Continuing my Husbands Fantasy

Part 8 - As somebody once said "It's like 'Déjà Vu' All Over Again"!

Sam and I were now able to afford to have Managers to run things for us with me only having to do 'front of house' in the two restaurants and bars with Sam as Executive Chef for our restaurants.

One day a letter arrived addressed to Mr D from Her Majesties Revenue & Customs!!

It was a bit strange the letter being sent to the restaurant but probably important so I rang his secretary and said that I would be coming into the city in the next few days so would drop it in.

A couple of rainy days latter I did just that.

I didn't want to bump into Mr D and thought I would just be able to give it to his secretary and make a hasty retreat, but no, before I could escape, she buzzed Mr D on the intercom to tell him I was here.

I should say at this point that his offices were definitely from the Victorian era - oak panelling & doors and large oak furniture - quite depressing really!

Mr D came out and we politely exchanged the usual pleasantries (we were of course well rehearsed at not being too familiar with each other in public).

He asked if I would like a coffee and before I could answer firmly took my arm and steered me hurriedly towards his office as I hastily plonked my wet umbrella down.

I couldn't really protest and anyway felt pretty safe as being in his offices I thought nothing much could happen.

We chatted away about nothing in particular until his secretary duly brought in some coffee and as she closed the door he told her that he didn't want to be disturbed! Hmm?

The coffee by the way was rather disgusting!

As we were now free to talk he said how stunning I looked and of course silly me melted and beamed back at him at the compliment - well I had made a special effort and had even put on the diamond ring he had given me (I know, a bit of a give-away!).

While I was still basking from his compliment he caught me unawares and slipped his arms round me and zeroed in for a kiss.

He said 'I can't get over how lovely you are - I can hardly believe we were lovers' and then with a smirk he predictably said 'and how are your finer feelings, are they being neglected?'

Thinking I was on safe ground here in his office I smiled cheekily and said 'well nobody looks after them now like you did'.

As we kissed his hands started to wander, tracing the shape of my body and finding their way to my bum, lingering there and then wandering further down as he felt for my suspender 'bumps'. Having found them he said 'glad you still wear them'.

I wasn't minding this as I still felt safe and thought to myself his hands have been in far more intimate places in the past! Surely he wouldn't try anything with his secretary in the next room.

Well not for the first time in a sexual situation it turned out I was wrong!

I had a loose knee length skirt on and the cunning old bugger suddenly leaned down and slipped his hands up under my skirt and up under my bum and lifting me up perched me on his desk getting his hips between my open thighs. He knew very well that I couldn't make much noise protesting with his secretary only next door.

Basically I was helpless with my skirt pulled up to my waist with only my pair of skimpy knickers as a defence against Donny's cock!

I whispered 'Donny you have got to stop you know we can't do it here, thinking that he would see sense, but instead he said 'it's an old building so the walls are pretty thick you can't hear anything through them' adding with a smile 'you let me have you that last time and you can borrow my hankie if you'd like to stifle your finer feelings'.

'No need' I laughed (or was it nervous giggle) realising saying that was like saying yes.

Our old encounters came flooding back and I felt myself getting wetter and wanting to be Donny's naughty girl again but instead said without coviction 'stop, your secretary might come in'.

'Ssshh' he whispered kissing me to stop any more protest.

I could feel his hard cock against my flimsy knickers and felt myself weakening and thinking to myself I might as well, so whispered 'OK Donny but be quick but don't cum in me'.

Determined he slipped his braces down and let his trousers drop to the floor - as he was already between my legs I couldn't do much to stop him anyway without making a lot of noise and fuss.

I knew it was completely stupid and reckless but my 'finer feelings' took over so I adjusted my position and spread my legs wide for him - I wanted his cock in me again!

I slipped one hand round his neck to steady myself and with my other hand reached down to pull my knicker gusset aside. He quickly slipped out his lovely familiar erect cock from his pants and started rubbing it up and down my exposed, and by now, very wet pussy lips.

Hey ho, here we go again.

With one movement he thrust his cock up me taking possession of my cunt once again - Donny and me were at it again.

I wanted it to be quick and not get caught by his secretary so I didn't think I would be able to let myself go and cum in such circumstances, but my position on the desk meant he was penetrating me really deeply causing his cock to rub up against my clit.

'Oh Fuck it Donny you know I love it, your cock is where it belongs - filling and stretching me.'

I fantasised that I was having unprotected sex like Sam had said I should and kept whispering to Donny to be careful and not to cum in me.

'Oh god Donny I hadn't realised how much I missed your cock - now it's at home Donny, in my cunt - your cunt.'

I could tell that excited him (and me), as did having to be quiet with the ever present prospect of being caught. Much as I tried I couldn't stop myself making little gasping noises as Donny banged away at me.

I wanted to cum with Donny but I knew I may not be able to stop myself shouting out, so I buried my face and mouth in his shoulder to stifle my gasps and then whispered 'go on do it then Donny, cum in me, I want to go home with your cum in me, cum in your slut Donny'.

I felt his body tense and stiffen and he groaned softly as I enjoyed the feel of him pumping his seed in me as he whispered 'you are so fucking lovely Della, letting me get you pregnant again'.

Donny mentioning the risk of getting pregnant got me going and a small orgasm started to ripple through me so it was a good job I had pushed my open mouth into his shoulder to stifle my involuntary gasps as my body gave little spasms as I orgasmed for my Donny again.

Afterwards with a smug self-satisfied smile I whispered 'yes you dirty bugger you knew I love your cock too much to say no, didn't you, we had better keep our fingers crossed though that you have put me up the stick again', knowing full well I was perfectly safe!

After we had got ourselves straightened up Donny said 'when am I going to see you again - you know you want my cock in you again don't you?'

A little rattled I said 'don't you get to think your cock is that special Donny, there's plenty more around. Look, we have got away with it up to now but you know as well as I do I'm going to end up getting pregnant again because you, you cunning old bastard, you know I'll keep giving in to you and letting you fuck me and cum in me unprotected. I always end up cumming like a train and you always shoot bumper loads of your swimmers in me - a fatal combination Donny!'.

