Unknown - The Day After

I love reading as far as I can remember. But nothing provoked me to write something of my own than some of my favorite stories here. I re-read them and think how it could have happened in the real world, or at least in the world I believe in. Ultimately, I mustered enough courage to take the plunge and create a story of my own. I'm overwhelmed by the positive reviews I got. I really appreciate some of the comments I received on how to make the story more palatable for the general audience. So, it took time for me to work on the background while delaying the second chapter. Also, I had to learn and navigate the terms of publishing in Literotica. I had my fair share of slips, which I have no one else to blame other than me. So, I would like to apologize for the delay. Now we can move forward.

If you are comfortable with how chapter 1 flowed, please skip this prelude and jump to the next chapter. But I feel I need to clarify a few things based on the comments given for the first chapter. I hope it will rectify some of the blunders I did in the first chapter.

There were three major themes emerging from the comments for my first chapter. So, I thought of addressing them before going forward.

Many requested me to give a clear outline of the story. This is mainly because I said I didn't have one when I wrote the first chapter. I can now say without taking away the curiosity that this story will have five to six chapters.

Many also requested not to go into the affair because it happened in the past. Focus on now. But I don't believe that it was ignored and forgotten until it resurfaced during that fateful conversation. So many things happened till that moment and there will be different sets of incidents going forward. This story is equally about understanding the past while adjusting to the future. So, I will talk about their life leading up to that incident as well as how they moved forward. If you believe that, choosing to not divorce the wife is equal to "RAAC", they I think you are wrong. Unless you are a creature of that fetish, both will face the consequences. So, I hope you will have the patience to hold your judgement for a bit and read all chapters first.

Last is that the chapters were too short. I've learned my lesson by trying to artificially extend the chapters for the sake of word count. I don't believe it's necessary and I can't drag it just for the sake of word count. I have seen many stories going round and round on the same point, simply to get to 10000-word count. So, let me warn you now. Chapters will not be exceptionally long. They will be just enough to emotionally look at the situation.

Having said all this, let's jump to the story...

PS: Hey, just a head-up--someone mentioned it was a bit tricky to tell when the characters are remembering stuff and when things are happening right now. Since most of the story is about the past, I'm going to add a line of "*" at the start and end of the parts where something's going on in the present. Hopefully, that makes it easier to follow along!

Having said all this, let's jump to the story...

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It is fascinating to think about what happens to our mind and body when a man and women intertwines into the heavenly act of love making. Wars started and much of the literature was written on the feelings that foster the most primitive yet simple act of love making. What al these values, rituals and cultures failed to mention is that the simple act of a man and a women making love is the one and only way of survival for the humankind over millions of years. Though we believe we are civilized, our genes and primitive minds are still focused on only one thing. Creating a better gene pool for the next generation which can increase the chances of surviving mother nature. Though many were able to control this feeling to some extent, deep down all women admire and feel attracted to healthy and strong men. Vise versa all men are attracted to healthy ladies who can bare healthy children.

The most common situation stems from this genetic attraction is our ability let go all the social, and cultural norms when a man seek opportunity to spread his seeds inside a woman. Also, when a woman is about to welcome the seeds of a man. It doesn't matter whether it's husband and wife or lovers, nothing matters when a man or a woman reaches the pinnacle of love making.

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Andrea could relate this feeling to the amazing sun set she saw over the shoulders of Alex when she reached one of the most thrilling orgasms of her life. Even after so many years, she couldn't honestly say that she and David experienced a climax as strong as what she had at that moment. She understands that it's not the fault of David. She can't remember anything specific such as how big Alex was or how talented Alex was in love making, so she knows it's not because David can't measure up to Alex. Her primal instincts kicked into action at that moment when she was with a new man, lost in the nature and reaching the most important feeling of the basic human survival.

She knows that's one truth she can never reveal to David. She painfully browsed through the pile of evidence David had gathered to check whether there was anything incriminating to give away her secret. She had a sign of relief when she didn't find any. Despite all the other confusing thoughts, she knew one fact for sure. It will be devastating for David to confirm his fear that someone else has given his wife an orgasm he could ever match up. She promised herself for the millionth time since that day, not to let David feel that in any way. It is a secret that she must carry to her grave.

