TSF: Experiencing Adulting Ch. 04

Jia rushed to her room, closing the door behind her and instantly undoing the rest of her jacket. Leaning against the inner side of the door and with almost an audible sound, her breasts bursting out of the tight clothing, begging to be free and unconstrained. Her right hand went instantly to press and pinch her left nipple, right arm going across her cleavage and pressing them against her body.

"Fuuuck... mmmm... oh god... this is amazing," Jia moaned as she gently but more assertively played with her nipples more and more, knowing exactly what she wanted. Her left made its way overtop of her shorts to her mound. There was a pause as she realized she was soaking wet already.

'How long have I been wet?' Thought Jia, 'Was it before the elevator? Maybe it only started when I bent down?' The thought of the frat boys seeing how slutty she was horrified her... but why was her body disagreeing and getting even more wet?

Jia continued to play with her soft pillowy breasts, cupping them and giving a light squeeze. She was learning to control the movement of her fingers and found ways to create more jolts of pleasure than when she first touched herself. Jia, not caring about her surroundings despite being in the entrance corridor, used her left hand to take off the black shorts she was wearing. By now the entire crotch area was moist so she let them drop to the floor and stepped out of them. Her boxers were in an even worse state. The size of the soaked area was nearly twice as large, carrying a musky smell of arousal that quickly formed in the air around her. The area on the gray boxers were shades darker and the sight only seemed to fuel Jia's horniness more.

She grabbed the two inner openings of the boxers where her thighs nearly touched and scrunched them in her hand. She then slowly raised them up like giving herself a wedgie, a line of fabric being pulled into her lips and rubbing against her self-lubricated mound. Though she thought she had taken her time and went slowly, the rough fabric was a new sensation she had yet to experience. It shook her legs and soon her entire body. Almost as soon as she had pulled up the boxers to give her vagina a wedgie, she let go as her knees buckled and fell to the ground.

A few seconds passed as Jia tried to slow her ragged breaths. She sat more comfortably with her back to the door, resting for a moment only to find both hands working to take off her now completely soaked boxers. Knowing that she needed more, Jia opened her legs. Her feet were touching the ground and knees pointed to the ceiling. With one hand she split apart her lower outer lips, allowing for Jia to finally get a close look at the pink delicacies that replaced her male genitalia. She saw glistening pink folds, the muscles still pulsating as her body trembled from the excitement and pleasure.

Jia took her middle and ring fingers and started in circles, this time knowing that all the lube was accounted for already by her own juices. Instantly Jia could feel that warmth in her being fueled and burning hotter than ever. Jia soon began to shake with every circle rubbed and she quickly forgot her clockwise/counterclockwise technique. Her lightheadedness caused her to resort to erratic and rougher movements that caressed more and more areas of her mound. From just using her fingertips to the first two digits of the fingers to now using the whole area of four fingers combined, Jia was losing herself in lust. Her eyes rolled back every few minutes and she convulsed each time.

In what seemed to be almost an hour, Jia had came a dozen times. Towards the end she nearly passed out on multiple occasions as her body was exhausted using muscles and organs in ways she never had before but her mind was in paradise and bliss kept her from falling asleep. After her 15th orgasm Jia finally was satisfied with the session and closed her eyes as she slowly recovered her mind. Another 10 minutes passed and Jia finally opened her eyes and with lust-free clarity saw the mess in front of her.

She was sitting in a thin pool of her own making. The liquid didn't spread far but Jia weakly grabbed the slightly damp black shorts and soaked some of the liquid spilled. She looked down and could see how her pinkness had grown red and in size from swelling, a sight that honestly fought at her and planted doubt of being completely done with the session.

'Snap out of it,' Thought Jia shaking her head, 'There's much more to explore later. For now I've accomplished and satisfied my urges. Time to focus on something else.'

Jia, using the hallway walls as support, made her way to the bathroom and got into a hot steaming shower where she finally got to relax. After a long needed shower, Jia refreshed herself, dried off, and headed to the living room.

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The living room had two sides nearly full of just windows and them meeting in a corner. Opposite of one window side led to the kitchen and hallway for the entrance. The other being a hallway leading to the bathroom and bedroom. The living room had the couch and coffee table where Riley had left the documents, but also a T. V. Jia, starving from the calories burnt, decided to order pizza and had a list of video recommendations from Riley about the basics of a woman. The videos were going to be a way for Jia to understand more of the culture and how to live as a woman. Notably were videos on how to do makeup, hair tutorials, skincare, etc.

