Debbie & the Wrecking Ball

Debbie and Tamika are introduced in: Shanice and the Questionnaire. They are in the story: Harmony: Blessed But Not Perfect, and both are in the story: Debbie Explores. Tamika is in this story: Debbie & The Wrecking Ball. Debbie is the main character in in the story: Debbie Explores as well as in this story Debbie & The Wrecking Ball.

Caleb, Samuel, Kyle, and Malcolm are introduced in the story: Debbie Explores

Harmony and Shawn are introduced and are the main characters in the story: Harmony: Blessed But Not Perfect, Harmony is in the story: Debbie Explores as well as in this story Debbie & The Wrecking Ball.

Shanice and Ryan are introduced and are the main characters in the story: Shanice and the Questionnaire. She is in the story: Harmony: Blessed But Not Perfect, and is mentioned in the story Debbie Explores as well as in this story Debbie & The Wrecking Ball.

Jane, Heather, and Anthony are introduced and are the main characters in the story: Partnership.

Note: it isn't necessary to read these stories to understand and enjoy this one.

**Debbie Decided**

It was Friday afternoon of the Labor Day weekend. Debbie was driving in one of the richest suburbs in the Midwestern City she lived in. She was told this suburb was racist. As a mixed raced woman she quickly realized it wasn't racist at all. What the citizens cared about was your economic status.

She spotted the entrance to the condominium complex Rob lived in.

On either side of the entrance were brick signs announcing the name of the complex: "Willow Estates". In a flower bed below this sign were well maintained flowers, bushes, and spotlights. The presentation was very pristine.

When she pulled into the half a mile driveway she was greeted with a sign saying, "Trespassers will be persecuted." She ignored the sign. This driveway was wide enough for two cars, the road itself was perfect, and it was well mowed on either side. Just passed the mowing was thick northern forest. She was grateful she was driving down this driveway during the afternoon. At night it was difficult to spot deer. She reached a three way intersection.

A quarter of a mile from this intersection was a three building condominium complex. All three of these buildings were four stories tall. The complex was shaped in an H pattern. Directly in front of her was the road to the main building of the complex. In front of the complex was a well maintained fountain. A person had to drive around the fountain to reach the entrance with an overhang. To the left of this fountain was visitor and employee parking. It was assumed all visitors would use this main entrance.

On the first floor of this main building was: the main entrance with an attendant, a hotel sized pool, a whirlpool, a sauna, a workout room, and four conference/event rooms a resident could reserve (the two center conference rooms could be made into one gigantic room), and it had four sections for condominiums. In this building these condo sections were from the second floor to the fourth floor.

The two side buildings faced the main building and were connected by a glass tunnels. The building on the left had four sections of condo's. The building on the right had three. Each of these condominium sections had its own elevator. The top floor of each section had two condo's. These top floor condominiums had an outdoor patio with a high wall around it. The third floor had four condominiums. The second and first floor had eight.

Behind the side buildings were three two story garages. They connect to the side building by a second story sky way. Behind the main building was a large patio, a small boat launch, and two smaller garages. These smaller garages were attached to the building on the right and left side. The patio was between the two garages attached to the building. There was a twenty yard gap from this back porch to the lake the suburb was named after. Between the garages were small parking lots. Each spot had a number and was owned by a resident.

The two side roads of the three corner stop led to the garages and the parking lots. Debbie ignored the sign saying visitors should go to the main entrance. Instead she turned left. She ignored two signs. One read, "Trespassers will be prosecuted." The other one read, "Unauthorized Vehicles will will be towed." She stopped at a gate with an electronic box. She rolled down the window and reached out and put in a code Rob gave her months earlier. The gate went up. She followed this road to the second parking lot. She parked in one of the twenty marked parking spaces. A parking space Rob paid for.

She glanced to her right at the glass door she would use to enter the building.

She had to decide.

She looked forward. There was a row of parking spaces, a space so for vehicles to pull into the spackes, and then the side of the third garage.

She forced back tears.

She took a drink of her lemonade.

In exactly one week she was planning on using this large pick-up-truck to pull a trailer full of her belongings back to Wisconsin. She was looking forward to moving back to the Wisconsin town she grew up in and have a fresh start. She wanted to leave the memories of her deceased husband Isiah, the memories of loosing her two step-daughters in a custody battle, and the exaggerated rumors of her being promiscuous.

Debbie was: thirty-five years old, five foot eight, was a mixed raced ebony woman with lighter skin, her C-Cup breasts sat on the outside of her chest, she had curvy hips, a larger backside, strong legs, and small girl muscles on her arms. She wished her hips and backside hadn't grown. The balance to this thinking was the knowledge men found her backside appealing. Her hair was back to it's original color; black with blond highlights. She had a long oblong shaped face with a long nose. The bridge of her nose was skinny while the bottom was wide and hooked. It was difficult to miss her intense dark eyes and dark eyebrows.

Her dark eyes never lied. When she was angry they could bring the toughest of men into submission. When she was frustrated they showed how irritated she was. When she cared about someone they shined. Her eyes were filled with wisdom and life experience. Her high cheekbones were especially noticeable when she smiled. She had a skinny upper lip and a luscious lower lip.

She was able to adapt to her surroundings. This being stated, no matter where she was or who she was with, she would never sell out. What she said is what she meant. She abhorred: lying, nonsense, immaturity, and arrogance. She admired: confidence, truthfulness, wisdom, and patience. She disliked: clutter, believed in being organized, and very rarely was caught off guard. She was able to stand up for herself while maintaining a feminine quality.

She could seduced both men and lesbians.

She could have easily found a woman to be with. Twice she tried having sex with women and both times it was uncomfortable. In fact; she was disappointing to the women she slept with. These experiences confirmed she was a straight female.

She seduced Samuel. An older gentleman who was reluctant to have sex with her because of their age difference. This led to a four month sexual tryst. He ended it because of their age difference. The one virgin she mentored wanted to date her. She was grateful Malcolm moved on and was now happily married. Debbie heard from Malcolm's sister his wife raved about their sex life.

She thought about three conversations she had with three women she respected. Her conversations with Harmony and her Aunt were similar. They compared their experiences with Friends with Benefits and finding true love with their Husbands. They both encouraged her to stop having "friends" and allow herself to love again. Both suggested she might need to see a counselor. Harmony went on to encourage her to start fresh in Wisconsin and to focus on her business. Harmony believed this is when Debbie would find the love of her life.

The conversation with her sister Tamika was the biggest influence. Tamika gently confronted Debbie about her sexual activity. Tamika believed Debbie was acting out sexually because of her Husband's sudden death and loosing custody of her Step-daughters. Tamika pleaded for Debbie to stop. She went on to suggest seeking a counselor. Debbie didn't agree or disagree she just ended up crying. Tamika embraced Debbie while she sobbed.

Many of these tears were filled with guilt. Debbie felt it was her fault she lost custody of her step-daughters. She missed them dearly and worried about them every day.

While sitting in the pick-up-truck she started to cry.

In the midst of these tears she decided she'd find her step-daughters. She prepared herself to be rejected. She believed they'd reject her because she failed them. If they rejected her or not she wanted to find out how they were doing.

After this decision she thought about all of her "friends" and her deceased husband Isiah.

She cried for a good fifteen minutes. She then sobbed for another ten minutes. She finally gained control of herself. Blew her nose and sat there. She took another drink of her lemonade and set the cup back into the trucks cup holder.

She was trying to decided if she would spend the labor day weekend with her friend Rob. She already decided this was to be her last "friend".

She picked up the cup of lemonade and slowly sipped the lemonade. While doing so her thoughts went to Daniel. A "friend" who fell in love with her. She wished she would have stopped seeing Daniel one week before this friendship crumbled.

**Second to Last Friend Daniel**

Six months into her friendship with Caleb she became friends with Daniel.

While sitting in her F-150 she wished she would have listened to her own instincts and avoided having more than one friendship at once. The flip side of this thought; if she listened to her own advice she wouldn't be sitting in the F-150 contemplating if she should see Rob.

Daniel was a thirty-one year old divorced white male who never intended to fall in love with anyone. He had been celibate since his wife divorced him. When he answered Debbie's personal ad he wanted to have sex with a woman without being in a relationship. He didn't like one night stands and was unwilling to hire an escort.

He could have easily hired one. When the internet first started his Mother created one of the first fashion websites. After her passing his half sister bought out his share of the business. This was a generous deal and both appreciated the cooperation. As a top executive of a growing manufacturing company he was receiving a generous salary. He would never live a poor lifestyle and was able to afford many big ticket items. He was way to responsible to ever be poor again (before and while his Mother was building their business they were poor).

The main reason he was looking for just a friend and not a relationship was the fear of going through another divorce. A bigger concern was having his daughter experience another abandonment by an adult woman.

He answered Debbie's ad for many reasons. He was overjoyed to find a mixed raced woman who mentioned in her ad she wanted to experiment with a smaller cocked guy. He had always been attracted to ebony women. His ex-wife was an Afro-American woman. Sex with his ex-wife was a horrible experience. There were many times she ridiculed him for his small cock and often times complained on how penetration was useless. Whenever he suggested trying a different position she would ridicule his suggestions. While they struggled with penetration she enjoyed consistent orgasms with his fingers and tongue. She was a very selfish lover who expected Daniel to do everything. So when Daniel read Debbie's ad it was a revelation to him.

An added bonus was the lingerie pictures she posted on her ad. His ex-wife refused to wear anything sexy. He took notice of Debbie's willingness to explore kink. He had many kinky desires. He brought up one kinky desire to his ex-wife and she chastise him. He hoped Debbie would bring up the subject. If she didn't he was content to enjoy vanilla type of sex.

Daniel answered most of the questions Debbie listed in her ad. Debbie appreciated the long platonic email conversation they had before he brought up sex. She was impressed when he wanted to talk to her on the phone once their emails became sexual. They had three long conversations before meeting one another in public. She liked the fact he was polite, well spoken, was respectful, and was an overall positive person. Debbie wanted to believe he would bring his pleasant attitude to the bedroom.

