Thumper

Getting gangbanged side by side, hand-in-hand with my beautiful Delilah was most definitely one of the the hottest experiences of my life up to that point. But in some deeper way, I think it may have traumatized me because, for the next month or so, I really had a taste for cock and so did my asshole. I didn't just want to play around with guys more often, I actually became lightweight obsessed with pleasing cock and being a bitch. That was the lane I wanted to explore. As such, getting fucked or gangbanged by guys became my new "thing" for a while! Metaphorically, one could say, I jumped asshole-first into the deep end into a pool of cock, but I didn't stay in for that long.

Something about the underlying shame and the sadness of losing Tina made me less interested in approaching women for a few weeks. So in that way, it made sense to indulge in cock for a while. During those weeks, the only women I fucked were Delilah and the women Delilah brought home. I wasn't tired of women, or less attracted to them... I just didn't feel like trying at all! Unlike Delilah, who attracted men and women effortlessly wherever she went, women took effort for me. I was having fun discovering my taste in men for the time being because the territory was less familiar.

I was talking to Delilah about this topic one day and mentioned that I was interested in going on some dates with guys to see if I liked it or not. She mentioned that she's a huge fan of going on blind dates and how entertaining it is to see how shocked guys are by how much of a slut she is. It sounded like something I should at least try.

This was still back in the early 2000's, so I joined a couple gay dating online chatrooms and soon, I had a date setup. Once I had that taken care of, I asked Delilah for some suggestions on what I should wear.

"This is gonna be my first date with a guy," I said. "And I want him to think I'm a total slut ass-licker cocksucker cum-guzzler. So like, what does a gay slut wear?"

We went and looked at her wardrobe, I pointed out a few of my favorite items of hers that always get my attention and she basically said, "Ok, so basically just get the male version of these clothes and you'll look like a gay slut."

It made sense to me. Luckily for my cheap ass, she offered to actually go out and buy these items for me. She came back later that night with a big bag of skimpy clothing for me and together, we decided what I would wear on my first gay date.

That first date was a dud. I showed up at Silly's Sandwiches wearing a wifebeater tank top that was way too small for me with denim cut-off shorts and cowboy boots and there sat this bland, modestly dressed white guy with no expression on his face. The guys I'm into are more ethnic looking, but he had an alright body and I was kinda eager to get the experience I came for, so I went with it. But we had nothing in common. He was a little stuck up, had no sense of humor and didn't seem like much fun. I still tried to be flirtatious but my flirts fell flat. I would have fucked him just for the experience but he wasn't that into me either, so we ended the date early. I even tried to make out with him before he left cuz I was ready to go, but he wasn't having it. So we went our separate ways. Instead of fucking one dud that night, I decided to go visit my favorite two studs, Beebop and Rocksteady! (A story for another day, to be told by request only!)

The second date was better. It was a beautiful, sunny day when I showed up at Surly's Smoothies wearing little pink, frilly ribbed cotton micro shorts and a matching babydoll crop top to find a cute, polite Spanish guy, wearing a striped tank top and yellow shorts. We got smoothies and walked around the lake together. We still had very little in common except that we were both primarily straight guys who were experimenting with dating guys. He was a little bashful and did his best to be a gentleman. And as nice as that was, I wanted him to know it wasn't necessary, so I acted kinda trashy.

"If you want to put your hand on my ass while we walk, you can," I said. "I'm with you today, I don't care who knows it."

He looked turned on by my forwardness but laughed off my invitation as though I wasn't serious. As we walked around the lake, I saw a man, a woman or a transwoman I wanted to fuck, every few seconds and kept pointing them out to gage the guy's taste. But after a while, he said he didn't really sleep around that much. I asked if he was a top or a bottom. He said he hadn't even fucked a guy yet. He asked "how bout you?"

"Lately, more of a bottom. I'm definitely trying to get my ass fucked tonight," I flashed him the eyes as I sipped my smoothie, "... if you're down..."

By his smile, I could tell this excited him but he didn't know quite what to say. So I walked closer to him, started holding his hand, kissed him on the cheek and said, "No pressure."

As we walked and talked, I put my head on his shoulder, I kept complimenting him and laughed at pretty much everything he said. After walking the three miles all the way around the lake, we walked a few blocks back to his apartment.