He looked a bit crestfallen and said he could use condoms if I wanted and we could still meet at the little house.

'Well I'll think about it Donny, we'll see, we don't want to get reckless and get found out now after getting away with it so long - do we'?

Donny looked at me with a mock sad face and said quietly and with a mocking leer 'you know you'll be back you miss my cock too much, don't you?'.

You arrogant bastard I thought but knowing he was probably right came out with 'I might Donny but I have to go'. I quickly readjusted my knickers as I didn't want his sperm dribbling down my legs and smoothed out my skirt as best I could, repaired my lipstick and made sure there weren't any tell-tale signs on Donny.

We sat back down again to get our breath back and for appearances tried to have a business-like sounding conversation just in case his secretary could overhear anything!              

After we had got our breathe back I gave Donny a farewell peck and said loudly 'thanks very much Mr D' and opening the door walked - slightly unsteadily - past his secretary who gave me a little wink and smile saying 'haven't you forgotten something?'.

!!! For a moment I panicked wondering what she meant, thinking I had given the game away and left my skirt tucked in the back of my knickers or something but relaxed as she pointed to my umbrella.

Relieved I said 'Oh thanks' then as I left I wondered if she had heard or suspected anything?

Once again my 'finer feelings' had won the day and I had succumbed to Donny's persuasive cock.

As I drove home with Donny's cum dribbling into my knickers I wondered to myself whether I would be able to stick with the decision not to see him.

I couldn't help wondering if there might be times when Sam was away on business when I might feel like having a really good non-risk fuck and wouldn't be able to stop myself picking up the phone to him - I suspect I know what the answer might be.

Anyway enough of having fun - back to normal life and business.

We had quite a few regular customers in our restaurants and bars and one of our favourites were an older couple, Betty and Colin. Betty we thought was about 60 and Colin in his early 60's.

Out of the blue they had given us financial assistance to buy the boat-yard which had turned out to be a really successful enterprise for us.

They used to dine at our Restaurants several times a month and we always looked forward to them coming and I and sometimes Sam often joined them for coffee and brandy (on the house of course!).

They were an attractive couple - Betty always well coiffured and elegant in outfits that obviously didn't come from M&S! She was a vivacious and attractive woman who had obviously been quite a beauty in her younger days. Colin always looked fit, was always very well dressed and again his wardrobe definitely not from M&S. He had that grey haired distinguished and confident look that came from a public school education and having money. They both had what Sam and I called a 'boarding school' accent - in other words 'posh'.

They seemed to lead a very interesting active life and holidayed abroad quite a lot. We assumed they were quite well off but they didn't flaunt it so we never asked. They didn't have any children as far as we knew and never mentioned if they had close relatives or anything. Occasionally they invited us to dine or lunch with them at other restaurants which we always enjoyed as a break on our days off.

Strangely they suddenly stopped coming, we were puzzled and disappointed and wondered if we had inadvertently upset them or served a bad meal or something - they just stopped coming! We thought it strange as we had become quite friendly and of course they had helped us to financial independence.

We couldn't contact them as we didn't have their contact details - it was always they who contacted us to book etc.

One day I was shopping in the city when my attention was drawn to the back of a man walking ahead of me. His walk and general gait looked familiar so I quickened up my pace so I could have a quick look to see who it was - to my surprise it was Colin our missing customer.

I approached him and said 'Hello Colin long time no see'.

He looked decidedly uncomfortable and I was shocked to see that for such an elegant and fastidious dresser he was looking quite unkempt and neglected.

I was dying to know why they had stopped coming so invited him for coffee to have a catch-up, taking his arm and steering him so he couldn't refuse.

We had hardly sat down in a corner of the cafe when and before I could say anything he started to blurt out the story.

He could hardly talk as he told me that Betty had been tragically killed in a car crash. She had been out walking her dog near their home when a car hit her full-on, killing her and the dog instantly.

It was a bit embarrassing as Colin couldn't hold back his tears as he told me and I was aware people were casting glances at us so I suggested we go to my car which was parked only a matter of minutes away so we could continue with a bit of privacy.

Colin then went on to tell me that he and Betty had no children and no family and had been a very close and self sufficient couple. They had a few occasional friends like me and Sam but he added that in the main they were just content with each others company. He explained that Betty's death was such a shock he had just retreated into himself.

Of course I was shocked by this and said how sorry I was and also sorry he didn't tell Sam and I at the time as we would have liked to pay our respects to Betty.

I told him I was also saddened that he had let himself go like he had.

He said this was one of the few times he had ventured out as he had hardly left his house during the first year after her death because he couldn't face anybody which is why he hadn't contacted us or come to the restaurant.

I just had to give him a hug as he was obviously very upset telling me all this. I was not able to hold back my tears, so there we were, me hugging Colin while we both sobbed away - good job we weren't in the cafe.

He said he was finding it very difficult to get on with a normal life and he couldn't bear the thought of eating out as it was something he had always enjoyed doing with Betty.

I said if he had let us know we would have tried to help him through his loss.

I asked if he had thought of joining any social clubs - he looked at me in an old fashioned way and said it wasn't really his sort of thing.

Sensing that I needed to do something decisive I said - and partly in jest 'look Colin, this isn't good enough Betty would be ashamed of you, letting yourself go like this - she will be turning in her grave, she would want you to show how proud of her you were and letting yourself go isn't the way to do that!'.

I said he should force himself to go out - perhaps go out for meals again etc.

Colin looked taken aback and a bit shocked at my outburst, then after looking me straight in my eyes for a minute or so said 'yes you are right - Betty always liked your direct no nonsense manner - in fact she used to say you reminded her of herself when she was younger'.

'Right' I said not wishing to let the moment go 'the first thing is to get you to smarten yourself up - back to how Betty would expect you to be. For a start we will go out for lunch tomorrow to decide what to do with you and I expect you to turn up looking a bit more like your old self, Agreed?'.

For the first time since we had met Colin smiled - nodding his head in acceptance.

