My Submissive Story Pt. 05

I woke up and checked my phone. It was 9am, so I decided to get up and head straight for my computer. I switched it on and then made myself a coffee. I opened up the list and rechecked everything. All my limits, my answers to questions etc. I wanted everything to be correct and honest for Mistress Deb.

Once I felt content with everything I sent the email across, it was 11am now. I quickly made myself food and then got myself comfortable on the bed to start my 20 edges.

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19 edges later and I was a sweaty, horny mess. I got up from the bed and placed my phone on the draws at the bottom of the bed and angled the camera to point at me. I hit record and got myself back onto the bed. I spread my legs wide and placed the vibrator back onto my clit for the final time. I built myself up slowly as to enjoy the small waves of pleasure. Even though my clit was sore by now it was still nice to give it what it needed. It was a catch 22 really; I didn't want to touch it because it hurt, but all my clit wanted was to be touched because I was so desperate to cum.

As the orgasm slowly started to build up I felt that familiar wave of pleasure take me. I closed my eyes and held my breath. I could see the vibrations in my eyes as I grinded against the vibrator. I got lost in the moment and before I could stop myself I was cumming and I couldn't take the vibrator off myself even if I'd wanted to. I came so hard I thought I might pass out. It was the most intense orgasm of my life.

I lay there for a moment after it, realisation slowly hitting me. Oh fuck. Oh no. I fucked up...

I got up from the bed quickly and grabbed my phone and stopped the recording. I didn't know what to do. Do I start a new recording? Do I just be honest? Do I lie? I was panicking I was in fight or flight mode right now.

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I have myself an hour to calm down. It was 4pm now. I had edited the recording to only show the relevant parts and cut out all the irrelevant ones. I had a picture of my pussy too ready to send.

I plugged my phone into my computer to transfer the video and photo and logged into my email. Thankfully I had nothing in my inbox. I decided to be honest with Mistress Deb because I'm not a liar and this relationship between is nothing without trust. It does not benefit me lying to my Domme.

Me: I hope you are pleased with the list I sent over this morning. Here's the video you asked for and the picture.

I have a small confession to make before you watch the video. I came without permission... It was my finally edge and I just lost all control. I was cumming before I even knew what was happening and it all happened so fast and I'm so sorry Mistress. Please forgive me I truly didn't do this on purpose I would never ever disobey you on purpose. I don't really know what happens now. I just hope you can forgive me.

I sat with the hands in my lap playing with my fingers, feeling sorry for myself. I knew I had done wrong, I felt guilty, I felt embarrassed. My email pinged and startled me out of my thoughts.

MD: I received the list and I'm very happy with it yes. I watched back the video of you cumming without permission. I can see that you're telling the truth and your honestly will reflect how much I decide to punish you for this huge rule violation. I know you're sorry slut but believe me by the time I'm done with you, you'll never want to cum without permission again. This is a valuable lesson that you will learn.

My schedule has opened up so I will actually be available for a video call at 5pm. Which lucky for you gives me more time to teach you that lesson. Now instead of only a few hours together we have several :-)

I felt like my body was shaking with fear. The smiley face at the end of the email almost felt sadistic rather than fun. I glanced at the clock and it was 4:55pm.

My email pinged again.

MD: You have 5 minutes to get everything on this list ready: clothespegs, vibrator, dildo, buttplug, lube, wooden spoon, panties.

Do not miss my call or believe me it'll be a long painful night for you slut!!

I pushed my chair back and sprinted around the apartment to retrieve everything. Just as I was in the kitchen I heard the familiar sound of the video call coming through. I quickly ran through and answered it dumping everything on the chair. I huffed and puffed catching my breath back.

Me: hi..... Mistress.... sorry.... I got everything you asked...... for. I breathed out.

MD: Kneel slut. Rest your ass on your heels, palms on your thighs facing up and look at the floor. Now beg me for your punishment.

I sunk to my knees where I stood and quickly adopted the position.

Me: Mistress please forgive me I'm sor....

MD: Shut up!! I didn't say apologise, I said beg me to punish you. It was a simple request.

Me: Mistress please punish me for cumming without permission.

MD: Again

Me: Mistress please punish me for cumming without permission!!

MD: Get up, plugged in the vibrator, and put the panties on. Bring the rest of the stuff down to the floor and get back into position.

Me: Yes Mistress

MD: Now slut, place them clothespegs on them clearly aroused nipples of yours to start with... Good. Now I want you to place the vibrator on your clit and keep yourself on the edge. I don't want you to beg to cum, I don't want a sound from you apart from moaning.

I place the vibrator on my clit through my panties and click it on like she asked. I stifle my moan at the immediate pleasure rushing through my body.

MD: Put that fucking vibrator on the highest setting and getting yourself fucking dripping you stupid slut!!