The rest of the evening was spent watching video after video of tutorials that would help integrate Jia into her new norm. Eventually as Jia got tired of learning and her attention span decreased, she decided to take a look at her purchases from earlier. She opened her bags on makeup first, and experimented on herself. Soon Jia realized the actual technical difficulty she was having. The slightest bit of shaky hands was apparent in the results and her lack of experience showed how her natural beauty was being undermined by her makeup attempts. After an hour, Jia finally got a look that didn't diminish her beauty and highlighted key features. She had been following two tutorials, one of the Asian Baby Girl (ABG) look and one of a Korean style makeup. She settled with a style leaning towards the ABG style with emphasis on winged eyeliner and defined lashes, focusing on her large almond shaped eyes. She decided a contour look may be too much for casual occasions and leaned into the Korean style of a more subtle natural look which she found to be a good way to still emphasize the eyes she wanted to project.

Satisfied she moved onto the clothing she had bought in various stores on the commercial floor. Jin, with his short and small build, found a way to be more attractive through fashion. He knew colour theory and had a good sense of what was stylistically good fashion. Though a man at the time, Jin had an interest of feminine clothing, slightly jealous of how more expressive and cute the clothing of women typically were. The silhouettes, the types of clothing, the accessories, feminine clothing seemed to offer more possibilities of combinations and styles.

Jia had spent plenty of her black card allowance on a variety of different styles; from jeans to trendy golf skirts to gym clothes (including sports bras) to crop tops, all of which were well form fitting, even the baggier clothing seemed to highlight some aspect of her body. She had plenty of clothes going from innocent bright sundresses to achieve a "girly style" to classic and more elegant clothing like blouses and sheath dresses to streetwear and even punkish looking clothing. Even as Jin, Jia had never stuck to a specific style, often jumping from one to another depending on occasion, weather, and personal subjectivity.

Eventually Jia made her way to the products from the lingerie store where all but one set of undergarments were quite tame. She decided that her room was the best spot as even though she was on the 11th floor, there was an exposure she was uneasy about though another part of her encouraged it. In her bedroom she stood in front of her full sized mirror. Jia undressed and put on the black lacy set that Riley had recommended. Now looking in the mirror Jia's initial thoughts were that the set wasn't that provocative as she first imagined but did expose much of her skin.

The bra was loose and allowed her breasts to show their fullness, not being fully supported up though her own pair didn't sag much. The material was silk and soft. Depending on where, the fabric went from reliable thick where nothing underneath was seen to a thin veiled layer that was transparent. The former was on the straps and bottom outlines of her bra while the ladder was on much of her cleavage. There was a floral pattern made of the thicker black material that seemed to perfectly hide her nipples, which she noted were starting to perk up.

Her underwear was the shape of a modest thong, closer to a bikini shape but allowing a bit more of the ass cheeks to be seen. As this was a matching set, the thong also had the same pattern. The outlines were of a thicker black material and there were embroidered floral stem patterns on the front. Thin and slightly veiled in all areas outside of the patterns with a bloomed flower covering her most private area. The back didn't fall in line with a traditional thong where the full rear is shown but like a bikini with a 'V' shape, exposing about half of her portly cheeks. Compared to her newly bought regular underwear of a briefs or hipster style, this thong was clearly made for the eyes of someone else.

Jia checked herself out with her makeup done, hair wavy and brushed, and lingerie set on. Who she saw in front of her was finally settling in. It was Jianna Park. Jin-Ahn Park was no more and Jia looked forward to this new life. Just watching herself Jia unconsciously cupped her breasts with both hands, giving them a jiggle and did the same for her ass, watching carefully at all the movements of body. A smile crept onto Jia's face as her confidence bolstered in her undeniably sexy body.

Jia, deciding to call it a night, soon headed to the bathroom where she freshened up for the night and removed her makeup. She went by the kitchen for a glass of water but stopped when she saw her bag of school supplies in the living room still. A growing seed in her mind had finally started to break soil as she rummaged for a specific item in the shopping bag. Rummaging through she finally found it and an anticipatory smile emerged. The marker was about an inch in diameter, it had a cap on one side, and the length of 6 inches. She grabbed the marker and hurried to her room.

Learning from her experience from earlier in the day, Jia set a towel down on her bed and moved the blankets to the end. Still in the lingerie Jia positioned herself to face the mirror on the wall and looked at herself. Though all evening she had been slightly horny, right now she wasn't wet enough to comfortably take the next step in masturbation. Penetration. So far she had only masturbated by rubbing directly or around the surrounding areas and using her nipples as additional stimulus. Unsure of the best way to get wet, Jia noticed she had two pillows.