She broke down crying when she realized that even now, she sometimes relies on that moment to pleasure herself when she is alone. It's rare for sure, but she can't deny the pleasure she enjoys by living that moment again and again. She still fights the agony it brings when she remembers that she was weak to resist falling into that moment. It is the most regretful memory of her entire life. But that is also the moment she experienced the most amazing moment of her sexual life.

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She can still remember her feelings starting like a volcano. Their love of making slowly gained speed like the volcano is heating up and getting active. She can't remember when she started holding the bum of Alex and pushed them down to urge him to fuck her fast, she can't remember when it grew up to a boiling point and erupted blazing fume and smoke of passion high into the sky. She dug her nails deep into Alex's back and wrapped her legs around Alex to pull her in when she felt Alex burst out and spreads a stream of hot cum all over her vagina. She bit into Alex's shoulders to muff an earth-shattering scream escaped her mouth and had the orgasm of her life. It was like a Tsunami washing an entire coastal line once and for all. She can't remember how long she had that feeling. Like once ravishing tidal waves of tsunami slowly seep back to the ocean, she felt Alex getting soft inside her and their hearts slowing down.

After a moment she felt like an eternity, she opened her eyes. She didn't see the glowing orange of setting sun; she didn't feel the heat of passion which enveloped her a few moments ago. She only saw darkness. The outline of Alex on top of her, like a ghost invading her life darkening the rest of her life.

When the joy of cumming died down, sorrow of guilt and fear of rejection from the society and her loving husband jumped on her like a rash.

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The journey back to the hotel was the opposite of their ride to the beach. Andrea withdrawn herself to the far end of her sear away from Alex like Alex is nuclear waste. She felt even looking at Alex was a betrayal of her loyalty to her husband. She just got down from the vehicle and went straight to the room, without even looking back to say good night to Alex. Her vision was blurry for the entire journey and a single tear dropped when she reached her room that evening.

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She wondered why she remembered every detail of the events that took place on that day. Why does she remember every emotion like it happened yesterday. She wondered despite remembering every incident, every emotion, why she couldn't remember most of the things about Alex. She has heard and even engaged in girl talk with her bffs and they mostly talk about the size of the bulge they see on the guys they meet during girl's night outs. Single ladies often explain how they enjoyed life altering beatings to ecstasy from huge cocks, but she couldn't remember much of such details about Alex.

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She can still remember that she felt relieved David said he was going out with friends in a message earlier. She knew David would instantly feel her betrayal if she had to talk to him at that moment. She felt exhausted from the physical activities and emotional turmoil. She dragged herself to have a bath, cleaning herself thoroughly. Ordered a sandwich to the room and slept.

Tomorrow is a new day, and she should be able to start erasing everything that happened that evening.

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She was woken up by the sun shining directly on to her face through the window. She didn't even realize that she hadn't closed the curtains but was glad to be woken by the new sun rising, eliminating the dark clouds from her mind. For a moment, she followed the routine and started her final day of this trip.

Her fears came back the moment she entered the venue like thunder struck. She felt like it was tattooed on her forehead for everyone to see and almost everyone looking down on her for what she had done. She avoided others as much as possible and managed to get the job done for the day.

It was the last day of the trip, so everyone wanted to have a nice evening. They were planning to visit a famous local pub which also has a dance floor. She politely declined, saying she has a headache. Andrea simply wanted to be alone. She went to her room, called David as usual, had a change and lay on the bed. She closed her eyes to fight her own demons and get her mind ready to go home tomorrow.

Suddenly she was disturbed by a knock on the door. Who could this be? She was not expecting anyone at this time. She was irritated thinking this might be the room service trying to offer something she is not in the mood to accept. She dragged herself out of the bed to go and answer the door. She opened the door Anne was about to give a piece of her own mind to whoever the person in front of her, but she froze.

It was Alex who's standing in front of her. She was stunned. She didn't know what to do or say. One part of her felt embarrassed to face him after she was not being able to control herself last evening. She wondered for a split second whether Alex thinks she's too easy. The other half of her felt irritated. Why can't he let it go. They had a wonderful moment last evening, which she thinks cannot be matched again. Why is he trying to prolong this. Either way this is his show. He came here, so let him say why he is here. She patiently waited for him to talk.

"I know this is highly inappropriate, but I wanted to talk to you so desperately. Would you mind sharing a beer and listen."

"I honestly don't know Alex, yesterday was wonderful!"

