Truth in Advertising

I didn't really notice the profile at first. I had already scrolled through a couple of pages when something in my mind reminded me. I'm not sure how, but there was a specific ad I felt a need to take a closer look at. I wasn't sure exactly what it was but I figured I would know, once I saw it. And there it was, the profile read:

"EAT MY SHIT!

Lady is seeking a man for total degradation. You will drink my piss and eat my shit.

I am a stunningly beautiful, full-out sadistic dominatrix that will totally control and transform you into a mindless slave.

You are a nice built, handsome man with a successful career that is ready for a new challenge, and just maybe a change.

You have a deep rooted dark fantasy with a truly unfulfilled need to serve a superior woman.

I don't care if you have experience, or not. I will provide all you need.

I am looking for a man with the right fit and attitude to fill a permanent 24/7 position. This will be a total and complete life change. I may possibly take on someone for occasional encounters as well, but that is not my preference.

You may think that this all sounds crazy at first. But let it sink in. It may just be what you need. Then message me with your thoughts. Sincere and serious responses only."

Wow. That was so raw and direct. It did not look like anything I had ever seen before. Who the hell would ever respond to that? At least I had gone back and looked. Now I could move on. I continued to browse the site, but eventually I lost interest and shut down for the night.

Days went by without me having any thoughts or even recollection of what I had seen. But about a full week later when I was going to sleep, it hit me. There was something about that posting that I just couldn't leave alone. It was so brutally clear and straightforward. But why did it have such a grip on me? Was I actually interested? I did not believe I was. I had never fantasized about going to that extreme described in the ad. But, now since I had read the message, I must admit it had me thinking.

Who am I?

Who do I want to be?

What am I looking for?

If this ad truly interested me, how would I suppose to make sense of my life? Was this just another point to reflect, or was it something more? Maybe the universe was providing this opportunity for me to make a change?

I certainly never in my wildest dream had fantasized about this kind of situation. It would, beyond exaggeration, become a drastic life change. That put even more thoughts in my head. What if I wanted to try? What would that mean going forward? I spent most of the night going over this in my head, but I couldn't pinpoint what was going on. Another week came and went. But now I started to have more frequent thoughts that just did not leave me alone. I realized that I had to confront the situation and make a decision whether I should respond to the ad, or wipe it out of my mind for good. I was leaning towards the latter, but that choice kept leaving me thinking. Was there something I missed? Something in my nature that was looking to reveal itself? Was I actually interested? It took many rounds until I finally came to terms with everything.

Yes, I was indeed interested. I had a hard time explaining it, but I could not deny it. It kept bugging me until I admitted it. So with that realization there was only one thing to do. Send a message.

"Lady, I am responding to your ad. I am intrigued and very interested in the position you describe. I have some basic experience in the specified activities. I am convinced that you will be capable of training me to perfection. Maybe more importantly, I have a very clear understanding of the commitment and the condition I will surrender myself to. Please let me know if you have any questions or concerns. Matt."

I hit the send button. It was done. Now, I could only wait. The next days were agonizing and just dragged out forever. It would take a full week before I heard back.

"You responded to my ad. Why? Don't bother answering that, it was a rhetorical question. I believe I already know. You are clearly a submissive slut. I bet you found my message absolutely uncompromising and extremely straightforward. I bet you could not stop reading it over and over again. Maybe you wrote the response right away, or maybe it had to sink in for a couple of days. Well you did, and you appear to be honest, sincere, and clear of what you want. I will say that I like your response. I have received plenty of replies from fake people. So I will give you an opportunity to continue. This is an extremely important step for both of us. If we are to move forward, it will be based on 100% honesty, trust and commitment. I can offer various training based on your previous experiences. Please let me know if you are looking for a total commitment, or something else? You probably have lots of dreams and fantasies deep inside you. Until this moment you have kept them suppressed and hidden. If we are to go forward, you now need to begin to open up and share some of your most secret and private thoughts. Take your time, but not too long."

I almost fell over. I wasn't sure if I was getting a response at all. I was very excited, and I started by trying to gather my thoughts. I knew based on the ad what her objective was. But what was mine? I knew I wanted more than some of my earlier encounters. But how much more? Was it just the role of degrading myself during some scheduled sessions? Or, was it a deeper need to surrender myself to her. And if so, how much would I actually be ready to give up?

I knew that even though I wanted to make an impression, I had to maintain some kind of balance in my life.

"Lady, I have never even given it any thought to gather my ideas, yet write them down until now. It has just been fragmented pieces circling in my head. So this will be my first try. Please understand if it is not what you are looking for. Hopefully you can make some sense of it. So here it goes.

The service your ad specified is probably the most degrading thing I can think of. And that is exactly what attracted me and why I responded. I do not completely understand it myself, but I am somehow uncontrollable craving to be in a situation where a beautiful and elegant woman takes control of me. Relinquishing control in combination with performing the most degrading thing, like eating your shit and drinking your piss. That is what I'm looking for. Matt"

I didn't hear back until late that night. Initially I had started to lose hope, and begun to second guess myself. When I finally saw the email, I was very excited.

