One Summer

Admittedly, this is a convoluted story to say the least. It involves me, my girlfriend Shannon, who at twenty-three years old moved away from home for the first time, her longtime friend Laura, and Laura's friend and college roommate Claudine. It covers a summer that was so out of control that I needed a year to fully recuperate. The convoluted and chaotic tales start in March, when Shannon completed her undergraduate degree in southern California and moved to San Francisco three days later. She had lived at home and commuted to campus for her entire college experience, meaning she never really had an experience. To say she was busting at the seams by this point is an understatement. We had talked about moving in together, but she and I envisioned two different pathways there. We signed a one-year lease for a two-bedroom apartment in the Haight district with a plan that she would live there on her own from April though August, and I would move in at the start of September. That was when she would be starting her graduate program and I would be in town full time. I planned to stay over with her a few nights at a time over the summer, whenever I was in town for work.

I had a job in southern California that ran through the end of August, but I was also starting up a branch in northern California in late May. I was going to be double booked for three and half months, and would be splitting time between Los Angeles and Berkeley, working about sixty hours per week. For the last two weeks in March, before the apartment was available, Shannon stayed with Laura about an hour south of the city. Being around Laura brought out some of Shannon's bad habits, but it was good for her have girl time. Laura had kept a dollhouse they played with when they were kids, which brought Shannon great joy. Laura was Shannon's excuse to do girly things, or as she put it, 'things she could do with another girl'.

This next part will make you think I was clueless, which in retrospect I guess I was, but it seemed reasonable and a good plan at the time. My girlfriend suggested I get a summer sublet in Oakland and stay there when I was in town, rather than stay with her in the city. Her logic was that she wanted to truly experience living on her own for at least a couple months. On top of that, she would be helping Laura with some project and might not stay at our apartment often. She said that she would feel guilty if I was there and she was not home to be with me. My hopes to start spending some uninterrupted nights together on a semi regular basis starting in late May, would not come to fruition. I rented a tiny apartment in South Berkeley about a mile from campus, but the neighborhood made my girlfriend uneasy, so she would not be visiting often, or at all as time proved out. It was a cheap rental that I did through the company, but it was crazy to be paying for a place in San Francisco, but not living there so my girlfriend could experience living on her own, but rarely be there. Laura offered to pay half of the rent in exchange for Shannon's help with her project, which is ironic in that the project made it so Shannon rarely stayed at the apartment she needed help to pay for.

To compound things even more, my girlfriend informed me that Laura had a friend who needed our help.   It basically was a case of seven degrees of separation, but she was volunteering me nonetheless.   Laura's friend would be taking classes Monday through Thursday in Berkeley, having to commute from over an hour away.   In the midst of one of their conversations, it came up that I would have a place in Berkeley starting in May that I would only be using a couple nights a week.   My girlfriend, for whatever reason, informed the never-before-seen friend that they could stay there rent-free on Monday and Wednesday nights. My schedule was such that I was going to be in Berkeley Tuesday afternoon through Thursday afternoon, and in southern California the rest of the time. Shannon didn't think one night a week would be an issue. The lone positive was that I was welcome to stay in our San Francisco apartment any nights there was a double booking in Berkeley.

The Berkeley apartment was small, and I had planned to use it mainly as a business office.   It had a tiny bedroom that was less than eighty square feet and had no door.   It was cheap living, good for an occasional night and a place to keep a computer, printer, and video equipment.   It barely fit one futon, let alone two. It was going to be hard to fit two people in a business office/studio apartment hybrid. Once my girlfriend offered up housing, I'm not sure I had any choice but to agree.   My girlfriend was adamant about it.   I got very few details besides, "We're doing it."  I didn't even get a name at first. My girlfriend reminded me that she sweetened the pot by allowing me to stay at 'her' apartment some of those nights. But what she didn't account for was that it wasn't the apartment that mattered, it was spending the night with her. Because she had lived with her parents, we never got to spend an entire night together. We had been looking forward to the time when she had no curfew, and a few nights per month with her was tantalizing. But I learned over her first month with the apartment that it wasn't just some nights she stayed at Laura's place, it was every night, so we still weren't getting nights together.

As May arrived and my northern California job was about to start, I finally found out from Shannon that my new roommate was named Claude, and that he lived with his boyfriend when he wasn't staying in Berkeley. My girlfriend was a close friend since childhood with two gay guys, so she had an inexplicably high interest in helping gay men. I couldn't blame her one hundred percent for this last minute information, as Laura had not been forthcoming about all of the details. It ends up the vagueness was on purpose, as Laura figured Shannon would not have signed off otherwise. I was uneasy about squeezing two futons into the tiny room, so close we were almost sharing a bed, but what was done was done and I'd be in the city when he was there anyway. I'll be honest that before I knew it was a gay man, I was more accepting of the situation, but sleeping so close to a gay man was making me uncomfortable. Seeing two futons close enough to be one bed was unnerving to me.

I moved all my work gear in during early May and the first signs of Claude appeared about the same time. He was a minimalist, having just a travel bag of clothes, plenty of textbooks, and a small magazine collection. We both were rarely there, so I somehow avoided Claude for our first few weeks. But during my first day in the building, I discovered a reason to like it there while simultaneously discovering a roommate issue I had not once contemplated. I crossed paths with a stunning half-Asian, half-Caucasian woman with amazing lips and perfect olive skin. She apparently lived in the building, because I kept encountering her. I tried to squelch my interest, but I found myself thinking about her often, especially during 'private' times. Things with Shannon not going as I had envisioned was my justification for letting the interest live on.

I passed the woman on our way in and out of the building, as we were both morning runners and café fans in the afternoon. I'd see her returning from a run on the dot at 7:05 as I was leaving for my run, although I have to admit my timing was on purpose. I'd also see her coming back from a café about 12:20, so I made it a point to be leaving the building around this same time. We kept accidentally running into each other the three days I was in town each week. We increased the time we talked and the degree of flirting when crossing paths to the point I started to question my moral compass. But with my living situation and having no idea when Claude might be there, I knew I couldn't do anything beyond flirting. It's not like I could woo her and then ask if we could go to her place. It was ironic that Laura's homosexual friend was the best thing that could have happened to me to avoid acting on an immoral heterosexual impulse.

Claude's schedule was somewhat predictable, and I had developed a routine to avoid being home when he was there. I'm pretty sure he did the same, because I never saw him in the morning and he somehow timed his showers for when I was out on my morning runs. By the time I got back from my run, he had cleared out. I'd take my shower and then clear out as well, working either in a café or on campus. I was hardly ever there, so it worked. I knew we'd eventually run into each other in the apartment, but we had fallen into routines that allowed easy co-existence. The only time we were both home, was when one of us was asleep. The makeshift partition he put up in the tiny space between our futons worked. Him being a morning person and me being a night owl was the perfect combo. When I got back after eleven, he was long since asleep. It was working out better than I figured it would. There was one time he was in the shower when I got home, but I sure wasn't going to be there when some naked gay guy exited the shower, so I left immediately and didn't return for over an hour hoping Claude had cleared out, which he had.

But finally we crossed paths, in our third week there. It was bound to happen. It was my fault, because I broke my routine. I came back around ten in the morning and tried to open the apartment door, but it was chained. It made too much noise to pretend it didn't happen, so I couldn't just leave. It was about time to meet Claude anyway. I peaked in and he was bent down adjusting his yoga mat before standing back up. Oh my God, I just got a full view of some dude's ass in tight spandex. He actually had a nice ass, but fuck me. I wonder if my girlfriend knew Claude was effeminate and thought I might mistake him for a girl and sleep with him. I wouldn't put anything past her and Laura, especially Laura.   I stepped back from my peeper's position before he could catch me. I felt like a pervert ogling that tight ass through a crack in the door. I was even more bothered that I contemplated looking again. What was wrong with me, checking out a guy's ass? I heard him walk to the door. He closed it to undo the chain while apologizing for bolting me out.   He opened the door and cried out, "You?   How'd you find me?"

It was not the gay man I was expecting to see; it was an attractive half-Asian, half-Caucasian woman with amazing lips and perfect olive skin. The woman I had been obsessing over was standing there in her spandex shorts and matching black sports bra. Apparently Claudine had been expecting me to be a balding, older man who often hired male escorts. We both took a second to inventory our pool of information about the other person we were supposedly living with and try to rationalize how we were so off target. I had a hard time speaking and sort of stared for a moment. She had the athletic body type I loved, something I kind of assumed she had after watching her running, but now I knew for sure.   There were no secrets with her outfit. She was tiny chested, had remarkable abs, and had essentially no fat on her upper body.   She was tone and really sexy in her workout gear. She had flawless, golden brown skin that was amazingly smooth. I finally got my composure after staring for too long at her midriff and thighs.

I answered, "No, I live here.   This is my apartment."

"What? You mean you're the guy on the other mattress?"

I looked at her and said, "Claude I assume?"

"Yeah, it's short for Claudine.   Tim?"

"Yeah, it's long for Ti."

She seemed exuberant. "Oh my God, this is too wild.   You're my mystery roommate?   You're my running buddy I never run with. The guy I have been stalking and hoping to get to know lives with me. Oh my God, the guy I have been thinking about sleeping with actually sleeps with me?" She suddenly looked embarrassed and said, "I didn't mean how that sounded. I say dumb things sometimes and that sounded funny in my head."

I laughed and said, "No problem at all. It's really funny, and sums it up perfectly. Not that I should say this, but I can't believe I never noticed who I was sleeping with."

"Is that a problem you run into often... not knowing who you ended up sleeping with?"

I smirked, "Isn't that a guy thing?"

"Well I'm glad you have a sense of humor."

It was wonderful news that she had been interested in me too, although I felt from our conversations in the stairwell that it was mutual. I answered, "You have to laugh at this whole thing.   You're my gay male roommate Claude that my girlfriend insisted I let move in so she can see how I handle being around a guy with cock lust." For the two weeks we had been hitting on each other, ashamed of our lust and desire to be unfaithful. Even funnier is that the awkward living situation that kept both of us from trying to hook up, was one that would now make it nearly impossible to not hook up. I still can't figure how we avoided each other in the apartment this entire time, but at least our showering schedules made sense now.

Claudine laughed and said, "Fucking Laura.   She loves doing this stuff.   I was told you were some bald, likely gay man who sometimes brought home prostitutes."

"You're a gay man.   That's all I know. No details."

"My chest seems like a man's, but take a closer look down there, and you'll find that I am a woman."

That comment caught me off guard. But fuck me for immediately lowering my gaze to her groin when she said it. She made beach volleyball players seem overdressed. There was no bulge, and her skimpy, tight bottoms made it clear there was no room for anything to be dangling there. Her comment about her body was brazen, but I wanted to be a little cautious in my replies. I thought about making an inappropriate comment that nothing could be hiding down there, but knew I should refrain. "I'll just have to take your word for it."

She pondered for a moment as we closed the door and then walked into the living room. She let out, "So I found your magazines."

"You what?"

"I found your magazines that you must have accidentally flung under my bed. Or maybe I took your bed."

"I don't have any magazines. And I don't think there were assigned beds here at Camp Surprise." I smiled in my head, thinking I'd love for her to climb into the wrong bed.

"They were under my bed when I moved in, so I assumed it belonged to my bald, gay roommate. It was easier to move the magazines back than trades beds at that point."

She walked with me into our room. She folded up the partition, and then reached under my futon to pull out three male nudey magazines. I laughed for a moment and then in unison with her said, "Fucking Laura."

She said, " Laura must have been laughing so hard when she left it for one of us to find. It's the perfect prop for her prank." She then looked at the partition and said, "This room is too small to have an obstacle like this." She folded it and moved it to the corner, against the wall.

I agreed from a practical standpoint as it made it impossible to maneuver in the tiny space. But inside I was ecstatic at the idea of being able to see her. I contemplated the magazines for a minute, and knew that it was my girlfriend who had set up the room, not Laura. "I think it was actually my girlfriend who left those magazines for you. She thinks you're a gay man. It must have been a welcoming gift for you."

"Ah, so that's why she signed off on you sharing a room, and let's face it, practically a bed with me. She doesn't know I'm a woman?"

"I didn't know until a couple minutes ago, so I doubt she does. I doubt Laura told her."

"Are you going to tell her?"

That was a good question. "I hadn't thought about it, but I probably should. But we hardly ever see each other and rarely talk on the phone, so it will be a while." I had impure reasons for not wanting to tell her, but didn't want Claudine to know that.

"Probably best. I think she might be a little upset. I've barely moved in, and I'm not ready to have to move out. I take it the partition was also her gift to us, but now she'll prefer we put up an actual wall."

"Probably her gift. It matches the style of furniture she likes. By the way, even if I tell her, you will not have to move out. You are here for the summer. I want you to stay here." I may have said the last line with too much enthusiasm in my voice.

"I'm glad you want me here. I like having you here too. I still think a cooling off period is a good idea." She smiled and then continued, "Is she going to be mad at you when she finds out?"

"She'll be mad at Laura mostly, but I'll get plenty of her ire too. I'm sure I'll be in trouble when she finally finds out you're a gorgeous woman. She'll prod me for all sorts of dirt and details. She might even be mad at you too, but not for sleeping with me. She'll be more upset that you're not actually a gay man she can pal around town with."

"Wait, if I just heard you right, you basically just said you're going to sleep with me."

I sighed, "Oh no, I don't mean sleeping together, but sleeping so close to one another."

"Exactly, that's what I meant. What did you mean? Are you saying we should sleep in separate rooms?"

"No, we can both sleep in here."

"So, you do want to sleep with me?"

She was egging me on to say it, so I caved, "You're right, I do want to sleep with you."

"You mean 'keep sleeping with me' or "sleep with me'?"

I smiled and said, "I surrender, you can interpret it however you like. You can tell me which meaning one night."

"Interesting... I guess we'll see then how we mean it. So about the misinformation campaign about us being gay men, I think we need to get some payback. Let's have some fun at Laura's expense. Let's let them think we haven't met yet. Let's see how far Laura pushes this."

I excitedly said, "I'm in."

"So, did she specifically tell you I was a gay man?"

"Sort of. She said you were Claude and that you lived with your boyfriend in Palo Alto. She left puzzle pieces that my girlfriend and I solved incorrectly, exactly as she was hoping we'd do."

"To her credit, if she didn't tell your girlfriend that, then I would never have been here and we never would have met and slept together." She winked and then continued, "It's funny that we met, but had no idea we met. It would have been interesting if we figured it out in the middle of the night instead of the front door."

I laughed and replied, "That would have been an even bigger shock to figure it out while we were in bed."

She smirked and answered, "I don't know if you would have been able to tell, because I'd probably have more clothes on than this." She again drew attention to her workout bra and tight shorts, subtly turning and modeling them as she said it. "I'm guessing you'd have less clothes on than you do now."

"Maybe. I'm more homophobic that I like to admit, so I might have been wearing my Amish bed wardrobe."

"So you're not a boxers and t-shirt guy?"

"I am actually, just not the few nights when I stayed here."

"You should tell your girlfriend about the chastity suit you wear to bed when you sleep here. That should calm her nerves."

We kept talking for a while and had some laughs about the situation.   We ultimately forgave Laura for putting those descriptions out there so that our significant others would not be jealous. In fact, we were grateful, as it allowed our housing situation to happen. It wasn't long before we speculated that Laura might have done it hoping we'd end up sleeping together.   She liked screwing with people, and Claudine had been her victim before.  

As fortuitous timing would have it, I was going to be seeing Laura that night during dinner with my girlfriend. Claudine reminded me that we set a running date for the morning, made when we were horny and considering infidelity. She nodded when I explained that I'd be back early to run with her. Claudine said she would be seeing Laura on Friday, so she could follow up on whatever I told her tonight.   We agreed to tell her that we hadn't met yet and see what she'd let slip.   Claudine had to get to her class, which gave me an excuse to walk her to class and back to the apartment after class. Our conversation was wonderful, and picked up right where we left off. We found we had a lot in common. I had to take a quick shower before heading to my girlfriend's house.   I figured that I should explain to Claudine that I would be leaving the door slightly open to let the steam vent out, given the absence of bathroom ventilation in these old buildings.   I did not want to risk sending the wrong message the first time she was there while I was showering.

I started, "I leave the door cracked a few inches when I shower to vent the steam, because we have no fan in the bathroom. I don't want you to think that I'm trying to give you a peep show."

She laughed, "How do you know I don't want a peep show?"

"I just assumed you didn't. I guess I should have asked first. Do you?"

"Maybe." She paused and then said, "I'm just messing with you, sorry. My roommates and I joked around a lot, so hopefully that's okay. The truth is that I'm kind of old fashioned when it comes to these things, but the venting the bathroom makes sense and we both do it. I leave the door pretty far open when I shower. I'll try not to make it a peep show for you either, although it could happen. And let's be up front, we are bound to accidentally flash each other a few times this summer."

I smiled, "Accidentally?"

She winked and said, "Or maybe on purpose. The point is that living together leads to revealing moments."

"I get it. What should we do?"

"We'll deal with it as it happens, but I promise to sleep in clothes that don't offer you a peep show when we sleep together."

"I plan to sleep in boxers and a T-shirt when we sleep together if that works for you."

"It does. I'll wear the same thing then, when we sleep together in bed." It was getting carried away.

"I'm not sure what else to add."

"You're not going to bring up my saying we'd be sleeping together? I guess you're numb to it, but please don't take me seriously or get offended when I joke."

"Okay, I'm off to the shower." I closed the door, took off my clothes and put them on the sink, opened the door about six inches, and the turned the water on. Once it was lukewarm, I stepped in and went about my business. I was running a little behind schedule, so I lathered fast.

After about five minutes I heard her yell out, "You better not be wasting water jacking off in there."

I yelled back, "I usually jack off in bed to conserve water."

"Me too! To gay porn magazines mostly."

No matter how this strange budding friendship turned out, I was going to enjoy the laughs.   I turned the water off, toweled off, and then got out only to discover some of my clothes were gone.   "Hey, what'd you do?"

"It's called payback.   You walked in on me in my workout gear... skimpy workout gear I might add."

"And so? What are you saying?"

"I'm saying, 'clothes that barely cover anything', but I don't have time to explain that to you at the moment."

"Thanks for the definition, Webster. So what are you paying me back for?"

You walked in on me when I was in a state of minimal dress that left little, or maybe too much based on your gawking, to the imagination. I just think that we shouldn't start on an unequal level."

"I don't get your logic here. Besides, it's the same workout gear you wear running... in public."

"Almost the same. I have skimpier bottoms to do yoga here.   I figured you noticed that when you were confirming my anatomy down there."

I was embarrassed. "How would I even notice the difference?"

"That's your stand, really? You looked me over at the end of my runs and then today you definitely looked me over. And I'm not getting down on you for it, because I asked you to look. And I like that you kind'a stared. I tend to notice when people stare. You definitely looked long enough to see the difference."

"How do you figure?"

"Are you saying you didn't check me out when I had my tight spandex shorts and bra on more than my running shorts and t-shirt?

"Maybe."

"You weren't noticing my midriff at the door?"

I said, "Okay, so yes, I may have checked you out.   But how do you know it wasn't me doing freelance dermatology? How do you know skin appreciation isn't my hobby?"

"Is it?"

"No."

"I'm just screwing with you. In fact, if I'm being completely honest here, I would have hated it if you didn't look. It was before I knew anything about you other than you were some attractive guy who lived in my building, who I had a crush on. I was totally checking you out too, or at least trying to, but you were covered up. Now that we're roommates and I know you're in a relationship, it's hands off. But before I knew that, it was kind of fun to want to see you."

"I know I shouldn't have been checking you out so blatantly, but like you said, it was exciting before I knew you lived here too. That came out wrong, but you know what I mean."

She said, "I get it about before we figured out who each other was, but we both know it's going to keep happening. And it's fun messing with you. Like now that your clothes are in the bedroom and not the bathroom. I just couldn't help myself, being that you left the door open and your clothes on the counter near the door. Come and get them."

I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked out of the bathroom into the open space where she stood waiting.   I looked at her and said, "So what exactly is this? How is this payback for my staring at you earlier?"

She smiled and said, "You get to be the one who gets stared at."

I asked, "So this is fair now?

"I think it is. But I need to clear the air. We're both in serious, committed relationships, so this silly fun can go no further than this sort of playing around. We're even now. I really am old fashioned about this stuff, when I'm not joking around. I promise to not steal your clothes from the bathroom again."

I replied, "You're right. I have been a little conflicted by our little games, but it can only be a game."

She nodded in agreement.

I said, "As long as we are laying groundwork, I think I need to add something.' I paused for effect. "Like you said earlier, we are bound to have some moments of accidental exposure living in this small space, and I think laughing when they happen is the best option. We are at some point going to see one another in some extreme state of undress. When we happen to see each other, I hope we can relax and be like guys in a locker-room."

"Gay guys in a locker-room?"

"Touché!"

"You're right," she said, "I'm glad we're on the same page and can find humor in the silliness of this entire situation."

"Well in that light, I'd like to get that awkwardness out of the way if that's okay." She nodded apprehensively. "And if you want to show me, that's fine too. Like we agree, we might see each other undressed. I'm a little nervous about doing this, so forgive me." I grabbed the front of my towel and positioned my hands like I was going to untie it. She ogled me doing it. I looked at her and asked, "Are you okay if I do this?"

"It's up to you. We both know you shouldn't, but it's completely your call."

I looked as shy and awkward as I could and after a moment said, "I'm not sure now. I think it's okay, but I'm feeling shy. I feel like after I objectified you earlier, I have to do this. But I think I might pass."

She just nodded an okay, but said nothing. When I stayed there frozen another few seconds she finally said, "It's fine if you do it. We can do it together. I can prove to you beyond all doubt that I'm all woman." She stood about four feet in front of me, with her hands on her waistband, positioned to pull her shorts down. She inched them down to the brink of showing what she shouldn't.

She stared at me as I pulled the corners of my towel apart. I stood there and said, "I'll go first" and then let my towel drop to the floor. She stared at me down there as it fell. She looked in my eyes. We both laughed. I said, "By the way, thanks for taking my dirty clothes to our room and leaving the clean ones in the bathroom. I like wearing clean boxers more than soiled boxers after a shower."

It was her turn to say, "Touché!" She followed with, "Well played... me likey. I owe you. And just so you know, I was going to pull my shorts off and I have nothing else underneath. But you stole the moment. However, I still can drop them if you want me to."

"You have no idea how much I would love to keep joking around with you, especially if you're talking about taking off your bottoms, but I am supposed to have dinner with Laura and my girlfriend in thirty minutes in the city. I'm so sorry, but I'm running late. I have to cut this short, although I would love to watch you prove you are penis-less."

She made a sad face and said, "Well I am out of here too.   I'll be with my boyfriend the next three days.   I'm having dinner with Laura on Friday, so hopefully she'll have some gossip to share from tonight. I'll be back here Saturday night."

"I'll be out of town starting Thursday night until Monday night."

"Oh yeah, the business trips.   Your schedule makes sense now."

I went in the room and finished getting dressed as we talked.   She came to the bedroom and stood in the doorframe, not that there was anywhere to stand in the room. Her shorts were still hanging low. I was ready in three minutes.   As I walked out, I gave her a kiss on the cheek. She said, "Stop."  Oh shit, I had gone too far with the friendly peck in the cheek. She walked over and gave me a tender kiss on the lips that lasted a little longer than I expected, and then said, "Something for us both to think about until Tuesday." That was not what I expected. Then she whispered into my ear, "Want to have even more to think about? I can follow through... and be naked down under!" She kissed me again, this time with more tongue, and she said goodbye. I stepped towards the door and when I turned to look back, she was coiled up with her legs together and her hands covering the view. She looked like she could be naked below the waist. Then she moved her hands away to reveal she was still wearing her workout bottoms. They really were skimpy. That would rattle in my brain during my drive to the city.

I raced to my car and was on the road quickly.   Being late was inevitable.   I had promised Shannon I'd be on time, but I was going to be about a half hour late.   Getting time with Shannon was tough, so losing a half hour sucked.   But that half hour was not lost completely, because I enjoyed my time with Claudine. My head was all over the place as I thought about the kiss and visiting my girlfriend with Laura there. Laura had orchestrated this situation with Claudine, and it was funny and diabolical. To this day, I still don't fully comprehend all of Laura's motives. Putting a gorgeous aerobics instructor in closed quarters with a former college athlete was a powder keg of lustful desire. Having Shannon approve of the living situation and then keeping her away from me with a work project, was a sure fire way to make the explosion nuclear. Laura told just enough partial-truths to the three of us that resulted in a slow-motion train wreck she got to watch firsthand.

At least Claudine and I had a doable plan for exacting a little revenge against Laura. I would have included Shannon in the plan, but literally every time I attempted to spend the night with her, something came up and she stayed at Laura's place. To make matters worse, we rarely talked on the phone. So the plan was solely between Claudine and I. It wasn't meant to be vindictive, just one that would get Laura so frazzled trying to manage all her lies that she'd implode. It started with telling Laura that Claudine and I had not met yet. My first chance to do that was about to happen. I climbed the stairs to our third-floor apartment, and knocked lightly on the door. There was no answer, so I put my key in and turned the door handle.

I had not actually seen Shannon since late April, and that was in passing for just a short time, so I was really excited. She should be my top priority, but I kept thinking about my chance to mess with Laura. Laura was Shannon's longtime friend, so I had been dealing with her in short stints for a few years.   I was hoping for some 'us time' with Shannon, but Laura's need for attention would take away from our limited 'us time'. I was not Laura's biggest fan at the moment. My intimate nights with Shannon, without the clock ticking for her to get home, were now nights Shannon was spending at Laura's house. She had been living up north for two and a half months, and she had spent at most two or three nights at our apartment. I'm sure that was brought on by her not wanting to be alone, but now that I was up here often, I mistakenly thought I'd be getting some of her nights.

If I'm being honest, Laura had rubbed me the wrong way since I first met her, because of her her sense of entitlement and the fact that she always had to have everyone's attention.   But there was a sweet side of her that flared up, and she was always generous with her friends. She and my girlfriend shared many childhood memories, both being half-Japanese and forced to learn their Japanese heritage in weekend schools. So they bonded and had closeness molded by time. I walked in and heard them in the kitchen, where I headed. Laura was seated at our dinner table talking a mile a minute to Shannon, who was busy cooking something in a frying pan.   My girlfriend had a cooking apron on, something I had never seen her wearing in my life. She smiled and said hello, but was focused on her concoction. Laura was sitting on a chair at the dining table with one leg tucked under her, wearing an oversized, low-neck, short sleeve, cut-off sweat top a dancer might wear with cutoff sweats that had a drawstring as a waistband. I looked at Laura thinking, 'You little devil, putting a gorgeous woman in my room with our mattresses essentially together.'

My girlfriend turned around to face the sink for a moment, and she had only cutoff denim shorts on underneath her apron, and appeared to have no top on. They were both barefoot, and something felt off by how casual they were in limited clothing. I had to ask. "What's with your outfit Shannon, getting domesticated?"

"A cook needs an apron, doesn't she?"

Laura added in, "I dared her to cook naked, but the apron seemed like a good idea when she insisted on using a frying pan."

I shook my head, unsure how to respond. I finally said, "It smells good." I figured there was no need to press further, because they were being weird. I assumed they had been drinking, so I wasn't going to ask about the logic behind anything.

Shannon asked, "Aren't you going to be polite and inquire about Laura's outfit too?"

I chuckled and said, "Okay, what's with your outfit Laura?"

"Ask her, she was the one who suggested it."

Shannon said, "Because Laura has been exercising, and I have been trying to get her to show a little more of her in-shape bod. She she gets revealing athletic clothes that accentuate her features. Look at her flat stomach. Isn't it nice?"

I said a subdued, "Yes."

Shannon seemed perturbed I was not giving her question its due attention, so she walked over to me. She told Laura to stand up and then she grabbed my hand and pulled me over to Laura. She put her hand on Laura's abs and said, "I want a nice tummy like this." Then she took my hand and pressed it on Laura's tummy, around her belly button, resulting in my pinky being on her drawstring. Shannon said, "Can you feel that?"

"Yeah I can. It's a little awkward, but I have to agree she has a nice stomach."

Laura added, "Shannon has been getting some reps in as well. I think you'll like seeing what she has going on, when we get that apron off of her. I'm telling you, she needs to be naked, showing off all of her hard work."

I answered, "I'm looking forward to that. I can't wait."

Shannon answered, "In time. For now, let's eat." She scooped her creation into three bowls and placed them on three placemats on the table. Laura took her seat, I sat across from her, and Shannon plopped down between us. We each proceeded to take up a spoonful, and it was really good. She and I used to cook dinners a couple days a week at my apartment, before she moved up here. I looked forward to doing that again.

Out of the blue Laura asked "How's the living situation going with Claude?"

I answered, "It's okay. He's tidy and considerate."

She waited a moment to make sure I had nothing else to add. "That's it... tidy and considerate?"

"Yeah. We're not really ever there on the same days, but it's always neat and clean when I get home."

"Have you hung out with Claude?"

"We haven't met yet.   I'm beginning to think he doesn't actually stay there."

My girlfriend asked, "Doesn't he sleep there during the week, on a of the couple nights when you're in town?"

Laura answered, "I think so."

I chimed in, "It's only been two weeks and I've only stayed there a few nights, and he hasn't been there. He has stuff there, but he's never there.   If he actually sleeps there, he's gone by the time I wake up.   Maybe he's got a boyfriend in Berkeley and stays at his place."

My girlfriend said, "Are you sure he's real Laura?"

Laura smiled and said, "Very real.   One of these nights, don't be surprised if he moves over to your boyfriend's mattress and starts exploring.   I know that sounds like a porn movie, but it could happen."  Laura got really excited, and blurted out, "Oh my God, this is too weird. Just yesterday, I heard something totally crazy.   It has to do with roommates, and this totally reminded me about it." She leaned forward, eager to tell her tale. It was apparent that she had nothing on beneath her oversized, not-fitted top. I tried not to look, but her A-cup breasts with perky nipples were dangling for me to see everything. I still couldn't fathom why neither of them were wearing a bra, but it was safe to say something was at play. Knowing Laura, they were scheming something.

My girlfriend said, "Does it have to do with a guy sneaking over to another guy's mattress and getting intimate? I'm interested in that."

Laura smiled at her question. "It does... you'll see. Okay, so there's this girl in my sorority named Dini. She started dating this guy, John, during our freshman year.   They were still a thing when we graduated and I totally thought they'd be engaged or married by now."

"And?" my girlfriend asked.   Laura tended to lose focus, and my girlfriend knew when to reel her back in.

"It was freshman year and he had roommate issues.   He and his roommate shared a single in one of the upscale dorms that came with a dinette and their own bathroom.   Apparently his roommate jacked off in the middle of the night on a fairly regular basis... as in every night.   John pretended to be asleep at first, but you know how close your beds are in dorm rooms."

"Guys do that sort of thing," my girlfriend said, and then looked at me.

Laura looked over expecting a reply from me.   I tried not to look her way, because I knew my eyes would divert to where they shouldn't: her chest and stomach.   Her breasts were right there, in my field of vision.

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Fine.   I've been known jack off in bed from time to time, all guys do."

"But with your girlfriend right there?" my girlfriend said with feigned frustration.

Laura chimed in with an excited tone, "That's so sexy.   I love when my partner masturbates. Watching someone getting off is hot. Maybe you'll let both of us watch you jack off sometime." It was really weird to have this sexual of a conversation with one of the biggest prudes I knew. "You know girls talk about everything, so I already have a vivid, detailed picture of what you've got down there. And I do mean vivid."  My girlfriend held out her index fingers on each hand and spread them apart to show a measurement.   Laura continued, "That's a nice size and I'd be interested in verifying her claim. Would you consider putting on a private show for us?"

My girlfriend laughed and said, "I'm good with that."  She reached under the table and with one hand, unbuttoned my shorts and then unzipped my zipper.   Whoa, she's in a playful mood.   It had been over two months since we slept together, so I was eager to have her hand keep going.   I was not interested in Laura being a part of it, so I had to pace my lust and wait until that night, after she left.

I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Whatever. I'm not in right frame of mind to jack off." I had been thinking of Claudine in her skimpy yoga gear when I jacked off lately, and that seemed wrong to do at this moment. But now I was contemplating my girlfriend, which was healthier for our relationship, even if it couldn't get me as aroused as they would want.



My girlfriend said, "Getting shy about it? No problem. We can bring this up later." She started fondling me in my shorts, and her touch was getting me aroused fast. She knew where to play. She then asked, "So what did John do?"

Laura answered with an intense look on her face, "He didn't know how to confront him about it, so he kept pretending to be asleep. But every night, he awoke to the sound of his roommate pounding his sheets. I guess he tried to do it quietly, but it's like when someone is whispering, you can't help but listen more intently."

"I know that," I whispered.



Laura continued, "He said it got so bad that he'd lay there knowing the sounds would be coming any minute. When his roommate got started, he'd hear the entire show, moans and deep breathing included, unable to get his mind anywhere but there. He couldn't un-hear the muffled moans and stroking noises and he was getting frustrated. His roommate got more brazen about it, being a little louder and not squelching his moans. The more John pretended not to hear it, the more his roommate did it. His roommate eventually did it with his sheets off, stroking himself out in the open. John said his roommate slept completely naked.

"

My girlfriend replied, "A man sleeping naked in the room with another guy is kind of sexy, but I guess not if you're a straight guy."