When I got back home I told Sam about bumping into Colin and recounted the sad story of Betty's death and said that as they had been very good to us in lending us the money for the boatyard I had decided I wanted to help Colin get back to some sort of decent life without Betty.

Sam agreed and I said that I had arranged to have lunch with him the next day to try and buck him up and maybe I was the best person to do that and with a bit of luck he might eventually be able find another woman - which is what he needed.

I met up with Colin for lunch the next day and I'm glad to say he was looking smarter but not yet back to how I remembered him. I wasn't going to let him off the hook until I was happy he was looking after himself properly. I told him that he needed to 'get a grip' and he should make the effort to go for lunch at his and Betty's favourite restaurants to let people know he was out and about again.

He said he wasn't sure if he could deal with that on his own so after bullying him a bit I offered to accompany him.

So over the next month or so we lunched once or twice a week and Colin gradually started to get back to his old self and he even started to suggest outings himself.

He and Betty loved going to the theatre and one day he said he would love to start going to the theatre again - which was a good sign and he asked if I would go with him.

Sam wasn't all that keen on the Theatre so I was pleased to accept and even more pleased to accept a pre-theatre dinner - it soon became a regular monthly 'date'.

I began to realise that Colin was quite well off as on the first theatre 'date' instead of us meeting at the venue he offered to pick me up and then turned up in his luxurious but old Mercedes - wait for it - chauffeur driven!

He explained afterwards that the 'chauffeur' and his wife lived rent free in a small cottage he owned at the entrance to his house and in return the husband did gardening and when needed chauffeured for him with the wife doing housework/washing/ironing for Betty.

Although at the beginning it was a bit of a chore meeting up so regularly with Colin he was gradually getting to be better company and I started looking forward to our outings.

In fact sometimes when going out as a family Sam and I would invite Colin along with us which I think he enjoyed.

When it was just me and him I insisted on going 'dutch' for the lunches despite him offering to pay - but I did make an exception for the theatre evenings as he had suggested those himself.

After several more months I decided it was time to bring up the subject of him finding a new woman in his life as I felt sure that's what he needed!

When I suggested he try an online dating site - he seemed horrified pulling a pained face. I said that he wouldn't lose anything by trying and he didn't have to go ahead with anything if he didn't want to - anyway having suggested it I didn't say anymore.

The following week after he had obviously given it some thought he said he would give it a go and asked me if I would help him to join one of the sites. We had quite a laugh trying to compose his profile and when it came to describing the sort of woman he would like to meet he said 'how would you describe yourself to a man you were trying to attract? Because that would be the sort of woman that would suit me very well'.

Quietly 'chuffed' I said 'well I have never had to 'sell' myself before but I'll have a go'.

I told Colin he would need to set aside plenty of time to read and filter the hundreds of replies he was bound to get!

He laughed.

Well he did get quite a lot of matches and asked me to help him filter them.

I said he needed to sort out the 'no-hopers' to start with, then look at the remainder a bit more critically.

It was quite entertaining looking at the matching profiles and we had a few chuckles over some of them. We finally managed to get the matches down to 6 based on their profiles and photos.

I suggested he took the shortlist of 6 out for lunch and try to whittle them down to one or two to make a final choice.

With Colin then occupied having lunch with his ladies I got on with normal life and our restaurant business, with of course some 'relax' time.

Since Mr D had introduced us to Racing, Sam and I had started going when we could as it was a good day out away from the restaurant.

On one of these occasions, I was placing our bets while Sam was getting drinks when guess who I should bump into but Mr D who was a regular at the Races.

Of course the first thing he said to me was 'how are your finer feelings'.

I did think 'change the record Donny', but just smiled sweetly and said 'they are intact Mr D'.

We exchanged a few pleasantries avoiding the obvious when Donny said 'it's my 70th next week you know'.

I didn't know of course but being the polite well brought up girl I am said 'Oh of course - are you doing anything special to celebrate?'.

He said he was taking his family out for a slap-up meal in the evening, then grinning at me with obvious intent said 'but I know what would make my birthday extra special'.

I knew exactly what he was hinting at but said innocently 'and what would that be Mr D'?

'How about meeting me at my little hideaway for a private celebration' then seeing me pull a face he followed on 'go on girl meet me just one more time for my birthday - you did tell me once that you would let me fuck you till I couldn't walk didn't you - go on just one more time'?

'I may have said that but that was before we stopped seeing each other wasn't it - anyway it wasn't said seriously Donny'.

But Donny was having none of my attempts to say no 'remember the last time you said no? Well you were quite happy with what I gave you then weren't you?'.

I blushed a little at the memory and without thinking said 'yes you know I loved it, yes it was exciting and you were very naughty you dirty old bugger - especially with your secretary just outside your office'.

Teasing him a little I said 'You are still able to get it up are you and you haven't been up to anything you shouldn't have - I don't want any nasty diseases?'

Donny surprised and looking hurt said 'look all the time I went with you I went with nobody else and I have had else nobody after you - no other women would come anywhere near you - I just wasn't interested in anybody else'.

Pleased with that response I thought well it won't do any harm - he knows me inside out sexually so it's not like I'm doing it with somebody new is it?

I could see Sam was wandering around with the drinks looking for me so I said hastily 'OK ring me tomorrow first thing'.

Donny said 'Will you wear what you were wearing our first time when you come?.

'Yes if that's what you want but don't overdo things beforehand - I want you to wear yourself out fucking me.'

Donny said 'don't you worry I'll make sure you go away happy'.

'I hope so Donny - and I'll do my best to make sure it's a memorable 70th Birthday!'.

Feeling a bit wet between my legs and thinking what I have agreed to I rushed off to find Sam, thinking am I being stupid or what? - then justifying myself thinking well Sam won't mind and I'll make it a one off - and anyway I did miss Mr D at times.

I was quite nervous the next day waiting for Donny to ring - but ring he did and arrange to meet we did!

It had been a while since I had first dressed up sexily to visit Donny in the hideaway and when the day came it was one of those 'deja vu' moments as I found I again enjoyed the excitement of taking extra care and time over my make-up and slipping into my favourite black stockings, suspenders and bra and selecting a tight black skirt with floral blouse - pretty sure that was the sort of thing I wore that first time with Mr D.