She had a few concerns. She believed he wanted to experiment with kink but was to bashful to bring it up himself. Her approach to kink was, if a guy brought it up she might or might not agree to participate in a sexual act. She was no longer going to suggest anything kinky on her own. She disliked his bashful behavior when they discussed his small cock. She became frustrated when she needed to ask him twice for nude pictures of himself.

He sent a series of nude pictures of himself in front of his bathroom mirror. He sent her both frontal and side views. She liked the fact he sent her nudes of himself both erect and flaccid. She found him to be handsome but felt he looked nervous in the photo's. She believed he was nervous because he had a smaller cock. Daniel: was white, six feet tall, had blond hair, was in excellent shape, was clean shaven, had a square face, a square manly chin, and light blue eyes. His cock was indeed small. When he was flaccid it was less than an inch. She was surprised on how stiff his four and a half inch cock could become. This stiffness was interesting but his size was disappointing.

She believed it would have been rude to turn him down for having a small cock after mentioning in her ad she was looking to experiment with a guy who was smaller. Overall she felt Daniel was a good guy. More important; Caleb opened her up to the idea a small cocked man could be good in bed. Based upon her experience with Caleb there would be a learning curve with penetration. In a respectful way she asked Daniel if he had a favorite position.

Daniel was ecstatic a woman would ask him what he liked. He wanted to believe Debbie would be a communicative partner and would appreciate a giving partner. He was overjoyed when she agreed to meet him at a local restaurant.

Whenever she was with Daniel time seemed to flew by. They enjoyed many activities outside of the bedroom. She enjoyed being a passenger in his propeller plane. She loved it when they watch and bet on horse racing. They flew all over the country to bet on horses. A weekend trip to the Florida Keys was exciting. She was impressed with his three collectible cars. What she admired, even with these toys, it was obvious he was financially responsible.

She felt he worshiped her in the bedroom. The way he kissed and touched her was amazing. She was surprised, with how small his cock was, she had an orgasm the first time they engaged in penetration. This happened when she agreed to try a position called Splitting the Bamboo. It was a little awkward but the head of his cock hit her G-Spot. The second time they had sex she suggested laying on the edge of the bed in an L-position. This was a position she enjoyed with Caleb. Daniel became giddy when she made suggestions.

At first he did everything possible to hide his small cock and didn't let her touch it. This bashful behavior irritated Debbie. A couple days after their second session she asked him, in a respectful way, why he was being so bashful. Debbie's frustration turned to compassion when he told Debbie about receiving ridicule from his ex-wife for having a small cock. Debbie strongly believed the only reason his ex-wife married him was because of his wealth. Debbie had no respect for any woman who played men this way. Worse; was any woman who would abandon their own child. Debbie promised she would never ridicule him. She added a warning; if he didn't stop being bashful she'd stop seeing him.

Debbie arrived at their favorite hotel two hours early. She brought with her four lingerie sets. (She had a whole selection of lingerie and sexy costumes hanging in her closet. She had two rules with sexy outfits. It had to fit and the guy had to buy it.) None of these four sets seemed right. Because these sets were similar she pieced together one set she liked. She was confident, based upon how he reacted when she wore a simple chemise, Daniel would get excited no matter what lingerie outfit she wore.

The first item she selected was a pair of black high wasted lace up shorts. What made these shorts high waisted was a band of black banding sewed to the top of the faux leather shorts. She replaced the black lace with red lace (she removed this red lace from a red pair of lace up shorts). She was certain Daniel would like how tight they were and how they highlighted her backside.

She matched it with a black and red studded vinyl chain cupless bra. This bra started with a black and red studded leather choker. All of the studs on this bra were round and flat. On the left and right sides of this choker were two long silver chains. These chains were connected to round metal loops. These metal loops were attached to the top of the black and red studded straps of the bra. Attached to the front of this choker was a metal silver loop. From the bottom of this loop two chains were attached to the top two points of a black leather star with red studs. She adjusted the chains so the star was in the center of her chest; this was an inch below the neck and a quarter of an inch above her breast. From the bottom four points of the star the silver chains connected to the two metal loops of the bra and to the two clips on the bra strap. These black and red studded straps surrounded the flesh of her breasts. On the bottom left and bottom right of the bra were two round metal loops These loops connected the straps in back with the front red studded straps in front. In the center of the bra, in the middle of her breasts, was a large black metal loop. This black metal loop connected the left and right side of the bra. Chains attached to these metal loops crossed the front of her breasts to a center metal loop that circled her nipples. Debbie made sure her light brown nipples were in the center of these two loops.

Being seductive she slipped on a red see through mesh top.

She accessorized with a matching pair of red net stockings. She chose to wear a pair of six inch heeled black and red ankle boots with silver chains that hung on the outside of the boots.

She stepped in front of a full length mirror attached to the door of the bathroom.

She primped the outfit.

She turned to the mirror above the sink. She used a black and red hair tie to set her hair into a pony tail. She applied two shades of red makeup on her cheeks and jawline. She then applied a skinny black line above the red makeup. She applied the same shades of red on her eyelids and used dark eyeliner on her eyebrows. She applied dark red lipstick.

She neatly cleaned up the bathroom and set everything back into her suitcase While she was cleaning up Daniel knocked on the bathroom door. She suggested he watch TV until she was ready.

When she was finished cleaning up the bathroom she again looked at herself in the full length mirror. She watched herself place a black fedora hat with a red ribbon onto her head. She set this hat on a slight angle. She then slipped her hands into a pair of red vinyl fingerless gloves with a finger loop. These gloves went passed her elbow. She grabbed a black walking stick with a red line on top.

She took a deep breath.

She grabbed the cloth bag she always brought with her when she visited a friend. The items in this bag included: condoms, lube, sex toys, personal items, a taser, and a gun. One time she needed to use the taser. She hoped she would never have to use either weapon.

She stepped out of the bathroom.

There were two goals with this outfit. Her first goal was to find out if he was indeed kinky. Her second goal was to simply bless him. After hearing how his Ex-Wife treated him she wanted him to have the best sexual experience of his life. She had been with better partners but he was a giving partner. She was determined he experienced a giving partner in return.

She set her cloth bag next to the bed and turned to him.

He quickly turned off the TV.

He stood up and stared at her.

She noticed the small tent under his shorts.

She rushed over to him. She shoved him onto the bed. She removed his belt and started to remove his pants.

Concerned he asked, "Are you okay?"

In a joking way she stated, "If you try and stop me I'll beat you with the walking cane."

His eyes became large, "Would you?"

She stopped and starred at him.

His face was filled with unspoken lustful desires.

He blushed.

Out of the corner of her eye she noticed his cock jerk.

He stated, "I was just joking."

This irritated her.

"You want me to leave?"

With a pitiful voice, "Why would you leave?"

She answered sternly, "Don't lie to me. Are you into bondage and discipline?"

When she became stern his cock jerked.

"I've never done it before."

With an irritated tone she asked, "It's not what I'm asking."

He blushed and didn't answer.

She stood up and threatened, "If you don't answer within three seconds I'll collect my things and head straight into the bathroom. I'll stay in there until you leave and we'll never see one another again."

His cock jerked with her demanding tone.

He stated, "I don't want that."

"If you want me to stay answer me."

"Okay."

"Do you like bondage and discipline?"

He answered sheepishly, "Yes."

She calmed herself down.

She stated calmly, "Daniel; I've told you this before. I'm open to suggestions. I won't ridicule you or stop seeing you if I don't like a suggestion. I won't put up with being pressured to do something I don't like. If I say no it means no. I hate being pressured. Oh, by the way; I hate surprises when it comes to kink. Other things I don't mind. But not when it comes to sex."

He stated, "Okay."

She asked, "What are you into?"

He answered, "I'd like to be dominated, tied up, and beaten."

Her impulse was to ask if there was anything else. She decided she would ask later.

She answered, "I'm not into hurting someone else. But I'd be fine with dominating you."

His eyes became large, "Really?"

"Yes."

She noticed his cock jerk again.

She commanded, "Get the fuck up!"

He was taken aback by her sudden intensity.

She repeated herself, "I told you to stand the fuck up."

He did.

His small cock was stiff.

"Take off your clothes."

He started to.

She yelled at him, "Go faster."

He obeyed.

This was the first time she got a clear view of his cock. There was no doubt this was the smallest cock she had been with. She was surprised on how stiff it was.

She commanded, "Jerk it."

"Huh."

Demanding. She even picked up the walking stick and slammed it on the bed, "I want to watch you jerk yourself."

He started.

She again hit the cane on the bed, "You better not cum until I tell you."

"I won't."

She stepped up and whispered in his ear, "It's Ma'am."

It went off like a rocket all over his hand and onto the floor.

She slammed the cane on the bed, "That's it? You can't last any longer?"

"I'm sorry."

She whispered into his ear, "It's Ma'am."

He answered, "I'm sorry Ma'am."

She honestly felt sorry for him. It was obvious this was the most exciting thing to ever happen to him.

She managed to stay in character, "Stand there and face forward."

He answered, "Yes Ma'am."

She was her normal self when she stepped over to her cloth bag. She reached in and grabbed a strawberry flavored oral lube and her normal lube. On the nightstand next to the bed she grabbed the Kleenex box. She turned. Just like she commanded he was standing there facing forward. She again felt sorry for him.

She took a deep breath and went into character.

She stepped up to him. His flaccid cock was tiny. In character she could have ridiculed him for having such a small cock. Debbie over ruled the character she was playing and refused to ridicule him.

In character she asked, "Do you see the mess you made?"

"Yes Ma'am."

She gave him the Kleenex box and whispered in his ear, "You clean the mess on yourself and on the floor."

She could tell this was exciting for him because his cock was becoming slightly hard.