"It sounds like you have some dirty thoughts very deep inside. Wonderful! I know exactly how to let you liberate all those dark secrets. As you mention cravings, I can guess that they are more than just fantasies. Actually, I'm quite sure that you absolutely need to be dominated, humiliated and degraded. Tell me I'm wrong. Of course not. I have you pinned down perfectly. I love it.

I would really cherish working with you. So if you are sincerely interested, I will need you to tell me what level you are looking for. As I stated, my preference is 100%. You also need to send me a full description of yourself, including age, family, friends, job, housing etc. I will also need a full body photograph. I will be waiting. Lady A."

I was thrilled and started immediately to put together the information she had requested. I had it all ready including the photo within 30 minutes. I loaded it all into the response. I took a moment to think things over. I came to the same conclusion as before. I hit send, and I knew my life was not going to be the same. This time I heard back almost instantly.

"You are eager. Maybe you are looking to impress me. I like that. I will look everything over and let you know what else I need from you. I understand that you have so far been somewhat careful in how you are expressing yourself. It is certainly a very delicate and private matter. If we are going to move forward, I will need you to start trusting and open up to me.

To show a mutual sign of trust I will tell you something about me. I'm a single, never married, 37 year old woman with a body of a much younger woman. Yes, I take care of myself, both physically and mentally. I am well educated, and have financial independence to allow me to live my life exactly the way I want. I discovered my dominant and sadistic streak in my late teenage years. In college and afterwards, I have further refined these characteristics. I'm stunningly beautiful, and I have attached a couple of photos to prove it.

I will give some time to take this all in. Give me a heads up when you are ready to move on. You said you are ready for a full time position. That means you are prepared to surrender yourself totally and unconditionally to me. I hope you are not saying that to impress me. And I have not heard you in any way refute my earlier statement of your deep rooted need to be dominated. I take that as confirmation, which makes me very interested to continue. Lady Amelia"

The photos of her were breathtaking. For a second I was completely lost in her beauty. This in combination with her strong confident behavior made me dizzy. I started to realize that this was getting serious. It could actually happen. That made me very excited, but also scared at the same time. It really made me think about what I was stepping into. Did I really want this? I certainly did not want to lead Lady Amelia on, if this was just a silly fantasy. It did not take much deliberation before I knew I wanted this. I needed this. Seriously and completely without any hesitation. I knew I had to respond to let Lady Amelia know where I stood.

"Lady Amelia, I cannot describe in words how incredibly beautiful you look. I also thank you for sharing your personal information. I know that we will continue to build trust together. I have clearly done some deep soul searching to ensure I can provide you with a message that is honest and straightforward. At the same time share thoughts and promises that I can 100% commit to. I am totally ready. Finally I will say that you are correct. I will admit and confess to you that I am a total submissive slut in desperate need of serving you. Matt"

"I love to hear your confession. I knew it from your first response. You have finally acknowledged your true primal need. I will treat you like the slut you are.

I am prepared to offer you a very unique opportunity, and it is essential that we both know and agree upon the details before moving forward. To give you some ideas, I do have specific things that I can be flexible with. Then there are other behaviors that I will require without any negotiation or compromise. My understanding so far is that you fully accept this, which allows us to move forward. I will send you a link to a private chat. My next step will be a chat session where you can describe more in detail your past experiences and future dreams. I will be waiting, so just hit the link right away. Lady Amelia"

I hit the button, followed the sign up instructions, and I was automatically

"Hello, lady."

"Welcome, Matt. I will start right away with some very direct questions. Remember to be honest. There are no right or wrong answers here. Do you understand? And are you ready?"

"Yes, and yes."

"Have you ever received a golden shower?"

"Yes lady, many times."

"In your mouth?"

"Yes lady, every time."

"Did you swallow?"

"Yes lady, always."

"Did you spill anything?"

"Lady, I try not to spill a drop. If the flow is strong, it is sometimes difficult to handle it all at once."

"Do you like the taste?"

"Lady, It is an acquired taste, but I have learned to love it. As long as it is fresh from the source."

"So if I collect it in a pitcher and serve you as I please, you will not enjoy it?"

"Lady, I will enjoy your piss in every way you may allow me. I will not just enjoy it, I will love it, and I will beg for it."

"Well, that is good. I guess I didn't expect anything else from you. So what would make you a better piss slave?"

"Lady, Clearly, I want to ensure I never waste anything. So I would need further training or practice to allow me to swallow faster."

"Now, that is a very good observation. I can definitely help you with that. I help you practice, both mentally and physically. Would you be willing to undergo training including hypnosis to become a better piss drinker?"

"Lady, I am open and willing for you to train me to become a better servant for you."

"You never really gave me an answer for my suggestion of hypnosis or other advanced techniques. Yes or no?"