So there I was knocking nervously on the door of his little house about 7 (or was it 8) years after that first time as a nervous 35 year old - funny why I was nervous - after all we knew each other very well sexually- but I quite liked feeling that nervous excitement again.

To cut to the chase we fell into it like we had never stopped - we fucked like there was no tomorrow in our favourite positions with rest periods as before during which we talked about our previous sexual encounters and which fucks and positions we had enjoyed the most - it was great! Donny was amazing for a 70 year old and I couldn't help hoping that Sam would match up to him when he was 70!

The thing is Donny knew exactly which buttons to press to set me on the course to orgasm and make me helpless to resist and so surrender and give myself to him completely - I guess you know by now that's what I wanted to do anyway!

We fucked missionary first, it was just like old times and we just fell naturally and comfortably into our usual dirty talk.

I wanted Donny to remember what might be the last time we would be together so told him 'my cunt is yours Donny - I want you to really pound it until it's sore'.

Donny responded 'Am I still the best Della?'

I could stop myself joking with him 'Well you're the best so far today.'

Donny laughed at that - that was what was so good about sex with Donny - like me he could have a laugh.

'How do you get so deep in me Donny - it just feels deeper than any other cock.'

Again Donny's humour came out 'how many cocks have tried then?'

'Oh Fuck Donny I only want your cock in me - like this - all the time I can't get enough of it.'

Unexpectedly Donny lost control (he's obviously out of practice), grunted and - bless him - shot the first load of his sperm into me - where it belonged - in my womb or rather as I then whispered to him - his womb - he liked that!.

I told him I should have never stopped seeing him - he liked that too!

I told him I loved the feel of his cum shooting in me again as we cuddled and rested for a half-hour or so to let him recover.

I wasn't sure if he would be able to manage another go with me but then he started to kiss me again and I thought maybe it's my lucky day and he is ready for more.

I slipped my hand down to find his cock was stirring (what a man) he flipped me over and pulled my bum up to fuck me Doggy style - it as all so satisfyingly familiar - the feel of him, his dirty talk and me being able to give him what he wanted - all of me!

'Your cock is mine Donny - it belongs to me and only me! It's MY cock - and nobody else's Donny - say it.'

'It's always been yours Della, always.'

Satisfied with his answer I followed up with 'you don't want to put it any other cunt but mine do you Donny?

'You know I don't.'

'Then use me Donny - use me like you used to - I'm your slut again, fuck your slut Donny.'

He fucked and fucked, he just knew how to bring me to orgasm - Oh God, he is a fucking maestro in bed - he knows which strings of mine to pluck to get the best out of me and then plays me until I'm cumming like a train and begging him to cum in me.

I was shouting for him to cum in me again but he grunted that he didn't think he could but not to worry he would cum next time, the old boy had tired himself out so I told him to lie down so we could have a kiss and a cuddle while he recovered.

I think we might have dozed off as when I woke up he was stroking my face and kissing me gently. I sought out his cock and after stroking him back to an erection I mounted him so I could give him his special ride.

He lay back and played with my tits and tweaked my nipples while I rode him until I tired a little and asked him to help me and again I felt his familiar hands gripping my hips as I carried on riding his cock - my cock!

Sam thought that Donny thought he had proprietorial rights over me - never mind that - I was feeling proprietorial rights over Donny!

I was hoping that he would be able to manage to treat me with another belly full of his cum.

I was shouting his name calling him a lovely dirty old 70 year old and reminded him I was unprotected (not) and told him to fill me with his seed and give me his baby. That tipped him over the edge and he just couldn't help himself and thrust forcefully and deeply into me, gasping and grunting as I pushed my hips back up at him. I felt so happy I shouted out to him that I could feel his lovely throbbing cock twitching in me as he shot warm spurts of his seed in my womb. I told him I was his and I wanted his baby - it was just as good as the 'old days'.

So he managed to shoot two loads of his cum in me in the space of a couple of hours - as I have already said - at 70 years old - what a man - my master craftsman lover!

I always like Donny to stay in me while we kiss and cuddle and until his cock goes soft and flaccid and slips out - I feel this is the proper way to finish a fuck.

After completely emptying himself in me Donny rolled off and I just had to hug him for not disappointing me and tell him he was still my best fuck.

Donny as ever never missing an opportunity said 'well if that's the case we had better start meeting again hadn't we, you must be able to tell that I'm a bit out of practice and you know what they say - practice makes perfect and I want to make sure you have my baby'.

I very nearly said yes but even though I had really really missed him since we split what came out of my mouth was 'well maybe?.

We lay cuddling and canoodling for another half an hour or so and I was beginning to feel like a bit more of his cock (I know - I'm greedy but it might be the last chance ha ha). I wondered if he could manage a finale so I started to stroke his tummy and then found my way to his sticky limp cock but unfortunately it didn't respond - but then he is 70.

Donny's hand slid over to stroke my pussy and he leaned over and said 'sorry but cumming twice isn't bad for a 70 year old is it?' I couldn't deny that although I didn't say I thought he had lost a bit of his stamina - he was blowing a bit at the end ha ha.

I shuffled down the bed and took Donny's now limp cock in my mouth - I wanted to make love to his cock that had given me so much pleasure. I rolled back his foreskin as far as I could and licked his cock-head clean and then took it all in my mouth and sucked and licked his cum and my juices off him.

Let's face it when a cock gives you service like that you need to look after it!

We cuddled some more before reluctantly I went to have a quick shower, then dressed and gave him a long loving french kiss before I left him lying knackered on the bed, saying gratefully 'Happy Birthday Donny - hope I have given you a memorable Birthday?'

Donny was obviously tired but smiled broadly and said - 'you made it the best Birthday ever Della, I could have another birthday next week if you like'?

'You've had your fill Donny' but thought it was quite possible I might well be back for more before he got too old - too walk, ha ha!

Meanwhile Colin had been active with his dating and rang me after each lunch date to report back - one Lady apparently turned up with two of her children who sat and glared at Colin all through the lunch and another Lady 'demanded' to know the details of his financial position!

