Am I Bi?

I am confused but not depressed. I have feelings about both women and men but have never addressed the male side of my sexual thoughts. I love tits and pussy, always have. A woman with pokies gives me an erection no matter when or where I am. Vids with a woman flashing or an accidental down blouse gets me going. Cameltoes and tight Lululemons showing a nice ass make it difficult to not start touching myself.

And of course pussies. I love them. My favorite is a woman with big lips. They are the best to suck and fuck. Going down on a woman under the right circumstances can make me cum without touching myself. I could be smothered by a pussy and not care. The looks, the feel, the texture, the taste are all things that I can't resist. A woman could pee on me, and at least one has, and it wouldn't bother me. In fact waiting in bed for a woman to come back to bed after her morning pee is so erotic. To slide under the covers, pulling her pjs down and then licking her pussy to taste the sweetness and tanginess is the best way to start the day.

Which brings me to my dilemma. I catch myself looking at men, young or old, their crotch or their ass. In a public washroom I will try to catch a glimpse of a cock. I fantasize about jerking off a cock or maybe even going down on one. I have taken my cock out in the car or sitting on a park bench wondering what it would be like to jerk another man off while he is doing me.

And then the opportunity presented itself. I was sitting with a friend watching Sunday football. The game got out of hand for the team that we were routing for. My friend, I will call him Ira, started to switch channels to see if there was another game on. We couldn't find one so I joked that we should watch some porn.

Ira said that he had a small collection of porn vids and even a few home movies that we could watch. He did say that I may not like his taste in porn but we should be able to find something. Ira got up and went to a closet to retrieve a box from the closet shelve. I couldn't help but look at his ass and then his crotch as he returned.

The first video was pretty tame, just a guy and a girl doing the nasty. I did comment that I really liked the girl's small pointy tits and that the guy was well hung. The second vid was of an older couple on a couch. It started out with them being partially dressed. A second man came into the picture and sat down to watch the action. As the couple began to fuck he pulled his cock out and started stroking it.

Involuntarily my hand went to my pants and I shifted my position to adjust my cock. Ira noticed what I had done and commented that I appeared to like the action on the screen. I looked at his crotch and noticed a similar bulge. On screen the man fucking his partner motioned for the man in the chair to come closer to the action.

The man stood beside the sofa looking down at the two of them. He reached down to feel the woman's breast. That motion brought his erection close to the other man, who reached up with one hand and grabbed his cock. As the one man fucked the woman he started stroking the other man's cock. Again without realizing what I was doing I started to stroke myself. Ira looked over at me then his hand went to his cock.

Ira asked if I wanted to continue watching the porn or would I like to see a home movie. I opted for the home movie. He got up to get the DVD and I made no move to take my eyes off his crotch. He sat down with the remote. Ira said that this movie was very personal and very real.

The movie started and I instantly recognized Ira and his wife partially dressed in what appeared to be a hotel room. I asked Ira if his wife would object to me seeing this. He said that she was a bit of an exhibitionist and besides he wasn't going to tell her.

So much cock, tit and pussy but what caught my eye the most was Ira's cock. He was fucking his wife in front of the window, her tits swinging to the action and his cock going in and out at an ever faster speed.

I took a gamble, unzipped and pulled out my erection. I figured if Ira wanted me too see this then having me jerk myself off to them fucking might be a fetish of his. Ira mirrored what I just did. In no time his cock was in his hand.

While I watched the action on the screen I sensed Ira watching me jerk myself. I reached over and grabbed his cock. He reached over and grabbed my cock. I had never felt a man's hand on my cock and had never touched another cock. I like the feeling of both.

I told Ira that I would have liked to have been in the room watching them fuck and maybe take some pictures. Again, hoping I wouldn't ruin the atmosphere I said that I could possibly wait for him to finish then suck his cock. The taste of a cum covered cock dripping with pussy juices would be a once in a lifetime experience.

As I was telling him this I was really jerking his cock. I moved down to the floor and continued to jerk his cock. I stared at it intently. I watched the precum bubble up and lubricate the head of his cock. I had never been this interested in a cock. My mouth was dry but my mind was spinning. I wanted that cock in my mouth.

I moved forward, licked the head of his cock then took it in my mouth, the whole time stroking his cock. I stopped for a moment and told Ira that I wanted him to cum as he cums in the movie. My hand moved faster and faster as my tongue played with the head of his cock and swirled around the shaft.

I could sense a tightening in Ira's movements and heard groans from his mouth. My cock was twitching as I sucked harder and harder. Ira said that he was going to cum. I wasn't going to stop. His cock pulsed in my mouth then his cum hit the back of my throat. I started to swallow then felt my own cock pulse and I shot cum onto the floor.

Even as Ira finished ejaculating I didn't stop sucking him. His cock softened. This was an entirely different feeling. I rolled his cock around my mouth. my tongue playing with the head. I took it out of my mouth and licked the shaft before lifting his balls with my hand and licking them.

Ira moved to the edge of the chair, spreading his legs wide to give me easy access. I continued licking his balls. His balls hung loosely which allowed me to lick the underside all the way down to his asshole. My face pressed tightly into his balls and cock. Once again I took his soft cock into my mouth and started sucking. I could feel him hardening.

I released his cock and stood up. My limp cock was covered in my own cum. Ira sat up and started licking me. He cupped my balls and took my cock in his mouth. I started to get hard again. Having a man suck your cock is different than having a woman suck it. Ira sat back to look at my cock. I stared down at his cock.

Ira said, "Would you like to watch me fuck my wife in person."

How could I say no.

"Yes, of course. I would love to sit there and watch. Seeing your wife strip off her clothes so I could see her tits and pussy would make me hard. Seeing her suck your cock before fucking would be a turn on."

"Let me ask her. When we have fucked she has told me that she would like to see me suck the cock of a naked man. That could be you. However if you agree you would have to suck my cock after I have been fucking my wife. As I cum in your mouth you would have the added bonus of having the aroma of my wife's pussy all over your face."

"I am all for that. I get to see cock, tits and pussy. If you want I could make your wife's pussy all wet for your cock."

"I am not sure if she would go for that. Maybe if you agree to being filmed she would let you go down on her."

"Ask her is she would mind letting me see her naked and even maybe being able to play a bit with her?"

Ira said he would ask tonight when she got home. He would call me if she said yes. He said that he would call in any event as he wanted to watch another game together.