Laura reiterated, "I could so watch that. I get so aroused watching a cock being stroked." She leaned across the table a little to pretend she was going to look at me down there. Of course her tits completely swung out of her oversized top from this angle, and I caught my girlfriend noticing. In fact, she was ogling Laura's chest, not even trying to hide that she was staring. I expected her to tell Laura her boobs were hanging out, but she said nothing.



My girlfriend was intrigued by Laura's imagery. "I'll have to do that the next time I hear someone masturbating in bed. Roll over and watch them doing themself. Less work than helping out." She then pulled me out and started gently stroking my cock under the table. It was so hot, but I was afraid Laura would see. But Laura was so busy trying to get attention that she had no idea. I'm sure she knew her tits were on display.

Laura said, "Me too." There was a pause as she stared at me, and finally said, "I mean roll over and watch my boyfriend... or whoever happens to be in bed with me." Then she turned to wink at my girlfriend and said, "Unless you're inviting me to join you when you watch. I kid you not, I'd love to watch him jack off. You and I can spoon while we watch him."

My girlfriend asked, "Naked?"

"Of course", she said without hesitation. "If he's not playing with himself, then I'd love to watch you stroke him, like you're doing now..." She tailed off with her sentence to see how we would respond. Neither Shannon nor I said anything, but Shannon carried on with her hand job. Laura continued, "... or even better, I'd love to watch you go down on him as you stroked him. That would get me off." She then looked Shannon in the eyes and said, "I'd love you to watch me going down on him, if you're okay with that." She literally looked at my girlfriend for permission, as if I had no say in the matter. "I bet it would turn you on to watch me giving your boyfriend a blowjob."


My girlfriend laughed and said, "That would certainly be interesting to watch. I might just get turned on like you say. I'll never know if we don't try."

I interjected, "I have a say in this to you know."



Laura laughed and replied after a moment, "I've never had to sell a man on a blowjob before. They are usually all in. Shall I tell you all about it?... about how deep I'll take you in my mouth?... about how I'll lick your balls while I stroke you? What details will help you say yes? I might even be persuaded into doing your girlfriend. You'd love watching that I'm sure... then I could finish you." 

My girlfriend replied, "Well if you go down on me, then I promise I will go down on you until you scream and beg me to stop. Ask him, I'm pretty talented in the mouth department." They laughed again, and I just rolled my eyes. Their banter was entertaining, but I could live without the teasing. I learned to not get my hopes up... or make that, not to let my imagination start up when Laura was involved. She was a serial teaser.

I interjected, "She is really amazing at it. Her mouth and tongue are magical."

Laura said, "I have no doubt... I can totally picture her sucking cocks." Then she said matter-of-factly, and then continued, "Mine are too. I can show you... both." She was laying it on thick.

My girlfriend interjected, "Her mouth-work is really amazing." She saw the strange look on my face and added, "I have heard some of the feedback."

I said, "It sounds like you two have our entire evening planned out. Do I get any sort of a vote?"

Laura said, "Well before we take any sort of vote, let's decide what's on the ballot. And I'm talking things that we'd seriously do. I'm totally serious that I'd like to watch you two. I know I'm a freak, but we all have our vices. Mine is watching sex. I kid you not, if you pulled him out right now, I'd totally love to watch you pleasure him. I'd do anything you want me to do while you're doing it. I can strip, spread wide open and finger myself as I watch you suck him. I can play with your pussy while you suck him. I can even film you giving head if you'd like. I'd love to film you while I'm naked." She looked at Shannon who smiled.

Shannon responded, "You'd be naked when you filmed us? That sounds kind of kinky. I can totally see you naked and filming my mouth in action."

Laura said, "It is totally hot to film when naked. That's how I prefer to do it." She looked Shannon in the eyes and said, "Why don't you get naked and film me sucking him off?" Her tone had transitioned from tongue-in-cheek to borderline obsessing. I was starting to believe she genuinely wanted to do all of the things she was saying. And my girlfriend seemed to be actively thinking about it all. Laura asked my girlfriend, "If we were to film something, which one would you prefer, you sucking him, him doing himself, or me sucking him?"

My girlfriend's hand was still stroking me, but her cadence changed and I could literally sense the wheels churning in her mind. Why was she even considering the options, they weren't going to happen? She gave wonderful blowjobs, but the thought of Laura staring at it took away the appeal for me. Her watching Laura suck me might be different, but Laura's mouth wasn't what I wanted. But I was getting a little turned on by how much they were hinting at going down on each other. I snapped out of my daydream when Shannon said, "Intriguing proposition... what are my choices again?"

Laura, in a soft whisper, answered, "One, you could suck him while I watch and film. I'll be naked and hope you will be too. Two, he can jack off while the two of us watch. We can get naked and play with each other while we watch him. Three, I can suck his cock and you can watch my lips up close as I slide up and down his shaft. You can film it if you'd like. I suppose we could even do a hybrid where all three of us jack him off with you and I occasionally sucking him. Do you have a preference?"

My girlfriend said, "They all sound pretty hot. And everyone gets naked. Hmmm, how about you..."

Before she could complete her sentence, I chimed in, "Don't you have a story to finish Laura?"  This would help to tell if they were serious about this threesome they were dangling out there.

Laura, somewhat frustrated I had cut my girlfriend off and said, "Huh? You want the story more than hearing what your girlfriend desires? Don't you have the slightest interest in which of those sexy scenarios could be on the table for you?"



My girlfriend looked pissed and said, "Sure. I guess I wasn't going to answer anyway. Let's hear your story. I'll tell you later Laura. Ask me which I prefer once we're at your place, later tonight." As she said it, she let go of my cock and put her hand on the table. Damn, I hope she wasn't serious about spending the night down there and not with me. This is why I didn't want Laura to come to dinner. Things always got jacked up. I had some recovery work to do with my girlfriend. Why did I friggen say that?

Laura said, "Shall I continue then?"

My girlfriend in a perturbed tone replied, "The floor is yours."

Laura winked at her and said, "Okay, I'll continue. But let me say, I really want to know your answer and I'll have my camera ready and waiting." I just rolled my eyes at their antics and then Laura continued her story." One night, after nearly two weeks of hearing this guy do his thing while he pretended to be asleep, John was ready to explode. He had listened to the squeaking sounds, the moans, and the gasps for too long. He had to do something about it. Sure enough, the guy started to pleasure himself."

"Like that's a surprise," my girlfriend quipped.

Laura adjusted her body, and then went on with her story, "He had wanted to do it before, but had been too scared to follow through. So John looked over to see the guy free of his sheet, with one hand sliding up and down his cock and the other massaging his balls. He had an unobstructed view. Adrenaline surged and it was time. He took a deep breath and yelled 'Enough!' He got up, took four steps, stopping at the edge of the guy's bed. His roommate was caught red-handed literally, with his fully erect dick in his red palm."

My girlfriend said, "Okay, this is getting interesting."

Laura continued, "What John did was definitely interesting. He reached down with his left hand and pushed his roommate's hand away from his shaft telling him, "Let go." I'm sure the guy was tripped out, wondering how this docile kid had become so assertive. But apparently he let go."



"I would be so freaked out if I were him," my girlfriend said.


Laura continued, "After pushing his roommate's hand off his shaft, John reached out with his right hand and throttled his roommate's cock at the exact spot the guy had been holding himself. He started tugging on the guy's shaft while he kneeled down and lowered his mouth until his lips reached the guy's head. Without waiting for his roommate's permission, he opened his mouth wide and went down, swallowing the guy's head, and then started sucking it. When his roommate didn't object, he took a little more into his mouth. His roommate must have been in shock. One second he's jacking off like he always does and next thing he knows his naked roommate is giving him head.

My girlfriend in a shocked tone said, "Whoa, what now? John was naked too?" I sat there equally as surprised. I had not seen that coming either. Then she asked, "Why was John naked?"

Laura replied, "John had also been sleeping naked for the past week. He waited until he had gotten his own hard-on worked up. Once he was hard, he walked over to his roommate's bed. "

My girlfriend said, "Whoa, what now? He's naked and was also jacking off."

Laura said, "Yeah, he wanted to be fully erect when he got the edge of the bed so his roommate would have no uncertainty about his intentions. A naked man with a hard-on walking to your bed while you're jacking off, is hard to misinterpret. John had been getting the vibe that his roommate was interested in some cock action. Showing up naked and aroused with your dick in your hand sends a clear message you're down for some cock too. His roommate may have not known whether John was there to service or be serviced, but it was clear there would be some sort of cock sucking going on." Laura paused to catch her breath, and then continued.

"As John was sucking him, his roommate moaned more than normal, and John said he was more turned on than he had ever been before."

My girlfriend pondered out loud, "I gotta meet this John."

Laura answered, "You will tomorrow, he's stopping by in the afternoon. He can tell you more."

Shannon smiled, "That'll be cool to hear. It was his first time?"

"First time. He had never even had another guy's dick in his hand ; et alone sucked one. According to John, his roommate's cock fit in his mouth perfectly, so it came natural. Apparently he had experimented with a banana and then a cucumber.

"

My girlfriend laughed pointing at me and blurted out, "Oh my Gawd, I totally did that too, before giving you head for the first time." She looked at me and winked.



Laura droned on, "He had asked his girlfriend Dini how she did it, and she unwittingly taught him how to give head. So even though it was his first time, he was ready."

I finally spoke up and joined their conversation, "So you said he was with his girlfriend for all four years of college. How'd that work out? That's some serious open-mindedness on her part. She was okay sharing his cock?"

Laura looked pensive. "I wondered that too." She paused a moment and gave me a quirky look. Then she said, "He never told her a thing. They never told anyone. He and his roommate had a private setting, so no one had to know. If you're crawling into bed with someone you share a room with and messing around with them, you'd not be eager to share that information right away." She stopped to look at me again, and I sensed she was subtly telling me she knew I met Claudine. Then she continued, "Besides, if you're doing something that taboo, like gay or even lesbian sex for the first time, you'd probably not be in a hurry to tell the person you're dating about it." Thank goodness she didn't stare at me again, this time looking at Shannon.


My girlfriend nodded and said, "If you were doing something decadent or socially taboo like your first time giving oral sex to someone of your same sex, especially having just discovered how amazing and hot it is like John discovered, then would anyone tell their significant other? I doubt it."


I looked at her and said, "Would you be okay if I didn't tell you?" Laura's ears perked up.

She said, "If you hook up with Claude? If he has a nice cock, you better tell me all about it in full graphic detail, and I mean everything you did to it." She laughed, and said, "I don't know, would you be okay if I didn't tell you?"



Not the response I had expected. It was a question to navigate carefully. I answered her question with a question. "Do you mean if you sucked Claude's cock? Or do you mean if you hooked up with a woman for oral sex?"

"I do love sucking cock, but I mean the second one. Let's say I had been curious one night and decided to eat some pussy and realized I liked it? Or if I let some woman go down on me and it totally got me off. Would you be fine if I kept that a secret from you?"

"If someone was doing something to you... wait, I mean if you and a woman, not just someone, were doing something wild that you discovered you really liked, then I'd understand you not saying anything."

"But would you be okay with it?"

"You doing it, or you not telling me you did it?"

"Not telling you."

"I'd probably understand why you didn't tell me at first, but it would take a while to be okay I think. On the same token, if you decided to experiment with a woman for the first time, then I'd want you to feel free to discover yourself. But we're talking first time the first crossing that line." I wasn't sure I fully believed what I was saying.



Laura chimed in, "Really? So let's look at John and his roommate's situation for a second and apply it here. They are getting off, enjoying their first experience with homosexuality, in a room the two share, and they don't want anyone to know about it. When Shannon stays over with me, we usually sleep in the same room. So let's say we're both in bed naked and playing with ourselves every night, and then one night I got out of my bed and walked over to hers, with my fingers wet with pussy juice, and then I moved her hands away and went down on her, and she didn't tell you for a while, you'd be understanding?"



I answered, "That's an oddly detailed hypothetical." I paused for a moment and continued, "What could I say? Do you and Shannon like sleeping naked when she stays over?"

Laura smirked and said, "Maybe." After a tilted smile she said, "We sometimes do silly things, and that includes being naked. I enjoy being naked. I think she does too." Her light green eyes had a twinkle to them.

"Well let' say you do sleep naked..."

Shannon interrupted, "We have."

I'm not sure why this didn't surprise or phase me, because I never even once thought they did that. I continued, "... and then one night you decide to experiment, and you discover that you like doing whatever you do to each other, and you don't tell me right away, I'd obviously feel nothing until I knew. But yes, once I found out and had time to process, I'd be understanding. If you liked it, then shouldn't I want you to feel good." 



Shannon laughed and said, "Laura, you love pushing buttons and kicking beehives, don't you?"

Laura laughed, "I guess I do."

My girlfriend deflected the conversation by saying, "John and his roommate had the perfect spot at the perfect time in life to experiment and discover. First time away from home... A room together and essentially no chance anyone would walk in on them... It's the perfect setting to take risks. Like the situation you and Claude have."

I replied, "Well if Claude is ever actually there and we are somehow both sleeping naked and then end up going for it, I'll be surprised."

Laura chuckled, "Laugh about it, but it could happen." She then thought for a moment, and then continued, "Let's look at the situation before we judge. It's classic power of suggestion. They were in close quarters, seeing a fully exposed, hard dick every day. It didn't even matter that it was the same sex; it was the closeness and nakedness. Curiosity is strong. I'd be curious and I know I would eventually cave, man or woman."



My girlfriend chimed in, "Me too." She looked to be daydreaming.

What the hell was going on? I know they were joking, but it was getting carried away. I knew my girlfriend didn't swing that way, so I assume she was fantasizing about sneaking over at night and sucking the guy's cock. But their innuendoes were too much, and it seemed like Laura's power of suggestion was working with her. She did confess that they slept naked together sometimes. Was she actually considering hooking up with Laura? Was I missing something in their message that was meant for me? Did Shannon know Claudine was a hot, sexy woman who I wanted to sleep with? Were they setting the stage to ask about the same hypothetical in a heterosexual setting? She did mention Claude and I. Before I could overthink it much more, Laura got us back on track.



Laura carried on, "Let's analyze this. Apparently John had seen his roommate playing with himself in the shower their first day and the image got in his mind. Then his roommate started walking around the room in just a t-shirt, so John got a view of his cock here and there. Then he started sleeping naked, so John naturally checked him out down there, being able to look for a longer stretch of time. Then when he started openly jacking off and moaning knowing John was right there and facing his direction, John started associating his roommate's cock with pleasure. John was destined to want his cock. Their first time was the result of all that sexual tension building up in John. You know I get aroused visually; I'm sure he did too. When it's right there in front of you, day in and day out, you have to take action."


My girlfriend said in almost a monologue fashion, "And the allure of doing it makes the first time doing anything sexual, great. It gets you tingly and aroused with the excitement of discovery. Think about how much more intense that excitement is when it's something you've been told you're not supposed to be doing. His first time with a man must have been such a high."

Laura smiled and said, "What about the first time with a woman?"

Shannon laughed and asked, "Are talking John or me?"

"You. What do you think it would be like the first time with a woman?"

Shannon was pensive, and after a long pause said, "It would be nice." I had expected her to say much more. She was clearly in her own head.

Laura watched Shannon contemplating and said, "Let's move to the couch and keep this conversation going... it's interesting." She noticed me starting to put myself away and said, "Dressed exactly as you are now." I was back in my boxers, but my shorts were unzipped and wide open.

We walked over to our folded up futon that served as a couch. It barely fit three people. My girlfriend was still wearing her silly apron, which I had forgotten about until we got up to walk. She sat down in the middle, and I sat on her right and Laura sat on her left. Laura rotated towards us and folded her right leg so that her knee was in Shannon's lap.



Laura then said, "You need to elaborate. When was the first time you considered being with a woman?"

Without hesitation, my girlfriend said, "I thought about going down on a girl in my dance class freshman year. I mean seriously thought about it, as in fantasized about it."

I interjected with, "Wow! This is news to me. Really?"

Laura said, "You're kidding me... you actually thought about that stuff back then?"

Shannon continued, "Maybe it was being at college and excited for the newness of everything or maybe it was the power of suggestion with all the nakedness, like Laura said happened with John."

Laura replied, "You took a naked dance class? How did I not know this?"

"It was a regular dance class. The nakedness came afterwards, in the shower and locker room."

Laura nodded that she understood and said, "Ahh, that makes sense. Sorry to interrupt, please continue." I very much wanted her to continue.

"It really is just like Laura was describing with John... it happened in stages. It started casual enough. We'd shower after dance class. She would dry off and fix her hair before putting her clothes on. It was weird at first, her standing there fixing her hair with no clothes on, but I assumed openness was a dancer thing. She was so nonchalant about it. She was naked for like twenty minutes, counting our time getting undressed and the ten minutes in the shower. She'd always join me in the shower, although that wasn't too weird given we were always chatting about something as we left class and went into the showers. She'd get out of the shower and dry off facing me, I assume to be courteous in terms of talking. I tried not to stare, but I obviously checked out her body a little at a time as she dried off different parts, like her legs for instance. She'd always put her foot on the bench and contort herself to dry her inner thighs. It was right there in front of me, so I would catch a few glimpses. She'd hang up her towel, and then stand in front of me wearing nothing at all and carry on our conversation. She did manage to show off her flawlessly groomed pubes, which might have also been her goal. I didn't get a sexual vibe from her, though, just a pride thing, as she would often mention her grooming process.

"I started delaying my getting dressed too, staying naked in front of her for a few extra minutes. I even started grooming myself better down there, knowing she would notice and judge. I would flash her just long enough for her to see that her grooming habit had caught on with me. Her conversations were often animated, and she had a tendency to grab my wrist or hands. As the quarter progressed, she felt more and more comfortable touching my shoulder or arm or knee when we were sitting. Eventually she got to the point where she would touch my upper thigh. Before long, when we'd sit and talk, she'd leave her hand on the inside of my thigh after making her point, when I hadn't put my panties on yet. It was casual and natural for her to have fingers within inches of my clit. I got comfortable with it too, leaving my thighs spread apart slightly, so there was room for her hand. I never got comfortable touching her, at least on her thigh, but I did start helping her lather in the shower when she asked. Just the hard to reach spots, so don't get the wrong idea. But it did result in the occasional brush up.

"Her stories got more and more personal. She talked about wanting to get a vibrator and then other sex toys. I was so embarrassed when I got wet listening to her, especially the time it happened while her hand was resting on my thigh. I'm sure she felt it, but she played coy. I think it hit critical mass for me during a conversation about grooming. She asked me to stand up and put my foot up on the bench like we did when drying off, but turn my leg out so she could get a thorough view. She then lowered herself down to eye-level and started inspecting how well I groomed down there. She moved a little closer, so close that I could feel her breathing. Her exhale gently drifted across my wetness and I almost lost it. Her sensuous lips were literally inches from me, and I was a waterfall. Each time she opened her mouth to speak, I thought she was opening it to start licking me, especially when she wouldn't begin speaking right away. I was willing her mouth to get closer and I would have let her do anything she wanted to me."

I was literally stunned by this. I blurted out, "You never talked about this."

"Would it have mattered? Would you have treated me differently?"

"For sure. I think we would have been more experimental had you shared that."

She smiled and said, "Yeah, we missed out by not being open about our fantasies. I'm sharing it now, so perhaps you are up for some experimenting now."

"Maybe after your story. You have me intrigued. Do finish!"

Shannon took a second, and then continued, "She never put her mouth there. We ended up trading places and she cranked up her leg, spread wide open, and invited me to inspect her. Despite feeling like my heart was going to pound out of my chest, I lowered myself to get a close up view. Then she told me to feel her strip of hair. I started rubbing her hairs gently, first feeling how soft her pubes were, but then I accidentally grazed her clit. I was embarrassed, but she reassured me it was okay. She then enticed me to move closer and get a good look at her pubes, and I found my mouth as close to her swollen volva as her mouth had been to mine. I could smell her juices and feel the warmth of her down there, and I was going insane with lust. I know she could see the desire in me, but she remained casual about it all. She was about the tease, not the please. I never mustered enough nerve to put my tongue out, even for just a split second, so nothing happened between us. With other people in the locker room, it wasn't feasible anyway. This is why I can totally relate to John's story, because of how scared I was to act. Luckily he had privacy.

"She had told me that she'd spent the night with her friend from a previous dance class, but never gave me enough details to know if she was into women. I assumed she was naked with her dance class friend, but no idea if they got intimate. Again, I didn't have the courage to ask her at the time she was telling me. But as the quarter was getting close to the end, I knew I had to speak up, so asked for details about her encounter. She gladly shared all the dirt, taking a pleasure in telling he everything. Her friend was a woman as I suspected and she crawled into bed with her in the middle of the night. Again, I assumed naked. As it were, I didn't need to ask, because she was liberal with the details now. She was naked and things happened... lots of things. I told her that I would have had a hard time keeping my hands off her if she crawled into bed with me, so lots of things would happen too. It was my first overtly sexual comment to her, and she just rolled with it in an aloof manner. That left me uneasy, wondering if she wanted me that way.

"It was the last week of the quarter when I mustered up enough courage to tell her I wanted to spend the night with her. We talked about grooming each other and what we could do with her toy collection. She knew I was a first-timer, so she promised it would be slow. I was so scared, but at the same time so excited to follow through. Then she dropped the bomb that she lived at home, so we'd have to spend the night at my house. She confessed that she had mentioned her story about spending the night with the other woman hoping I'd invite her to my apartment to do the same. It turns out that she had hooked up at her friend's apartment. The potential to hook up ended when neither of us had a place to spend the night in private. I don't know all that might have happened had we spent a night together, but I revisit it in my mind from time to time. We would have been in the same room naked, probably after a shower. Eventually we would have been in the same bed, and I'm sure something would have happened. Back then, I probably wouldn't have followed through all the way though, because going down on a woman was unappealing. But I could have seen myself going pretty far with her in that situation." I was in shocked silence.

Laura winked and asked, "Has that changed since then?"

My girlfriend replied, "What? My willingness to go down on a woman? Oh definitely. It is totally a turn-on now. I could definitely go all the way with a woman, but only if she is sexy and totally clean down there."

"I'm clean shaven down there. Could you go down on me?"

Shannon laughed and asked, "Are you sexy down there?"

Laura replied, "What do you think?" As she said this, she pulled her shorts to the side, exposing her tiny rectangular patch of short, black hair and the swollen pink slit below it. My girlfriend leaned down dangerously close to look. I wanted to get a closer look so much, but resisted.


Shannon sat back up and without hesitation replied, "Absolutely. You're gorgeous down there." I was dumbfounded at what she was saying and surprised how close she had gotten to Laura's muff. Although I do agree from the little I saw, Laura was gorgeous down there. But where was this coming from? Girl talk was getting real, and what I thought had been an elaborate tease was looking like the real deal. I didn't want to fall for their antics, but it was getting in my head. Was this her and Laura trying to seduce me? Was this spontaneous and they were actually hitting on each other? Was lusting for a woman something Shannon had kept at bay until moving out, and now that she was not living at home, she was actively looking for it? Was this the pinnacle of sexual tension that had built up seeing Laura naked, like had happened to John?

Laura piled on, "Well you're welcome to crawl into bed with me the next time you sleep over." Then she pointed at me and said, "You don't have to tell him right away. What do you say? Want to get naked and go down on me?"

My girlfriend laughed lightly and said, "God yes, I do. I really and truly do." She paused a moment and then again said, "I'm going to be thinking about that a lot."



I laughed uncomfortably and told her, "I said it'd be okay at first. I'd want to know eventually."

Shannon smirked and said, "What if I do it right now? Then you'll know right away."

Laura, sensing the intensity of the moment, interjected before I could answer. "It's getting hot in here. I'm overheating."

I surprised myself by speaking up, "Maybe you have too many layers on."

Both my girlfriend and Laura looked at me in disbelief, wondering if I had really just said that. Shannon said, "Maybe we should shed some of our parkas and down jackets."

Laura said, "I think we can each afford to shed an article of clothing." Then she pointed at me, "But your socks don't count. It has to be something bigger."

I retorted, "So you're picking what I lose? How is that fair?"

Shannon proposed a solution. "It's easy, we each remove one item. But let's get a little playful. Someone else picks the article and the third person removes it. So Laura gets to pick what you lose, and I'll remove it from you."

Laura said, "Has to be the shorts. Stand up." I stood up and turned to face Shannon who reflexively went to her knees. She cupped me through my shorts as she placed her fingers on my already undone zipper. She pulled the last little bit of my zipper down slowly and pulled the two sides apart. I was aroused enough to pop a little when it opened enough. It was contained in my boxers, but the tent pole look as drawing their eyes. Laura said, "Those boxers go next."

Shannon said, "Just one article."

Laura said, "Okay. Then you get to lose..." Shannon and I both spoke up to tell her she already decided what I would be losing, so it wasn't her turn.

Shannon then said, "I'm having a tough time deciding what Laura loses." She looked at me and said, I need you on your knees in front of her, so I can get a better picture of what her losing her item looks like." Laura stood up and I kneeled in front of her. Shannon then commanded, "Put your hand on her flat stomach, just like before." I did, and I could feel Laura trembling a little. I looked up at her, and she looked down and smiled slightly. Shannon then said, "Loosen her drawstring a little and pull her waistband down a few inches, until I tell you to stop." I untied the knot and then tucked my fingers inside her waistband. I stretched it out just a little, and then retied her drawstring. I then slowly tugged her shorts down her leg until the faintest hint of her patch appeared. Shannon yelled "Stop!", which I did.

She directed me to slide my hands up Laura's front until I reached her breasts. She asked me to cup them and check if her nipples were hard. I did as she commanded, and gave her my verdict that they felt so soft to touch, but were hard. She said, "I've made up my mind. Get on your feet." I stood up and Shannon said, "You are losing that top, so we can check out your gorgeous new tits." I had no idea what she meant by "new tits", but assumed Laura must have had a boob job. With that, I lifted Laura's top off, and Shannon watched lustfully as I did it. Laura's nipples were fully erect, and I could feel the tingle in my balls and shaft when I looked at her perfectly round and firm breasts. I couldn't recall how small her tits used to be, but they didn't seem big now and I wondered if she really had one. They were somewhere between an A and B cup, and I liked being able to stare unlike when she was flashing us before. I wanted to fondle them more, but opted to refrain. I turned to Shannon.

I said, "It's time for the apron to go." Shannon stood up slowly and Laura told her to face away from her. Laura undid the tie in back and then placed her hands on Shannon's hips. She stepped forward, pushing her chest into my girlfriend's back and reached around to the front, placing her hands on Shannon's stomach. She lifted the apron up from underneath using her forearms, as she slid her hands up Shannon's exposed chest. She took her time and eventually got to her breasts, which she cupped and fondled. She finally let go of her breasts, and lifted the apron over Shannon's head. Shannon turned to face Laura, who was about an inch shorter than her, and stepped forward. Their chests fused into one another, tiny tits rubbing together slightly, as Shannon went in for a gentle kiss.

She said to Laura, "Thanks for taking that off me. It was driving me crazy." Shannon then sat down.

Laura went up to me and said, "Rules or no rules, you need to be topless too." Then she lifted my shirt off me, using her roving hand technique I had just seen with the apron. Her touch felt wonderful. Then we sat back down where we had been.

My girlfriend quipped, "To finish my story, my first encounter with a woman was not my dance class friend. I think it's pretty obvious that if someone years from now asks me about my first encounter with a woman, I'll be telling them about Laura and her amazing stomach."

Laura looked at me and said, "Want to watch the first time Shannon and I pleasure each other? It'll be way better than hearing about it. You can watch her go down on me and then me going down on her. And based on how aroused you got as you watched me taking her apron off, think how much you'll love watching her and I doing that. We'll make sure you get some mouth action too." She then collected her thoughts and said, "Random thought, but I get why John started sucking cucumbers so he'd be able to take his roommate in without gagging."

My girlfriend said, "I was scared of gagging my first time. Everyone is. Weren't you?"



Laura chuckled and said, "Not at all. My first one needed training wheels, so I practiced on a toothpick. But as big as what Tim was putting in your mouth, I'd have been worried too. That's my random thought. I'm a little scared right now. I've not taken one as big as his in my mouth before." Then she looked at me and said, "Just so everything is out in the open, I know you're long enough to work Shannon's g-spot, but not long enough for it to hurt the whole time. Thick enough to rub everywhere and turn her on, but not a salami."

It was really awkward to hear her say that, so I just shrugged my shoulders.

Laura continued, "I'm sure that John preferred to have the real thing. But cucumbers don't cum in your mouth, and there is no way to train for that." Sje looked at me and said, "If I suck that onem you have to promise to pull out before you cum." I didn't answer audibly, but did give a slight nod. Then she continued, "John said he swallowed his first time. I'll bet he swallowed more cum his first week than we've swallowed our whole life."



My girlfriend smiled, "I don't know, I've swallowed my fair share. I'm pretty sure I've had a few weeks with more than him."

Laura said, "You do like to swallow. Maybe not the swallowing itself, but you seem to enjoy having it fire off in your mouth. I can picture you taking a lot of cum in your mouth. You know they don't all shoot the same amount, right?"

Shannon took a moment to answer and eventually said, "Really?" I couldn't tell if it was a genuine or sarcastic answer.

Laura rolled her eyes, and said. "Whatever. So where was I? John totally got off on swallowing. Like I said, he's stopping by tomorrow, so maybe you can figure out who has swallowed more." She paused for a second and then jumped to a new thought, as she often did. "How incredible to have your bed right next to your roommate's bed, and then discover one day you can fuck and suck each other in privacy. Basically a little rolling over, and your cock is being sucked." Now she was fucking with me again. She scooted closer to my girlfriend and I got nervous she was screwing with me too.



My girlfriend answered, "It's like a new toy. You can't get enough. They must have loved it... taking turns giving each other head or stroking each other. Can you imagine them laying next to each other in bed, on their backs, completely naked, but they can't see and can only feel what they're touching... lowering their hands down each other. Touching the same things they would find playing with themselves, but on their partner instead. Touching their partner the way you'd touch yourself. Using their fingers on their partner the way you'd play with yourself. Feeling them getting aroused by your hand, and then doing it faster and faster, trying to get the other person off? A race to get them to explode before you do. I would love to feel out a woman down there while she was feeling me out." Laura had got me thinking about Claudine again, and I started fantasizing about how wonderful it would be to explore her that way.
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Laura looked at Shannon like she'd just orgasmed, "You're screwing with me now, getting me riled up. You know I'm a hyper-visual person."

My girlfriend said, "I'm screwing with myself too. I'm so fucking horny right now. We need to fool around before you have to go."

I responded, "I'm staying over, aren't I?"

My girlfriend laughed and said, "I meant before Laura leaves."

Laura chimed in, "Yeah, I'm on a clock. I've already told you the things I want to do. Let's go. "

My girlfriend said, "I'm up for all of it. Cock or pussy, I'm ready to go." She then looked at me and asked, "Are you okay if I go down on Laura?"

I was caught off guard, because up until that very second I thought it could still be a big tease. "You're asking for my permission?"

"I guess I am."

I was stunned. "Yes! That would get me off, and it sounds like it would. get you off."

My girlfriend replies, "It will. Fair warning, I'm not the same girl I was in March. I'm more adventurous, and I might do things that surprise you. I want you to be open-minded and adventurous too. We talked about enjoying our freedom when I moved here, so no inhibitions. Anything is fair game. I am completely fine with whatever you and Laura do, as long as I'm involved."

Laura said, "Anything?"

Shannon smiled and said, "Okay, almost anything."

Laura said, "Just warn me if I'm approaching a no fly zone. Start by giving him a blowjob? Or maybe I can suck him and you can watch my mouth going up and down on him. I want you to watch me. We could both suck him!"


"Well damn!" I say, "I'm still unnerved by all of this. For most of the night I thought it was a tease you orchestrated." I was truly lost, having no idea what I wanted.

Laura chimed in, "Maybe it is a tease. I do like creating situations. But maybe it's the real deal, and you can get a ride like you never imagined. We got three mouths, two pussies, and one cock. So let's get them together."

I reply by looking at Laura and saying, "You've shared what you'd like to do. It sounds like Shannon is open for anything. I have a wish list too."

Laura said, "Tell us then. Share how you fantasize about fucking both of us?" As I took a deep breath and started to speak, Laura slid up against Shannon and put her hand on her stomach. She looked down between my thighs, and while my instinct normally was to be shy, I wasn't. She smiled. I was semi-hard, but softening.

I said, "No judging me please." They both nodded in agreement.

My girlfriend said, "Let's hear your deepest fantasy, but obviously it has to have the three of us in it. Nothing is taboo in fantasy, so anything goes. I'm not saying we'll do it, but if you don't say it, then we definitely won't do it." She smiled, and then turned to Laura and started kissing here gently on the lips. They tongued slightly before my girlfriend pulled away and said, "That's just to remind you that we are comfortable with being with each other. I want you to know that it's okay if you want her and I to go at it. Literally, anything goes. Any twosome or a threesome you want to have is at your fingertips. To answer Laura's question from earlier, I'm good with any of them and I want all of them."

I proceeded, "Okay, well here goes." I decided to push the envelope and see what their comfort level really was. There's still a chance they've been teasing me and I'd heard tales of Laura doing this sort of thing before. So asking for something outlandish would answer whether it was a tease. I said, "Let me start by saying, I don't crave a blowjob."

My girlfriend said, "That's fine, we won't push beyond your comfort zone."

I interjected, "No, what I mean is that I want to skip the blowjob part and do something wild. Are we good on pushing limits?"

My girlfriend said "Sure." And Laura said, "What do you have in mind?"

I looked at them both and said, "This will be hot. You both are going to be role-playing. Is that okay?"

