The Gift Pt. 02

Yep part 2, From her side, yes it is another long read, it has a lot information repeated, and also a lot of new info, for the people who don't like cars, they don't dominate the text as much. I'm sure a lot of people won't like this or my previous story. NEWS FLASH, I DON"T CARE, I wrote it for me, if one other person likes it, great. I do appreciate constructive criticism. All editing error's are mine.

The Gift Pt 2

I have been working for the billing department at Large company in Jacksonville Fl. for about 12 years now. The job pays pretty decently, and has good benefits, but right now Rob's business that he inherited is more than we need.

Anyway, about 2 years ago a group of the girls started getting together on Friday nights for girls nights out. I had been asked to go but always refused, after a while they quit asking.

Tina Johnson was a friend of mine. She transferred out of my department some time ago and ended up in the shipping department, she took the orders and scheduled them to be shipped, we became friends when she was in billing. She sat right across from me then, it was just the two of us then. June Cleaver, Joanna Loudon, and Helen Chapel were the others now in my office.

Tina started trying to get me to go to girls' night again soon after her divorce. I met her husband once when he came to take her to lunch. He seemed like a nice guy but according to Tina, the reason for the divorce was his cheating. I had heard it the other way around, but I don't really know. She finally talked me into asking my husband if he would mind if I joined the girls night out group.

That night, he got home before me. When I walked in he had dinner going, I saw a salad sitting on the counter and the oven was on, with two potatoes baking. I saw Rob on the back porch getting charcoal in the grill. I went to the bedroom, stripped, and put on a pair of crotchless pantyhose and a pair of 6 inch high heel platform sandals with straps around my ankle.

Let me tell you about Rob, since the first time I wore them for him, he has been obsessed with me in pantyhose and high heels. He loves the feel of them, the look of them. If you buy quality pantyhose, they are comfortable, and give your legs a finished look. Plus they give your legs support. I seem to get more looks too. There is rarely a day that goes by that I don't wear them, I never wear panties with them, Rob used to cut the crotch out and still does for some, like Wolford Neon 40, they are so shiny. I love the reaction I get from Rob when wearing them.

I went out to greet him, and I got a welcome reception. While we were eating, I brought up the subject of girls' night out. I said Rob, we don't ever go out on Fridays because it's so busy. Some of the girls at work get together Friday right after work for some companionship, the girls have been trying to get me to go for some time. Would you mind if I went? It will just be a drink or two and some girl talk. I couldn't read Rob's face, he showed some concern. I said if you and I want to go out, I can just skip that night.

Rob said to me. "If you would like to go out with the girls after work, that's fine with me. Just please be careful, I won't be there to protect you."

You don't have to worry, I'll be extra careful. He asked where we would be going, that seemed to raise a little concern when I told him. He said, isn't that a dance club? I don't think he liked that.

My first girls night went well, I had one gin and tonic then just drank water, I never was a big drinker. There were about 10 of us that night, at about 7pm, June said it's time for me to head home, about 3 others left as well, June leaned in and said it's up to you but you would be smart to leave too. I said ladies it's time for me to go too. Tina tried to get me to stay, but I begged off, I was home shortly after 7 or so.

I did miss spending time with Rob but really enjoyed going. I never had more than 2 drinks and I usually left when the girls from my office did. We were the ones usually left early. It was nice to talk to the girls. And Rob, he is so sweet. On girls night out, Rob either made dinner or picked something up and he waited to eat with me when I got home.

I guess my problem started about 2 months into attending girls night. I was sitting with Tina, Rebecca, Helen and Carla and they were talking about past boyfriends and lovers.

Helen said I'll go first.

I had 3 boyfriends in high school, she said my 2nd boy friend was my first time, that was in 12th grade, I thought we were in love, but he split after he got what he wanted, I had several boyfriends in college, I was only active with 2 of them, I married the last one, but he cheated and got caught after 4 years of marriage, we were planning on starting a family. I dated a few guys, But now that I'm married again it's gonna be forever.

Rebecca said I can beat that, I was in 9th grade when I lost it. From then till I met my first husband I had a good time, well I had a good time after I met him too, I guess it would be easiest to say I have been married 3 times, and I wasn't the perfect wife.

Rebecca said, Carla you're next, I don't want to be the biggest slut.

Carla said well, everybody knows me, I'll be the first to admit that slut describes me best. That's not what I wanted but it is what I have become. I honestly don't have that many partners but other than someone new who happens to turn me on every once in a while I stick with the guys that I know I like. I've been dating Sam now for longer than anybody, not exclusively, And I won't have anything to do with married men.

I don't regret my decisions but it isn't the way I pictured my life

Tina said well I guess I'm next, I had a few boyfriends in school, I lost it to 1 of them, I had 2 boyfriends in college, but I had a lot of sex. I met a guy a year after college and we got married, most of you have met him, I divorced him for cheating on me.

Rebecca said, "What about you cheating?"

Tina just said, that's highly exaggerated, and laughed.

Tina said your next Heather, how many have you had?

I said, just one.

Rebecca said no way, not with the looks you got, shit you can give Carla a run for her money.

No, really just 1, Rob and I met when we were young and we have been together ever since.

Tina then asked, well what about sexual partners, how many of them?

I said just Rob.

Rebecca said you have to be kidding.

Tina said, don't you want to see what sex is like with other people?

No, not really.

You're telling me that you never saw someone else and thought I wonder what sex would be like with them.

No, why would I?

Rebecca said, There had to be at least 1 person you wanted to try out?

Well, maybe but it was in college and I never pursued it.

Tell us what he looked like?

I didn't want to tell them the truth, so I said, I really don't remember, it was over 15 years ago.

Aww come on, you gotta tell us something.

I knew she wouldn't drop this so I made up a story, he was the only guy I had any real interaction with other than in passing at college because I would see him around, and been to lunch with him and his girlfriend, so I just described him.

Well he was tall, probably 6' He had dark hair, brown eyes, he was a business major, he had a well defined body. He actually hit on me once.

Why didn't you pursue it, you weren't married then?

Because I didn't want to screw up what I had with Rob, I loved him and we were engaged.

I didn't tell them this, he actually hit on me while he was exclusive with my roommate. I told her, and she said he was probably just playing. She caught him about 2 weeks later, it hurt her a lot, she didn't date after that while she was in college. That was in the first year I started college, when Rob would come up I would purposely make sure Rob and my roommate never met, I was worried because my roommate was gorgeous. Also, she was the one I was curious about.

Tina said girls, we gotta get Heather hooked up with some dick, she's the only one at this table, probably the whole club with just one sex partner in her whole life.

Rebecca said, shit she doesn't need our help, she's gorgeous.

Tina said I bet we can get her some cock tonight.

