How I Met My Mistress

A few weeks ago, the woman I had been seeing decided she wasn't ready for another relationship and "ended" things, not that we were more than just friends, but I was hoping that it would grow into something more. So here I am, single again. I think I am done dating for a while, let's try my hand at a friends-with-benefits situation, because seriously, a girl has needs, but I do not need any more drama in my life. I am getting out of a really messy marriage, my ex-wife is a narcissistic abusive bitch who is hell bent on making me miserable so I moved back to Texas to live with my mom while I figure out my next move and finish my bachelor's degree. I am at that awkward age, I'm thirty-seven, young but not young enough, older, but not old enough, the women I am attracted to are easily twenty years older than I am, but there runs the risk of no sex drive in a potential partner, and well that's an issue.

It's a cold February day, and I am scrolling through social media, trying to pass the time. My part-time job hasn't called me in today, and I am caught up on school work for the week. I come across a lesbian dating app and think to myself, "What the hell?" and download it to my phone. I log in and set up a profile, complete with a picture of myself that I consider cute. I am not much to look at, short brown hair, brown eyes, pale skin, a few freckles, small breasts, no ass, and a little on the chubby side. I'm not perfect, but not entirely unattractive. Let's just say I have an amazing personality and a cute face. I am scrolling through this dating app, it's mostly young women and couples looking for a third, jeeze, there is nothing in West Texas, why the hell did I come home?

I close the app and toss my phone on the bed and flip on the television to find something mindless to watch while I wait on work to call me, I work part-time for a mortuary company and I am waiting on people to die so I can go to work, sounds morbid I know, but it'll get me through college. The weather gets colder as the days go by, and I completely forget about the dating app. Ping, an unexpected notification sounds dings on my phone and I pick it up, the notification alerts me that someone has liked my profile, "What the fuck?" I think as I open the app, remembering that I signed up for this dating app a few days ago.

I pull up the profile of the woman who has liked my profile. She's older, with streaks of white through her brown hair, green eyes a girl could drown in, and a really great smile. I scroll through her profile and see that she lives about three hours away from me, a dog lover, and score, she's about twenty years older than I am, so hopefully not someone who is looking for financial stability from a thirty-something college student, who is trying to get their life back on track. She could be fun. So I message her, just telling her hello and asking how her day is going. The conversation is easy with her, quickly we get onto the topic of sex, she asks me if I believe sex can be no strings, just friends with benefits, "hell yes!" I think and respond, telling her that sex and love do not have to go hand in hand. We talked about everything and nothing at all for a day before exchanging numbers. Then the conversation turned spicy, you know what I mean, we started sexting, I had to remind myself that I was talking to someone who is around my mother's age, but her personality, she might as well be my age. I found myself thinking about her when we weren't talking, which was rare; we talked all day and night. A few days go by, and we were both frustrated by the distance and adult responsibilities keeping us apart for the time being, but decided to meet about halfway between our towns for dinner in two weeks, ugh! Two weeks! But adulting comes first, as she and I agree. Out of the blue she texts me, "adulting sucks, I can't wait to meet you in person," I respond with, "Yes, adulting does suck, and the only thing keeping me from coming to visit you right now is that I do not have the gas money." She tells me, "Don't say things like that, you have my figuring out how to fix that." I respond with "I told you I would always be honest with you." She went on to ask about my school and work responsibilities. I responded by telling her that I was off work until eight the next morning and was finished with all my schoolwork for the week. I saw the dots indicating that she was typing on the iMessage for a solid five minutes before her short response came: "I will give you the gas money if you can make it to my house." I respond with "Packing a bag." She went on to say, "You're joking, please don't be joking." My response came quickly, "What's your address, Babe?"

She texted me her address, and in the middle of a snowstorm, I threw my backpack in the passenger seat and headed to the gas station to put my last twenty dollars into my gas tank, plugged her address into Apple Maps, and called her. We talked most of my drive down there, both jittery and excited to meet in person and see if we were physically compatible with each other. This is just sex, just friends with benefits, was the mantra I repeated to myself over and over again. (The lie I was telling myself, I was already falling for this woman, and I hadn't even met her yet.) I pull onto her street, and she tells me to park in the yard in front of her house. I see a dark colored Chevy pickup in the carport that's parked in front of this really cute house with a large front porch. I put the Tahoe in park, take a deep breath and grab my backpack, and quickly, because it's freezing outside, make my way up the walk to her front door.

