Mother Makes Me a Maid

I was born a male with a very tiny penis. It was just my mother and me at home. My mother never married and she supported us working as an operating room nurse in a hospital. I never knew my father and my mother never told me who he was. The accepted rumor was he was one of the doctors in her operating room. I was 19 and attending a junior college when I confided in my mother about sex. I had never been on a date with a female. I had never kissed another female other than my mother. I was feeling uncertain about wanting to date a female.

"I'm a little embarrassed to be asking you this" I began.

"Embarrassed about what honey?" Said my mom.

"I've been having sexy thoughts lately, but I'm not sure what to do about them." I continued.

"What kind of thoughts are you having?" She asked.

"Well... and this is the embarrassing part, I've been thinking about how to have sexual intercourse with a woman." I said shyly.

"Oh you have, have you? Do you know what's involved on your part?" She asked.

"What do you mean?" I replied.

"Do you know you'd have to have an erection with your penis and it would need to be big enough for you to try to put it into a girl's vagina? Then, to complete the act, you'd need to be able to ejaculate out your erection. Have you ever ejaculated?" She asked slyly.

"Well, that's just it. I don't know how to ejaculate, or even if I can do it. From what I learned in school, I have never come close to doing it. I have had wet dreams but never when my penis is hard. And to be honest, it is really difficult for me to get my penis hard."

"Have you tried pulling on it and stroking it to masturbate?" Asked my mother.

"Just a couple of times, but nothing ever happens." I answered.

"Nothing at all?" She asked.

"I never get hard. Nothing at all comes out. It feels so tiny and soft, that's what makes me feel like I can't ejaculate." I said looking down.

"I'm a little surprised to hear you are thinking about having sex with a girl. Have you ever had any thoughts about being the girl?" She asked.

"How did you know? I have had lots of thoughts about that. I've seen you in the house in just your bra and panties and I secretly wished I could wear a bra and panties. My breasts are very sensitive and they seem to be larger than most males I know." I replied.

"What about my slips and dresses, do they make you want to wear a dress?" She asked.

"Yeah, kinda." I answered.

"You've seen me in my nightgowns a lot. Is a nightgown something you'd like to sleep in?" Asked my mother.

"So you know." Was all I said.

"Know what baby?" She answered.

"I can't help feeling that I want to be a girl. I don't think I'm capable of having sex as a male, and I'm thinking I don't want to. I see you in your pretty panties and bras and slips and I find myself wanting to wear those too. And 'yes' if I could sleep in a pretty long nightgown like you do I would like that as long as I could wear a pair of panties underneath it. I would also like to try wearing nylons and dresses to see how I look. You've seen I have no beard and I have no chest hair or leg hair. I barely have any pubic hair and I really have no sack at all below my penis. My balls are so little I can hardly feel them."

I felt relieved that I had let it all out. My mother put her hand on my shoulder and said;

"I'm going to get you a couple of training bras to help you hold your breasts up. I'm also going to get you some nightgowns and several pairs of panties. You could wear the bras and panties every day if you like."

"I think I would like that. I think this is for me." I said softly.

"I also think it's time I let you know something." Said my mother.

"What's that?" I asked.

"Have you been taking your vitamins every day as I have told you?" She asked.

"Of course. One every day." I replied.

"Those are really low dose puberty blockers and a low dose of estrogen. You've been taking them for a long time. It's why your breasts are growing and your penis and balls are shrinking. It's why you are thinking the way you are. From what you are telling me you are really ready to become my daughter." Smiled my mother.

"Are you kidding me? You did this to me why?" I asked.

"Honey, you always presented yourself more as a girl than you ever did as a boy. I knew this would help you be who you really are. One of the doctors I work with gave me the prescription, and the idea of having a daughter has always appealed to me. I'm pretty sure it appeals to you too." Said mother.

