My Summer Of Being A Sex Slave Ch. 04

Day 4

I woke up, Amanda was still asleep. I carefully got out of bed and went to the bathroom. After shaving, showering, toothbrushing and other stuff I went out to living room. I was the first one there. Made coffee and took a cup outside.

The morning was brisk, I stood there on the porch, leaving the front door open so I could hear if someone else was up. Drinking my cup of coffee, I felt the cool air on my skin, I've never felt so naked before, I loved it. Not it's not just that I naked, I'm vulnerable, naughty, humiliated, aroused, been climaxing more than ever. I've been exploring my inner side, revealing it for what it is. I realized that I want more, I don't ever want this to stop, I know it's not realistic, but that's how I feel.

I briefly touched myself between my legs but stopped, didn't want to cheat. But if no one ever knew, would it be cheating? Yes, it would, I stopped myself. You got to control yourself Evelyn, I thought. I reran the last few days though my mind. They were a blur of activity, so wonderful exciting activity. I the moments I hated a lot of it but now I wouldn't trade any of them for anything. I'm hooked, line and sinker.

Knowing that all this someday was going to have to end, I had no idea what my life was going to be like after all this, but I couldn't wait for it to happen. But for now, it was just time to enjoy every minute of it. I wonder what they going to come up with next, I have no idea, and I won't have it any other way. The not knowing was too much fun.

I started trying to imagine what they could come up with, but all I thought up was impossible. Taking to a mall or diner, that would just lead to being arrested. Other things I thought of was dangerous or impractical, but I was just dreaming, a girl can always dream. Then I heard someone walk into the living room, I went back inside and closed the front door.

It was Racheal, she greeted me good morning. I half curtsied back, and said "Mistress." She kind of laughed. Sha added that Victoria was getting ready and would be out in a while. I went immediately and fixed her a cup of coffee, she thanked me. Later Victoria came and joined up. I curtsied at her and said "Mistress." And gave her a cup of coffee.

They sat down at the living room, I joined them on the kneeling on the ground, sitting on my ankles, knees spread wide to show off my woman hood to them and my hang=ds behind my back. They drank their coffee and talked about how loud Amanda and I were last night, keeping them all awake. I blushed. Later Beth and Amanda came out together.

Racheal asked "Beth how did you sleep last night?"

Beth, "Fine, thanks, and you?"

Racheal, "Well Amanda and Evelyn kept both of us up late with their hollering.", I blushed again.

Beth, "Oh I just fell asleep." Racheal "How?" Beth "I've earplugs."

Both Racheal and Victoria looked at each other with the mouths slightly open.

I got up and curtsied towards Beth and Amanda, went into the kitchen made them coffee. Brought the cups out to them. They sat down on the chairs in the living room and I took up my position on the floor. I was loving this submission. After some time, Beth asked to get up. When I stood Beth positioned me in the living room. She then placed a blindfold over my eyes. Now I had no idea what was going to happen.

She told me to hold my hands out in front of me. I did, and a spreader bar was attached to my wrist cuffs. Then my arms were hoisted above my head, I could only assume that there was a rope from my arms to whatever holding them up. Then they moved my legs out and fastened them with ropes, or so I assumed. They tightened my arms rope up thus forcing me in an X position.

So now I'm hanging there all spread out right in front of my friends. For them to just see all my lady parts for their entertainment. Then someone reaches around from behind me and install's a blindfold. I am just hanging there when all of sudden somethings are being strapped to my upper thighs, what are these? Then hands grab a tight hold of each of my labia, then spread them out wide open and they are clamped! Oh God it's the labia spreaders again, I'm now hanging there, nude of course, blindfolded, with my vulva opened up for them to just stare right at my inner parts out in the open.

This degradation is running through me, I should be ashamed but I'm not, I'm thrilled. After just hanging there for a couple of minutes, someone spread open the hood to my clitoris and started rubbing on it. My excitement rose exponentially, then ice was applied to it was well. I could feel it just grow; ice was applied to my nipples as well, they also grew.

Then while my nipples were being massaged to erectness, something was pushed around my stiff clit. Then all of a sudden it became apparent to me what that was around my clit. The vacuum cup sucked up my already stiffened clit, expanding it no doubt to immense size. Then as anyone should be able to guess the same happened to my nipples as well.

First one then the other nipple was sucked into their cups left to expand. I was hanging there now with both my nipples and my clitoris now suctioned into cups being no doubt stared at. Can these be any sexier? Something was then rammed straight up my vagina and then turned on to vibrate. This was either going to work out not so well or be fantastic.

Lord, I'm hanging there being vibrated in my vagina and my nipples and clitoris are being sucked. Then the suction cups on one of my nipples was flicked or something loke that. "Aaaccckkk!" That felt painful to suddenly have a suction cup on my nipple be thrusted to one side like that. Then again it was flicked and the other one with it too. "Aaarrrggg!"

