Kimberly, the Innocent Sex Addict Ch. 02

This is chapter 2 of the true tales of my walk into becoming a innocent sex addict. Names and places have been changed. The time was around 2010... better late then never!

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On my first night out, about 3 weeks after being cheated on and dumped, I had sex with two random hot guys on a wild night out with my best friend. This wasn't me at all, at least I didn't think it was. I was a little promiscuous when I younger, but I had slowed down since I graduated college, and yes, I might have said I didn't have sex with two guys in the same night before, I did have two in the same weekend before, but that only happened a couple times, when I was inebriated.

The next afternoon, I called Anna to come pick me up. I had just had a ton of wild unprotected sex with guys I had just met. I needed to tell Anna, my BFF, someone that had a reputation for being... "Loose". If anyone would understand, she would. At least I hoped so. As I walked to Anna's Lexus, I realized this was the ultimate walk of shame. I was still in my tight black cocktail dress with a number of stains, little makeup, and my hair a mess.

"Hey girl! So how did it night go with that guy?! He was super cute!" She asked as I got in the car, doing the walk of shame.

"So... I had sex with him..." I said, hesitantly.

"No shit Sherlock! I figured that part out! You gonna tell me more?!"

"And... His roommate..."

"What the fuck?! Really?!" Then dead silence.

"Umm... So... yeah... I got really drunk, WAY more then I should have... I don't know what came over me! It just.. happened! " I said sheepishly.

"Kim, are you serious? Did you bang two guys last night? Like in the same night?" She said grinning ear to ear, like she was proud of me!

She only asked this because I didn't have a reputation for this kind of thing! I was the "good girl" and did everything right, according to society.

"Ok... So I got to his place, went to his room... Got undressed and had sex... with a condom. Well, I blew him, he went down on me, and we had normal everyday sex." I started to spill, but not sure if she really wanted to know the details, but then just let them out. Anna was grinning from ear to ear!

"I went to his kitchen naked to get a drink and then heard the front door close... I turned around, the guy's keys hit the floor, and I asked if he wanted to have sex with me and he took me to his room. And I basically did the same thing... with his roommate."

"Nooo... really?! The Kimberly I know isn't that bold!"

I shrugged, "I mean... that's pretty much how it happened." I said, obviously holding back.

"And... I know you're holding out! Spill it!" She snapped!

"So... The first guy came in and found us having sex.." Anna cut me off.

"Seriously Kimmy... Just say you were fucking, because thats what you where doing. Fucking..."

I didn't really cuss much, at least till this weekend. And saying "fucking" sounded so demeaning! But I guess saying "sex" was a little anticlimactic.

"Ok fine! We fucked! I fucked them both! Happy now, bitch!" I stopped myself, covered my mouth, and realized what I just said to my best friend!

"There we go! Go on... Tell me what happened when he found you guys fucking!" She said, sounding excited.

"When he walked in and caught us... fucking... he kinda whined a little and then I said "what's stopping you now?!" I waited a minute to Anna to respond.

" You're fucking with me... Because the Kimmy I know wouldn't say a line like that... Usually." She started chuckling.

"I told you! I was really drunk! Wait a minute... What do you mean by usually?!... Whatever... Anyway yeah, I did say that and he then put his dick in my face and I started to suck it."

Anna dodged my question, "Wow... I didn't think you would ever let your walls down like that again. You're serious about this...?" She asked again.

"YES! I'M NOT JOKING! Again...?! What are you taking about?!" I was a little confused by her response, but then let it go. Maybe she was talking about the time we tried the lesbian/bi thing in college? Maybe it was that one time I had sex with three different guys in the same weekend? I don't know. Oh god... As soon as I thought about that time, I started to think about sex with her! I needed to change the subject!

"I started to suck his dick then he fucked me in the ass!" I covered my eyes, not believing that slipped out!

"Say what?! That's awesome! So... how was it?!"

I don't think I've heard her so excited before. It took my guard down and made me think what I did was actually ok.

"It was.." I took a breath... "OHMYGOD ANNA! I swear it's the best sex I've had!" I blurted out!

"Really...?" Anna asked, a little sarcastically.

"Yeah... They both fucked my ass... Actually they fucked every hole... Till we passed out. Then they fucked me all morning and into the afternoon." I said with an abundance of shame, trying to melt into the seat. "And... just after your text came that you were here, I swallowed... umm.. another... yeah"

"Fuck me... I actually believe you... I'm proud of you! You finally let go!"