I get to the front door, and she opens it and invites me inside. I look her up and down, she's cute, about an inch shorter than I am, I like that, those bottomless green eyes piercing through me as I see her in sweat pants, a grey wife-beater, and a hoodie that is unzipped, showing me her body. Full breasts and thick hips, she's curvy. Her hair, just like in the picture, is brown with streaks of white and hangs down to about her mid-back. I step through the door, closing it behind me to keep the warmth inside, and she pulls me into a deep, passionate kiss, roughly exploring my mouth with her tongue, her arms wrapping around my shoulders as she pulls me in close. My hands find her hair, and I pull her into me, letting our tongues dance, bam! Something solid knocks into my legs, and we break apart, breathless. "That's Roan," she says, introducing me to the cutest little American Bulldog, who seems to be just as excited to see me as her mama. I am led to the couch where I set my bag and my phone down and give my full attention to Roan, letting her sniff me all over, then give me all the kisses. Once Roan returned to her bone on the dog bed next to the fireplace, Cory wrapped her arm around me and pulled me into another passionate kiss. I adjust my body so that I am facing her on the couch and deepen the kiss, allowing my hands to explore her body. Her hands find the hem of my shirt and pull it over my head, oh yes, getting right to business, I think to myself. I throw my leg over her lap and straddle her, shirt on the floor, just in my jeans and bra, as we continue exploring each other's mouths, hands roaming over each other's bodies.

Finally, we break apart to breathe, and she asks me if we should take this to bed, and I agree. Standing up, I find my shirt, ba, g and phone and follow her to her bedroom. I set my things down next to the door, and she closed it behind me. There we are, standing in the dimly lit room, looking at each other. I slip my shoes and socks off and reach for the button on my jeans. She slips out of her hoodie and removes her wife-beater, freeing her breasts and slipping her sweatpants down her legs as I do the same with my jeans. I finally remove my bra and she looks me over. She walks over to me and pushes me down to the bed, spreading my legs with her knee and presses her breasts into my face, greedily I take one nipple into my mouth and start to lick and suck on it while her hand firmly fists in my hair pulling me into her. She moans with pleasure as my hands caress her thighs up to her hips and pull her body into mine. I move my mouth to the other nipple taking it into my mouth, licking and sucking on it until it to becomes hard, she then pulls away from me and I sit back on the bed giving her room to lay next to me. She crawls up the bed and lies down on the pillows, and I start kissing her neck and shoulders, moving down her body until I reach the apex of her thighs, my goal. Slowly I spread her lips exposing her pussy to me lean in and lick her clit, a sharp intake of breath from her indicates to me that this is indeed what she is wanting from me so I continue to lick and suck on her clit, moving my tongue down to her opening and tasting the wetness coming out of her. God above, she tastes so good. I hear her moan and whimper, "Fuck me," she begs so I slip a finger inside of her while I continue licking and sucking on her clit. I move my finger in and out of her slowing adding a second finger and gently matching my rhythm with my tongue and fingers I fuck her. I feel her legs start to shake and her pussy start to contract around my fingers so I gently bite down on her clit and move faster and harder in and out of her until I feel her climax, her wetness intensifying as I fuck her through her orgasm. Her hands close in my hair as she holds my face against her pussy I continue to fuck her until a second orgasm builds and she explodes around my hand.

She places her hand on my forehead and pushes me gently away from her. I take the hint and slowly remove my hand from her body and crawl up and lie next to her, pulling her into my arms while she comes down from the second orgasm. "That was amazing," she says breathlessly. I am glad it's dark in the bedroom and she cannot see me blushing. We lay there, her in my arms, until her body stops trembling, she takes my face in her hand and rolls over to kiss me again, deeply and passionately.