They replied with "Sure" and "Fine."

"Are you okay with being naked?"

They responded again with short answers of "Of course" and "Obviously." Their nipples were fully erect, and I could feel the tingle in my balls and shaft when I looked at them.

So now it's time to see the look on their faces. I say, "Okay, I want to tie Laura up on our bed, naked and face up. I want to prop two pillows below her ass to push her gorgeous cunt up, so it's front and center. I want to tie her ankles and wrists to the four bedposts in such a way that she is spread wide open. Then I want to fuck her hard. I mean really hard, and powerfully deep." I point to my girlfriend and say, "And you have to sit helpless in the corner and beg me to stop fucking your friend, but I won't. I fuck her until I'm about to cum, and then I pull out in time to spew on her tits and abs. When I'm done with her and have left a stream of cum on her, you go over to comfort her, but you don't untie her. Instead, you lick the cum off her tummy and tits and then you climb on top of her mouth and push your pussy into her mouth. Then you have your way with her." I pause just long enough for them to take it all in and then I ask, "Are you okay with that?"

Laura looks a little freaked, but my girlfriend is genuinely in shock. We never once talked about tying each other up, and I think she's genuinely pondering how she feels about my cock inside her friend. I have messed with their minds and have an odd satisfaction that has manifested itself as a smirk.

Laura, who had clung to my girlfriend the entire time I was describing my plan, whispers something I can't hear into her ear, and they proceed to kiss again. It's passionate like before, but different... more intense. They show more mouth and tongue to me, and they are going slower than before, savoring each other's mouth. Laura's hand is still on my girlfriend's stomach, and she begins to slowly slide it lower. My girlfriend in turn cups Laura's breasts, and plays with her nipples between her fingers. Laura's hand travels below Shannon's waist and my girlfriend responds by sliding her hands down Laura and then untying the drawstring on Laura's shorts and reaching part way inside the front. Her fingers have disappeared into Laura's shorts. They are rubbing each other down there, when Laura says to my girlfriend, "It's okay to go inside. I want you to."

My girlfriend responds, "Oh God I want to, but I'm a little scared."

Laura says, "It's okay. How about I go first and then you follow?"

My girlfriend says, "I'm trembling down there." She pauses, and then says, "I'm ready. But go slowly please."

Laura smiles and says, "I will." She moves her hand lower very slowly, kissing my girlfriend's ear saying, "I'm there... your turn." My girlfriend's breathing gets heavy and choppy. I can see Laura's fingers inside my girlfriend's shorts, hidden as they work her. She definitely has her fingers in her wetness. Shannon really starts to breathe heavy.

My girlfriend puts her left hand on Laura' shorts as Laura arches up slightly, and she pushes her shorts to the ground to reveal that Laura is as she promised, perfectly groomed. I am a bit shocked she had no panties, but I'm not going to ask. My girlfriend's fingers are moving around her clit, rubbing her furiously. She whispers into Laura's ear, "Can I do more than touch you there?"

Laura moans and says, "Please... please touch me inside."

My girlfriend's gorgeous fingers press into her clit and says, "You're really wet." I can feel myself staring at their hands, both are where I never dreamed I'd watch them go, yet I'm hoping they go father.

Right then, my girlfriend thrusts her pelvis forward and in choppy speech says, "Put more inside Laura, please put them inside me." Laura pushes two fingers inside her and starts to kiss her neck and ear with more passion. My girlfriend moans even louder as Laura moves her fingers in and out with a smoothness of knowing exactly where and how to touch her inside.

Laura asks, "Can I take your shorts off?"

My girlfriend can barely make a sentence, but utters, "Yes... please." She wiggles and Laura uses her free hand to tug them down. I can see her fingers rubbing in and out of my girlfriend, penetrating her deep when they're inside. She has almost no hair down there. They have both spread their thighs to make if easier to finger each other.

I say "Oh my fucking gawd this is so hot." I start stroking myself fast.

Laura notices and says, "That's what I'm taking about." Then she whispers into my girlfriend's left ear, "Penetrate me."

Just as my girlfriend's fingers start to enter Laura, Laura starts moaning. She starts to grind up and down as my girlfriend uses all her fingers on Laura's swollen labia. Then she laughs a little and says, "I think we can stop,"

My girlfriend says, "Why do we have to stop?"

"We just do... for now." They stop and pull their fingers out of each other. Laura looks at me and says, "That's role-playing. You think your 'tie me up' tale was role-playing, but you're dealing with a couple actresses here. Look how turned on you are by our performance. Look at how hard you are."

I'm really feeling like a third wheel again and say, "Yeah, I take it I've been had."

Laura says, "No, you haven't been had. This is just a time out. It's all about the tease to get you turned on. All this talk and the smallest hint of a lesbian sex show, and hormones are flying. That's what makes this fun. The fact that you thought it was hot makes it fun for us. But it's not just tease, it's tease and please. I asked her to stop so we can make it a threesome. I'm serious that I can finish you off if your girlfriend will let me."

My girlfriend adds in, "I wanted her to see your size, and she was so right about what we could do to see it all. That's what she whispered in my ear when we started. It might be weird seeing you going into her mouth, but I'm okay with it. But you aren't fucking her. I could see it in your eyes as you described tying her up and fucking her that you want to be inside of her. You can only be in her mouth."

I answered, "Tying her up and fucking her was never on the table. Just testing how real this was. I really want you, and wasn't expecting a threesome to break out. It's an odd way to reconnect, but I so want to have you both now. We'll only do whatever you're comfortable seeing."

Laura said, "I'm glad you got so hard. Think of this as foreplay for when I leave. You got so aroused watching Shannon and I crossing into dyke sex. Think of that when you're in her tonight. I am seriously turned on by your cock, and will be thinking about it when I get laid tonight." She looked at Shannon and said, "We can talk about it later, but I want that thing in me, and I mean all the way inside me."

My girlfriend simply said, "Maybe one day. But just your mouth tonight."

I said, "It will be fun. I'm bummed you can't stay longer. Is there time for that blowjob before you go?"

They both laughed and Laura spoke first, "The one you said you didn't want from me? Just messing with you. But I think I better defer to your girlfriend on this one. Maybe another time when we don't have to tell her right away." She winked. "For tonight, I think you're going to have to enjoy this other mouth." She leaned in and kissed my girlfriend passionately, and Shannon returned her fingers to inside Laura's clit, almost like a reflex.

When they stopped kissing Laura, my girlfriend answered, "I think a blowjob can be arranged." But she kept her fingers inside Laura.

I said, "I think I need to test one quick thing. I keep watching my girlfriend kissing someone else." I leaned over to the two of them and moved my mouth towards my girlfriend's lips. At the very last second, when she was puckering up to prepare for our kiss, I moved my lips to Laura's mouth, and started to kiss her, while placing my hand on her stomach. Shannon removed her hand, and although I couldn't see her expression, I got the feeling she was excited to see if my hand would go down where hers just was. Laura felt confused as to what to do at first, but then she kissed me back. I enjoyed it for about three seconds. I kissed her with some fervor and I inspected her stomach and a few inches lower with my fingers, when I realized I had pushed the limit as far as I could. I stopped and then turned to face my girlfriend and said, "Being that I watched you kissing her, I figured I might see if you were okay if I kissed her. Are you okay that I kissed another woman?"

She was irritated, but laughed, "I guess I deserve that. It was sort of hot in a way. All good, as long as it was in fun and you two don't sneak into the other room and fuck each other. But that hand of yours was in some dangerous territory."

Laura answered, "Not dangerous enough if you ask me. And a blowjob can be arranged... but, I promise I will not be taking this thing inside me without your blessing. Mostly because I'm not sure I can handle it all without some excruciating pain at first." She stunned me as she said that, by grabbing it at the base and slowly sliding her hand its entire length, then back down and back up one more time before putting both hands on my shaft and then letting go. She took at least fifteen seconds. My girlfriend watched her hands the whole time. What the fuck was that?

My girlfriend said, "It feels wonderful, doesn't it?" I was thinking 'Yeah it does', but kept quiet.

Laura said, "Oh yeah it does. And it takes two hands to hold it." With that she grabbed it again, but this time with what felt like an intent to stroke it rather than hold it. As Laura stroked me, my girlfriend came over and dropped to her knees. Laura gracefully handed it over to Shannon's awaiting mouth, who then started to suck my head. In one smooth motion, Laura moved to start kissing me again. I plunged two fingers into Laura who jumped a little, and then moaned, despite our kissing. My girlfriend looked at my fingers inside Laura and simply responded, "Mmmm hmmmm." She sucked me harder and faster, and then suddenly stopped and let me out of her mouth.

She said, "Your turn Laura." Oh my God, she's going to let Laura suck me. I didn't think I wanted it, and didn't for most of the night, but the thought of her mouth on my cock was turning me on now. My girlfriend asked me, "Is it okay if Laura takes her turn?"

I tried to hide my excitement, but still belted out, "Oh God yes... please." With that, Laura dropped to her knees and at the same time contorted her legs to be spread wide open and angled here pelvis up. My girlfriend moved slightly, put out her tongue, and started licking Laura's clit with full, deep tongue strokes. Laura moaned and then buried her mouth onto my head. She only took a little into her mouth.

It wasn't starting out like a blowjob to remember... at least not a good memory. I finally said, "Let's move to the bed." My girlfriend stood up and the three of us had a kissing and fondling frenzy and we stumbled to the bedroom. As we got to the bed, my girlfriend instructed Laura to lay on her back and spread her thighs, which she did. My girlfriend lowered her mouth to Laura's pulsating, wet pussy eager to pleasure her with her tongue. Before she started, she told me, "Do whatever turns you on. Join me eating her pussy. Fuck me from behind. Climb on the bed and mount her mouth. Sit and jack off while watching. I'm good with any of those, so have no reservations. And just so you know, before you interrupted me earlier, I was going to suggest that Laura give you head." She smiled, and then she plunged down on Laura and started eating her out with pure lust. I had thought about joining her, but she was way to into Laura's pussy to share. With that, I climbed up the bed and straddled Laura's mouth, with a knee on each side of her face and my cock hovering above her mouth. She opened up, and I started to lower into her mouth slowly. Oh yeah, it felt much better from this angle. She got it really wet and was bobbing her head to move mouth up and down it. I only put the head and a little of my shaft in, and she tongue massaged me to a tingling high. While she was sucking me, I could hear Shannon's mouth working Laura.

Everything abruptly ended with a knock and the door.   Laura jumped and said, "Time for me to put all this riled up energy to good use.   You're both welcome to join us if you'd like."

My girlfriend smiled at Laura and said "Rain check." 

Laura said, "Fair enough. I'll see you tomorrow when John and his friend are in town?"

"Sure."

And like that, Laura grabbed her shoes and some clothes from our bedroom floor, and was heading to the living room to get her top and shorts. She put on her shorts and pulled the drawstring without tying it. She put her top on and slipped on her shoes. I noticed she had her bra and panties in her hand, which must have been what she got from our bedroom. She gave me a mouth kiss and then Shannon a much deeper mouth kiss, and was out the door. I kept staring at her panties and bra as she disappeared, pondering when she had shed them in our bedroom. I figured I could just add that to the mystery of all that just happened, because asking Shannon now might ruin the vibe. But her and Shannon had clearly lost their panties and bra in this room before I got here.

Laura was gone, but she had planted a seed in my mind though.   Several actually, as that taste of a threesome was stimulating to say the least. But the biggest seed was still how to make things happen with Claudine. After our abbreviated threesome, I was back to thinking about Claudine. My girlfriend gave me an earful about kissing Laura so sensually, even though she had done it multiple times, and then she laughed. "But I'm glad you fucked her mouth while you had the chance. Or more so, I'm glad she got a mouth full of your cock. Fingering her was pushing the line, but at least it wasn't your cock in her." It was all surreal, but I had my answer about how she'd feel if she learned about my kiss with Claudine.

The evening's activates clearly affected my girlfriend's labido, as she was very horny and very much into oral sex that night. She not only gave it well, she also received it well. But it stopped there. I didn't get to enter her, as she gave some story about an early morning obligation. Our dry spell was confusing to say the least, given how much we talked about being able to have intercourse all the time once we moved up north. She was shutting me out, and I couldn't figure out what her trigger was.

I got back to the apartment early the next morning ready to run, Claudine was already gone and I'd have to see her after class. She missed our running date. The morning flew by and I lost track of time, so she was on the road before I got a chance to talk with her. As it were, I would not see her for five days.   I made it through that workday and then headed to the apartment to get ready to drive to LA.   Even though I had spent so little time with Claudine here, the tiny place felt cavernous and empty with her gone.   I missed her. There was a note on my pillow. "Sorry to race out, but my boyfriend surprised me with a drop-in this morning. I had to put 'your magazine' with your stuff, which he found. The secret lives on. I'll see you when you get back."

I contemplated all of this on my five-hour drive and concluded that I probably should squelch our temptation-fest, or whatever it was that Claudine and I shared. We were both in relationships, and shouldn't play with fire. I was with Shannon, so until that was no longer the case, I needed to honor that. The five days in LA were productive in a business sense, but I found myself thinking of Claudine often, despite my resolution. A bad sign was that I didn't think about my girlfriend, or the crazy evening we shared with Laura, and I even forgot to call her. When I finally got back to Berkeley around midnight on Monday, Claudine was not there. My plan was to tell her we had to shut this thing down and not spend the nights together. But that would have to wait until the morning. She went directly to class from BART and then headed directly to BART after class, so we didn't get the opportunity to talk. I finally saw her two days later, after her afternoon class. It was wonderful to finally talk, after a week of not getting to. I was relieved to hear her say that she was also going crazy wanting to catch up with me.

She broke the ice by saying, "I have been thinking about you too much. I think our kiss may have been a bad idea."

"You're right. Thankfully it really wasn't anything bad, but I know I can't keep thinking about you as much as I do."

"Same here. When I'm with my boyfriend all I can think is that I'd rather be with you. It's not fair to him or you. I've been trying to avoid you until we could take the necessary time to talk this out."

"I totally get it. I resolved to tell you that we shouldn't spend the night together."

"I know you're right. Is that what you want?"

"It's definitely not what I want, but I think it's the best solution."

"I'm so conflicted here, because I want to keep our quirky friendship going, but I know the risks it brings. We both do. Maybe we can try one time and do everything we can to keep it platonic and free of innuendos. Let's see how tonight goes and then make our decision."

I reluctantly answered, "Spending tonight and seeing if we can control ourselves is worth a try, but I'm supposed to spend the night with my girlfriend and then head to LA from there in the morning."

"That's fine. That's better actually. Not being close at night is for the best, and we both know it. I've been scared of what our first night 'together' might bring, so avoiding it until we cool off is smart."

"If I'm being honest, I'd rather spend the night here with you, platonic, than with her. I don't mean to put any pressure on you or what we share, but I just enjoy my time with you more than I do with anyone else."

When we got to the apartment, the light on the answering machine was blinking. I pushed the button and heard my girlfriend's voice. "I'm so sorry Honey, but Laura called at the last minute and I'm going to spend the night down there. I'd invite you to join us, but I know you need your sleep. I'll see you when you get back from LA." Wow! I tried to hide my smile, but I couldn't.

Claudine said, "Well that was fortuitous. I guess my wish was granted."

I smiled, "Mine too."

I thought fuck it, let's go on a date. Claudine and I got dressed up as much as our wardrobe allowed, and went to a really nice restaurant. She opened up about how she rarely went out because she couldn't afford it and that her boyfriend was too lazy to take her out. He had grown complacent. It was a little sad to hear, but our conversation got livelier after that. We talked about our undergraduate experiences and life since graduating. She had been working and had little social life to speak of. She said that she hoped this summer in Berkeley would be one where she found her old self again. She talked about being wild her junior year and then squelching that senior year, when she started her current relationship. Her boyfriend and Jim, Laura's longtime boyfriend, were fraternity brothers and came from families with old money. They sounded stodgy and Claudine described how important being proper was when they were together. It explained why Laura was so wild, given how repressed she must be in her relationship. Claudine confessed that she wanted Berkeley to be where her alter-ego could be adventurous, but that she has a hard time letting go nowadays. "All dreams and no follow through. I look at Laura and have no idea how she does a double life." I wondered if she knew what I had done with Shannon and Laura last week, but I opted not to ask.

It was a wonderful dinner, followed by sitting in a lounge milking one drink each. Four hours flew by. We both knew we were on a date, but opted not to refer to it as such. I needed to be up before six the next morning, so once we got back to the apartment we got ready for bed and went to our respective futons. It was our 'first night together' since officially meeting each other. It was easier to be platonic than I thought it would be, although I do believe it was no accident when she walked in on me in the shower the next morning. I had expected more innuendos between us, but it was business-like. I told her I'd be back late Monday and that I looked forward to seeing her. She said she was planning to be back by Monday night, but her plans were tentative. As I headed for the door, she intercepted me gave me a kiss goodbye that was more of a comfortable reflex than a conscious action. In just seconds all of the goodwill of a platonic night was undone. I looked into her eyes and she realized what she had done. We went for a second kiss, this time longer and more intense, figuring we blew it already. Our hands surveyed one another as we kissed for what had to be at least thirty seconds. Then out the door and on to my long drive.

I had completely forgotten that finals week for most southern California students coming up, so I was done in LA on Sunday instead of Monday.   It was a nice windfall to come home a day early. I left immediately after class and drove back faster than normal. I got home just after ten.   I normally am pretty tired after a full day teaching followed by a five-hour drive, but I was full of energy this time.   I thought about Claudine the entire drive and I couldn't wait to get back and see her, and in realizing that, gave up any pretense of fidelity in my relationship with Shannon. I was kidding myself to think I had, or even wanted a relationship with Shannon, and it wasn't worth it to salvage whatever it was we shared. I had relocated to be with her, but as she pointed out, she was not the same girl she was in March. Deep inside, despite my denial, I knew she had been fucking Laura before I got there for dinner, and no doubt for quite some time before. While it was a turn-on to watch her with Laura, her preceding hookups with Laura was being unfaithful. But I was no better, having messed around with her friend right in front of her.

I had been in denial, refusing to accept that she was not as interested in my joining her on the next stage of life as I was. I was the boyfriend ankle weight Claudine and Laura had described, and Shannon had to be living a double life, just like Claudine and Laura. She would likely keep doing it for the summer. She and Laura had basically told me about their exploits, so I had to ackowledge it. I had some things to figure out, but one thing was clear: it was Claudine who I yearned to be with. So it was me too, and not just Shannon. I was home and it was time to get to bed. I found my key and put it in the lock, proud of my small accomplishment.   I was that much closer to a good night's sleep.   I could get plenty of rest and when Claudine got home tomorrow, I could have my batteries at full charge. I walked in and got a bit of a shock to say the least... a pleasant one, but still a shock.  

Claudine was sitting on a chair in front of the television screen that I didn't know was connected. She was facing away from me, with her back to the front door. I could only see the back of her head and her knees, as she sat on the chair with her knees far apart, like she was stretching. She didn't hear me at first, so I said "Hello". She turned around startled, then quickly looked back at her screen, turned it off and then went sprinting for the bedroom. She was wearing a tiny black thong and the shortest T-shirt possible.   I probably shouldn't have stared, but fuck... she had it going on and I was taking it all. So much for having platonic thoughts ever again.

She yelled from the bedroom, "I thought you weren't coming back until tomorrow night."

"It's finals week at the UC, so I have tomorrow off. And I thought you weren't coming back until tomorrow."

"It was a tough weekend. I really needed my space, so I came back yesterday to get some alone time. This is my haven."

I felt bad for crashing her solitude. The screen was off, but there was still muffled buzz coming from the VCR, so I walked over to turn it off. She yelled out, "Don't go there."

"I didn't know you hooked up the video. What's on?"

"I'm really embarrassed to say."

"Which means you have to."

"I was watching some videos."

We had a dual-head VCR and camera, which I was using to create instructor-training videos and review videos for my students. It was an ongoing project that had been dormant of late. I forgot we had the VCR hooked up. I asked her, "Watching a movie?"

She peaked her head out of the bedroom while hiding her body behind the wall, and had a guilty look. She said, "Kind of."

"Kind of?"

"It's actually a video a friend put together."

"So is it a movie?"

"Kind of. She took some video production classes to help with her hobby. She likes to film things and make videos."

"Are they good?"

"Not at all."

"So why do you watch?"

"Serious question?"

"Yeah."

"Hmmm, how do I put this? Are you asking, 'Why do I watch poorly made videos in general?'" She stepped out of the bedroom and stood in the doorframe and asked, "... or do you mean to ask, 'Why do I watch with my thighs spread apart... dressed like this... with my fingers in my thong?'" She stepped out into full view, wearing just her g-string and cutoff, white T-shirt with her nipples sticking out the bottom. I soaked it all in.

"Oh my God, I'm so sorry. I'm so embarrassed." I'm truly embarrassed that I hadn't clued in as to why she was spread eagle in front of the screen. I shouldn't have been surprised she was watching porn, but I was.

"You're embarrassed? Seriously? How do you think I feel?"

"Don't be embarrassed. We promised we'd deal with awkward situations and states of undress as they popped up. This is one of them. The truth is, seeing you watching porn, is kind of hot. If I'm being honest, you dressed like that to watch porn is really hot. Walking in on you in the middle of this is a godsend, because it gives me the perfect excuse to undermine my promise to keep things puritan. Who are we kidding? I don't want to be platonic, and I don't think you do either. That is what I have been contemplating the five hours on the road. I'm completely turned on by you, and I don't want to deny it any longer. I'm glad I walked in on you, and want you to know it."

"As long as I'm confessing things, and I'm probably crazy for doing it, I was planning on sleeping naked in your bed and masturbating myself to climax. I wanted to smell you as I fondled myself, and then I wanted you to smell the sex on your mattress when you slept here next. I want you to want me so much that you'd break our vow. I was still deciding if I would leave my thong and shirt in your bed for you to find."

"That would drive me insane. We're on the same frequency."

"We can't go back now."

I said, "Do you want to go back? I sure don't. And thanks for sharing that. I hope you still go to bed naked, on my futon. I want to find your thong and T-shirt in my bed. I would love for you to do that tonight, but with me in bed next to you. I have been thinking about you constantly, especially in the shower. In fact, I've been wasting water."

She laughed and then took a step back towards the television. She said, "Watch with me! I know it's weird, which is exactly why I ask. I figure if you join me then the awkwardness of this moment will drop to a more survivable level."

I responded embarrassed and almost ashamed, "I've never watched porn with anyone before."

"You've never watched porn with your girlfriend?"

"Nope. Never. She lived at home and I never had access to porn."

"Well, I have never watched it with my boyfriend, or any boy for that matter. Junior year was my first time watching porn. All of us girls watched it as a joke. Laura had some movie with a ridiculous plot, and we decided to watch. It was an excuse to laugh and drink. But what happens at girl's night, stays at girl's night."

"So you've never watched porn with a man before?"

"Never."

"And I've never watched porn with anyone before. This is part of our summer of adventure."

"Do it with me. It will make me feel better and it's probably going to lead somewhere. Let's have a movie date."

I didn't once consider my moral conflict and rolled with it. "I'll go on that date with you." I pulled up a chair next to her and she sat back down and spread her legs again. She turned the television back on to show a frozen screen with two women in an intimate contortion on their bed. She looked at me and said, "Don't judge; I get turned on by all sorts of different things. There are some things you don't know about me... yet."

"I wasn't judging. I was being mind-blown. I love that you are comfortable enough to share that with me, and it's a complete turn on for me. I'm relieved you're not as old fashioned as you implied."

"I actually am old fashioned in many ways, such as I haven't been with many partners."

"Do you mind if I ask how many?

"I don't mind... four, but only two were inside me."

I wasn't sure what to say. I was hesitant to share my number, but I was three years older than her so naturally I would have more than her. "I think that qualifies as borderline old fashioned."

"I can live with that. By the way, I was close to climaxing when you walked in."

I smiled and said, "I'm sorry for my bad timing. Can you get back in the mood?"

"If I can't, then you better make me."

Her idea excited me. I was going to have some moral choices arise tonight, but I would be saying yes to every one of them. "I hope you can continue. I am excited to do this with you. Like I said, it's kind of hot."

"Okay, I'll try. But first, get those pants off and let's start this movie." I took off my shoes and socks off. Then I unbuttoned my pants and let them drop to the floor. She said, "And the shirt", which I did as she commanded. This left me in just my boxers. She looked down at my crotch and said, "It's okay, you can pull it out. I'd really like it if you did."

I hesitated. She said, "Okay, when you feel it's okay, you can pull it out. I can do it for you if you'd prefer. We both know where this night is headed, so we might as well completely let go now. You're going to be my fifth... and third tonight, so let's just cave now. I'm going to play with myself and I hope you do too. When this starts up again, I won't be holding back. As you can and did see, I'm dressed for easy access on top and bottom. You should be too." With that I pulled my cock through the opening and gave her a nod. She smiled and said, "Me likey!" and then she started the video up again.

The two women were rolling around to establish position as the brunette with long legs moved to her back and the Latina woman positioned between her thighs and started eating her out.

"That's my old roommate on her back. Like I told you, I was around adventurous people. She was the first person I ever watched porn with. Ironic that I watch her in porn now."

"She's a porn star?"

"No, no, no... these are small productions circulated just amongst our small group of friends."

"What the hell. You and your friends make porn tapes?"

"Like I said before, my junior year was wild, and our peer group was uninhibited to say the least."

"Are you in any of these?"

"Are you kidding?"

"No."

She paused and let out a slight huff. She then said, "Laura never asked me. I think she always thought of me as a prude. Like I said, I'm old fashioned. It's only just recently that she shared the fact that she had this personal collection."

"Wait, what the fuck? Laura is the friend who makes porn videos?"

"Yep, she's the one. She actually has a pretty elaborate set up." This explained why she was so eager, and apparently ready, to film Shannon and I that night. What a total freak. I wanted to ask Claudine for details, but the timing was wrong.

"So you know the people she films?"

"Some of them. Maybe half."

"Does that make it weird?"

"It depends, but usually it's a turn on, especially if it has someone I've been with."

"You've only been with four haven't you?"

"Yeah, and two of them are still in contact with Laura, if you know what I mean. I know I'm inexperienced, but the little experience I've had is in that very small circle."

"I thought Laura was being snarky when she mentioned she'd like to film my girlfriend giving me head, but I'm guessing she was far more serious than it seemed at the time."

"Oh yeah, she was definitely serious. I guarantee she's filmed her. I'd get turned on watching her sucking you for sure." I blushed when she said it.

Just then, her roommate started screaming uncontrollably and I lost focus on my questions about what Laura filmed Shannon doing. After about another twenty seconds of a close-up shot of her cunt getting licked really fast while she screamed, the video abruptly ended.

I said, "Happy ending!"

Claudine laughed and said, "They always are. Want to watch another?"

"Is it worth it?"

"I'm not sure. This is a brand new video she literally filmed this past week and edited this weekend. I'm her test audience. Keep going?"

How could I say anything but 'yes'? I smiled and said, "Let's watch it." She hit the play button and after some static and salt and pepper, the words "John and Michael get a Surprise Guest" appear and the time stamp on the video was just five days earlier. I ask, "Do you know John or Michael?"

"I think John was a guy from the bike team who dated a sorority sister of Laura's."

"Too weird... Laura was talking about some guy named John at dinner the other night. Apparently he was into secretly sucking cock in his apartment, but no one knew, not even his girlfriend at the time."

"Let's see. Maybe his old roommate is John and Michael's surprise guest."

"I might pass. I'm tired from my drive and watching three guys go at it is not my cup of tea. I'm going to get ready for bed."

"Okay, your loss. You never know what happens, and it might just be your cup of tea... or cup of some liquid."

"Nice!" I laughed.

She said, "I'll be here, dressed like this, if you want to join me for the next one."

"I'd like that." I stepped towards her and gave her a tender, but short kiss. I couldn't wait to make love to her tonight.

I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash up. While I'm in there, Claudine yells "There's a woman in this one. Oh wait, John's leaving. Oh yeah, keep doing your thing, because he found a guy instead."

After that I grabbed a glass of water in the kitchen and drank it down. Claudine again updated me, "Okay, he's sucking his cock now. It's John doing the sucking."

I yell back, "Still not my cup of tea."

She answered, "Mine either."

"So why are you watching?"

"Because the woman in the veil is in it, and she's hot."

"I'm confused about your turn-ons."

"Remember when I said I had four partners, but only two had been inside of me?"

Oh my God, I was shocked, confused, aroused, and curious all at once. "I think I understand now. Sorry I'm slow on the uptake. Still trying to process the 'old fashioned; label you gave yourself."

"Don't judge..."

"I'm not."

As I was checking my schedule for tomorrow, I heard a familiar and uncanny "mmmmm huhhmmm," coming from the video. I stopped and got quiet, to see if I heard it again. It happened again, and I definitely recognized the voice, and more so the way she said it. I went out to watch. Claudine laughed at me and quipped, "Your cup of tea now that a woman has showed up?"

"Yes, or the toothpaste made me gay."

"What brand?"

"Colgate I believe. They should have a warning label about that." We both laughed.

Claudine says, "I'll start over." Before I could say no, she hits rewind and then gets to the title part before starting it up again. The video started with someone with long black hair standing naked next to a bed, with their back facing the camera. It appeared to be a woman with hair to the middle of her back, but the shot was dark and from behind it was hard to say for sure. Then John, I assume, climbed out of bed naked and pressed up against the person. He said, "Not tonight Honey, I'm really tired. I'm going to head home." She simply replied, "Okay." I definitely recognize that voice, and inch closer to the screen. Claudine is intrigued and asks, "Do you find her back hot? Wait until you see her in action. She gets so into it that it's a total turn on, whatever she does." I wasn't ready to tell her what had actually intrigued me.

I asked, "She's in a lot of Laura's videos?"

"A pretty good number of them."

Claudine fast-forwarded in a way we could see the video. She said, "I'll stop when she's in the action." Finally she stops forwarding and hits play. We see the back of a five-foot-six woman knocking on a door. She's there a while, before she opens the door and walks in. The shot cuts to Michael on his back and John sucking his cock intensely. The woman yells, "What the hell are you doing John, giving head?" I recognize the voice, but it's shot from an angle behind her. There's a chance she's doing a voice-over. John continues to suck cock, and the woman begins to get undressed. I don't know why I was expecting a better storyline, but there was none.

Once undressed, she walks over to the edge of the bed and says, "Enough!" I can't believe it's like the story Laura told at dinner. I tell Claudine, "She's going to push him our of the way start sucking the guy's cock." No sooner do I finish saying it that we're watching it. Claudine laughs.

"I don't think I can masturbate effectively if you keep giving away the plot." We laugh together. Claudine has her right hand resting on her trail to happiness and her fingers are resting on her thong, but they are not moving.

I say, "Me either."

She answers, "I'll fast forward to when the woman is totally into it. If that doesn't get you turned on, then we can go back to my roommate and the hot Latina?"

I said, "Okay." There's all sorts of repositioning, but you never see the woman from in front. Suddenly they all stop and she walks to the bathroom and closes the door, but we again only get to see her from behind. The guys freeze in place and watch her leaving. "What's with that?"

"She's the woman in the veil."

"Veil?"

"You'll see. It's her trademark. When the veil comes on, all sorts of shit happens."

At that moment, the bathroom door opens slowly, and the woman exits the bathroom wearing a white robe and a white veil. In unison we both say, "The woman in the veil!" We laugh, and keep watching. She walks to the edge of the bed, unfastens her robe and it drops to the floor revealing her thin, naked body from the front. She has no tan lines and A-cup tits. The body type is definitely Shannon's, but the poor video quality and veil she's wearing make it hard to definitively determine her identity. I'm ninety-nine percent sure who it is based on her walk. She says, "I'll take over boys." That is definitely her voice. She lowers her mouth down and takes Michael's cock in all the way, but it's impossible to see her face with the veil in the way.

Claudine says, "Laura let's people who don't want to be recognized wear masks. The veil is kind of a nice touch."

"Do you ever recognize who they are?"

"Sometimes, but Laura is good with editing, so it rarely happen."

The woman is moving her mouth up and down his cock really fast and you can see her lips and mouth with the close up, but like Claudine said, you can't make her out. I recognize the lips and mouth though. Claudine is clearly uncomfortable with the idea of playing with herself alone, so I reach down and grab my cock and start slowly stroking myself. Claudine is relieved when I do this, so she spreads her thighs to the position they were in when I first got home, moves her thong to the side with her left hand, and starts rubbing herself in the middle of what is a gusher of wetness with her right hand. I want her so badly, and showing off her swollen pussy made it clear that she was either inviting me now or enticing me for later.

I'm watching Claudine more than the video, and it's getting me rock hard. I so want to enter her right then. As I'm hearing Claudine moan and listening to her fingers glide through her wetness, she looks over at my fully erect cock and smiles. She starts rubbing herself faster, putting two fingers inside herself. I hear Michael in the video demand that the woman roll on her back so he can fuck her mouth. She answers with "mmmmm huhhmmm." Oh my God, that is definitely her voice, because I've heard that answer many times in real life. I tune into the video to get confirmation that I recognize her.

Claudine notices my abrupt change in attention span and says, "So that's your cup of tea. Would you like me to roll on my back later, so you can fuck my mouth?"

I pause for a moment to grasp her question and then say, "If you're offering, but I've been dreaming about being inside you. Watching you play with yourself and seeing how beautiful you are down there has me lusting for just one thing." I couldn't believe I had said something so candid.