'Girls sometimes masturbate while humping pillows,' Remembered Jia from the porn videos Jin had watched. Jia took one of the pillows and positioned herself above the white cushion. The very thoughts of trying these new items for pleasure quickly overran Jia's mind. She tightened her thighs around the pillow and could feel the bunched fabrics pushed against her lower half. Jia started moving in rhythmic motions. On her knees and pillow between legs, Jia could feel the soft fabric create friction against her lingerie. The gentle fabrics started off coarse but Jia was soon getting into the mood.

As the heat in her grew, Jia wanted more and glanced at the marker besides her but decided she still wasn't wet enough. She instead folded her pillow which had a small visible damp spot and repositioned on top. Folding the pillow allowed for more surface area and tightened the bunched fabric into a more solid feel. The pillow now felt stronger and pushed greater against the body. Jia strengthened her thighs to clasp the pillow and felt bliss run through her body, her mind faltering. Desiring more, Jia leaned forwards, now on her hands and knees. She made humping motions as if she was the top in a missionary position and each time she lowered her body with more and more force against the pillow below. Her breath grew ragged and the quick inhales/exhales were growing louder and faster. She was close to satisfying that feeling and riding the pillow was providing new textural sensations she had not known.

Soon to climax, Jia closed her eyes and let her mind wander into the lust. She imagined herself humping something else, anything else... someone else. Her mind illustrated the dirty blonde jock from outside the elevator. His over 6 foot height, short dirty blond hair, large arms which were highlighted by the well fitting t-shirt which clearly was a point he wanted to make. She imagined him without his cream coloured, buttoned linen shirt, but then went back to imagine him taking it off. To see what would be a well defined chest and muscles that Jia wanted to be embraced by. She then remembered the bulge in his shorts that his hand was overtop of in his pocket. The bulge Jia focused on, imaging the jock taking off his shorts only to reveal the outlined thickness in his briefs underneath. Her imagination fueled the fire in her and Jia at this point was bouncing and riding her pillow vigourously. Jia felt the inner tension at a breaking point, and in gasps for air strengthened her whole body to the humping of the pillow.

"YES OH YES! MORE I GIVE IT TO ME!" Jia shouted in a hoarse voice that escaped her mouth. Jia was back to only being on her knees, her hands now pulling the pillow up between her legs to get it as deeply as it could go. She was grinding in forward and backward motions, going up and down, changing movements to whatever could feed this feeling to continue and grow. Finally she came and could feel the wetness below release.

"Ughhh fuck..." Jia collapsed on her bed with her back sweaty and against the bedding. She tossed the pillow to the side, not fully noticing the wet mark she created. As her mind fluttered and was entering a tiredness, Jia looked to the side and saw her marker. With heavy eyes that called for rest, Jia chose to ignore it and smiled as she fidgeted with the marker. Pulling her lingerie bottoms off, she spread her lower lips with one hand and pressed, but not pushing, the marker against her swelling pinkness.

There was an initial coolness, the physical warmness of her body and sensitive area being a contrasting heat. The backend of the marker which Jia used was tapered and as the plastic touched her clit, a shiver ran down her body. Despite never having penetrated her female parts, Jia could feel her body's desire to have more. With her body laying back and knees bent and pointing up, Jia slightly lifted her head to look past her cleavage and looked at the mirror. Through the reflection Jia was able to visibly see that her folds were pulsating, a rhythmic unintentional flexing and relaxing that went one after another. Feeling it even maybe coordinating to her heartbeat, Jia applied more pressure and felt the marker enter her folds.

The once heavy and shutting eyes of Jia after an orgasm were opened wide awake. She held her breath as the marker made its way smoothly through tight from the walls of her mound. The unexplored passage of her most sacred spot protested which only made her feel each and every movement from the marker, including the shaking of her hand. With an exhale after stopping merely an inch and a half in, Jia's mind was going blank. Each of her quick breaths would ever so slightly move the marker inside of her, rubbing against the walls and causing a cycle of bliss of wanting more and restraint as she needed to get used to the feeling.

Jia laid her head back against the bed and let go of the marker. A result she wasn't expecting was that caused by her insides protesting against the tapered shape of the marker and there being no hand to guide it. The marker was pushed out of her as her folds applied pressure to the slippery plastic and fell out. What's more was that Jia wasn't expecting the feeling and speed of the smooth marker ejecting, causing her to shudder once more.