He cleaned himself off first.

As he did so she set the lube on the bed.

As herself she grabbed a waist paper basket and set it off to the side.

She commanded, "Put it in the basket."

He placed the dirty Kleenex into the basket.

She commanded, "You forgot the floor."

While he was bent down cleaning the floor she found herself staring at his backside. A backside she found appealing. She teased him by gently tapping the cane on his ass.

"If you don't listen I'll beat your ass with this."

He temporarily stopped.

What he asked next shocked her, "Would you fuck me in the ass?"

She became herself, "What?"

He knelt down and looked up at her, "I've always wanted a woman wear to wear a strap on and fuck me."

"Oh."

Silence for a few moments.

She broke into the silence, "I'm not sure how I feel about that. I've never done that before."

He decided he had nothing to loose.

He stated, "I could be your bitch. I'll wear a dress and you could be the man."

Daniel believed this would end their friendship.

She pictured him in a dress with a pair of panties at his ankles. She never considered pegging a guy. This was interesting to her. She imagined wearing a leather outfit and a red dildo.

This pause was ruining the moment.

She decided to get the moment back, "Stand the fuck up."

He did so.

Demanding, "Put the Kleenex into the basket."

He did.

She pushed him and demanded, "Sit down."

He sat on the edge of the bed.

Demanding she asked, "Have you ever experienced oral sex?"

"No Ma'am."

She poured the flavored lube over his cock.

She would only perform oral sex and engage in anal sex if a guy was smaller. She tried anal sex with a guy who was larger and it was way to uncomfortable. It was with Caleb where she experienced an orgasm while having anal sex. Until Caleb she never knew how arousing performing oral sex could be.

She imagined Daniel's small cock was a strawberry flavored popsicle. It became hard while she licked it. Based upon Daniel's reaction he was really into it. This caused Debbie to become aroused. When she sucked on a large cock she never became aroused. When she sucked on a small cock she became aroused half of the time.

As herself she stopped and asked, "Please tell me before you cum. I don't like the flavor."

"Yes Ma'am."

His response turned her on.

She asked, "You like my tits?"

"You know I do."

She removed her see through mess top and poured more flavored lube on his small cock.

She was surprised on how excited Daniel was. With Daniel never receiving oral sex before he didn't know how terrible she was at performing it. With how Daniel was acting her arousal increased.

He screamed, "I'm going to cum!"

She could feel his cock stiffen in her mouth.

She quickly lifted up and pressed her right boob up against his cock. She grabbed his cock. He squirted. She made sure it landed on her strapless bra and her breasts. He fell backwards onto the bed.

She stood up and went into the bathroom to remove the cum stained bra, clean off her breasts, and brush her teeth. Just as she was finishing brushing her teeth he stepped into the bathroom.

He stated, "Thank-you."

She finished brushing her teeth.

He stood there admiring her breasts, the long gloves she wore, the shorts she was wearing, the nylons, and her boots. He would ask her to wear this outfit again. He imagined what it would feel like if she jerked his cock with those gloves on.

In her normal voice she answered, "You are welcome."

He said calmly, "You look hot."

She smiled.

He focused on her. She wanted to resist but she felt his small cock rise. It occurred to her, his whole sexual being was about being a giving partner. She took a satisfying breath when he kissed his way down to her nipple. This turned into a great session for both.

They spent the rest of the day at a horse racing track and playing black jack. She didn't mind playing because he always gave her money. She respected the fact he gave her a limit.

Before their next "date" he sent her a list of kinks he copied from a website. He marked what kinks he wanted to try. She was surprised a guy wanted to be pegged. She was just as shocked when wearing a dildo and pegging a guy was a turn on for her. She was surprised on how difficult it was to thrust. This gave her a whole new appreciation for guys. Pegging became a thing for them. If he never asked for it she would have never done it. She found it odd when she dressed like a man and he wore a dress.

She learned how to properly tie him with rope. She enjoyed handcuffing him to the bed and edging his cock. When she was dominate she often dressed in latex and leather outfits. Her favorite was to command him to give her oral or to jerk himself. She could never bring herself to pick on his small cock or to really beat him.

Twice he played the dominate. Debbie hoped this would turn into a good spanking session. He was terrible at spanking and he never became excited.

During the middle of their fourth month she sensed he was falling in love with her. She felt it whenever they did anything outside of the bedroom. A confirmation was when he started to ask her advice on how to raise his daughter.

She liked him as a friend and enjoyed having sex with him. She didn't love him. At the beginning of the fifth month she decided she needed to end it. This decision was one week to late. During a phone conversation he asked her if she wanted to meet his daughter.

Debbie knew what this meant.

She tried to stop him from saying more but he kept right on going.

He stated, "I believe you'd be a great mother."

There was silence on the phone as she was trying to find the words.

He broke in and stated, "Let's make everything official by exclusively dating."

She asked, "Why?"

He answered, "Because I love you."

She wished with all of her heart she had broken it off a week earlier.

They talked for the next couple hours. She let him down as easily as possible.

They hung up on good terms.

She cried for a couple hours.

**Caleb becomes her Best Friend & Tamika Finds her Man**

Debbie and Caleb's sexual friendship lasted for five months. They were best friends after. Their sexual activities ended just before she started to see Daniel. She started seeing Daniel during the fifth month of being with Caleb. Four months later she would start seeing Rob. For three months she was seeing Daniel and Rob at the same time.

There were many reasons she liked having sex with Caleb. She liked their routine. She liked how they never engaged in anything kinky (Debbie didn't consider anal sex kinky). They talked about kinks but they never went there. The best part was knowing for a fact she would receive an orgasm with either his hand or mouth. About forty percent of the time she'd receive an orgasm during penetration. She liked the fact he never asked for much and she didn't have to put in a lot of work to receive an orgasm. As their friendship changed the less they wanted to have sex. During the fifth month they had sex twice. They both agreed it was one notch above masturbating. At this point talking about sex was more fun than having it.

They became best friends when she started to show up everyday after the store closed. She would help him around the store or they would play board games. Around the forth month she started showing up while the store was open.

She became an unpaid assistant manager. One day she showed up with new embroidered polo shirts. (She was able to afford these shirts because they were sent to Harmony's store by mistake. This was the store Debbie managed and Harmony owned. Harmony never charged her for the embroidery. Debbie made sure these shirts were perfect with a better design.) Three of these shirts were for herself. She helped him reorganize the whole store. Was part of hiring new employees. Organized and hosted game tournaments. She connected him with other business leaders in the community. She reached out to a reporter she knew, a woman who had interviewed Harmony more than once, and had her write an article about the store for the website she worked for.

Caleb and Debbie simply told everyone they were friends. Everyone believed it because there were no noticeable sparks. A few people believed they were cousins. No one would have believed they were sexually active for four months.

After they were no longer having sex Debbie brought her Sister Tamika to the store for a collectible card tournament. Debbie felt a casual collectible card tournament would cheer Tamika up. A few weeks prior she lost her job due to the company being taking over. Both Debbie and Tamika were happy she'd receive unemployment in a week. What was even more upsetting was catching her latest boyfriend cheating on her. Debbie couldn't fathom on why this guy would cheat on her sister. Debbie was happy Tamika finally dumped him.

Debbie wanted to introduce her sister to a guy named Stan. Stan was five ten, white, in his early thirties, was wiry, had dark straight hair, had light brown eyes, wore glasses, spent four years in the air force, was the lead IT manager of a large security company, was highly intelligent without lording it over anyone, played board games, was into chess, liked models, and was building a model railroad in his basement. Debbie believed this nerdy guy with a small cock would be perfect for her Sister. Debbie overheard Stan's ex-girlfriend telling a friend of hers how she didn't care he was "smaller down there" because of how great he was at "giving head." Stan's girlfriend broke up with him because she moved to Texas and Stan was unwilling to move. Debbie always thought it was strange how Tamika preferred small cocks but would deny she ever dated nerds.

Stan continually showed Debbie updates of his model railroad on his phone. He led the Friday night board game group. He was trying to get a chess club started on Monday nights. He was the reason the store had a section of chess boards and chess supplies. Debbie was honestly surprised on how many customers were coming into the store to purchase chess items. Every Saturday he led what he called; "Model Train Workshop."

During their many conversations she felt he wanted to date her. By observing him in the store she believed he was attracted to Ebony women and mixed raced women.

The third reason she invited Tamika to the tournament was to help her Sister get a job. While helping out in the store Debbie became friends with a woman named Heather. She often shopped at the store for board games and to purchase collectible game cards. She was active with a Dungeons and Dragons group and often showed up for chess and card tournaments. Often times her husband Anthony or her wife Jane would shop with her. The three very rarely went together because of their two girls.

Anthony knew Debbie from Harmony's store. They met when Anthony's best friend interviewed Harmony for a magazine article. When they heard Debbie's sister was looking for work they promised to talk to their wife Jane. Jane's company was expanding and she needed to hire a couple people for her department. With Jane being three months pregnant with her second child and their third; Jane was trying to find a person she could train while she was on maturity leave. Jane promised to give Tamika an impromptu interview before or after the card tournament.

Debbie marveled at the three of them. It was obvious these three loved one other and were in a committed relationship. Heather proclaimed a love for both. She would get snippy if someone suggested they had sex out of their "partnership." She'd get downright irate if someone suggested their triad was all about sex. Debbie liked the fact they all wore two wedding rings. Debbie felt a sign they were in a committed relationship was how they talked about their daughters.

Debbie found it both enduring and amusing when Jane insisted she was an exclusive lesbian; with Anthony being her one exception. Debbie found it interesting how Jane called him Tony and Heather called him Anthony. Even more fascinating to Debbie was how Anthony was a house husband. This was why Debbie trusted them. If Debbie didn't trust them she wouldn't have introduced Tamika to Jane.

The part of Debbie's plan on getting her sister hired worked out well. Jane hired Tamika three weeks after talking to one another.