My clit suction cup wasn't spared either, it was twisted around slightly. "Uuummmppphhh!" At that time whoever it was started to just go nuts with these suction cups. "Aaaaaaaaaa!" I tried to lean back away, to flinch my body somewhere but the binds holding me kept me immobile. While people were playing around with the suction cups on me, causing me much pain, a pair of hands squeezed my buttocks, hard.

"Uuhhuunn!" Then the vibrator that was stuck in my vagina was pulled out some and reinserted forcibly a few times. This continued a few times, meanwhile the suction cups were still being played with. "Iiiccckkk!" One of the hands on my buttock, at least I think it was one of the hands from there, was applied to my perineum (between vagina and butt) and stroked me there. "Oooohhhh!" That felt weird, good, but weird.

This treatment continued, my nipples and clit were taking the brunt of it. Pulled, twisted, and shook. "Ooooeeeewww!" I've lost all track of time, not even sure were I 'm at anymore. Hands caressed up and down my sides, tickling me. These collections of sensations were relentless, never ending, erotic, stimulating, painful, they were everything, my world. Hands then ran down my cleavage, then up it again.

If I had known any state secrets I would have revealed them by now. My clitoris ached; it was being messed with while still being lodged in its suction cup. The vibrator in my vagina was thrusted up me as far as it would go. Could this, would this ever stop. Someone then kissed me square on my back. Fingers tickled me on and up my arms and armpits. I felt myself start to cry, though there was some pain it was mostly pleasure, but still tears came.

Yes, this was sensory overload, but my breakers won't trip, I kept feeling everything. Breathing so hard now I couldn't actually catch my breath. "Aaaaahhhhhkkk!" then suddenly all the hands just stopped. Only the vibrator kept going, not hard enough to climax me, but it was steady. I just hung there unable to move, all I could do was breathe and rest. I felt the suction cups still on my clit and nipples.

That was intense, although I never orgasmed. I heard them moving around me then a pair of arms wrapped around me from behind and grasped my abdomen, then a head was laid on my back sideways. The arms squeezed me slightly, that is so obviously Victoria. Then the suction cup on my left nipple was tweaked, not this again. But it was promptly removed, then my left nipple was freed, followed by my clit. Someone then tweaked my left nipple. Rubbed it a few times between their fingers and then pulled it. My right nipple was also played with, it was pressed into me and then folded back on itself.

They must have been extremely engorged; they received quite a bit of attention. My clit was also messed with, twisted around, flicked, and then lightly bitten. "Ouch!" After a while everything calmed down to just gentle rubbing of my nipples and clitoris. Then everybody let me go, for a long while I could still feel my enraged nipples and clit, just throbbing away.

Then they finally removed my blindfold, I looked immediately down at my nipples. They were massively erect and standing at attention like a service member, they were huge. I looked across and saw all four of the girls, they had the biggest smiles on their faces I've ever seen. All I could do was just hang there and experience my own nipples and clit which were still throbbing.

After just hanging there an extended period of time, they let me down, then told me to go make them a round of drinks. Back to work for me, a slave's work is never done. After making them drinks and bringing the drinks to them two at time, I kind of curtsied when giving them each their drinks. When I was finished, I was instructed to kneel down right in front of them again.

I sat there for I couldn't even tell you how long, once while they all chatted amongst themselves, I didn't pay them any attention. I just reminisced about what they just did to me. As usual it only seemed awful when it happened to me, but after I like it. After a while my concentration was interrupted by Amanda telling me to stand up and go get the mattress from along the wall and place it in the center of the room.

Once I did that Beth told me to lay down on it face up, I did. They then proceeded to tie me up in the spread-eagle position, there I laid all spread out. Racheal then started to spread lube all around my clitoris. She then produced a device, it was fatter towards the bottom, getting thinner as it went to its top. Skinniest at its neck, turning at a forty-five-degree angle at the skinniest part then opening up a little at the end.

She placed the top of the device around my clit and turned it on. It both vibrated and sucked my clitoris simultaneously. Beth and Amanda sat next to me one on each side, they started playing with my nipples. Beth started by just grabbing my nipple between two fingers and swaying it around. Amanda flicked my still erect nipple around a couple of time. Meanwhile Racheal stuck two fingers up my vagina and searched around for my G spot.

Beth then wrapped both hands around my breast engulfing it, then pressed in with several fingers at once, then rotated fingers like playing a piano. Amanda pilled up my other breast by its nipple and started swinging my breast back and forth. During this Racheal kept massaging my G spot at the same time as slightly moving the clit sucker and vacuuming thingy around solely. A climax was beginning to build up in me.

This was just intense, all these things happening to me at once. Then Beth surprised the hell out of me, she leaned down licked my nipple then started sucking on it. Amanda stroked lightly using one finger down my cleavage, while massaging the underside of my breast, pushing it upwards. Racheal kept on stimulating my G spot and clit bring me further onward towards orgasm. Victoria sat down by my head and calmly stroked my hair and leaned over and gave me a passionate kiss. I couldn't think with all these stimulations happening at once. Beth started to actually nibble on my nipple. "Aaaaaaaaaaaa!" I cried out through the kiss that Victoria was giving me. Amanda ran her fingernails down my side with one hand while continuing to massage my breast with the other. Racheal dramatically increased the pressure against my G spot, this drove me crazy.