As I was saying that, the guy started ramming his cock into her mouth and she received it all deep in her throat. The camera zeroed in on her, and you could see the outline of his head against her the inside of her cheek as it slid in and out. Claudine audibly admired her work. I so didn't want it to be who I thought it was, but receiving it all was in her skill set, so to speak. Around this time, John spread her legs apart. I thought for sure he was going to fuck her, but instead he started to lick her asshole. The camera went to angle near her pussy. It was hard to make out many details, but I recognized her cunt and the tiny amount of hair. The shot panned up from John's face in her ass to a close-up of the other guy's cock entering and exiting her mouth and you could hear Laura ask, "Do you like that?"

The woman in the veil once again answered, "mmmmm huhhmmm." Laura tells her, "You're fucking good at that." She once again answered "mmmmm huhhmmm." Laura then asks, "Can he cum in your throat?" Without hesitation she answers "mmmmm huhhmmm, mmmmm huhhmmm." I for sure know the voice, but want to see her face to know beyond doubt that it's her. I don't want it to be her, so there is some denial at work too. Right then, he pulls out for a moment and the veil is knocked askew. I hit pause, and Claudine is puzzled.

"Why'd you stop it now?"

"I want to see something." I hit rewind and then play, and then paused when the veil was off. It is definitely her. Her adventurous summer was making porn. Everything made sense. Every possible thing that I had been denying was obviously true, and now so much more.

"She's pretty, huh?"

I ask, "Is that what turns you on about her?"

"Oh no. Don't get me wrong, because I think she's pretty. But I love that she is willing to do anything and loves doing it all. I want to be that uninhibited. She usually stars with two guys and they finish happy... really happy. She is so wild and genuinely into whatever her partners do, male or female. You can tell, it's not acting. She is getting off and you can see it her body language. I want to be that wild and passionate."

"How many of these has she been in?"

"Quite a few. Does she turn you on too? Maybe I can get you off and you can get me off while we watch her getting off." Claudine reached out and touched my thigh.

"I like the idea of getting each other off, but I want to see something here first."

"This scene is not your cup of tea either? We can watch her with a woman if you'd like. That totally gets me off." I was stunned with each thing Claudine said. Stunned about Claudine and stunned that my girlfriend had apparently been busy making porn not only with two guys, but apparently multiple women too. My God, how could I be so oblivious? It makes sense. Her and Laura practically told me everything at dinner the other night. I thought it was her experimenting with Laura, but no two people can fuck each other that much. It's clear why she was spending so much time with Laura. I had to chuckle thinking back to when she said, 'rain check.' I guess she meant that literally. My God, they were speaking so openly about what they were doing. I'm so dumb. But I was in this moment with Claudine, and I didn't want to lose it. I wanted her tonight, so I hit play.

Claudine said, "Don't hold back if you want to cum. It's okay to let go."

"Thanks... you too." I was being a bad partner for Claudine, and I feared ruining our first sexual encounter.

The video continued. After just a second of him outside of her mouth, she fixes her veil, and then reaches up and wraps her hands around his body. She grabs his ass and pulls him hard back into her mouth. She clearly wants his cock. Laura films it perfectly and then asks the woman in the veil, "You really want him to cum in your mouth, don't you?" She answers with her trademark "mmmmm huhhmmm." Laura is clearly excited and says, "Swallow him Dini, swallow every ounce." She once again answers "mmmmm huhhmmm." I got my confirmation... it's Shannon with Laura egging her on, as usual. And they even used the actual girl's name. Who does that?

Claudine notices how into this I am and once again asks, "You seem really turned on watching her get mouth-fucked. She's really good, much better than the other girls Laura films. You sure you aren't into fucking mouths?" She pauses, climbs onto my lap facing me, and then says, "Let's be realistic here, we are going to hook up a lot. If you ever want to fuck my mouth, I'd love it." She then gave me an intense kiss while stroking my cock..

I look at her and say, "Maybe, but I want to visit here first." I reached down and touched high on her thigh, and then slid my hand to her clit. She was soaked and so ripe. She used her index and middle finger to spread herself open, and it was glistening, swollen, and so pink. She was inviting me, and I very much wanted to go.

"If you want to fuck me, I'd love that." She rubs my head into her wet pussy, sliding it up and down and getting my head soaked. It takes every ounce of self control to not push my head into her.

I am loving this distraction. I need it. "Oh my God, you are so gorgeous down there. And that feels amazing. I so want you."

"You can have me anytime you're ready. Put it in me if you want."

I so very much want her, but I have to know how the hell Shannon, my girlfriend, is sucking some guy's cock in a porn video made by Laura. "Let's see how this ends, then it will be time."

She climbs back off and returns to her chair. "I can't believe how into this you are. I'm relieved you're into it, but you can have the real thing. Does your girlfriend not let you mouth-fuck her?"

I laughed for a second and then said, "That's a loaded question."

Claudine looked quizzically at me and said, "Whether you mouth-fuck your girlfriend is a loaded question?"

"The straight, factual answer is that I have done that with her. And I'm one-hundred percent sure she has been mouth-fucked by other guys too, so she definitely does it."

She looked at me with a puzzled expression. "You know for sure that your girl friend has mouth-fucked another guy? Weren't you her first and didn't she live at home?" I'm surprised she knew that, or maybe she's speculating.

"I was her first and she lived at home."

"So how can you be so sure that she's been mouth-fucked by someone besides you?"

"Remember when I asked you if it was hot when you saw someone you know in Laura's video?"

"Oh my Gawd, are you saying what I think you're saying?"

"Like I said, I'm certain that I'm not the only one who has mouth-fucked my girlfriend."

"Oh my Gawd, the mystery woman in the veil is your girlfriend? Shannon is your girlfriend?"

"Yeah, that's Shannon. And apparently she's quite prolific at porn."

"That's who left a gay porn magazine for me? That's the puritan you told me about?"

"Yes, that 's the one."

"The same one who stood you up all summer and no longer sleeps with you?" Claudine seems to knows a lot, and it's weirding me out a bit.

"How'd you know we stopped?"

"Girls talk. She spends a lot of time with Laura and I'm sure they share every intimate detail about their lives. Laura told me you two don't sleep together. Plus, I can see it in you."

"Well that doesn't sound like something I want to give off. But yeah, it's been a few months."

"If I'm being honest here, I smiled when Laura told me you two don't."

"Why?"

"Why do you think?" She had that, 'you're an idiot' look. "I think you should be able to figure out why. It's the same reason why I stopped sleeping with my boyfriend."

"God I'm slow on the uptake. I'm happy to hear about your situation too. For what it's worth, not doing anything with Shannon would have happened after our date. I've only wanted you since then."

"You want me even now, after just finding out that your girlfriend is a low-budget porn star?" That sounded so funny the way she put it.

"Yes. I've been fantasizing about you Claudine. I have been thinking about this since we first met in the stairwell."

"Me too. But we don't have to rush if you're not ready. We can follow through on this another time. We sleep together, so we'll be able to sleep with me any time you're ready. I want you to be in a good head space our first time."

"I'm actually in a great head space, and it's all because of you. I know this sounds weird, but I am relieved in a way. Seeing her videos frees me up to be with you without any guilt. The reality is that I'm single."

"So you're doing okay if we do this?"

"Way better than okay."

"Even after everything you just saw?"

"It's a bit of a shock, but not a surprise. Her and Laura hinted at this during dinner, but you know how oblivious I can be at times. I know why she's cancelled all of our plans this summer. But if I'm being totally honest here, I was so glad when she cancelled last week. That's a night I wouldn't change for anything. When we got to the apartment, I was thinking I didn't want to leave you, and her phone message was heaven sent. That's the night I was honest with myself about how I feel about you."

"Wow, this adds a whole new layer. When you said yes to watching porn with me, I figured we had finally crossed into the fuck-buddy zone. I was looking forward to intense sex. This kind of affects those plans." Oh my God, had I blown it by telling her I had feelings? I definitely had feelings, but she didn't need to know.

I said, "I think our plans are doing fine. Is the video turning you on? It sure seemed like it was."

"It was a turn-on, although I might look at things differently now," she laughed.

"Don't. That has hot sex by attractive people who are obviously very into it. It's a total turn on."

"That's not what I mean. What I'm trying to say but struggling to do so is that I was hoping you'd want to mess around one night, and never considered that we could be more. I'm not saying I don't want more; it's just that I need to think this through. You need to think this through."

I thought for a moment and answered, "We can still fool around and enjoy each other. I have wanted something physical for some time. But I'm just being honest that I really like you, and I feel close to you. I'm good sharing whatever you feel like sharing."

"Let's see how tonight plays out. But I totally get if you need to take time to think before we do anything. Give yourself that freedom."

"Who do you picture yourself being?"

She looked puzzled. "What?"

"In the first video we watched, with your roommate and her friend, who would you trade places with?"

"I'd be going down on her."

"What about the one we just watched?"

"I'd be the one rimming her... I'd be tonguing her hole."

"Really? You don't want to be the one getting action on both ends?"

"No, I find her sexy and would love to go down on her and lick her ass. Does that surprise you?"

"Vey much. I assumed you visualized being her."

"You only see me when I prefer to be with a man. But sometimes when a woman is overtly sexy, I get turned on."

"So you're turned on by my girlfriend? I mean, turned on by my ex-girlfriend."

"I am, in the same way I was turned on by Mary. It's her sexuality that is so alluring. I want to have sex with her. I want to exude that kind of sexuality."

"My God, you are so much sexier than Shannon. Your sexuality is alluring. You are prettier, you have a much sexier body, and you have this natural allure. You have a shy sexiness, which I think most guys find more appealing. And you seriously have the prettiest pussy ever."

"I've been told."

"Which part?"

"My pussy. I've been told a few times, by both visitors and non-visitors. I'm rather proud of that."

"They're all right. But your sexiness is all over."

"That's sweet of you to say, but I'm talking about that confidence that tells the world, 'You want me and you'd be lucky if I had sex with you.' I want to exude that."

"Why? What you have is much better. You know what I see when I look at you?"

"What?"

"I see someone who is smoking hot and I want to see naked. I want to take you in using all my senses. I want to make love to you and I want to fuck you. I want both. I want to push the boundaries with your wild side, but I also want to cuddle when we're done. I see someone who I want to ravage in bed, and then share a wonderful conversation with, until we pass out in each other's arms. I want to go to bed with you, but I also want to wake up with you."

Right then she leaned over and kissed me passionately. It was intense, and we maneuvered into each other. She rotated out of her chair and sat on my lap again, facing me. We kissed even more passionately from this position. When we finally stopped, she was looking into my eyes. We said nothing; we just sat there and memorized each other's face.

After a few moments she said, "We can switch to the video with Mary."

"Not necessary."

"Are you sure? Hasn't the thrill of this video been lost for you?"

I asked, "Do you still want to watch porn?" With that I slid her g-string to the side and started rubbing my head into her, grooving her before massaging her clit with my head. She moaned and her facial expressions exuded pure lust.

She slowly said "I don't know what to do. I'm trying to read you and make a good choice."

"It's a matter of the right perspective. Rather than freak out about the unexpected reality check of us watching my ex-girlfriend get her mouth fucked by some bi guy, let's look at it emotionally removed. If it's turning you on, then do it."

She thought for a moment and replied, "The truth is that I found it hot and I was getting turned on, but with what I know now, it's less appealing. Like I said, we can switch to one with Mary."

"I am so sorry, because I know 'the woman in the veil' was your favorite, and I've clearly ruined that." I slowed the pace I was rubbing her at, eventually stopping and pulling out of her thong.

"You didn't ruin it. In fact, if we are looking at the big picture it helped it." She scooted up slightly so that her thong pressed down on my cock, and she rubbed into me slightly. It felt amazing, and sent a shock up my shaft.

"Wow!" That is all I could muster. She kissed me some more, and stuck me back inside her thong and grooved my head and shaft again, with a little more intensity than before. It felt as amazing and she was getting results as I was growing fast.

She stopped kissing long enough to say in a soft whisper, "We don't need porn."

I smiled. I stood up as she clung to me with her legs straddling my waist, and we walked to the bedroom. I asked, "My futon or yours?"

She smiled and said; "I've always pictured being with you on your futon." We lay down onto my futon, and proceeded to kiss passionately and intimately. I surveyed her upper body with my hands and it felt wonderful. Her skin was so soft and her breasts were firm with amazing nipples. Her top was shed quickly and things were on their way. She explored me as well, and we intertwined as we slowly undressed, the little we were actually wearing. We were not in a hurry until our hands reached 'there', and then it got more carnal. When I entered her, it was heaven. I entered her slowly, to savor the moment. She was warm, and wet, and tight. I felt her rubbing on my shaft as I slowly pushed in and pulled out. She had a few moments of discomfort until things relaxed and then she was a dynamo. She surprised me. It was vanilla but intense, which was a nice way to start what I hoped would be many times inside of her.

After a passionate encounter where we both climaxed, as I pulled out in time to fill her belly button. She was the first to speak comprehendible sentences. It had been a chorus of moans and exclamations for the past ten minutes prior to this break in the action. She said, "That was incredible." I responded, "It was everything I dreamed of."

She started talking, "This is only the start.   We have some ground to make up and tonight and all day tomorrow to do it."

I asked, "How long have you been thinking about this?"

"Since I saw you jacking off in the shower."

"Oh my Lord, you saw me doing that?"

"Ohhhhh yeahhhh. All of it.   And I've seen it in mind everyday since then too.   What about you?"

"Since I saw you in your skimpy workout gear when you were doing yoga.   I was thinking about you in that outfit when you saw me jacking off in the shower."

"You were thinking about me while you did that?   I thought for sure you were thinking about your girlfriend."

"Do you ever fantasize about your boyfriend?   Be honest."

"I haven't for a long time.   I don't get aroused by him... something about liking sexier people.   But your girlfriend is sexy and even I have masturbated to her. I do enjoy porn as you may have noticed. Since I saw you in the shower with your wonderful abs and chest, I wanted you. I have been longing for this."

"I guess I shouldn't feel so bad for checking you out in your yoga clothes."

"I was hoping you would check me out." She smiled.

"Well I did, all the time!"

"Well if I ever hear you jacking off again, in the shower or in bed, I'm inviting myself to join."

I said, "You have a standing invitation."

She was silent a while and out of the blue said, "I want to watch the look on your face as you enter me.   The room was too dark to see it this time, so we'll have to do an encore soon. Facial expressions are such a huge turn-on.   I also want to hook up in the shower. You can open your eyes and see me instead of closing your eyes to fantasize about me.   I fantasize about you when I have sex, although my last time before tonight was over a month ago." She paused for a moment and then changed topics. "You jacking off is what I envision when I play with myself.   Your cock is all I think about.   It's my property now; I'm going to put it in me a lot, so be ready."

"I can't wait. My God, I have been aching to be with you for so long and I am still trembling that it's happening."

She grabbed me by the shaft and started stroking me, slowly at first, but then faster and faster.   I started kissing her and reached my hand down between her legs.   She was still swollen and completely wet, so I put two fingers inside her and rubbed her slowly.   I then joined in with my other hand, as we kissed and got fully aroused.   This was escalating fast, and round two was knocking on our door. I found her spot, and she let out a gasp.

She stopped kissing me for a moment to say, "I want you to fuck me so hard.   I want you to go so deep it hurts at first, but keep fucking me."  As she said it, she rolled me onto my back and climbed on top of me.   She lined herself up with my head in the middle of her now drenched clit and lowered herself down on me slowly as she made all the facial expressions she could make, from wincing to ecstasy.   Her wetness throttled my entire shaft, and I pushed up and into her while pulling her down by her hips. I was so deep inside her and I could feel her muscles twitching inside.

She stopped for a second and sort of relaxed onto it and then started grinding again. "Oh yeah, give it all to me."

She took it all, and started rising up and then lowering and rising up and lowering.   I was normally one for foreplay, but going straight to fucking was electric. I would go down on her before the morning arrives, but I was into this straight-to-inside-her approach she seems to like. Her screams were such a turn on.

"My God, your head is so thick and you're so deep inside of me.   You're fucking inside of me.   Why'd we wait so long?" She was moaning and her breathing was intense.   "I thought about climbing into your bed and sucking your soft cock.   Just reaching in your shorts, pulling it out, and putting it in my mouth.   Then once you were hard, I was going to pull you out, climb on top of you, and stick you up me like this.   God why'd I wait so long? Fuuuccccckkkkkk!"

"We were being loyal, remember. But my girlfriend put a gorgeous woman inches away from my bed and then gave me permission to sleep with her.   The way everything lined up tonight, there was one hundred percent chance of us fucking. Whether those videos existed or not, we were going to be together."

"What? Go back a sentence. She gave you permission to fuck me? You mean by being a porn star?"

"No, actual permission. She actually told me she'd be okay if I slept with you."

"No she didn't."

"Actually, she did.   But there's more to the story."

"You have to tell me it. What's the story that your girlfriend would be okay if we slept together?   I just don't believe that could be true." She said this while continuing to ride my cock.

"Well first off, my ex-girlfriend thought you were a gay guy, and she has been angling for me to explore dick."

"Oh my God, I forgot she still thinks I'm a gay guy.   She bunked you feet away from some gay guy?   She did that video with two gay guys. Yeah, she is definitely angling for something."

"She's been into the gay scene since two of her high school friends moved to the Castro.   She's intrigued by the culture. She would have loved for me to experiment that way."

"You never knew she switch hit?"

"She never mentioned it.   I didn't honestly think she ever considered it. At least not until her and Laura started sleeping together. The first time I remotely suspected was when she talked about her desires at dinner last month. It wasn't until her innuendoes with Laura that I got a clue, because it's always been gay men who intrigue her. I'm guessing she must have hooked up with Laura on a regular basis by the time we all had dinner last month, so she must have become bi in March or April. But I don't actually know, and she was bi-curious in college."

"So here's the million dollar question. If she knew I were a woman, would she let you sleep with me?"

"I think we both know the answer. I'm sure you being a gay man was her condition to get a free pass to sleep with you. She'd not be happy with me fucking another woman, especially a hot, sexy, beautiful woman like you."

"Well I can assure you..."  she paused midway in her sentence.   She took my hands and slid them both down to her clit while she slowly worked her pelvis up and down my cock.   "... it's a pussy. Your cock is inside of a pussy. You are definitely not hooking up with a gay man, no matter what my chest might make you think." Claudine laughed, and then continued, "She's going to be mad when she learns you were inside me."

"Oh yeah. Should I tell her now? Or maybe once we're completely exhausted sometime tomorrow evening."

"You want to tell her?"

"Not particularly. I'm not sure I have any reason to talk to her, except to get my stuff back."

"Fine, but we should change subjects. Can I tell you another secret?

"As long as we're opening up, sure."

"Be honest with me.   Did you hear me masturbating?   If your girlfriend hasn't told you this already, you get hard in the morning, literally every morning.   I snuck a peak or two under your sheets. I'd watch it push up on your covers and I'd get so wet I had to touch myself. I even violated your dress code by taking my shorts and underwear off. But you violated it first when you let your cock slip out."

"I had no idea. Fuck... Why didn't you touch me? Why didn't you initiate something?"

"Because I thought you might not go along with it and I didn't want to risk getting booted out of this place."

"That's because I thought you wanted pure friendship, with your claims of being old fashioned and having a serious boyfriend and all."

"There are some things that are old-fashioned about me, but you should have clued in, with all the hints I gave you. I normally don't study in my panties and tiny tops. I know you saw me in my g-string bottoms.   Do you know anyone that does pre-shower stretching?"

She was so in rhythm working up and down me as she spoke.   She was holding a full conversation while she slowly fucked me.   It was impressive.   She broke rhythm to whisper in my ear how she wanted to suck my cock. She licked my finger to show me how'd she do it, and I came hard while deep inside her as I watched her lips and felt her tongue slide up my finger.   She sat on me as I filled her, and we stayed there as it dripped out of her.

"Want to just stay inside me for a while?   It will be innocent.   I'm not sure our exes would define your cock inside me as innocent though.   You'll have a lot of explaining to do, although I'm thinking she'll still have more explaining to do to you. I'd honestly love to hear that conversation."

"I'm thinking I might wait a day at least to share our little secret, because I don't plan on talking to anyone but you for the next day and a half."

"Good plan.   Oh, and a second thing, when you're not here I violate our wardrobe rules and sleep naked."

"I like that."

I turned and put my lips on hers and started to slowly kiss her, gradually becoming more passionate and exploratory with our tongues.   I had been fantasizing about this type of kiss for so long.   We had kissed many times already, but not like this. This was slow and sensual. She was an amazing kisser and her lips were everything I had imagined, and more.   When we stopped, she sighed and looked into my eyes.

She said, "That was so intense and passionate."

"I'm sorry, it's just I've been fantasizing about kissing your gorgeous lips."

"That's a new one.   I didn't think guys fantasized about kissing. It's just a stepping stone on the path to down there."

"Normally I don't.   But yours are so full and inviting."

"Don't be sorry, I like how you to kiss me."  She sighed.

"What is it?"

She said in a somber tone, "I wish this could last past this summer." I was not thinking beyond the moment and the incredible sex we just had, but that changed in one sentence. I wasn't sure why this couldn't keep going after summer, but she had concluded this for some reason only she knew. Now was not the time to ask her. I'd let her explain it when she felt comfortable.

I said, "We can enjoy it for as long as we can, and hopefully find a way to make it work into the Fall.   I'm fine with you staying here beyond summer."

She looked at me with a sincerity hard to describe and said, "That's sweet and I like that idea, but there's more to it. We can talk about that later, but for now we have to figure out where we really are. We are on a complete high right now from finally getting to release what we've kept inside for the past month and a half. We should talk about this in a few weeks, once we have had time to see what life brings us. You literally just learned your girlfriend..." I gave her a look as she said it. "ex-girlfriend has not only been cheating on you, but in an insanely public way with men and women. I am trying to gracefully exit a relationship where I have a deep dependence, and I am leery of jumping from one into another. As of today, I see what we share as a hot fling. Let's let it play out for a while before we start picking out china patterns."

I laughed. "We're talking fling and china patterns. Interesting extremes, but I understand your point. I'd still like to keep extending this as long as we can and enjoy it as deeply as we can."

"So you're over her already?"

"I think I've been getting over her since March. This new information is shocking, like I said, but not a surprise."

"You have no idea how prolific she has been in that time."

"I'm guessing you're about to tell me."

"Show you actually. Let's wash up first. I really want this to be out and in the open, so you can deal with whatever you need to deal with. I love what we share and can't wait to be together next. But I also know that if I learned what you just learned, I'd be damaged goods for a while."

I thought for a moment and then said, "That's totally fair."

We went to the shower and rinsed each other off, which was really nice. As we cleaned up, she shared some more details about how she had come to have such a large supply of porn videos from Laura's collection. It was a hobby they shared years ago that built up from a joke and turned into Claudine giving feedback before Laura's final edit.

When we finally sat back down, she warned me that I might not like what I was going to see, and that fast forward and stop options were in play.

She said, "Are you ready?"

"I think so." She hit play and the video picked up where we had left off. Shannon's sucking cock, taking it deep in her mouth before expelling all but the head out, and then repeating. She's going fast and clearly sucking down hard as she releases him. The camera periodically shows John's mouth in her ass and cunt.

Claudine asks, "How does she taste?"

I look at her like she's insane and ask, "Did you really just ask that?"

"Yeah. Are you going to answer?"

I whispered, "She tastes clean and juicy. Just look at John enjoying being down there. He gets her faint aroma. She gets really wet. See how pink she is down there. So soft and smooth, that his tongue glides across her." I'm curious if my detailed answer will curtail future questions.

Claudine answers, "Oh my Gawd, that sounds amazing." Clearly my plan has backfired... not what I expected.

I ask her, "Think you'd like the taste?"

Claudine just moaned and said, "Oh yeah." Crap, what had I started here. I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around the fact that this gorgeous woman that I finally connected with has a blatant bi desire for my ex.

"You'll get to spread her lips and gently rub her with your tongue." As I whispered this into her ear, I reached around and slid my hand down to her thong and pulled it down. She wiggled to help it slide down, and in doing so got it past her hips. We continued to work her thong off. Once her underwear was lying on the floor, I started gently rubbing with her clit. I then whispered, "When you go down on her, you'll get to lick her here, and here, and here." I rubbed her in a different spot each time I said 'here', finishing with my finger entering inside her. It was working, as she got wet and was twitching slightly down there.

"Oh my Gawd, that is so hot. You do know I really do want to go down on her, right?"

"I know she loves getting her muff mouthed, and it will be incredible when it's by beautiful lips like yours." Claudine turned so that we could kiss, as I continued to play with her.

She stopped kissing me to ask, "Are you going to fuck her mouth while I go down on her?"

"What?"

"Remember when you asked which one I wanted to be. I want you to be the other person; the one getting your cock sucked."

"Is that what you want me to do?"

She reached over and grabbed my shaft and started stroking me. Then she said, "Yes. It would be such a turn-on. I'd love to hear you fucking her mouth while I tongue and lick her." She grabbed my hand and then put my thumb in her mouth. She made the sounds with her mouth by going up and down my thumb. Then she added, "I'd even lick you and her while you fuck her. You could slide along my tongue as you push into her and pull out of her. I could taste her and lick your cock at the same time. I'm so fucking turned on now looking at her and thinking of us."

I told her, "Maybe she can be your summer fuck buddy too. Would you like that?"

"Oh Gawd yeah. I would do things to her with my mouth she could only dream about."

I'm aroused by the thought of Claudine with a woman, but also a little weirded out that we've gone in this direction. I'm glad that my first time with Claudine was filled with tenderness, but the second time was so physical and sexual that I should have realized that watching porn with her would go this way. I very much wanted Claudine to be turned on, because I wanted her to feel that pleasure, but damn. Whatever story gets her there is fine, as long as she gets there. I start to tell Claudine how wet Shannon gets and how my tongue glides across easily. I tell her how much Shannon likes when I gently suck on her clit while pushing the tip of my tongue inside of her. I say that I sometimes surprise her by putting lube on my fingers and tracing a small circle around her rim while I eat her out. I then lick my finger and slide it down Claudine's back until I reach the spot where it curves up and into her crack. I tell her that I grab Shannon's cheeks and raise her up so my mouth engulfs her pussy, and suck on her hard. With this news, Claudine plunges her fingers into her throbbing pussy and moans loud enough for the neighbors to hear. Both of our hands are working her pussy.

She then yells out, "She's about to swallow him. Does she swallow you?" Damn, she's still watching the video.

"Every drop. The girl loves cum in her mouth." This was actually true.

Claudine yelled at the screen, "Show me her mouth Laura, show me. Oh Gawd, show me her mouth." Just as she said it, the camera zeroed in on her mouth puckering down on his shaft and then her eyes popping slightly with surprise as she flinches from the first wad hitting her throat. She is totally into taking his cock deep in her mouth and swallowing him, until she starts moving her mouth all around his cock, slurping up everything she can. Claudine yelled, "Oh my Gawd she's good. You must have loved getting blowjobs from her." She paused for a moment and then Claudine yelled, "Let's see the cum Laura." Almost on cue, Shannon turned to the camera and opened her mouth to show how full it was before titling her head back and gulping down his load. She then grabbed his cock and rubbed his head across her cheeks and lips to smear the last few drops of cum oozing from his tip onto her face. While this was happening, John mounted Michael's face and started to fuck his mouth. Michael took it all.

As John was sliding his cock into Michael's open and eager mouth, the camera suddenly started moving uncontrollably before settling down to Laura's perspective. She lying on her back, with the camera looking down her chest with her exposed tits blocking the sides of the view. From this perspective, they look bigger than they really are. She pans left and right before returning to center, to she let the viewer know she's naked. Her nipples look incredible, and once again I see something sexy about Laura. Claudine hit pause for a moment and said, "I didn't want to tell you about this next part. You can hit pause or fast forward at any time."

Claudine hit play, and you could hear Shannon's voice say, "Your turn for some action Laura." Shannon came into view and Laura angled to camera to get a clear shot of Shannon pushing her thighs apart. Then looking directly at the camera, Shannon removed her veil and said, "I don't want this getting in the way of what I'm about to do to your holes. I think you're going to need to spread wider for me."

Claudine said, "She's really pretty." I didn't answer, but I knew Claudine was looking through hormone-laden goggles. Laura then moved the camera down to roughly her belly and tried her best to film Shannon lowering her mouth to Laura's swollen wetness. The shot got shaky and had jerky motion, usually accompanied by a Laura scream. You could hear Laura breathing and gasping. For over a minute Shannon maneuvered around Laura's clit, plunging her tongue in and then pulling out after which she'd lick Laura wildly. She clearly knew what Laura liked and how to pleasure her, because Laura moaned loud and relentlessly. From the looks of Shannon familiarity with Laura's pussy, she had been between Laura's thighs a lot. I got to see it live one night, and she clearly was a master of Laura's lust. Claudine looked over to see if I was doing okay, and I gave a 'whatever' sort of grin back.

Shannon then lifted Laura up by the waist and Laura folded her knees back to her chest and pushed out her ass. Shannon then grabbed Laura's ass cheeks in each hand and pulled them apart. Oh my God, it was time for her to honor her promise of 'holes'. Shannon stretched her tongue out and then lowered her mouth down. Her face disappears into Laura's ass and then you hear Laura scream with pleasure. "Holy fuck, oh yeah. Oh Gawd, fuck!" Laura's screams of pleasure are intense. "Inside, Oh God, inside. Yes... like that! Yes... YES!!!" The camera was not in a good position to see the details, but it was clear what as going on. Shannon told Laura to lose the camera and enjoy having a tongue in her ass. Eventually the camera fell and showed the side of Laura's ass up close, but it blocked the action. The audio stayed on though. Free of filming duties, Laura clearly let go of all inhibitions. Laura screamed "Oh fuck, right there! Right there. Oh yeah, there. Do it Shannon, keep doing that. Oh my Gawd, you know that spot so well. Holy fucking Mother of God, do that tongue thing. Keep doing that tongue thing inside me. Fuck my ass with your tongue Honey." and then the video stopped.

Claudine was fingering herself at full speed at this point, moaning louder than before, as I was also playing with her clit. It was incredibly hot and had me aroused.   Seeing her essentially naked and playing with herself was getting me off in a big way.   I couldn't believe how surreal this entire thing was. I was on the verge of round three of the night after watching the woman I hope to make my girlfriend masturbate to my ex-girlfriend going down on her old roommate in some hardcore lesbian porn. You couldn't make something this weird up, and I had no idea what to do or say.

She got up and walked seductively to the bedroom. Our moment was here again, and looking to be very animalistic. I visualized her and everything I wanted to do.   I could hear her in there, and it was so hot.   I shut the TV and VCR down and then followed her in.   As I got to the room, holy fuck, she was definitely ripe.   It was unreal.   She's laying on her back with her legs spread wide open, playing with herself as fast and deep as her fingers could go.   Her top was lifted higher than it naturally falls showing her gorgeous brown areoles and hard nipples.   She said, "Fuck me... Please. Fuck me!" Oh yeah!

I had been obsessing about her for so long, and just went for it this time.   I joined in by kissing her where her fingers were rubbing, and she made room for me by spreading wider.   She was totally into it!   I decided to go slow and moved down to start at her feet.   I took my time moving up and she started playing with herself more sporadically.   I kind of rushed towards the end, because I wanted to be the one to bring her to climax, not her doing it herself.   She had been doing herself too much tonight and I wanted in.   I put my tongue there and took a brief second to taste her and imbibe her.   Oh God YES!!!   That first taste got me so turned on.   I said, "My God you taste good. Fuck I want you." She was wet everywhere and I wanted to explore it all.   I wanted to go slow and discover her spots, but she started thrusting her pelvis so she could slide up and down my tongue.   I was trying to go slow and she was having no parts of it.   Something carnal had gone off in her and she wanted whatever I had to give right now. I was discovering her and her preferences, and I loved it.

I wrapped my hands around her waist with fingers stretched out across her butt cheeks... I gripped her ass, to hold her in place.   She wasn't going anywhere. As I licked, I moved some fingers all the way around to her wet spot and she went wild.   I then took one finger that was really wet and moved it back and up past her clit.   I went a little farther and found her hole, and then proceeded to softly trace a circle around her rim.   She loved it and started screaming in ecstasy the minute I started moving my finger around her asshole.   I then pushed it into her hole and she climaxed hard. I kept tonguing and licking her relentlessly as she begged me to stop. It took a while for her to catch her breath.   I was happy we went for something edgy, exactly like she had been hoping we'd do.   Claudine was so unbelievably sexy, and moments like this would hopefully get her to crave an encore.

She pulled me up by my shoulders, or tried.   I took my cue and climbed up into bed and laid down next to her.   We shared a deep and passionate kiss, and then went back to catching our breath.

She broke the silence with, "Well that has to be the weirdest path to climaxing ever. Did we really just watch your ex-girlfriend giving all kinds of oral to Laura and get so turned on that you made me lose my shit with just your tongue... and finger. It usually takes a lot for me to climax that way, and you got me there fast and far more intensely than I think I've ever had. I can't wrap my head around it. Were you turned on watching Shannon going down on Laura?"

"Not at all."

"Seriously? I don't believe you. That was way too intense for you to convince me you weren't aroused beyond control. I saw it and felt it."

"I didn't say I wasn't insanely aroused. I'm saying the video had little to do with it. Seeing you so into it, and that gorgeous body of yours, got me off. It was so fucking sexy watching you get that aroused."

"I'm stunned. I guess you really are over your ex in record time. I'm also kind of embarrassed of how out-of-control horny I get watching women having sex."

