My Gay Awakening

My Gay Awakening!

Growing up I was completely unaware of any sort of sexual urges towards women or men so the event that follows came as somewhat of a shock!

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I was in my last year at sixth-form college a very shy 18 year old with no sexual experience, a virgin in fact.

I used to walk home through a local park as it was a short cut but even so it was quite a long way. There were lots of pathways through the woods some very secluded and some quite open there was in a small a car park in a clearing in the woods that had a reputation for illicit meets especially after dark but it was a popular place for people use and walk through.

On this particular day it was warm and sunny and as usual I was walking home my normal route, the park was quite busy with lots of people around. I decided to sit on a park bench for a while and enjoy the sunshine, and relax a bit.

I sat there basking in the warm sun for about half an hour but then needed to use the toilet, I knew there was one on the way and started walking up the path towards to gents toilet. I didn't normally like using public toilets especially in the park as I had heard lots of rumours about the sort of people who frequent them. But needs must and I was busting for a pee.

The approach to toilets was down a narrow path about 15 meters and there were bushes on both sides that acted as a screen giving some privacy. I walked slowly down the path towards a small brick building there was no door just an open entrance. I hesitated for a moment not sure whether to go in or not but finally plucked up the courage and I nervously walked through the doorway.

It was a dimly lit room and as I had come in from the bright sunshine outside it was difficult to see but once my eyes adjusted to the light I noticed there were wash basins on one side and a row of 3 urinals along the far wall, there was also another man standing at the middle urinal leaving one on either side and me with a dilemma as it meant I had to stand right next to him.

In the end I walked over to the next urinal, I felt very uneasy but unzipped my trousers put my hand in my pants and pulled out my small penis, my hands were trembling with nerves and my heart was racing so much that nothing happened and it was a few moments before I began to release a steady stream of pee, oh the relief! It went on for quite a long time and I was feeling a bit embarrassed I tried to look casual and stared at the wall and then up at the ceiling anything to avoid eye contact with the man. But then for some reason I felt the urge to take a look at the man standing next to me, he was a tall slender man with graying hair and looked middle aged. My eyes then slowly moved down until my gaze fell upon his penis, Oh wow, it was much bigger than mine and I was a so in awe of its size I just stood there starring at it even though I had finished peeing some time ago.

Suddenly he look up and turned towards me, [I had no time to avert my gaze] he could clearly see where I was looking. "Do you like looking at other men's cocks?" He asked in a very calm soft voice.

I was frozen to the spot and didn't know where to look or what to say and felt very embarrassed. He could see my predicament and he smiled at me and very gently repeated the question. "Well young man do you like looking at other men's cocks?"

This time I managed to stutter out a reply. "Err, Err, no... no... sir not as a rule, in fact it is the first time I have done something like that."

"So why did you look and more to the point why for so long?" He asked quizzically.

"I was intrigued to see the difference between our cocks and I was so impressed by the size of yours that I couldn't stop looking at it." I replied.

"Well thank you I am very pleased you like its size." He says smiling at me. His next question takes me by surprise. "Now you've had a good look at it would you like to touch it?" he asks gently.

I still have my cock in my hand and I am frozen to the spot not so much in fear but in disbelief at the situation I find myself in. He turns to face me and I now get the full frontal view of his cock and large ball sack hanging down like a wrinkled old balloon which is covered in long grayish hairs. As I stare at his cock I suddenly feel and tingling urge in my penis and it starts to swell and grow bigger. He sees my cock growing and comments immediately. "Oh, I see you like what I have to offer."

He walks towards me and stands facing me; slowly I reach out and place my hand around his cock giving it a gentle but firm squeeze, oh my! it is so hard and I can feel it throbbing as the blood courses up his shaft swelling the head like a big over ripe strawberry.

I slide my hand up and down the full length of his lovely erect cock and he lets out a groan of delight. "Oh that's good keep going please." He says with a hint of urgency.

I use my other hand to massage his ball bag and slide a finger around to tickle his asshole, now he is really getting excited and breathing heavily, his cock pulsing as I continue to wank him off.

By now my cock has expanded as I have become very aroused which has not gone unnoticed and he offers some help. "Would you like me to play with your cock too?"

I surprise myself by saying. "Oh yes please I would like that very much."

Then suddenly I feel his hand grip my penis and he gives it a firm squeeze then starts stroking it up and down. Oh my god I can't believe how good it feels having a man wank me off. It is a complete surprise and an awakening of my inner sexuality.