"What do you mean?!" I was so confused.

"I knew you had that locked away deep inside, you just needed a push!"

"I did all of this without a condom..." I said sheepishly.

"Hmm... Well you're on birth control right?"

"Not right now.. I was..."

"Plan B?"

"Yeah so.. i need to go get that. Not feeling great about it."

"It's ok... Shit happens" she said reassuringly.

Anna stopped the car at a red light, looked at me, then wiped a small drop of semen from my chin. My eyes got wide and my body flushed, realizing that was on my face the whole time. Without skipping a beat Anna stuck her finger to my lips and, I have no idea why, I opened them. Anna had me sick the semen from her finger, smiled, brushed some hair from my face, smiling.

"Kimberly... you finally let go... it's time for you to.. live a little..."

We ended up talking for another hour in the parking lot at my apartment and agreed that we would go out again on Wednesday. I was exhausted so I went to bed early that night.

The next morning, I got up and for some reason, I was horny! Like really horny! I went to take a shower and masturbated for about 15 minutes trying to, you know, make it go away! I got myself off and I figured I'd be fine at least till I got home and went and got dressed. I dressed like I normally did, a blouse, skirt, and my long wavy chestnut hair in a half ponytail. I didn't dress like a prude, but not like a slut either. My gray pencil skirt stopped three inches above my knees and my cotton pink button up blouse fitted my figure just right, not super tight, but not loose. I almost always wore an outfit like this, it was rare that I wore slacks. I've always liked skirts and dresses. I liked to feel pretty, but also was a little self-conscious.

I did almost nothing but think about what it felt like to be, as Anna put it, "fucked" by two guys at the same time. I just wanted that feeling again, it felt so good! I caught myself a number of times reaching down between my legs and my desk, I never did this, ever! I was always very professional at work and this was not me.

I was just about to get off and then I got a call from my boss. He wanted me to bring some files to his office. I didn't say much over the phone, saying I'd be right up. I then hung up then finshed getting myself off. Honestly, I came really easy, so it didn't take long. I waited a couple minutes to come down, then curiously got the best of me, and i tasted myself, licking and then sucking on my finger. I wasn't sure why I did that, but the more I thought about sex, the more I went into the not so innocent thoughts and even more taboo thoughts. Since anal sex was considered taboo and that's one of the many things I couldn't stop thinking about, my mind started going down different avenues of taboo. I finally realized how distractedi got and stopped. I then straightened myself up, used a wipe on my hands, grabbed the files and left my office to see my boss.

He was a couple floors up from my office. Going up there was completely normal, but I was feeling different today. I know I looked the same as every other day, my hair half pulled back, a pink blouse and a gray pencil skirt, but fuck I was horny! As I walked up to his secretary, she just looked at me and told me to take a seat, so I sat down outside his office.

About 5 minutes later, a young blonde secretary came out, hair looking a little disheveled, but smiling. I didn't think much of it, at the time. Then his secretary, a very pretty blonde in her late 40's, told me to go in. I brought him the file he asked for, laying them on his desk.

"Thank you Kimberly, you brought this very promptly." He said, looking up at me, with hooded eyes.

This was the first significant interaction I had with anyone today and it sent electricity through my body, just by him looking at me! He looked from my eyes to my breasts, then making me full aware that my nipples were hard as rocks through my blouse! Then I noticed a had some extra buttons undone from, you know, touching myself! God, i forgot I had played with my boss to get off! My cleavage was very visible, but i had no way to cover them up without being obvious! I was so embarrassed, but he just smiled, then looked back at his desk.

"Just doing my job..." I said, at almost a whisper, and a nervous laugh.

He looked up at my breasts, then lower, then back to my face. "That you are... * he said smiling, but in a different way then usual. More, mischievous.

I swallowed hard, my mouth was so dry. I had thought of sex pretty much the whole day and he was a handsome older man, and I kinda had a thing for older men. Oh god, I could feel myself getting wet! I closed my eyes, hoping nothing else derailed my train of thought.

He looked up at me, "that's all, Miss Bennett." Then looked back down at his desk.

"Yes sir..." I said, nervously. I never said that before!