The climax was definitely coming at this point, close to the point of no return. Have they gone insane, this type of on mass stimulation was like nothing they had done before. Beth bit my breast, not my nipple, but the side of the breast. "Ughuuhhuugghh!" I moaned. Amanda had my other breast between both hands and pressed on its base then slid both hands up it on either side. Racheal started pressing me inside my vagina harder upwards over and over again.

Beth placed one hand on my abdomen and stroked it while squeezing my breast with the other hand. I exploded; the climax swept through me repeatedly. Victoria cradled my head to her breasts. Racheal did not stop but kept stimulating me both throughout my orgasm and onward after it. That sucker, vibrator machine of hers was unrelenting. Amanda then bit my other nipple and then started licking it. Right when I came down from the previous climax, I could feel then next one coming up to replace it. With all the pulling and things, they've done to my breasts these last days this was by far the most intense.

Beth continued to stroke my abdomen with one finger ever so slightly while massaging my breast and nipple with the other. Amanda continued by grabbing the skin on either side of the other breast and pushing it in first from side to side then from up and down. Victoria just held my head tighter to her, stroking the backside of it. Racheal kept up the rubbing on my G spot while the thumb of that hand stared petting my labia in an upward and then downwards motion, her other hand kept rubbing my clit with that damnable machine.

The second orgasm follows ed quickly, making me loins spasm. It was like a mass contraction of my vagina, I could feel it closing around her hand, squeezing it. A massive spasm wrecked my whole body. Then they stopped and just watched me shaking and contracting, spasming. I shuttered for a while; they giggled at what they had done to me. I heard them applauding either themselves or me as my shaking slowly subsided.

Then they untied me and left me to just lay there, not like I was able to do anything else. When enough strength had returned to my arms, I checked out mu breasts. They were as tender as could be, any pressure on them at all would send signals to me to back off. When I brushed past my nipples, they were still swollen beyond anything that they had ever been. My clit was also still not only sensitive as hell but was still poking itself out not only from its hood but out of my labia. I didn't even know that they could get that big.

Just laying there, not like there was any choice to the matter, I waited for my strength to return and breathing to normalize. I could still feel the aching from my clit and breasts. Man, that was one hell of a wild ride. Eventually they ordered me to get up and go make lunch. I moved slowly, even walking made my clitoris ache, each step causing it to be rubbed. By the time I was done, and I'd eaten a little bit, I made my way into the living room to announce lunch to my mistresses. When heading back into the kitchen I was wondering when did I start to think of my friends as being my mistresses. I crawled once again under the table and serviced them one at a time to climax. I was still tired and although I got them all off, I was slower than normal.

When lunch was done, I of course cleaned up the kitchen, I was till moving slower than I normally would. By the time I finished most of my strength had returned and I was functioning though not as normally, but close to it. Amanda clipped my leash to me and led me outside into the yard. Once outside Racheal ran the chain through my wrist and arms binders once again restraining my arms parallel to the ground across my back. Beth tied a piece of rope top my leash, thus extending it. Meanwhile Victoria had screwed in an extension to one of the whips making it a long-handled whip.

Amanda taking the whip instructed me to start going around in a circle, raising my knees with each step. I started going and almost immediately. WHACK! "Knees up!" commanded Amanda. I went on raising my knees. WHACK!" Another whip strike on my buttocks. "Knees up!" Amanda insisted. I finally got them up enough to satisfy her, raising my knees all the way to my waist with each step. I realized she was trotting me around like a pony girl.

After a while of trotting, my breasts are just bobbing around wildly. Amanda struck me in the chest with the whip, I was surprised and slowed down. CRACK, CRACK! Two more whips across my ass while Amanda yelled, "Keep going!" I continued onward, my knees up to my waist and with each step my breasts flopped up and down. I received another whip across my flopping breasts, but knowing better this time I didn't let it phase me.

I continued like this for what seemed forever, until she finally stopped me. I was starting to breath heavily; this was quite a work out. Then Amanda switched places with Racheal, who now took control; of me. Two quick whippings to my ass got me started again, prancing once again in a circle. More whippings but I couldn't go any faster, tried but it wasn't possible for me, my breasts were flopping violently.

She was more accurate with her whips than Amanda had been, but at least she didn't aim for my breasts nearly as much. I just plodded along; it must have been one hell of a show. I was taking many more whips to my ass; they must have been turning red by now. Then she starts to order me to jump every once in a while. I do try; I don't get much in the way of air but I try.