The big surprise was when Carla Tortelli spoke up, she was absolutely gorgeous, Italian, Long black hair, a perfect body and beautiful face, she could pick any man there and leave with him, She said.

Heather, Your obviously hopelessly in love with your husband, he makes you happy, you have a story book life and you shouldn't do anything, and I mean anything to fuck it up.

I never got married, but I can't say I'm not jealous of what you have. When I was a little girl I used to dream about meeting someone and getting married to grow up and live happily ever after. It will never happen for me, once you get out in the world and you start dating and you have sex, even when you meet someone that you really love, you'll compare them with someone previous, they might be better, worse, or the same, but you'll compare them, it will be the same for the person you love.

I'm not saying those marriages won't work, but it will never be what you have. At this point I will probably never marry, because I doubt I could be faithful, and Tina, you should stop trying to influence Heather, your just jealous of her fairy tale life that she has and you don't, I know you had the same dreams when you were a little girl, every one of you here did.

Helen said

Carla you just hit the nail on the head, Heather, I love my husband, and I'm happy with my life, but you're living my dream.

It was just after 7pm, after all that I was ready to go I said my goodbyes and left.

Tina didn't mention me hooking up for a while after that, she would still try to get me to stay and dance, but that was all, everything was good. I'd go and have a drink or two and talk and laugh and go home.

A few weeks later Tina started talking about me picking a guy up for some sex, she said I owed it to myself. I hadn't noticed June and the rest had left, then I heard the music turned up. Tina said come on, it's time to dance, I think she might have set it up, but a tall good looking guy was heading towards me, he bent down and said, care to dance. I panicked and looked at my watch, I just said I'm sorry but I have to go, I'll see you Monday Tina, and I was out of there. The whole drive home I was pissed, I just knew Tina talked that guy into asking me to dance, she was going to get it on Monday.

Rob didn't seem upset when I got home, I wasn't that late. He did ask if I was alright, I said I was just tired. After we finished dinner, I said I needed a shower. Rob said, I'll join you if you don't mind.

That sounds like a wonderful idea.

Rob said I need to get something to take with him tomorrow, let me run to the barn real quick first.

Ok I'll get the shower going and be waiting.

I got an idea, as usual all I was wearing was pantyhose and my heels. I went to the bath, got the water going, took my heels off, when the water was right, I stepped in the shower and stood under the water and waited for Rob.

When he stepped in the shower, I was caressing my body running my hands from my mound to my hips up my breasts and shoulders. I heard the shower door open, I had my eyes closed and opened them after about 30 seconds, but I continued to caress my body, and just looked at him with a seductive look, I noticed he was already hard.

Rob said Hun I think you may have forgotten something, you still have your pantyhose on.

I said well we may as well clean them as well, with a smile. With that I stepped close to Rob and out of the water.

Rob just smiled, grabbed the body wash and got down on one knee. I was standing there facing him, as he squeezed a little soap in his hands and rubbed them together to spread the soap equally. He began by placing a hand on each hip and spreading the soap around, he worked his hands around on each side, and around to my back and lathering my ass all over from the waistband down to the bottom of my ass around to to the sides and up around to wear he started and continued this until he had covered every single inch.

I was so enjoying the feel of his hands on my body, he got a little more soap and continued to lather up my legs starting at the top first on the left leg and massaging the soap into my pantyhose and skin. He worked slowly and methodically. He came ever so close but never touched my crotch area other than a slight brush, which sent shivers through me.

When he had finished with this he stood guided me back under the water and removed the shower wand and rinsed every inch he had washed. Rob then guided me back out of the water and turned me around, in a few seconds, I feel his head nuzzle against my ass and two hands come around and meet at belly button and he begins to lather my front starting from the front and moving around the sides to my hips and down and around to my my front letting his fingers just briefly touch my pussy with the slightest pressure. He continues this until my front is lathered but every time his hands take the same path around the bottom touching my pussy for just a second each time with what seems like just a little more pressure each time he touches the thin crotch panel that separates his hands from my pussy.

When he had completely lathered me, he guided me back under the warm water and moved behind me and once again took the shower wand, he was standing tight up against me, I could feel his hard cock laying against my pantyhose pressing them into my ass. He wrapped one arm around one side while the other went around the other side holding the wand as he rinsed and massaged the soap from my hose and body. Rob had gotten the soap rinsed and moved both arms from around me. I started to move, but he put his right hand on my shoulder letting me know that he wanted me to remain still.

I heard the sound of the water change and his arms came back around me. I could see that he changed the shower head to more of a direct stream pulse massage. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back on his shoulder as I prepared for what I knew was going to happen. His right hand touched at the top of my waist band and slowly started moving to my pussy, cupping my mound, I could feel his fingers on my crotch. I could tell the water was directly hitting something, but I couldn't feel it. I felt his fingers begin to move, and a little of the pulsing stream begin to make it to my crotch panel and the vibrations to my pussy.

His fingers continued to expose more of the crotch panel to the stream. I could feel the pulse from the head, his finger moved up and the force of the vibration is now more intense on my clit, he's now moving his fingers on my pussy trying not to impede the jet of water, I could feel my orgasm building, the feeling of the water on my pantyhose is so intense. I can't imagine what it would be like without the protection, I can't hold it any longer as I feel the release of my orgasm wash over me. Rob slowly closes his fingers and slides his hand lower and cups my mound.

I feel the water spray across my ankles and he puts his other arm around my chest cupping my breast and offering support. We stand there with him supporting me as I regain my strength. I then removed my hose, and Rob washed my hair then all of my body again. He took his time and caressed every inch, when he rinsed me, he used the shower wand in one hand and rubbed my body with the other hand.

Once he was finished washing me, it was my turn to wash him, I stood in front of him and slowly started lathering him everywhere except his cock, Once I had him lathered up I put a little more body wash on my hand as I looked him in the eyes and started lathering his cock, I slowly stroked both my soapy hands up and down his cock, I moved one hand down and gently cupped his balls. I began to gradually increase my tempo, I watched his face and got him as close as I felt safe. Then I released a little pressure and started to slow my stroke, I ended up gently holding his cock.

He put his arms around me and pulled me into a kiss with our bodies pressed together, I still held his cock in my hands. We broke our embrace as I let my hand linger on his cock before I let it slide off with a seductive smile on my face. I rinsed him off and caressed his body as I did. Once he was rinsed, I guided him to the bench in the shower and sat him down and kneeled in front of him and took his clean cock in my my mouth, I enjoy sucking his cock but I can't do it to long as I have other plans, and I know I had him close already.