So it was easy to eliminate another two of the ladies.

I suggested he take the remaining four out a few times each for lunch dates, afternoon teas, Dinner or the Theatre and see how things went.

Again he rang me after each date and gave me his 'assessment' and after a few more weeks he dropped another two.

So down to two who both sounded to me like they could fit the bill!

Obviously with all his 'outings' I didn't see him as often as I had got used to but at least he kept me up-to-date with how things were going.

Colin asked if Me and Sam would join him for lunch with the last two and of course I couldn't wait to see what they were like in person.

Unexpectedly I felt a little bit of jealousy at seeing my good friend with other women, but they seemed alright, well-dressed and quite attractive.

A couple of days later Colin asked me to lunch with him to discuss his final two ladies.

I asked him if he wanted to choose just one lady and have a serious relationship or have a couple of ladies to have lunches, theatre trips etc with.

He said he would rather develop a serious relationship with just one.

I didn't really want to influence his choice but after my second - or was it fourth glass of wine I asked him if he had got around to snogging - or more yet.

By the look on his face I think he was surprised I was being so forward but recovered quickly and said he hadn't as he felt nervous about it as he hadn't kissed another woman since he had first met Betty all those years ago - and anyway he felt that if he did he was being unfaithful to her memory.

I said 'well you will have to get round to it sometime Colin I expect your ladies will be expecting you to!'

Time had rolled on since I had met Colin again and Christmas was approaching. At one of our now infrequent lunches I mentioned that as we were into December I would be getting my Christmas decorations out, I noticed he looked a bit sad and went quiet so I asked him what was wrong.

He said he and Betty had really enjoyed Christmas-time and always made a big thing of putting up their Christmas decorations, he added that since Betty died he hadn't bothered.

I replied that if it was such a big thing for Betty he should start putting them up again for her! He said he didn't really have the heart, so I offered to help him as I enjoyed that sort of thing.

So a few days later I went to his house for the first time.

Well it was a bit of a shock - it was a very large ranch style chalet bungalow with a big garden and river frontage. There was a cottage at the entrance where the 'Chauffeur' and his wife lived.

Colin explained there was a more private side entrance which he usually used but he thought he might impress me with the main entrance and it's electrically operated gate.

It didn't!

Inside it was decorated very stylishly with carefully chosen, and expensive looking, Scandinavian style furniture which I guessed Betty was responsible for choosing with decorative art and pictures all over the place. I commented on how lovely the place was furnished and he proudly confirmed that Betty had chosen all the decoration, furniture and soft furnishings and he had chosen the paintings and other artwork.

Colin had already fished out the boxes (and I mean big boxes) of Christmas decorations - they were definitely not from the local supermarket - so this was going to be fun.

I suggested we only do the hall and living areas, but Colin said they always decorated their bedroom as well as Betty liked to wake up and feel 'christmasy' to start the day?

It was a big job but with a lot of laughter and giggling (me) we managed to get a lot of it done before I needed to leave but I offered to come back in the morning to finish it off with him if he wanted.

Smiling broadly he said it had made him very happy doing it and it brought back happy memories of Betty.

In the morning Sam who continues to be amused by my 'samaritan' acts with Colin called out that my 'boyfriends' Mercedes was waiting outside.

I called back not to be so silly as I was only trying to help Colin - our benefactor - to get back to his normal self.

When I got to Colin's house I could see he had managed to put up a few more decorations so after coffee we got stuck in again as I was anxious to finish and get on with my own decorations.

I noticed he had put up some mistletoe sprigs neatly tied with red ribbon. Tentatively and normal for me, I impulsively said 'have you put the mistletoe up hoping for a kiss from your ladies then Colin?'.

Colin looked at me sheepishly then looking at it said 'well at Christmas time Betty and I had a tradition that we always kissed if we passed under it - a silly thing I suppose, so I put it up.

I said 'well Colin you said you were nervous about kissing your ladies so why don't we have a practice' and moving closer to him I said 'if it's not going to be used there isn't much point in it is there?

He was blushing as he took the hint and shuffled toward me uncomfortably looking at me in a 'little boy' way, so again I took the initiative taking his hands and placing them on my waist and closing my eyes offered my lips saying 'Happy Christmas Colin'!

He slipped his arms round my waist and pulled me close to him as I instinctively slipped my arms round his neck as he leaned forward and gave me a very nice gentle but chaste kiss.

I said 'well that was alright for a starter Colin but you will need to do better than that with your Ladies'.

Having said that I took the initiative yet again and gave him a longer full-lipped kiss, pressing myself up against him.

As he relaxed into the kiss I realised that he was getting aroused as I could detect the familiar feel of a hard cock pressing up against my tummy. I had probably gone a bit too far and so to bring the slightly awkward situation to an end I said 'well that was OK Colin, no excuses now for not having a snog with your ladies'.

Colin was looking a bit nonplussed so trying to get through Colin's discomfort I carried on 'do you need me back to help finish off the decorations as I'm doing nothing much tomorrow?'

Colin in an apparent daze replied hesitantly 'yes please if you don't mind - I'll send the car for you if you like'.

The next day his car duly turned up and after having coffee we inspected the decorations we already put up.

I stopped under one of the mistletoe sprigs and puckered my lips and looked questioningly at Colin 'Well' I said questioningly - he took the cue and came over and slipping his arms round my waist gave me a more satisfactory kiss than the chaste one the previous day but he was obviously still shy about the whole thing.

So naughty girl me said 'well that's you giving me a Christmas kiss, now it's my turn to give you one'. With that I slipped my arms round his neck and pulling him close to me I gave him a long full-lipped open mouth kiss - this time he responded and it nearly turned into a proper 'french' kiss. Again I felt his hard cock pressing into me and thought well everything is in working order so he shouldn't have any trouble with his dates.

I didn't say anything about his erection as I knew he would be very embarrassed.

We finished putting up the decorations and as I left I quipped 'I think you had better get your dates round here and get them under the mistletoe - don't you?'