The second part worked out as well. Tamika had a great time at the tournament.

What Debbie didn't expect was for Tamika to be interested in Caleb. This happened before meeting Stan. Debbie understood if Tamika didn't like Stan, but to fall for Caleb was irritating. There were at least five other guys who showed interest in Tamika. All were Tamika's type: white, smart, and geeky. Debbie estimated two of the five had small cocks. For whatever reason her sister locked eyes on Caleb and missed the fact these other guys liked her. As the tournament went along it was obvious Tamika was finding reasons to talk to Caleb.

Caleb impressed Debbie. He avoided Tamika's advances and tried his best to keep his distance.

This only fueled Tamika's interest.

Towards the end of the tournament Caleb pulled Debbie aside. He assured Debbie he wasn't interested in dating Tamika. All at once this irritated Debbie.

She asked in a whisper, "Why don't you want to date my sister?"

He answered in a whisper, "You wouldn't be angry if I asked out your sister?"

Debbie answered, "Of course."

"Huh?"

Debbie answered, "My sister is a great person. She deserves someone like you."

He answered, "Isn't it disrespectful if I dated her?"

Debbie acknowledged, "Off course."

There was a brief moment of silence.

Debbie broke the silence, "I didn't say you should date her. I just didn't know why you wouldn't want too?"

He asked, "May I be blunt?"

"Of course."

"She'd remind me of you."

"Oh."

He answered, "We're not meant to be together."

"We both know that."

He added matter of fact, "I like your sister but I could never date her."

"Why?"

He answered, "You know how awkward that'd be?"

Debbie gently touched her best friend, "Your a good guy."

He pushed up his glasses, "It doesn't get me anywhere."

Debbie encouraged him, "You'll find a good woman."

"I hope so."

She mentioned, "You know Mary likes you?"

"My sister's best friend?"

Debbie stated with some sarcasm in her voice, "Have you ever seen Mary purchase anything from this store?"

"No."

"How often does she find excuses to stop by?"

"Oh."

Debbie added, "I don't think she'll care about your size. Be the giving partner you are and she won't leave you."

"You think?"

Debbie said with confidence, "Yup."

They smiled at one another.

She stated, "I'm trying to set up my sister with Stan."

Caleb stated right away, "He's a great guy."

"I feel that way."

Caleb became real serious, "Without his financial help I would have never made it."

She didn't get a chance to respond because they were interrupted by an employee. Caleb needed to handle an issue.

Debbie made a simple plan.

What helped this plan was when Jane and Tamika, after the tournament was over, sat in the corner of the game room having their impromptu interview. She spotted Heather by the glass counter looking at the collectible cards. Debbie hoped Heather would again purchase an expensive card.

Debbie spotted the train group leave the hobby room. His routine was to clean up the hobby room and hang around for a while. Many times he would play board games with friends or help someone with their train hobby.

She stepped into the room and asked if he needed help.

He was overjoyed Debbie asked.

While cleaning up she raved about her sister. Debbie raving about her sister was disappointing for Stan because he wanted to date Debbie. Debbie was happy to hear he was planning on playing a new board game with a few people from his board game group. He put aside his frustration and was willing to meet Tamika.

Debbie hurried back into the main game room. She helped put the game room back into place. She was encouraged to see her Sister still having the interview. After cleaning the room Debbie talked to Heather for a while. Heather was excited about a rare card she pulled out of a pack of cards and talked about three expensive cards she purchased. Debbie easily kept the conversation going by asking about Jane being pregnant. Heather immediately wanted Debbie's opinion on names. Debbie believed it was way to early to think about names but it kept the conversation going.

Debbie spotted Jane stand and shake Tamika's hand. Based upon their body language Debbie believed Jane would hire Tamika.

The four of them ended up talking for about an hour. The conversation ended when Anthony texted Heather and Jane. He was concerned because they hadn't checked in. They apologized and headed home. This confirmed Debbie's feeling Anthony was a good house husband.

This was the toughest part. She led Tamika to the same place where Jane and Tamika had just sat. It was very difficult for Debbie to confess to Tamika she had sex with Caleb. Debbie assured Tamika they were no longer having sex. She went on to tell Tamika this was the reason Caleb was uninterested in dating her.

This was difficult for Tamika to hear. This confirmed the rumor Debbie was sleeping around. No one believed she did so while married. The correct part of the rumor was she started this behavior after loosing custody of her Step-Daughters. The wrong part of the rumor was: she had sex with over twenty to thirty guys, had an abortion, and was willing to sleep with married men.

Tamika appreciated her Sisters confession. There was no way Tamika would go out with someone who had sex with her Sister. She chastised her sister for having a friend with benefits.

Debbie took the criticism. Debbie was starting to regret having "friends" and having sex with multiple people. The worst part for Debbie was being secretive to family and friends. In many ways confessing she had one friend with benefits was a burden lifted. She often wondered if she would have found a husband if she hadn't chosen having friends with benefits. There was a definite cost to having a friend with benefits.

Debbie reassured her sister by expressing her plan of finding a man to marry once she moved back to Wisconsin.

Tamika hoped this was true.

While they were talking Stan and four of his friends stepped into the game room. Stan was carrying a game he just bought.

Debbie was waiting for this. She casually mentioned how often Stan helped out at the store. This peaked Tamika's interest. Debbie raved about all of the things Stan was into. She mentioned how he was building a large model railroad in his basement. Of course Tamika perked up when she heard he owned a house. Debbie emphasized on how he was looking for a long term relationship. Debbie made sure to mention, it was rumored he was great at oral, but his last girlfriend was disappointed in his small cock.

Tamika asked which guy was it.

Debbie pointed at the guy reading the rules. It was obvious they were setting the game up.

Tamika stated, "I know that game."

Debbie suggested, "Why not teach them."

"You don't mind waiting?"

"I'll help Caleb."

They smiled at one another.

Debbie stated, "I'll introduce you."

Tamika followed Debbie.

Debbie introduced Tamika to Stan.

It was obvious to everyone it was love at first sight. What sealed the deal was playing the board game. The truth of it was, any one of the guys there would have dated Tamika, but it was obvious Stan and Tamika were destined to be together. Stan's friends would never stop a fellow friend from being with someone; even if they were disappointed they couldn't find anyone themselves.

**Deciding & the Wrecking Ball**

Rob answered her ad two months before she started to be friends with Daniel. The first time they met was after Caleb and herself agreed to stop having sex and was three months into being friends with Daniel.

Debbie appreciated his upfront approach. He was fifty-five years old, five nine, had graying curly hair, dark eyes, wore glasses, was in decent shape for his age, and was clean shaven. He was a widower, had three sons, a daughter, four grandsons, and one granddaughter. Debbie was impressed with the way he talked about his family and especially his deceased wife Susan. From the time he was eighteen and until he was forty-eight he worked in a variety of warehouses and was a dispatcher. His life chanced dramatically when at forty-eight he wrote a popular detective story.

The lead character of the story was just as popular as the story itself. This led to five movies (three were theatrical releases and two were on a top streaming service), a series of novels, and a long running TV series (this was on the same streaming service). He was able to avoid being ripped off because his wife worked for the most powerful lawyer firm in the state.

There were rumors Susan slept her way to the top. This was a terrible lie. One of the attorneys Susan worked for bragged about "screwing her on his desk". When Susan found out, she discussed this matter with the two leading partners of the firm. The way she presented herself impressed them. The braggart attorney was fired after it was confirmed Susan's story was true. Within a year she was promoted. Two promotions later she was working for the top partner of the lawyer firm (his great great grandfather started the firm).

For many years Susan made more money than Rob did. Never once did she complain or rule it over him. She had many opportunities to have an affair but never did. Rob and Susan honestly loved one another.

Susan was the one who uploaded his detective story onto the website.

After Susan passed away he sold their large house and bought the exclusive condominium he was living in. As long as he was responsible he would never have to work again. This gave him the opportunity to write as much as he wanted.

Debbie was the only person who knew he was tired of writing about the detective but did so because he made him a fortune. She read a wide variety of his: short stories, a romance novel, and a western novel. She was encouraging him to upload these stories.

Rob was very particular on which ads he answered. He choose to answer Debbie's because she was looking to experiment with a guy who was smaller, he liked her style, believed she was responsible, felt she was attractive, and didn't care about money. Once he believed she was trustworthy he sent her two nude photo's of himself, opened up about his writing career, and told her his pen name. Regardless if someone was a reader, people knew Rob's pen name or knew the name of the dectective character he created.

She ended many friendships before they started because of a person lying by omission. She continued their friendship because she understood why he would leave out the fact he was a famous author. The biggest reason she was willing to overlook his lie of ommission was how he made her feel. She felt at ease with Rob. So many times she found herself telling him things she would have never told anyone else. She liked the fact he understood her sarcastic sense of humor. She adored the fact he wanted to know what she thought about things. After a while, even when Rob didn't ask her, she was telling him what she thought. She felt so at ease she allowed herself to become playful.

She felt safe whenever they were together. After meeting Rob the first time she stopped bringing her gun and mace. After they had sex the forth time she allowed him to go bareback. She was on birth control and believed this would keep her from becoming pregnant. If she ended up pregnant she would never tell him and raise the child in Wisconsin. She knew this was foolish but making him wear a condom felt wrong. She was no longer having sex with anyone else and she believed him when he told her he wasn't having sex with anyone else.

Rob had a unique ability to blend both the fun and the seriousness of sex together. An example of this, was how he named his cock, "Mr. Dwarf." She knew it was somewhat arrogant but it was humorous and honest as well. She believed he had a special ability of knowing when to be the leader and when to submit.

He was into kink and had fetishes. Unlike her other friends he made it easy for her to try kinky activities and to find these kinks pleasurable. She quickly found, just about every sexual activity with Rob was easier to enjoy than any of her other friends. She adored the fact she could express any desire she had without worrying he'd feel less of her. Even better; was he never ridiculed her when she suggested something. Something she adored, when she refused one of his suggestions, he never pressured her.