I sucked and licked him for a few minutes, it was gentle and slow. I thought it was time and I wanted more, I got up and took his hands and pulled him up. Once he was up I switched with Rob and bent over at the waist and put my hands on the bench. I looked over my shoulder and said, Fuck Me, Fuck Me Hard. I was looking over my shoulder at him as I felt his cock part my lips, he moved it up and down my slit, I was still looking at him and he said, are you ready? I hissed yes, he had a hand on each hip as he slammed into me in one thrust, he held it deep inside me for a minute, and then began pounding in and out as he fucked me hard. I was in heaven with his big cock going in and out of my pussy. I wasn't going to last long, I was moaning, I could feel his cock and tell by the way he was moving he was trying to hold back. This orgasm was going to be intense, I cried out, now do it now, fill my pussy as he shot his load in me as my orgasm was at its height taking me even higher.

I was still shaking as he held his cock buried in my pussy, we stayed like this for a minute, he was rubbing his hands on my hips and up my side as he pulled me upright, as I came up, his arms wrapped around my body as his cock slipped out of my pussy and we kissed as he caressed my breast.

I turned around and held him too as I thought of how thankful for Rob I was.

Rob said I guess I should wash him again, I said, I"ll take care of that as I got down on my knees and took his cock back in my mouth tasting my own juices.

At this point we were both clean and exhausted. We went to bed spooned up together with his arms around me.

Monday I got to work, and headed to the break room for coffee and to have it out with Tina. I was still mad, I told her, what's with trying to get me to dance with that guy, you set that up didn't you?

No, I didn't have anything to do with it.

You're lying.

Heather I swear I had nothing to do with it. look you're hot. He was a handsome guy, what do you expect, you should have danced with him, I did, he was a nice guy. It wouldn't hurt you to dance, you know.

I'm sorry, I'm just not used to that, I'm sorry I got mad at you, lunch is on me.

Tina said it's a date.

I met her in the lobby at noon and we walked to The Lunch Box.

Tina said I really had nothing to do with that guy asking you to dance.

I know Tina I was just not expecting that, the only guy that I ever danced with is Rob.

Tina said in all your years nobody but Rob has ever asked you to dance?

Yes, I just always declined, I've always been with Rob.

Heather, you should try it, I promise it won't hurt. You could dress a little sexier, have a dance and let them buy you a drink, you know, cut loose a little, it will make you feel good.

That kinda pissed me off. I said what's the matter with the way I dress, I always wear heels, and have you ever seen me with a skirt or dress that went below my knees.

There's nothing wrong with the way you dress, but you could wear a little higher heels and maybe a shorter skirt, like a mini skirt. Remember that night I saw you out with Rob, you looked super hot that night, now that was a mini skirt, besides you got the legs for it.

I kinda laughed, I said, when I was in college the girl I was rooming with told me the same thing, we even used to lay out at the beach in thong bikinis, she was hot, I sometimes think she turned me into an exhibitionist.

Tina said see, you'd enjoy dressing sexier, hell if it'll make you feel better ask Rob, I bet he won't mind.

You gotta be nuts, ask Rob for permission to dress sexier, I don't think so.

We went to lunch together again on Wednesday, we had just sat down and Tina started talking about me dressing more risqué this Friday. All of a sudden she said Rob is here.

I hear Rob ask if he minds if he joins us? I smile and get up and give him a hug and kiss. He sat down next to me, I soon felt his hands on my thigh. We ate had a nice talk and Tina actually behaved herself, then at the end of the meal Tina brings up girls night out and how happy they were that I finally joined them.

Then she went totally stupid and said, "We have been trying to get her to cut loose a little, I've seen her with a miniskirt and those heels she wears, she totally rocks it."

I wanted to crawl under the table, I cut in and said, I dress like that for my husband, not work or girls' night. Then I started to say all y'all want is for me to attract more men and dance. I cut myself off and didn't say it.

Then Tina did it again, and said, "Come on live a little, Rob won't mind if you cut loose and dress sexy, right Rob?

I thought this is where Rob would lose it and maybe say I should stay home. I was shocked when I heard him say, she's a big girl. I trust her to make wise decisions. I couldn't believe it.

I said we do need to get back to work. Rob walked us back, Tina went inside while I got my hug and kiss.

When I got inside Tina was waiting on me, she said see, I told ya it was no big deal, he doesn't mind, you got a new dress code girl.

I can't believe he said that. Tina said, "think about it," and left. I went back to work.

I got home about the same time as Rob, he brought Chinese food home, I went and stripped off everything but my pantyhose and went to eat.

I brought up the subject of Tina's talk at lunch, I said Tina was trying to get me to cut loose, dress and sexier...... and, maybe dance, last week when I was late I didn't realize it until 8, we were talking and then they turned the music up, Tina wanted me to stay and dance and have another drink, and then a guy came up and asked me to dance, I panicked told him I had to leave, I told the girls I'd see them Monday and left. I'm so sorry I was late.

Rob wanted to know more about Tina. And not where she worked, I told him she was divorced because her husband cheated, but I didn't know how true that was. I did say her husband was a nice guy. At this point I think she cheated too, but I didn't tell Rob. I told him about the other girls, the ones that leave when I do and the ones that stayed. Rob told me to be careful around Tina.

Later that night I made sure he knew how much I loved him.

The next day I went to lunch with Tina, we talked on the way over, I said I can't believe you said what you said to Rob.

Rob seems like a reasonable guy, I'm sure he wants you to have fun, It's obvious he likes you dressed sexy. So Heather, are you gonna dress sexier Friday? You got permission.

Nope, I'll be just fine with what I normally wear.

Why not? you got permission yesterday.

He didn't really give me permission, he said he trusts me to make good decisions.

Actually he said wise" decisions Heather.

Well either way it's not permission.

Why don't you ask him again, you already told me you're an exhibitionist.

We'll see.

I knew you wouldn't do it.

We talked about some unrelated stuff until lunch was over.

When Tina brought up being an exhibitionist, I started thinking about those times in college on the beach in a thong. I remember the first time Rob saw me in a Wicked Weasel bikini that you could see thru when they were wet, Rob went nuts. I told him about the website my roommate got them from, he's been buying them for me ever since, I think he's spent over $10000.00 dollars on them in the last 15 years. I thought about asking Rob, Tina was right, I knew I had some exhibitionist tendencies.

After dinner I thought what the heck.

I said Rob would you mind if I dressed up a little more for Friday nights?

Rob looked at me and said, by "dressing up" I'm guessing you mean dressing Sexier?

I know I blushed when he said that, I just nodded my head.

The decision is up to you, you know I think you're very sexy, I enjoy it when we go out and your dressed sexy, I have seen you turn a number of heads but I have always been there to protect you and you need to be careful not to allow some slick talker between your legs, don't give my gift away.

It was comforting to know that Rob trusted me. The thing that shocked me most was warning me not to allow some slick talker between my legs, "don't give my gift away."

The last thing I said was, Honey, that belongs to you, you don't need to worry about that.

Rob always talked about "my gift" since we were 18, he mentions it every so often, usually in bed, I guess because I gave myself to him. I guess he considers me a gift, I don't think I fully understand it though.