Sam, I and family were invited by Colin to go round his for a Christmas morning drink and I half expected one of his dates to be there, but it was only us and later on his Housekeeper and her Husband. I did give Colin a quick 'chaste' kiss under the mistletoe when we arrived but I didn't get much chance to ask Colin whether he had been using the mistletoe with his 'dates'.

I made sure I left last and indicating the mistletoe to Colin with my eyes I looked questioningly at him.

He shrugged knowing what I was referring to and whispered 'tell you next time we meet'.

I didn't see Colin again till after New Year when he invited me to have lunch at his house.

At I passed under the mistletoe Colin was on hand for a quick kiss but I didn't dwell as I couldn't wait to hear what Colin had to report.

He explained that one of his dates had rung him to say she wasn't sure that their relationship was going anywhere and wanted to call it a day.

I asked if he was upset by that and Colin replied 'no not really, bit of a blow for the pride, but in truth I didn't really 'fancy' her anyway'.

I asked about the remaining Lady.

Colin said 'well I realised that I hadn't really tried to progress things - as you pointed out - you know in terms of intimacy - so I invited her to the house to see where I lived. Well it didn't go well - after showing her round the house I did get her under the mistletoe but kissing her was all a bit embarrassing and awkward, and anyway I just didn't feel anything.

She then took me by surprise by saying that she thought we ought to cement our relationship by getting engaged before we got any more intimate.

Then she started saying the things she would like to do to the house if we got together saying she would like to redecorate the whole house, change curtains, furniture etc etc saying it wasn't her style!

She also questioned me about our friendship which I resented and pointed out that without you I wouldn't have met her - it was that I realised that confirmed what I was already thinking - she definitely wasn't for me.

'Oh no' I said 'that's a disappointment, she seemed quite nice when we had lunch - Oh well we shall have to get you back on the dating site'.

Colin laughed loudly saying 'No I'm not disappointed, and I think she was on her best behaviour when we had lunch with you and Sam'.

After a pause he continued 'You might not want to know why I'm not disappointed - and by the way I definitely don't want to go back on the dating site'.

'What do you mean I don't want to know why you're not disappointed - of course I want to know - you have to tell me.'

'Well' said Colin pausing for a second or three before saying hesitantly 'the more I thought about having a serious relationship with either of the last two the more I came to realise that I didn't really feel anything for either of them, yes they were pleasant enough but when I kissed the last one under the mistletoe I didn't feel any excitement or anything, just felt a bit awkward.

'Go on' I urged.

He paused again for what seemed an age before taking a deep breath and then went on to say that the period from when I had bumped into him and we started lunching and going to the theatre etc were very happy times for him as he enjoyed my company and looked forward to our meetings. Because he knew I was just offering friendship he went along with the dating idea as he thought he might meet somebody he could form a relationship with but the last few weeks had made him realise he didn't actually want that as he was always comparing their company with mine and realised it was our friendship that was more important to him and if he did form a permanent relationship that would probably be the end of our friendship.

I tried to interrupt - but Colin, on a roll, carried on, saying that he realised he would rather keep our friendship than have a friendship or something more serious with any of the 'dates'. Pausing again and looking even more uncomfortable he said 'well that was until Christmas when we kissed under the mistletoe' then taking another deep breath and pausing again 'well I suspect you knew very well and felt the effect you had on me and was kind enough not to embarrass me by mentioning it'.

I butted in saying 'well I just took that as a compliment Colin and thought at least you were in fine fettle for your ladies'.

Colin smiled wryly and continued 'anyway I realised I wished for more from you than just lunch dates and theatre'. He was looking at me intently for a reaction and struggling a bit said 'If you weren't married and were amenable to having a relationship with another man - I would be there in a heartbeat - I realised I didn't want to find another 'companion' if it meant I wouldn't see you any more'.

A long silence followed as my head spun trying to work out what he was saying and I was feeling a bit hot under the collar - unusual for me after some of my experiences!

I was quite taken back by his revelation but of course tickled pink by it and knowing full well - I think- what he was suggesting but wasn't sure how to respond but stammered out 'well I don't really understand what are you suggesting Colin - I'm happily married?'

Colin paused again took another deep breath and said very quickly 'I've been thinking about this for some time and I know you are happily married and I'm not asking you to leave Sam because I know you wouldn't - but would it be possible for you to take me as your lover'?

I was taken aback by this totally unexpected suggestion - it was quite out of character for him to be so frank.

What to say? - I didn't want to hurt his feelings so slightly blabbering said 'If I was single and looking for a man you would be first on the list Colin - I think you must know I am fond of you - in fact - I am very fond of you - but I love Sam, my husband and father of my children - I don't quite know what to say to you it's such a big and unexpected ask'.

Colin was looking tense as he said 'you must have guessed that I felt that way about you - didn't you? I know I would always be second to Sam and your family but that would be better than not having you in my life!'

He hesitated again and added 'you don't have to tell Sam do you? It can be our secret? - we can be very discreet and you know I wouldn't tell anyone - people are already used to seeing us lunching and at the theatre together and as far as I know nobody suspect's there is anything going on between us - and anyway - if necessary I could always continue to have a few dates as cover?'

As ever I spoke before thinking about what I might be implying by my response 'Yes that might work - I think you know I'm honoured Colin that you would want me as your lover, but there is a lot to think about. What if we got found out - I have to consider my marriage'.

I did give him a slightly longer than was necessary kiss under the mistletoe as I left still in a bit of a daze at what had just happened.

Of course as soon as I got home I told Sam everything and as I suspected he might - he smiled and said 'do you fancy him then? Do you want to? you have missed having a regular bit on the side after you finished with Donny haven't you? you know as long as you love me and don't overdo it - then it's your decision'.

I said 'well we occasionally have Sunday lunch with him and sometimes our kids do too - would that worry you?'

'Well not as long as he doesn't know that I know - he's quite the gentleman and wouldn't be too familiar with you in company I'm sure' (that's a good point I thought I must tell Colin that).

'Anyway all the while you were seeing Donny I didn't feel uncomfortable in his company - in fact it made me feel quite randy seeing you together and knowing everything and him not knowing that I knew'.