"I'm glad you know what gets you turned on and that you are willing to share."

"You mean it turns you on to see me getting aroused by two women and you picture me with them?"

"No, it's just so hot to see you getting off. You don't hold back. Your entire body, your facial expressions, and your comments all work together to make you unbelievably sexy."

"Well that's crazy. I'm glad you see it that way. So seriously, watching your ex get fucked in the mouth and then seeing her violate Laura's butthole doesn't evoke any emotion at all?"

"I'm not sure what to think about it. Yeah, it's bizarre as hell, but like I've said, we've been growing apart for a while and it sort of explains a lot of what was going on. It answers so many questions."

"I want to put this to the test." With that she got up, walked to the bathroom to rinse off quickly, and then she grabbed my hand, and pulled me towards the TV and VCR. It was nearly three in the morning and although I was wide-awake, I wasn't sure I had the energy for whatever she had in mind. We sat down in our seats, this time with pillows and a blanket, and she proceeded to load up a new tape. She hit play and then fast forwarded until the title appeared, 'Double the Fun.' Claudine said, "I used the word 'prolific' earlier to see where you were mentally, but I'm not sure it registered with you. I'm going to play few videos starting with her first one, and see how chill you remain. Say 'uncle' when it's time to stop."

I said "Okay." I was unsure what her point in doing this was going to be, because there really didn't seem to be an upside here. Maybe she wanted to make sure I wasn't damaged goods before she let her heart start to go. The best-case scenario is that she sees I'm over things with my ex, and we start to date. I'm not curious to figure out the other scenarios. She hits fast forward until the action starts.

"This video is from late March. She did some screen tests and some lighting test runs, but this is the first one Laura was proud enough to call a finished product. I can narrate if you'd like."

I laughed, "That's okay. I assume it will sort of speak for itself." Right then, Shannon walked into the room in her trademark veil wearing cutoff denim shorts and a T-shirt I had custom made for her birthday last year. I know that was not Claudine's intention, but seeing that shirt did hurt a little. I felt violated, but didn't want to acknowledge it. I kept quiet and watched. It was literally ten seconds and two lines of dialogue from a guy standing there, and she drops to her knees and starts pulling his pants and boxers down. His cock springs free and hits her in the face. She smiles and it's in her mouth in a flash, as she's bobbing up and down his cock.

The video didn't even bother with any sort of story. She's very into sucking him, making all sorts of slurping and pleasure noises, when a second guy shows up and stands right next to them. While sucking the first guy off, she manages to take off the second guy's pants and boxers and then starts jacking him off. Then it's his turn in her mouth and she jacks the first guy off. She's servicing two cocks, playing with the one that's not in her mouth. She's still on her knees, but off come her shorts, panties, and shirt. She had no bra on. She moves to the bed and lies down on her back and spreads her legs wide apart. No sooner does she ask for someone to fuck her and one guy plunges into her cunt. The other one mounts her mouth after her urging. She's on her back getting cunt-fucked and mouth-fucked.

Claudine comments, "She loves getting mouth-fucked. You better mouth-fuck me." I nod and then it's back to watching her getting doubly penetrated. The camera pans to her mouth and she pulls his cock out in time for the camera to catch the first wad flying out and hitting her chin. She opens her mouth wide to receive the rest of the offering. After the first guy finishes cumming in her mouth, she pulls the other guy out of her pussy and rotates so she can put him in her cum-filled mouth. She's stroking him, sucking him and grabbing his balls. Next thing you know he's moaning loud and she's saying "mmmmm huhhmmm." She opens her mouth slighly, with his cock still in it, and all sorts of cum overflows out of it. It was basically about ten minutes of her getting two mouths full of cum and her pussy fucked pretty hard. She seems unfazed by the volume of activity, and was actually empowered by it, as she dances for the camera and shows off her mouth full of prize. That video abruptly ends and Claudine loads up another.

The next one is another menage a trois, with similar activity of her sucking two guys to get it started, before getting fucked by one of them. She's blindfolded to start and wearing her veil. While on her knees sucking cock, one of the guys comes up behind her and rotates her forward until she's on all fours. He spreads her from behind slides inside as Laura angles the camera to catch him entering her. I'm relieved to see it's her pussy and not her ass. She never liked the idea of it in her ass, so at least she's holding true to that. She's taking it doggy style while giving head to the other guy. She's got this rhythm going where she slides down the guys cock in her mouth while sliding up the cock in her pussy, and then moves back. In the middle of sucking one guy and getting pounded doggy style, the guy pulls out of her cunt, puts a finger full of lube on her rim, and proceeds to ram his cock into her ass. She stops sucking the other guy long enough to say "mmmmm huhhmmm", then she's back to sucking at full speed. I am stunned, knowing that ass-fucking is something she said she would never do. Who the fuck had she become? It was only her second video and she's doing that? It was only briefly that he penetrated her ass, but it was definitely her desire to have him do it. That video ended basically the same way the first one did, with her swallowing some serious cum and showing off her prize.

Her third video was once again with two guys, including the guy who fucked her in her first video. I'm ready to tap out, but hang on in my hopes to prove to Claudine I'm good. It starts with just her and a previous co-star getting friendly in a lobby. passionately kissing and rubbing up on each other, fully dressed. They make it into a room. She's seriously into him, kissing with lots of tongue and rubbing him passionately while undressing him much slower this time than her other videos. Soon after, she's on her knees milking his cock with her mouth, and then not long after that, he's getting ready to pound her doggy style while she's on all fours, apparently her new favorite position to get fucked. The second guy shows up and is naked in seconds, moving in to get his blowjob. I can feel Claudine watching me as I watch, so I smile at her. We haven't said a word since she started this video marathon. In this video, she's done a large amount of kissing the first guy and cock-sucking of both guys, but she hasn't been fucked yet. Then just as the guy she had in the first video is about to enter her pussy, she stops him and insists he stick his cock up her ass. He's hesitant at first, but then she flashes her ass cheeks at him and spreads them wide. He obliges and she is going out of her mind and loving having that hole plundered. She's doing all the grinding up and down his cock. She's screaming with pleasure, before noticing the guy jacking off near her mouth. She focuses her mouth on the other guy's cock and in a minute she's milking a load out of him. The guy in her ass pulls out and she spins around fast with her mouth wide open, just in time for him to cum on her face and in her mouth. She is so eager for it, urging him to fire into her open mouth. It's time for me to tap out.

I break the silence, "Well that was a ton of cum."

"She does get a little cum-filled in her guy videos... more than I would want in my mouth. Look at the bright side; she didn't get any cum in her woman-on-woman work, and she did more of those than the MMF threesomes."

I laughed. "Why didn't you mix some of those into this film festival?"

Claudine was apologetic, "I'm sorry. I just want you to know what's going on with everything, before you want to get into this hornet's nest. I figured the woman action scenes might arouse you more than they'd get you thinking and feeling. Either way, you know all the players here, but you needed to see the plays. Laura is the ringleader, your ex is a porn performer, and I'm a close friend of her distributer. This thing you and I share is destined to get messy. I'd rather it get messy early, before either of us gets too invested emotionally." I'm happy she mentioned that she's considering the chance to be emotionally involved.

"I thought our fling was ending at the close of summer."

"Is that what you want... a summer fling and then done?"

"No."

"Me either. But I'm unsure about my life, so please don't ask me to commit to anything. I honestly don't know what I want or can even have. As convoluted as this is and with all of the history between us all, it's bound to get messy. I don't want to get jealous when I hear Laura talk about how amazing your cock is and that she touched and sucked it and that you wanted to tie her up and fuck her. I know we are just fuck buddies, and actually weren't even that yet when it happened, but that made me a little jealous. I know how I could feel and I sense how you are starting to feel about us."

"I'm so sorry about all that. When I went for dinner, although I didn't realize it at the time, they had been fucking each other right before I got there. I think they planned to have me walk in on them fucking in the bedroom. I was late and caught the just after, half-naked afterglow. They were both horny and I was a third wheel. Shannon started to get aggressive, and pulled me out."

"In front of Laura?"

"Not at first, but eventually it was for Laura. They teased each other and suggested things the three of us could do, but I was not interested."

Claudine interjected, "At first. Laura gave me an account of the night."

I continued, "Then after some ire from Shannon, they trolled me into suggesting what we should do in a threesome. I tried to freak them out by suggesting tying Laura up and fucking her, but all it did was make them scheme some more. They called my bluff and then put on what I thought was a tease show, that was actually a sex show. I basically got a live version of the video you showed me earlier. I am so sorry that I gave in when Shannon made me show Laura my cock. I never should have, and my telling Shannon afterwards that I shouldn't have, caused a fight. Somehow Laura had a one-hand stroke in the mess. I know it looks bad, but I would have rather been with you that night, and I spent most of my time wondering if you were at the apartment."

"You owe me no apologies. We weren't an item and as far as you knew then, you were still in a relationship with Shannon. The whole thing between Laura and Shannon is weird to me, because muff diving was never Laura's thing... ever. Mind you, she's been interested in women, but was adamant she'd never go down on any woman. Believe me, we all tried to get her to join, but she always chickened out early. I know she's still with Jim and that they'll eventually get married, assuming he never finds out about the shit she does in the shadows. This thing with her and Shannon just makes no sense. Two puritans who just lose it and go overboard. I think Shannon is her safe way to explore her bisexual side. I know she wanted in on what Mary and I shared, but what was too afraid at the time and worried people might find out, so now she does this in the privacy of her estate with someone not from college."

"Her estate?"

"Oh yeah, she's loaded and can afford to play. You didn't know she is basically an heiress?"

"I got the pampered part, but her family wealth never came up."

"That's why her and Jim were 'matched' if you will. There's a whole ton of future, high-priced psychotherapy going on there."

"Let's forget that for a while. We have another thirty hours to discover each other. I know we'll talk about this crap eventually, but let's enjoy discovering us for as much as we can and worry about this other stuff later."

"Can I show you one last video? Trust me on this. There's absolutely no cum in it."

"I thought you were worried 'that' might turn me on."

"I'm hoping it will. It's really hot and stars the two most fuckable women on earth. It's her first woman video, shot in late May. She had obviously been with Laura a lot by the time she filmed this, and she did plenty test footage with women, so she's experienced at having her mouth down there. But this was her first time being filmed with another woman. I watch this one a lot." She pushed the tape into the VCR and hit play. After the salt and pepper went away, the words "SHOWER TIME" appeared across the top and May 23 on the bottom. The scene opens with two women facing one another in the shower, although as always, we only see the back of Shannon.

Claudine says, "That's Mary and her."

"Thanks. She's tall."

"She is all legs, and let me tell you, they are even sexier in real life than in these videos. They're like magnets that pull you in. She gets so many people going down on her."

"You gave away the ending."

"At least you know it's a happy one."

I laughed and we kept watching. This was much better than watching Shannon getting ass-fucked. They turn their showers off at the same time and stroll to a bench in what looks like a high-class locker room, with large wood cabinets instead of lockers. They stand facing each on the same side of the bench talking while toweling off their hair. You get a full frontal of Mary, with her tits bouncing slightly as she moves the towel around her hair, but Shannon is facing away as usual, showing only her backside. Mary says something that gets Shannon to turn her head and look to the side. As she turns, the camera moves to a position where you can see them from the side and part of their front, but still not Shannon's face. They are standing about two feet apart at slight angles, and you can now see both of their chests and their groins. Mary lifts one of those luscious legs of hers, resting her right foot on the bench as the camera shot focuses on her lower half as she contorts to give a clear view of her pussy. Mary then slowly towels off her thigh down to her foot. The camera angle gives a nice shot with a slight hint of pink surrounded by smooth, subtle skin and her two-inch strip of short, light brown hair.

Shannon mentions how well groomed she is down there, and Mary spreads wide open to show off her grooming as the camera draws closer. She suggests that Shannon feel it. Shannon starts to move her left hand towards Mary's trimmed muff, but stops and tells her she's too shy. I can't believe what I'm hearing. Shannon actually made a video to re-enact the story she told in her apartment. It explains why she had such intense recall when she talked about it at dinner. Mary asked to see Shannon's groom job, which led to Shannon lifting her leg and putting her left foot next to Mary's foot. She accidentally bumped Mary's leg rotating, and Mary put her hand on Shannon's thigh while saying it was okay. She kept her hand there, as the camera rotated to a close up of Shannon's glistening pussy. You could actually see how wet she was. Mary told her it was very nice, and asked if she could look closer at it. Shannon again was shy, but nervously agreed. Mary proceeded to sit on the bench, which made her eye-level with Shannon's stomach. She said, "It's so nice. You seem sort of wet. That isn't all from the shower is it?" Shannon didn't answer her. Mary folded her towel and placed in on the carpeted floor, before descending down to her knees. She lowered herself so that she was within inches of Shannon's well groomed strip of black hair.

"Mind if I touch it?" Shannon again didn't answer right away, so Mary said, "I mean your hair." It was silence for a few seconds before a very soft "mmmmm huhhmmm" came from Shannon's lips. Mary's fingers proceeded to gently rub the tiny patch, before sliding her other hand up Shannon's thigh. Shannon was trembling, as Mary lowered her fingers to the pink slit just below her patch of hair. You could hear Shannon moan a little, and in a more emphatic way again said, "mmmmm huhhmmm." Mary began to rub her before asking, "Can I taste you?" This time there was no pause, and a loud "mmmmm huhhmmm" followed. Mary tongued her slowly and declared her to be delicious. With Shannon's permission, she went faster and Shannon moaned her trademark phrase more frequently and with a few moans of ecstasy mixed in.

Mary suggests that they move to the training room, but before they go, Mary climbs to her feet and kisses Shannon's neck before finding her mouth. Mary's head blocks our view of Shannon, and the kiss is a close-up of their mouths and tongues. Mary grabs Shannon's hand and presses it to her stomach. After a few seconds there, she gently grips her wrist and pushes her hand down to her gorgeous muff. Shannon stats to play with her. Mary asks if she's okay, and in return gets a sigh followed by a heavenly "mmmmm huhhmmm."

They make their way to the training room, and Mary climbs on the table and spreads her thighs far apart, while laying on her back, which is angled up at about forty-five degrees. Mary asks Shannon, "Is this your first time?" Shannon responds with a quiet "mmmmm huhhmmm." Mary then asks, do you want to taste pussy? Shannon responds with an equally quiet, "mmmmm huhhmmm." You can see her lower her mouth to Mary's pulsating clit, getting really close, but then stopping to look at Mary with puppy dog eyes. This is the first shot we get of her face, and she looks young and naive, but lustful. Mary tells her it's okay, and then it's a close up of her very long tongue lapping up Mary's juices slowly. She picks up the pace and Mary starts to let out, "Fuck, that feels amazing. You are really good with your tongue." Shannon puts her tongue out far and you can see it hit the rim of Mary's tight asshole. She tickles it just a little with the tip of her tongue, before sliding it back up Mary's heart of wetness. Mary literally screamed with pleasure, and it was clear it was real and not acting. "Holy Mother Fucking God, how are you doing that?"

Claudine interrupted, "Mary is really saying that. Apparently your girlfriend has an incredible tongue."

I answered, "Ex-girlfriend."

They somehow trade places and finish each other off. The video finishes with Shannon licking Mary's toes, before gliding her tongue up those gorgeous legs for one last taste of Mary. As the credits roll, the film fades away, but then an image appears of the staging and lights with Shannon standing naked drinking a glass of water. Laura runs up to her and gives her a big hug, followed by a deep and passionate kiss. She finally stops to catch her breath and says, "You were amazing. I knew you would be. We don't need to reshoot anything." You can hear Mary's voice in the background, "Are you sure we can reshoot it ten more times?" Then it goes black.

It is silence for a moment until I finally say, "Holy fuck, that was so damn hot."

"I know. Believe me, I know. Now can you see why I want her?"

"Which one?"

"Both of them I guess, but I was asking about Shannon. Can you see why I'm so turned on by her?"

"Yeah I can." I'm speechless. She climbed back on top of me and started kissing me passionately, but in carnal way.

She whispered in my ear, "I want your cock in my mouth." With that she slid down my chest and kissed down my stomach and through my trail. Her mouth felt heavenly as she descended. Once she was down all the way, she wasted no time. She started sucking me, and I immediately started moaning. "Oh my Gawd you are good. Holy fuck, your mouth is magic." I wasn't expecting it to feel so good. Whatever she was doing was different than anything I had ever felt.

She couldn't help herself and said, "I learned from a rather informative instructional video. I think I might be able to do it to your liking."

"Oh Gawd you be making the video not studying it... this is amazing." She had a small mouth and she knew how to work her tongue into the action.

"Better than your girlfriend?"

"Ex! Oh my Gawd, yes."

"You're not just saying that?"

"She's really good... amazing in fact. But you are better. You found my magic spot instantly. Your mouth feels so much better. I am so fucking aroused right now, and blowjobs usually don't do it for me." I could feel myself growing in her mouth, fast. She stopped for a brief moment to ask, "Do I get a mouth full of cum?"

"Is that what you want?"

"mmmmm huhhmmm."

I laughed, but at the same time the thought of her doing it was such a turn-on. I never really enjoyed cumming in a girl's mouth, but she made me want to do it. She ended up swallowing me, but thankfully it was a small load during round four.

"Did you like cumming in my mouth?"

"Oh yeah, it felt amazing. And I usually don't enjoy that."

"Am I better than Shannon?"

"Oh Gawd yes. Way better."

"You're lying."

"I'm not. I love the feel of your mouth. Shannon was good, but it was mechanical. Yours is more animal. Like I said, I never liked the idea of cumming in a girl's mouth, but somehow you got me to want to do it. Remember when you kept asking me if I wanted to fuck your mouth and I dodged the question?"

"Yes!"

"Well I guess I did."

"Well I'll be swallowing more of your cum. But let's get cleaned up and maybe rest a little."

We showered after that and fell asleep in each other's arms. I was woken up a few hours later by her mouth. We ended up licking, sucking, fondling, tonguing, mouthing, and fucking each other all day Monday, morning and afternoon. It was the best sex I ever had, at least until the next night we shared. We shared a lot of nights over the next seven weeks. I made it a point to be in Berkeley more often. As August rolled around and the end of her summer school was fast approaching, Claudine asked if I was going to ever talk with Shannon to end it officially. I was generally surprised she asked, as it caught me very much off guard.

I answered, "I guess we should formally end things. You too I suppose." She still had stuff at her ex's house.

"I guess I technically still live with my boyfriend in terms of mail. He is going to go ballistic when he learns I have moved on.   He's overly protective and he knows I have a wild side."

I said, "That's not a good formula. Let's figure out how to make it a smooth exit."

"He's going to ask a ton of questions, so I'll see if Laura can join me to tone it down."

We strategized a bit and somehow got to talking about other breakups. It was kind of funny, and eventually turned into a discussion of the dumbest and wildest sexual things we ever did.

I started by sharing a story about the time I got up and left as things started to get hot and heavy, and the girl followed me naked to the parking lot outside, at whee hours in the morning, demanding I go back in and fuck her. She in turn told me about waking up from being asleep on the couch in a friends apartment, seeing some guy on the inebriated side struggling with his zipper. She pulled his pants down for him. She ended up servicing him in her mouth, before he disappeared into a bedroom to spend the night with his girlfriend, who lived there. I then shared a tale about a truth or dare game we played in a van on a long drive that ended up being a veritable strip show as the four of us ended up naked.

It was her turn, and she said, "In another instance, this time at my apartment, Laura's telling me I need to check on one of my roommate's rooms to make sure the guy who came over to take a nap safely made it to bed. It makes no sense at all why I need to do this, but I'm like 'sure thing, I'll do it.'

"I walked over to the bedroom door she pointed to, opened it and looked inside. There are these two feet sticking out from under the covers.   Laura tells me to go in and lift the covers up slowly and make sure he's undressed correctly.   Again I don't understand, but Laura insists it's the thing to do. As I'm lifting the covers up I noticed he's shaved his legs.   Laura tells me to lift it up all the way and make sure his boxers are not twisted.   I lift the sheet higher and expose his entire bottom half, and there are no boxers on him. There's no underwear at all. In fact, there's no cock on him either.   Laura tells me to bend down and look closer, to make sure it's not tucked underneath him. So I adjust my position so that my face is in his crotch area, right about where I'd be if I were giving him head. She tells me to first spread his legs.   I push whoever's thighs they are apart and it's a pussy.   Definitely no cock anywhere.   I'm honestly a little disappointed, because I was a little horny and was planning to play with it, assuming Laura told me to do it.   Laura surprises me and says, 'If you lick her, I'll lick you.'  I don't really think she'll do it, but I've already started adjusting from wanting a cock to being willing to try a pussy, so I say 'Okay.'"

"Was that the roommate in the video we watched?"

"The one and only."

"So what happened?"

"I put my tongue on her and started lightly licking her. It was surreal, like an out-of-body experience. It was weirdness overload and my mind just stopped processing it all. She's dry and asleep, although she seems to be slowly waking up. I'm feeling a little self-conscious, so I stop doing it and start apologizing for licking her pussy.   She's awake by now and asks, 'Why'd you stop?' Laura tells me to keep going, so I start licking her again. In time I taste her a little as she's getting wet, and I go from tentative to licking more intensely. I'm starting to get into this as she responds to my tongue. Her soft moans were getting me into it."

"Had you done anything like it before? Like during a game of truth or dare or anything?"

"You mean gone down on a woman?"

"Yeah."

"Oh no, this was my first time. I had fantasized about Laura when we dormed together freshman year, but it never came close. She was definitely not into that sort of thing, at least back then. That's why it was so weird to see your ex going down on her. Watching someone eat Laura out was intense for me."

"So did you want to be Shannon or Laura in that scene?"

"Definitely Laura."

"Really."

"Sorry, but yes. No doubt about it. I want her to eat me out and violate my rim with her long tongue and fingers." I leave it alone.

"So what happened with the woman with the gorgeous legs who has a magnetic pussy?"

"Ah Mary... those fucking legs. Anyway, she moved in with us during our junior year, and that was the crazy year for me, especially Spring quarter. She was bisexual, and her promiscuity enabled the three of us who lived there with her to let go a little. Anyway, Mary and I stumbled around and I eventually got naked. Laura striped, and then watched us eat each other out and finger one another to climax. Mary was really good in bed. It was oddly sexy to watch Laura strip down and play with herself as she watched Mary and I get each other off. Laura has really nice tits, and she played with them while also fingering herself. But she never touched either Mary or I.... or our other roommate for that matter."

"So that's the wild side you're talking about?"

"Yep. That happened before I started dating my senior year. You know how I mentioned my roommates and I watched porn together?"

"Yeah."

"Well, we may have been naked when we watched. We played a stripping game based on what the people in the video did or said. Even Laura got naked with us. And we may have done some role-playing. Maybe. Asking for a friend sort of thing. Everyone but Laura gave in to their bi-curiosities."

"Damn!"

"Dating my ex was my attempt to return to a vanilla innocence. I wanted to prove to myself I could be a good girlfriend. I never cheated on him, until this summer of at least..." She gently squeezed my cock for emphasis. "... and even then, after we separated."

"So what happened after the Mary incident?"

"She and I hooked up from time to time, but Mary was a free spirit who had different partners constantly. She flip-flopped between men and women, depending on who she would meet in the moment. She got half a sorority, a couple TAs, a professor, lord knows how many guys, and two roommates to all go down on her. Those fucking legs draw you in."

"Did you feel used?"

"Honestly?"

"Honestly."

"Not at all. I'd do it all again.   It was exciting and gave me new thrill in life. I had never realized until I had my mouth between Mary's legs that I was bisexual. It was wonderful to reach this realization while living in an apartment where two other roommates were actively bi. I explored my curiosities with Mary, although during Spring quarter, I did it with my English TA.   I'm usually very proper, but something gets into me sometimes, and if a situation led that way, it just happened.   I have a hard time saying no to my urges."

As we were talking, we relaxed naturally into each other. We were lying as one with her in my arms, completely relaxed. Out of the blue she said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"Of course!"

"Have you ever considered being with a man?"

"What?"

"I noticed that you took a peak at 'my' magazines," she made air quotes as she said 'my'.

I laughed, "How'd you know?"

"Oh, how'd I know that you were checking out dick pics in my magazine back when you thought I was some gay guy?"

"So they are your magazines.   I knew it. I'm both embarrassed for looking and impressed by your sleuth skills."

"I 'hide' my magazines a certain way, and clearly someone had looked at it, and you are the prime suspect.   I guessed as to what 'stories' you looked at.   I figured you looked at the centerfold, but I wasn't sure about anything else. It got me wondering." She paused a moment and then asked, "Now be honest with me here... did you get turned on, even just a little, looking at all those cocks?"

I pondered for a moment and said, "Honestly, I can't remember."

"Okay, so you weren't jacking off to them. Hmmmm... Oh, I know. How long did you look at each picture?"

"I don't know exactly, but it had to be no more than a few seconds for any of them."

"There wasn't one you looked at a little longer than the rest?"

"I don't think any of the pics stood out over the others."

She then got up and turned on the light in the bedroom. She was so sexy naked. She grabbed a magazine and slid back into bed next to me, curling her leg over mine. Everything she did was so tactile and enticing. She opened it up to some gym photos, and thumbed through the pages until she reached one where we get to see some guy's massive cock sticking out of his shorts. She says, "Tell me anyone can suck that thing."

"I don't think anyone can."

"I think some of the guys in the photo shoot want to try." She then slid her right hand down to grab my cock and whispered in my ear, "I'd love to watch you try. Would you do that for me? Would you take some of that massive cock into your mouth while I watched?"

"Would that turn you on?"

"Very much so."

"Even if I couldn't handle it and wasn't very good?"

"I could teach you how. We could share it. Well maybe not that behemoth. We'd have to start with a smaller one. A juicy six-incher to begin with."

"You already have us in a threesome sucking cock together? You move fast."

She laughed. She pondered for a moment and said, "You know how people have a bucket list?... things to complete before you die. Well I want us to have a 'fuck-it list' full of thing we want to fuck as a couple..."

I completed her sentence, "before our relationship dies?"

"I didn't mean to bring that up, but yeah. I want to try some things with you I have always wanted to try."

"Like a threesome with a man?"

"That's low on the list. I definitely want to do a threesome, but with another woman... or maybe two other women, but you can't help me with that one." She thought a moment and then got a naughty smile on her face.

I said, "What?!"

"I'm kind of embarrassed and don't know how you'll respond, but I want a cock up my ass. I'm scared you might be too big though."

"You want that?"

"Oh yeah, I've wanted to try, but never had the chance. I could never have asked my ex."

"What is so enticing about that?"

"Well, Mary used to tongue me there a lot, and it's so sensitive and got me so aroused. When you fingered me there, I came instantly. Mary used a buttplug on me and it felt amazing when she ate me out and played with it. Then she used a dildo on me, and it hurt like hell at first, but eventually about four inches of it inside me gave me a sensation too intense to describe. I want to try a real one in my ass, but not all of yours. I want you to take it slow so we can learn how much feels good."

"I'll need some time to consider that."

"You've never wanted to try?"

"Not really. But if it gets you off, I'm willing to try it for you." She arched up and kissed me gently on the lips.

"So you would you try a cock for me? You know I get off watching lesbian porn. I would get aroused watching you get hard watching guy-on-guy action, and the next step from there would be some actual guy-on-guy cock action."

"Let's start higher on your list and then we can work there."

She thought a moment and said, "You know, I wouldn't know where to find the man anyway. But I can easily find a woman to join."

"Your magnetic pussy friend with the supermodel legs?"

"Ooooh, I forgot about her. No, I was thinking we could ask Laura. She's expressed an interest... a big interest. And I'll give you permission to fuck her as much as you... and her, want. I'm getting kind of aroused thinking about it. Do you want to check it out some lesbian porn?"

"From Laura's studio? What do you have?"

"Shannon with Laura, Mary with Shannon, Mary with the hot Latina, and Shannon with the hot Latina."

"We've seen them all, haven't we?"

"Yeah. I think so. I have a Mary medley, but half of it is with Shannon, a third is Mary with other women, and the rest has a lot guys sucking guys. Mary doesn't fuck on camera, except with strap-ons and another woman, so all her guy videos have bisexual men. I'd kind of like to see you watch guy-guy sex. You've gotten to see how turned on I get watching women go at it. Let me watch you get hard looking at some hard cocks."

I answer with reservations, "I'm excited to share things with you, but please be open-minded that I may not get into everything you throw my way. But I am totally into trying this with you."

"I'm just curious if homoerotic thoughts get you off."

"I've never tried, but I guess you'll find out. You say you needed this summer to find yourself. Apparently I did too. I love that you've been my tour guide." We kissed.

"It's been a summer of discovery, passion, and limited sleep. Tonight is a perfect example. We will not be sleeping much." She got up and turned on the television and VCR, which we could watch from our room, given how small the apartment was. She turned the screen slightly, so it faced our door. She grabbed the remote and returned to bed. I folded the futon up to thirty degrees, so we were angled to watch. The video had not been rewound, so it started midway through Mary's antics. She was wearing black heels, fishnet stockings, a leather camisole, and a choker. She ordered one guy to drop to his knees in front of another guy. The guy on his knees was naked with a huge hard-on. The other guy still had athletic shorts on. Mary demanded he suck him through his shorts. As he followed her orders, the shorts gradually climbed higher until the cock inside popped out and into his mouth it went. As soon as the slurping started, Claudine inspected my cock with her hand to see if I was reacting to the image.

"You seem a little hard."

"You're touching me... it happens."

"It's not the guys on the screen causing it?"

"I don't think so, sorry. Mary is sexy though."

We watched another few minutes before she turned it off and said, "We'll revisit this in the future. Let's work on a FFM threesome." The magazine she had been asking about fell open and it happened to open to a photo shoot page. She said, "Whoa, what's this. You're responding, I can feel it. What's different?"

"I don't know, maybe a nicer cock?"

"Let's turn the page and see." With that, she moved her mouth to my ear again and fondled my cock with her right hand while turning the page with her left hand. As soon as she managed to flip the page, she squeezed me and whispered, "It's a juicy cock. Do you like this one better than the huge one?

"Yes."

"Can we share a cock like this one day?"

"Before or after we share Laura or another woman? Those are still higher on your list, aren't they?"

"After... I really want a woman. You mentioned another woman. Is there another woman you have in mind besides Laura?"

"No, I don't really know any woman into that sort of thing."

"Not true, you know one woman who is very into that sort of thing. And I'm telling you right here and now, I'd do anything to make that threesome happen. I'm sorry if this is a sore or awkward subject, but like I have made clear, there is literally nothing I wouldn't do with her. If you could join me, that would be heaven. But you're dodging my questions."

"Sorry about that."

She put her lips on my ear and licked a gentle circle and then asked again, "Can we share a cock like this one? You can watch me suck him up close. You can watch my lips slide up and down his shaft. Then you can kiss me after I release him. I'll give you a deep kiss, so can taste him in my mouth. Then I want you to take him into your mouth and suck him. Then I'll kiss you and taste him in your mouth."

I turned to put my mouth on her ear. I whispered, "I think I might just like that. I'll lower my mouth down to his head and then I'll slowly close my mouth and begin to suck, taking some of his shaft into my mouth too. I'll rub my tongue all over hid head while I go up and down his shaft. When I think he's ready, I'll tell him to fuck my mouth. 'Fuck my mouth.' And when he pushes in, I'll clamp my mouth on his cock and let him feel the wet, warm sensation. I want him to thrust in fast and slowly pull out. If he's not fucking my mouth hard enough or fast enough, then I'll move my mouth up and down his cock to help him mouth-fuck me. Because my mouth will be so full with his cock, I won't be able to say what I want him to do to me. You'll have to tell him what to do. Will you tell him to fuck my mouth?"

"Oh Gawd yes!"

Amongst the many things we shared in the bedroom that summer, we mastered the art of story-telling. It pushed up deeper into desire for our various threesomes, but we never fully tried to make any of them reality in earnest until the calendar gave us a sense of urgency. Her class was nearing its end, and we had to act. The opportunity to hook up with Laura hadn't worked out, because Shannon was always with Laura. The opportunity to share a man never happened, because the opportunity just never was there.

Shannon was clearly over me, but she was still impacting my life, despite having been out of contact for weeks. She had called a few times to invite me to stay over, but it never manifested itself, because she always cancelled. I would have been the one canceling, if she didn't cancel first. But with summer coming to a close, I knew I had to meet up with her, because her graduate school would be starting soon.

She finally made a set plan, because she wanted to know when we'd be moving in together. It blew my mind when she invited me over to make plans. It was even weirder when she emphasized that I'd be spending the night. I agreed to meet up, but declined spending the night, which she first thought was because she was never in the mood to fuck. I simply said I had other plans. Even though we had not officially broken up, I think she somehow thought we would still be roommates once her school started and her life became more of an academic routine like before. She obviously didn't know I knew as much as I did about her summer hobby. So it was time to get things squared away.

I wasn't sure how much Claudine wanted that particular threesome, so I delayed my rendezvous to breakup with Shannon. I should at least try to coordinate the menage a trois, but the truth is that I wasn't into it. I was done with Shannon, and the thought of her sexually was borderline repulsive. I hoped Claudine didn't want it any longer, but I was way afraid to open that can of worms.

Shannon had orientation for school, so she started living in San Francisco full time around the start of September. I finally scheduled a night to visit Shannon, and knew she'd actually be there. We met up one evening at out apartment, and I planned to work my way into our 'talk'. We sat on our flattened out couch in the living room facing each other. I felt a little awkward, because she was in the short shorts she'd wear when she wanted me to fuck her, sitting cross-legged directly across from me. It was where we had started our dance to intercourse on a many occasions, which was definitely not going to happen tonight. She was clearly expecting it to happen, and I feared that my body language would cause a verbal confrontation if I expressed my inner feelings. We'd see how it went. I asked how Laura was doing. She said she was great and that rekindling their friendship had been wonderful and made her a new person. This opened the door.