With each jump my breasts take large hit, just one big flop. By now my breasts felt abused, they were getting really sore, but they kept me moving. There I am, arms tied behind my back up away from my ass, my breasts just flopping from the prancing, the whip hitting me across my buttocks, and I am totally on display for them all. Finally, Racheal brought me top a stop. Beth came up to me started a bullet vibrator and then stuffed it up my vagina. She then attached two clamps to my nipples and then took the leash and rope from Racheal.

She commanded me to start again. This time with every step I pranced I felt the vibrator, that was up my vagina, rub against one first then the other side wall of my vagina as I took each step. She was also way freer with the whip than the others had been. She also apparently liked to whip my breasts way more than the others. My poor breasts, they were starting to hurt, being whipped while constantly flopping around. My vagina, while it was constantly being stimulated by the vibrator shoved in it, though it wasn't set strong enough to bring a climax.

My legs were getting tired, my pace slowed, I received some whips for it, but could do nothing about it. Thia was becoming laborious; my breathing was getting louder. Then Beth commanded me to stop, I didn't fall over though through shear will. I was standing there, my legs were shaking, not by much but a little bit. Racheal was untying the rope from my leash, Amanda unfastened by arms, Beth removed my nipple clamps, but no one undid the vibrator still in me.

Beth leash led me to a chair that Victoria was sitting in and had me sit down in front of it, but facing away. Victoria started combing my hair, is this a hairstyling? What is this, it's got to be something. She placed a part straight down the middle of my scalp, from forehead to back of my head. Then she grasped all the hair on my left side and collected it above my ear, and secured it all tighter. Then she did the same to my right, pigtails, great. When she was finished Amanda came back and picked up my leash which was still attached to my collar.

"Do not stand up unless we tell you to, do not talk, unless it's an emergency, bark if you want to get our attention about anything." Amanda said. The bark part of the statement gave it away; I'm a pet now. Amanda led me back to the cabin, with me crawling on all fours the other three got there well ahead. Beth and Racheal brought three chairs back down in the yard just outside the porch, Victoria brought out some drinks for them all.

When Amanda and I got there, Amanda sat down with the others and I just kneeled down on the grass. Beth then waved a stick in front of me, then threw it out into the yard and said "Fetch!" I just crawled out there and picked up the stick with my mouth and crawled back, I noticed that they all stared at me when I was returning. Amanda took the stick from me and then threw it back out into the yard. I crawled out again, picked up the stick and was crawling back, I felt my breasts swaying back and forth while I crawled, they stared again.

When I returned again with the stick Amanda once again took it and threw it back. I see what they're doing, it's all just to watch my breasts flop around while crawling, those sick perverts. So, I gave them the show they were looking for. This time when they threw the stick I went after it, picked it up, but when returning instead of going straight at them I veered off to one side. Then I crawled from one side to the other in front of them.

When crawling in front of them sideways, I kept the arm that was between them and my breasts, forward so it never completely obscured their view. Letting my breasts just hang there and bounce around for them. Once I was past them, I turned around this time my other arm was only used for half strokes when crawling so they could clearly see my other breasts hang and weave. When I finally returned the stick to them no one said anything about it. Just as I suspected this was all about the show.

After I got back Beth got up and walked over to me and started petting me down my back, saying "Good puppy." Then with her other hand she reached under me and pushed my breasts up from beneath it. Up and down, she pushed it, Amanda joined the other side of me and did the same. There I was knelt down on all fours, being petted up and down my back with two hands, with two others playing with my breasts.

They not only pushed up on my breasts, but also tweaked the nipples between their thumbs and forefingers. Also, Racheal went behind me and stroked my ass as well as fondled my vulva. Then Racheal pulled on the string hanging out from my vagina. I felt the vibrating bullet vibrator hit my vaginal opening from the inside. She pulled harder, and it began to vibrate its way through my vaginal opening. A couple of seconds later my vagina spread open for it and it slipped out.

Apparently, Racheal handed it over to Beth because Beth then brought the bullet vibrator up to my mouth and said "Lick it clean." Disgusted at first, I quickly realized there was no real choice in the matter. I opened my mouth, Beth stuck the vibrator up to it, and I started to lick it clean. It tasted, not disgusting, but weird, it was my own vaginal secretions I was licking off it. That was strange but also weirdly erotic in its own way.

As I was licking my secretions from the vibrator, my breasts were continued to be abused. Nipples were pinched, entire breasts were shaken back and forth. Then a ne vibrator, a regular kind, was inserted into my vagina, as my clitoris was being played with. I felt a climax start. The vibrator was pushed across my G spot, my clit was pinched, pulled, and stroked. The climax built into a definite, the breast abuse continued, and I kept on licking my own vaginal secretions off the vibrator. Just when the climax was assured, Racheal pulled out and stopped. I moaned "Aaahhh, aaaaww!" As tears formed in my eyes, the disappointment was unlivable.

Beth pushed the vibrator up against my mouth, I continued to lick it. Amanda changed from pushing and shaking my breasts to squeezing them. Racheal waited for me to have enough time to come down from the impending climax, then she restarted it. Thank God. It's coming again, I really need this. Slowly but surely, she worked both my G spot and clit again, soon I was humming along, feeling it.