He then looked back up at me, arching an eyebrow. I turned and left before I said sobering else out of character. When i got back to my office, I shut my opaqueoffice door, and backed up to it. I didn't know how to even feel about what had just happened. His secretary had given me this odd look, like she was sizing up, then smiled at me. Then the whole interaction with my boss was off! I had never even thought of, you know, sex with him, but now those thoughts were slowly creeping in. It was hard to focus, my mind was on sex the whole day. For some reason, even though I was embarrassed with my blouse showing cleavage, I left those buttons open. It made me feel, a little, naughty and I kinda liked it! That in itself should have made me think that things inside me were changing, but I let it go.

When I got off work I went straight home, stepped naked, and then masturbated again, and again, and again. Thoughts of not only the two guys I had been with, but memories of having been with Anna in college, and then ideas of my boss! Oh my god, the fantasy of my boss taking me on his desk, that took over my mind! That was so taboo for so many reasons! But, it was for those reasons my mind raced and made my heart jump! I needed that extreme feeling of euphoria, and I wasn't sure how to get it again. Just having an orgasm didn't give me the same feeling, but the thoughts and fantasies I was having filled my mind!

Even as I slept, pretty much all my dreams were sexual! I'd I want sucking some guy, he was fucking my ass. The worst one was, dreaming of Anna. Good good she was so hot, and my dreams didn't help!

When I woke up in the morning, I realized I had been sweating and I had obviously had an orgasm in my dreams! That never happened before. I got out of bed and took a long hot shower, hoping I could get these thoughts out of my head. When I got dressed, I wore an outfit I had never worn before. A purple satin scoop neck shirt that fit my figure almost prefect, a black pencil skirt that stopped four inches above my knees. I had nothing but 'sexy' underwear, so I picked out a thong and a very thin bra. I didn't realize this at the time, apparently it showed my curves in ways I didn't think about, and also just the bumps of my soft nipples could faintly be seen.

How was work? Pretty much the same as the day before, but this time more people noticed me. This might also be, because i looked at them more. Every coworker i looked at made my heart flutter! This was getting ridiculous! My God I was a wreck! It took me to afternoon to figure outmy nipples had been poking out since the first time sex crowd my mind! It was just one night and I couldn't get it out of my head! I went to the restroomat least three times to masturbate, almost getting caught twice. This was ridiculous! I needed sex! No, I needed to be fucked like a had been one the weekend.

When I got home after work on Tuesday, I went straight to my closet to find a sexy outfit to put on. I found one of my shortest mini skirts I could find, a black leather one that hardly covered my ass, if i bent over, you could see pretty much everything. I couldn't really decide on a top so I just grabbed this gold satin top that was in my closet and thought I'd give it a try. I had bought it a while ago and never wore it. As I put it on I realize that it was so low cut in the front that I couldn't even wear bra, but since I was going to try to go get laid, looking slutty would help. Then I did a little makeup and did my hair. I stood back and looked at myself in the mirror. I actually looked sexy and I felt good about it! My body showed it too! I swear my nipples looked like pencil erasers, but it turned me on more! If I leaned over just right, my breasts would be fully exposed, but again, it made me get more wet. I said screw it and grabbed my purse. If I thought about it more, I wouldn't leave.

This is something I've never really done and that was go out by myself, or dress like a slut for the purpose of getting laid. I've always had someone with me, be it Anna or another girl. But it was time to try to do things by myself. I called a cab to pick me up and take me to this bar that wasn't too far away from my apartment. As I started walking to the door of the bar, I started to feel super self-conscious. Wondering if the bouncer would even let me in. He just looked at me, looked at my tits, then dropped the rope and let me in! I guess this outfit did work!

I started to walk around and I found a spot at the bar and sat down. I ordered myself a drink and I was there less then five minutes before I had someone hitting on me. Usually I would brush it off and not talk to them but, I was so fucking horny and I needed to get laid. I didn't even care who it was I just needed someone. He was a clean cut guy in his 30s Maybe? He wasn't hot but wasn't unattractive. What the hell right! I just needed to get laid.

We sat there and chatted for about five minutes and he bought me a couple more drinks, I wasn't trashed but I was definitely very buzzed, and that helped! I caught him repeatedly looking down at my chest which was almost falling out of this top that I wore and also noticed that my nipples were poking straight out of the fabric. This actually turned me on even more knowing that I was doing something inappropriate. So, I moved just right, letting him see my nipples, I looked down, and smiled.