She climbs on top of me kissing my neck and working her way down to my breasts, where she takes the right nipple into her mouth and sucks hard, swirling her tongue around and around until it gets hard in her mouth. My body electrifies, and I arch my back involuntarily, pressing my body into hers. My hands make fists in the sheets as she takes my other nipple in her mouth and repeats the process, a moan escapes my lips and I can feel my pussy getting wet. Cory kisses and nibbles her way down my body until she reaches my thighs. Instinctively I spread my legs and she settles herself between my knees, she looks up at me and leans forward and places a kiss against my clit and my body shudders. Using her hands to spread my lips apart she takes my clit into her mouth and starts to suck, biting down and flicking her tongue across the tip of my clit. My nerve endings are on fire, my mind is blank, all I can do is feel. She wraps her arms around my hips and places my legs over her shoulders as she sticks her tongue inside of wet opening. I press into her as an orgasm rips through my body and she licks up the wetness seeping out of my pussy. "Mmmm," she moans, "you're easy, I like that. How many more orgasms do you have in you?" She murmers against my pussy as she slides a finger inside of me and starts licking my clit again and I cry out in ecstasy as she starts to fuck me, I am pinned under her body but I try to move against her as she slips another finger inside of me. Cory presses her body against mine, effectively pinning me against the bed and slides another finger inside of me and starts pounding my pussy, running her finger tips across my G spot with every thrust in and out of me. My toes are curling, and I am gripping the sheets as if my body will float away, even though she has me pinned underneath her. One arm wrapped around my hip, holding me close to her, I lost count of the orgasms, but I finally found the strength to pull myself away from her. My whole body was shaking. "Had enough, have you? We need to work on your stamina." Cory whispers as she crawls up my body and lies down next to me, and pulls me into her arms. I lay my head on her chest and attempt to ground myself against her, matching my breathing with hers as I listen to her steady heartbeat under my head. She puts her arm around me and holds me close. When I can finally speak, I look up into her piercing green eyes and murmur, "That was incredible, thank you." Cory smiles back at me as my eyes close and I drift into a restless sleep.

An hour or so later, I wake, still curled up with my head on Cory's chest. She is watching me sleep. I yawn, and she smiles at me. I stretch so I can kiss her on the mouth, and I taste myself on her lips. "You look so peaceful when you sleep," she murmurs as I pull away from the kiss. "Did you dream?" She asks.

"This entire evening feels like a dream," I respond and press my pelvis into her hip. I run my hand against her skin, finding her nipple between my right thumb and forefinger, and begin to toy with it. Cory moans as she starts to squirm under me, I lean down and take her nipple into my mouth and gently caress her soft skin working my hand downward slowly until I reach her pussy again. She spreads her legs, inviting me to touch her again. I run my fingers over her lips and find her opening already wet for me. I slip a finger inside, find her G spot, and begin to massage it with my finger tip as I move the pad of my thumb over her clit. My mouth was still on her right nipple. I feel her nipple get hard under my tongue and I start to thrust in and out of her pussy slowly sliding a second finger inside. Cory begins to move her hips against me, meeting my hand thrust for thrust, and a moan escapes her lips. Her hand finds the back of my head and holds me firmly in place at her breast, no escape for me. I am enjoying being manhandled when I fuck her.

"Eat my pussy," she commands breathlessly and without removing my hand from inside her, I move my body down and take her clit into my mouth. I start to lick and suck on her clit and I feel her move, she reaches over to the bedside table and pulls out a pink dildo. I look up at her, mouth still on her pussy and she passes the dildo to me. "Fuck me with this," she says and I take the dildo. I pull away and place the dildo on my lips, looking deep into her eyes I start to suck on the dildo. She inhales sharply and bites her lip, "God, that's hot," she says through clenched teeth. Once the dildo is dripping wet I remove it from my mouth, twist the bottom to turn on the vibration and place it on her clit. Cory's entire body shudders at the contact. I slide the dildo down to her opening and slowly start to slide it inside of her. I lower myself to my elbows and start to push the dildo slowly inside of her, then pull it almost all the way out, I continue thrusting it in and out of her slowly as she reaches up and pulls my head towards her clit, "Eat me," Cory commands and I comply. I am enjoying her being so in charge and telling me what to do. I start licking her clit with the same rhythm I am fucking her with the dildo. She grinds into my face, pulling me closer to her and holding me in place. "Faster," she commands and I speed up, I turn up the vibration on the dildo and start fucking her harder, biting down on her clit and flicking my tongue across the tip, "Oh god," she shudders, legs shaking and squeezing my shoulders. I feel her body release and hear her cry out as the orgasm rips through her body, I suck her clit in hard, pressing my tongue down firmly and running it around in a circle around her clit as the wetness seeps out around the dildo, I feel it on my fingers. She moves her hand to my forehead and pushes me away, I push back wanting to lick the wetness from her pussy as I pull the dildo slowly out of her, but she pushes me firmly away and I take the hint. I look up at her and place the dildo in my mouth and suck her wetness from it, she is panting, watching me. I set the dildo down next to her and sit back on my heels, still between her legs. She motions with her finger for me to "come here," and I crawl up her body and lie down on top of her. She pulls me in for a kiss, licking my lips clean of her wetness. "I taste good on your lips," she says in a deep, sultry voice. I melt against her; she is so sexy. Cory then grabs my wrist in her hand and she forces me facedown on the bed, climbing between my legs she spreads them wide and places her hands on my hips and lifts me up so my ass is in the air.