I kept on licking the vibrator clean, Amanda continued messing around with my breasts, Racheal continued bring me right back into climax. The feeling in both my breasts and vagina were building me right up. My breathing definitely increased, I was going, next stop ecstasy. That's when I saw Beth signal something and Racheal just stopped again. DAMN! I was nearly in tears, those bitches, I know very uncharitable of me, but come-on, this is pure frustration, they are doing it on purpose too.

So, when they started working me up for the third time I wasn't falling for it. Still licking the vibrator, although by now there was no vaginal secretions left on it. Amanda kept bobbing my breasts around, it felt good. Racheal started working on my G spot and clitoris, also felt good. I had no expectations this time. She worked me up pretty well, that I couldn't help, it felt way too good. All I could do was control my expectations. So, this time right before I could achieve orgasm. She stopped. "UUhhhggg, uh, uh!" That I couldn't help, I am human after all, but was able to get expectations under control.

This time though, after they disappointed me, instead of starting again they told me to get up. So now I'm standing there, extremely disappointed, with my breasts very sore. Beth took my leash and led me around to the backside of the cabin. They left me there and picked up something. It's a garden hose!

It had one of those cylindrical hose nozzles at its end, the kind you twist to get different sprays. Turned on the water, what else could you expect. It was set to a wide spray. They then proceeded to hose me down. I jumped and yelled "Aaaaccckkkk!!"

Amanda yelled "Turn around!" I did and got the totally cold water, freezing you might say, all on my back side too. By the time I got back to facing them they had readjusted the spray to between the full wide spray and the solid stream. More of this hard forced water freezing my chest. Then they shut it off and Racheal and Victoria came up to me while I was shivering. They soaped me down, Victoria in back and Racheal in front.

Racheal spent way too much time on my breasts, after the first few seconds I'd swear that they were clean and not about to get any cleaner. But that did not stop her from attempting it anyway. Also, she spent not as long but by far too long on my vulva. Victoria while in the back removed the ties from my hair letting the pigtails go. Before they were properly finished Amanda and Beth let lose with the water again.

Victoria and Racheal both went running in two directions screaming. I was blasted with cold water again and instructed to turn around. They hosed me down good, the water must have been just above freezing, it was icy. When they stopped Victoria came up to me with a towel and dried me off. I was standing there shivering uncontrollably.

They then leashed me again and led me back around to the porch. There they took two chairs facing them towards each other. They placed a two by four between two of the chairs cross rails and tied a round pole to the top of the two by four. They had me straddle the board and pole combo, with the pole jammed between my legs cutting into my vagina. Tied my hands above my head and fastened it to the ceiling, forcing me to straddle the pole as it bit into my womanhood.

They then went into the cabin and came out with drinks, then sat down. I could do nothing else except just straddle the pole as it split my labia open and pressed against my vagina. I wasn't string enough to lift my weight up by my hands so my vagina just had to take the punishment. My toes barely reached the ground and could only keep myself from sliding off one way or the other. I though briefly that it could be an option but decided against it as escaping this torment seemed like cheating. I was left there for I have no idea of how long, minutes seemed to blur together as all I could think about was the pole pressing up against my vagina.

At one point Beth came up to me and messed with my breasts, even petting me down my cleavage. At another time Amanda had walked by and twisted my nipples. The other talked between themselves, about what I couldn't say. I tried to get lost in fantasies again but I couldn't, the biting was too distracting. I was stuck there, shifting my weight, but that wasn't helping anything at all, I was stuck, trapped. Damn I was forced to live this moment by moment.

Is this the worst punishment ever? It wasn't painful, was it? No, it's not painful, it's annoying. No, not annoying, what is this? Definitely uncomfortable, unpleasant, that's too soft of a word. I considered loudly sighing or something like that, that's no good, what am I an attention whore? Anything like that would be too childish. There was nothing else but to just endure this. There I was sitting on this pole, with it jamming up against my vagina, all my friends there, clothed, while I was naked on display. My hands tied above my head, my breasts out on display for them. Nothing hidden anymore, nothing private as usual.

I was feeling just as I am, a sex object. Something to be objectified, played with, used for their pleasure. This was turning me on like nothing ever did before. I felt my wetness collecting around my vagina, this was embarrassing. I was starting to wonder why they seemed to be ignoring me. They generally set me up in these weird positions and then watched me like I was on television, but now they were talking amongst themselves and didn't seem to pay attention to me. Feeling this way about it made me feel ashamed, why should I always be the center of all attention.

So, now I patiently sat there and just endured, I started to think of this as a penance for my earlier bad thoughts. So, even though this straddling made it impossible to fantasize about other things, I felt better about it thinking of it as an atonement for thinking greedily just now. After a while they finally came over to me and removed the wood from between my legs. Amanda noticed the puddle I left on the wood, held it up to my face and said "Look what you've done, slut. Lick it off." No choice I started licking it, really didn't taste as bad as I feared it would.

