Imminent Fear... Pt. 02

Are there forces at work? Faith and fear. Most of us believe that faith works like a magnet but fear? It's really kind of unexplored in my opinion. Reason being if something you feared comes upon you generally most of us have enough common sense to quit fearing it, but what if you liked it. How far down this twilight zone thinking can you go? Can you use it to make something happen?

A while ago I read the most common fantasy among women was being raped. Can I say that? I suppose if I put it in the right category. Anyway I was dating a rowdy but nice woman with an oral fixation. Cute but on the rough side. After every date she would blow me and she was good no great at it and at kissing.

i told her about my discovery and she said she was up for getting raped but not by me. Okay she had sealed her doom by that statement. She came over unannounced as she was my gf and I allowed that. We worked out and went for a swim and had a blended margarita. She was getting ready to go. Hey come into the bathroom for a second I said. She followed me. I got behind her and took off her clothes and then did her doggie style and then in the butt and then dragged her into the shower with me and we washed each other. You're really an ass she said and kissed me lazily.

End of story. I raped my owner twice. After the first time she said, you pretty much raped me, well I said after what you been doing to me, who you going to tell, good point she said. I think in a girlfriend boy friend relationship rape and just someone initiating sex is a fine line. I suppose if you had the bad luck of someone filing a police report on you that would mean you did it wrong or to the wrong person. As you approach the finale you will have to make the call if the person says stop, i'm guessing that's the red line.

I've lived in new orleans almost 6 years to the day. They call bourbon street the wild west. if you want to have an adventure stay on bourbon street. There is an atmosphere there stronger than the rest of the quarter. Like ghosts of adventures past. I ask people if they want to find out if they are an alcoholic. Okay some may say. Well you start out at canal and bourbon street and walk till what you consider the end and then walk back. You have to enter 3 establishments and if you get back to canal street sober than you are not an alcoholic. Simple.

Off bourbon street half a block there is the dungeon bar. Used to have a dungeon on the top floor. After the lock down they changed it the 2nd floor to a dance floor. But there is a closed room in the corner. You have to pay for the key, i'm guessing it's just a smaller dungeon than before.

I have this idea that you can tell if a woman is a dominant from their eyes. Maybe even a latent dominant. I have brought this up with people and they say no. Of course the same people that say no to this also believe they have gaydar, I say what's the difference? I also believe you can tell if someone famous is a closet domme. I think dolly castro and ashley graham are 2 examples of this. They are both exhibitionists and both like to push the envelope. Maybe it's just fun to imagine them getting carried away? Maybe they are leaving clues?

On bourbon street there is a relative of a famous passed away medium who does consultation. For the sake of the story and curiosity I went there. I'm not sure how to put this I said to her so i'll just be blunt. I want to walk into the dungeon bar and have a woman who lives in nyc come to me. Oh a summoning spell I do that she said, what happens after is up to you. How does this work I asked. Well I can narrow it down to a day if you give me 30 days and it costs 1 k, if it works I expect you to tip me if not you did something wrong. How can I do something wrong I said, you have to exercise faith she explained. Okay I plopped down the 1000$, I want ashley graham to meet me at the dungeon bar a month from know. She laid hands on me and spoke in a different language and had me turn around and gave me a tarot card. There is a 3 day window for this she said. Be there on these dates and you will meet.

Ashley graham actually has some ai pics of her being a dominatrix. I don't know if she put them out there or if someone just used her pics. Either way it's one of my greatest turn ons. I know she is married but to me her husband is a cuck anyway.

Finally the first day approaches. I haven't been to the french quarter in a month and I always enjoy going there. I stop at jackson square front and back and watch some buskers, then off to the french market to see what's what. Then back to jackson square to look at paintings. Finally off to the dungeon.

There is a lot of hustle and bustle outside and someone is taking money and stamping people. I ask what is going on? It's a celebrity stripper with her girlfriend and you don't get to know who it is. 50$ for half an hour show and that gets u one pabst and one shot of tequila. So I pay the 50 and get stamped and wait. They took to handing the beer and shot outside hoping u buy more when you get in.

Someone leaving says it's ashley graham and a girl friend. Hmmm. The relative of antoine lavey pardon the spelling must know her stuff I think. I get in, it's full, seductive music rising, ashley and her friend dancing and rubbing against each other grinding. Hot stuff I get the 3$ special can of pabst and a shot of cheap tequila. It's hot af, when they are done I check the door to the dungeon, open and I go in feeling fate has invited me. Hey this is invitation only they say, I tell them about the meeting with lavoix, cool they say, they strip me and tie me up. The take turns pegging me. I hand ashley my number going by her, i'll call she says I need a new creature anyway...

Life goes on. I have another shot and beer and wander around bourbon street hoping to meet a lonely woman to take home. Most are with a friend or partner. I go to a spot I know and fall asleep on a bench. A homeless guy hands me a coffee. In new orleans it's easy to believe in weird stuff, some call it fate. Speaking of fate, briana lee sees me through the crowd, she grabs my hand, she takes me with her, I need a nap she says, you in, I nod. I'm here for photo shoot for 5 days she said, what's the odds of running into you she asks, a million to one I say, probably she responds, she spoons me and we go to sleep, wtf I am thinking as I enter the land of nod.