The next morning I got up and decided to pick a shorter skirt. I planned on my regular heels, The heels I had on the night Tina saw me were not really appropriate for the office. I picked a black mini skirt, it was short, but I thought it was acceptable for work, I would just have to watch bending over and the stairs. I found a purple button blouse that had a pattern but was somewhat sheer, I grabbed a black camisole to put under it. Of course I wore a pair of tan sheer pantyhose, Wolford Neon 40, they're super shiny and sexy, they were not crotchless, those were just for Rob.

When I went down the hall, I was startled to find Rob sitting there.

I see you decided to dress sexier for tonight.

What are you still doing here, I thought you left, you're usually gone by the time I leave, you scared me to death.

I was curious to see what you would wear, I can give up an hour to see you like this.

You're too much.

Why don't we take the day off and go back to bed?

No, we can't do that, you're too behind at the shop.

Rob kissed me on the cheek and said, I love you, please be careful.

I didn't get coffee that morning, I just went to my office space, I noticed June looked twice at me, she probably thinks I'm nuts wearing this at the office. I met Tina for lunch, I was proud that I took her challenge and dressed sexier, I know she didn't think I would.

Damn girl you look hot, you're going to have the guys all over you tonight.

That's not the purpose of this. But it does feel good, I definitely notice more people looking at me.

Promise me you'll dance with at least one guy tonight.

No Tina, I'm not there to dance.

Come on, one dance won't hurt.

Maybe one dance.

When you see how much fun you'll have, you'll be on the floor all night.

I doubt it.

Damn Heather, with the way you look, I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't go home with a guy and end up on his floor.

After that I heard a guy that apparently overheard us say, "I'll volunteer for that"

Tina, will you stop it already, that's not going to happen.

After lunch I was thinking maybe I would dance one dance, just to see what it feels like, my inner voice is telling me that's not a good idea. I went back and forth all day.

Rob called to see if I was going to girls' night, I said yes, unless he had something planned, he said no, he needed to stay and work anyway, he was going to get pizza and be home around 7:30 or 8:00.

I was getting ready to leave, and I said to June I'll see you at the rotten apple.

June said I can't make it tonight.

Ok hope you have a good weekend.

We all got to the Rotten Apple and got our table. The conversation was more confined with a smaller group, we were laughing and talking, all of a sudden a drink showed up for me, a couple of the other girls like Carla and Tina got them but this was only the second time I got one.

It was a gin and tonic. I always thought I didn't get them because I had a ring on. I didn't want to take a chance of getting too drunk to drive, I already had one, so I decided to nurse this one and then drink water. I asked the waitress if it would be alright if anybody else bought me a drink to just give me water and a lime and charge them for whatever. She said she would and asked for my name, I asked her why she needed my name. She told me she would put the drinks on a tab and when I bought a drink they would take it off my tab, it was like prepaying for drinks, wow, that's pretty cool!

Tina was razzing me about being a lightweight, I just said, I'm not getting a DUI or going to be responsible for hurting or killing someone. She dropped it fast, we continued on laughing and talking, I had turned down several offers to dance, Tina told me to turn sideways and show them legs, and see how many drinks you get. I did get more drinks and more offers. The Wolford Neon 40 pantyhose have a beautiful shine. I was sitting with my legs crossed and my skirt had ridden up in the front, and it was about halfway up my ass on the chair. I did feel really sexy.

The drinks kept coming every time I finished a water, I got another, I'd raise my glass and, mouth thank you to whoever the waitress pointed out. I'd be able to drink free forever. I decided not to dance and just politely declined dance offers.

The next thing I know a really good looking guy was asking me to dance, Tina had been looking at him all night hoping for a dance invitation, I hesitated, and then said yes, it was a fast song, but I felt uncomfortable, this just wasn't right, I had always only danced with Rob, the song ended and a slow song came on, he started to take my hand for the slow dance, I said I'm sorry, I need to go home to hubby. He looked a little sad, so I said thank you for the dance. I looked at my watch and it was almost 10, shit, I definitely had to go, I practically ran to the table, told them bye and left.

I know Rob is not going to be happy. I drove as fast as I could and pulled in the driveway at 10:20. I ran through the door saying I'm sorry, I saw Rob sitting there with a pizza minus a few pieces, an empty glass and a bottle of scotch. Rob didn't have any expression on his face, he just said "for what?" I went through everything I did, even the dance and when I got done he said, anything else you're sorry for?

I lost it, I started asking if he thinks I'm fucking around or what, He stood up, told me he didn't want to hear it, and went to bed, I just sat down and started crying. After I was cried out, I started thinking about his position. If the roles were reversed I would think the same thing he did.

I eventually went to bed, Rob was asleep when I got there. I got undressed and crawled into bed, his back was to me. I wrapped my arm around him, I whispered in his ear, I'm sorry honey, I didn't do anything tonight, a tear was running down my cheek as I tried to go to sleep.

I got up Saturday before Rob, that was unusual, I slipped on a pair of pantyhose, heels, and a t-shirt and did a load of laundry. I got a pot of coffee going and started putting clothes in the washer, I felt Rob come up behind me and kiss my neck, and said I'm sorry I questioned you last night, I turned and kissed him on the lips and said I'm sorry too, I didn't do anything other than what I said. Rob cut the grass, when he finished he said he was going to look at a car. I was finishing up the laundry when he left.

I decided I'd give Rob a treat when he came home, I slipped out of my shirt and hose and put on one of my little micro bikinis, I laid out in the sun for a while then moved back in the shade. I had some music playing just laying by the pool waiting for Rob to get home.

I got a call from Tina, She told me how hot I looked Friday night, and wanted to know if I enjoyed myself

Yeah, I had fun, and I asked her if she thought my skirt was too short?

Hell no it wasn't to short, not with your body, didn't you notice all the extra attention you got

Yes, I did seem to draw more attention didn't I.

I thought she was done, when she started in on how I could get any guy I wanted.

That's not what I'm looking for, I like to show off a little, but I save myself for Rob

But you need to try somebody besides Rob, it will make it better between you and Rob.

I said Things between Rob and I are fine.

You don't know that, you need to try someone else you've only ever been with Rob.

I said I don't need to try someone new, I told you Rob is all I need.

Don't you want to try a big cock?

Rob is plenty big.

But If you have sex with someone else, it will make your sex with Rob better.

Why do you say having sex with another guy will make sex with Rob better?

Because he'll do things different, you'll learn new things, plus you will have the memories to draw on when you're fucking Rob.

Let me set you up with the new guy at the plant.

She told me how hot he was and said he was a great fuck,

Tina, I don't need you to introduce me to any guys.

Oh come on Heather, let me introduce you to him, I know he's good, he'll rock your world, just say you'll think about it.