It had been her experience, if a person was into kinks, they didn't enjoy vanilla sex. This was untrue with Rob. He was just as good at vanilla sex as he was with kinkier activities. The biggest difference between Rob and all her other friends were their long sexual sessions. Granted they needed breaks, but their sessions could last for a whole day, and even for a whole weekend. An example of this passion, was spending the whole weekend getting one another off without engaging in penetration. They stopped to eat, watched a movie, had short breaks, but they were all hands and mouths for forty-eight hours. What touched her heart was at the end of the weekend he surprised her by wearing a large strap on dildo. She never asked for him to wear one. He made it fun. She enjoyed the full feeling and the orgasm she received. She felt guilty for wishing he was the size of the dildo.

An added bonus was his willingness to admit when sex was terrible and listened to her when she didn't have an orgasm. She appreciated the fact he would listen to her. When a session was great, she often felt it was the best sex she ever had. She recognized; their sessions were great because of their mutual chemistry.

She looked at the entrance she'd use to enter the building.

Falling in love with Rob was like being hit by a wrecking ball.

**Time to Decide**

Ice rattled in the cup when she shook it. She set this cup back into the plastic cup holding of her pick-up-truck. She reached over to the passenger seat floor and grabbed a large bottle of water and pored this water into the cup. She made sure the lid was secure.

She drank half of the water.

She waited.

She looked up at the building Rob lived in.

A part of her couldn't wait to spend the weekend with Rob. There was the opposite impulse; to drive away and ghost him. Monday night would likely be the last time she would ever see him. What she wanted was for them to elope during the week and he'd travel with her to Wisconsin on Friday.

It was likely he'd refuse her request because of his family and their age difference. She understood why he didn't want to move away from his family. She felt, based upon Rob's comments, his family would have difficulty understanding their age difference. She was mentally prepared for Rob to pass away before she reached fifty.

There was the issue of her being mixed race. Debbie wanted to believe his family would be as open minded as Rob was. This was not always a given. She experienced enough racism in her life to understand prejudice was in every race and showed up in every level of society. What surprised herself, she'd fight through all the difficulty, if he was willing to marry her and move to Wisconsin. She strongly believed he wouldn't marry her and would refuse to move to Wisconsin.

She broke down and cried again.

She believed she was suffering payback for all of the times she refused to marry the friends who professed their love to her.

She became angry at herself for crying.

Crying ruined her makeup.

She got control of herself.

She turned around and grabbed a small duffel bag from the backseat. She removed a decent sized mirror and a makeup kit from this bag. She took her time. She cleaned off her face and fixed her makeup. The least thing she wanted was to look like she had been crying.

She felt like she had been hit by a wrecking ball.

While she was reapplying her makeup she thought about some of things he said to her. He mentioned how he couldn't leave his three kids and five grandchildren. He was trying to be encouraging when he'd say, "You'll find a good guy around your age when you move back to Wisconsin." She believed him when he told her she'd be a successful business woman. She believed him when he confessed he wasn't interested in having sex with anyone else while they were doing it. She believed him when he confessed to only having sex with his wife and two girlfriends before being married. She felt his sincerity when he told her she was an excellent lover.

She admired his honestly when he declared, "That was the worst blowjob of my life."

She giggled when she thought about his reaction.

She then recalled the time he declared, "That was the best handjob I ever experienced."

She loved teasing his small cock.

She took it seriously when he suggested she wasn't over Isiah being murdered. She knew he was correct when he told her she missed being a step-mother. It was his opinion, she would have never posted an ad if she had custody of her Step-Daughters. This was absolutely true. There was no way she would have ever had "friends" if she was raising them.

She often wondered what their destiny would have been if he had been born twenty years later or if she had been born twenty years earlier.

She checked her mirror and decided she looked okay.

She drank the rest of the water from the cup and left the cup in the cupholder.

She put the makeup back into the duffel bag. She turned and looked at the locked glass door.

** She Surprises Him **

She pulled her purse and the cloth bag over her left shoulder. She stepped out of the vehicle. She opened the back cab door. She took out a large sized plastic suitcase with wheels, a large duffel bag, and a smaller duffel bag. She shut both doors. She hit her key fob and the doors locked.

She stopped.

She took one last deep breath.

She headed to one of two glass doors that led into Rob's section of condominiums.

She was wearing a black linen vest with a square neckline and large buttons on the front. The neckline and the wide shoulders made it possible for her to wear a bra. She matched this with a brand new pair of dark wash high waisted flair jeans with five pockets and double belts. These belts were decorated with round metal detailing. The jeans highlighted her legs and backside without being super tight. On her feet were leather sandals. She accessorized with silver loop earrings, a silver chained necklace, and her hair was in a pony tail.

When she reached the glass door she set her bags on the ground. She dug into her purse and pulled out a key. She used this key to open the door. She collected her things while using her backside to keep the door open. She stepped into the complex. The floor and hallway were carpeted. It was obvious this was an expensive carpet. She headed to the lobby at the end of the hallway. She received a look from an older women stepping out of her apartment. Debbie kept moving until she reached a small lobby with an elevator in the center. There were paintings on the walls. The walls and floor were carpeted. There wasn't anything indicating who lived in this complex. There were camera's in this area. When she hit the up button; the elevator opened immediately.

This elevator was elegant. There were mirrors on the top half, small lights decorated the elevator, the lower paneling was made of cherry wood, and the numbers were of a fancy font. She smiled thinking about the time Rob gave her oral sex in this elevator. Until Rob, she never truly understood those women who would profess, "I returned because of how great he was at oral sex." While performing oral on her in this elevator is when she understood those women who believed, "Foreplay is better than size."

Overall she preferred a large cock. What she liked about a large cock was the full feeling and a guy didn't have to have the greatest skills to be satisfying. The balance to this was having sex with a selfish guy with a large cock. There was nothing worse than having a guy try to jam it in when she wasn't ready. Whenever she thought of a selfish lover she'd recalled the guy she met in Vegas. She'd never forget the conscientious lover who was simply to big. She never imagined a cock could simply be to big. She wished she could find a guy who was big and liked foreplay.

She was never "turned on" by a small cock. She couldn't imagine how bad sex would be if a guy had a small cock and no skills. She was thankful she never experienced this. What was frustrating about Daniel was his insecurity. If he hadn't changed his behavior she would have stopped having sex with him. With two of the three men who were on the small side an orgasm during penetration was a learning curve. She liked it when a small cock would hit her G-spot.

There was no doubt all three men who were smaller adored her. All three were giving partners. What was disappointing to Debbie was penetration. If she wanted a good "fuck" it wasn't likely to happen with a small cock. The learning curve was somewhat frustrating as well.

The worst, it didn't matter the size of the cock, was a lack of stamina. She understood if a guy didn't have a lot of experience or had an occasional premature ejaculation. All the time was something different. She admitted to herself teaching an inexperienced guy how to have stamina was "exciting". She never wanted to go through it again because it seemed to be to much work.

There was no doubt in her mind her two best lovers were Isiah and Rob. Her deceased husband was black had a large cock and didn't go beyond vanilla. Rob was white had a small cock and was kinky. Being honest with herself she knew love had a great deal with feeling they were her best lovers.

When she stepped off the elevator she was in a much larger lobby and it was far more elegant than the one on the first floor. This lobby had expensive chairs sitting next to the walls. Had a wood floor. There was paneling on the bottom half of the wall. The top half of the wall was painted burgundy. Fancy antique looking lights lite the room. To her right and left were fancy doors. Behind the elevator was a hallway. It was designed the same way as the lobby with two exceptions. There were plain looking doors at the end of the hallway both on the right and left side. These were second entrances into the two condominiums of this section. The other exception was the gray door at the end of the hallway. Above it was an exit sign and emergency lights. Behind the door were stairs going to the bottom floor and to an emergency fire escape on the second floor.

She stepped up to the door on her right and set down everything she was carrying. She open a side pocket of her purse and pulled out a key Rob had given her. She put the key into a key slot and opened a small panel door. She typed in a number, a buzzer went off, and she was able to open the door.

As soon as the door was open she yelled, "It's me."

Rob yelled, "Did you need help?"

"I'd appreciate it."

She spotted him step out of the kitchen and into the living area of the condominium. She gently set down her bags. He was all smiles. She could tell he was in a playful mood. This helped her to feel relaxed and to ignore the feeling this would be their last weekend together.

He said, "I like your outfit today."

She stepped up to him and gently kissed him.

"I know you have a thing for jeans."

He answered honestly, "Especially when you wear them."

She gave him a look.

"I'm being honest about that."

She gently touched him, "I know."

He smiled.

She then stated, "Would you help me?"

He picked up the duffel bags. She grabbed the handle of the large wheeled suitcase. He was surprised she left her purse and bag. He noticed there was a beach towel in the cloth bag she always brought with her.

Debbie smiled and let him lead the way. The condominium was split into three sections. In the center was a large living room. Along the backside of the living room were sliding glass doors that stepped onto the patio. She spotted an unopened boxes on the patio stacked on the patio. Bins of flowers and outdoor plants were all bunched up in a corner of the patio. On the right side of the condominium was a kitchen, dinning room, a smaller living room, and a half bathroom. On the left side of the condo were three bedrooms, two storage closets, two full baths, a linen closet, laundry room, and a large den. These rooms were split up by one hallway. On the left side of the hallway was the master bedroom, den, and one of the storage units. On the right side on both ends were two bedrooms. Between the bedrooms was a full bath, the linen closet, laundry room, and storage room. The second full bath was attached to the master bedroom.

She opened the door to the master bedroom and stepped over to an empty dresser she used whenever she spent the weekend. Next to the dresser was a short table Rob purchased for her so she could set her bags on. She placed her suitcase next to this table.

