My Successful Submissive Life

ts 1974, I'm 22 years old a recent marketing graduate of Chicago's DePaul University. I am 5 feet six inches tall and weigh142 pounds. I have long black hair that I keep tied back while at work. I have a small dick, its only 4 inches long when hard. Over the years I've learned a few things about myself. I've learned that I am strongly attracted to big men. Not tall or in shape but middle aged and fat. Big bellied, short, round guys who might play 16" soft ball in beer leagues. I've learned that for these guys I am a submissive faggot. I'll suck their cocks if they play with my tits. I'll get on my back or in doggy and beg them to fuck me.

I've been working at Mr. Hyman's Big and Tall store on Halstead since 1972. I stated as a clerk but was promoted to buyer. The promotion was due to my marketing degree and my relationship with the customers. I was polite to the straight men and the tall men. Some of the gay men flirted with me but seemed to have the expectation that I'd just suck them in the changing room. I turned down all of these obnoxious pricks. Gay guys who were shy, quiet and did not presume that they were god's gift to fags got to have dinner with me. I treated then well but the relationships never lasted very long.

Then I met Tiny. He worked for a high end fabric seller at the Merchandise Mart. I'd visit his showroom and was attracted to him from the start. Tiny was 5 feet 10 inches. He had a 65 inch waist, thick thighs and thinning hair. When he'd show me a fabric, I'd reach across his belly to touch the sample. The visits to his showroom always lasted longer then the transaction required. We'd talk about his apartment, his art collection and my career.

In early October Tiny asked if I wanted to go to his special Halloween party. "I invite a few special friends of mine. They are all big guys like me. You will recognize many of them from the Big and Tall store. Some you will know very well. I pay my neighbors to go out so that I can have a loud party. They all accept my offer. I'd like for you to join me so we can dress as Laurel and Hardy. You'd be perfect for the costume and none of my friends could play the part."

"Yes I'd be happy to wear a Stan Laurel costume at your party. Where can I find the right clothes?"

"Don't worry. I'll send them to you. Give me your address. The party starts on Halloween at 9:00. Be there early so we can show off our costumes."

The costume fit very well except the pants were way too tight. Good thing my cock is small so I could just close them up. Tiny was right that I would know many of the guests. I would have kissed them maybe bathed them. I remembered their cocks and their voices. Some guys liked to call me their girl as they tweeked my tits. Some guys called me a faggot as they fucked my ass. I'd swallowed their cum and loved them all.

I took a cab to the party. The apartment was set up with a disco ball, a reel to reel deck and dance floor. The food and drinks were in the kitchen. Both bedrooms had dim lighting with beds made up without bedspreads.

"You'll start as the doorman. Be sure to warmly greet all the guests and announce them by their costumes. You may not recognize all of them and no one wants to be known to attend this party. Practice with me."

"Hello Oliver. Great to see you." I pulled Tiny close to me and kissed him. My mouth opened and we tongue wrestled. Tiny grabbed my ass and said, "Yes, greet all my guests like this and we'll have a great party. You will also be in charge of the reel to reel tapes. I recorded all the disco hits: "The Hustle""Love to Love You Baby""You Sexy Thing". "I'll Do for You Anything You Want Me To" "Nights on Broadway". Its a 4 hour tape and there are two of them so all have to do is take the old one off and thread the new one."

The bell rang for the first guest. "Who might you be?"

"I'm Shakespeare's favorite fat man, Sir John Falstaff."

"Welcome Sir John." I pulled him close and kissed him. His beard tickled my nose. Sir John took my hand guiding me to his cock. Sir John was well endowed as I stroked him hard. "Not so fast there Stan. I have to bring my wit to all all night long."

"I know you, you're Ralph Cramden. Will you be treating the guests to a bus ride or will it be POW, right to the moon?"

"You can take a free ride in my pants any time you want." Ralph grabbed my cock and said, "This little thing rides for half fare."

So it went all evening. Fat Albert (hey hey hey) and Fred Flintstone (Yabba Dabba Do) arrived together. Casper Gutman arrived with that other villain Ernst Stavro Blofeld. Nero Wolfe, Brutus, and Yogi Bear all arrived with costumes and no underwear. Some were already high or drunk. All were horny. This was going to be a party and an orgy.

I told Tiny that all the guests arrived. He got everyone's attention. "Happy Halloween everyone. There are just a few house rules and then we'll see how the night goes. No smoking or drugs, I can't trust you not to burn the place down or pass out. Use the towels to keep the sheets clean. Have sex with everyone who consents. Leave Stan's pussy for me and only me but his mouth is open. I'll turn the lights down, put the spot light on the dicso ball and turn the music up to cover your loud moans and squeals of delight."

Tiny took me aside. "I have a new costume for you. Go get changed."