"Well now I at least know why my skin is so soft and I have no real body hair. And it's obvious why I can't get an erection or ejaculate. You've stopped my sex organs from growing. That's why my penis and balls are so tiny. Physically, I'm more girl than boy. But if I'm being honest, I find the idea of being a girl very exciting. Having my little nub of a penis and my tiny mound for my balls has always been annoying for me. I like the way you look between your legs in your panties." I continued.

"I thought you did. I'll go with you to the doctor and we can start you on estrogen injections that will really speed up your female development." Said mom.

"What could I expect?" I asked.

"Your breasts should start to blossom into a natural size for your body. Any kind of erection or even the hint of one will stop almost immediately. Your body will stop producing sperm and your penis and testicles will shrink even further away giving you the chance to look like me between your legs when wearing your panties."

"Should I start wearing dresses?" I asked.

"It's your decision, but I think you will find you have a strong desire to present yourself to the world as the girl you will become. I'll help you with your make-up and it would probably be a good idea to let your hair grow."

It was just a few days later that my mother went with me to the doctor to begin my estrogen injections. I was wearing my pretty lingerie that she had for me under my male clothing and my mother told me to leave it on for the appointment. The injection was in my rear end so I had to slide my pants down and expose my slip and panties to the doctor. He didn't say anything as I took my first step into becoming a girl as close to physically possible as I could. He did tell me that I would need monthly injections for the first several months. Because of the low dose estrogen that I already had in my body, the injections began working a little faster than normal. My breasts and nipples began to give me pain as they grew. I got used to the pain as I kept telling myself how much I wanted natural breasts to fill my pretty bras. Just knowing that my breasts were growing was exciting and gave me a real feminine feeling in my body. My hips began to widen also and my panties fit better than they ever had. My penis shrunk away to nothing but a little head and my penal shaft disappeared completely. My little balls could not be felt in the mound under my penis head. The doctor told me at my appointments, there was a small chance my testicles would dissolve. I secretly hoped he was correct.

I dropped out of my community college where I had no real friends. All of my high school friends had gone their separate ways. I fully devoted my time to learning about and understanding the process I was going through and I found it easy to become focused on not just the physical changes my body was going through but the mental changes I was experiencing in becoming a girl. I chose the name 'Michelle' as my new first name and my mother found feminizing hypnosis audio loops that I listened to at night falling asleep. I was very excited to enter my new life as a pretty girl.

Five months into my journey my hair was just touching my shoulders. I had learned how to apply my make-up perfectly, and my mother and I had gone dress shopping several times to round out my wardrobe. It was time to dispose of any male clothing I had left and I did this with pride. I was fully into presenting myself in public as a girl and I was accepted as a girl with ease.

"Honey, you are such a pretty girl! It's obvious to me you have always been a girl and we just needed to bring it out in you." Smiled my mother.

"I had no idea I would enjoy this so much mother! I really love being a girl. I like the way guys look at me in public. I like looking so pretty, and I have never felt so relaxed and comfortable than I do wearing a bra, panties, slip, and a dress every day." I beamed.

At my six month doctor's appointment for another estrogen injection I showed up to the doctor's office in full make-up and a very pretty knee-length dress. In the office the nurse had me take off my dress and slip but leave my bra, panties, and garter belt and stockings on. I was very comfortable doing this and the nurse and the doctor were totally fine with it as it was the first time I had appeared in the office in full lingerie. The front of my panties was completely flat and the doctor asked me to pull down my panties so he could feel for my testicles.

"Is your penis fully retracted all of the time?" Asked the doctor.

"Yes it is. I have no choice but to sit down to pee every time I have to go." I replied.

"I have to be honest with you, I can't feel anything in this mound between your legs. My opinion is your testicles have fully dissolved. This type of estrogen reaction has happened much faster than usual and it is probably due to your long term low dose estrogen pills. I would not be surprised if your prostate has shrunk to the point it cannot produce semen." Said the doctor.

"Is this a good thing?" I asked.

"I think it is for you. Without testicles your body will not be producing testosterone, which will make it much more relaxing for you sexually. With your prostate disabled it will be impossible for your body to produce semen. Are you having any kind of sexually stimulated discharge from your penis?" He asked.