I said, alright, I'll think about it, I have to go, goodbye.

I just said that to get her to stop bugging me. After I hung up, and laid there and thought I wish she would just drop it. I went in to get a drink and found Rob in his recliner, I had just left the sliding door open so I'd hear when Rob came in, but it must have missed it with the music.

He said he got home a while ago, and said he didn't feel good. I'm thinking I probably caused this, I didn't mean to stay out that late, it just happened. And then I had a chill as I thought, I hope he didn't overhear my conversation with Tina!

I woke him up for dinner. He didn't eat much and went right to bed.

Sunday was great. He made breakfast and I got to play exhibitionist. We spent some time in the pool and talked a lot. I told him about the girl that turned me into an exhibitionist. Then he completely exhausted me in the shower, I thought I was going to pass out.

Monday

Tina called me in the office and said lunch today? I said sure, meet you downstairs at 12.

We met for lunch and Tina said well you're getting there, at least you danced with a guy.

Tina, I like the attention I get dressing sexy, but I'm not really interested in dancing with other guys, I'd rather dance with Rob.

Yea but you gotta dance it's part of the foreplay.

What are you talking about?

You know, if it's a slow dance, he pulls you in close, you can feel his hard cock against you, he'll feel your ass, you rub your tits into his chest. If it's a fast dance, you'll rub up against him, he'll grind his cock on your ass.

That's fine as long as it's with Rob, actually I think Rob and I need to go dancing after hearing that.

You can do that any time, but if you're going to get another dick in your pussy, it will heighten your excitement dancing dirty.

Tina, You just don't seem to listen, read my lips I DON'T WANT ANOTHER DICK.

I thought you were going to think about it.

I did, I still don't want another man.

She finally let it drop, and we talked about other stuff.

Tina wanted to go to lunch on Wednesday, so I told her I had other plans. Rob is taking me to lunch. She said how about Friday? I said that will work.

Lunch with Rob was wonderful. If I go into a restaurant with him and I'm wearing something short he can't keep his hands off me, I wish I was wearing my crotchless pantyhose on Wednesday.

On Friday I wore a very short blue flared skirt a white blouse that was fairly sheer, and a white lace bra. I wore Wolford Neon 40 pantyhose again, and of course white pumps.

I met Tina for lunch and we walked to The Lunch Box. The flared skirt was the right choice for a windy day, most women wouldn't like it, but I loved giving the guys a show each time the wind blew it up. Tina commented each time she'd see a guy watching my skirt blow up.

When we got to the restaurant Tina said I think you're a slut in denial.

In a way you're right, I'm a slut for my husband, I can't get enough of him. I will admit to being an exhibitionist.

Tina said you are that, and a damn good one too. I suppose you're just going to do your usual thing tonight, tease for an hour or so and leave.

Yeah, that's the plan. She kinda dropped it and we moved on to other subjects.

It was still windy on the way back to the office my skirt would not stay down, I really wished Rob was there, it gets me excited showing off to everybody, but I really love to do it for Rob, if I had a dollar for every time I've gone from our house to the barn in pantyhose and heels I could retire, I love it when he steps out and just watches me walk up.

After lunch Tina came into my office with a guy, she introduced him as Mark, I was not happy. I shook his hand and told him I was pleased to meet him. He said it's a pleasure to meet you as well. I could tell Helen, June, and Joanna were watching, they weren't being obvious.

Mark said, Tina said that I should meet you, is what Tina told me about you true?

I stupidly said is what true?

He said about you know, only one sexual partner. He said it quietly but I could see June's facial reaction, she heard it. I told him it was true, Just 1. And I tried to say, and I plan on keeping it that way, but he cut me off and said, you know I can help you out with that, maybe tonight.

I knew June heard that, I was so ashamed. I said I don't think so, I'm quite happy. Well maybe I'll see you tonight, you could at least give me one dance. I said, we'll see. I may not go tonight. Tina, I need to get back to work. She said ok, I just thought you'd like to meet Mark. See you tonight, bye.

I can't believe she would do that here at work, that was so embarrassing. I just sighed, June stepped over to my desk, she asked are you alright?

Yes I'm fine,

I know she's trying to set you up with him, if you want to, that's your business,

No I don't want to, I couldn't do that to Rob, plus he gives me the creeps.

What he said was walking a very dangerous line. If you would like me to be a witness I would be happy to, I don't think it would get him fired but I'm sure he'd get a reprimand.

Thank you for offering, but I don't want to cause trouble.

About 30 minutes later Tina called, she wanted to know if I was backing out tonight, I said yeah, I think I'll just head to the house.

Come on Heather, you'll miss all the fun, There's supposed to be a special announcement tonight from one of the girls.

I already know about Helen's baby.

You should be there to help her celebrate.

I might go, we'll see. I need to go, Bye.

Around 4 Rob called and said he was going to work late unless I wasn't going out. I thought I may as well go, Rob said he would be home around 8 or 8:30. I Know Rob is behind at work, and it is Helen's big night announcing her new baby, but I was looking forward to seeing Rob and getting an early start on our weekend.

I finished work and was walking to the car and thought about heading home, Helen already told me she was pregnant, that wasn't news to me. She's had some rough luck with men, but I think the one she has now is going to work. I thought, Maybe I'll make this my last girls night. Helen is getting serious already, she's quit drinking, so I guess this will be her last girls night out too.

I was the last one to get there, I congratulated Helen, we talked baby names, the nursery, baby showers, everything. We were having so much fun I lost track of time, everybody did, I wouldn't have known if I didn't hear June say Oh my, it's almost 8, I need to go. She gave Helen a hug, Joanna was still there too, she was next in line and then it was my turn and I would go. I hugged her and told her to have a good weekend and I'd see her Monday.

I was heading to the door when Tina caught up to me and said wait a minute, come back for a minute. I followed her back and Tina sat me down and started asking me if I would help her plan Helen's baby shower. I said I'd be glad to help, but I thought June was the one taking care of the office baby shower. Tina said I think she must have backed out.

The music was already turned up. I said can we talk about this Monday, I need to go, I heard a voice behind me say not till I get my dance. I turned around and there stood Mark. I said I really need to go, He said come on, one dance. I said one dance, and we went out on the floor, I saw Tina smirking. I was glad June and Joanna were gone, but Helen was still here. I felt ashamed, She literally told me I was living her dream, what she must think.

He tried to grind into me, but I just moved away every time he got to close, the song ended and a slow song started as he took my hand and pulled me in to him, he tried to pull me to close and I told him if you don't give me some space between us you won't be fucking anybody for a long time. He smile and tried to move his hand down on my ass, I said you got about 5 seconds and my knee is gonna be in your nuts, he backed up and said easy, Tina told me you were ready to fuck.

