After Giving My Buddy Head We Sext

After my buddy once again left me on my bed, spread like a starfish, hard as a rock with his dried nut on my face, I didn't immediately get up. Rather, I stuck my index finger, wet with some of his cum, into my hungry asshole and pleasured myself for a long while. It felt amazing to slide inside myself using another man's sperm. Scooping more of it off my forehead into my palm and spreading it around my rim had a profoundly incredible way of turning me on. It felt so good to penetrate and flood my insides with my buddy's cum. My hole was slick with the stuff, and my rectum quivered thirstily the more I inseminated myself. The copious amount of cum that he made a mess on my face with was the constant reminder that the exceedingly sexy action we had engaged in was not a dream.

He really had his way with me with no regard for returning the favour, and I really did not mind.

I was high from the rough treatment and being made to feel like a slut, a devoted cocksucker, a faggot to get off with and leave his mark on. As far as he was concerned, I was less than, and I enthusiastically played the role of cum dump, assumed whatever position he wished, and expected no reciprocation.

This dynamic fulfilled me. I regarded my buddy with only fond, friendly feelings, despite the counterintuitive effect of being used for sex and being made to feel inferior.

Truly, I embodied the submissive qualities that he found enticing to exploit. I was coveted, in a twisted sort of way. When we get together, remove our clothes, and let out our animalistic impulses, our wildest fantasies come true. Our naked bodies link together in a harmonious give and take. I not only enjoy our sessions together but wholeheartedly express gratitude for this treatment despite this discrepancy between us. His dominance over me and my passive participation worked together for extremely hot results, like a lit match tossed on a puddle of gasoline. The power differential only adds fuel to the lustful fire, for some psychological reason I may never entirely wrap my head around.

Not that I even want to. His pleasure was my pleasure. It was that simple.

He feeds my appetite for giving head and I don't regret it. Not before, during, or after. It was easy for both of us to get what we wanted. That's all there was to it. He gets his balls drained and I get to preserve the memory of my time in between his legs, mouth full of his manhood, to recall while I finish myself off.

I had yet to enjoy an orgasm for myself. So I finger-banged myself and jerked off, replaying his dominating actions in my mind.

The memories I've made slaving over my buddy have proven to be effective at getting me worked up in a hurry, making me want to do it again and again. Thus repeating the cycle.

I lay right where he left me, slowly becoming sticky with remnants of him on my bare skin, wanking myself vigorously. I had my eyes closed, tongue dangling, leaking pre-cum, looking every bit the bottom bitch that I had become.

I can't say it enough: I love this shit.

I was riding a high that I didn't want to come down from.

I got frisky, bold, and shamelessly horny for more hot action, however unlikely it was that I would see any again tonight.

Slutty and insatiable, I dared to text him.

"Fuck man I'm still hot for your cock. Can't lie."

Sent. Received. Opened.

Ignored.

To be expected.

I sent another:

"I really feel like a slutty bad boy and I'm in heat. I get like this and feel like I'd probably do whatever you ask."

Sent. Received. Opened.

Typing!?

New Message from Buddy:

"Let me piss on you."

My jaw dropped. I wasn't expecting that.

I was immediately taken off guard.

But...

I couldn't have predicted how much it would pique my curiosity.

New territory.

"Honestly never had that before."

Sent. Received. Opened.

A long wait.

Typing...

New Message from Buddy:

"On your bare asshole."

Oh wow.

Never before had I exposed myself to him in that way, but now, seemingly all of a sudden, he not only wanted me naked, but he also wanted to pee directly on my ass. Not just my ass, my hole.

For a moment, I was stunned silent.

Typing.

New Message from Buddy:

"Show me your gape."

I was stirring with a mix of nerves and excitement. He had never once solicited nudes from me. Now he was requesting, no, ordering me to open my man cunt for him.

It took no further encouragement and very little time for me to prop my legs up and aim my phone at my rectum, which was glistening from his cum.

The first attempt was off-centre.

The second attempt was blurry.

The third time was the charm.

I gawked at and admired my own booty for a moment, noticing the detail of my bussy lip ridges and how the starfish-shaped slit puckered in the middle.

With no hesitation, I sent my buddy the picture of my most private orifice.

I love knowing my nudes are on someone's screen for them to look at, potentially masturbate to, and (completely unbeknownst to me) potentially forward to someone else.

The reward outweighs the risk.

I love having eyes on me.

Even the piss play intrigues me more right now. Not because I ever fantasize about it myself but because I just wanna submit myself to him for his pleasure. I'm imagining kneeling in my shower and him blowing a load on my face. After that, making me turn around and peeing on my bare ass.

Sometimes I get so submissive that I stay flaccid and soft, simply into giving head, and apparently now, also being made into more than just a cum dump.

In the moments after sending my buddy the picture of my asshole I just took for him, I was exhilarated. I held my phone in one hand and rubbed my asshole with the other.

I pictured him wherever he was, on his phone, zooming in on the crevice of my ass and assessing my body like I was only a piece of meat for his viewing pleasure.

I was sticking two fingers in my hole when he replied with a video. It was of him taking a piss.

Odd, but not unpleasant.

I was unaccustomed to seeing him soft, but even so, he was still impressively girthy and long.

"Hot dude." I replied.

I hit replay.

Despite the urine trickling out of him, I still found his private parts mouth-watering.

Literally.

I was drawn to him by a thirst that only his dick in my mouth could satisfy.

The thought of him peeing on me was becoming more and more etched into my psyche and suddenly not so far-fetched. In fact, it was quickly becoming realistic and increasingly more interesting to me in my devilishly horny state. It was a distinct possibility. That is if I don't shake off that curiosity as soon as I blow my own load.

I replayed the video a third time while I pleasured myself and imagined what the warm fluid would feel like trickling onto my bare skin and dripping down my ass crack.

Oh. My God.

I came the second the thought crossed my mind. Miraculously, reaching orgasm didn't erase the filthy thoughts from the forefront of my mind. They were still present.

I closed my eyes, enjoying the release I felt from masturbating.

For a few quiet moments during my afterglow, I ruminated on this dirty yet exciting new prospect, the changing dynamic between my buddy and me now that we have engaged in sending each other naughty pictures and videos, and finally, the implications of allowing this man to do absolutely whatever he felt like with me. There was practically nothing off-limits now. I had evolved from a one-way unreciprocated free-use cum dump into a next-level receptacle for any and every impulse he secretly had. I was now without any inhibitions, and quite honestly, I didn't care what that meant for my integrity or pride.

My pride was serving my buddy in whatever capacity he wished. I was just a hole. I felt no shame.

I was drifting off to sleep with wet puddles of my own cum on my belly and his dried cum on my face, content and satisfied. Burned into my retinas was the stream of golden liquid coming out of my buddy in the video. His dick and all that it was capable of producing was now the object of my desire, in a new way, unlike any desire I had ever had before. I felt nasty but exhilarated beyond belief.

I was now seriously considering getting my first golden shower.