"Oops!" I giggled, then leaning down even more.

"You did that on purpose..." He smiled, then he finally made his move, rubbing his hand on my arm, then sliding it over and brushing the side of my breast.

"Maybe..." Then I shifted, practically pushing my breast into his hand.

"Lets find a place that's more.. private. " He said, gently squeezing my breast.

He grabbed my hand and lead me to a dark corner in the back of the bar, it was pretty secluded but not as secluded as I would like it to be. As we sat down he reached to kiss me and I didn't stop him. He slid one of his hands inside my top to caress and squeeze my breast and it made me really hot! I took one of my hands and reached down to his pants to feel his hard on and he was very hard!

The more we kissed and groped, the hotter I got and the more I needed to go farther. I got extremely bold, more than I ever have been, and I un-zipped his pants and fished out his cock and started to stroke it. I could tell he was enjoying it from The Sounds he was making and he started mulling my breast a lot more as we kissed.

The one thing i loved to do was suck cock, like i really do enjoy giving blowjob's. I broke our kiss, looked around. I saw that no one was watching, then I bent down and took him in my mouth. I sank my lips around his cock and started to suck! I was sucking a man's cock in a very public place and it was turning me on! What was wrong with me?! I never did things like this! After a few minutes of me blowing his cock I brought my head up to whisper in his ear.

"How about we go the restroom so I can get this inside me..." I am never this bold, but I was in such heat I needed it!

Without another word said, he put his rock hard cock back in his pants and we got up and walked to the men's restroom. We went to the furthest stall that was unoccupied, locked the door and started to kiss again! I took out a condom I had in my purse, then pulled out his cock and rolled it on. He pulled up my skirt to my waist, picked up one of my legs, pulled my panties to the side, then slid his cock into my extremely wet pussy! It's been so long since I've done anything like this! The chance of getting caught was fueling my desire! Oh my god I was so turned on! I almost did want to get caught!

"Oooh fuuuuuuuuck... God yes! " I moaned.

Anna was right! This is definitely fucking, not just sex, fucking! God it felt so good to be so bad and get fucked right now! His cock wasn't special, pretty average, it was more so that i was being a bad girl doing something naughty! He pulled my tits out, slapping one then twisting my nipple! I was being treated like a total whore, but I oddly liked it! Then he kissed me rough, as he thrust hard into me. I had no feeling of attachment, just the desire to have sex.

I was letting out light audible moans of pleasure as this random man, pumped his cock into me. "Ohhh... God... mmmm...* I was so close to cumming, I was so wet!

"Fuck... ugh! God your fucking a tight little slut!* He moaned as he trusted up into me.

Holy shit this was so bad, but my heart raced with excitement, knowing he was going to get me off! Then, he grunted, once then twice, filling his condom. I was in the edge, but never got off. You've got to be kidding me, I thought to myself. When he came he just pulled out of me, pulled the condom off, dropped it in the toilet and flushed. He looked at me, grabbed my face, kissed me again, told me I was a great fuck, and walked out. This was the first time I've ever had casual sex where I didn't know the guy's name and in a public place. My pussy was tingling and very wet. It was so exhilarating and a little satisfying, but I needed that release! I was still a little buzzed from my drinks and I was also still horny as hell! So I figured why not try to find someone else? I adjusted, my panties and my top, took a deep breath and opened the door.

I walked out of the restroom and I saw the guy hitting on another girl, I wasn't upset about it I knew it was just a fuck. I went back to the bar and ordered another drink, my body still feeling tingly. A couple minutes went by and then another guy sat next to me and said that he'd cover my drink. Looks like I found my next guy!

He wasn't bad looking at all, six foot, dark hair, and had a nice smile. I gave him a nice smile back, and a good view. As we talked, I flirted shamelessly. I pretty much just did what I'd seen Anna do over the years, and what she did was affective. I then decided, to just pretend that I was her, a shameless slut that never second guessed herself, and that helped.

We talked for about 10 minutes but it was getting late and he said he was actually needed to leave soon. I needed a realese! I then decided to just be up front.

"So..." I touched his hand, then leaned in, letting my top open giving him a clear view. "I'm... horny... is that something you can help me with? " I said, giving him a little smile.