I asked, "Too bad we got interrupted. I've been thinking about it. Would you be willing to suck me off and let her watch?"

"What?"

"She asked for that, don't you remember? You and I have been inactive for a while, so I thought the thrill of being watched might spice things up and get our fire lit. I'm really sorry if I've offended you by saying you're the type of woman who would have sex while others watched. I know that's not you, but I got the impression that night you were considering it. I've been thinking of ways to get us on track." I had talked too much.

"I'm sorry for the dry spell. I've just had a lot going on getting ready for grad school to start, and I haven't been in a sexy mood much lately. I know she jokingly asked us to do that, but she wasn't serious. She always jokes about that stuff, but there are rarely any teeth behind it. We got way carried away and went way too far that night. I regretted it instantly. What happened that night was all she could ever do... we could ever do. Were you actually thinking we should follow through on all of it?"

"I don't know, she brought it up a lot that night. There was a lot going on with her that night. There was a lot going on with both of you that night. She was painting a sex picture that seemed pretty vivid. It was weird and at the same time tempting. Lately I've been thinking about it. It sounds kind of fun and maybe a bit of an exhibition thrill. I have been thinking about all of the things she suggested the three of us do. You said you were up for anything, but I guess that's not the case anymore. Her suggestion that you two watch me jack off while you played with each other was actually enticing."

"We were just trolling you. It was a tease to get your aroused. We weren't serious. Again, I'm sorry things got as carried away as they did. They weren't supposed to go that far, and it was a onetime thing."

"So it's not something you could ever do?"

"No... of course not. That was crazy me that night, and I could never do anything like that again. It was curiosity and now it's out of my system. You need to get it out of yours too."

"I'm sorry to ask."

Shannon was silent for a moment before asking, "Did Claudine tell you that Laura was serious about doing that sort of thing?" I was caught off guard when she called her Claudine, but it made sense she'd know her name by now.

"She didn't share too much, but she did mention that Laura had been known to film people having sex. Laura certainly sounded serious about filming that night, no matter how much you say she was joking. I'll bet she films loads of stuff."

"Were you ever going to tell me that Claudine was a girl?"

"I figured Laura told you that long ago. I wanted to tell you in person so you could ask me about 'Claude', but you and I spent literally no time together this summer. You were always at Laura's place. The opportunity to talk never came up. You were busy hanging out with Laura and I was in southern California pretty much five days a week."

"Well you keeping that secret from me is part of the problem... our problem. Trust is a delicate thing. Violating trust has a lot to do with us not sleeping together. Her gender was an important thing to share, and I was hurt you didn't tell me you had a girl in your bedroom. I didn't feel like being intimate with you because of it. And then you stopped calling me after a while." I couldn't believe my ears. What a spin she was concocting.

"I stopped calling, because I only got your answering machine. I stopped calling, because you never called me back."

"Same for me."

"Like I said, I was sure Laura told you Claudine was a girl. I'm sorry to violate your trust, and it's good you take trust and loyalty so seriously."

"I do. And it wasn't Laura who told me. I actually learned her name from a friend of hers, Mary." I paused for a moment and tried to figure out how much she thought I knew. I think we both knew nearly everything, so it was time to stop playing.

"Did Laura film you with Mary?"

She had a genuinely inquisitive look and asked, "What do you mean?" I wasn't expecting that tone. I started to think she didn't realize I knew about Laura's projects, including ones with Mary and Shannon fucking each other like a conjugal visit. Damn, it was a can of worms I didn't mean to open yet.

I tried to recover. "I mean that you found out from Mary. Laura apparently liked to film Mary doing various things when she was taking her video classes in college. Claudine shared that Laura was into making videos of Mary's day-to-day life. I assume if you were close enough with Mary for her to tell you that Claudine was a woman when Laura didn't tell you, that you two spent quality time and probably got recorded by Laura in her biopic on Mary."

She looked squeamish, which is not what I wanted. She paused to think and then said, "Laura films a lot of people now, not just Mary. But Mary is really interesting and I couldn't help but take a liking to her. She's a free spirit." She dodged the question.

It was time for a shock element. "It sounds like a cool friendship. For full disclosure here, Claudine slept with Mary on a few occasions, but I'm guessing you know that already."

"I did know that. I take it you and Claudine got really close this summer, if she's telling you all her secrets, like being bisexual." I could detect a slightly perturbed tone in her voice, mixed in with tiny bit of sadness. I had expected the jealousy, but without the little hint of melancholy.

Time to offer up a defusing tone. "It took over a month of supposedly living in the same apartment with her before I actually met her. And I have to say that while Laura pisses me off, that was pretty damn funny. Laura convinced both Claudine and I, with your help too, that the other one was a gay man. When we were finally in the apartment together for the first time, I couldn't believe it was a woman, let alone an attractive woman. I didn't believe she was Claude at first. Anyway, yes, we have a good relationship, the times we are actually there at the same time. The awkwardness of realizing that neither of us were actually a gay man opened up all sorts of conversations, about all sorts of things."

"Did you say an 'attractive woman'?"

"I did. She beautiful, but I'm sure you already knew that from Mary."

"Do you and your beautiful roommate do a lot of things together?"

"We've had dinner a few times. We've watched the television when we were both in a mindless mood."

"I didn't think you had cable TV there."

"I don't. I meant videos on the TV. Claudine brought tapes and we watched on the VCR."

"Ah, that makes more sense. What'd you watch?"

"Mostly random bootlegs."

"Bootlegs? Of what?"

"Anything really."

"Movie theater sort of bootlegs? Regular TV stuff?"

"Mostly homemade bootlegs."

She was getting frustrated by my answers and then lashed out, "Did you sleep with her? Did you fuck her?" I wasn't sure if her ire was because she thought I had slept with Claudine or whether it was the frustration at my elusive answers as to whether I had watched her porn tapes. Whether I had sex with Claudine was going to get asked, and I wanted to navigate it as best I could, but I was not ready for that question yet.

"I did sleep with her. But I think you need to know the circumstances."

"How could you?" She was a cross between mad and hurt. I was confused, and just a hint of angry that she was trying this crap given everything she had been doing. She clearly had no idea I knew about her after hour promiscuous activities of the last few months.

"That is the circumstances part I need for you to hear. You need to know them. It will hopefully give you some perspective. Please hear everything out." She nodded that she would, so I continued. "It wasn't going to happen. We agreed that nothing could ever happen between us, given our respective relationships. But one night when I got back from LA, I walked in on her watching porn."

"So you fucked her because she was horny from porn? You did her a little favor by giving her some dick while she fantasized about one on the TV?"

"No, please hear it all out." I gave her the look to silence her comments, and then I continued. "I got back a day early and walked in on her watching a bootleg porn tape. I forgot we even had the VCR, and she had hooked it up while I was gone. She had been busted and tried to hide what she was doing. I didn't care, so she went back to watching. It was Mary and some Latina lady, and Claudine was very much into it. I think she still has a thing for Mary."

"So you joined her, and because she was getting off on some dyke porn, you thought, 'maybe I should put my dick in her.' Is that your reasoning?"

Her anger surprised me. "Again, please hear the entire thing out. That video ended and another one came on."

"Great story... you basically pulled an all nighter watching cheapy porn while fucking her."

"No, just one more short porn film actually. It had two guys."

She laughed, "Now you're talking. Gay porn with your new gay friend, Claude."

"It was not purely gay porn. The guy's sucked each other's cocks, but then there was a woman in it too, although she joined in the action later in the video. I think she came from a wedding."

I gave her an opportunity to interrupt, but this time she didn't. She was clearly getting nervous once I mentioned 'wedding.' I continued, "The woman in the video went into her boyfriend's apartment and caught giving him a blowjob to his roommate. She took charge and took over sucking him. The guy rolled her over to on her back and started mouth-fucking her. As he was pounding her mouth, his buddy went down on her. She spread wide open so he could do it and you could see her pussy clearly, including a tiny, crescent moon-shaped birthmark on her upper thigh. They repositioned and the guy started tonguing her asshole. She was wearing a veil the whole time to hide her face and kept answering "mmmmm huhhmmm" when Laura would ask her if she liked getting mouth-fucked. The guy eventually shot his wad into her mouth and she opened up to show Laura's camera her mouth full of prize before swallowing it. Then it got weird. She went down on Laura. It was a lot like what you did to Laura right here on this couch and in the bedroom the night we had dinner. She ate Laura out at first and then she rolled Laura's legs up and started tonguing her butthole, which caused Laura to cry out her name. This woman shed her veil to get her tongue deeper into Laura, so she was easy to recognize and identify. The video abruptly ended, but I assume she made Laura cum like she did the guy she sucked and swallowed in the video." As I told the story, she looked ashen, shaken to the core. I gave no emotion in my description, just the factual observations. She couldn't speak.

I continued, "I'm sure you never in a million years thought I'd be watching you sucking cock and licking pussy in a porn video, one that I think was filmed on a night that you ditched me this summer. Talk about irony. But as for the video, the truth is that you were sexy in it. Claudine was absolutely turned on, which in an odd twist of fate is why she threw her pussy at me. I would have turned it down, but something about you making that video made it okay to say yes that night. Something about that video made me think loyalty was no longer a priority, so I let go and had an amazing night with a gorgeous woman. You got me laid after she and I had promised it would be platonic. So to answer your question, yes, I fucked her... four times that night in fact."

She fought back tears, and her tone had clearly changed from jealous and aggressive to submissive and apologetic. I hated seeing her emotions twist in the wind like that, despite thinking I wanted it as I was sharing what I knew about her hobby. Now that it was out in the open, maybe candid conversation would help us reach peace with it all. She needed to know that I had come to grips with her hobby, and actually accepted her for who she had become. I couldn't ever be with her again, but I still cared about her as a person. Finally she said, "Forgive me. I don't know what got into me. Laura did want to film you and I, but I felt awkward asking you. If you recall from dinner, she also mentioned her friend John and his propensity to give his roommate head. After watching you wasn't an option, she asked if I wanted to watch John suck his friend. One thing led to another, and she asked if I wanted to be filmed watching them. I didn't know what it would entail, but seeing two dudes blow each other was up my alley. I said yes with reservations. I did the first scene where I entered their apartment, and figured that was it. Then Laura asked for more. I can't believe I actually followed through on it. I feel so ashamed. It meant nothing. I never saw those guys again. The stuff with Laura at the end was just playing around. It was acting, like when the three of us hooked up."

I waited to see if she was going to add more. She kept talking only about that tape, like it was her one and only time. It was time to intervene. I said, "This may sound odd, but it's all okay." That was true, but what I meant was that her not confessing to the other videos made it okay that our relationship was over. It had been over for a while, but her secrecy helped me to accept it with minimal sadness and no guilt about hooking up with Claudine.

I decided we needed to air everything out. I said, "You have always been brave and I know you to honor promises. I believe you could muster the boldness to overcome your shyness and that you would follow through on it if you promised Laura to do a video. You have always been a thrill seeker. I could see you doing many wild things if and when the opportunity presented itself. One of the great things about you is your willingness to take a risk or do something new. And helping out a longtime friend like Laura was good of you."

"I guess that's it. It was a thrill to do that. It gave me a high. Again, I'm not sure what got into me, but that thrill seeking high was my fuel. And yes, I didn't want to let Laura down. Her watching all that sex sort of pushed things between us, and I got carried away trying to make her happy."

"Like I said, you were very sexy in it. It was clearly something that turned you on, and that radiated into the lens. Both the naughty aspect of being on camera and having sex with two bi men. The lesbian part at the end surprised me, but you were on fire doing it."

"I did get caught up in the filming and I must confess that I enjoyed making that video. But it was never meant to go that far and I regretted it the second I finished. I have been so ashamed and I have avoided you because of what I did in it." I believed her last sentence.

But I had heard enough about one video and knew it was time for full disclosure. "I'm sure you did enjoy it, because it seemed too natural for you to be just acting. You were natural with both men and women. Doing that must have been so hot in that moment and something that flowed once you let yourself go. You were very comfortable in front of a camera. The woman I saw in that video was very comfortable having sex on camera." She smiled a shy, yet proud smile. "The woman I saw in that video had already swallowed a lot of cum, so she was comfortable having a cock fire off its load against her throat with a camera inches away." She looked at me and smiled, no doubt thinking I was talking about the times I had given her a mouthful. Before she could say anything about swallowing me, I continued, "That woman was ready and willing in that video, because she had swallowed cum in front of that same camera many times before." Her expression changed to confusion. "That woman had made a few other videos, where she pleasured two cocks at the same time.

"She had serviced two cocks simultaneously, anywhere she could take them. No hole was off limits. She seemed to get more comfortable with each video. She loved it in the mouth in her very first video. She also seemed to enjoy it in her cunt. She did some serious sucking and fucking. What surprised me was how much she seemed to especially enjoy taking it up her ass in later videos. She seemed reluctant to getting penetrated up the ass in her first video, but she did it for the camera. After that first time, she seemed to want to take it deep in her ass in every man video after that. She'd spit a cock out of her mouth and demand the guy fuck her in the ass. But what really surprised me, and I mean really floored me, was that she'd often kiss the guys passionately and intimately while getting cunt-fucked and ass-fucked at the same time. Everything she did with those guys looked very intimate, and her kisses seemed so real. She kissed a lot of people and looked like she was into it every time, especially one guy she sucked and fucked a lot. My guess is that she started filming videos in early April and by the time she made the one I saw with John and Michael, she had probably notched a mouth-cunt-ass trifecta of at least six cocks."

She let her tears flow, but because she chose not to be up front about everything, I had lost my compassionate side. She finally said, "So what does this mean for us?"

I was stunned she asked that, although maybe she meant about the friendship, my moving my things out, or whether I'd be helping her pay rent any longer. I said, "I have no idea where to go from this point, but we'll figure it out. I assume you're talking about our friendship."

She asked, "Do you still love me?"

I could not fathom that she had actually asked that. I didn't immediately answer. After a moment I finally said, "I don't, but you can't honestly believe you still love me either." The truth is that I loved who she used to be, but there was no way I could ever be in love with her again. I had seen too much to ever see her as anything close to trustworthy or loyal again.

"Can you ever forgive me?" Now that was an interesting question.

"For being you? Of course! I already have. You followed an impulse and pushed your boundaries. It sure looked like you enjoyed being wild, and let's be honest here; you had been dying to be so for some time. Hearing about Jackie's antics for years had to fill your head with a desire to do wild things. I assume Jackie was your first friend to have done orgies. Now you can join her. You lived vicariously through Frankie and Jackie. Moving up here was the first time you ever had freedom, so you did what had been pent up inside you for years. There is nothing to forgive. I hope you don't ever think you need to be forgiven for being yourself."

"I did enjoy having no boundaries. I loved finally getting to do the things Jackie and Frankie were doing. Once I did one small thing, the flood gate broke and I kept doing it... craving it."

"I get that."

"Letting go felt so empowering, and the camera made me hot. And it was my excuse to follow through. But you never actually answered my question about forgiving me. Can you forgive me for what I did?"

"That you cheated on me to make videos?... that you had an affair with Laura?... that you stopped intimacy with me without having the decency to let me know that was your decision? I'm sure in time I will come to grips with all of it, and to be honest I am on my way there, but I do not think so highly of myself to feel I am responsible to forgive or not forgive. Maybe we need a different word to describe it."

"What word are you thinking?"

"I don't know, maybe 'understand'... or 'accept'... or 'hold no grudge'. I don't know exactly what it is, but I get what you are asking."

"Whatever word it is, can we ever get back to accepting each other as we are and loving each other?"

I paused to contemplate it for a moment and then said, "I don't see how."

"I can't blame you. Everything I did was so wrong, and I am so sorry to not have told you the entire truth. But you have not always been truthful with me either."

"Is that you trying to justify what you did, or genuine."

"A little of both."

"Well let's not do this to each other right now. I am on a bit of a mission here. Sorry to be business-like, but it helps to keep the emotions out. I need to move all my stuff out, return your key, and follow though on a promise to ask you something."

"Do you have to move everything out?"

"How could I not?"

She didn't answer. Her eyes started to water for a second, and then she got it under control. I had to get back on task. I said, "I have something I need to confess, which I hope doesn't make things even more awkward. It will explain my promise to ask you something."

She looked pensive and anxious, saying a quick "Yes?"

I took a deep breath. Finally I muttered, "I think it will help for you to know this. I hope so. I'm really embarrassed by this, but Claudine and I masturbated to a couple videos of you and Mary going down on each other... a lot! She masturbated to all of your other videos with women, but nothing like the ones with you and Mary. I sprayed a lot of cum around and she left a lot of wet spots because of you two. And odd as this may be, I was glad you were finally releasing that repressed part of you. You looked genuinely happy getting laid by women, like you have wanted to do for years. I saw your lust for Laura firsthand. But my point is that we watched you and Mary a lot and Claudine climaxed every time. It was a total turn on to talk about how good each of you was at oral sex. I told Claudine about your amazing mouth, which she watched it in action doing Mary, and she told me about Mary's incredible tongue, which I witnessed in action doing you. It was surreal hearing Claudine fingering herself relentlessly while I jacked off watching my ex-girlfriend servicing Claudine's former lesbian lover. We watched and heard you eating out Mary and then Mary returning the favor. Fuck you two were hot. I came all over myself on more than one occasion."

This was the doozy that squelched the breakup emotions. She thought for a moment and then laughed. It was good to hear her laughing again. "Oh my God, did you seriously jack off to me? It is so mind-blowingly ironic that when I could have been sucking you for real to make you cum, you jacked off to a video, watching me make someone else cum. And that made you cum. Did you watch every tape I made?"

"I think Claudine watched all of your tapes. She showed me some of them one time, but I can't say I actually watched, at least not that way. There are about ten to twelve? Claudine watched you a lot. You were her favorite to masturbate to."

"Not yours?"

She again caught me off guard. "I enjoyed the real thing back when I had it, so it's not a valid question."

"You fucked an outdated version of me, one that was subdued. You haven't had the one you watched on tape. You can still have the real thing. But this whole dynamic is just so weird. It is both hot as fuck and bizarre beyond belief. You sat and played with yourselves while watching me fuck and suck other men and women."

"I watched you with women. Did you get fucked by a man?"

She laughed. Now that it was all out in the open, she relaxed a little. The tension in her shoulders dropped. "Yes... maybe a few times. Shall I tell you about it?"

I laughed and said, "Would you like to?"

She moved over towards me and without using words to ask, she snuggled into me, resting her head on my chest, but at the same time making sure I was okay with the contact. I was a little uneasy about it, but in the moment it was the type of nuzzling that seemed innocent enough. As she laid there, quietly at first, it actually felt sweet. It had been a harsh conversation and it was time to heal, and hopefully laugh about it and how absurd it all is. She needed a hug badly.

"I think it's about time I come clean." Oh no, maybe she was about to get serious, and that is not what I wanted. "Or maybe come dirty if that's what you prefer." Phweew, it was not a somber story coming. "You might enjoy hearing the dirty version given how much you watched me doing it. And if you want to jack off again, please don't hold back." She paused and then laughed, "I'm just joking. So here goes my full confession. I'm not proud, but I'm also not ashamed. Laura started filming me near the end of March. It all started when I went to see her and she asked if I'd ever been with two guys. She knew the answer, but that's another story. Knowing I'd agree to being filmed with two guys and that I had time on my hands, she proposed her idea to me. She showed me some footage of some guys and then asked me if any of them turned me on. It's kind of a blur, but I went from meeting Laura for dinner, to being naked in her guest bedroom to film some test footage. I pulled an all nighter in front of her camera. Being filmed playing with myself was way too awkward, so I knew right away I had to be with someone. She only suggested acts with men, which is all I thought she filmed. I'm honestly not sure why I said yes, but once I did, I was hooked. I liked the attention of the camera.

"We filmed a lot at first, and I mean a lot. The test footage to see who works well together was substantial and ton of footage goes into each video. It was four to five times per week through April, and all that filming was just for the first three videos. For everything that made it to the final cut, there was more than triple that much getting edited out. And getting cum shots just right when it was unsure when they'd happen meant redoing those scenes a lot. Even though the guy would jack himself hard to set up the scene, he still had to plunge into me to do the scene. I got fucked so much in the beginning, it actually hurt some days. I was sore from friction for a month at least. There was a lot of test shoot footage with guys who didn't work out. Laura got random people she knew, and many were not good in front of the camera. But they were already inside of me, ramming my pussy with their dick, before Laura decided it wouldn't work with them. There were days I got fucked six times. That's a big part of why I stopped doing videos with men." She paused to see my reaction, but I gave none. I already knew she got fucked a lot, but I was stunned by the actual number she was saying. I expected twice a day. I hadn't considered the times that the footage was not used. If I'm being honest, I was pretty disgusted hearing what she had become in such a short time.

She chuckled and continued, "As you saw, my mouth got fucked too... a lot. Seriously, a lot. I was always giving a blowjob for the camera. Giving a guy head is where every video starts, and having two guys meant double the blowjobs I had to give. I took every cock, big or small, in my mouth. And I had to take all of them. Deep throating films well, so I had a lot of balls bouncing off my chin and pubes in my nostrils. I tasted a lot of precum and swallowed a lot of cum. Yes, as you experienced and know more than anyone, I love sucking cock. But swallowing six times in eight hours was too much. I don't think I ever swallowed you more than four times in an entire day, although I loved that and would have done more with you. This wasn't the same as when we were doing it out of passion and love." I know she was free flowing with her comments, but I didn't need to know much of what she was saying. This was clearly her chance to vent it all, and maybe a side of her wanted me to be disgusted by her slutiness.

She smiled at me, and then continued, "I also had to have a cock in my mouth for most of the scenes, because once I had a cock in my mouth, straight guys no longer wanted to kiss me. I must have had 'cock breath'. So I had to keep my mouth busy for the camera, and as Laura always pointed out, sucking dick is pretty much the only other option besides kissing. So I sucked cock the entire shoot on most occasions, mainly because I filmed MMF threesomes. There were always two cocks to satisfy. The cocks I sucked in most of my threesomes were not very sexy, so it was not satisfying. The problem is that I was so used to this one." She put her hand on my crotch, and through my shorts, pressed into my dick. I didn't flinch, but I thought about moving away. She played with me a little, before letting go. I wonder if she sensed my discomfort.

"Sucking small dicks also made for poor footage. No one wants to watch a small dick filling my mouth, so some blowjobs never saw life in the final cut. Many cum shots didn't work out, so we had to re-shoot half of them. I did a lot of cock sucking for naught. Laura loved filming the side of my face when I sucked a guy off. You can see a thick cock as it moves around in my mouth, even when I had the veil on." With that she turned sideways and put a finger in her mouth to push out on her cheek from the inside. I could see the outline. "Laura tried to cast at least one guy with a thick cock and big head. There was one guy she always wanted to cast me with, but our attempts to convince him failed." She smiled, and then looked down at my crotch. "You were right earlier when you said she was serious about wanting your cock. Remember at dinner when she said 'girls talk'? Well I had told her on many occasions how amazing your cock was." As she said it, she reached up my leg and under my shorts to grabbed my shaft. With her other hand, she started to unbutton my shorts and pull the sides apart. She reached in from the top and played with me for a while, and I know I should have stopped it, but I didn't. She eventually pulled it out from the top and then held my cock near the top of my shaft, so it was sticking straight up. I wasn't hard, but she was stretching me to be long.

She stroked it gently and said, "Laura seriously wanted this, and for a long time it made me jealous. She constantly told me she wanted to do this to it." She bent down and took me into her mouth and started slowly giving me head. She stopped for a moment to say, "You have no idea how much she longed to suck you off," and then she went back to sucking me off. After a couple times bobbing her mouth up and down my cock I pulled away, and she stopped sucking me and switched to stroking me with her hand while she continued. "I came to learn that what she really wanted was to have me watch her giving you a blow job, up close. That was her turn-on. It took time to appreciate her, but once we started sleeping together and I learned what got her off, her antics were more palatable. So much so that I tried to make it happen with you and her that night."

I asked, "When did you start sleeping with her?"

"In April some time. It just happened one night, while editing. When you edit that much footage of my pussy, I guess you get teased a lot. She asked me to demonstrate on her what I would do if I were cast with a woman, and we ended up doing it... all night. The next night was the same story. One thing led to another, and we ended up in bed naked again. We quickly got to the point we slept together every night, and we kept experimenting. We took time off when she had to spend the night with Jim. My plan was to sleep with you on those nights, but they always happened to be when you were in LA. Laura and I pushed our curiosities of what a woman could do with and to another woman. Truth is, I often fought my way through the day's filming, just so I could spend the night with her, and we could experiment with new ways to pleasure each other. When I switched to only being filmed with women, things got hotter between us. I slept with women who wanted to fuck her, so I was her surrogate as well as her star."

I interrupted and said, "I know of a woman who wanted to fuck her who'd love for you to be her surrogate."

Shannon smiled and said, "We can discuss that later. I want to finish this topic first." She paused a moment and then continued, "I think the question you may really be asking is when did I fall for Laura." I had not been wondering that at all, but once she said it, I became curious. "The first time I realized I had feelings for Laura was after a draining shoot. It was a long day and I needed a shower. I decided to drive home to shower, not wanting to use the guest bathroom where everyone else was too. That guest shower room is where I filmed my first tape with a woman, so I preferred to shower at home despite a long drive covered in cum. She saw me grab my keys. She shut down filming for the day, and then walked me her bedroom shower. Her shower is heavenly, with great water pressure and a perfect temperature. I was washing off the residue of the shoot and lost in how good it felt to get clean. I didn't hear her come into the bathroom, but was pleasantly surprised when she climbed into the shower with me. She took care of me, washing and at times holding me. There was nothing sexual; she was there to take care of me. It had been a tough day, and I had been questioning what I was doing."

"When was this?" I asked.

"Probably our third week of filming, so early April, before we had slept together. It was an intense time and she was trying to make two videos at once. There were so many people and it was chaos. We were both stressed out. I felt horrible about what I had been doing, and she comforted me. Like I said, there was nothing sexual about it, just a friend caring for another friend... naked... in the shower... pressed into one another. You need to understand that we once tried hooking up a couple years before that, and we just couldn't do anything below our waists back then. In fact, we pretty much just kissed and then quit. She honored my no fly zone below the waist when we were in the shower, and was there just to comfort me. We dried off, dressed, and had a wonderful talk about everything, including my relationship with you. I broke down crying about how I was ruining what you and I had built. What was I doing? I don't want to get into it now, but I couldn't keep living in denial. I knew what I was doing was wrong and that I could get away with it and you'd never know like Jim didn't know, but that was my first time honestly telling myself it was wrong.

"Sorry to get so heavy on you, but I think it's fair to share that. That was maybe a week before Laura and I started having intimate sex, which is what I desperately needed to get me to a good place. I'm not sure there is truly an exact date when we started being a couple, but there were landmarks along the way. One day I recall vividly is when she came in wearing a strap-on. Remember when I measured your cock in detail and it was a total turn-on? Well, I had a purpose in that she wanted to have a custom-built strap-on made that matched you anatomically. Freaky I know, but I wanted to have you when you were away. When Laura got it, she was mesmerized by its size, and didn't believe it was a match to you. I think that may explain why she was so obsessed with your cock, and why she has been trying so hard to have the real thing. She had played with that toy a few times and loved the shape and size. I suspect she showed it to Claudine too, but I never asked. Anyway, like I was saying, she stood there with a strap-on and demanded I get on my knees and suck her. As I obeyed her command and got on my knees, I took a good look and realized it wasn't cock I wanted. It was her pussy. I wanted to eat her pussy. I thought, 'Oh my God, I'm a lesbian. I want pussy and not cock.' I've since come to the realization that I was falling in love with Laura and that I wanted to pleasure her. I've also come to grips with the fact that sexually speaking, I'm bisexual, and what I want at the moment fluctuates."

I took it in for a moment and said, "So you had been together a lot by the time the three of us got together for dinner. That explains so much."

"Technically, you and I were together too, but I guess I was only fucking her at the time. You should have come down and we should have done a threesome; it would have worked so well. It would have been so intense and loving. I could have showed you both that I was in love with you both. But then you would have seen what I was doing and it would have ended. So we could only hook up here. By the way, Laura and I would have done anything you wanted that night. And I'm talking anything. We had already done everything we could to each other, and it was time to share it with someone we both desired. Our original plan was for you to walk in on us fucking, but you were late and we finished before you got there. We threw on minimal clothes and started dinner. We seriously would have done any sex act you wanted, but that's another story." As she said this, I couldn't help but think back to that night. A threesome would have worked, and it was too bad Laura couldn't spend the night.

"I guess I should get back to my current story. When filming MMF threesomes, my forte in the early period, she asked me to spend more time sucking the thicker cock and let the smaller one fuck me. We had to do this without letting them know we were doing this. Which brings me to confession number two. Doing so many MMF threesomes meant I took some serious cock in my pussy, including many I didn't actually want." She adjusted her body so that her thighs were now spread and her feet were flat on the futon. It was a little awkward, and I wanted to stare but also tried not to look. It was tricky. "Every guy I filmed with that kept it up got into me right here..." She paused to pull her shorts to one side and show me her pussy. With a couple fingers on her other hand, she spread her clit open for me to get a good view of its pinkness. "They'd pushed into me and fill me right here." I smiled and made my eyes big before relaxing them. It was not a turn-on at all, having been there before and seeing it as damaged goods now, but I had no interest in hurting her feelings.

She continued, "I was okay being fucked in the cunt at first, but it was always the thin or small ones. It got unappealing quickly. After one guy fired prematurely inside me I started getting a little freaked out. I was cool with cum in my mouth, cum on my face, cum on my chest, cum on my back, and cum dribbling into my butt crack. But cum inside me was a no-no. The stress wasn't worth it, especially for a tiny cock. A shapely, big cock, maybe... probably." She started stroking me more forcefully and put her other hand on my balls and cupped them, but then moved her hands away after a half-minute or so. She was teasing me, hoping I'd respond. It was confusing, because we had not officially broken up and I was not officially dating Claudine, so her expecting reciprocation was reasonable. But she knew I was with Claudine, even if it wasn't official. And I knew she was with Laura. Nevertheless, she did it and said very quietly, "I really miss your cock. I actually miss feeling you cum inside me. I'm not sure why I miss that, but I think being so in love meant it was okay you were firing into me. When that guy came inside me, I felt completely violated. You were the only one to ever have permission to cum inside me. You were the only one to ever do it."

She continued her story, "I compromised with Laura that I'd let them all fuck me, but if it seemed like they were getting close, then I would pull off them and give them a handy until they came on my chest." She pulled her shirt over her head, exposing her bra-less chest. She did not have a particularly nice chest. It wasn't because her tits were small, although they were small, but she didn't have cut abs to make her chest look good. "These tiny things don't film well, so Laura had a better solution. I'm sure you know what she suggested." She leaned in and whispered into my ear, "Take it up my ass. She wanted me to take a cock up the back door." She was staring at my face, probably reading me. I was freaked out knowing what she would likely be showing me soon, and I had no idea how to keep my body language from giving away that I was repulsed by it. Sure enough, she spun around to all fours in doggy position and then dropped her shorts and thong completely to her ankles, and slipped out of them. She spread her legs wide. There was her pale ass in front of me. She reached back and spread her cheeks open, and arched up into an A-frame position to make sure I could see everything. Much to my surprise, it looked good. It was sexy. It was smooth, her rim was cute, and she clearly tended to it. She likely used lotion and creams to keep it supple. Weird.

After showing me her shaft for about half a minute and telling me she was freshly washed and completely clean and that I could put my tongue there if I wanted, she rotated back down and sat on my crotch to grind for a moment, before lying back down on me like before, only now she was naked. She had managed to strip, and she was pushing for something. She didn't want it a few months ago, but now that she couldn't have it, she craved it. She went on, "I was leery of taking it in my ass at first, scared to even try. I think you know about my initial aversion from personal experience, although you never really tried to do me from behind. Knowing what I do now, I wish you had. But that's another story. My first attempt didn't go well, so it was edited out. It hurts the first time, because you're getting stretched out. Frankie had warned me about the first time, but I still cried, which kind of ruins the scene if you know what I mean. I even took the smaller of the two cocks, but it still hurt. We had to stop filming shortly into it, and I went home bleeding a little.

"I was hesitant to try a second time, but agreed to try after Frankie convinced me it would be better. The second dick in my ass was probably only four to five inches and not too thick, which was about as much as I could handle then. I lubed him thoroughly and Laura lubed me inside using two fingers, stretching me out a little. I was really scared when I dropped into doggy position and waited anxiously to see if it hurt when he entered. I could see Laura's camera getting close to my ass, so I knew he would be penetrating me any second. He pushed a little and then suddenly his head 'popped' in, and it was okay... It didn't hurt. He thrust a few times and I felt his thighs on my ass. Holy crap, he was all the way in. I was getting ass-fucked as deep as he could go, and it didn't hurt. It didn't necessarily feel good, but it didn't hurt. I was stretched out, you just saw. The more he rubbed me inside, the better it felt. From the angle Laura filmed at, which was close to my butthole, his cock looked bigger than it actually was. Taking it in the ass films really well. I think the video you watched me take it up my ass when it was my second time doing it." She paused and then laughed, "You must have liked what you were seeing, because apparently you saw my third time too. That's one I'm glad you watched.