"Would you please set them on the table."

Rob did so.

She stepped up to him and grabbed his hand, "Follow me."

He joked, "Are you kidnapping me?"

"No talking."

He answered, "We always talk."

"I know."

She led him into the kitchen. She turned around one of the chairs so it faced into the kitchen.

She stated, "I want you to watch me."

He asked excited, "Are you going to masturbate for me?"

She wondered why so many guys liked watching a woman masturbate.

She gently put a finger up to her lips, "Shhh."

He cringed.

She bent down and kissed him. He was about to stand up and embrace her.

She pulled away, "No. I want you to stay seated."

Rob stated in a very sarcastic tone, "This is highly unusual."

She demanded, "You promise to stay sitting there?"

"Are you going to tie me up if I don't?"

She answered, "Maybe that's a good idea."

"I was just joking."

She asked with dripping sarcasm, "Mr. Kinky doesn't like to be tied up?"

"I don't mind it."

"You don't? Remember what happened when I used rope."

He lied, "I don't recall you ever doing that."

Debbie answered, "You squirmed and complained."

"It was a little uncomfortable."

Debbie answered matter of fact, "You have trust issues."

"I didn't mind it when you handcuffed me."

"My dear. I was pretending to be a police officer and I wasn't using real handcuffs."

"The toy ones were strong."

She gave him a look.

She put her finger up to her lips, "Shhh."

She turned and headed out of the kitchen.

He felt she was one of the most attractive women he ever met. He adored her light colored skin, her backside, and felt she had the perfect sized boobs. He especially liked it when she wore denim.

Debbie knew he would sit in the chair until she returned.

Debbie made her way back to the bedroom. She set the wheeled suitcase onto the bed. She opened it. One half was filled with clothing and the other half was filled with sex aids, lingerie, and a few costumes. She grabbed two sets of real handcuffs. If he protested or pleaded she wouldn't use them.

There were two kinky things he didn't like. He didn't like to be restrained and was against the idea of being pegged. As far as pain was concerned they both didn't like anything past spanking. She enjoyed the way he spanked her. He took it to the edge but never crossed the line. Rob let her spank him when she role played a woman in authority. He definitely liked it when she would dress up in latex and be the aggressor. She found it amazing he was turned on when she teased him for having a small cock. She was careful to never personally attack him and never belittled him.

She found it odd on how great he was at restraining but couldn't handle being restrained. The reason she kept allowing him to restrain her was the way he'd turn it into an erotic adventure focused on her pleasure. Never once did she feel threatened or pain. He was an expert at: setting the mood, using ropes, ties, handcuffs, feathers, and bodypaints. She really wanted to return the favor but when she tried to tie him up he freaked out. It ruined their session for the day.

Something he asked for and she refused was adding pee to their love making. Twice he mentioned how he always wanted a partner to put herself in a pee desperation moment and pee in a pair of brand new jeans. She assumed, this fetish went beyond just peeing in her pants. What concerned her, based upon the other kinky things they engaged in, she would take this fetish as far as he wanted it to go. Because he never pressured her to pee in her pants she was willing to actually try it. More important, because he had been such a giving partner and it was likely this was the last time they'd be together, she wanted to do something special for him.

The jeans thing didn't surprise her at all. He had a list of items she could wear and he'd get turned on by. His top items: gloves, hats, denim, leggings or yoga pants, boyshorts (this could be underwear or shorts), bodystockings, boots, shoes with straps, costumes, and what she considered more feminine type of lingerie. The two colors that turned him on the most was purple and red. Plus; he seemed to have a thing for polka dots and animal prints.

Two things she was grateful they both disliked. Feet and group sex. The only person alive who she'd have agreed to participating in a threesome was Rob. She believed if they did. It would ruin everything for her. She was grateful he never asked. She just didn't understand why anyone would have a thing for feet.

She turned and headed back to the kitchen.

When she entered the kitchen she lifted the handcuffs up. One in each hand and asked, "Should we see if you like handcuffs?"

His face went pale.

She was surprised when he said, "Okay."

Her heart went out to him.

She opened a drawer with miscellaneous items in it and shoved the handcuffs in it, "We don't need these."

The color in his face returned.

She walked up to him and kissed him gently.

She pulled away before it would get passionate. If it became passionate they wouldn't stop. If they didn't start kinky they never went back to it. She felt their vanilla love making was just as powerful as any kinky acts they engaged in.

She pulled back and stated, "I have a surprise for you and it ain't the handcuffs."

Joking but not joking he answered, "I'm glad of that."

She winked.

He had to ask, "What's the surprise?"

She was teasing again, "I want you to figure it out."

He mentioned, "I'd enjoy a striptease."

She just turned and playfully put a finger up to her mouth and said, "Shhh."

He gave her a look.

She winked.

He smiled.

She loved it when they became playful. Until having sex with Rob she never realized how playful sex could be.

She turned and opened the cabinet where he stored water bottles. She took out a large blue plastic cup with a straw. She shut the cabinet. She twisted off the cover and set it on the counter. She stepped to the freezer, opened it, and dumped ice cubes into the cup. She stepped over to the sink and started to fill the water bottle.

Rob mentioned, "I especially like the belts."

"I like the belts too."

She teased by moving her ass back and forth.

They both giggled. She focused on the cup.

She had to ask, "What about the vest?"

"I like how it highlights your breasts."

She reached up and started to touch her nipple. She felt it get hard. She stopped touching her nipple when the water bottle was filled. She twisted the cap on. She turned and leaned up against the sink.

He asked, "Are you giving me a blow job?"

She stepped sideways in a seductive manner, stood against the counter in a seductive manner, took a long drink from the straw, and took the straw out of her mouth.

She stated, "You said I gave you the worst blow job of your life."

"Doesn't mean I don't want one."

She turned to him, "You said you liked how I licked Mr. Dwarf."

He stated, "I have a new name for him."

She continued to suck the water out of this giant cup.

She stopped, "What's it's name now?"

"I was thinking of Little John?"

She made a face, "There's better."

She went back to sucking out all of the water out of the cup.

She twisted the top off and again filled up the cup.

He asked, "What about Little Tiger?"

She rolled her eyes. She twisted the cap back on and again started to drink the water.

She wanted to be sarcastic and suggest, "Little in-antiquate."

She didn't have the heart to speak this out. Plus; this was untrue. The way he used it brought her to more than one orgasm. One of her favorites was when he humped her clit with it. He enjoyed this because she'd let him finish on her body and breasts.

She suggested, "Lollipop."

He answered, "You licked it like one."

"Maybe if your nice I will lick it again."

"Your hand is better."

She stopped sucking the water out of the straw, "Maybe I've done some research."

He mentioned, "That strawberry stuff you poured on my cock was exciting."

She answered, "It makes it better for me."

"I promise to always tell you before I cum."

She walked up to him and gently kissed him.

She immediately went back to her spot in front of the sink.

"Why did you kiss me?"

"For thinking about me. Not all guys think about the women they are with."

"I can't imagine why they wouldn't."

She wanted to give him a list of times a guy, even those guys she liked, treated her poorly. She then wanted to tell him how special he was. She avoided crying by turning away from him and filling the cup with water.

She felt the pains of her bladder. She needed to cross her legs.

This is when he stated, "You have to pee?"

She didn't answer as the cup was filled and she put the cover on. She stepped over to the cloth bag she always brought with her. She temporarily set the cup on the counter. She took out a beach towel and another towel. She set the beach towel on the floor and placed the other towel on the counter. She stepped onto the beach towel. She wasn't going to over exaggerate like she watched on the internet. She did have to cross her legs. It took a lot of effort to hold back her bladder.

She reached over and again started to drink the water out of the cup.

His eyes became large, "You have to pee?"

She stopped drinking from the cup of water, "Not yet."

"Is that the surprise?"

"Maybe."

He immediately stood up. Removed his shirt, removed his pants, and slipped off his underwear. His cock was stiff. The one thing that shocked her about small cocks was how stiff they could get. It went from really tiny to just lest in five minutes in a hurry. This was one of the reasons she liked stroking it.

She commanded, "Don't you touch it."

He took a deep breath and grabbed onto the chair.

She was turned on because she was the cause of his arousal.

She had two concerns. Peeing in her pants would be the worst experience of her life or it was going to be a hot experience. She felt awkward and embarrassed. When she researched pee on chat lines she was surprised to read on how many women liked peeing in their pants. She was starting to feel naughty.

She needed to really squeeze to hold it back. She stopped drinking and made a noise.

He made a noise.

She spotted his small cock jerk.

He asked in a desperate voice, "I can't wait. I've always wanted a lover to pee in her pants."

Rob started referring Debbie as his lover the fourth time they were together. She never stopped Rob from referring her to one. She had stopped more than one of her "friends" from calling her this.

She spotted his cock jerk.

She quickly set the cup onto the cabinet. She crossed her legs and held it. She made a grunting noise to hold it back. The pressure was immense. To her surprise she felt herself become moist. Her nipples were now hard and she was becoming flush.

She asked herself, "Am I getting aroused?"

She remembered what she read online. A few women posted on line on how holding it for as long as they could brought them to arousal. After peeing they would often masturbate. Many talked about peeing on themselves while laying in a bathtub. A few women talked about how exciting it was to pee in their pants. She doubted these postings. Now, like she feared, this might be something she liked. She wondered if she would ever purposely pee in her pants for her own self gratification.

She could feel it.

She stepped onto the towel. She spread her legs. She closed her eyes. For the first time in her life she purposely peed in her pants. She felt the pee wet her panties, flow down her leg, the denim material attach to her leg, felt the stream hit her feet, and onto the towel. This was an interesting feeling. She didn't care for the smell or the mess. As the pee streamed down her legs she decided she would never do this for her own gratification but she'd do it for a partner.