She regretted that statement the moment it went out of her mouth. There was no need to give him any hope. But Andrea couldn't deny the fact. She knew Alex knew too. She feared that if he felt she was lying about last evening, he would not believe she would not want to continue this relationship. So, she quickly continued without letting Alex interfere.

"But we both know it should not have happened. Last evening there was a momentary lapse of our self-control. But if we continue it, we are deliberately cheating on our spouses."

She wished she could have talked with more sense of authority. Yet it felt more or less than a routine statement than a decisive action. That's all she could manage when she looked into those puppy eyes. She tried hard to remember how flirty Alex is in the office, to remind herself that this is simply a master seducer in action. She couldn't think of anything. Alex always seems to be the responsible family man.

"I know and I felt so much guilt too. I can promise that I haven't felt like this before. You are beautiful and sexy. I should be deaf and blind to not do what I did yesterday. It was my impulse and as you said it was a momentary lap of self-control. What can't understand why I can't resist it even now!"

"Hmmmmm."

"Can we talk about this somewhere else. I don't want anyone to see me sitting outside your hotel room. If you are ok, we can down to the restaurant. Your wish is my command."

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She can still remember how hearing a single phrase at the right moment can have a dramatic impact on individuals. This mostly happens when a person listens to a song or watches a movie where a specific line or a scene opens a whole can of worms in the right context. Now she realized with the entire knowledge of what happened over the 10 months of the affair what happened that exact moment to send everything on a downward spiral.

During the entire sequence of events leading up to that fateful conversation, she had a feeling that she was in the driving seat. Though she may not have realized it at that time, now she understands she felt having the upper hand. This is not only because she could have stopped their interaction in a heartbeat by saying "No", but also because of the pleading that handsome young gentleman was putting forward to get her approval. Ultimately her feeling of being in control became the reason for her to not being in control. She wondered why she failed to see this simple fact then, which is so clear now.

Her mind drifted back to that moment...

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She felt bored getting dressed again to go to a restaurant. So, she just backed up to give enough space for Alex to come in. Alex went and sat on the sofa keeping two bottles of beer on the table next to it. Andrea didn't sit on the sofa; she leaned on to the study table next to the sofa and grabbed a beer.

"I feel so vulnerable and helpless Andrea," Alex talked in a soft tone, like he is looking for words to describe how he feels.

"Everything happened on yesterday, happened so smoothly. It was like we were so synced in our thinking and expectations. I just went with the flow and I doing that, I had the most amazing sexual experience of my life."

"I thought about it a lot, I barely slept last night. I think I know why it was amazing, at least for me."

Andrea felt her mind was relaxing a bit. It will not be a shouting match. So, she let Alex continue.

"I'm stressed out a lot. I have a target to achieve at the office and my team depends on me to make all the decisions for them. I'm constantly carrying the burden for them. At home, Audry expects me to lead the way. I'm constantly feeling the pressure of being the one to take the decisions. But yesterday, I felt I could be free. I felt I can let go of that burden and go with the flow."

Both continued to sip through their beers.

"You are beautiful Andrea. More than that you are intelligent. I felt you know what you want, and you are not afraid to show that. There was no pressure to make the calls, and it made wonders to my mind."

Andrea felt uncomfortable. She felt her heart start pounding faster. In her entire life she was never calling shots, especially when it comes to sex. With David, it was a mutual connection. Both felt equal or most certainly David takes the lead. Hearing this young and handsome guy proclaiming he is willing to follow her so she can be in control and started to shake the strength she tried very hard to master.

"What do you mean?" she asked. She herself could feel the tension in her voice.

Alex got up from the sofa and walked up to her.

"I mean I'm attracted to you when you take the lead."

He leaned into her and whispered in a trembling voice.

"I'm here. Remember, your wish is my command?"

Here again, same phrase so close to her she can feel the warmth of his breath. She is in a trance and couldn't move. She put her hand on the chest thinking of pushing him away, but she lost all control and caressed his muscular chest. That was enough for Alex. He slowly leaned forward and kissed her lips. Both felt the dryness of their lips due to the anxiety they faced. Alex closed the gap by wrapping his hands around her waist and Andrea held his face with both her trembling hands. After a moment Andrea opened her mouth to welcome the wetness of Alex, and both engulfed in a passionate kiss. Both gave in to the passion and the anticipation they both had over the past half an hour.