In one of the bedrooms I found the new costume. I'm to shift from Stan Laurel to the towel boy. The costume is just white hot pants, tight enough to see if my cock/clit was hard. Not long after I returned to the party the guest dressed as Nero Wolfe called, "Towel Boy needed in the bathroom."

I'd dated Nero several times having met him at work. I knew his body well; his large belly curtain covered his mid-sized cock. There he was standing in the bathroom with his pants off and his shirt opened.

"Come here Towel Boy and wash the cum off my belly. Grabbing your tits should help you get in the mood." I got a washcloth soapy and rubbed Nero's belly. He pinched my tits and I moaned with pleasure. "You sure know how to motivate a towel boy to enjoy his work. Let me wash your curtain." I lifted his belly and washed his body just above his hardening cock.

"I remember what you like. I remember your cock in my mouth. I'll get on my knees to get closer to your cock so I can clean it up. I love being here below you. I love feeling you get harder in my hands. Please let me suck you, allow me to kiss and lick you. I'm your cocksucker now."

"Yes I remember you as a little submissive cocksucker. I love to hear you beg and plead for me. I can't see you but I feel your mouth close to my cock. Go ahead and kiss the head. Lick the head, lick it you faggot. I'm fucking your mouth."

Nero grabbed my head pushing his cock into my mouth so that my lips were against his hips. I put my hands on his massive thighs, my forehead against his belly. I turned myself over to his lust, powerless and submissive. All I wanted was his cock to cum in my mouth. I desired his warm cream in my throat and belly. I sucked as hard as possible, licking his shaft, saliva dripping down my chin. I was lightheaded when he started to pulse his cum into me. I moved just so I could breath as Nero's spasms drove his hips harder against my chin. "Suck it all Towel Boy. Cumming down your throat you sweet faggot. Show me how much you want me."

When he let go I looked up at his face. Nero's eyes were unfocused as his breathing ragged. Nero helped me stand up, hugged and kissed me. "Just like I remembered you, the best cocksucker any fat man ever enjoyed. Now go back to the party and see if anyone else needs a towel."

Throughout the night I passed out towels, picked up shit stained towels and was treated to the sight of big bellies jiggling as folks tried to dance. By 2:30 or so just Tiny, Fred Flintstone and Casper Gutman were left.

Tiny said, "Now its my turn. Turn down the music so I can hear my Towel Boy. Fred and Casper please get naked. I feel like the Marque de Sade writing a scene in 120 Days in Sodom. After all we are all Sodomites here. Here is the plan. Towel Boy will lay on his back and one of you will stand above him. The other will grab his tits and suck his cock/clit. Finally he'll open his legss as wide as possible and I'll fill his ass pussy."

"Tiny you are my god tonight. I'll worship and obey all you ask. Casper your cock is beautiful. I love how long is the shaft. Your balls hang down and swing as you tease me. Those balls are filled with the cream of lust. Your mushroom head looks yummy. I beg you to kneel above me. Let me lick your balls, I beg you to just put your head on my mouth and stroke."

As Casper knelt with my head between his thighs, Fred pulled my hot pants off. Fred got between my legs and put my cock and balls in his mouth. Fred reached up to my tits, pinching, tugging and rubbing. I moved Casper's cock out of my mouth and said. "I don't deserve such pleasure. I'm just a cocksucking faggot. I was born to serve big men who are ignored by most gays. I don't believe the pleasure I feel now. Put that cock back in my mouth and feed my thirst for warm cum."

Casper pulled my mouth back on his cock. He stroked his shaft, pumping his hips. As Casper grunted his cumming I emptied my balls into Fred's mouth.

Tiny said, "That was beautiful. I dreamed of this when I planned this party and it was better then I imagined. Casper and Fred you can enjoy the finale."

"Tiny you are the best host. Please lube my pussy so I can take all of you."

Tiny spread my legs and put his cock on my hole. He leaned over me, his belly on mine. "I want you inside me. I am yours to fuck and fill." I felt his weight on me, holding me in place as his hips slowly pushed his cock deeper into me. I reached my arms around his neck and pulled his head down to kiss him. Tiny's pace accelerated and my hips tried as best as I could to push back.

Tiny broke our kiss and whispered, "You are mine. You belong to me. I'll seal our connection with my cum. I am filling you up with my heart, my soul and my cum. Open your heart to me and submit to serve me. Now. Its cumming now."

"Yes, I am yours to use and fill. I am born to submit to your size, your strength and your desire. I serve you with my body and my lust. Take me. Fuck me, please I beg you. I need you to fill me. Glue me yo you with your seed. God there it is. Its hot in me. Your cum is pushing mine out. Yes I'm yours now. "

This was the most erotic satisfying fuck of my life. Tiny fell asleep on me and Fred and Casper rolled him off so I could inhale. I lay next to Tiny feeling attached to him. I wondered what would happen in the morning as I drifted off to sleep.