"My third time was amazing, and every time I watch it on video, I get tiny shards of orgasm in my ass just thinking about it. It was my third video, so I was really comfortable in front of the camera, doing anything with a cock like taking it in my butt. I had experience handling this particular cock, so I had an idea of what to expect. He was a little bigger than the first two I took up the ass, but still not too large. It was long enough to find the spot Frankie had told me about, but not scary large. Laura did her lubing magic and got me stretched and aroused, using three fingers this time. He lubed his head and rubbed in around my rim, gyrating more lube into me. Rubbing his head around my rim got me hot fast, and I actually pushed down on him to get his head to pop into me. Like I said, Laura had been triple fingering me in the ass that morning, before we got to set, so I was stretched out and ready for cock.

"I couldn't believe I didn't wait for him and just pushed him into me. I slid down his cock and Gawd it felt great filling my ass. I couldn't believe I desired it. He pushed into me a little more and then without warning, he went deep enough to rub the magic spot, and holy fuck it was insane pleasure. I was screaming in ecstasy and literally had pleasure quivers everywhere. His balls brushed against my pussy while his head tickled deep inside me, and it was too much to take. I couldn't control it and I tried to hold back my climax, but no luck. I kind of caused the filming to end early by climaxing too fast and nearly passing out from pleasure. But Laura caught my face and the look of pure pleasure made it such a hot scene. Frankie was right, For me to enjoy getting it up my ass, the guy has to at least six inches long, but not much longer than that. Once I learned that, a six-inch cock in my ass was all I wanted. No more cunt fucking. I couldn't wait to reshoot that scene the next day, and the day after that. He had to fuck me in the ass four times for the shoot, and God I loved feeling his cock sliding in and out of my ass. I actually asked him for more, under the auspices of rehearsing, but he said no. I was so turned on that I got Laura a little jealous, and maybe a little motivated in fact. We had been fucking nightly for a few weeks by then, but she stepped it up.

"Laura mastered the strap-on, and then transitioned holes. She started giving it to me up my ass every night, with a cock that is close to your size. I took it in my ass in every test shoot and video shoot, with every guy with the right sized cock that I could. I told Frankie about it, and he gave me an 'I told you so' look in that caddy way only he can. He also gave me some pointers about what feels good, as both the giver and taker. He obviously had a different perspective than mine, but it helped me to know what the guy likes when he's in my ass. What Frankie could never know is how fucking incredible it feels to have one cock probing your cunt and another one penetrating your ass at the same time. I only got that pleasure once, and it never made it to the final cut, but fucking wow. When they pressed in unison, and rubbed me simultaneously, I literally went numb with pleasure overload for a few seconds. The first guy was on his back and I put my butt into his groin and then laid on him, allowing him to enter my ass and avoid over stimulation and premature climaxing. I got the second guy hard by giving him head, before he slid down and entered me in front. Then it was all about timing. Frankie's tricks helped me get the guy in my ass close to cumming pretty fast, so I could time it right so they could cum close to the same time. Next time you watch me taking it up the ass in the video with John, look at what I do with my ass as he gets in deep. I think I pinched cum out of him."

"You don't get it up the ass in that video."

"Oh, Claudine must not be getting the final edit. I got it up the ass multiple times, once from John and once from Michael, but the footage with John was better, so that's what made the final cut. His facial expressions as he cums in my ass are better, and the thick white stream looks good dripping out of my swollen, throbbing asshole. Watch it if you can. Just as his cock gets all the way in, I pinch my cheeks and slightly arc, and he loves it. I really wish you and I had done it. You would love it. I would love to have you fuck me in the ass, I can give you a stimulation like you've never felt in your life. Besides, I want to try something a little bigger than the biggest I've had. My God, your cock up my ass would be so incredible... I'd probably orgasm three times at least." She contorted her legs back to her chest, to show me she'd submit to it on her back. She then rolled back and sat up and scootched over to start grinding on me with her ass. She said, "Let's try it. Please, just slide your head into my rim and I'll do the rest. I cleaned out, stretched out, and lubed a little before you came over."

I didn't know what to say. "I'm not sure."

"That's fine. The offer is out there." She climbed off of me and went back to lying on me, but with her leg draped over me and with her pussy a little closer to my shaft than before. It was dangerously close. "I know you're still navigating how you feel about me, but if you can forget that for a few hours, I can show you pleasure like I couldn't back in March. I know we're through, but one last amazing session to remember me by couldn't hurt." Her offer to fuck her ass repulsed me, but I couldn't tell her that.

I simply said, "Let's see where we're at."

She continued, "To mix things up, I even tried titty-fucking using these tiny things." She pinched her tits together.

I told her, "I never saw that."

"I didn't go well, so it was edited out. Like the first time I took it up my ass, except without the crying. The problem with me titty-fucking was the laughter." She pushed them together again, this time right in front of my face, so I could see them touching. She put a dildo she had pulled from out of nowhere between them and it fell out. She then said, "We didn't want to make a comedy, so we edited these out. Laura tried to teach me using a dildo, and hers are enough bigger than mine that it can work for her, but barely. I never wanted to try, but Laura is still hoping someone will try it with her one day. I tell her, some of us are just not meant to be titty-fucked. Letting a cock cum all over my tits is fine, but I would never get a guy off with them."

She paused to reminisce, which was odd. "It has been an incredible high, but I'll be honest that although it looks like I enjoy it, it has become work. About the only things I enjoy are getting a thick, six to six-and-a-half inch cock up my ass, or a well-groomed, pretty pussy and butthole in my mouth, and Laura stopped filming ass-fucking." She paused again, and was truly caught in retrospect. After a few moments she continued her cathartic confession. "Getting fucked by two guys a few days every week was a total high for about a month. I honestly don't know how I got so addicted that fast, but I did. It was hot doing anything and everything in front of a camera, and nothing was taboo. I cured my shyness. I'm sorry you never got that anything-goes side of me. I'm sorry I was so repressed before. On camera was my place to completely let go, and I did. You nailed it when you said I'm an exhibitionist."

"It's one of the things that makes you so hot on film." I had said it with too much enthusiasm, but I had to prop her up for the bigger question. And it was true, she was sexy in her videos.

Apparently we both had a 'bigger question' on the way. She hit me with her bigger question first. "I know this might be wrong to ask, and I know the answer will be 'no', but would you ever do a film with me. I'm tired of raw sex, and being with someone I love would be nice. And it would give me a chance to do some of the things I would have loved to do to you."

"I'm not sure I could ever do that. The idea of being filmed doesn't sit well with me."

"I really wish we would have had Laura all night. She's so sexy. I know you've seen some footage of the two of us, and you got a good taste of how sensual she is in bed. but the way she and I hook up off camera is intense, and she is hotter than you might imagine. And she goes down on me like no other."

I didn't want to go there at all, and had to get back on track. I said, "She has perky tits, but there's no way she could suck me or fuck me the way you can."

"Then titty-fuck her and see where it goes. She wants to try that. Let's do a threesome with her."

"We had our moment, and I'm not sure trying to get it back is the best idea."

"I thought I'd ask. I just want some energy injected into this. I do enjoy women a lot now, more than men in fact. And I'm good at it, especially if they are hot. I've switched to only making woman-on-woman videos."

We had reached a good place. "Well you are fucking great with women. Claudine so wants to go down on you. You are so hot in bed, with men and women both, that she literally tells me what she'd do with you."

"Seriously? That's kind of hot. And you'd be fine if I hooked up with her and do all the things I've been talking about?"

She had stolen my thunder. She had somehow asked my question. I had to be delicate here. I honestly wasn't sure if I was okay with it, but Claudine had asked, and I had to remind myself that this was her summer to be wild. We were not in a committed relationship, so I needed to be okay with it if I truly wanted happiness for Claudine. The hardest part was asking for what Claudine wanted. "She was kind of hoping... we were kind of hoping, that it would be a threesome. She has never done one before."

She looked at me inquisitively and asked, "Are you sure she hasn't done a threesome before?"

I lowered my eyebrows and asked, "Do you know something I don't?"

"I shouldn't say anything, but Mary seemed to believe her, Claudine, and another roommate may have played around a bit."

"Oh, the lesbian action that happened on porn night. I'm not sure she sees that as a threesome as much as a lesbian soft-orgy, between drunken roommates playing their own version of dare (like truth and dare, without the truth option)."

"I could get off on an FFF, but I don't film MFFs, as you may have noticed. There is always going to be some awkwardness with the guy. I can think about it though, because there is so much history with us that awkward would be the least of our issues."

"This is not for filming, it's for private pleasure."

"I pretty much can only do some things in front of a camera. It helps me to think of myself as a porn star when I want to get adventurous. It's a weird turn-on I know, but it's what gets me off. I've never been ass-fucked without a camera filming me, even though I love it." She grinded her ass on me again, but for just a second.

"I thought you said Laura fucked you in the ass nightly."

"I mean with an actual cock. I've only had the real thing on set."

"So it's a no to the threesome?"

"I didn't say that. I need time to think about it. I am literally processing too much at the moment. Hooking up with you and Claudine makes everything so real, and I wasn't ready for all this. Mary told me I should hook up with her and Claudine, and now you say I should hook up with you and Claudine. Hooking up with Claudine creates a dynamic with Laura that concerns me. I would have to get her blessing."

"It has been a lot to process, and I got three months to do it. I'm sorry you've had less than two hours to process everything."

"It's been a lot, but I've been processing it for awhile too. I knew our relationship probably wouldn't withstand what I was doing, the first time I did it. I'm relieved we're in a better place than a few hours ago. I've been stressed about how to tell you about my porn addiction and was scared about how you'd take it. I didn't know how to tell you that I had fallen in love with Laura, although I'm not sure she loves me. Plus this whole Claudine and you thing is crazy. I pushed her right into your lap, literally. It took time to accept that you two are a thing, but I know she's good for you. She's prettier and sexier than I am, and she's more stable in her life." I knew that was a dangerous thing to reply to, so I just shrugged my shoulders. All of it was true, but now was not the time or place to verbally agree. "But to be candid, since you told me she finds me hot, I'm thinking about how I can get with her, but only if you're okay with it. I will need to clear it with Laura. If I were to say no to our threesome, would you be okay if I fucked your girlfriend, just her and I?"

"She certainly wants it, and I want her to be happy. By the way, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend."

"Yet. You want to be. I can read it in your body language. You forget that I still know you well. You are in love with her. I'm sorry if it's not being reciprocated to the degree you desire. Give it time."

She caught me off guard yet again. Or she was fishing for me to say I wasn't in love. She was right though, but I was trying not to acknowledge that I had fallen in love, because I didn't know where Claudine was at in her mindset. I still had no clue whether she wanted to make this work beyond summer. I was like Shannon in that I was in love with someone I wasn't sure loved me back equally. "So what are the odds on that threesome happening? She wants to be with you, but she wants me there too."

"I will get back to you. I can see myself with just her. I can see myself with just you. I can do exotic and erotic things to you when it just two of us, but I'm not sure about doing it with all of us there. Doing you both at the same time is trickier. I'm not sure if or how jealousy would come into play. It would be easier if I could be with both of you one-on-one first, then a threesome. I assume you don't want to spend tonight with me. I assume you want to get back to Claudine."

"Are you asking me to spend the night?"

"I am. It's coming from my heart. I still love you, contrary to the evidence. I understand that you don't love me, and the truth is that I don't deserve to be loved by you. Part of asking you to stay the night is that I know it might be my last chance to show you all the things I can do. I want to teach you things, but I also want to just be held by you again. You can be the first guy to penetrate my ass without a camera rolling and be my teddy bear."

"I assumed from your outfit that you were planning on having us not leave this couch tonight."

She had a nervous look. She said, "Ah, my short shorts! Yes and no. Yes, I wanted you to flash back to what happened when I wore these for you. But, I have plans with Laura, and she likes to take these specific ones off me.'

"Wait, you want me to spend the night with you at Laura's house?"

"Yes, you can come with me to the South Bay. She literally has something like ten bedrooms. I have a couple quick things to do with Laura and then we're free to rekindle whatever it is we rekindle."

"What now? You are inviting me to spend the night with you, but only after you make one of Laura's fuck videos? Am I understanding this right?"

"That's not what it is. It's some quick stuff."

"Is it a filming night? Are you shooting a video?"

"It's a quick screen test. Tonight is a new guy she knows from work. They're getting him familiarized with the staging. It's an orientation of sorts."

"Are you on the production and editing side or the acting side?"

"I'm there as a stand-in, so it's not any of those."

"So why can't someone else do it?"

"Because they need me specifically, to get an idea of the filming."

"But you are just a prop on stage, as far as I can tell from how you are describing this."

"It's a little more than being a prop. We stage it and get the lighting and staging set. It's more like a dress rehearsal."

"Is it a dressed rehearsal? What will you be wearing?"

"It's not what you think. I'm not doing any action scenes tonight. Yes, I'll be naked, but not for sex. It's to get the lighting and positioning set."

"Will you have his cock inside you anywhere?"

"I will, but not for action, just placement in posed moments. We will obviously have to move from one position to another. It won't be like we're having sex."

"Do you even hear yourself? You want to rekindle out fleeting relationship and lost love, but are talking about having a cock on you and in you."

"I know what it sounds like, but it's nothing. It's a job."

"You are asking me to be there when you stage it live. Are you going to be doing these things in a video shoot?"

"I'm not doing 'it' with him. I'm doing things for the camera. I wish you could understand that."

"I can't, and I don't think many people can. You're so addicted and into this that you have lost touch with the mainstream."

"Look, I get what you're saying and I understand your perspective. But I'm desperate. I'd love to let you fuck my ass, and am willing to try anything that could make that happen. I always wanted to try that with you, but was scared. Now I'm not scared anymore, and I want to show you this amazing experience."

"Somehow, we are not communicating."

"Look at this as your chance to do something wild, beyond your limits. You can be on stage with us. You know I've always wanted you to try a man, so here's a chance to put your pinky toe in the shallow end. And after we're done, we can complete that threesome with Laura you seem fixated on, if you'd like. I know this is a weird suggestion, but let go."

"Those are not the threesomes I'm hoping to have."

"So you're turning me down for a threesome, but want me to do one with you and Claudine?"

I laughed. "I guess that's true. For what it's worth, I could only do a threesome with Claudine in it." As soon as I said it, I could see it hurt her, and I felt bad. I didn't mean to hurt her.

"If you really don't want me to do the staging tonight, I will postpone until tomorrow and we can stay here, just you and I. I can show you some things you've never felt before. We can make love... and fuck."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing and how cavalier she was in saying it. This was getting weird. Was she thinking a night of make-up sex would make me forget about Claudine? Did she think it would offset all the cock she took? I said, "That's not necessary. Keep your plans."

She said, "Okay, fair enough. While I'm thinking about a threesome with you and Claudine, can you consider a threesome with Laura and I? That is kind of what I'm hoping for tonight. I was hoping you could sneak in when I'm sleeping with Laura tonight. You actually filled my head with the idea when you mentioned our threesome earlier."

So much for her sentimental side... it had become a negotiation. I said, "I can definitely think about it, and see if Claudine is okay with it."

With that I stood up walked to the door. She stood up as well and grabbed her keys on the way to the door, before she realized she was naked. She said, "I'm really late and have to go. I'm sorry about this. It's going to be weird doing this tonight, knowing you could be watching it later."

"It's been weird all along, so what's a little more weirdness? You are good at what you do. Like I said, Claudine is so turned on by you that she is a fountain down there."

With that, my ex-girlfriend smiled and then I left and headed for my car.

Five days later, I got back to the apartment and as soon as I stepped through the doorway, Claudine grabbed my arm and pulled me to the VCR. "You have got to see this." She hit play and the camera was moving down a hallway and then into a room. The lighting was dim and there was a topless woman with medium length black hair lying alone on a bed with black satin sheets wearing white baby-doll socks, white, lacy high-cut panties and a white veil covering her face. The camera moved towards her and then stopped about four feet away. Laura asked, "Are you dressed like this for someone special?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm."

Laura asked, "Are you hoping this special someone who might be watching will find your outfit sexy?" The woman in the veil answered emphatically, "Mmmmm huhhmmm."

Laura asked, "Are hoping this special someone who might be watching will get turned on and want to have sex with you?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm! Mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura asked, "Is it a man that you hope is watching you in bed, dressed like this?" The woman in the veil shook her head side-to-side to express no.

Laura asked, "Is it a woman that you hope is watching you in bed, dressed like this?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm! Mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura said, "Hmmm, it's a woman you want to be sexy for." Then she asked, "Do you think this special woman is into having sex with a sexy woman like you?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm! Mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura asked, Is there something you want to tell this special woman?" The woman in the veil answered, "mmmmm huhhmmm."

Laura asked, "Is it an invitation for the woman to go somewhere?" The woman in the veil answered, "mmmmm huhhmmm, mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura asked, "Can you show me where?" The woman in the veil answered, "mmmmm huhhmmm." With that, she arched up slightly, lifting her butt off the sheets enough to pull her panties to her upper thighs. She then pulled her panties down her thighs to her knees, and then folded her legs into her chest, taking her panties completely off. The camera panned a little closer, zeroing in just below her stomach, as the woman in the veil spread her thighs and then using two fingers spread her lips while Laura panned in closer. As Laura got six inches away, the woman in the veil spread her thighs even farther apart and pushed her lips as far apart as she could, so that Laura could get a full view of her wet pinkness and her swollen clit. She was glistening.

Laura panned back after about twenty seconds of watching the woman in the veil move her fingers around to show more of herself down there. Laura asked, "Is this special woman invited to go down there and savor you?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm. Oh God, mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura asked, "Is this special woman invited to do anything, and I mean anything, she wants to do to you down there?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm. Oh Fuck Yeah, Anything! mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura asked, "Do you want to tell this special woman anything, like what you want to do to her?" The woman in the veil answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm. So many things! mmmmm huhhmmm!"

With this, the woman in the veil sat up and then rotated onto her knees, and then sat back down with her sock-covered feet tucked below her, and moved to face the camera, which moved to just a foot away. She took off her veil so it was clear who she was. She spoke seductively, but without trying. "This is to a special woman out there who had a courier we both know rather well deliver a request from you to me. I got your question, and my answer is 'YES!' But just you... you need to come alone. I don't want to share you. I want only you in my bed. I want your tongue and lips right where I just showed you. I long for you to go down on me. I want to push your thighs apart and go down on you. I want to lie next to you and finger your clit while you finger mine. I want to roll you onto your chest, push your legs apart, spread your cheeks, and then rim you with the tip of my tongue. I want to penetrate past your rim with my tongue. I want you to rim me, maybe even let the tip of your tongue penetrate my ass. I want to climb into scissor position and rub my clit on yours until we scream with pleasure. I want to pleasure you with tools. I want you to put things into me... deep into me. I want to put things into you, and then take them out and lick them clean while you watch my mouth taking in your juices. I want to put on a strap-on and fuck you hard and deep. I want you to put on that same strap-on and fuck me hard and deep. I want to feel you thrusting into me. When you're done in front, I want you to pull out, remove my butt plug and then fuck me up the ass with your the strap-on. I want to do it all to you and with you."

Laura asked, "Do you want to tell me her name?" The woman shook her head side to side to express no.

Laura asked, "Do you want to tell the camera who she is?" The woman answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm, mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura did a close up of Shannon's mouth, and without making a sound she mouthed the word, "Claudine."

Laura asked, "You want to do this to Claudine?" The woman answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm, mmmmm huhhmmm!" And then she said, "I want to fuck you Claudine... I want you so badly."

Laura panned back as the woman no longer with a veil rotated back to being on her back. She bent her knees slightly spread her legs wide apart. She spread her lips apart with two fingers from her left hand and then she fingered herself relentlessly with her right hand, wearing an expression of sheer ecstasy on her face. She started moaning and saying, "I need you Claudine. I want you Claudine. Come be with me... Come fuck me... please!"

Laura started talking. "You are so fucking hot Shannon. I am so turned on. I have a surprise for you. She turned the camera around and showed her perky tits. Then she rotated her lens lower, showing her tummy and then her crotch, where she was wearing a thunderous strap-on. Then Laura asked Shannon, "Is this is the one you'll be using on Claudine? Is this the one you'll be wearing when you fuck her?"

"Mmmmm huhhmmm!"

"Is this is the one Claudine will be wearing when she fucks you?"

"Mmmmm huhhmmm!."

"Is it modeled after her boyfriend's cock?"

"mmmmm huhhmmm!."

Laura then walked over to the bed with the strap-on and stopped at the edge. She turned the camera to Shannon and said, "Move your hand out of the way, I need to show your future lover something. She filmed Shannon's hands moving to the mattress, next to her hips. Laura then climbed on top of her so her tits hung down over Shannon's chest, with her knees between Shannon's knees, gently pushing Shannon's thighs out. She filmed her strap-on lowering into place until the tip of the head barely touched Shannon's swollen and soaked clit. She then rotated the camera to show Shannon's face. Before proceeding to fuck Shannon, she said, "This is what you're going to see when you penetrate her with this strap-on. This is exactly what I get to see almost every night and now you'll get see it when you fuck her." You could hear the sound of juices sliding up the dildo as Laura was entering Shannon. "Can you hear how wet she is? I'm going into her and she loves it." Shannon's expression went from an initial shock to being overwhelmed with sensation to biting her lip, to finally screaming, "Oh fuck. Oh my Gawd... Fuck. Yes, Yes. Push it in. More." Her face showed looks of ecstasy interrupted by looks of shock as a sensation of pleasure shot up from her loins. She couldn't hold still as she spasmed and arched up. "Oh God, fuck me... fuck me. Go deeper Laura, go as deep as you can. I want you so deep inside me that I feel your muff pressing into mine."

Laura thrust her pelvis forward and asked, "Can you feel me pressed into you?" Shannon answered, "mmmmm huhhmmm, mmmmm huhhmmm." Laura thrust her hips out and then back in and asked again, "Can you feel me deep inside you?" Shannon screamed this time, "mmmmm huhhmmm, Oh fucking mmmmm huhhmmm. You are so deep." Laura asked, "Are you going to let her go this deep?" Shannon answered, "mmmmm huhhmmm, Oh fuck yeah. mmmmm huhhmmm. I'll beg her to go this deep."

Shannon was spasming out of control at this point, screaming "Oh God, oh Fuck." Laura suddenly pulled out and tore her strap-on off. Someone else started filming as Laura rotated by 180 degrees and slid her legs between Shannon's until she pressed her wet pussy into Shannon's wet pussy. She gyrated her wet pussy into Shannon's soaked pussy as they scissored and rubbed furiously. They rubbed their wetness into one another frantically, clit on clit, as the camera panned from their pussies sliding across one another to their faces in ecstasy. Suddenly Shannon screamed with deep pleasure and Laura followed moments later. They slowed down and had occasional pelvic convulsions, and Laura rotated 180 back to the same direction as Shannon, and then she lied across Shannon's chest, both naked and spent. The camera panned to their faces as they kissed intimately for a moment, like they were very much in love. Then Laura's face lit up with a question. She asked, "Is there another woman you want to do this with?" Shannon answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm." Then Laura asked, "Is it Claudine?" Shannon answered, "Mmmmm huhhmmm!"

Laura picked up the camera, did a close up of Shannon's mouth, and asked, "Any last thing you want to say to her?" Shannon without making a sound mouthed the words, "Come fuck me Claudine... I want you." The video then went dead. It had to be hard for Laura to see the woman she loved say how much she wanted someone else. Then it hit me that I was in a parallel situation as Laura.

I looked at Claudine and said, "Wow. That was fucking incredible."

She smiled and said, "I know... Wow! I take it you talked to her."

"I did."

"I take it you heard her answer."

"I did."

"I take it you wanted to join us."

"I did."

Claudine was confused and asked, "You did?"

"Yes, I did. But Shannon made it clear that it was an invitation for you, and that she was more into doing you than doing a threesome."

"I want you there."

"I want to be there with you and for you, but she only invited you."

"I'll tell her you have to be included. I'll tell her no unless you can join in too."

"Thanks for the sentiment, but watch that video a few more times and get yourself lathered up and then tell me you'd say no. You'll regret it if you pass that up. I know how much you'll enjoy her in bed. Laura can tell you how Shannon is in bed with a woman. I know how amazing you are in bed. You will enjoy it beyond anything you can imagine."

"Are you sure?"

"It's all for you. I'm not interested in her... I only want you."

Claudine's face was a sea of emotions. "I only want you too, and I'm not sure I could be with just her."

"Let's watch again, and see how you feel."

Claudine and I watched the video again, this time naked. I watched her getting wet as she watched. After it was over, she was amped and agreed she had to do it, one-on-one. I urged her that she had to accept my ex-girlfriend's invitation, and she agreed. The "ex" part caused some conversation, but it was wonderful conversation. It freed her up from any residual guilt she felt. She was on a high, and the sex we had that night was amazing. Inspired by the video, Claudine was out of her mind and we did everything to each other. We called Shannon right after we finished fucking, so Claudine could set a day and time. It seemed fitting to call during the afterglow.

Timing didn't work out for them right away, and the issue of where to hook up was more trouble than it should have been. They settled on Shannon's place, because Shannon didn't want to go to Berkeley and Claudine felt weird doing it Laura's house, if Laura wasn't involved. They had history that Claudine didn't want clouding Shannon and their moment. Finally, one night in early October, I drove Claudine to Shannon's place around 9 at night, with an agreement that I'd be back for her in the morning. I walked her to the floor, and even made some alterations to her wardrobe. Such as removing her shorts so she was in her sexy thong. I wanted Shannon to see how fucking hot Claudine was, because she was lucky to be with someone so sexy and gorgeous. Claudine gave me an intense kiss and whispered, I'll be thinking of you when I see that strap-on. I hope I don't ruin the moment when I call out your name." Claudine knocked, and I turned to go to the stairwell. Claudine told me to stop. Shannon answered the door and said "Holy fuck, you are on fire." She saw me in the stairwell and insisted I come in for short spell. They had all night, so I accepted her invitation.

Claudine entered first and I followed, closing the door behind me. As soon as I turned back around to follow Claudine, there she was with Shannon in a tongue-locked kiss like they hadn't seen each other in years. Shannon's robe fell to the floor, and she was wearing those same white panties and socks, but nothing else. She looked fucking amazing, like she had been working out. Claudine was in her thong, black socks of the same style as Shannon's socks, and her cropped T-shirt. Shannon pulled the shirt off Claudine right after dropping her robe to the ground. They stumbled to the futon in the living room, and softly laid down together. They kept on kissing passionately, pressing their bodies into each other and moving their hands around, exploring each other. Finally Shannon released Claudine's mouth and said, "Holy fuck, this is going to be so hot. You are as gorgeous as he described."

Claudine let out a shy, "Thank you."

Shannon looked at me and said, "I can't believe you're still dressed."

"But I'm not invited."

"I wasn't talking about joining us. I mean so you can jack off while watching us. This will likely be the sexiest thing you ever watch in your life. I'm okay if you want to watch us. Claudine?"

Claudine answered, "Oh yeah, that would be incredible." With that I dropped my shorts and boxers to the floor and grabbed my half-erect shaft and held it for a moment. It grew instantly. They both looked at me.

Shannon softly said to Claudine, "It's really nice and sexy as fuck, but not tonight. Tonight is about..." As she tailed off, she took Claudine's right hand and slid in into her panties in front, and Claudine obliged by rubbing Shannon and pushing first her index finger and then also her middle finger inside Shannon until Shannon screamed a little, saying, "Holy fuck, you know where to go."

Claudine said, "Laura might have shared a user's guide with me. I'm going to make you feel so fucking good all night. Be ready to climax over and over, until sunrise." With that, Claudine started giving Shannon a light hicky on her neck before kissing down her shoulder and to her hard left nipple. Shannon laid on her back and just soaked it all in. Shannon descended lower, kissing down to her belly button, before putting her tongue in it for just a second. Claudine then said, "I plan to explore every hole you have... I can't wait to find the next one." She then kissed her way down to Shannon's panties. She looked up at Shannon wantonly, and when Shannon mouthed the word, 'please', off came her pretty white panties. Claudine buried her mouth into Shannon's pink and brown dream, and flicked her tongue across Shannon's clit before sucking it in her mouth and rubbing the middle of her tongue across it. Shannon let out what was somewhere between a scream and a moan, and started hyperventilating erratically as Claudine massaged her clit with her tongue and lips. She was on the verge of climax one of the night, when I started jacking off and repositioned to get a better view of Claudine's magic mouthwork. Shannon was screaming like I hadn't heard her scream before, and Claudine was slurping up her juices while fingering her rim in behind and finishing her off with her tongue.

Shannon caught her breath, looked at me, and said, "If you're about to cum, do it on my tits. Cum on me."

Her saying this served as iced water, and my arousal went back down. I was glad I didn't cum right then. It was amazing watching Claudine slowly playing with Shannon down there, and seeing little jolts of mini-climax when Shannon would spasm and contract. Her breathing slowed and Claudine climbed up the front of her to start a passionate kissing session.

Claudine said, "I was hoping to make him cum too."

Shannon said, "I didn't care, because I lost my mind, and no idea what was going on outside of my pussy. You are fucking incredible down there. No wonder Mary said I had to let you go down on me."

I said, "As much as I could jack off and cum multiple times, I should go."

Shannon said, "Not before you see this." She rolled Claudine onto her back, slid down to her groin, pulled down her thong, and plunged her tongue into her rim. She pulled her cheeks apart, which opened her cute butthole slightly, and then started licking inside her ring. It was Claudine's turn to let out a sound I didn't recognize. I did recognize her chanting "Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck", louder and louder. I wanted to go, but knew I had to wait for a break in the action, almost like a sporting event or play. When my moment arrived, I grabbed my pants and boxers, slipped them back on and said, "Have fun, see you tomorrow, twenty climaxes from now."

Shannon said, wait a second. She whispered into Claudine's ear. Claudine, wearing just her socks, got up and sauntered over to me. She gave me an incredibly passionate kiss that got my cock tingling. Then she whispered in my ear. "I can't wait to fuck you when I get home. I'll save plenty for you."

I kissed her again, and headed for the door. She was in good hands for the night.

As I made my way out the door and down a flight of stairs, Laura intercepted me on the next floor in the stairwell. She seemed to be a bit anxious. She blurted out, "You were in there a while."

I blushed and said, "There was some navigation needed, but they're good now."

She ended up inviting herself back to Berkeley, because she didn't know where to go and clearly didn't want to be alone. Our drive to the east bay was surprisingly quiet for the first few minutes, and then she got very real about many things.

I can't believe they're going through with this. I thought for sure you'd convince Claudine not to go. I thought you loved her."

I answered, "Wow, that's harsh. Let's slow down a bit and take a step back. I don't know what I think about their hooking up either. But it's something Claudine has wanted for some time, and she has made it clear our relationship has an expiration date. Your invitation video was amazing, so what did you expect? "

She retorted quickly, "I expected you to feel a little jealous and get motivated to tell her you love her. You do love her don't you?"

I think she was talking about Claudine, but I had to make sure. "Who exactly are you saying I love?"

She looked exasperated. "Claudine, the woman you have been pursuing since May and finally got together with thanks to my sex tapes. The woman you have been gushy with for the past four months."

I took time to think about it, and after some thought answered, "I have come really close to telling her a couple times. I almost said it just now, before she went in. But something is holding me back, so deep inside I must still feel cautious. I don't want to trap her into saying she loves me in response. If she would have turned the invitation down, I know I would have said it. But it's hard to say 'I love you' to a woman who is about fuck the last woman I said "I love you' to. It's not really a romantic moment."

Laura laughed. She became really candid and opened up about what she had been orchestrating. She confessed that the roommate situation was her doing and that she put thoughts into Claudine's and Shannon's heads, to which I simply responded, "I know." I think she was yearning to finally let the truth out, so she offered up a game of sorts. She agreed that we could take turns asking questions, but every answer had to be one hundred percent true. There were so many things I wanted to know, so it was a great idea. But it would only last as long as we were driving, and then it was back to lies and incomplete sentences.

She started, "Did you really want to tie me up and fuck me that night we all got together?"

I answered, "With everything going on in that apartment and all the nutty things this summer, that is your first question?"

"Well, did you?"

"No." She looked distraught, probably because I answered so succinctly. Then I said, "My turn. What is the deal with Claudine and her boyfriend?"

They broke up near the start of summer, but Claudine was afraid to tell too many people, because of the repercussions. Claudine stayed with me when she was in Palo Alto, starting around mid-June. My turn." She paused and then said, "You really didn't want to fuck me that night?"

I answered, "You changed your question. You asked about tying you up and fucking you. I didn't want to tie you up, just fuck you. I would have enjoyed fucking you that night. I would have loved to feel how tightly I fit inside you. My question... Why did you go to all that trouble to have Claudine and I rooming this summer?"

"Because I wanted you and Shannon to break up and for Claudine and Nathan to break up. I never liked Nathan, and I wanted Shannon to live a single life for a while. I'm up. "Do you think about fucking me?"

"I do. And thanks to some power of suggestion from someone, I also think about titty-fucking you. For my turn, did Claudine stay at your house when Shannon was there too."

"Yes, and it was tricky to navigate. They didn't run into each other, because Shannon was busy getting worked in front of the camera when I was with Claudine. Plus, Mary kept Claudine busy while Shannon was with me. So me again. Why didn't you try to fuck me that night?"