"None at all since the injections began. No hint at all of an erection." Was my answer.

"What about your sex drive? Is it reduced at all?" He asked.

"A tiny bit, but more importantly to me are my sexual thoughts which are completely centered around males. I have had no sexual desire at all for females. More than just dressing as a girl, I'm finding that my mind thinks as a female. My desire for all things feminine is intense." I answered.

"That's a very healthy report. I'm pleased to hear you say that. The physical changes in your body are important, but more important is your mental outlook and it sounds to me like you are developing into a very pretty girl." Smiled the doctor.

Over the next six months my breasts continued to grow. It was at the one year mark from starting estrogen injections that I could honestly say I had a full A cup bust. I wore lipstick or lip gloss every day and I was always in full make-up. I only wore dresses and never pants, and depending on my mood I wore either a garter belt with thigh high stockings or a pair of pantyhose over my panties. It was very obvious that I was not turning back now. I owned no male clothing. I had no workable male sex organs. My breasts were female in size and still growing. My hips had spread out and I had a nice round butt that filled my panties perfectly. I was now in my early twenties and I had done most of the difficult work. I was physically a girl as close as I could be without surgery, and mentally, I had accepted myself as a girl and trained my mind to be emotionally and mentally female.

My mother had also recognized how completely I was into being a girl, and it was at this time that she came home with one of those black satin with white lace maid's outfits. The outfit included white nylon rumba bloomer sized panties with lots of lace on the butt. And just to round things out she had a couple of pairs of white fishnet thigh high stockings and a satin and lace garter belt.

"Let me help you out of your dress and then strip yourself totally naked. I want to help you dress in this maid's uniform." Said mom.

"What is it that you are thinking?" I asked.

"Just do this and I'll tell you." She replied.

My mother unzipped my dress in the back and I stepped out of it. I was wearing a petticoat and camisole over my bra and panties and a pair of pantyhose. I had been fully naked in front of my mother several times, but other than her watching me pull my panties down for my injections, she had never seen me nude with my body so feminized. My breasts filled out my properly sized bra and when I pulled my panties down I saw my mother's expression when she saw my fully retracted penis and my almost invisible flesh mound that used to have my testicles in it. When I unhooked my bra and my breasts and nipples were fully exposed, my mother had a big smile.

"Oh Michelle honey, you are such a pretty girl! Your breasts are growing perfectly, and your penis can't really be seen. I love that your body is fully shaved. I'm going to follow your lead and shave between my legs too, it looks so sexy."

"I'm really happy being a girl mom. Thank you for helping me live my dream." I replied.

"I'm glad I could help you be who you really are. Now put your garter belt on first and attach your stockings. Then you can put on your bra and your sexy panties. Then, I'll help you zip up your sexy uniform and I'm sure you'll like how you look."

She was right, I looked very sexy. It's important to know, I was still a complete virgin when all this was happening to me. It was physically impossible for me to perform any sex act as a male because of the hormones I was being given, and I didn't care. I wanted nothing to do with any sexual experiences as a male. I felt completely natural being a female.

It became obvious to my mother that she now had a daughter. This was when she had an idea how we could make some money.

"Michelle honey, what would you say if I taught you how to do housework and we offered your services to some of my girlfriends as a maid?"

"What kind of housework do you mean?" I asked.

"Oh, basic cleaning. Maybe helping do the laundry. Dusting the furniture. Things like that." She replied.

"I guess so. How much do you think we could make?" I asked.

"Maybe $45 an hour. You would need to do the housework in your sexy maid uniform. That's what would make it special. Could you do that?" She asked.

"If you wanted me to, I guess so." Was my answer.

"Now that I think of it, Mrs. Miller who lives across town was talking to me the other day and she is newly divorced. She said she needs someone to help with housework. I'll give her a call and see if she is interested. She knows what kind of a special girl you are so I'm sure it could work out." Said my mother.

