Fucked My Older White Neighbor

I need to confess something again. Hey guys as you know I live alone and obviously tension builds so I went and did the unspeakable things with my 42 year old neighbor at three am, because I was so horny I couldn't even sleep.

I always found him hot, he was a real American man. Tall, muscular and always with high energy. As I got too horny on a Saturday night I just went and knocked in on my neighbors door at 3am in only panties and a bra saying I got locked out and was really cold since I was only wearing this. He opened the door surprised and asked me what I was doing here dressed like this wile he looked me up and down, so I said I got locked out and he told me to come in. I went inside feeling so excited, nervous and horny.

He asked me why I was in my underwear and I said I was about to go to sleep, but I went outside for some air and forgot the key. He understood and I just knew he divorced his wife two months ago. I could tell he was looking at my ass when he got the chance so to tease him I like pulled my panties up adjusting them, but really just giving myself a wedgie. I asked if I could go to the bathroom he said yes, and when I got out he was waiting in the living room on the couch, so I sat next to him, and slowly moved closer.

To brake the ice I told him that he looks real good for his age and bit my lip. He smiled and told me that I look good aswell. I was inpatient so I stood up accidentally dropping my phone and I bent over all the way to pick it up with my ass like ten inches from his face basically. I was so horny at this moment and already dripping out of water.

But he still didn't do nothing so I asked him if he thinks I can sleep here for tonight since my parents aren't home and I got locked out. He didn't hesitate and said yes, so I asked where I'm gonna sleep and he said I could sleep on the couch or bed, I said couch. He went to his room and after five minutes I went to his room also and crawled under his blanket, and he got surprised asking me what I was doing in his bed. I replied that I got scared and lonely down there and a moved up on him to the point where we are literally spooning, and I could feel his buldge, but he was soft so I kinda moved and rubbed my but slightly on him to the point where he was getting bigger and bigger and I could feel his dick growing in between my butt cheeks, it got to the point where I was basically twerking on him and he was so hard and big but he wasn't saying or doing anything. I think he was kind off shy which was surprising for a man like him.

I pulled his pants down and underwear, pulled my panties down, I grabbed his cock with my hand and started rubbing it against my wet pussy and while I was doing that he grabbed my hand moved it and stuck it deep inside my pussy, it was so fast and deep I moaned super loudly.

He started fucking me super hard and rough, slapping me, pulling my hair even insulting me. These are all things which I love, so I got so turned on I started to beg for him to fuck me harder, moan, scream, even to the point I was crying, because how good he was. He also threw racial slurs at me and called me a black whore.

After like 30 long minutes of rough good fucking sex he came inside my pussy, he literally filled me up with cum, it was the best thing in the fucking world I fell in love with him.

After that we just fell right asleep next to each other while I was still full of cum. I didn't even clean myself I just fell asleep I was so exhausted and fucked up from him. I hope I can continue this affair with him, so I can be satisfied all the time. What do you think should I?