"I am a little hesitant as I don't fully understand."

"I can see that you have not yet fully accepted your earlier statement to become a full time servant. It is really important that you are 100% certain what you can commit to. If you in any way hesitate, I cannot work with you."

"I appreciate your concern, and I do regret my stumble. It just took me by surprise. I am prepared to give you my unconditional commitment."

"Great, you are such a slut. I will work to have you trained so you can enjoy my piss all the time. Let's move on. Have you ever received a brown shower?"

"Yes lady."

"In your mouth?"

"Yes lady."

"Ok, and did you swallow? Any or all of it?"

"Lady, I had some mixed experiences. I have been able to swallow some. On a few occasions, I swallowed everything. I know I can do better."

"Interesting. So, if I ask if you like the taste, what would you say?"

"Lady, If I am honest, it is hard for me to say right now that I like the taste. But, I also know that I can over time learn to acquire the taste and ultimately love the taste of your shit."

"Thank you for your honesty. But why are you here then? If you do not already love to eat shit, why would you apply for this position? Is there something I'm missing, or?"

"Lady, I say it is hard to explain. I guess I can say that between being in a position where I cannot do anything about it and the complete degradation of receiving your waste, I get so excited that I just cannot stop myself. "

"I am still curious to understand what your final objective is. You have shown me great matching characteristics in combination with a very strong willingness to learn and commit. Are you really sure you are ready to commit full time?"

"Lady, I have gone over this since our first chat, and I know that I am ready to surrender myself completely."

"Completely? Can you elaborate on that. What degree or level are you willing to surrender to?"

"Lady, you will have full control of my body and mind."

"Well, I can sign up for that, but I have to admit that based on what I already learned about you, I am a bit disappointed. I see so much more potential in you. Are you so afraid of letting go, and allowing your true nature to step out. Maybe, there is something that holds you back that you haven't told me about?"

"Lady, I am devastated by the fact that I have disappointed you. I never want to mislead you, and I can promise you that I will not lie to you. This is all so new and sudden. You know that I don't really have a family of social life. On the other hand, I am very consumed with my work. I am a strong, confident business professional. I just have to plan how to abandon all of that. There are things I have to figure out."

"It is all understandable. Thank you for making some clarity in your outlook. I said before that I could work with you. I can see now that you are actually making an effort. Maybe we can build upon this plan? We can begin, and then see how things work out. I will never force you into anything that you don't want. However, I may present you with choices that will challenge your decisions."

"Lady, I am willing and completely open to allow you to work with my attitude, behavior, and mindset. I do agree that you are the key to making me a better servant for you."

"I like to hear that. I will certainly have a detailed and well planned training prepared for you. I will have you well taken care of. I do have to put up a caution flag. You may find yourself so deep into your new role that you may not want to stop. As we start, I must warn you that it may become a slippery slope."

"I believe I know what you are referring to. I am very confident in my decision. I do not want to stop."

"Fantastic. I am glad that you have reached a level of comfort with your decision. It will be interesting to see how you react to the effects of my training. I will definitely push your mind and redefine your reality. But I'm sure you can handle it. However, if I am getting close to the edge, and you are not objecting, I will push on."

"Thank you. I feel better knowing your response. And, I would probably be disappointed if I knew that you didn't try to push my limits. I am truly eager to see how I can evolve and become better in serving you.

"Matt, you are such a unique person. You are holding on to your current life, while fully acknowledging that you are a complete, submissive man that needs to be totally degraded, trained to become my full time servant? Does that sum it up right?"

"Yes, lady."

"I have to admit that even though I knew you were a slut, I never imagined you to be so incredibly submissive. I love it. I guess you must be truly sincere or totally out of your mind. In any which way, I'm not sure if it really matters. I hope you understand that."

"Lady, I am in complete understanding of the consequences of what you are asking, and what I am offering."

"I am so looking forward to meeting you. I will train you to my perfect slave. You will no longer have any concerns besides serving me. You also will have no rights as you will become my possession. And as I own you, I will do anything to your body and mind as it pleases me. I will also share your introduction and progress, or should I say descent, into becoming a piss drinking and shit eating slave with the world. I will post it all on the web. I know you may be frightened by this at first. Just remember that you no longer have any day in the matter. Also, it no longer matters if people from your old life find out. You will never see them again. I hope you are not finding this too harsh and blunt of me. I just want you to know exactly what you are signing up for. So if you have any concerns, last questions, or regrets, let me hear them now."

"Lady, I appreciate your clarity in this matter. This is clearly a life changing decision for me. I have thoroughly reviewed all aspects of my situation, my future, and my decision. I understand that my decision is final, unconditional, and irreversible. Based on that, I am prepared to fully commit to become your servant and slave."

"Matt, I am so excited. I will accept you as my slave. I will send you an address in an email. Based on my understanding of where you live, I give you one hour to be there. You don't need to bring anything and there are no preparations required. Just drop everything, and come as you are."

"Lady, Thank you, I will be there."