Well I'm not and I won't ever be by you, he backed up and said your loss baby, I turned and walked out. I was pissed, I made up my mind this would definitely be my last girls night out. When I got home I didn't say anything to Rob about the asshole, I just didn't want to worry him. I'm just going to enjoy my weekend with Rob.

Tina called me Saturday morning and said Mark was sorry to see me leave, he wanted to get to know me better. I bitched her out for bringing mark to my office and embarrassing me, The last thing she said, was I know you want to fuck him. I said no I don't want to fuck him, I hung up. I'm getting so sick of her shit.

Other than Tina's call it was a great weekend, we took the boat out on the St Johns River river and I had a blast, Rob couldn't believe I helped him with the boat and parked the trailer and in a pair of my Daisy Dukes and my purple Wicked Weasel Mega Mesh one piece thong. I got a lot of looks.

On Monday I stayed away from Tina for most of the day, I took something to eat and stayed in my office, I left right at 5 and headed home.

I took my heels off in the den, and went to the bedroom. I took off my blouse, bra and skirt and put on a sheer blouse. I heard my phone ring before I buttoned my blouse. I grabbed my phone out of my purse. It was from Tina. She said, Heather, Erika the girl that works in shipping with me, her husband mentioned he saw Rob with some hot blonde, last week.

How does her husband know Rob?

She said Rob painted his car.

Where did he see them?

Going to a hotel, do you want me to call Mark?

NO don't call Mark! I sat there and thought about it, what would he be doing with some girl at a hotel? I can't believe Rob would cheat on me, the more I thought about it, what else could it be, I started crying. I can't believe he would do that to me. Tina said she's sorry to be the one to give me the bad news, but maybe this is the push I needed to open your eyes to other partners. I never thought of myself to be one to do something like that, but I didn't think Rob was either. I couldn't stop crying. When I settled down she said, do you think you're going to give Mark a go this Friday. I thought about it. I said, I really need to find out exactly what's going on with Rob. Maybe I could talk to Erika, or her husband tomorrow. Tina said I'll ask Erika if you can talk to her husband. Ok thanks. I thought if I find out he cheated I may take Mark's offer, maybe he'll get that dirty dance. I heard the kitchen door so I knew Rob was home, I said I need to go, talk to you tomorrow and hung up.

I went into the bathroom and fixed my makeup after crying. I didn't want Rob to suspect I knew he cheated, if he did. I came out of the bedroom and went and greeted Rob. He asked how my day was, I said just another day at work, Rob looked worried or maybe just tired. Rob said, Heather, you know I love you more than anything else in the world and I will till the end of time. I was having trouble controlling my emotions, I put my arms around him and hugged him, he held me and I'm thinking I don't know how the only man in the world I have ever loved, how could he do that to me.

Rob said why don't we go out to dinner, how about Italian, I'll jump in the shower and be ready in a few, you can grab your shoes and we can go. I said that sounds good, but I don't think what I'm wearing will pass, I'll go change. I tried to smile and turned to go get dressed. I went and put on a skirt I wore to work, I didn't bother with a bra, the blouse wasn't too sheer. The whole time thinking there has to be a reasonable explanation, I'm not going to freak out until I know everything.

At the last minute I decided to change pantyhose. I don't know why, but I put on a pair of crotchless pantyhose. We didn't talk, on the way, I was trying to analyze Rob, I kept looking at him in the passing light, and wondered if he was cheating, why would he cheat. He didn't seem any different, he did seem kinda sad though.

Dinner was very good, he couldn't keep his hand off my thigh, he started playing with me under the table he took me all the way and made me cum right there in the booth it was all I could do not to scream I think the waiter may have noticed, and I'm pretty sure Rob timed it perfectly when he saw him coming with the water pitcher to fill our glasses, the waiter was very attentive.

After dinner we walked down by the river and sat on a bench, and just watched the water. I said Rob, have you ever been with anyone besides me? He looked me in the eyes and said,

No Heather, you are the only woman I have ever been with.

I felt a little relief, I still didn't know what to think.

What about you Heather, have you ever been with anyone else?

He shocked me when he asked, I glanced his way and said no and looked back out over the water.

We drove home, I kept looking at him as we passed under street lights, I wondered what he was thinking. I don't know why I did this, but about half way home, I leaned over, unzipped his pants and got his cock out and sucked him, I could feel he slowed down a little, I was enjoying it, I've always liked his cock, I started thinking about what Tina said about marks big cock, I wondered if it was bigger than Rob's, his is the only one I've ever seen. I sucked him until he came in my mouth and I swallowed every drop.

When we got home we made love, I sometimes like a hard even rough fuck to get started, but this started out slow and was passionate, it was what I needed then.

I got to work Tuesday a little early and found Tina. I asked if she could still arrange for me to talk to Erika in private somewhere. I had seen her around but didn't really know her. She said, "Do you just want to get her to go to the lunch box for lunch?" I said, no I would prefer more privacy, do you think she would meet me after work in the parking lot or something. She said yeah, I'll call you later.

The day dragged on. Tina called just before lunch, and said Erika and I will meet you after work at the bench by the parking lot. I said ok, thank you. Tina said, "Do you want to go to lunch?" I said no, not today, I'm not hungry.

The rest of the day dragged on, I was hoping beyond all hope that she could tell me something that would explain this, I thought maybe if I had asked Rob who was that blonde you were going in the hotel with, what would he have said? I don't know what I would do or should do if he cheated, divorce, and try to find someone else, just get payback, and if I get payback how is that going to make me feel, or maybe just forgive him.

The end of the day was finally here, I was worried about what if anything, I would learn. I guess I'm about to find out. I was sitting on the bench when Tina and Erika walked up. she said I've seen you but I don't think we've actually met, I'm Erika Wilde.

I took her hand and said nice to meet you, I'm Heather Thomas.

Tina told me about you, she said you have only been with the same man for your whole life?

That's right, we've been together since we were both 12.

Helen Chapel is a friend of mine, she told me about the night everybody was talking about boyfriends, and you told your story of just your husband and you, I'm sure you heard that same night she had bad luck in the beginning with men.

Yes I said.

Well I can tell you she envies you, that's what she wanted when she grew up, hell so did I. When Tina was telling the story, I realized that You were Rob's wife. When I told Frank about your husband and working the other day he mentioned seeing your husband. I guess you would like to know about what my husband saw?

Yes if that's ok.

I'll call him and put him on speaker. I said ok that would be fine.

She called the number and put it on speaker, Hi honey.

Hey doll.

I got you on speaker with Heather Thomas, Rob is her husband, she would like to know about what you saw, that day.

Well Heather, I honestly thought it was you, I've seen your picture in his office, but when he stopped at the red light she was looking at my car and back at Rob, I could tell it wasn't you, they were in a pretty animated conversation.

Where, what part of town was he in?

They were on Beach Blvd, after the light we went straight and he made a U turn back towards the Hampton Inn.