Cory tells me not to move as she slides a blindfold over my eyes, she places a chain around my neck and tells me: "I just put keys to my handcuffs around your neck, if you need me to stop, just tell me."

"Yes, ma'am," I breathe as Cory moves around and handcuffs my wrists together. I try to move and feel a rope between my fingers. I am tied to the bed. I realize that I can reach the chain around my neck easily, and I relax, choosing to trust. Cory moves off the bed, I hear the sound of buckles being buckled and feel the bed move as she climbs back on the bed and behind me, between my legs. I feel her hand between my legs start to massage my clit, "You're so wet," she breathes. I feel the head of a dildo line up with my opening, feel her hands grasp my hips, then she drives into me hard and fast. I cry out in pleasure as she starts pounding me hard and fast. it doesn't take long before the orgasm starts to build. She is driving her hips into me and pulling my hips back into her. I hear the sound of skin slapping skin as she fucks me hard and fast. My nerve endings are on fire as I cum hard and fast, she continues fucking me through the orgasm, reaching around to massage my clit as she slows her thrusts but continues to fuck me. "Oh, god," I shudder as yet another orgasm builds and my body releases. I am shaking all over, pulling at the handcuffs around my wrists. She slowly pulls out of me, and I collapse onto the bed. Cory stands up, and I hear the sound of buckles again. She leans over and removes the blindfold.

"Are you ok?" She asks, looking into my eyes.

"Yes, ma'am," I whisper as she takes the key from around my neck and releases my wrists from the handcuffs. Cory pulls me onto her chest as she lies her body down next to mine, and she holds me as my body calms down from the last two orgasms. I wrap my arm around her waist and slowly start to drift off to sleep, listening to the sound of her breathing and heartbeat.

A few hours later, the alarm blares, waking us both from a deep sleep. I am still curled against her with my head on her chest, her arm still around me. I blink up at her, "Good morning," I whisper.

"Good morning," Cory smiles at me. I disentangle myself from her body and make my way to the bathroom. I walk back into the bedroom and pull my jeans back on, and grab a clean shirt from my bag. I wander out into the kitchen where she has made me a cup of coffee, milk, and sweetener sitting on the table for me to dress my coffee. "Did you have a good night?" I ask with a sly smile on my face.

Cory grabs my chin and pulls me in for a kiss. "Yes, I enjoyed you very much."

"I'm glad," I smile, "can we do this again sometime?" I ask.

"Yes, I think we can," Cory replies, smiling at me. "You need to get on the road if you're going to be back home in time for work." Disappointed, I nod in agreement, not wanting to leave. Cory pours my coffee into a to-go cup and hands me a protein shake and an apple. "For the road, you need to eat." Then she hands me a one hundred dollar bill, "For your gas," she says. I turn red, a little embarrassed that I need the gas money, but without it I won't make it home.

Slipping the bill into my pocket I say, "Thank you," I smile shyly at her. She pulls me in for another kiss and walks me to the front door. I press the autostart on my key fob, starting my Tahoe, and turn to face her before opening the front door to step out into the bitterly cold February morning. I lean in and kiss her again.

"I'll call you in a few minutes," Cory says as she turns the door knob and opens the door for me.

I make my way to my Tahoe, unlocking it, tossing my bag into the passenger seat, and putting the coffee and protein shake in the cup holders. I climb in, fasten my seatbelt, and put the key in the ignition. I set the GPS for home and slowly pull out onto the street. I start eating my apple as my phone rings. I press answer on my screen and hear Cory's voice through the speakers of my Tahoe, and we talk for the next three hours while I drive home.