When we got there, he wanted to keep pussy-footing. But as soon as we were behind closed doors, I couldn't wait any longer. We were in his kitchen when he offered me a glass of wine and my response was, "No thanks, got any cock?"

He turned around and looked at me with disbelief in his eyes. I gave him a look that said, "Fucking believe it!!!" as I dropped to my knees and pulled his cock out of his shorts. And make no mistake, this man was rock hard. He was just unaccustomed to moving as fast as I was, so I took the lead and started sucking his cock. Each time I bobbed my head down his long, hard shaft, I went faster than the previous time. Faster and faster and faster until he was squeezing my head and moaning out loud. I held his cock in my throat, flexing my throat muscles repeatedly with my eyes staring through him and then released it with a loud pop before I stood up, kissed him passionately and said to him, "Come on, where are you gonna fuck me?"

He took me to his bedroom, laid me down on his bed, got on top of me and continued making out with me. He was very gentle and sensual. Even though I would have preferred being treated like a worthless whore, I must admit it was really hot how passionate he kissed me and how softly he caressed my skin as he pushed his cock inside me. Made me feel like a lady.

He proceeded to fuck in the missionary position, making out the whole time. I begged him to cum in my ass and he did. The fact that I sucked him off afterwards seemed to shock him. He was turned on at first, but grossed out soon after. He invited me to use the last of the mouthwash in his bathroom. I thought that was funny because, I didn't even get to eat his ass and would never have used mouthwash afterwards if I had. Fuckin prude!

Having a proper date was nice, but it served to highlight how much rougher I like it. It wasn't dating or making emotional connections that I was really interested in, I wanted to get FUCKED, I wanted to feel USED, I wanted to feel like a filthy whore!

Well, as they say, the third try was the charm.

One day, I was lucky enough to get a blind date with a guy named Bryan who went by the name Thumper. We met at Crusty's Coffee and as soon as he walked in, I had to control the urge to drool and stare. Thumper was a thick, muscular black man with juicy lips and a perfectly round, firm, perky ass that I instantly wanted to shove my face into. He was a little shorter than me, very handsome and well dressed. I don't know what material his pants were made of, but they must've been comfortable because I could see the imprint of his big black cock dangling between his solid, muscular legs as he walked toward me.

He actually wasn't very charming. He was full of himself. He kept licking his lips, like he was LL Cool J or something. During the brief conversation that one might've called our date, he didn't seem interested in getting to know me at all, but he did seem interested in getting his dick sucked. It was nice to know we were on the same page.

Within moments, we were in his sports car and I was sucking his cock in front of the coffee shop because I couldn't wait to jam his big black cock into my mouth. It almost felt like some sort of an audition to see if I was worthy of bringing home with him. There was no doubt in my mind that I would nail this audition. With him in his drivers seat and me on my knees in the passenger seat, I opened my throat up and slid all 10 inches of him in and out with disturbing comfort. As I was sucking his giant black cock, he started fingering my asshole, which any passerby could plainly see. He stopped to taste his fingers several times and each time, he would smack his lips and say "Mmm!" louder than the previous time. Guess I passed the flavor test!

As I continued using his cock to fuck my throat without stopping for air, he started breathing harder and moaning louder. I looked up at him. He was in Heaven. My hand started rubbing his rock hard abs. His hands fixed themselves around the back of my head. He abruptly began pushing my head down on his cock as hard as he could, so he could hear me gag and gasp for air. With his cock buried deep in my throat, he screamed out loud and he came right down my esophagus. I grabbed onto his cock and balls, jerking them desperately to make sure every drop of his cum went down my throat. When he finally let me go, I dry-heaved super hard but I didn't puke. As I panted and drooled trying to catch my breath, I stared back at him, thoroughly impressed.

"Ok, put on your seat belt," he said coldly as he put on his seat belt. He started his car and started driving. Though we made no conversation along the way, I knew I had passed my audition with flying colors! Something about having that small amount of his approval made me girlishly giddy and horny. I looked over at him as we were driving through town and thought, "I'm gonna fuck this guy like Delilah would fuck him..."

He brought me back to his place. We walked in and he closed the door. With his back to the door, he grabbed me by the shoulders and set me in front of him, on my knees. My heart started to beat faster as he unbuckled his belt and removed his pants and then his boxer briefs. His humongous, shiny, hard, black cock bounced out right into my face and I was ready to suck him off until my jaw gave out. But...

