Lillith's Alone Time (a short)

- after This is What We Do Now -

Lillith had been exploring this new.."lifestyle" with full curiosity. It was like all that consumed her thoughts morning and night, as was for Taro as well except from a slightly more hands-off voyeuristic standpoint.

As comes with adding to the family, Lillith and Taro needed to edge out breathing room for themselves between work, chores, and child care. Thus Lillith began going to the local pool with her solo time, she had swam in school and wanted to "own" he body again after the birth.

Lillith and Taro were not European natives and fully aware of their practices in some of the countries they've lived. With that in mind, Lil had come to find out first hand that the pool in their area had shared changing areas, very uncommon in the US as genders were kept apart strictly especially with politics being as divided as they were.

She felt a bit nervous to change at first, there were men and people of all ages in the changing room, however, everyone was... nonchalant. After pausing to survey the vibe it did relax her a bit. Lil's mind slipped into the dark dirty place that is growing to occupy more and more of her inner thoughts. She's already exposing herself online and was practicing for another future deviant sexual endeavor with Taro and another... what could it hurt for lingering eyes to... admire her.

She placed her phone in the locker directed at her to record her changing. And Lil may have arched her back and thrown her hair back more sensually than needed when slipping in and out of her clothes, maybe even spending more time than necessary bent over to allow a peek at her cheeks spread slightly.

"Christ..." she muttered to herself as her thoughts finished silently, "... I'm wet and haven't even swam yet." She uploaded the video of her changing to their reddit account and waited to see replies later.

She gathered her gear and goggles and exited the locker room, the iconic slap of her sandals against her soles as she found a chair to leave her stuff at. It felt great to be able to get some alone time from being the baby's primary care taker and to flex and stretch her muscles a little before entering the pool.

Lillith began doing laps gently to warm up and let the muscle memory come back before going harder. The movement after a few laps had her notice how her old swim onepiece was much tighter in the chest as her breasts began swelling from needing to release milk and she was a little older so her body carried itself differently and her ass was being wedged tightly by the lower gusset.

She paused at the end of a lap and reached down to try and adjust her cameltoe wedgie. Little attention was paid though to ensure no onlookers were oggling her, in which some teens definitely were as her breasts were more akin to floaties than benefiting her water dynamics, glistening too. She caught them giggling and obviously paying attention to her as poorly as they hid it. It had her blushing as she didn't think that she'd have that affect on such young men.

Lil had decided that was a good enough first day back so as not to over do it physically, nor did she want to keep putting on a show for those horndog voyeurs. She paddled over to the stairs to exit the pool, waiting to politely cross other lanes that had swimmers.

Even after adjusting the wedgie and fixing it, as she climbed out it again threatened to expose her lips but definitely bi-sected her thick cheeks. Hurriedly she tiptoed to her chair and took a seat covering herself with her towel.

Warming up a little, Lillith observed others swimming and noted techniques assdssing what level of skill they may have, one older gentleman probably in his mid 50's, was quite streamlined and trim even..

A little time was spent viewing him and him alone but her eyes still couldn't avoid glancing at the time worried she'd been too long from home. She sent a guilty text to Taro,

"Everything going well?" she sent almost wanting/expecting him to need her help.

"Yup! ????????" he responded with a selfie of him and the baby chilling watching Bluey.

"Okay if you NEED me just text and I'll run home!" she hastily sent back.

"Nooo Lil, take your time!" Taro made sure to stress since Lillith hadn't been doing enough selfcare lately.

Seeing that she sighed reluctantly but relieved. Looking up from her phone, her showman had stopped doing laps and disappeared, it gave her a slight disappointment.

"Oh well.. shows over." she said out loud to herself as she wrapped her towel around her waist and went to rinse off before going to the sauna. She'd forgotten Euro saunas are nude only. She'd have to go undress before heading in.

Back in the locker room she left her gear locked up and wrapped the towel around her. A light breeze grazed her lower cheeks as she left the locker room, the change in pressure and temperature between rooms causing her to realize the the towel wasn't quite the best length to cover her fully.

The boys almost howled as they watched her come to the realization, startling her and having her rush to the sauna protecting her ass. She pulled the door behind her fast and breathed a sigh of relief, closing her eyes.

"Koud daar?" a strange voice said in a not unfamiliar but unknown language.

Her eyes darted up, "uhh english??" she looked slightly embarrassed. It was the chiseled older man speaking and her eyes struggled to maintain eye contact as he was also wrapped in a towel but more exposed.

"Oh! Ja, yes, um cold out there?" he smiled jovially and code switched to English to accommodate her.

Lillith scooped some loose wet hairs behind her ear that were dangling loosely and tore her eyes away to decide on which seat she'd take in the sauna. Fortunate or not, Belgians tend to be more friendly, the man spoke up before she chose. "Please please" he said while gesturing nearby to encourage her to sit closer and keep this dialogue going.