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Andrea gave in to the temptation. Even though she was not realizing, she held the face of Alex in both hands, she looked into the eyes of Alex and pushed him down to the floor. There were no words exchanged, no hesitation. Alex obliged slowly going down brushing her breasts until he knelt in front of her. He lifted her dress up and kissed her pussy over her panty. Andrea had a soft moan. He kissed her thighs and licked her pussy over her panty. He could still feel her wetness over the think material of her panty. He held her from the thighs and lifted her slightly so she could sit at the table. Once she settled, he slowly started removing her panty and Andrea adjusted herself to allow him to get it down. Alex didn't rush it. He slowly lowered it kissing every inch of her gorgeous legs. At the end he kissed and licked Andreas toes, removed it completely and whiffed it before setting it aside to go back to her wet pussy. He took his time, kissed licked and penetrated her pussy to touch every corner of her pussy and lips. He liked her juice and rubbed his tongue all over it.

Andrea felt the sensation. She can feel that he is not a master of it. But she felt the joy and eagerness of him to please her whichever way possible. Feeling this made her go crazy.

"Hmmmm...... Alex. It feels sooooo good."

She could see Alex working harder with her encouragement. She put both her hands on top of his head and pushed him into her mound while encouraging.

"Oh... my God Alex. Don't stop. Lick me hard baby. Oh... this feels good."

Hearing her cries of passion was all Alex wanted. He didn't notice it was difficult to breath being pushed into her mount while those silky-smooth thighs surrounding his head. He digged deeper and tried licking every drop of her pussy juice.

Andrea was having an out-of-body experience. Every time she tells Alex to do something and when she felt him doing it, a sensation went through her entire body. Each sensation brought her ever so close to a massive orgasm, and she could sense it building up inside her. For a moment she panicked. She has never come into the mouth of David or any of her previous boyfriends. Should she let it happen, or should she warn him? Old Andrea would warn him. She can't fathom the thinking of doing that to David. She respects him so much. But not, she felt otherwise. I'm in command and I'm with someone bending over back to do what I want him to do. This is more about me than anything else. She couldn't think of anything further. Flood gates were open, and she had a massive orgasm.

"Oh.... Baby, I'm cummmmmmmmmmmmmming....., Oh god...... mmmmmmmm."

She half expected Alex to pull away. To her surprise, he spread her legs further and tried to reach out to her flow before it reached him. Andrea pushed his head harder into her to help that and he continued to lick every drop of juice coming out of her. It was amazing. Andrea let go of Alex's head and leaned backwards enjoying the sight of Alex knelt between her legs with a glow from her pussy juice all over his face.

They stayed like that for a moment. Panting and letting their hearts slow down. After a moment, she got off the table and went to the washroom to refresh herself. She purposely kept the door open, hoping he would get the hint. Alex slowly got up, removed his clothes and joined her in the shower.

They embraced in a lip lock instantly. In a moment, Andrea pushed Alex to the wall and seductively went down on him. She was motivated by her ability to decide what Alex will do and enjoy. She wanted to show her capabilities and went on to give the best blowjob she had ever given to someone. She could feel Alex was getting excited to the point of no return and prepared herself for what came next. This will be her first and she wants Alex to be amazed.

She heard the grunt of a cumming man and instantly received a bucket load of hot cum which she swallowed with pride. At that moment, she didn't think that this was the first time she had done that and it's not with her husband. She was only thinking about this newfound power to melt Alex like potty in her hand. For the moment she was enjoying the sensation.

They spent quite some time in the shower, and she came at least once. They dried them up and came back to the room. She could sense that Alex wanted to spend the night with her. But she has other thoughts, driven by this unquenchable desire to control Alex.

"Alex sweety, it was amazing. I enjoyed it a lot. But now I want to rest a bit. I think it's the best for you to go now."

Alex realized Andreas needs to control and he understood that he had no choice other than listen to it if he wanted to be with her again.

"Good night, Andrea. It was amazing for me too. Please remember, your wish is my command."

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Looking back now, it's clear. Her attraction was the power of control. That's why she couldn't remember much of Alex's features now. If David asked, she may not even be able to say whether his cock was larger or smaller than David.

What she can remember like yesterday other than sex is the pain she felt from her betrayal. She honestly thought David would be able to read her in an instant. She was both disappointed and relieved when he wasn't suspected. But she truly honestly was saddened by her lack of self-control to a point of getting depressed. But on the other hand, she was intoxicated by this, no strings attached and no expectation of her ability to control the sexual activities and satisfaction of Alex. She remembers she was conflicted with contrasting emotions and tried everything in her power to find some balance.