She loved being the cause of Rob's arousal. More important, she loved the fact Rob enjoyed being teased, and she enjoyed teasing Rob. She was reminded of "friends" who couldn't stand being teased.

She turned and showed him her back side. There was an obvious spot on this side. She kept an eye on his cock. This is what caused him to start jerking his small cock. She didn't say anything. She looked down, her shoes were wet, her feet were wet, and the towel was wet. She felt the strong pee stream end. She looked up at Rob and he was jerking away.

She unbuttoned the buttons of her vest, slipped it off, quickly removed her bra, and started to caress her nipple. She knew he liked it when she played with her light brown nipples. She unbuckled her belts, unbuttoned her jeans, zippered down her jeans, and slipped her hand underneath her panties.

They watched one another.

He finished first.

He quickly jumped up and went to the sink. She stopped and watched him clean up. When he was finished washing his hands he stepped behind her and reached down under her pee soaked panties. He held her up as he touched her clit the way she liked. He sensed this wasn't the time to tease her. He correctly believed Debbie would want to get cleaned up as soon as possible. He was delighted she would do this for him. He held her up as the orgasm hit.

She had more powerful orgasms but it was a relief to have one.

She was certain Rob would pretend he was angry and scold her for peeing herself. She hoped he would spank her for being "naughty."

Instead he was very kind and gentle. He helped her remove her pee soaked jeans, panties, and shoes. He quickly put these items into a plastic garbage bag. He grabbed dish towels and wiped off as much of the pee from her legs and feet as possible. He wrapped the dry towel around her. He quickly used a paper towel and quickly cleaned the chair and floor. He again washed his hands. Something she appreciated. He gently led her off the towel. He picked it up and shoved it into the plastic bag. He again washed his hands. He grabbed the bag and held it out in front of him. They both laughed about this. He grabbed her hand and lead her to the bedroom.

He stated, "I'll need to give you a bath."

This sounded erotic.

She stood in the hallway as he quickly put her pee soaked items into the washer. She watched how he prepared it. She allowed him to lead her to the bathroom attached to the bedroom.

This bathroom was huge. It had a stand alone shower, a long two sink vanity, and a huge bathtub. This bathtub could easily fit two people. She watched him turn the bath water on. She then watched him frantically try to find something. He opened multiple cabinets. He mumbled something to himself. She remained quiet as he pulled out three baskets. Baskets only a woman would have selected. It was obvious he was having difficulty choosing whatever was in the basket.

She rescued him by stepping next to him. In one basket was a body wash, in another was a bubble bath, and in another was a scented bar soap. Debbie knew exactly what store his deceased wife shopped at. If these were cheap Debbie would have used her own.

She asked him, "Which one do you like?"

He answered, "I don't know."

She rolled her eyes.

She asked a specific question based upon the scents she was seeing, "Would you want me to smell like fruit?"

"I guess."

She asked, "Would you like me to smell like a flower?"

He answered, "She liked smelling like flowers."

Debbie suddenly didn't want to smell like flowers.

She spotted a bottle of body wash never used. She picked it up, it was titled, "At the beach."

She noticed the bubble bath and the bar soap in this scent had never been used.

Debbie believed she knew what happened. He had bought this sent as a gift and his deceased wife didn't like it. She knew how this store worked. If he asked for help a clerk would have had him smell samples. It didn't surprise Debbie he chose this one. It also didn't surprise her, based upon the aroma's his deceased wife picked out, why his deceased wife didn't like "At the Beach." She chose this scent. She grabbed the bubble bath and poured it into the bath water. In only a short time the bathroom was dominated by the smell, "At the Beach."

He surprised her by saying, "Let me take a shower."

She watched him turn the corner and step into the shower.

She took the opportunity to set the bath water to the temperature she liked. Based upon the temperature of the water his deceased wife must have really liked a hot bath.

She didn't want to love Rob. She even tried to stop it. Loving him was impossible for her to stop. One of the reasons she had fallen in love with Rob was he never said anything bad about his deceased wife. Debbie never felt she needed to be like her. Debbie strongly believed they loved one another. This made it easier for Debbie to fall in love with Rob.

While the tub filled with water she went over to the cabinet where he found the baskets. She found two more baskets. One had shampoo and the other had conditioner. She chose the aroma "At the Beach." She set all of these things on the bathtub. She sat on the edge of the bathtub and watched it fill. The aroma of this scent filled the bathroom.

She heard the shower stop and the sliding door open. Based upon the noise he was making she could tell he was drying himself. When he stepped out from the shower area his hair was combed and the towel was wrapped around his waist. He suddenly stopped. She watched him turn and open a cabinet she never went into. She spotted him grab six new candles. He set two on each corner by the faucet and one in each corner on the other side. She was surprised to see they were of the same scent as the bubble bath. He went back to the same cabinet and took out a lighter. He lite the candles.

While he did this Debbie turned off the water.

She stood up and removed her towel

.

She liked the fact he became semi-hard by just looking at her nude body.

Very serious he stated, "You are so beautiful."

She melted. She no longer felt she was beautiful. She felt her waist was getting to wide and her backside was to big. She was seeing wrinkles developing on her face. Her breasts were not as tight as they once were. What frustrated her, this was happening while she kept up a regular work out routine. This routine kept her in overall great shape. Unlike other women her age who were physically falling apart.

It was impossible for her not to love him. He gently took her hand and led her into the bathtub. It was impossible to ignore the feeling of being cared for and pampered.

Once she was fully in the tub he said, "Just a second. Don't start washing yourself yet."

She watched him get up and run out of the bathroom.

While he was gone she dunked her head under the water and then played with the bubbles. She enjoyed making them float in the air. It had been a long time since she felt so relaxed. She let herself feel pampered. It had been a long time since she felt so content.

Rob announced his presence by saying, "This will set the mood."

He plugged in a small speaker, turned on his phone, she watched him play with his phone, and suddenly soft music started to play. She liked the fact he turned down the light of the bathroom. The candles causing a romantic feel. She watched him take off his towel and slip into the bathtub.

She received a bath. It was sensual, romantic, and erotic all at the same time. She enjoyed feeling his soapy hands on her body. She was surprised when he washed her hair. She never had a man wash her hair before. It sent tingles down her body. What she liked was he never touched her womanhood. He did wash her boobs but it wasn't an erotic touch. More than once she felt his small penis get hard. Each time he gained control and it became flaccid again.

When he was done giving her a bath. He unplugged the water. Led her out of the tub and dried her. When he was finished he gently kissed her and suggested they order out and watch a movie. She let him order the food and select the movie.

She chose to wear a pair of high waisted leopard patterned running yoga pants and a matching leopard patterned spaghetti strap cami top. She went braless. She put her hair into a pony tail and acted like this outfit wouldn't be a distraction for Rob.

They enjoyed pasta and pizza from a local Italian restaurant that delivered. They didn't make it through the movie. The reason. While laying on the couch Rob's hand went underneath the yoga pants and discovered she wasn't wearing any panties. This turned into a long foreplay session where Debbie enjoyed a teasing filled oral orgasm. She then gave him a long teasing handjob. They took a small break. Where they discussed what their plans were for the weekend. They did enough foreplay to enjoy penetration.

This turned out to be a long session. This was caused by Rob's stamina and her difficulty to go over the edge. They tried three different positions. He suggested they stop. She wanted no part of stopping. She suggested he hump her clit. She believed there was no way she'd receive an orgasm while he was inside of her. But she wanted to feel the intimacy of intercourse. This turned out to be a very powerful orgasm. She no longer cared if she felt an intimacy, she chose to go on all fours, she knew this was a position Rob really liked. She gave him permission to finish on her butt and back. She appreciated the fact he asked and then cleaned up the mess.

Once he was done cleaning the mess they cuddled. He fell asleep first. She reached up and turned off the light.

** The Next Morning **

Debbie opened her eyes. The sunlight was peeking through the blinds. She listened to Rob sleeping. The bedroom smelled like sex. She cuddled up to Rob and grabbed his arm and put it over her. She touched his hand. She listened to his breathing change. She could tell he was waking up. She felt him grip her and pull her closer. She then felt him fall asleep.

She had to decide. She could remain there and allow herself to sleep like this. Or would she get up and prepare them breakfast. She choose to fall back to sleep. She woke up with him tracing his hand along her arm. She pretended not to notice. She could feel his cock becoming hard. She moved his hand down to her breasts. Together they played with her breasts. He started to kiss the back of her neck. Something she liked a great deal.

She felt herself getting moist.

She rolled over onto her side. They were facing one another. She reached down and started to play with his small cock. He reached over and started to play with her womanhood. This was a game they started to play when they first spent the night together. They would match their tempo. The goal of this game was for both to orgasm at the same time. About a quarter of the time this happened. This time; she had her orgasm first. She instructed him to straddle her. She grabbed his small cock and jerked it. When it was obvious he was going to have an orgasm she placed his cock over her right tit and allowed him to finish on her nipple and breast.

When he was finished he laid down next to her.

She joked, "Look at the mess you made."

He answered matter of fact, "It shows how much I like you."

She answered, "Maybe I should have you like me less."

They laughed.

She stepped out of bed and headed toward the bathroom.

He said, "You have a wonderful ass."

She didn't say anything but heard his comment.

** A Relaxing Day **

For the rest of the day they just hung out together. They took a small trip to a State Park where they enjoyed hiking and a picnic. They came back to the condominium and took separate showers. They went to a movie and went shopping after. They ate at an authentic Mexican restaurant. After they went back to the condominium and played cards. She was happy to win Canasta twice. He won a few games of Kings in the Corner. After they laid on the couch and finished watching the movie they started the day before. They went to bed.

** Sunday **

They went to a local diner and enjoyed breakfast. He ordered an omelet and she enjoyed a Belgium waffle. After they spent most of the morning setting up the patio.

