How They Decided Pt. 03

-- CHAPTER THREE --

The next evening as they sat eating supper, he asked, "Just how far do you want to go with submitting to me? I mean, I've been thinking and you seemed so turned on by the book. Yet, I know fantasy and reality are totally different. Would you really like to go to a place like Roissy and be trained? Or, do you just want me to be a little rough?"

She looked at her food and turned a bright read. She obviously was having a hard time telling him how she felt. Finally, she mumbled an answer. "I can't hear you", he said.

"I knew I would have to tell you this sooner or later", she said, "I was afraid -- I'm still afraid -- you will be disgusted with me. I have thought about the book almost constantly and I'm sure I would love being treated exactly like O was treated. Even when I was stretching your behind, I was thinking how much I wished it was me. When I was whipping you, all I could think was how I wished you were whipping me. If that disgusts you, I understand. I didn't know how much I wanted it until I did it to you."

"Darling, I'm not disgusted," he said as he rose and came around to her side of the table. I'm turned on beyond belief. I thought I wanted to be submissive but after having submitted to you, I think I really need to take charge and dominate you. I would love to whip you and make you submit to my wishes." He took her chin in his hand and raised her face up so they were looking into each others' eyes. "I even want to make you submit to other men while I watch. I want to hear you scream as I whip you and watch you whipped by others. Can you understand that I love you but still want to see you with others?"

She began sobbing. "Yes, I can understand. I will do what you want me to do...," After a pause, she said, "I will do whatever you want me to do and I will submit to whatever you want to do to me or have done to me." She seemed to have trouble catching her breath before continuing, "That's what I want. I want to be owned by you and submit to anything you wish. I was afraid I was going to have to pretend to enjoy hurting you while I really want is to feel pain inflicted by you."

"This is going to take longer than three days to do", he said. Finish your supper and we will talk some more. He returned to his meal.

After they finished, she began doing the dishes. He came up behind her and slipped his hand down the back of her slacks. It was awkward but he managed to slip his hand between her legs and penetrated both openings as she stood washing dishes. Finally he slipped her slacks down far enough to be able to slide his fingers in and out, sometimes gently and also roughly. He said, "We may have to buy you new clothes. I see why O was kept dressed the way she was. I want both holes available to me at all times."

When she had finished the dishes, he told her to go into the bedroom and strip. "I expect to find you on your knees beside the bed."

And that is how he found her when he entered the bedroom. He shed his clothes as he approached her and shoved his manhood into her mouth. He used her mouth as he would the openings between her legs, making her gag as he searched for the depths of her throat. She, of course, could not answer as he asked her whether she knew she was going to feel him that deep in all three openings he planned to explore. She managed a moan around his sex as he told her he didn't think she really knew what he had discovered about himself during the past few weeks. She was unable to swallow all he deposited in her and it ran out around his member and ran down her chin.

He helped her to her feet and told her to get into bed. As he lay next to her he told her it would only be a short while before he moved on to the opening in her belly. He rubbed his fingers up and down the slit between her legs and asked her to describe her fantasies.

She was bright red all over as she told him of how she dreamed he would take her into his charge and use her as Rene, and especially Sir Stephan, had used O in the book. She said she had always enjoyed a bit of pain during sex but that now she wanted him to make her scream as he took his pleasure.

He asked her whether she desired other men and she obviously had trouble answering him. He assured her he wanted the truth so that he could please her while pleasing himself. She said she only loved him and only wanted him. As he pressed her to admit she found other men exciting and wanted them, if only in her fantasies, she resisted answering him. Finally, she admitted she hoped he would take pleasure in watching other men use her and, especially, mistreating her.

He ordered her to kneel on the bed on her knees and elbows with her buttocks high in the air. He grasped her hips on both sides and plunged into her belly, hitting bottom and making her moan. As he moved to and fro, he told her he was already imagining her being ravished by several men, one after the other, until she was raw from use. Then, he would punish her for the enjoyment she received by whipping her until she bled. They both cried out as they climaxed. She fell sideways as he withdrew and left for the bathroom.

When he returned, she was still in the same position. He lay beside her and told her he might take a bit longer to recover this time but that she should help by using her mouth. As he lay quietly, she worked at his member with her mouth until he was once again upright and hard.

He told her to assume the same position as before and when she was positioned to his liking, he again grasped her hips but this time, after slipping into her belly to coat himself with their fluids, forced his way into the tighter opening. She cried out as he drove past the muscular ring and withdrew, again and again. Finally, he finished and again left for the bathroom as she lay on her side.

When he returned he told her to go get cleaned up. He was watching TV when she returned and snuggled up beside him. After the news, he turned off the TV and the lights and as they lay in the dark he said he could use the anal dilators to stretch her behind to make it more accessible. But he thought it might be better to leave her rear opening unstretched until after her "initiation at Roissy". She was shamed and blushed over and over as he forced her to admit she would rather be forced and hurt much as O had been during her initiation. Before drifting away to sleep he told her he didn't know how long it would take him to set things up but that she could look forward to it as soon as he could make the arrangements.

The next morning she was in the shower when he arose. He opened the shower door and watched her wash. When she finished, he helped her dry her body and told her, "I hope you still feel the same this morning?"

She again learned she could blush all over as her whole body turned a bright red. He said, "I'll take that as a yes."

In the kitchen, she asked, "How are you going to find a place like Roissy?" and he told her to not worry about that. It was his responsibility to find it.

For the next several days, life went on in a fairly normal manner except that, unless it was her imagination, his lovemaking was growing rougher every day. He told her he was not going to use her behind as he wanted it to be tight when "she arrived at Roissy." But he used her belly or mouth every night and he was biting and pinching her nipples much more roughly than ever before.

As a holiday weekend approached, he told her they were going away for a three day weekend. When she asked where, he told her it would be a surprise. She said, "But I need to know what to pack."

He answered, "You don't need to pack. You will be naked most of the weekend."

She knew the time had arrived.