Jia had just gotten a glimpse of the feeling of the motion of an object entering and exiting her body, even if it was just at surface level penetration. That feeling had made Jia's body jolt in pleasure and anticipation followed. Impatiently and not giving herself time to process the sensation, Jia once again grabbed the marker and began entering her body once more.

This time Jia ventured an extra inch, the whole time eye rolling into the back of her head. She stopped as the channel seemed to protest more than previously, letting the marker rest inside of her and her hand keeping it from popping back out. Once ready Jia loosened her grip of her hand and could feel the marker sliding out once again. This time however, Jia blocked off the marker from exiting all the way, a quarter inch still within her. With a readying breath, Jia inhaled and pushed the marker back 2 inches to reach that previous point of penetration.

Jia legs instantly crossed one another from the sensation, one calf over top of the shin of the other. The marker did not go any further, her own walls stopping that, but movement caused the marker within to change its orientation, the tapered end pressing against the gummy and wet enclosure.

'H-h-holy shit... mmmm... ugh... mmm...' Jia thought as her enter body was convulsing against the new experience. She lay in the same position knowing that any more movement may break her mind for the night. She breathed in and out and could feel her inner walls still continuously pulsating around the very physical marker. Realizing how close she was to possibly passing out and how tired she was getting, Jia decided on a final act for the end.

Jia uncrossed her legs, again causing the marker's orientation within her to change. With resolved will and ignoring that bliss in that moment, she used both her hands to affirmatively but slowly start pumping the marker in and out of herself. Still keeping to not let the marker fully leave her body, she made pistoning movements with her hands guiding the marker, digging into her passages and giving Jia no time for breaks. She could feel with each pump that the marker was slowly making its way another quarter inch inside of her. This new territory tried its best to expel the foreign object but Jia was determined to climax harder than ever. An odd but familiar feeling started developing inside Jia, a feeling that she knew she was about to let out. The marker plunging in and out, charged that feeling within her and as Jia, now quickly pistoning the marker in and out, could feel the eruption about to take place.

The back of Jia's head slammed deeper into the bed and her body arched as she finally came. Her feet pushed strongly against the bed, her butt also being raised but still touching the bed, and her head now driving the near top of it into the mattress as her shaking hands finally slowed down the motions. Jia lost control of her fingers and the marker was ejected out of her passage and landed between her legs. Jia, still in the same position, was shaking. Audible but slurred and non-cohesive noises came from her throat as if they were dying to be freed. A shiver ran down her body which made her twitch and she collapsed from her lifted and arched back, back onto the bed.

The next few minutes were spent recuperating though none of this was volunteer. Just as Jia had predicted during the intimate act, her mind was blank and she was only conscious about her breathing and the occasional twitch that ran through the course of her body. Her thoughts were all glossed over, the act of even turning her head was too great. The weakness she felt as the strength in her body dispersed was one of euphoria. As her breath came back in a regular pattern Jia's mind also gained clearness, the fog of lust dissipating.

Another few minutes passed and Jia sat up. As she did so, muscles she wasn't expecting like her abdomen and hip flexors were protesting. The aching was worse than ever before, her whole body feeling like it was directly involved in her ecstasy. With support from weak and trembling arms she managed to get to the side of her bed where she took note of her wet towel and tossed that into a laundry bin nearby.

Jia knew that her body, perhaps because of her mind, was extremely sensitive. The type that actresses would feign in videos but for Jia she knew it was very much real for herself. Her reactions and what she felt were extremes and even the amount that leaked out of her might have been considered normal if she had squirted but instead it was all just from lust and heat.

Jia laid on top of her bed as she thought of the possibilities for this life. She had now completed her first full day as a woman and just from a sexual aspect, she loved it. A reminder rang in her head of how Riley mentioned those that had lost themselves to lust. A very tempting idea now that Jia had experienced it but she knew that there was a full life to be lived. Jia had signed up for the Fresh Start Program in hopes to be something greater and experience something greater. She wouldn't give up her future just for the temporary pleasure.

Jia was determined to live her life as a University of Woodhaven student, to experience what it's like to be an adult and all its complications. She had a new found resolve to focus and adjust first to this new lifestyle. Her school year would start just as summer came to a close, it'd be a fresh start and one where her curiosities and interests could be explored more. She fell asleep with a smile as she dreamed of her busy future as a student but also from the possibilities and pleasures of her new body.