He is very gentle with me stroking slowly but firmly up and down pulling my foreskin right back exposing my little cocks shinny head.

I respond by doing the same to him. I can feel his cock throbbing with each stroke I make and he is breathing heavily. "Don't stop, don't stop." He pleads. By now I am so sexually aroused I can feel an upsurge in my cock and before I can stop it a huge stream of spunk erupts from my cock shooting right at him and landing on his trousers and dribbling down his leg.

"Oh my! That's was a lot of spunk young man, look at the mess you've made on me." There is a real tone of wonder in his voice and a sparkle in his eyes.

I continue wanking his fat hard cock getting faster and faster as I feel it pulsing until finally he shoots his load of creamy spunk all over my hand and he lest our a gasp of relieve. I must admit to feeling really excited by seeing a man shoot his cum.

Seeing his cock still dripping with the last remnants of his cum, I am overcome with a need to find out what it tastes like so I drop down on my knees and slowly move my mouth forwards and with my tongue out I start licking the sticky cum from the tip of his cock. I am surprised by the slightly salty taste but also that I really want to get all his cock in my mouth.

It is something that he obviously wants too as he puts his hands behind my head and pulls me forwards so his cock slides all the way into my mouth, my initial reaction is to gag a bit as he thrusts his cock down my throat but I soon get used to it and begin sucking on him draining the last drops of cum from his old balls and making him pant breathlessly like an old dog until he finally drops to his knees in a quivering heap.

After a few minutes have passed and we have both recovered we get up and go to the wash basins to clean-up tidy ourselves and put away our cocks.

The man introduces himself. "My name is Mick, what's yours?"

"I am Jack." I reply.

"Nice to meet you Jack." He says, and then asks. "Can we meet here again sometime?"

"Yes Mick I would like that." I tell him and we swap numbers before heading out of the toilets and we go our separate ways.

All the way home I keep thinking about what has happened and can't quite believe what I've done but also very excited by it.

The next day after college has finished I quickly make my way to the park in excited anticipation, all the time hoping to find him at the gents. I go down the path to the toilets and go in without hesitation eager to see if Mick is there.

To my disappointment he isn't but there is a scruffy little old man cleaning the toilets. He is cleaning each cubical but I ignore him and go over to the urinal and unzip my trousers, pull out my cock and start pissing.

There is then complete silence and I realise he has stopped working I assume he has left, so thinking I am alone I start to stroke my cock. The excitement of wanking in the public toilets and risk of being caught make me hard very quickly. I am in full wank mode and don't notice the cleaner has come back into the toilets.

He stands there for a few moments watching me then says. "Well what are you up to there, having wank are you?" He enquirers with great interest.

I stop wanking immediately and try to cover up my embarrassment by hurriedly forcing my cock back into my pants.

"Oh don't stop on my account, please carry on." He says in a very encouraging manner and smiles at me.

I take my cock out from my pants and start stroking again. He stares at my cock his eyes shinning with lustful excitement and says. "That's it go on, go on wank it." He tells me. "This is exactly why I took this Job. Even though I should be retired I thought it would be a great opportunity for an old pervert to watch young men and spy on them in the hope of catching a glimpse them or even wanking their lovely cocks." He says in a rather sinister tone.

I continue wanking for him and can see his eyes glaring as he stares at my cock. I can tell he is getting very sexually aroused as his breathing has become very heavy, he is sweating and his hand is rubbing his crotch. Seeing this i give him encouragement and tell him. "Come over and get a closer look Mr."

He accepts my offer and walks closer to me to get a better view. Once in front of me he drops down onto his knees his face right in line with my erect penis and without a word takes it into his mouth and starts sucking on it. Oh my it feels really terrific I have never been sucked before and the experience is absolutely mind blowing as I feel his tongue licking around the tip of my cock. After a few more long sucks he looks up at me and says. "It's OK to cum in my mouth as I love to swallow a good load of spunk."

He puts my cock back in his mouth and sucks and sucks and sucks really hard until I can take it no more and shoot a stream of spunk right down his throat. He keeps sucking to make sure he has taking my entire load, which he has, I have nothing left I am completely spent.

He licks his lips and says. "That was lovely thank you and you taste so good and there was so much of it."

"I am very glad you liked it Mr." I reply quite breathlessly.

He gets up smiles at me and just walks out of the toilets leaving me to clean myself ready to go home.

I stand there in a daze not quite sure if I was dreaming or not and wondering what the next visit to the gents might bring.

Anyway I now know that from a sexual point of view I definitely like MEN!