Could you tell if he went into the hotel?

No I don't know if he turned in the hotel or not, he wasn't at the entrance when he went out of sight.

Did you notice anything else?

No, not really.

I just said thank you.

Don't worry about it, and Mrs Thomas, I hope everything turns out ok for the both of you.

Thank you Mr Wilde.

Then Erika said see you in a bit and disconnected.

She said I'm sorry Heather, I hope you two can work it out, maybe he could have been giving her a ride home or something. I honestly wish Frank never saw Rob and her that day.

I was crying now, I said thank you for your time. She went and got in her car and left.

Tina said it sounds pretty conclusive to me, what are you going to do?

I don't know.

Think about Mark, you can get even, besides you really need more experiences it would be good for you. Rob is obviously doing it.

Tina, I need to go and turned and walked to my car. I heard Tina say see you tomorrow, I didn't respond. I must have sat there for 30 minutes. I finally got composed enough to drive, I started driving home, thinking about my options if he has cheated, divorce, cheat, or both. I didn't know what I was going to do, I know 2 wrongs don't make a right. When I got home it was almost 6. I went in the house, I stood in the kitchen for a minute. I thought to myself, I'm going to do it.

The week went by so slowly, all I could do was think about was Rob with some bimbo that week, I cried more that week than I had in my entire life, and we had little interaction, he tried to get me to talk, I just didn't think I could without breaking down.

I had committed myself to cheating with Mark, it was the most disgusting thing I could do to him, although, Tina said he was really good in bed. I hadn't decided if I wanted a divorce. Then I thought there is a possibility that Rob won't take me back. I didn't like that thought. I just don't know what I should do.

Tina talked to me several times all excited about Mark fucking me. I should never told her I had committed to it. I felt like she was happy my marriage was being destroyed. I got up on Friday morning, Rob wasn't in bed, I thought about going down to see if he was really gone before I dressed, but decided why, he'd see it tonight anyway.

I went to pick out what I was going to wear. The first thing I did was open a brand new pair of CdR crotchless pantyhose and put them on, I had never worn crotchless pantyhose to work before. I grabbed a pair of my white 6 inch pleasers platform sandals and put them on and went in my closet and started going through my stuff.

I found just what I was looking for, a hot pink mini dress. I thought this was perfect, I just hope this isn't too much for work, I had a pair of Pleaser 6 inch platform sandals in hot pink that matched the dress perfectly, I changed shoes and put the dress on. I had never worn this out of the house. I went and looked in the mirror, it fit tight, I could make out the circle of my areola through the dress, it was almost sheer, you could tell I had nothing but pantyhose under it, it came down to just below my crotch, and you could see a tiny bit of my ass cheeks out the bottom. I knew it wouldn't take much to show everything.

I did my makeup and headed out the door. I headed straight to the break room when I first got there, Tina was already there, she hollered when I walked in, damn girl you are smoking hot, I guess you decided yes. I said look Tina, if I do this, and that is a big if, it's not because I want to, I'm doing it because he cheated on me. I honestly just want to get it over with. Relax girl you won't be saying that tomorrow, I wouldn't be surprised if you wake up in his bed.

That's not gonna happen.

That's what you told me about fucking him.

Well, I haven't yet, look Tina, I got to get to work.

Sure thing, are we still on for lunch?

Yeah I'll meet you downstairs at noon.

When I walked into the billing office, all eyes were on me, I was so embarrassed, and not because of the way I was dressed, but because I knew everyone would know why I was dressed this way, and it wasn't for the right reason. They said good morning. June said my aren't you dressed up this morning, I hope that is for Rob.

I put them out of my mind and got to work, Lunch time came around, and I was heading down stairs, Tina started trying to pump me up asking if I was ready for his big cock, I was looking down, I had to keep pulling down my dress, I hoped I didn't get in trouble for wearing this to work. Tina said, you are gonna so love, and then she stopped talking. I looked up and saw Rob and gasped.

I heard Rob say, "Tina, what is it that Heather is gonna love?"

I couldn't believe it, I had not prepared for this Tina said "it's just girl talk."

Heather I'd like to take you to lunch today if you don't have other plans?

Ahh sure we were just going to The Lunchbox.

I thought we might go to Moon River for pizza.

I heard Tina say I love, Rob cut her off and said, just the two of us.

I said, we had already planned on the Lunchbox

I'm sure Tina won't mind, will you Tina?

Tina said no not at all.

He took my hand as he walked me to his car.

When we got to the car, he opened the door for me. I wondered if he could tell I was wearing crotchless pantyhose. He drove to Moon River, I noticed he kept looking at me as we drove. He opened my door and if he didn't see my crotchless pantyhose before, I'm sure he would now.

He held my hand walking to the restaurant and again I had to hold my dress down with my free hand. The waiter was kinda funny, his eyes bugged out when he saw me. Rob said a table for two would be fine, I asked for a booth, we followed him to the booth there were quite a few customers in there. It seemed like everyone was looking at me, I really liked the attention when I was with Rob, but it was different today.

Rob sat on the opposite side, I don't remember him ever doing that, I realized I was looking forward to the attention that he gave me when he sat beside me, I then thought it was possible I would never get that again if I did what I was thinking of doing tonight. The waiter took our drink order, then the conversation started.

Rob said do you think that dress and shoes are appropriate for a business environment?

I thought it would be ok but maybe it is a bit too revealing.

Yeah, I can tell the dress is all you're wearing, your nipples are visible through it, and especially with the crotchless hose, has anyone at work, like maybe your boss said anything about it.

No not yet, I have gotten a lot of looks.

The waiter came with our drinks and took our order, He couldn't take his eyes off my body.

I gotta admit I have enjoyed all the attention, I said.

I can imagine, did you notice our waiter when we came in.

I had to blush and said yes with a little giggle.

You remember the time you refused to wear that dress out on a date with me, now I find you wearing it for your girls night out.

I couldn't answer him, I had forgotten all about that, I was so ashamed of myself, and I dressed like this for somebody else, I just looked down.

Heather, you're probably going to get more than your fair share of attention tonight at your girls night, I hope you don't let anybody go too far.

I couldn't look at him.

All I thought was I wish you hadn't gone too far a week ago.

Our food came and we ate with little conversation, I thought, I can't believe all the love we have shared and this is where we end up.

The waiter brought our check, Rob took care of that and the waiter left.

Heather, we have been married for 15 years, I've known you for well over 20 years, I said you are the most important person in the world to me, I've loved you for most of my life and I will love you till the end of time, I just wanted to thank you for all of your love, you truly are the best gift I ever received. I love you.

I couldn't take it any more, tears started rolling down my cheeks

I said, I love you too.

