Deepening - Pt. 02

He awoke before his alarm- his cock aching inside its steel prison. Last night had been a particularly bad one. After watching his required 4 hours of porn every night consisting of studs shooting their loads into soft pussies unprotected by birth control, his cock continually ached from the unyielding confinement and inability to get erect or achieve anything nearing an erection. He knew that if he could he would rip his cock cage off and yield to the need to cum that had been building inside him for the last two plus months. He had never known such frustration, never known that there would be such a build up of his ache to cum, in his life. While he had fantasized about wearing his Mistress' cock cage and being totally controlled by Her, he realized that the reality was much much deeper and harder than he had ever had thought or imagined. The walls were indeed getting higher and higher as he went further down the rabbit hole. And yet part of him was in exquisite pleasure, realizing that his dream to have a Mistress place him under Her complete control, including a cock cage, collar and more... much more... The dual sensations of pleasure and denial swirled inside of him, consuming his thoughts and feelings.

He got up and fired up his laptop, preparing to send his Mistress his morning greeting and to update Her on his feeling of being under Her total control. As he was typing his missive to his Mistress, he saw that there was a new message from Her in his inbox. It said simply, "Slave - a package will arrive today - set up a zoom call for U/us as soon as it arrives. Mistress" He swallowed hard - wondering what else Mistress would be sending over to him.

He finished his email, describing the videos that he had watched and how he felt on seeing stud after stud shooting their loads into the unprotected pussies of the girls they happened to be fucking. In detail he described how each made him feel, particularly as they only increased his frustration and need to cum to the point where he thought he would go crazy from the continual denial.

Later that morning his doorbell rang and indeed, a delivery person held out a small package for him. He signed for it and took it inside. He wondered what was in it as he sat down at his laptop and set up a zoom call in 30 minutes from now.

At the appointed time he sat in front of his computer, naked, with the package in front of him. At the appointd time his Mistress appeared, clad in a black dress and holding Her favourite leather crop. "Well slave, do you have any news for me?" she inquired. She leaned forward as he held up the package and said, "Yes Mistress - one thing - this package arrived."

"Well then, open it" She stated, and relaxed as his fingers started taking the wrapping apart. Finally he held a steel woven collar in his hands, that was unlocked open but there wasn't any lock or wrench in the box with it. He held it up for Mistress to see...

"Yes slave my day collar for you has arrived. You will note that it is discrete enough for you to wear it at work or the gym and not generate a lot of inquiry. But note carefully.. there is no wrench or method to unlock it. It is an eternity collar... titanium... which means you will be completely unable to cut it off once installed. Moreover, it has a Sharkbite closure... the two ends slide together and lock... and once together only the one holding the key - namely me - can remove it. Consider this carefully slave - this is your daily wear collar... once on you cannot remove it. It dearly demonstrates to those who understand its significance that you are totally owned. Combined with your cock cage, you are becoming my total slave and playtoy - one under my total control. Your power transfer continues, to my pleasure.

She sat back in his chair, tapping her crop in her black gloved hands. "This step cannot be undone slave - not without coming to me. At that point you will have a choice... to become my total slave, owned by me and with a total power exchange from you to Me - or you will walk away and never see me again. If you decide to be free, I will send directions to meet me to have the cock cage removed and then walk away a free man. If you decide to accept my offer of a permanent training collar, indicating your total ownership and devotion to me, you will put on that collar. Think carefully slave- this decision will affect the rest of your life..." and watched him, her cold grey eyes looking directly into his brown eyes.

He found himself holding his breath. Gasping for air, he cleared his throat and looked down at the collar in his hands. He felt its weight, and knew it would feel cold against his skin, at least initially. But then it would warm and then become part of him, his new persona and be a physical reminder of his position in life.

He held up the collar where Mistress could see it, and slowly brought it up to his throat.

His voice stated:

Mistress - With my deepest humility, submission and reverence, I kneel before You. By this collar, I offer you my heart, body, and soul in complete and devoted submission. By accepting Your collar, I acknowledge You to the world as my Owner, my guide, my Protector, and the complete center of my world. I accept Your position as my trainer and controller of my fate.

This collar is more than a symbol--it is my sacred bond to You. This collar is forged in flame and indicates complete trust, obedience, and devotion between two, Mistress and slave. I offer You my strength, my vulnerability, my freedom, and my will, not in weakness, but in worshipful surrender and to be controlled as You wish, for Your purposes and to meet Your needs.

From this moment forward, I am Yours--utterly and without reservation. My purpose is to serve You, to please You, to honor You, and to grow - whether from pleasure under Your hand or pain. Every breath I take will be in service to Your desires, every thought shaped by Your will. I exist to please You and to do all that You command.

I accept my place at Your feet, proudly and gratefully. I vow to uphold this commitment with honesty, loyalty, and unwavering devotion--for a lifetime.

If you accept me as Your slave, then I will wear this collar indicating that I am Your slave. Collared. Owned. Forever."

With that he held the collar upright, and drew deep calming breaths.

Finally She smiled and Her clear, strong voice stated,

Excellent slave - you have fulfilled your tasks which i have requested and earned your place at my feet. Take this collar as my physical manifestation of my total ownership and control of you." With that last statement She leaned forward, watching him as Her grey eyes sparkled.

He nodded, swallowed and placed the collar around his neck. Locating where the two ends joined, he pushed them together and felt one part slide inside the other and there was a barely audible 'click' as the collar closed and locked.

Mistress smiled and leaned back in Her chair.

"Excellent slave - tonight you will wear the vibrating butt plug while you watch your porn - perhaps there may be a bit of a surprise for you a bit later." With that She laughed and leaned forward and closed the zoom call.

He shook slightly, a bit overwhelmed with all that had just happened. His hands went to his new collar and pulled on it... indeed it was locked and would not yield. He drew a deep breath and steadied himself to start his day, the full implications of what he had just done echoing in his mind.

He knew he had just taken another big step along his desired path to being a 24/7 slave to a demanding but intelligent Mistress. He knows he is reduced to pure need in Her presence, desperate to serve and to please. Her discipline is a gift, a structure within which he thrives, aches and feels the flames of desire. He knows She has claimed him, She is transforming him in every way that matters. He realizes that he doesn't just follow Her commands... he worships Her for them and finds total devotion in completing them. He can hardly wait for the opportunity to meet Her in person and demonstrate his devoting in person.