My mother and Mrs. Miller worked out all the details and I was to report to Mrs. Miller's house the next Monday morning. When I knocked on the door Mrs. Miller answered. She was a very striking lady about my size. She had an hour glass figure and she was wearing a tight skirt and a blouse.

"Hello honey! I'm so glad to see you and to have you help me." Said Mrs. Miller with a smile.

"Thank you. I'm a little new at this but I will do my best." I replied.

"Let me show you to the laundry first and then I'd like you to make the bed each day when you arrive." She said.

Mrs. Miller led me to a basket of clothes that as overflowing with bras, panties, slips, dresses and nightgowns.

"I hope this doesn't embarrass you. On Monday is when I usually wash all my lingerie." Smiled Mrs. Miller.

"Oh, not at all. I'm well aware of the special care this needs. I can handle it without a problem." I replied.

Mrs. Miller led me to the laundry room and showed me when she washed her clothes and I filled the washer and put it in a delicate mode and shut the washer door.

"When you're ready, I'll show you the beds I need changed and made." She directed.

I was fully dressed in my maid's uniform. I had worn a light overcoat when I came to Mrs. Miller's house, but I took it off to begin my work. When I bent over the lace on my white rumba panties was clearly visible under my short skirt. The straps of my garter belt were also visible holding up my stockings.

"I'm ready to make the bed now." I said to Mrs. Miller.

"Oh good. Follow me honey." She replied.

There was a large king size bed that had the covers pulled back. Mrs. Miller told me she liked it made every morning and had a special way she wanted it. I began to pull up the sheet and covers and Mrs. Miller came up behind me as I was leaning over the bed. I knew full well that most of my white lace panties were in full view and I felt Mrs. Miller push the front of her skirt against my panty covered ass. What I felt against my backside next truly startled me. I felt something hard and long pushing against my panty covered butt crack.

"What's wrong honey? Did I startle you?" Asked Mrs. Miller.

"Well, I wasn't expecting you to be so close. And I felt something strange pushing against me from behind." I replied.

"There's nothing strange about it honey. It's my penis, and you've gotten me very hard you are so cute." Replied Mrs. Miller in a matter of fact way.

"You have a penis?! I thought you were a married woman!" I said turning around to face her.

"Oh, I was a married woman. My husband knew all about the cock between my legs and he wanted me as his wife anyway. I took hormones to feminize me and I wore a beautiful white satin gown when we got married. I loved being his bride. I gave him a wonderful wedding night sexual experience. Then, after a few years, he just decided he had enough. He wanted a divorce and I gave it to him. I stopped taking the hormones and my cock returned to its original function, which makes me like to have it sucked." Smiled Mrs. Miller.

"I've never done that before." I said quickly.

"I'm aware. Your mother told me you are a complete virgin." She said.

"I am. I've never experienced sex with anyone." I said softly.

"Why don't we change that right now and right here." Said Mrs. Miller.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked.

"Unzip my skirt and pull it down, then pull down my half-slip and my panties." Directed Mrs. Miller.

I did as she asked and when I lowered her panties I saw just how erect and big her penis was.

"Do you like how I have a dick?" Asked Mrs. Miller.

"It's kinda hot. Oh my. You're really big down there. My little penis is stunted and doesn't work as a male sex organ." I admitted.

"That's good to hear. Now why don't you get on your knees and put my erection in your mouth." Directed Mrs. Miller.

I was surprised how easily I did this. The large head of Mrs. Miller's cock slid without effort into my mouth.

"That's perfect. Now use your tongue and lick around the rim of my cock head." Directed Mrs. Miller.

As I did that I felt her erection growing in my mouth. I tasted something wet which I later came to realize was pre-cum. I liked the taste. I began to move my month up and down on the erect penis and then slide it in and out while holding one hand on the base.

"Lick my balls under my cock." Directed Mrs. Miller.

