He was Never Much for Blowjobs

My husband has never been much for blowjobs. Not that he doesn't enjoy them in the moment. For both of us though there seems to be a shyness or shame we associate with them, I don't know if it makes him embarrassed of me for wanting to give it so badly.

We are 7 months out from becoming parents. Since then, our sex life dwindled into nothing for a while then picked up slightly. As I started to feel my hormones regulate out I started seeking him out more. Subtly touching his dick while cuddling at night. Kissing his neck when we hugged. Running my hands through his hair and pushing my breasts into him when we had any contact.

I recently felt an incredible increase in my sex drive. I think about sex constantly, I look at him and I'm turned on. I touch myself and use my vibrator at night to try and get past my fixations. I up my attempts to be seen, I wear shorts that accentuate my ass, I never wear a bra when I don't have to and I stretch in front of him as often as I can.

I go to bed before he does so I leave the bedside light on, wearing a thin crop top shirt and panties, I fall asleep outside of the blanket, my hips and ass twisted to be as inviting as possible.

I startle awake feeling him grabbing my waist, he's aggressively twisting and moving me; in a daze of pure exhilaration I turn toward him. The look in his eyes is that of a thirst craved man saved from the desert, the intensity that he has sends a spike of adrenaline through my body, settling in the my lower abdomen. My breath stops and we look at each other for a moment, time seems to stand still as an incredible electric energy fills the room.

He moves down onto me fast. I feel his hand go straight into my panties, cupping the shape of me for a second before using his finger to move down. He slides one finger slightly into my wet pussy, then uses the lubrication to pull straight upward into my clit, parting me like he'd done a thousand times. I gasp, the feeling is incredible, it's like my entire body is rising to meet him as he splits his fingers apart, running the length of every crevice of me. He pulls back up and circles my clit as I moan ecstatically. Simultaneously he yanks my crop top up and starts sucking and tugging on my nipple, he circles his tongue around the areola, then fits as much of my breast as possible into his mouth. I already feel so overwhelmed that I'm quivering, my pussy is throbbing to his touch, the gliding back and forth on my clit, down to my vagina as he puts two fingers inside me is already too much to bare.

He pulls my panties fully down, and moves closer to me - I put my hand on his cock and start pulling it out of his boxers.

Sheepishly, and too quietly, I say, "can I suck your dick?"

Consumed with what he was doing, he stops and gets down closer to me, "what did you say?"

Suddenly embarrassed, I turn away. How can I still feel like this after being together for ten years?

He's looking at me, his intensity takes me by surprise. "Can I... suck your dick?"

I see his cock somehow become more engorged & twitches right before my eyes. Without saying anything, he positions himself next to me, grabs a pillow and puts it under the side of my head, all the while still softly rubbing my clit.

After all this time, months and month I've had mentally fantasized out this moment, it's finally happening again. I put one of my hands in between his open legs, wrapping it around to one of his ass cheeks. I lean up slightly and feel the tip of his cock on my lips. There's a tiny bit of precum dripping from it already, it's sweet on my mouth, making me salivate in anticipation of what I want to do.

I open my mouth and touch the tip of his cock to my tongue, his whole body shivers. I can feel his ass flex for a moment, and his dick twitches in my mouth. It feels like he had to mentally stop himself from immediately cumming. The feeling of his pleasure drives me up furiously to get started. As much as possible I open my mouth and put as much of his cock in as possible, I push as much saliva as I can out onto his shaft so I can move smoothly back and forth.

With my left hand, I reach and use it to hold his cock close to his body, moving with my mouth as I go. My right arm is still in between his legs on his thigh or ass cheek, helping me maneuver by pulling against him.

He is moaning, sometimes nearly buckling but still maintaining his hand on my pussy at all times. He slips his fingers into me, curling his fingers upward into my g-spot. The feeling of it sends an incredibly intense spasm of pleasure throughout my body, I groan with his dick is still in my mouth. My eyes open as I mostly pull out, still feeling the tip of his cock just inside my lips. I see him staring down at me, his eyes bright with anticipation.

In a daze, I kiss the tip of his cock and sides of the shaft, using my tongue to push saliva out onto it for more lubrication. I stare up at him, watching him moan. He swirls his fingers on my clit, I gasp in pleasure and in response, push his cock into my mouth repeatedly. I feel my arm underneath me starting to burn as I use it to pivot myself upward over and over, he is thrusting forward into my mouth over and over as my hand guides him. I can feel his cock hitting the back of my throat multiple times, each time he thrusts his fingers into my g spot. We match each others pleasure points as if to silently say, "yes that's it, keep doing that." My entire body burns with pleasure, I cannot go much longer without needing completion. He quietly puts his hand on my hair and says, "I'm close-".

He's never cum in my mouth, he thinks cum is gross and doesn't think I'd like it, so up until now we'd both agreed to that we'd pivot to sex to finish off. This time is different, this time is an accumulation of months of my imagining what it would feel like to cum at the same time while his cock is engorged, taking up every inch of my mouth.

He reaches down again, "I'm gonna -" as he says this, he curls his fingers up again into my g spot and slides his hand to my clit, rubbing furiously. He doesn't want to stop, he doesn't want me to stop.

Neither do I.

I pivot my entire body up and thrust his cock into my mouth over and over again, feeling an orgasmic wave of pleasure take over my body. My hips raise up slightly, my muscles start to spasm through my hips and thighs in response to every nerve in my body being alight. Simultaneously, his body rocks forward into my mouth, I feel his dick expand bigger than it feels like my mouth can fit as he gives in, I feel his body move down hard into my me, forcing warm salty sweet cum into my cheeks and throat, it spurts out of the sides of my mouth and down my face.

The sensation is so incredible I felt like my body transcended into a different state of being for the duration of the orgasm. I feel him raise up from me, I'm completely dazed and fall limp to the bed. My arms splayed out around me. My legs spread open, dripping. My muscles completely let go into an oblivion, one Id been imagining for months.