I stumble for the button on the vibrator and click it 5 times to reach the highest setting. My mouth opens to speak and then I think better and close it again. I start grinding on the vibrator, starting to work myself closer and closer to the edge. I start panting and pressing the vibrator hard onto my clit. I'm right there I'm about to cum, I can taste it. I lose myself once again in the pleasure, as my orgasm begins...

MD: STOP

I remember where I am, I remember who's watching me I throw the vibrator down panting, sweating, the pain is unreal. I was practically cumming.

Me: UGHH I moan loudly.

MD: Are you nice and wet slut? Put your fingers in your panties and show me how wet you are

I do and hold them up to the camera so she can clearly see I'm dripping.

MD: Lick them clean you naughty little girl. Look at me when you do it.

I stare up at the screen and lick and suck my fingers clean.

MD: Remove your panties and shove them in that ungrateful slut mouth. I don't want to hear another word from you. If you need to safeword I want you to wave both your hands at me and I will stop, understand?

Me: Yes Mistress, waves my hands to safeword. I shove the wet panties into my mouth and all I can taste is my needy pussy juices, I moan with pleasure.

MD: Okay slut, if you need to use the lube, but I'm sure you're wet enough. Put the buttplug in your asshole. Once you've done that I want you to stand up, grab your wooden spoon and bend over your chair with your ass facing me.

I put the buttplug into my dripping pussy and run it over my perineum to my asshole. I do this several times to lube my asshole. I think work it into my ass slowly. Once I am past the largest part my ass just sucks the rest in and I groan. I give it once final push to make sure its all the way in and then get into position on the chair, wooden spoon in hand.

MD: Spread your legs more and arch that back... very good. Now lets get that ass nice and red shall we slut? I want you to smack it with the wooden spoon. I don't want you to stop until I tell you to.

I smacked my right cheek and then my left and then back to my right. Following the same pattern. I smacked hard and tried to stay on the fleshy part of my ass. Sometimes I would miss and catch the skin where my ass met my thighs. That hurt like a bitch. I kept this up for what felt like forever. I didn't bother counting the strokes. My ass was starting to hurt the more I hit it. The buttplug in my ass was aching from the tensing, but I couldn't relax. I was panting, was I getting aroused by this? I could feel my wetness dripping down the inside of my legs. It hurt, but it hurt so good.

MD: Stop slut, let me take a look at that ass.

I place my hands back on the chair and arched back spreading my legs even further for her.

MD: Mmm nice and red and sore, good. Now sit in that chair and put your legs over the arms of the chair. Let do something about that naughty pussy of yours.

I got into position and after a few adjustments from Mistress she was happy with my position.

MD: I hope your ass is hurting sitting on it slut (I nod), but clearly that was punishment for you. Look at that sloppy fucking pussy. Its drooling everywhere, desperate for some attention isn't it (I nodded hard and groan into my panties)? Good, its about to get some. I want 3 hard smacks with that wooden spoon right in the centre of that pussy.

I pull my quivering hand back and land on my target with force. I scream as loud as I can through my panties, shaking my head, tears in my eyes.

MD: Again!

My arm comes back slowly shaking more. I shut my eyes and take a deep breath through my nose. I open them and smack my pussy again, releasing the breath I was holding. I scream into the panties again. I could feel my pussy pulsing, I looked down to see it puffy and swollen already. One more to go, I can do this.

MD: Last one slut. Remove the panties and beg me for it. Beg me for permission to punish that pussy.

Me: Please Mistress, please let me hurt my pussy for you. Please let me punish my naughty, drooling, pathetic pussy!

MD: Do it slut!

I swung the wooden spoon and hit my pussy, direct hit onto my clit.

Me: FUCKKKK, THANK YOU MISTRESS!! I howled.

I was shaking with arousal, pain, so many emotions. I felt light headed and alert all at once. I slowly came back down to earth, and my breathing slowed back to a normal pace.

MD: My good little pet, you did so well. You took your punishment well. How do you feel?

Me: I feel, aroused, my pussy is throbbing, but I loved it. I didn't love it at the time, but after reflecting I enjoyed it. All of it.

MD: You're a pain slut. I'll have to think of more creative ways to deal with your future punishments... She smirked at me. Now I was going to let you cum to your hearts content after all that edging I made you do, however I think a better lesson would be to leave you like this.

You are not to touch that pussy, when you go the toilet, you will dab. When washing you will use a sponge. Do NOT touch. Is that understood slut?

Me: Please Mistress, I need to cum so badly, please have mercy!!

MD: You need to cum? Not "may I cum?" I don't care what you need slut. I need you to willingly obey me without complaining. I need you out of your comfort zone. You will quickly realise who is in charge here. Remember you wanted this. Now do not disappoint me again. Go and take a cold shower and clean yourself up. I will be in contact. Goodnight my pet.

The screen went blank. Here words imprinting into my brain; "Remember you wanted this" "I need you out of your comfort zone" "I need you to willingly obey me without complaining"

My pussy reacted to every sentence she spoke. I do want this. I want this sweet torture. I want to be free of thought and give up control.