Not wanting to be rude she slipped her sandals off, leaving them by the door and took a seat nearby but not too close so as to make her uncomfortable. "Thanks" Lil gave a weak reply without looking at him.

Lillith didn't dare to push conversation too much. Internally she contemplated why showing visually was easy but actually committing in person to the act was so difficult for her. She didn't have long to mull it over before he spoke again interrupting her inner monologue. "-Kristoffer... Kristoff if you like." He didn't extend a hand to put her off ease with a touch but leaned politely over, even a little humorously so poking the tangible awkwardness, letting Lillith become slightly calmer.

"Lil, Lillith" she shared with him. "I-i saw you. Um, doing laps. You must've before in at least some semi-professional aspect."

"Hm?" he indicated sort of in a way Lillith had become accustomed to for Europeans to do when she spoke English too quickly or with too difficult language.

This only further made her feel awkward but she pursued, "You swim well." was all she settled for.

A wide toothy, but nice grin crossed his face. "Ah yes" he put together her whole message now, "I did swim on a team when I was young." He put emphasis on young to allude that he thought she was still considerably young. "Water polo, racing, now. I just do it here and sometimes teach a class or two."

Lil listened surprising herself how she hung on his every word. "That's great, I love that." She chose to keep her words more simple.

Kristoff relaxed some and let his arms rest on the seat above and behind him, lounging into his position. "And you? You-'re quite good too, yes."

Lillith couldn't help but notice Kristoff's abs, more cut than Taro's even in his older age, nor did she miss the greying chest hair that curled slightly. The sauna was hot, but it was not what was making her wet. *Clearing her throat* "Yeah yeah me as well, well not polo. But racing a little yeah. Long ago." She tried to seem interested but reel it in at the same time.

"Ahhh, I noticed I noticed." was all he said. Lil could feel his eyes on her, not in like a lewd or lascivious way but.. gentlemanly? And his towel covering his manhood certainly did its best to hide whatever was stirring down there.

Lillith couldn't handle the heat anymore, eyes wide but strong averted from his covered shlong, she marched to her sandals. Bending over to use her hand to speed it along, but in doing so forgetting the shortness of the towel and flashing Kristoff briefly. She'd have no way of knowing if he was looking or what he'd have seen, but she turned around as she stepped out to not be rude, "thanks Kristoff, nice meeting you!"

Kristoff just smiled with a slightly confused and amused look on his face and waved. In her absence her sweat had left an imprint on her seat of her ass and a vague outline of her pussy, that he just looked at and let his mind wander.

Lillith sped back to the changing room. Being ogled by the young men and now meeting her swim crush had her all worked up. Making her way back to her locker she grabbed her things to shower, pausing to look around, "Is it really so normal to shower just put in the open like this?" she wondered desperately biting her lip.

There was little activity in the locker room at the moment so she thought better to just make it quick. Lil stepped up to the showers, like kind any communal area has that are 360 degree coverage, and began after nervously hanging her towel up.

The warm water had begun steaming the room a little before she heard the heavy walk of a much older man also coming to shower. He carried no shame or care in the world that he was bare as he was born and began showering himself, not without a few indiscernible glances at Lillith with how wrinkly and scrunched his face was. His little pecker showed it though. Lillith saw his old shriveled cock and thought how harmless to give an old man a show at least.

She lathered herself up, still quickly but without hiding from him. The combined showers running were decreasing visibility in the room more. While there were signs up "No Photography in the locker rooms" needless to say young men don't listen, especially teens. Lillith caught them in the act after hearing their hooting and hollering. The young men were naked or exposing themselves just enough to showcase whatever they had to Lillith. All were rock hard from watching her soap up.

*Gasping* and trying to cover herself to no avail, Lillith was mortified by them. She grabbed her towel and changed into her clothes, via the method that saved some modesty by shimmying into clothes while holding a towel beneath your armpits encircling you. Not sexy but still had the young men like jackals.

Embarrassed to high hell, Lillith wasted no time leaving and heading home. Once in, she stormed up the stairs to the main shower calling out to Taro, who was noticeably surprised by her urgency. "I'm baaack, just need to rinse off this pool water!"

Taro kept tending the child and just shrugged. Lil turned the water on in the shower, teared her clothes off of her body, and stepped in. Not even bothering to reach for soap or shampoo, her hands knew what their mission was, rubbing and penetrating her pussy feverishly. She had been sexually on fire all day, yearning for release. In her mind danced images of Kristoff, whatever sweaty package he was concealing, and those damn boys who couldn't behave.

Her back pressed into the tile and her legs extended into the opposite wall to prevent slipping. The water poured over her as Lillith fingered herself, cumming quickly but not stopping, she maintained course. Her hands didn't play with her pussy nicely this time, the act was desperate and a bit primal. Sensing the next orgasmic wave coming, Lil grabbed the shower head and pushed it up close to her box letting the water pressure finish her off. Legs twitching, almost vibrating from how quickly, Lil howled. The sound reverberating in the close quarters tiled space.

Taro may have heard, but she didn't care.