He turned around and spread his pretty, perky ass cheeks, so that his asshole was now practically touching my nose. The aroma of his asshole was beautifully intoxicating. My mouth began to water.

"Stick your tongue up my asshole." He ordered flatly. For a second, I thought about making him wait and wondered, if I did, what would he do? Would he yell at me? Would he choke me? Would he threaten me? Ooh, would he force me???

All of these thoughts passed through my dirty little mind in the blink of an eye. But ironically, thinking about it was too hot for me to wait, let alone make him wait! As I munched his asshole with glee, I envisioned him choking me, slapping me and screaming at me. It excited me. I grabbed ahold of my cock with one hand and his with the other and started jerking them both for dear life, as I wiggled my tongue up his ass. I tongue fucked him for a really long time because his ass was so perfect and tasted so fruity and delicious. I felt so hot rubbing my face between his muscular black butt cheeks with my tongue deep inside him. Oh God, and he smelled so amazing, it's making my cock hard thinking about it right now!

While I was tongue fucking his perfect asshole, two other guys who I presumed to be roommates, walked into the room. I didn't really see what they looked like because my face was up Thumper's ass.

"You're just gonna get your ass ate out in the front room?" One of them said.

"Why not?" Said Thumper. "It's my house!"

"Is he gonna suck our assholes too?" Asked the other voice.

I doubt anyone heard me say "UH-HUH!!!" with my face up Thumper's ass. But it didn't matter. Soon, Thumper was face to face with his hands around my neck.

"These are my friends," he said. "Suck their assholes!" And then he shoved my face up the first guy's ass. I was so fucking turned on, I grabbed ahold of his cock and jerked him hard and fast while I slam-suck-fucked his asshole with my tongue hard enough that a clapping sound could be heard from my face smacking against his ass. Before I knew what was what, my face was up the other guy's ass, sucking and licking while I jerked him off too. Thumper then lead me to his living room by my hair.

"Why don't you guys turn on the TV?" He said to his roommates who were following us to the living room. "We'll use this whore while we wait for the game to come on!"

I heard the sounds of "Sport Center" in the background as Thumper flopped me over the arm of the couch like a rag doll. He forced me into the doggystyle position and started fucking me, bent over the side of the couch. His friends took turns having me suck their cocks. I never even bothered to glance up at either of their faces. It was their cocks and assholes I wanted. Why risk being turned off by their ugly man faces??

Anyway, they both preferred the way I ate ass, so I spent a lot more time doing that, which made it easier to avoid looking at their faces. Both roommates ended up blowing loads all over my face while Thumper came in my ass. He was nice enough to let me use his shower afterwards but he refused to drive me home so I had to take the bus while they all sat in he living room watching football and drinking beer.

I loved it! I really got off on being mistreated by men, which was great. Because as I would learn, it's rather easy to find men who are willing to mistreat, use, abuse and fuck you. Some who don't even consider themselves gay will still fuck you as long as you act like a big enough slut for them. Most of them don't even care. "A hole is a hole" is a much more popular philosophy than a lot of people realize. And all I wanted to be for them was a hole for their cocks.

When I got home, Delilah was fucking a group of men in a position similar to the one I was in not long before - bent over the couch taking turns eating two guy's asses while a guy fucked her in the ass.

"Honey, I'm home!" I said sarcastically, as I often did in situations like these, while taking off my clothes and preparing to join in. She looked back at me as she picked an ass pube out of her teeth and smiled.

"Hey baby," she said as I approached her. I grabbed her by the head and kissed her passionately right before I grabbed my cock, shoved it in her mouth and started fucking her face.

"I love you, you fucking slut," I growled.

She looked up and matched my energy by growling something at me, but of course, I couldn't understand what she said. The two guys she was just rimming got up close to me on both sides, jerking their dicks in Delilah's face. She started taking turns sucking the three of our dicks until we all showered her face with cum. Soon, the guy who was fucking her ass joined in, squeezing himself in between me and the guy to my right, spraying cum onto my sweet Delilah's tongue.