I pulled out the rather large cock now and lifted it slightly to see her fully shaved scrotum. It was like mine in that it did not hang, it was more a mound as the full effects of her hormones had not gone away entirely. I could see the outline of her testicles in the mound and I put each one of them into my mouth. Mrs. Miller moaned in delight.

"Am I doing okay?" I asked taking a breath.

"You're doing wonderfully!" Replied Mrs. Miller. "Now, before I cum, let me pull your pretty panties down and let me get your little pussy ready."

I stood up as she pulled me up and then she put her hands under my short skirt and slowly lowered my white rumba panties leaving my garter belt and stockings on. My sexually useless little penis was stubby and flaccid. Mrs. Miller slowly pushed me on the bed on my back and her fully erect penis stood straight out in front of her. I could see it throbbing as her heart beat. She went to the nightstand and in the top drawer she pulled out a bottle of lube and a plastic butt plug. She covered the plug in lube and she lifted my legs exposing my virgin hole and she delicately wiggled the plastic plug inside my body as I gasped at the feeling.

"Just relax honey." She said in a soothing voice.

As I relaxed the plug went from hurting a bit to giving me a feeling of complete fullness. Mrs. Miller wiggled the butt plug and pushed it slightly in and out. Then she slowly began to extract it. I was not aware at the moment of what she was preparing me for, but quickly I felt the head of her erect cock at my hole.

"It's time honey; I'm going to fuck you now and I want you to enjoy it, I know I will." Said Mrs. Miller.

"Okay, okay, please, just do it very, very slowly." I said a little out of breath.

Mrs. Miller squirted an extra amount of lube on my hole and then I felt her cock helmet begin to enter my body.

"Please go slowly. I'm a girl and this is my first time and I know this is the way I need to have sex now. Slowly fill me up with your cock." I said quietly as Mrs. Miller did as I asked and continued to slowly insert her erection inside of me. I had relaxed enough to take her in with relative ease. It surprised me when I felt her fully shaved body touch mine.

"Honey, I'm all the way in now. Clamp down with your muscles on my pole." Said Mrs. Miller as she brought her face down to mine to start a mouth to mouth kiss.

I did as she asked and allowed her to put her lips to mine and I accepted her tongue into my mouth. Our two bodies were tightly copulated and we were deeply kissing. I felt fully relaxed and completely comfortable in my role as the girl. I knew this was what I should be.

"I'm going to slide in and out of you now as I want to ejaculate inside you." Said Mrs. Miller as she slowly pulled back and slowly pushed forward. I lightly groaned as she did this.

"Oh that's it! This is how I want to be fucked! Fuck me and cum deep inside me! I want your sperm inside my feminine body. I'm a girl who wants to be fucked." I said as Mrs. Miller's cock swelled inside me and began to shoot a hot rope of semen deep within me.

"I'm cumming! Oh God, am I cumming!" Growled Mrs. Miller.

"Am I a good girl?! Am I a good girl for you Mrs. Miller!?" I said breathlessly as she filled me with her hot cum.

"You are a perfect girl baby! I've never cum this hard before!" Gasped Mrs. Miller as she finished her load inside me.

"That felt wonderful for me Mrs. Miller. I felt myself have what I think was an orgasm. It was all internally. My nipples got really big and my shriveled little cock and balls did noting and I felt nothing, which was perfect. Please stay inside me and kiss me. I've given you my virginity and I love you for taking it." I said out of breath.

The two of us stayed lip locked with her erect penis still inside me body for at least five minutes until she became soft and slid out of me. I felt totally fulfilled and knew this was the way I wanted to experience sexual intercourse going forward.

"Let's not tell your mother about this, shall we?" Said Mrs. Miller.

"I won't if you won't." Was my reply.

"Oh good, because I'd like you to continue to be my maid and I would like to fuck you a lot more when you come over. You are such a pretty girl and a very feminine lover." Smiled Mrs. Miller.

"And I'd like you to teach me how to find a man who would like to be with a girl like me and teach me how you got your husband to want to marry you. I would love to be a bride." I smiled.