He gave me a little grin, looking down at at my breasts that were visible as I leaned over. "Want to go to my place..?* he asked, his voice breaking a little.

I smiled, "why not your back seat..." I said, biting my lower lip.

Very few words were exchanged, just devious smiles as he led me outside to his BMW. He opened the back door, letting me inside. The feel of the leather made me feel all the more, slutty! He climbed in, closing the door. The windows were tinted, but it still felt like people could see.

I leaned in, planting my lips on his. He kissed me deeply, palming one of my breasts. I reached down, unzipping his slacks, pulled out his cock. I stroked him as we kissed, then i backed up. I leaned over and took his swollen cock into my mouth. I sucked and licked his shaft. I took him in all the way, all 8 inches.

"Oh my god... ooohh.. fuck... God you give good head! " He moaned, each time I sucked then licked his cock!

I giggled, "I actually like giving blowjob's..." I looked him in the eye a I started to suck again.

I reached behind my neck, letting my top fall down. I got a condom out, rolled it on his dick, then moved up to straddle him. Oh God this is so erotic and wrong, but it felt so good! He pulled my panties to the side and slowly eased into my pussy. He was much larger then the other guy and he felt so good sliding inside of me.

"Mmm... fuck that feels sooo good! *i moaned, as his cock slid into my right wet pussy like it was made for it. That's when I started to just hump the hell out of him! As I was doing that he was squeezing my tits and twisting my nipples occasionally sucking on them. It was too much for me and I started to cum as I humped him as hard as I could!

"Mmmm... Ooooh... fuuuuuuuuck yeeeeeessss!!!" My body started to shake, making me slow down, but then he thrusted up into me, fucking me!

Oh my god this was awesome! He prolonged my orgasm, making me cum again! He sucked on my tits, then reached up pulling me in for a kiss. I figured, why not and our tongues danced.

It felt so wrong to enjoy this so much! He was a stranger I just met and his cock was buried in my pussy. I've known him for maybe 30 minutes and thinking about that made me bounce on his dick even more! I moaned like a true whore as we fucked in the back seat of his BMW.

Then I felt him tensing, then he grunted, and could tell he was filling up his condom, wishing his semen was inside of me. Oh my god what was wrong with me!

"Oh... my god... This is the best piece of ass I've had at this bar. It's your first time here?" He said chuckling, holding my hips, helping me rock back and forth.

"Yeah... first time.. might not be my last though." I said, clearly trying to get my breath back, still rocking on his cock.

"You want to go again?"

"Is that a problem?" I whispered in the most sexy voice I could muster.

"Not at all.. How about I drive you home and we can continue at your place?"

I thought about it for a second and wasn't sure if I wanted to do that or not, I didn't want to random guy knowing where I lived. But I do live in an apartment with 80 units. So I figured why not fuck in the parking lot.

We both got out of the car and moved to the front seats, I actually was so unaware that I didn't push my skirt back down or put my top back over my breasts. When he was outside he pulled the condom off and tossed on the ground. I always remember thinking when I saw used condoms on the ground, how slutty those girls were. Interesting how the tables have turned and I was that slutty girl. It made me smile from ear to ear, oddly I was feeling proud about it, and it made me think tat I world do that as often as I could from now on.

When I got in the front seat I looked over to him and I really desired sucking on a cock! That's actually one of my fetishes, I love giving blowjob's. So as he started the car I reached over and pulled his cock back out and started to suck on it. I could tell his driving was definitely distracted because it was slow and jerky, but it also made me feel really good!

As he pulled up to my complex, I had him Park in the lot next door. I couldn't stop sucking his cock and I wanted to make him come so I didn't stop sucking until I felt him tense up. "Fuck... I'm gonna c---" He talked off.

All of a sudden jet after jet of semen hit the back of my throat, I swallowed every last drop that I could. I felt so dirty doing this to someone I didn't even know the name of, but I loved feeling like a slut! Before, I never in my life would have done things like this. Now? I could easily get used to it!

"Oh my god... you swallowed... "He said in shock.

I leaned up, looked him in the eye, then got out and went to the back seat. He didn't say alter word and got on the back with me, not bothering to cover himself up.