They left my arms tied to the ceiling and then spread my legs apart and tied them that way. They then placed a machine with a long rod projecting from it with a dildo attached to its end between my now spread-out legs. They shoved the dildo up my vagina, set the machine, plugged it in and started it. The machine slowly pushed the dildo up me then retracted and repeated, over and over, it was a fucking machine. They didn't put it on high enough to get me off, bastards.

So now I'm handing there, totally nude, being fucked slowly by a machine, but still, they're just talking amongst themselves. No one was paying any attentions to me, is this just me or is this weird. I must be over thinking it, maybe these last days have made them immuned to all this, though it did seem too soon for it.

As I hung there with the machine pressing against my vaginal walls on its slow journey up to, and pressing, the back of my vagina. Still not even close to going fast enough to get the job done. I tried to let myself go into fantasies, but as the last couple of times nothings coming to mind. Nothing except the smooth pressure against my vaginal walls as it slides up into me, contacting the back side of my vagina, then the equally slow withdrawal. My vagina was obviously getting very wet as it started making sounds of gong in and out against the wetness. It was a small but definite slurping sound; this is so embarrassing.

I was stuck again, unable to slip off into a fantasy, forced to just be in the moment. I even tried to reposition myself to get the machine to contact my G spot. That didn't work out at all. Then without even trying I achieved one of my goals. I'm there, at a party, being fucked by a machine, everyone watching. The humiliation was massive, it was unbearable. I was forced to be entertainment for the guests; my wishes didn't matter.

The party goers fondled me mercilessly. Now it wasn't a machine, it was the men there that were fucking me. They never stopped, once each came into me, they simply changed out. They were strangers, faceless, cruel, and monsters. I was raped, whoa is this a healthy fantasy? It can't be, I need to come up with something better. Now it was my husband and his friends doing me. OK, so I'm a whore now but at least I'm not fantasizing rape now, that can't be good.

I'm outside, in a backyard, no a forest, I don't know which would be better, doesn't matter really. Just that hey are using me for their own enjoyment. I'm taking in massive amounts of sperm. Now they are bukkaking all over me, covering me head to toe. Now they are gangbanging me, one in my vagina, imagining another one up my ass and a third shoved down my throat. Oh, even better now my husband is charging his friends to gangbang me. He's whoring me out, I'm betrayed, that bastard!

Now I'm hating my imaginary husband, that I don't have. But he deserves it and more. Now my husband tied me up, on display, called his friends over, and gave me to them. Oh, now they are doing it but this time in public, for all to watch. No privacy, no consideration, just them fucking me in public. The humiliation was divine.

Then I was camping with my friends and they were the ones doing it to me. No, this is too close to reality. My friends did have me bound and letting a machine fuck me. Slowly fuck me, it was raising up across my vaginal walls, impacting the back of my vagina and then always the slow withdrawal. This just continues without any respite. But it was still not fast or hard enough to bring me anywhere close to a climax.

Damn, now my concentration on my fantasy was broken, and I couldn't get it back no matter how hard I tried. I was stuck now in reality, the slow penetration into me. It wasn't near enough to get me off. It felt good mind you it just wasn't powerful enough to accomplish an orgasm. God, I really needed an orgasm about now. I tried once again to lose myself into a fantasy but no luck.

Now there was nothing else but to only experience the unresistible stroking within me. It was constant, never stopping, it was all. I settled down to the strokes as they missing all the important parts that needed stimulation. It constantly rammed its way up my vagina, separating my vaginal walls, striking the end of my vagina, then back outwards. Over and over, nothing could stop it. It did feel very good, even erotic, it was violating me. It was still making that slurping sound every now and then, as my wetness was too much.

Finally, the girls came back, they stopped the machine and removed it from me. They also untied my ankles and wrists. That's when Beth noticed the state of the fucking machine, showed it to Amanda who said "Eeewww!!" Beth then instructed me to suck it clean. Oh well, I knelt down and went to work on it. Tasting my own vaginal secretions, I licked it for a while. Beth eventually told me to stop and go into the kitchen and make dinner. Victoria used a damp rag to finish the cleaning.

I walked off to the kitchen in a very unsatisfied state, needing a release from all this pent-up sexual need. I could still feel the insides of my vagina after all that stroking it took. It left me with a huge need that only an orgasm could itch. But besides sneaking a masturbation, which would obviously be cheating, there was little, or actually nothing, I could do about it. So, I just went about preparing dinner in silence, keeping my built-up need to myself.

When dinner was ready and the table set, I went out to the living room and announced dinner as I usually did. When they all sat down, I as customarily crawled under the table for dinner service for all. I started with Amanda, she was less than her usual enthusiastic, not bad but noticeably less than. Then to Racheal, who waved me off, that's strange, she's never done that before. Beth, she seemed normal, but subdued. Victoria, she also waved me off, though not abnormal for her, I was getting a strange feeling, somethings wrong.