I paused and then said 'well if you are sure - I do fancy him he is a gent and I do enjoy his company - of course he may be a useless lover (thinking, I hope not) - I would like him to get back to the Colin we knew before Betty passed and I feel sorry for him having lost Betty and he definitely needs a woman in his life!'

I didn't really need any persuasion from Sam anyway as inwardly I had already decided regardless of what Sam may have said.

The fact is despite those 'outings' (well innings really!) with Donny I did miss not having a regular lover to add a bit of spice to life.

So I was about to start another sexual adventure!

I thought I would let Colin 'stew' for a few days before I rang him because as with Donny I didn't want to appear too keen.

When I rang he immediately asked me if I had decided.

I paused (for effect) and then told him Yes I would be honoured to be his lover, but that we needed to meet straight away to work out some ground rules!

When I arrived at his house I could tell Colin was a bag of nerves so to calm him down and pleased the Christmas decorations were still up I took his hand and led him under the mistletoe, he didn't hesitate to slip his arms round me as I offered my lips to him - not long into the kiss I could feel a hard stiff cock pressing into me.

I slipped one of my hands down to his crotch area and caressed his cock through his trousers and looking up at him said 'that feels ready for action Colin and it would be a shame to waste it wouldn't it - we could think of it as an audition?'. (Sorry I should take things more seriously).

I was feeling quite naughty and moist so I took his hand and led him to his bedroom and quickly stripped down to stockings, suspenders and bra (yes I had dressed for this eventuality).

Colin was looking at me admiringly as he slipped off his shirt and kicked off his trousers and said Betty always wore stockings and suspenders.

I said 'let's forget Betty for the moment - you are with me' and laughing added 'come on - off with your Y-fronts'.

Colin laughed back and quickly obliged and I was very pleased to see a nice erect quite thick decent sized cock spring free from his pants.

I found the prospect of being with a different man again exciting - my cunt getting very wet and very impatient for Colin's menacing looking cock to push its way into me for the first time.

I lay back on the bed with legs akimbo exposing my inviting and already engorged cunt lips to Colin gaze.

I reached up for Colin's hands to bring him and his cock down between my open thighs.

He was trembling a little so I suspected he wouldn't last long before cumming.

I quickly rubbed his cock along my cunt lips to get his cock nice and lubricated before I guided it quickly into my welcoming cunt before he ejaculated - I wanted that to happen inside me.

Colin was making appreciative sighing noises as I adjusted my body to accommodate him.

I knew I needed to be patient as it was important to Colin that he knew I was enjoying having him.

Colin started to gently thrust in and out of me and I was responding with sighs of pleasure as it did feel good. All of a sudden his body trembled and I felt his cock spasm as with an open mouth he gasped out a long moan as I felt his warm sperm spurting in me for the first time.

He mumbled how sorry he was for not lasting very long and was obviously very embarrassed - you are the first woman I have made love to since Be... he tailed off saying sorry.

Ignoring that he had started to say Betty, I said don't worry if you hadn't cum quickly I would have thought I didn't excite you and anyway with a bit more practice you will be able to outlast me won't you?

He said that he hoped so!

I snuggled up to him and within a few minutes we had dozed off, I awoke suddenly and feeling nice and relaxed I gently felt for his cock.

As I caressed it Colin murmured appreciably, and I'm pleased to say it didn't take long for his cock to spring back into action so I got astride him and reaching down, I slipped his cock in my still moist cunt already full of his sperm and started to ride him nice and slowly.

Colin slipped his hands to my bum saying 'Ooh that feels lovely Della, I can't believe we are doing this, can you?'

'I can believe it' I said 'because I can feel your very real lovely hard cock in me!'

After I had ridden him for several minutes with the cum from out first fuck leaking out from my vagina, Colin rolled me off him and moved over me to start to give me a 'missionary' fuck.

I knew he was going to last a lot longer this time so caressed and kissed him and encouraged and urged him on. We got into nice rhythm as I matched his thrusts with my hips. Very soon Colin was puffing and blowing as he pounded my cunt for all he was worth. I suppose with him not having had sex for several years he was trying to make up for lost time, but I whispered for him to slow down saying we had plenty of time to enjoy each other.

This whole experience was so unexpected and happened so quickly and whether it was that or fucking a new man I don't know but pretty quickly I could feel an orgasm on it's way so I started thrusting my rotating hips faster and was pleased that Colin responded and as his breathing started to get ragged he gasped 'oh yes, oh yes, that's lovely Della, that's lovely'.

I started to orgasm and couldn't stop myself blurting out 'oooh God you are making me cum Colin oooh fuck me Colin, I want to cum for you'.

Colin gasped 'oh god yes I want to fuck you Della, I've thought about fucking you for ages'.

I had never heard Colin use the fuck word so it made it even more dirty with his 'boarding school' accent.

He started thrusting harder, pounding away at me making my body jerk each time he slapped up against me until he gave a long loud groan 'oh god yes, oh fuck yes' and with long deliberate deep thrusts came in me for the second time. He collapsed on me covering me with kisses which I matched as I hugged him.

Laughing I said 'well not much wrong with your technique Colin - I think we can say you have passed the audition - that makes us officially lovers'.

Of course Sam couldn't wait to hear the details of Colin fucking me for the first time and laughing I said that Colin needed more practice so I expected to be pretty busy over the next month.

And indeed I was - having not had sex for over two years Colin was insatiable and dragged me to his bed at every opportunity - in fact for that first month he fucked me more than Sam did.

I'm glad to say that due to my excellent tuition by the end of that month he 'graduated' with flying colours!

Having said that Colin wasn't as good a lover as Donny - Colin made love more gently and didn't make me feel as naughty and slutty as Donny used to - but he learned pretty quickly what turned me on and I enjoyed the different feel when he fucked me.

I had only given his cock the odd cursory kiss so far and hadn't taken his cock fully in my mouth yet so I asked him if he would like me to - he said that Betty wasn't too keen so they didn't do it very often, but said he loved it when she did.

So when I was next 'out of action' and Colin was as usual 'champing at the bit' I said I would give him a treat and suck him off.

