. She easily became the director of the community center and was a beloved part time employee at the local YMCA. She was a very attractive raven haired woman. She was five-three, had long wavy brunette hair, an oval shaped face, a high forehead, had dark green eyes, skinny winged shaped eyebrows, a Greek shaped nose, luscious lips, and a noticeable chin. She was in excellent shape, had large 34D breasts (when in public she did everything possible to hide them), had a larger backside (she wished was smaller), and nutrition was her passion. She wished she had the body she had when she was in college, she never dwelt on this long, because she was well aware both men and women found her attractive.

Anna quickly realized he was the perfect guy for her to marry. Anna was happy she found a guy: who believed everything she said, trusted her, adored her, was financially responsible, and was admired in the community. They both were involved in charities and both were involved in the churches they attended. They agreed politically and she admired his ambition. These were more important to her than his appearance. Then again; she wasn't really attracted to men who were her age. She was aware, to avoid scrutiny and questions, she needed to settle down with a man around her age.

Many of her friends and family were shocked she accepted his proposal. One of the reasons she accepted his proposal was his effort and attitude in the bedroom. She was overjoyed when he let her shave off all of his pubic hair. She was turned on by his four and half inch cock. She appreciated his effort in the bedroom. She loved the fact he was kinky and wanted her to take the lead in the bedroom. She would gladly accept orgasms fifty percent of the time. Because she loved him she made believe she was receiving orgasms about ninety percent of the time. She knew it wasn't his fault she didn't receive them a hundred percent of the time. She strongly believed if Joshua was with a woman who enjoyed foreplay over penetration this woman would be satisfied almost all the time. There was no doubt he was good at oral.

What brought her to an orgasm was if she allowed herself to be consumed by her dark thoughts. Dark thoughts she hoped one day she could roleplay with Joshua. She hoped if she could roleplay these fantasies with Joshua she would no longer be tempted with fulfilling these thoughts. Deep down she knew this was wishful thinking.

After kissing him she watched him drive out of her driveway.

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Anna's Brother-in-law passed away five years into being married to Anna's oldest sister Stacy. At this time Stacy needed to take on two jobs. Anna was recruited to babysit Logan at least three times a week. At the time Anna was twenty-seven and Logan was much younger.

Three weeks later was the first time Logan experienced what Anna called, "A special time together."

She told Logan how much she loved him. She told him she was teaching him how to be a "man". Told him how a girlfriend would appreciate what she was teaching him. How what they did together was their "secret" and if he told anyone there was a chance they would never see one another again.

Logan couldn't understand why his Aunt Anna was getting married. He believed her fiancee Joshua was a nerd. He missed what she called; "special time together". He believed the reason these "special times" stopped was because of Joshua.

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Logan believed he was a man now. He was strong, he could grow a beard, and more important his cock was fully developed. At seven inches he assumed she would like it.

What he didn't understand. This was the reason she no longer wanted to be with him. The excitement of them being together was no longer there. Logan didn't understand the reason she was getting married was so no one would ask questions. Logan couldn't comprehend at the time his Aunt no longer was attracted to him.

He purchased his Aunt Anna an earring and necklace set. He added a romantic greeting card. Maybe this would turn her attention back to him.

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The first one to experience this, "special time together" was when she was a nanny in college.

Being a: Sunday School Teacher, a leader in the community center, and a part time employee at the YMCA gave her an opportunity to enjoy many "special times".

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Anna found the envelope and jewelry box on her porch. She assumed Joshua gave her these items. She appreciated his romance. She opened the door to her house and stepped in.

She opened the envelope first.

She gasped.

She opened the box and looked at the cheap costume jewelry.

She stood there having an internal conversation with herself.

"Why doesn't he understand? This was only a short term thing. What does he think? I'm going to marry him? He should understand I was teaching him how to be a man. Yes. I taught him how to be a man. I made him into who he is. How dare he do this to me. He went from an unaware boy to a man. He should appreciate what I taught him. What boy doesn't enjoy what I taught him."

She took a deep breath.

She spoke out loud to know one, "Get a hold of yourself."

She again took a deep breath.

She again spoke out loud, "I'll talk to him. I'll explain it to him. God; I hope he doesn't tell anyone."

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The next day she invited him to her house. She made him dinner. After the dinner they experienced one last, "special time together." After she pointed out how much he enjoyed it. She took out the envelope and jewelry. In a rage she ripped up the envelope and smashed the jewelry. She promised him, if he ever said anything she'd say he forced her. She then became her sweet self and told him how much she appreciated all of the time they spent together and how he was her favorite nephew.

This confused and devastated him.

She felt the conversation went well.

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For years Anna worried her nephew would tell someone about their "special times" together. This didn't stop her from "teaching" other boys how to be "men."

It all ended when Brian went into alcohol treatment.

While Brian was in group therapy the councilor started with a simple question, "When was your first drink."

Brian thought back and remembered when Anna, his nanny, took a bottle of liquor out of his parents cabinet and poured him a drink.

She asked, "You want to be a man?"

He answered, "Yeah."

She replied, "I can teach you. But lets start with a drink. You want one right?"

He answered, "Yeah."

The councilor spotted it.

With a few probing questions Brian, broke down, and for the first time in his life spoke about what Anna taught him.

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Logan felt guilty for many things as he stepped onto the witness stand. After listening to the five men who testified before him, who had struggled after meeting his Aunt, he wished he would have said something to somebody.

When he sat down in the witness chair he glanced over at his wife. A wife who encouraged him throughout the process of his healing. She was the first one to show him the news clips. She then encouraged him to go to court and testify.

After the trial he was invited to appear on a popular podcast. He brought his wife and a counselor who was an expert on women predators.

On this podcast he talked about how his relationship with his Aunt negatively affected his life. How he was over infatuated with older women. How he acted inappropriately with older women. How sex was a struggle for him. How he was grateful his wife was patient with him and supported him. How he felt guilty and felt relieved his Aunt received a long prison sentence for her behavior.

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Within a few days of her sentence she was cornered by a group of angry women.

The pain of what she did truly never ends.