Without any idea what's going on I crawled out, stood up and assumed the position with my arms behind my back and feet spread apart. No one addressed me or seemed to pay any attention to me. Not that that's a problem, I sure don't want to be an attention whore, so to speak. I tried to concentrate on what they were saying, realizing that I haven't really done that in days. As a matter of fact, I've haven't done that since this all started.

Victoria was assuring them that she doesn't have a problem with anything, the other three seemed to be worrying about something. It's starting to look like they are discussing doing something, but what I still don't know. Is it something they intend to do to me? But if so, they've never discussed anything right in front of me before. Though I still haven't figured out what or even if anything is actually happening, they got up from the table. Their food half eaten.

OK, so no one gave me any instructions. I waited a while and with no one returning I started to clean up the kitchen. Was is it that's going on? I need to really start paying attention to what's happening. By now all my worries about not having a climax has been wiped away. I put the leftover food in tuberware and in the refrigerator in case someone got hungry later. A little while later I was washing the dishes when Beth approached me. I half curtsied and said "Mistress." Beth said "Bother that, we have to talk."

Fear gripped me. "Yes mistress?"

"Have you been keeping up with what we've been talking about lately?"

"No, I'm sorry, I've been distracted rather much."

"OK, uhm... OK, we've been worried that Victoria isn't... uh... been onboard."

Sensing that this is going to be a normal conversation, I dropped all pretenses of the game. "What do you mean?"

"OK, like... have you noticed anything unusual concerning Victoria in these last days?"

"Well... she's never really been onboard 100 percent, though that doesn't seem unusual when you consider who she is."

"Yes, the three of us are concerned that she's not having anything like fun with any of this."

I had a sinking feeling; this is not good. "So, you all don't think she's into any of this?"

"She hasn't admitted to it, but we are worried that she's not cut out for any of this. But are you concerned at all by anything that has happened?"

"No, nothing that was done or said directly, but knowing Victoria, nothing that seemed out of character either."

"OK."

Lowering my voice I said "I don't want this to stop, I'm still discovering myself, it's too soon."

"Nothing been decided yet, but we are considering options."

"Like what?"

"Well... how do I put this... What seems most likely is that we fetch your clothes and finish the rest of this trip just like we told everybody that we be doing."

"Oh... hell, we just got started."

"Of course, another option would be for Victoria to just not join in, but I'm not going to go on and leave her on her own. If it came to that most likely I'd quit to and spend the rest of this vacation with her and let you three finish without us."

"Oh, I see. Doesn't really seem all that practical."

"Another Idea is to split up with one or two spending time with Victoria and the other one or two with you, rotating every day or even half day."

"That doesn't seem the greatest of solutions, but maybe the best we can come up with."

"Racheal had another idea, that Victoria just joins you on your side but she doesn't like that idea at all."

"So, what happens next?", "I'm thinking that you should talk with her tonight, see if you can help her decide what to do.", "OK"

"First finish the dishes." Beth then turned to leave then turned back and grabbed both of my nipples between her thumbs and fingers and pulled them fiercely. "Ow, ow, ow, ow." I exclaimed rapidly. Then she did leave and I finished the kitchen. After finishing the kitchen cleaning, I walked out into the living room and then just stood there with my legs apart and hands behind my back per usual.

That's when Beth asked Victoria if she take me outside for a walk and we could talk too. Victoria got up and came to me, Beth attached my leash and handed it to Victoria. Victoria then led me outside. It was mostly dark by then, but the porch lights helped if we didn't go far. She led me into the yard but we remained close to the porch for the lights.

Neither of us spoke at first, we just walked along the front of the cabin in silence. Then Victoria finally asked me "Do you even like what's been happening to you these past days?"

I didn't have to think about it for long "Yes, this experience has been freeing for me."

"What's been so freeing?"

"Mostly the fact I haven't had choices to make, though they seem normal at first, it has been fun to just let things happen to me, no responsibilities, and then there always the orgasms."

"The orgasms?"

"Yes, I've never had so many so often before, they are fantastic."

"Even though you've had to do some pretty gay things?"

"I don't think of them as being gay, it's just fairness, I want them so I have to give them as well."

"But you've been required to do them orally?'

"Yes, but I've received plenty that could be argued as gay actions done to me, it seems to me like it would be selfish to refuse to reciprocate."

"Do you have any idea what we've been talking to each other about?"

"Beth explained to me that they are concerned that you don't seem to be happy with what's been happening to me."

"It's not that it's just that..."

"You're not happy doing the same to me?"

"No." She seemed to be really unhappy with that admission.

"Oh, dearest, there is nothing wrong at all with being compassionate and kind. It nothing that you should ever be ashamed of. It's what makes you the best of us all."

"I just don't know what I should do."

"Well, what are your options?"

She stopped and looked at me, she seemed sad at this point. My heart was breaking. "Well, they have mentioned that we could always just stop everything we've been doing and just all five of us hang out. Would that be something that you'd be happy with?"