Debbie wore a dark blue and white stripped tank top without a bra. She matched it with a pair of very short medium blue cuffed shorts. She would have never worn these anywhere outside of the privacy of her home (or to tease Rob). These shorts were reveling but covered up enough to leave something to the imagination. She put her hair into a cute bun. On her feet were brown gladiator sandals with straps.

She noticed Rob kept looking at her backside and her breasts.

During this time they were talking about everything excluding the topic of Debbie moving. They enjoyed setting up a dark green six person rectangular shaped all plastic outdoor set. Debbie liked how he was willing to do things on his own when he could easily have paid someone to do it. She admired the fact he could have purchased the most expensive set but chose not too. To an average person this set was out of their price range. In Rob's case this was a reasonable price set. He was excited he bought it on sale. She assumed the reason it was on sale was the dark green color.

After finishing the table set they assembled a light purple colored three piece plastic outdoor reclining lounge set. This set included two reclining lounges with a heavy small table. He bragged on what a good deal it was. Like the last set she believed the reason this set was on sale was due to the color. She kept to herself on how neither set matched. He added black cushioned covers.

While they constructed these sets Debbie teased him. She'd purposely bend over so he'd get a peek of her breasts. She ever stood there and wiggled her ass. They laughed about this. They joked around and had fun putting these sets together.

Debbie showed Rob on how the top half of the recliner went up and down. This is when Rob stepped up to her and kissed her. Soon he was gently touching her breasts through her top. She pulled the top off. She melted into the chair as he kissed his way down to her breasts. They stopped for a few moments as he put the top half of the relining lounge down. She laid herself down. He started where he left off. He spent a lot of time playing with her breasts. Her favorite part was when he kissed the outside of her breasts and made her way to her nipple. He did this to both of her breasts. When he moved himself along to her womanhood she was already sopping wet. He slowly removed both her shorts and her panties. She played with her breasts as he slid his tongue up and down her inner lips. The way he traced her womanhood with his tongue was amazing.

She was restraining herself from making to much noise.

She spread her legs and asked, "Do it."

He knew what this meant.

He slid his tongue up to her clit. He placed the tip of his tongue on one side of her clit and his upper lip on the other side. He stroked her clip by simply moving his tongue back and forth. The way he teased it was an extremely pleasurable. She liked the fact he slowly increased the pressure. She could feel it build up.

She yelled, "Tease me! I want this to last forever!"

He listened.

He brought her to the brink and stopped.

Her eyes rolled back in her head and she was verbal.

He went back to slowly tracing his tongue along her inner lips. She was so wet. He did something no other guy did. He placed his chin just inside of her. He took his mouth and gently gripped her. His upper lip was at the same spot as her clit. He used his tongue to dance her clit. When he felt her getting close he would release the pressure. He did this several times.

On this third time she yelled, "Don't stop!"

She was moving her body and was being verbal.

He sucked on her womanhood. She loved it when a man sucked on her clit or her area. This sent her over the edge. He was wise enough to pull away quickly. He watched as her body shook and twitched. He loved watching her have an orgasm. She jerked and twitched for two minutes (obviously it started fast and slowed down over this time).

She looked at him.

She wanted more.

She stood up and simply stepped into the condominium. She went straight into the bedroom. She opened the large suitcase and took out a bottle of lube. She rubbed it on her anus. She set the bottle on the bed. She laid flat on her stomach. She moved her hand underneath her womanhood and started to gently masturbate. She again became wet.

She heard Rob call out to her, "Debbie?"

She yelled, "I'm in the bedroom."

When he stepped into the bedroom he stopped for a few moments and admired Debbie laying on his bed nude. He believed she was georgeous. She admired her light colored skin, her backside, and he liked how her breasts were flat against the bed. He spotted the lube. She stopped touching herself but kept her left hand where it was. She took her other hand and moved her butt cheek.

She stated, "I'm in the mood."

She watched him take off his clothes and approach the bed. This is when she closed her eyes and started to masturbate again. The way to experience a full feeling with Rob was by having Anal Sex. If he was rough with her in any way she would have never allowed it. She felt him apply more lube on her anus and felt his small cock enter her. She liked the pressure and his gentle movements. This is when she started to play with her folds. As his thrusting increased she moved her hands up to the top of her hood. She used the movements of his thrusting and her hand to push her whole labia up and down. Without putting in to much work she was humping her hand.

He yelled, "I'm going to cum."

She applied more pressure with her hand.

She yelled, "Try to hold it. I'm going to cum soon!"

"I'll try."

The build up was there.

He yelled, "I can't hold it much longer."

She applied more pressure with her palm and yelled, "two seconds."

She could feel him holding it back.

The waves started.

She yelled, "I'm cumming."

She heard him make a noise.

Her orgasm was in full swing.

She felt him pull out and felt him finish on her backside.

They collapsed. She felt him avoid the mess. She was spent. She heard him go into the bathroom. She laid there. She was happy when she felt a towel wipe away the mess. He laid next to her.

They looked at one another.

She said it, "I love you."

He answered, "I love you too."

This was both a blessing in a curse. There was only one more day.

She didn't want to cry in front of him. She quickly sat up and stated, "I'm going to take a shower."

He asked, "You need help?"

She was to emotional to joke, "Not now."

She stood up and stepped into the large bathroom. She cried in the shower. When she stepped out of the bathroom she was only wearing a towel. She made sure there wasn't any evidence she had cried.

While she took a shower, he took one in the full bath in the hallway.

After their shower they: played cards, ate dinner, and watched a movie. They were quieter than usual but enjoyed the time together. Neither were in the mood to make love so they stayed up late playing cards. This was enjoyable to them both. They slept together without making love.

** The Last Day **

Their plan was to have an all day session. She brought three specific sexy outfits, hoped he'd tie her up, use body paints, and end it with gusto.

The original plan was for her to leave the condominium after dinner. She'd spend the next four days preparing to move. On Friday she would head back to the fourth largest city in Wisconsin. This city was about a half hour away from where she grew up in.

She turned on her side and stared at him.

He opened his eyes.

She suggested, "Let's make love."

They kissed for a long time. They enjoyed foreplay to get them to the point where penetration would be pleasant. She simply rode him cowgirl style. She liked the fact he reached up and touched her clit. They had an orgasm at the same time.

They cuddled.

They laid there.

They honestly didn't know what to do.

They broke the silence at the same time.

She suggested, "Lets elope and you move to Wisconsin."

He suggested, "Why not move in and we'll get married in a few months."

Silence.

She turned on her side and looked at him, "I can't stay."

He answered, "I can't go."

She started to tear.

She pleaded, "You could go. You could work wherever you want."

"I can't leave my family here."

She pleaded, "Yes you can."

He sat up, "You could stay."

They could feel an argument bubbling up to the surface.

He tried to stop it by saying, "We knew this day would happen."

She thought of a thousand things to say.

He broke these thoughts up with, "Lets go out to our favorite diner and enjoy breakfast."

She stood up. Put her sleep clothes in the bag with her dirty clothes. She picked out the clothes she was going to wear. She headed into the bathroom to take a shower. He tried to follow her but she locked the door. She again cried in the shower.

She stepped out of the bathroom wearing a pair of green cargo shorts, a red woman's polo shirt, and a plain red baseball cap. Her hair was in a pony tail. The back of her hair was sticking out of the back of the baseball cap. She was grateful he wasn't in the bedroom. She put all of her things into the duffel bags and the suitcase. She made sure she had her purse and keys. She stepped out of the bedroom and into the hallway.

She called out to him, "Rob.

He answered, "Yes."

"Would you be so kind and help me?"

He stepped into the hallway. He was dressed in jeans and button shirt.

The look of disappointment in his eyes caused her to hold back tears. This wasn't easy.

She stated, "I need help with the bags. If you could be a gentleman and walk me to my truck I'd appreciate it."

He stepped up to her and grabbed the duffel bags.

He asked, "You want to play cards before you go?"

She teared.

"No."

"How about if we make lunch and play a board game you like?"

She touched his face. Tears were rolling down her face, "Why are you making this so difficult?"

"I'm sorry."

She removed the tears from her face.

She asked, "Would you help me?"

She spotted him tear. He stopped it immediately.

They stared at one another.

He stated, "You'll do great in Wisconsin."

She gently touched his face.

She took a deep breath and answered, "You think."

"Oh yeah."

They smiled at one another.

They stepped into the bedroom to collect her things. She slipped the cloth bag over her shoulder, her purse was slung on the same shoulder, and she grabbed the handle of the suitcase. He grabbed the duffel bags. He held the bedroom door open for her. He followed her to the front door.

He stated, "I need to find my keys."

She knew this was a ploy to get her to stay. She stepped out of the condominium. She imagined them getting married. She imagined their life together. She imagined many wonderful things. She stood there. When he stepped out of the condominium he was carrying her duffel bags. She realized she completely forgot about them.

She was holding in her emotion. She could tell he was too.

They hit the button on the elevator. It felt like hours for it to reach the bottom floor. It felt like hours walking down the hallway. It felt like hours stepping out of the building. It felt like hours walking to the truck. She placed all of her things in the backseat of the cab.

They looked at one another.

He stated, "I don't know what to say."

She answered, "That's unusual."

They laughed.

They became somber. She reached up and touched his face. He was about to kiss her.

She said honestly, "I don't think that's a good idea."

"I understand."

They stood there looking at one another.

He became brave, "I'm glad we knew one another. I wasn't lying to you when I said I love you."

She answered with tears streaming down her face, "Same."

They kissed anyway.

She pulled away and quickly stepped into her pick-up-truck. She knew if she stood there for a few more seconds she would be following Rob back into the building. She'd be moving in and in a few months they would be married. She turned the truck on and waved to him. He waved back.

She drove out of the complex. Four miles down the road she pulled into a grocery store parking lot and cried. This cry was about everything. She gained her composure and headed to her apartment. By the time she reached her apartment she decided she would never have a friend with benefits again. She promised herself, once she moved to Wisconsin, she would seek counseling.

The End