During the next few weeks I continued to do housework for Mrs. Miller. She continued to play with me and fuck me as I finished the housework. I loved all of it, and I found when all she did was pull my panties down and leave me dressed when we had sex, it was the best.

"What's it like to have regular sex with a male?" I asked Mrs. Miller.

"Well, for girls like us we need to find that special kind of man. There are more out there than you think. They also have a desire to have us as their wife, which is surprising to some, but when you get to know them it is very normal and natural." Said Mrs. Miller.

"Am I having sex with you the way a girl like me has sex with a man?" I asked.

"You are honey. You're very sexy and I enjoy ejaculating inside you." Said Mrs. Miller.

"So do all men who like girls like us have sex this way?" I asked.

"Most do. I found than men who like girls like us enjoy touching and playing with our penis. I never stopped my husband from doing this. I find most men's favorite position for sex is to have us in front of them on all fours and they enter us from behind. This is where they usually pull on our penis when they have entered us."

"But do they want us to have an erection? Because I can't have one at all, and it's impossible for me to ejaculate." I replied.

"No, they usually do not want you to get hard. They do like to pull on your limp little dick and then play with your hanging titties. My husband always wanted me fully naked when he fucked me. On our wedding night I let him fuck me three times that night. He ejaculated tons of semen and sperm into me each time. I had no idea a man could come so much! When I pulled my panties on the next morning I felt so sexy knowing my husband's sperm were swimming around deep inside my body." Said Mrs. Miller.

"When you got married did you wear a pretty wedding gown?" I asked hoping for the answer.

"Of course. Getting ready was a total turn on. Having my make-up done and slowly putting on beautiful wedding lingerie and then topping it off with a beautiful satin and lace long sleeve white gown. I loved it!" Said Mrs. Miller.

"What about the ceremony? Did you like it?" I asked.

"That's the best part honey. When you are in your beautiful satin gown with all your white bridal lingerie on under it and you are standing next to your husband to be it is so sexy. You will be so turned on in front of the minister and your husband you will be happy your little penis is disabled. You won't have to worry about getting a hard-on in your panties. And when your husband kisses you after you say 'I do' you will be very close to having an orgasm." Smiled Mrs. Miller.

"You make getting married sound so wonderful!" I smiled.

"Oh it can be Michelle. If you do it, I would suggest you try and have an early evening wedding because you will be so anxious to have your new husband fuck you, you will want it to happen as soon as possible." Said Mrs. Miller.

"My mother turned me into a girl and I am so happy she did. I just love my femininity. I'm thrilled I have completely disabled my little penis sexually. It's impossible for me to have an erection, it's also impossible for me to ejaculate. My testicles have shrunk out of sight and I have no real shaft to my penis. The only thing between my legs is the red circumcised helmet of what's left. I have half A cup breasts and soon I will be a natural B cup." I said.

"Your mother turned you into a really pretty girl. You are so pretty and feminine I can't imagine you ever having a penis between your legs, it seems so wrong." Said Mrs. Miller.

"My favorite way to have you fuck me is when I let you watch me undress until I am fully naked. Then I like to lie on my back and spread my legs for you. I love looking into your eyes as you slowly insert your lubed up erection into me. I can almost orgasm just talking about it. I always orgasm when you ejaculate inside me, it is really thrilling to be a feminine girl having sex. I would absolutely love to become a bride and a wife and live with a handsome man as my husband and share my femininity with him. I know I could please him sexually and I would allow him to fuck me as much as he wanted." I said with a sigh.

"I would be sad to lose you, but I know how happy a real man would make you and I know several who would jump at the chance to take you as their wife." Said Mrs. Miller.

"Really? You would help me find a husband?" I said in an excited way.

"I can and I will." Said Mrs. Miller.

The anticipation of what will happen next in my life is almost too much for me. I so hope the future will make me the bride at my romantic wedding and allow me to be the wife to a man the way I know I can.