After thinking about it for a moment. "Not really, I feel like we are just getting started on this journey, I do want to see where this goes and also discover who am I."

"So, if this was to stop?"

"It's like I'd never really know if this is something I'd want to or like to explore more of in my life. This does seem like the absolute best time and way to explore this situation. I mean the safety I find in this situation and the absolute trust I have in you guys not to do anything permanent to me or otherwise damaging to me."

"I see." Said Victoria, see then went into more contemplative thought. "I don't want to ruin this for you."

"I really apricate that, are there other options?"

"They did mention that it might be a possibly to have only some at a time with you and other with me not participating."

"That wouldn't be the same for me, but it might be the best possibly."

"I don't know, I wouldn't want to ruin anything for you."

"You think of others too much, a compromise might be the best, though not optimal for anybody, best is that which is fair to all."

"I guess so, I just don't want to ruin anything for anyone." She started to tear up a little, the emotions were showing in her speech.

I hugged her trying to comfort her, she hugged me back. There was no attempt to grab onto my ass or breasts, which would seem normal by now. Just the warm hugging that would be appropriate between family.

I said "You really need to think of yourself, we're all big girls that are capable of looking after ourselves, you should do the same."

"I'll try."

"Don't just try, do." I said. We hugged onto each other for longer. "Are there any other options?"

"Well... Racheal did mention something, but I don't think it's an option for me."

"What's that?"

"She did mention if I'd be willing to change sides and be with you."

"Is that even something to consider?"

"No, ... I don't think I could do what you're doing. It's just not me." After a short pause she continued "What made you do this?"

"At first when you warned me of their thoughts, I at first thought no way, was even considering not showing up. When I thought about it later, I realized that this might be my best opportunity to actually discover if this was something I would want or just a fantasy."

"But being constantly naked all day?"

"I find that erotic as all get out. On the first day I thought it might be a problem to be naked in front of my clothed friends, but now, it's just sexy as hell."

That's when I had an idea. I said "Can we stop hugging for a while, this being teased for most of the day has left me in dire need. I just need to cool down if I can't get off." Victoria then released me then a moment later got down on her knees and started to reach up to my loins.

I said "Victoria, what are you doing?" She stopped and looked up at me quizzically. I said "Why are you doing this? I'm suppose to be the submissive not you." I just caught her with her own submissive side. I didn't elaborate anymore. She just knelt there in contemplation.

She got back up and said "Sorry." We then slowly walked back in. I hugged her again, she reciprocated. When we got back inside, I let Victoria get a step ahead. I signaled the others by holding up a finger to my mouth vertically, signaling to be quiet, while shaking my head. I went up to Victoria and said "Let's go back to your room." And led her back.

When we got to her room, I noticed that there was an air mattress on the floor, though no one ever came to get it. We then laid on the bed hugging each other, she had latched on like a small child, I didn't speak, letting her make the next move on her time. When she finally spoke, she said "Tell me what's it like to be a slave."

That's when I knew that she had reached a cross point, had to be careful but I also wasn't going to either lie or exaggerate, she had to make decisions from the truth. But describing it wrong could led her away from it.

"Well the first thing to get used to is being naked constantly, I find it highly erotic. The humiliation from it is also a great turn on for me. No privacy, being always exposed to your friends, it's all very naughty but also very much sexy. A little embarrassing at first but you become quickly used to it."

"Let's see, not everything you all have done to me has been equal, but the way I see it you have to take the bad with the good, kind of like ying vs yang. Or in other words I don't expect to like everything equally, if it's all just what I like then what's in it for you all? That would just seem greedy, I want to share."

"Oh, and the best part is that I've never experienced so many orgasms so quickly before. Even like today, I haven't had an orgasm in like what seems forever, don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining or even asking for one right now, it's like having the denial is just as big of an experience as the rest, and I do want to go on all the rides."

A little while later after considering everything I had said Victoria asked "What about the way they talk to you?"

It took me a few minutes to figure out what she was referring to. "Oh that, Well... I see it as a way to keep me in the proper head space. If they were to talk to me normally it would be like were equals. But for any of this to work I have to remain under them, in submission."

"I've been called slave, usually, although some sluts, bitches, and others thrown in now and again. I don't see any of that as degrading, it seems appropriate, it helps me remember that I'm supposed to be submissive to them. Being treated as equal won't seem right, I know they don't really feel that way it's just a game after all."

"I just always remember that this is nothing permanent, when done either I go on doing it, just have to find a way to do it safely. Or I could decide that it was fun but I had my fill, or even decide that I don't want this anymore. The way I see it there is no way to tell until you've tried it and this is without a doubt the best way and probably the safest way too."

Victoria looked downwards and said "I don't know."

"Hey it's alright, no one can tell anyone else what's right for them. I think that what's most important is for each to find their own way. Remember what right for one isn't always right for another."

We snuggled together silently for a while until sleep took over. The whole time I just felt her clothes pressing up against my nakedness.