This time for some incredibly stupid reason, I didn't use a condom. I lay down on the back seat and he got on top of me, and stabbed his hard, raw, cock into my pussy and started fucking me extremely fast! The difference in using a condom and not was night and day! It felt so good having his cock pounding into me raw! I don't know what it was, but I took my legs and wrapped them around him pulling him as deep as I could into me. I pulled him as deep as I could, wanting to feel as much of him as possible! My body started to get warm and tingle, I knew what was coming!

"OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD!!!" I moaned like a whore, then started cumming on his cock! "FUUUUUUCK YEEEEEESSSS! OHHH GOOD YES! " I screamed!

I felt his body get stiffer and then realized he was about to come into my pussy without a condom. The logical side and me was screaming to have him pull out, the inner slut that's been awoken wanted him to explode inside me as deep as possible.

"Fuck! Cum inside me! " I moaned, low and somewhat incoherently.

Luckily, he was more aware than I was and he pulled his cock out of me, with me reluctantly loosening my legs around him, and he ended up spraying my chest and my face with an extremely large load of semen! I generally don't like being cummed on my face, but tonight I really liked it! I was going to do that more often from now on. He stepped back, looking at me. I leaned forward, taking his cock in my mouth and sucking it clean.

"Holy shit..." He panted. "I'm sorry, but.. You're the most insatiable cock slut I've ever been with..." He said, as I continued to blow him.

"What... you saying a girl can't be... dirty...?" I asked, smiling, slowly taking his cock back in my mouth.

"Not at all... this is the best sex I've ever had!"

I smiled, looking up at him, my head still bobbing on his cock. "Glad you liked it..." I said, then have him one long lick from root to tip.

He then put himself back in his pants, and then started to help me out of the back seat. I didn't even care that I looked like a hooker standing in the parking lot.

He gave me a kiss on the cheek, probably because that's the only part that wasn't covered by cum, and said, with the biggest smile I said "maybe I'll see you again.", handing me his business card.

"Maybe..." I said, putting his card in my stocking, then I pushed my skirt down and put my top back up. Then walked away to my apartment. I turned back before going in the door and watched him drive off.

When I got to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. Seeing my face and my chest covered in cum for some reason made me want more. I've never thought this way about myself before. I always thought of this as gross and disgusting, but for some reason I now didn't. I looked at my face closely, ran my fingers up between my breasts, collecting all the semen that had been shot on my body, rubbed it on my lips and then sucked my fingers. I mean I've done this before, having sex with boyfriends, but it was only to make them happy, not myself and right now this was making me happy. I then found myself sliding my fingers under my skirt and into my pussy, and I started to play with myself. This was also different because I watched myself in the mirror doing it and I've never done this before. I didn't know what was coming over me, why I was doing these things, but it's almost like this was actually me the whole time, and I was holding it in. My inner slut was taking over, and I let it! I watched what I looked like in the mirror as I played with myself. I liked how I looked when I moaned. Then I talked like I was being fucked, and I liked how I looked then also. Call me weird, but knowing what I looked like a I was being fucked, gave me confidence! I thought I kinda liked like those hot pornstar's.

After taking a shower and thoroughly cleaning myself, I masturbated till I feel asleep in my bed. I still couldn't get the same feeling of euphoria, but it did feel good and it was a good release. In the morning, I thought I would have felt my sexual eurges subside, but they didn't. If anything, I was even more horny then the day before! I was frustrated! I needed the release I had over the weekend!

As I got dressed, I didn't even realize that everything I wore that day was shorter, and lower. Meaning, I showed more cleavage and I showed more leg. My satin white blouse was thin, and I left an extra button, unbuttoned. My black pencil skirt stopped five inches above my knees, just long enough to cover my black thigh highs. I always wore sexy underwear, I owned half the Victoria's Secret catalog, so that was normal.

I actually did my hair, not doing it half ass like I did most of the time like doing half ponytails or full ponytails. I made my hair look pretty and flowing, which was easy as my hair had a natural wave to it and was really thick. I wore a little more makeup then normal, and when I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked like I was dressed for a date, not going to my office job. The thing was, I felt more confident looking like this. I knew I was getting closer to a line I couldn't come back from, that line that made me that shy girl nextdoor. Part of me wishes I never had the experience I did the weekend before, you know, you can't miss what you don't know. The other part of me was excited to see what else I could experience.

I left my home and drove to work, half my brain thinking this was a bad idea, the other curious what the results would be...