One by one, the guys all left. They either went and took showers or skipped that step and just got dressed and went home. I didn't know, I didn't notice, I didn't care. I was focused on making out with Delilah who had a goatee of cum dripping from her chin, down the space between her tits. As she stood up and I sat down on the couch, we only stopped kissing briefly so she could scoop up some of that chin cum and wipe it in her pussy before sitting it down on my cock. I grabbed onto her squishy, jiggly sides and held on as she rode my cock with her sopping pussy. The sex was fantastic but brief as I had just returned home ready and needing to bust a nut.

"Cum in my pussy, cum in my fucking pussy!!!" Delilah demanded.

And there, we fucked until I filled her slut pussy with cum, after which she flopped to my side.

"You know Delilah," I said. "You're always hot, but sometimes... you're even hotter."

She smiled bashfully and said, "Oh you!"

We laid there panting for a few minutes and then she said, "Hey, how was your date?"

"Oh my God," I said. "It was so fucking hot!"

"Yeah?" She said, smiling and eager to hear all about it.

"It was this beautiful black man named Thumper or Pumper or something like that,"

"Oh, Thumper?" She lit up as she recognized the name. "The muscle guy with the cute bubble butt?"

"Yes, girl!" I said, involuntarily speaking in my sissy voice again. "Have you ever seen an ass that perfect before?"

"I mean..." She smirked. "Yours is pretty perfect..."

"Well, thank you, but,"

"And Beebop and Rocksteady..." she continued.

"Not as perfect as Thumper!" I proclaimed. "He just... oh my God, as soon as I saw him, I just wanted to be his bitch so bad!"

"Ooh, that's fucking hot," she said as her hand started to travel towards her pussy. "Your cock is getting... baby, your cock is all the way hard again! You're turned on just thinking about him, aren't you?"

I looked down at myself and then back up at her. I smiled as I threw my hands behind me and gyrated my hips as if to show off my erection. She put her other hand around my dick. Slowly and gently, she started jerking my cock.

"Tell me more," she said. "Tell me everything,"

"He was such an arrogant asshole and his body was so gorgeous, baby. I said 'fuck the date' and sucked him off in his car, in front of the coffee shop instead!"

"Yesss," she grinned "Did you submit to him?" She asked. "I've never seen you fully submit to a man before."

I suppose this is true because no one could see much of anything when she and I got gangbanged together in the dark!

"I did," I said, gyrating harder as she stroked me harder. "Baby, he took me home and made me eat his roommate's assholes while he fucked me!"

She started stroking me harder, "Yeah?..."

"... And then they all gave me their cum. Thumper fucked me so good, baby. And then he came in my ass while both his roommates jerked off all over my face..."

"Ooh yeah," said Delilah, stroking me harder and harder. "Was it sooo good baby?..."

"YAAAAZZZZ!!!!" I shouted as cum shot out of my cock like a cannon. She put her mouth over my erupting cock, collected all the cum in her mouth and then swapped it with me in a sloppy kiss, after which I finished my story.

"And then they made me take the bus home!" I said.

She laughed out loud at that last part, "What???"

"He told me to take a shower afterwards and then when I got out, none of them would even look at me. Thumper straight said, 'Bus stop!"

"Baby, I would have picked you up!"

"No," I said. "The shame of being fucked like that and then chucked out the door like a piece of trash, actually turned me on that much more!"

"Oh, you sick bitch," she said. "Did you fuck someone on the bus?"

"No," I laughed. "Even though I was sorta impersonating you when I was fucking them, I'm not you. My asshole was tired after Thumper thumped me with his big black cock!"

"Baby," she said. "You should feel what it's like to fuck YOUR thick ass cock! You got length and girth. Yours is the only one that tires me out at this point."

"Aw, thanks love!" I said.

"Anyway, sounds like you had a hot date!" She said.

"It was so good, Delilah," I said. "I never knew how fun it was to get treated like a human jizz rag before you and me got gangbanged together that one night! And when I saw Thumper, I just like... melted."

"You wanted to be his girl, didn't you?" She said. "Even if only for long enough to make him cum inside you, right? You can tell me the truth..."

"Mmmm," I said as I started to fall asleep. "I did... and I was... it was so good, baby..."

I kissed her goodnight and started to fade. The last thing I heard Delilah say before I dozed off was, "You'd make a pretty girl."