"Wow, you're obsessed with us fucking. Once Shannon said no, I wasn't going to press it. And I didn't really trust things were real that night, until it was almost time for you to leave. I knew you and Shannon were fucking around before I got there, so I thought you were scheming something. If it had happened in the flow of the night, with Shannon's blessing, it would have been sexy and incredible I'm sure. But I wanted to fuck Shannon, and even that didn't happen."

"Well you're right that I was scheming something. I was scheming to get your dick inside me, and there would be no better chance than that night. I kind of figured that once you and Claudine finally hooked up, that my opportunity would be gone. Had you been on time and walked in on Shannon and I going hardcore dyke, you probably could have fucked us both. Your loss for being late."

I pondered for a moment and asked, "How did you know about my dick and your fucking replica?"

"Is that two questions? If so, I get two next time. I first heard about your cock from Claudine when she said it was too big to handle. So I asked Shannon, and she said it was the perfect size. She said it literally was the perfect length and width for her. I was curious whether you got more aroused with Claudine or whether Claudine was smaller inside than Shannon. Obviously I've been down on both of them, but I'm not equipped to know their size inside and my tongue is too tiny. So I had to use a strap-on to size them up. The anatomically correct strap-on was a joke at first, but Shannon got measurements and we got it custom made. We actually had one she sized up and the fitted one came later. It was good timing that the three of us fucked around that night, because I was able to confirm your size. Then, less than a week later, you and Claudine had your all night fuckfest. You're welcome for those videos by the way, because you'd probably still be trying to make it happen if you hadn't walked in on her watching my handpicked videos. By the way, Claudine was able to confirm that the strap-on matched your dimensions, after I put it in her."

I never even considered that the videos had all been carefully selected, but it seems obvious in retrospect. I imagine even Claudine's 'fishing' outfit that she wore that night in the apartment was calculated with the help of Laura. I couldn't say much though, having just sent her off to Shannon's place in that exact same outfit, with a few touches of mine.

Laura said, "I think it's my turn. I've sort of lost track. Harsh question, but I want an honest answer. Had I not interfered, would you and Shannon still be together?"

"I think the answer is yes. We would be together, because we would have been in our routine. But she would have that ticking time bomb inside her, and it might have been an even bigger explosion when she finally caved to her fantasies and desires. We would have split at some juncture, because she had to let that out, and without your help she would have figured being single was the only way to do it. If you're worried if you should feel guilty about anything, the answer is definitely no."

"Not feeling guilty as much as wondering if you see it the way I see it. The truth is that I know her situation well, because I have been repressed in my relationship since day one. But I'm committed to seeing it through, and found an alternative to breaking up. This diversion has let me spend some of that wildness inside me, but it is honestly getting tiresome. This summer has been draining."

"Does Jim have any idea about your hobby?"

"Not a clue. He knows I film things, but I have a separate set of videos for him to see, of girly things like shopping... things that will keep him from probing. And contrary to what it may seem like, I am generally true blue. You just happen to know the two people I am unfaithful to him with. I haven't been messing around with men, and the two women I know can keep a secret from him." I realized that she was again telling me that she had been messing around with Claudine. I ignored it the first time, but clearly she wanted to share that fact. And Claudine's 'five and three' comment was clearly fabricated. Even if it was true, it's an outdated count anyway, and it will be at least seven and three by morning.

"I guess I know they can keep secrets too."

"Are you bitter about that?"

"Not bitter. I'm just disappointed in myself that I was unable to see some obvious things. I figured out you were fucking Shannon, but only after you made it obvious. But let's face it, you were seriously the best thing that could have happened to her. Getting to go wild and live out her fantasies with someone who loves her and will care for her was exactly what she needed. Like I said, you defused a bomb inside her and let it out a little at a time. But I had no clue that you were fucking Claudine too, even though the sex tape collection should have been a big hint. But we are young, and these are the years for doing crazy things. You're so right that it gets tiring, but it's also been an amazing high. We might be out of control, and it's going to end abruptly at some juncture. But it will be a great memory. Being anything other than grateful for the moments this summer has brought would devalue the enjoyment."

"That's a good attitude. All of this craziness can't last, but enjoy the ride until it ends. Shannon is done 'acting' and I hardly run a camera anymore. Claudine will be moving soon, and who knows what your plans are. This is coming to an end, so I think I need to take your attitude that appreciating the fun times while they're still here is the best approach."

"Wait, what? Claudine is moving? You know this for sure?"

"She is, but she'll tell you in time. It's not my place to say anything. I will say that none of us owe any fidelity or loyalty to each other. Everything ends with summer, so if you want to ravage one of us, then do it while you can. For me, I'm very afraid mine might end tonight. In between fucking each other tonight, Shannon could figure out I've been with Claudine this summer. I told her I wasn't."

"It could happen, but what can do about it? Claudine moving is news to me, but there's nothing I can do about it, so I want to enjoy every minute with her that I can. What's the story with Claudine, and I mean the fidelity story not moving story?"

"Well she's fucking Shannon hardcore as we speak. There's not a hole on either one of them that won't get a serious workout tonight. I'll just say that Claudine may have presented herself as significantly more innocent than she is. I'll leave you to discover what I mean, but I will at least say that if there is anything you are wondering if she's done, she probably has."

"I meant between you two this summer. You said Claudine was staying with you in Palo Alto, and I know what happens when beautiful women spend the night with you. They end up naked and then pulled into your web. So, I'm wondering how long you two have been fucking each other, or whatever you do behind closed doors. I think you might be omitting some things, and I'm down for details. I guess I'm wondering when you two started and if she was fucking anyone else besides you and I."

"Oh yeah, for sure I'm omitting things. But let me start with her summer list. As far as I know, it's just been you and me that she's been with. There's a chance her and Mary may have hooked up too, but I don't know. I've fucked Claudine a few times the last few weeks, since Shannon stopped being at my house nightly, but I guess our first hook-up was near the end of July. It was hard to dodge Shannon long enough to get into each other, but we found a few stolen moments. But I guess if you're asking when our thing actually started, it was our freshman year. It was innocent curiosity at first, but it snowballed and was highly experimental. By the way, I don't really fuck Shannon too much these days, ever since she moved to her apartment. Our fire has been dying out for a while, probably about the first time Claudine and I hooked up this summer. I don't know who I'll fuck once she leaves. It might be time to slow down and take my engagement seriously. But I have an idea for a less somber conversation. How about we can play a game of 'Who's better?' Interested?"

"That sounds terrible and wrong... I'm in. But before that, what happened freshman year?"

"Claudine and I had so many close encounters of the naked kind that year. We had accidental brush-ups and touches that lasted longer and longer, and happened more and more frequently. We were too young, too naïve, too shy, and too repressed to act on it. When she came to stay with me in Hawai'i, we kind of fooled around, giving in fully to our curiosity. But, I'm not sure you would call it fucking. It was sexual, but not really. We were way too shy, scared to let go and enjoy it fully, and fearful of being caught by my maids."

"Thanks for sharing... I really appreciate it. Everything will stay between us. I'm getting a better picture of how things actually are. Again, I've had an amazing experience this summer and wouldn't change anything, but things aren't exactly as I was led to believe."

Laura shrugged her shoulders, smiled, and then belted out, "Best kisser?" I answered "Claudine" and she replied with "Definitely... not even close."

She continued, "Best pussy?" I waited for her to answer first, which she eventually did by saying, "Shannon."

I took a moment and said, "Best taste is Shannon and best muscle control is Shannon, but Claudine's is so pretty. She has the better looking pussy. It is gorgeous and sexy and just perfectly shaped. And I kist love being inside Claudine."

"So true about being prettier. I love looking at her bottomless." Laura smiled and said, "Best at giving oral?" Without hesitation I said, "Claudine" and she said at almost the same time, "Shannon." She then argued, "You haven't had a blowjob from her recently."

"My last from her was our threesome night, and she was well seasoned, at least according to your videos, by then. I doubt she got better than that. She's really good for sure, but Claudine is just so much better with her mouth. I didn't always cum with Shannon, but with Claudine, I cum hard every time."

"Interesting. I guess one sucks better and the other licks better. Does Claudine swallow?"

"Every drop."

"Interesting, because she never did that before. But you blow a small load, and that has been confirmed for me twice. It's easier to swallow a small load than a big one. Even I might be willing to swallow you... but don't count on it. She got an evil grin and asked, "Best tits?"

She stayed silent and I said, "Yours."

She laughed and then said, "I think so too. I know Shannon told you that I've always wanted a guy to titty-fuck me, but so far no takers..."

I interrupted and said, "We're here. Can I ask one last question?"

"Shoot."

"Do you have any videos of you and Claudine together?"

"Would that turn you on?"

"Oh fuck yeah. Completely. I'd cum hard just watching you two, not even having to touch myself."

"Well, unfortunately for you and I both, she refuses to be filmed. I've begged her to do it for years, but she doesn't want that out in the world. I have caught her on film mind you, but not enough to be video-worthy. She's wild enough to do it, but just won't. She's always said yes eventually to anything I've suggested, but not to that. Like the time I dared her to go down on Mary when she was sleeping, and this was before Claudine had ever gone down on anyone. Claudine was in Mary's room, slipping under her covers, and then eating her out like a champion. Right then I knew she would be hot to watch in action and game to try anything I'd ask. I'm sure you know this first hand. She is just so sensual, sexy, and uninhibited. Her and Mary were the hottest thing I have ever watched, and you know I like to watch."

When we got into my apartment, Laura insisted we watch the invitation tape. She paused it at points and shared her disdain about something with the scene, before pushing play again. When we got to the part where she took off her strap-on and started scissoring Shannon, she put it on slow speed. It was surreal and oddly erotic watching her grinding my ex. The expression on both of their faces was genuine ecstasy, and you could see when they got a spasm of pleasure. She noticed me adjusting my sitting position and immediately asked, "Holy fuck, are you fixing your dick? Are you getting that aroused?"

Before I could answer, she reached down and grabbed my groin and said, "You're still turned on by me and Shannon. Why the hell didn't we ravage each other that night?"

"That was a weird night."

"It was a disappointing night. I thought for sure something insane was going to happen. We had just finished climaxing when you buzzed in, so we had to scramble to put on whatever we could find to wear. Then you wouldn't play along and jack off or accept a blowjob. The night we had planned out for you would have blown your mind... and blown your cock multiple times." Laura suddenly pulled her top over her head and unsnapped her bra in front, letting it fall to the floor. She then undid the button on the side of her skirt and it fell to the ground too. She started wiggling out of her pink thong, and once naked requested I get in the same outfit as I was wearing at dinner. I was in a bizarre enough headspace that I did it without a second thought. I told myself I owed no loyalty to anyone. She confessed that it was really difficult to let go of my cock that night and that when I kissed her it sent her into a horny orbit.

It was less than a minute before we were recreating that night, but without the third player. We made it to the bedroom, but without Shannon to go down on Laura. I couldn't believe I was in bed with Laura, and I was actually loving it. I had been wanting to be with her our entire drive here. We stopped role-playing for a moment to just lay there, naked. We talked about what an absolutely unbelievable summer it had been, and that between the four of us, we had done every possible duo in bed except for her and I. Her being with Claudine was new information from our drive, so it hadn't dawned on me that her and I were the missing pairing until that instant. After teasing each other a little, but still not enough to say we hooked up, we fell sleep naked and intertwined.

We woke up about an hour later, showered, and started messing around with intent this time. Laura was slow and sensual in bed, and I was utterly stunned by how comfortable it was to be with her. I loved how firm and soft to the touch her tits were, and focused there. She knew how to use her mouth, and kiss me into a frenzy. No wonder Shannon loved being with her, she was really sensual. She stroked me into cumming, and as I was just starting, she rotated those sexy tits underneath and they quickly became cum-soaked. I returned the favor by licking and tonguing her to climax. We showered afterwards, as she insisted. After the shower, she had me sit on a chair in the living room, and she straddled me. She fondled my cock and pressed it into her, so that my head was rubbing on her clit. I started sliding back and forth and she kept her hand underneath my shaft, to make sure I rubbed her. She was so wet and it felt incredible, sending stimulation everywhere in my body. Every time my head rubbed her clit, I could literally feel the pleasure shooting to my toes. When I got to the brink, she pressed it against that flat stomach of hers, and I made a mess. If was off to the showers again, where we enjoyed cleaning each other, but nothing sexual this time. We went from the shower to the bed again, around two in the morning by now, and she asked me "Didn't you mention wanting to titty-fuck me and that someone suggested it?"

"Shannon said you tried to teach her using a dildo, but it didn't work. I have been fantasizing about titty-fucking you since. But if I recall, wasn't it you who suggested I do it?"

"Like I told you, I've always wanted a guy want to titty-fuck me, and you are who I have been hoping for. With that she put lotion on her tits and squeezed them together. They weren't quite big enough to work like it had the one other time I did this, but it felt really nice and I got a tingly shock every time my balls came to rest on the base of her tits. I kept thrusting and she used her hands on my head when it popped through. I eventually came on her chest with no warning, and she pushed her mouth down to take the last few drops."

She laughed and said, "Now I can tell them that I swallowed you too. You won't tell them the details will you?"

"With everything they're going to have to share, will there be any time to tell them we messed around?" Although we didn't have intercourse, she insisted that we shower after each time I came on her, once the result of amazing hand job, once from grooving her soaked twat, and once from titty-fucking her. Rubbing my shaft and head on her wetness was better than a blowjob and fucking. We ended up taking three showers total that night. Each one was sensual and passionate in its own way. It was a surprisingly great night, with no more than two hours of actual sleep. I had no idea she was as good in bed as she was.

As the sun was coming up, Laura and I knew we had to tell Claudine of our escapades. We hatched a plan that I'd go get Claudine, and that Laura would stay in Berkeley, naked in my bed. She had a camera with her as she always did, and she talked me into making a five-minute blowjob video to leave with Shannon when I picked Claudine up. Laura was still upset that Shannon freaked out at the thought of Laura and I fucking. I couldn't believe I agreed to do it, but I realized there was a side of me that wanted to do it. It was somewhat cathartic, and I liked that Shannon would get to watch a sex tape and be surprised to see me penetrating her girlfriend's mouth. It was pretty fucked up, and made me realize that I had been harboring some ill feelings.

I also realized that after today, there was a good chance I may not ever see Laura, Shannon, or Claudine again, so what the fuck. Let it all out. She sucked me to complete hardness, I pulled out and lowered to her pussy and then we faded to black just at the point I was on the brink of penetrating her, leaving it to the imagination. I ended up not entering her, but the tape hinted I had... my tip was breeching her for sure. Laura couldn't fathom why I didn't enter her, but we were in video creation mode, and there was no time to argue about it. She made a copy and I was on my way.

I was out the door at six and made a quick bagel and coffee pit stop, knowing exactly what Shannon and Claudine liked. I got to the apartment to pick her up around seven, and was invited inside to have our impromptu breakfast. I got to hear all about their night, but not in detail. I think they were both shocked I didn't ask about anything. It was actually therapeutic. Despite no intention whatsoever to hook up, somehow we found ourselves talking about the exact positions Claudine and I had talked about when we first watched Laura's sex tape of Shannon. I would fuck Shannon's mouth while Claudine ate her out.

Shannon said we should try it, but I insisted we do it another time and that I wanted to beat traffic over the bridge. We tentatively agreed to do a threesome one day soon, but because our respective twosomes had been amazing, any threesome would be a one-and-done. Claudine surprised us both by saying, "We all know there's not going to be another time. We could have done something last night, before you left. We should have. Don't make that mistake again. This is our last chance, and we know it. You insisted I spend the night with Shannon last night, because I'd regret not doing it for the rest of my life. Have a threesome with us, because you'll regret it the rest of your life. Your chance likely won't come again."

She didn't have to say another sentence, because she had Shannon's shorts off in seconds, and was eating her out. I put my cock into Shannon's mouth, and it was on. Holy fuck, I was so spent from cumming on Laura that I was having trouble getting fully hard. I knew the solution. I pulled out of Shannon's mouth and rotated to start fucking Claudine doggy style. That got me hard. Shannon started screaming in climax, which got me to the brink. Claudine yelled, "Pull out." I did, and she started stroking me hard as Shannon angled her ass up to my tip. Claudine used her other hand to spread apart Shannon's pink asshole, which was stretched out, so clearly she had taken a strap-on. My head actually plugged into her about a half inch, just in time for me to fill it with cum, which made her scream. Then to my surprise, and if I'm being honest, disgust too, Claudine starting sucking my dick and then licking the cum out of her asshole. She explained how clean Shannon was having showered and cleansed minutes before I got there.

We kissed for a while, which I hadn't envisioned in a threesome. The we all sighed and let out our exhausted gasps. I was feeling stressed for keeping Laura waiting, so I did a wham bam, thank you mams and headed for the front door. Shannon genuinely wished us well, gave Claudine an intense kiss, and then Claudine and I were on our way home. I assume Shannon would find the tape after we left, although I wouldn't know for sure until I got back to Berkeley, and Laura confirmed that Shannon called my apartment shortly after I left it. She was apparently quite shocked that Laura answered the phone in my apartment. But I didn't learn that until the afternoon.

The drive back was quiet as we both contemplated everything that had happened. We were also exhausted from a long night, although she didn't know mine had been long. We made small talk, and I hinted that I wanted to say something. I think she expected me to tell her I loved her, but I never said anything. The time never felt quite right. Once back to our apartment, Claudine went right for the VCR. I thought, 'Oh my God, she filmed it.' She fucking filmed their session. Oh my Gawd, it was going to be so incredibly hot to watch my gorgeous Claudine with an experienced woman willing to do anything. It was going to be awkward to say I wanted to watch later, so I spoke loud enough that Laura could hear and would hopefully join us. Unless she was sound asleep. Laura never spoke up.

I had spent some time rearranging our apartment. I moved the second futon into the living room last night, in front of the VCR. It made it homey, and gave us a place to be in front of the VCR. It also gave us more room in the bedroom. She took it to mean that we shared a bed at night like a couple would, as in I was hers and she was mine. She wasn't as excited as I thought she might be, and I was waiting for her to say 'You should have asked first'.

As it were, her lack of enthusiasm was because she was focused on getting the video up and running. She was eager to show me the video, so she put in the tape, grabbed the remote, and plopped down on the living room futon. Then she noticed the clothes on the ground. Talk about a complete mood swing. The entire room grew icy. She sat up and asked, "Did you have someone over last night?"

"I did."

"What the hell. Who?"

"A friend of Shannon's."

"Is that why you were pushing me to stay with her last night, so you could hook up?"

"How do you know I hooked up? You're jumping to conclusions, although the evidence points that way. Besides, I didn't think it mattered to you, given what you were doing last night as part of your adventurous summer. You said we were ending soon." I walked to the bedroom. She got up and followed me, stepping over panties and a bra along the way. She was livid and still formulating her upcoming thought.

I said, "Have you even looked to see if those undies are yours?"

"They're not." She went and picked them up and immediately said, "These are high end, well beyond my budget."

"Show me." She walked up and stuffed them into my face. I said, "It smells so familiar. That's not your smell?"

She took a small inhale and I could see the wheels turning. "Oh my God, no way. You didn't." She was about to continue when Laura flung the covers off and while still completely naked yelled, "Surprise! Hey, you got my panties."

Claudine laughed really loud, undergoing another mood swing, before running to Laura and kissing her intensely. She finally stopped and said, "Oh my fucking Gawd. You're kidding me, right? This is a dream. You guys finally fucked each other. Fuck it... I want in. I'm really tired, but I think I have one more left in me."

I couldn't believe how chill she was, and it hit me that this could be another orchestrated event from Laura's playbook. What the hell, I was in. We had done every duo possible, so why not try to get a trios done. There was one trio I wouldn't know about, and now was not the time to ask.

Claudine undressed me, and I really liked it. Laura and I undressed her, and we made our way to the living room. She hit the play button, and we all laid down on the futon and began to watch. They made sure I was between the two of them, nuzzling my chest into Claudine's back and feeling Laura's tits on my back. I was in the middle of a sandwich, and I liked it. The video started. It was in the workroom at Shannon's place. Claudine came in and sat at the desk. She was so beautiful, and she was radiating.

She spoke into the camera, "I almost didn't go through with this last night, because of one reason. One simple reason. I have been falling in love with you this summer. I wanted to say that to you as you dropped me off, but held back because you wanted this adventure for me, and that might ruin it. There are so many moving parts here, and it's been absolutely crazy. I'm sure we'll need therapy for years to undo all of this. But despite all of the crazy, one thing has been behind all of our time together. I love you. I had no intentions of falling in love and was figuring this to be just sexual. But I fell in love with you at dinner and it's gotten deeper every day since. I know this is ending in a few weeks when I move away, and we will both move on. But I want you to have something to remember our time together. I wish it could be of you and I, but this will have to do."

I grabbed her and pulled her close. I whispered into her, "I love you too. I have been fighting my urge to say it for a while now. I didn't want to put pressure on you, not knowing where we were going. But I can't deny it. I love you Claudine." I'm sure Laura felt like a third wheel, so I reached a hand back and put it between her thighs. She was welcome here. She reached around to my front to acknowledge my touch with a grab of her own. Claudine lifted up slightly to say, "I love you to Laura. You have been there for me when I needed it most. I love what we share and will miss being able to see you anytime I want." Then it was their turn to kiss and make me the third wheel.

The video caught our attention as Shannon walked into the room, wearing her strap-on. She looked at the camera and said, "Now you get to watch your sexy, gorgeous new girlfriend get fucked on a first date by your hot, porn actress ex-girlfriend using a strap-on shaped like your cock. Be warned that we did things none of us have ever done before. But don't worry, there are still plenty of things the two of you can do that neither of you have done before. Oh, and by the way, when things are settled, if you're still into it, that threesome is on the table."

Laura spoke first saying, "So you two have been considering a threesome have you? Can I get in on that action?"

Claudine said, "You're in one now."

Laura replied, "Really?" She started stroking me from behind and Claudine spun around to face me. Holy fuck, this was not at all what I figured would ever happen, but I was so down for it. Everyone kissed everyone and everyone touched everyone. It was amazingly sensual, but shyness seemed to permeate. Laura coaxed us into the shower, and that's where risks started to happen. Everyone took a turn on their knees, but it was a small tub, so we retreated back to the futon. Claudine was stunned that Laura and I had not fucked, and insisted I needed to be inside her at least once. It was for Laura's sake, not mine.

Laura said, "Seriously, just fuck me already."

I asked Claudine, "You good if I fuck your friend and part-time lover?"

Claudine blushed and said, "You better fuck her, or you're never getting in my thong again."

Laura and I were as tired as Claudine, but we went for it anyway. I explained that Laura had spent the night, but we ended up fooling around and barely slept. She kept on repeating that she assumed we had fucked each other, and was genuinely surprised we had not. Somehow Laura's video camera made its way into the action, and Claudine filmed me entering Laura. She filmed as I slid in and out of Laura's pussy, with her wetness all over my cock. We all took turns with the camera, which resulted in a threesome that was more rotating twosomes than anything else. Laura was beyond happy that she finally caught Claudine on camera and kept telling me where to hold the camera when they ate each other out. Our threesome was enjoyable, but honestly less of a thrill than I had expected. I'm sure being tired had a lot to do with it, and maybe I was threesomed out. Despite Laura being a complete turn-on last night, she didn't arouse me like Claudine did. I'm not sure how it all ended, but hours later we awoke naked, piled on the futon. One last shower and then it was time to take Laura back.

That twenty-four hours culminated an adventurous summer, as Claudine stopped staying there on a regular basis a couple weeks later, at the end of October. I was back in southern California on a frequent basis starting in November, but we got a couple nights together in November. As our time together drew to a close, I left a note on Claudine's pillow, but she was staying there less frequently, so it took a while to get it. She finally saw the card on her pillow when we were both home. She opened it and read... "I love you. You were my summer adventure. Wherever we go from here, I will never forget this summer. With Love and Great Memories, Tim"

We kissed a wonderful kiss that we didn't want to end. She told me she loved me and I in turn told her I loved her. We fell asleep cuddled together and happy. It felt so wonderful to spend a tender night, naked, with my girlfriend. We wouldn't have many more after that one, which made me sad, but the relationship had run its course and she would be moving to Chicago for a post-bacc program in a few weeks. I never heard from Laura again, but I did get a video in the mail a few weeks after our last tryst. It had footage from four of our duos as well as three threesomes that included Laura. Apparently once Claudine gave into being filmed, she hooked up with Laura and Shannon, and thanks to Laura I had a copy to view whenever I needed to jack off. The three of them together was something to behold, and is still the sexiest thing I have ever watched. Claudine was right that it's hotter when you've had encounters with the people in the video, and I had fucked all three of them that year. What a crazy year.

I heard about Laura from Shannon, who apparently had a falling out with Claudine and Laura, shortly after their threesome. Shannon and I had a good talk, and I apologized for leaving the video of Laura sucking me. I didn't know that Laura had sent her a tape of my threesome with Claudine and her, particularly the part where I fucked Laura, which explained their falling out. Sending tapes to get to people was on brand for Laura. Shannon knew the Laura blowjob tape was obviously Laura's handiwork and message. I confessed I was okay with it, but Shannon seemed to give me a pass because of all of her action I had to watch.

The conversation had a lot of profanity to start, but ultimately was a good talk once she calmed down. I think she finally understood what I felt at some point on my confused pathway to accepting what she had been doing all summer. Her sadness was deep, and it stemmed from feeling betrayed by everyone she cared about, me included. She tried to explain that sex with complete strangers was not the same level of betrayal. I tried to explain that servicing close to ten cocks and even more pussies while in a supposedly committed relationship, was a pretty high level of betrayal. It was a moot point, because we had both been hurt. She encouraged me to watch the video of her and Claudine all the way to the end. After we hung up, I watched the video again. I stayed tuned-in to watch Shannon's message at the end. It was really sweet, and she apologized for cheating on me. She blessed Claudine and my relationship, which was sweet, albeit irrelevant in light of the fact that it had ended not long after she made that video message.

Of all the quirky things to do, I spent New Year's Eve with Shannon on the rooftop of her apartment building, recounting what a bizarre year it had been, and how different we were from one year ago. It was cold, but we were prepared. We had a wonderful chat, and both of us were happy to be with the person we started the year with. We kissed a simple kiss at midnight and watched the fireworks across the city on a surprisingly clear night. After a year of insane playing around, the new year would bring maturity and responsibilities. We finally couldn't take the cold any longer, and went inside to her wonderfully warm apartment. She still had our futon in the living room, and we laughed. Oh if it could talk. Her roommate was away for the break, so we were able to talk openly about everything. We ended up on the futon and it did its magic. Like clockwork, we slowly shed our clothes and she was on her back and I was inside her, both in a position we said we'd never be in again. I offered to pull out, roll her over, and put it in the hole she really enjoyed. She said, "No, I have something better in mind."

We kept at it like this for a while, and when I finally was reaching the brink, she wrapped her legs around me and wouldn't let me pull out. I came deep inside her and just savored the feeling. I had not cum inside someone in nearly a year. She simply said, "Thank you. That is where I needed you to cum... where you cum when you love your partner unconditionally." It dawned on me that exactly one year ago, I came inside her. We didn't have to say anything more, but we could feel it.

After quietly laying there, basking in the calm of the moment, I asked "What happened to us?"

"What do you mean?"

"How did we go from destined for marriage the first week of March to you sleeping with Laura and making sex tapes by the end of March? It happened so fast."

She took a long time to answer, and finally after what felt like a minute said, "It wasn't that fast."

In her true form, she takes a long time to contemplate a short answer. I say, "Two to three weeks seemed pretty fast to me."

"It wasn't two to three weeks."

I'm confused by her answer, but want to give her ample space to elaborate. "Please explain."

"I didn't move up here for us, I moved up here for me. I moved up here early to make sex tapes with Laura. We had been planning this for months. I hadn't planned to sleep with her, but in retrospect that was naive of me. It was like the power of suggestion she was talking about when she described John. She was literally always naked in front of me. Everything happened so fast once I was there. It was decadent and taboo and just plain sexy."

"So you one day decided you wanted to make sex tapes and reached out to Laura?"

"No, there's more to the story, as I'm sure you have deduced. Remember the trip I took at the end of last summer, right before heading back for my last two quarters of school?"

"Yeah. Some reunion trip?"

"That's how I described it to my parents. I was going to see Laura. You see, she had graduated and had planned a trip with Claudine, but Claudine pulled out at the last minute. There's a lot going on there, as there always is when it involves those two. Laura and Claudine always planned getaways, so they could be with each other that way and not have any of their friends know about it. It was the first time Claudine had turned Laura down for an all-expense paid fuckathon. Laura was bummed, so she called and asked if I would join her for a couple days. She had planned a romantic getaway for Big Sur, but that was too far of a drive for me. So we settled on Pismo Beach, where she rented a beach front condo for a couple days. I met her Friday afternoon, and we commiserated over drinks on the veranda. It ends up that a couple guys were barbecuing nearby, so Laura insisted we go meet them. We chatted a bit and Laura invited them to our condo. We ended up playing drinking games that quickly turned into stripping games."

I looked on in disbelief, wondering how I had never clued in she could cheat on me.

She continued, "I ended up naked before the others, so Laura upped the wager to offset my inability to shed any more of my wardrobe. I couldn't believe my ears when she said to the guys, 'If we win, you both have to get naked. If you win, then she will suck one of you while she fucks the other one.' I'm trying to tell Laura that won't happen, but she insists on those stakes and sure enough they win. I am one hundred percent sure that Laura purposely tried not to win. So there I am when I say, 'I can't go through with this, it's Laura's bet, so let her do you two.' One of the guys says, 'That wasn't the bet. You played knowing what the bet was, so you should pay up. But we won't make you, if you don't want to.' I should have taken my 'Get-out-of-jail-free card', but pride got the better of me.

"I stood up, grabbed one guy's hand in my left hand and the other guys hand in my right, and led them to the bedroom door. I asked, 'So who is going to fuck me?' I think I shocked them, because they didn't say anything. Finally Laura chimes in, 'Why not suck them both, and then let the one that gets hardest, or that you want in you more, penetrate you?' So I drop to my knees as they remove their boxers, and I see a red light and then Laura walking my way. I ask her what she's doing, and she tells me she wants to film it for memories. I'm numb to her antics at this juncture, so I just grab the dick closest to my mouth and start sucking it. Laura tells the guy getting sucked to grab the other guy's dick, and I'm like 'what the fuck?' The guy in my mouth eloquently says, "We don't do that gay shit."

"I spit him out and look at the other guy and say, 'You get to fuck me' and I proceed to give him a much more intense blow job. I get him really hard, so I climb onto the bed, get on all fours, and spread my thighs. He pushed into me and spreads me open until he starts pounding me doggy style. The other guy slides onto the bed and tries to angle to get his dick in front of my mouth. He eventually manages to get it to my lips, and I honor the bet by taking him in. Laura says, 'I want a cum shot.' I let the guy out of my mouth long enough to say, 'There's only going to be one.' Then I keep sucking, but not with the intensity I could. The guy pounding my cunt is moaning, breathing heavy, and occasionally collapsing at the knees. He's close, so I pull off of him, spit out the one in my mouth, turn around on the bed, and slam my mouth down on the guy who was in me. I deep throat him to the point of almost gagging. I back off a little, and start really working his crown. I'm getting so turned on doing it that I surprise myself. I cup his ass, and as soon as I do, he's blowing his wad into my throat. I let him out to dribble the last of his load onto my chin.

"I let go of his cock, stand up, and say 'Bet's paid up. Want to play a round where you get naked if we win and Laura let's one of you fuck her twat and the other fuck her ass if you win?' Laura is mortified, and is about to say no, when the guy who didn't cum grabs his clothes and heads for the door. His buddy rushes to catch up, but he's staggering a little. Finally he gets his pants on and says, 'Thanks for making me cum. See you later perhaps?' Laura says, "I doubt it, Bye!' And then shuts off her camera. I'm pretty pissed at her, and then she plays back the video and we watch it on the small screen of her camera.

"It's pretty intense to watch yourself... myself, giving head and getting fucked. I liked it. I showered after that and then we watched it on the TV the next time, and fuck it's hot to watch. I tell her I want to go again, but not with those guys. It's too late and we're getting tired, but the next night, a Saturday, we were at a dance club in San Luis Obispo scouting. We find two guys, and they seem nicer and less cocky than the guys from the night before. We're back at our place, playing drinking games and following through on dares. This time it's me who asks if they want to double team me while she films us. I have to persuade them a little using my hands under the table, but eventually I'm back on all fours being plundered orally and from behind. I make both of them cum and I swallow it all. This one filmed way better than the first, and I'm hooked. Laura tells me she has a few films in her collection, but nothing like these. We agree to take on this hobby, once I'm done with school.

"Ive said sorry so many times over the things I've done, but I'm more sorry to you for that weekend, than I've ever been sorry for anything in my life. You were nothing but loving and faithful to me, and I couldn't see how horrible what I was doing was. I can't blame you for hating me. You should hate me. I ruined the best thing in my life over what amounts to an addiction. I threw away something wonderful for a fling with a self-absorbed bitch and an adrenaline rush that wasn't worth it. That's why I needed you to cum inside me. I needed to remember what I had once upon a time and I want that to be your last memory of us."

I left and went home.

I had gotten a nice message on my answering machine at 12:01 from Claudine wishing me a happy year, but that would be the last I heard from her. Shannon tried to stay in touch, but my busy schedule got in the way, and we drifted apart over the first half of the year. She eventually stopped calling. They were all out my life and it was okay. Although I never saw any of them again, I did see a lot of them for many years, eventually converting it to a DVD and ultimately stored video footage in a folder entitled, "One Summer."