Training To Be the Ultimate Servant

I have shared several stories of my experience in satisfying my desire to be naked and cum in public spaces. As a guy that is on the smaller side, 5'5" 100lbs, I have been able to switch between dressing as a girl or guy. I really enjoy dressing as a girl because I can wear size 2 clothes and like shopping for frilly bras and sexy dresses. My ability to tie and tuck my cock really allows me to appear as a girl. As a guy, not much to dressing as most guys clothes are not designed for someone as small and thin as me. Thin or student size pants are pretty much it.

After experiencing being naked and cumming in public places, caught and fucked by strange guys, finding a dream cock, learning to suck my own cock and swallow, as well as being in a long term committed relationship as a girl, I was ready to explore allowing myself to be submissive and used by multiple men.

Through my years of self discovery, I used dildos to help me simulate sucking and getting fucked in many ways. Some pretty vanilla and some pretty aggressive. Exploring abusing my hole was something I did for about a year. I wanted to see how far I could stretch it as well as feel what it might be like to have it used over and over again. My approach to that was to put a mixture of salt and sugar on a large realistic dildo and use it to ream my hole until it was raw from the sandpaper like salt and sugar. Of course the salt caused it to really sting but sometimes that wasn't enough. I would add drops of hot sauce with the salt and really make it burn! The dildos got larger and the salt and hot sauce increased as much. Sometimes my hole was so used I needed a tampon to keep my underwear from getting stained. Having the tampon in made me feel even sexier! I did all this to know that I was the type that could take my hole being used regularly.

Next up was training myself to be a human receptacle. In the beginning I just would pee into a water bottle or glass and drink my pee. I found I didn't like morning pee but after several glasses of water and hours later, my pee didn't taste bad at all. I could drink a whole glass with no problems. With this new skill, I needed to know what it would feel like if the pee were coming fresh out of a cock. I drilled a hole through one of my dildos right where a normal pee hole would be and put a tube that I could attached the tube into the cap of a water bottle filled with pee. It took some work to make sure it didn't leak from the cap but I figured it out. Now ready to train myself, I waited for the next time I needed to pee which didn't take long. I peed into the water bottle and filled it almost all the way up. It kind of looked like beer or champagne with a small head of white foam or bubbles. I was excited! Getting into the shower naked I was ready to train!

I quickly put my modified dildo against the wall and held the water bottle filled with pee in one hand. I put the dildo into my mouth and allowed it to be positioned near the back of my tongue. I lifted the water bottle up and turned it upside down so the pee would start to flow. I could taste drops of my pee going into my mouth but the flow wasn't like I was peeing. I gently sucked on the dildo and coaxed more pee out as I got used to getting pee delivered in this new and exciting way! Feeling sexy and wanting more, I squeezed the water bottle and forced the pee into my mouth. It was coming out strong and fast and I had to gulp as much as I could but my mouth overflowed quickly and the pee went out the sides of my mouth.

A little disappointed that I wasn't able to just swallow it all, I needed to wait until I needed to pee again. Hours went by along with many glasses of water and I was ready again. This time I pushed my head down on the dildo to where I could feel it past my mouth and tongue and in my throat. Ready again, I held the full water bottle up and squeezed it to force the pee out of the dildo. This time it was different! I could feel the pee flowing into my throat but my mouth didn't fill up and I was able to push about half of the pee in the water bottle down my throat without any problems. That was it! I was now feeling more like a human receptacle ready to be used! Over the next few days, I practiced often, working to make sure that as long as a cock was buried deep in my throat, it could release that golden reward into my little body!

Time for the ultimate and final test to be a human receptacle. I need to know how to eat scat. I watched many videos of it and most were fake. I finally found a few where generally girls were the ones that were eating it. I found the videos where the master would sit over the face of the sub and release the scat into their waiting mouth. Once in their mouth, the best of them would chew it and swallow until there was nothing left. Very few could do this. But what I liked about the ones that could was that they always opened their mouth to show their tongues, mouth, and lips covered in the brown slime and leftover pieces of scat. Just writing this makes me hard!!

In the beginning when I would used a dildo, I would clean out to make sure I was clean and wouldn't make a mess. To work on my new goal, I stopped cleaning out and would use the dildo directly. This always resulted in pulling the dildo out that was smeared with scat. I started to pretend I was sucking on a cock, then stick it in my hole and pretend I was getting fucked. After several minutes of this, I would remove the slimy dildo and put it to my mouth to suck again. The taste was bad but not terrible. The texture was very different and almost like thick peanut butter but not crunchy. It took quite some time but I learned to accept and clean off a scat covered cock without holding back. Now I needed to see if I could eat scat fresh from the source.

Having much experience sucking myself, I knew I could bring my cock to my mouth which meant that also my butt was very close to my head. Before I started, I filled a glass with fresh pee in case I needed something to drink after I was done. Using the same technique, I brought my butt up and over my head so I could see my butt crack instead of my cock. This seemed to be the right approach so I waited until I really needed to go. The feeling started and I knew I needed to wait until the pressure was too much. It took and hour or more after that initial feeling but the pressure increased until I knew I had to go. I quickly got into the bathroom and positioned my butt over my head and face.

This move also increased the need to go. With everything in place and ready to learn, I relaxed my body to release and relieve the pressure. It didn't take long before I could feel and then see the reward I was seeking coming out. It pushed straight out and then curved down to my face. It came out in a continuous push and was shaped kind of like a large breakfast sausage but longer than a hot dog! I maneuvered my butt and positioned my face to receive my long awaited test! As it came out, it continued to approach my face until it was very close. I could smell it and imagined what it would taste like. It was now directly in front of my mouth and I could tell it was ready to drop out of my hole.

I watched all of what was happening carefully and it was like it was in slow motion. I saw how it came out and curved down to my face, I saw the color and texture up close as it got closer and closer to my mouth. As it came out, it was draped against my skin between my hole and balls and continued to drop further and further down. I could feel that it was almost ready to drop out of my hole but was still about two inches from my mouth. I knew it would drop so I opened my mouth wide as I felt it drop out of my hole. It dropped into my mouth but was so long that all of it didn't go in and it kind of fell off to the side of my lips and onto the side of my mouth. There was no mistaking what was happening! My mouth was now a real human receptacle! I slowly brought my lips around the thick meat like tube and bit off what was in my mouth.

I opened my mouth again and using my hand, pushed the part that fell outside into my waiting mouth. My mouth was so full! The smell was intoxicating but the taste was pretty bad. I knew what had to be done so I started to chew on it. It was like having too much steak in your mouth and you can't quite swallow it. As I chewed, the smell and taste were heavy in the air. I slowly chewed and chewed until I felt some of it could be swallowed. Feeling ready, I swallowed the first load and took a pretty good gulp to get it down. With the first swallow done, I continued to chew until I could swallow again. it felt like I would throw up but I managed to keep everything in and down. I swallowed and chewed again and again until all of my reward was in my stomach. Because of the size, the feeling of fullness in my stomach was like as if you had eaten a large polish hot dog.

Now satisfied with my training, I brought myself back to just lying on my back and taking in everything that had happened. Weeks and weeks of difficult training paid off because I had now passed the final test of being a human receptacle! I got up from the floor and went to the mirror on the wall. I opened my mouth and could see the remnants of my reward on my tongue, lips, and teeth. I grabbed the glass of pee and toasted myself in the mirror! I took a gulp and gargled and washed the inside of my mouth before swallowing the first drink. Feeling awesome, I gulped down the rest of my pee to finish off my celebration!

Next step was to find and try it on another guy!!!!! I found this to be more difficult than I ever imagined but that is another story to tell!!!