She has read many wives who were engaging in extra marital affairs living a double life separating two worlds. She was consistently harassed by her feeling that she is deceiving her husband and children when she is with them. She was also tormented by her feeling of lack of self-control when she is not with family and especially when she spends any time outside the bed with Alex. Only time she extracted something positive out of the affair is when she is having sex and being in control of the Kinki activities they did together.

She tried to manage this for so long. She tried hard to get rid of the addition as early as possible, but she couldn't. Then only she decided to meet with a therapist. She first went with curiosity and caution. But soon I realized that she should be and can be in control of the situation with a bit of help. She is not totally lost. Her therapist prescribed some medication for her to get herself under control and worked with her to build her up.

It took three growling months, but ultimately, she mastered the courage and ability to resist the temptation. She met Alex for one last time in a restaurant, told him it's the end of the road for them. At last, after ten months of living inside a shell, she came out on her own and ended the affair. Alex tried putting up a fight, but she was able to handle it easily. Both knew there would be a lot to lose if the affair came out, so when she threatened to go to David and confess Alex gave up. They shook hands and went on their separate ways.

She carefully went through the folder, looked at the photos and read through the transcripts. It reminded her of a lot of the things that happened between herself and Alex. Many were forgotten because she had dedicated her life to making it better for David and her. She can now see them in a different light. She wanted to feel the pain she felt during that time so she will be able to remember how that might have been for David tomorrow.

But at the end, when she closed the lid of the box, she felt happy. Because though she had the best sexual experience with Alex, she managed to overcome her addiction on her own, came out of it and was able to become a better person than she used to be.

She wiped few drops of tears she still had, got up and went to bed with a renowned determination to work this out with David starting tomorrow.

She lay down next to David and whispered

"We will work this out baby. I love you and I know you love me too. That's why you stayed. I will prove to you that you always came first and will be first, even if I must kill myself. I love you."

She kissed his cheek and slept away from him, not because she was afraid or didn't want to. Because she didn't want to wake her up.

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David had a restless night and was not able to sleep consistently. He was awoken by the sound of the bathroom flushing. When Andrea came to bed, he pretended to be sleeping because it was not the time for a conversation. He heard every word she said and knew this would not end soon.

He hated what happened today. Years of self-control he had vanished by a single sentence. Now both will face the consequences. It was not easy to keep a secret like this under wrap, and he knows his wrap sheet is also not clean. Now there is a chance that everything will come out and destroy their lives.

Above all, he is worried that what will happen tomorrow and beyond will destroy a careful plan he put together and executed for the last fifteen years. There is no time like the current moment, he had to finish the project which he started, even though it might not be the time he expected to close it.

He knew sleeping is pointless. He got up, went to his home office downstairs and made a phone call. The phone rang for almost a minute before John answered it.

"Hay John, good morning!"

"Oh, my heavens David, it's 4am. Don't you have a life?"

"Sorry John, it was important."

"Oh.... ok good morning to you too. What's up?" John didn't feel sleepy anymore. The seriousness of David woke him up completely.

"Andrea found out that I know. Don't know what will happen tomorrow."

"Do you mean you guys will start divorce proceedings or something? How could that be, you managed to control this feeling for so long."

David explained what happened.

"What now?" john asked.

For some time, there was no sound for David. It was like he was deliberating on what to do next. But after a minute or two, John wondered whether the line got disconnected.

"David, are you still there?"

"Yes John. Here's the bottom line. I don't know what will happen tomorrow. But I know that at some point I will have to be honest about myself too. I love her and trust her, but I don't know whether she will be able to fully understand what I did and why I did it. I still sometimes can't understand why she did some of the things over the past fifteen years. I don't want to stop what we started halfway through. So, let's do what we planned to do."

"I get you David. But the impact will not be as much as we thought."

"I know. Something is better than nothing. I don't want to risk getting at least something by waiting for the perfect timing."

"Sure man, I will advise my team to initiate the final event."

"Thanks John. Have a great day."

"You too man. Good Bloody Morning to you too."

David had an uneasy feeling in his stomach. But at least now he felt he could sleep. He went to bed and lay down wondering what tomorrow would bring to their lives.