I got up and practically ran to the ladies room. I can't believe this is happening, I'm starting to have second thoughts about tonight. I don't know what to do. I finally calmed down and fixed my makeup. I Walked back to the table and Rob asked if I was ready. I just nodded my head, Rob didn't take my hand this time, it was almost as if he took me there to say goodbye. As soon as we got out the door I took his hand and held on tight as we walked back to the car, he opened and closed my door and we were on the road.

We were almost back to my office and I said, you have talked about a gift I gave you, what exactly are you talking about? He started talking, as we were pulling up to the office, he started to say something, then said, It doesn't matter now.

He stopped at the curb in front and said I enjoyed seeing you for lunch.

I leaned over and gave him a kiss on the lips.

Rob said I love you Heather.

Fighting back the tears, I said I love you too.

I thought he said something as I closed the door, It sounded like goodbye.

Tina and Rebecca were standing out front, and as soon as I got to where they were standing, Tina said I hope your cheater husband didn't talk you out of it.

I'm having second thoughts

You can't be having second thoughts, he cheated on you and lied about it, this is on him.

All I could think to say was, but I love him.

Rebecca said he loves you too right.

Yes.

Did it stop him from cheating?

I guess not, the tears were starting again.

Tina said look everything will work out for the best, Mark will make you forget about Rob, besides, you committed to it, you can't let him get away with it.

I turned and walked to the ladies room to get myself composed. By the time I got my face cleaned up, I just made it back to my department. All the girls watched me walk in, June said, did you have lunch with Tina?

I was, but Rob showed up and took me to lunch.

Well you definitely got a better lunch companion with your husband. I got back to work, things were going well, it was the first time I ever wished the work day was longer.

At about 3pm, Mark walked in the room, came right up to my desk and sat on the edge of it.

Hey babe how are you doing, are you ready for a little dancing tonight.

I don't know, when I looked up at him he was staring down in my lap, I looked down and saw he could plainly see my pussy, I looked back up at him.

That is a such a pretty pussy, it looks like it's primed to fuck right now, then he leaned in and said, I might just fuck you up against wall in the club tonight.

About that, I'm afraid I'm going to back out tonight.

Why are you gonna back out on me?

I love Rob, I don't think I can do it.

He cheated, right.

It seems that way.

Come on, he was seen going to a hotel with another woman, what else could they be doing, come on, you can't let him get away with that.

The man that saw him said he thinks they may have gone to a hotel, but he didn't really know, I then thought why am I talking to this jerk.

So why fight it, you may as well get even, If you consider all the evidence, your husband fucked that girl, you may as well let me fuck you, I guarantee you'll never forget it. Look, I won't make it there until 8 or a little after, but I'll be there. See ya then babe. I could tell the other girls knew what was going on, I can't believe all this is happening.

It was getting close to quitting time, I was thinking of backing out but I don't even know if I'll be welcome at home, he did cheat, or at least I think he did, everybody seems to thinks he did, the evidence says he did, I'm just gonna go and let Mark fuck me tonight, Rob deserves what he gets, if he wants to divorce me fine, I'll move on.

5pm came, I was slower getting out of the office, I saw June leaving I said I'll see you at girls night out, June looked at me and said I'm not going tonight, Joanna said the same thing.

Helen was the last to leave, she walked up to my desk and said, Heather, I really hope this works out however you want it to, but I just want to tell you, you are living my dream, a fairy tale, and if you do what your contemplating tonight, your throwing that away, and you'll never get it back.

She turned and walked out the door, she actually had a tear on her cheek.

In a way I don't understand her. Her husband cheated and She divorced him, she should understand. But I really don't know if he did cheat, which means I could be throwing everything away.

I walked to my car Tina and Rebecca were standing there waiting for me, well are you going, I said yes, I guess so. Well then let's get going, do you want to ride with me? Your car will be safer here than at the club, I'm sure you'll ride to Mark's place with him, and I'll bet you spend the night.

No I'm not spending the night, I'll drive myself.

I drove to the Rotten Apple, again I talked to the waitress and made sure she just gave me water, she promised that wouldn't be a problem. I handed her two $20 bills, these are for you and thank you. I sat down with Tina, Rebecca and Diane, I said where is everybody at? Diane said, well, Helen isn't coming anymore, Diane, Carla, and Christie should be here. I said I know June and Joanna aren't coming, the rest of them filtered in and we all started talking. I know Tina and Rebecca knew about Rob Cheating, I didn't know about the rest.

I knew Mark said he wasn't going to be here until 8 or a little after. I made up my mind right then, If Mark got here before 8, I would go with him tonight, if he was here 1 Minute after I was going home.

I looked at my phone and it was 7:05,

I joined the conversation trying to take my mind off of what I was or could be doing with that sleaze ball, I kept checking my phone, I started wondering what Rob was doing, maybe he was with his girlfriend Its 7:25 now, Am I doing the right thing.

Diane started talking to me about some kind of literature, I didn't have the heart to tell her I couldn't care less about literature right now. I got caught in listening to Rebecca talking about her second husband, I pulled out my phone and it is now 7:47.

There are definitely more people in here, a lot of women, none of them are wearing a dress as revealing as mine. The drinks kept coming, the waitress brought two at one time, when men approached to dance I politely informed them I'm on a girls night out and married.

Tonight I have gotten a few comments saying that the way I was dressed, I must be looking to hookup. I feel uncomfortable, but then I think about how good it would to be here dressed just as I am with Rob, I don't understand why he did what he did, its 7:56 now I listen to the girls talking as the waitress brings me another drink, then I see him, shit, he's here as I watch Mark walk up, I look at my phone, 7:59, I think oh well as a tear starts to roll down my face.

I wipe the tear off as Mark pulls up a chair right next to me. Mark says, so babe, you want to dance or fuck? I said really, you haven't even bought me a drink, I take a half glass and drink it all down as Mark yells to the waitress Long Island iced tea for the lady. A few minutes later the waitress brings a tall glass filled with a dark liquid, the waitress winks at me as she hands me the drink, I take a taste and its tea alright, sweet tea. I think to myself Maybe I would be better off if she brought me a real Long Island Iced tea, maybe I could have forgotten all this.

Mark is talking to me, it's hard to hear because the music is turned up now. I asked what he said, he said, have you ever sucked a cock in the mens room? If Rob said that, I would have been all over it, but hearing it from him makes me sick.

I have a thousand thoughts going through my mind, is this really something I should do, I know I don't want to, I wish Rob didn't put me in this position, and I'm not 100 percent sure he did.

Everybody that heard about it seems to think he cheated. Maybe this is all being put in my mind by Tina. I already declined several offers to dance and one from Mark, he said, you wanna save your energy huh? He is such an ass. I'm trying to decide if I just want to get it over with, Am I just putting off the inevitable.

I look at my watch, it's almost 9:00, I guess I may as well get it over with.

I lean over next to Mark's ear.

Mark, are you ready to go?