Colin need no encouragement when I told him to strip off and get on the bed.

He lay propped up on pillows with his cock proudly erect and his hands behind his head as I knelt before him and applied fresh slut-red lipstick thickly on my lips. I knelt between his legs and took hold of his cock with one hand and with the other hand I rolled back his foreskin revealing the prominent bellend of his cock. I looked up at Colin and said that he wasn't to cum till I told him (I wanted to tease him until it was almost too painful for him to hold back from cumming).

I slowly took just his glans in my mouth and sucked it lovingly until I could feel it was so engorged and the skin was so tight it felt as if it would burst. I knew if his glans remained engorged like that he would have an explosive orgasm that would take him to that pleasurably painful experience. Colin by now was moaning - almost sobbing. I wanted to leave as much of my slutty lipstick as I could on his cock for him to find later as evidence of me sucking his cock. I covered every 'nook and cranny' of his cock-head with my tongue and lips and with my teeth gently nipped under the neck of his glans before raking my teeth up over his glans causing his continuous moaning to go up an octave.

He was trying to speak but couldn't get any words out! As I didn't want him having a heart attack I resumed the gentle sucking of the whole length of his cock (as much I could get in my mouth that is). I'm glad to say Colin didn't try to force his cock deep into my throat so I was able to 'pay homage' to his cock slowly and lovingly. This relief allowed Colin to get his voice back enough to tell me the feeling was so intense his cock felt as if it was going to explode and begged me to let him cum. I gripped the base of his cock with one hand and returned to sucking his glans while I caressed his balls. I sucked slowly at first then more frantically, my saliva running down my chin as I licked and slobbered and slurped on his cock. It didn't take very long before he was started to tremble as he approached orgasm, gasping and begging me to let him cum. By now I was sucking the whole length of his cock but took his cock out of my mouth momentarily and said 'do it Colin do it in my mouth'.

Colin gasped 'Really - can I? with a shouted 'yes' I took his cock back in my mouth just in time as he let himself go and shot stream after stream of cum in my mouth and throat while I greedily tried to gulp it down making noisy swallowing, glugging and slurping noises as swallowed every drop I could.

After he had finished cumming I kept on kissing his cock licking and cleaning as much of his cum from his cock and balls that I could. Colin said later that Betty had never allowed him to cum in her mouth.

He said he thought he would die of pleasure when I allowed him to shoot his cum in my mouth (job done I thought ha ha).

Having satisfied myself I had cleaned his cock and balls but leaving strands and globs of his cum round my lips and on my chin - Colin very gentleman-like handed me his handkerchief to wipe my face.

I smirked and said 'well Colin the next thing is for you to learn is how to give me oral!'

Giving him full oral seemed to put some 'Umph' into our love-making from then on and a spring in Colin's step and it got better as I soon had him kissing and licking me out.

I'm glad to report he took to oral like a fish to water - so we were firing on all cylinders now!

Colin was always interested in how my now grown-up children were doing and once I did ask him if he and Betty had wanted children - he told me that Betty couldn't because of a childhood illness. I never mentioned it again as it was obviously hurtful to Colin.

We settled down to a very civilised existence - lunching every week, theatre trips etc - and most important we fucked 3/4 times a month (well a few more sometimes).

Several months into our new relationship we were having lunch one day when out of the blue Colin said that when Betty and he were considering lending us the money for the boatyard he had considered adding a 'proviso' to the contract namely that I would agree to have his surrogate baby. Betty though, thought that although I would be the perfect mother as I was so much like her when she was younger, she said no to it as she didn't think it was right to expect me to agree to something as life-changing as that!

Colin paused took a deep breath and hesitantly added 'just as a matter of interest - what would you have said if we had asked?'.

I was completely taken aback (to put it mildly) as it seemed a question or two (or four) steps too far.

I knew the way I answered would mean a lot to Colin and not wanting to hurt his feelings and thinking I was on safe ground with this hypothetical question I replied 'well I would have thought hard about it and discussed it with Sam for a start. Of course it would have been a wonderful gift to give you and Betty in return for your generosity toward us - did you mean for you and Betty to bring the child up - or for it to be brought up as mine and Sam's?'.

Colin interjected 'oh we would have hoped that we would be God-parents but for you to bring it up - we wouldn't want to interfere in your family life - it would be enough as a god-father to see a child of mine grow up - it wouldn't even need to have known I was it's father but we realised that it would be putting a lot on you and Sam so we didn't ask'.

I said it would have been a difficult decision to make, obviously Sam would have had to agree and we would have had to think what our children would have made of it as they would be considerably older than their half-sibling and I think eventually it would only be fair for the child to know who it's biological father is.

I hesitated as I wanted to be careful what I said next 'but apart from those considerations and with Sam's agreement I think I might well have said yes - I would have still been young enough without there being any dangers to the pregnancy'.

Colin asked what dangers so I outlined the potential problems with an older mother and father with the pregnancy and with the baby.

He didn't say any more so I thought he was content with my response!

About a week later and while were lying contently kissing and cuddling after sex, Colin suddenly stopped kissed me and said 'I can't stop thinking about you saying you would have seriously considered having my child back then' he paused for what seemed like an age and I knew instinctively what was coming next as Colin continued 'is it too late now or would you still consider having my child?'

Thinking this was just part of our sex talk I stupidly and jokingly said 'yes yes let's do it now Colin' and that of course led to some pretty frantic and enjoyable sex.

Afterwards as we lay relaxing Colin dropped the bombshell 'I meant it you know'.

Taken aback I said 'Oh sorry Colin I thought it was just sex talk'.

Firmly Colin said 'I don't want to fantasise about you having my child - I want you to actually have my child. Since you told me you would have thought very hard about it re the financial help we gave you I can't stop thinking about it and kind of wishing I had asked then - gosh - the child would have been about 5 years old by now.

I should have seen this coming I suppose 'Mmm I'm not sure Colin - we are lovers but it is quite another thing entirely to have a child by you - do I tell Sam or deceive him - that is a step too far for me.

I would have to tell him we are lovers and want to include him in the decision. For all I know he might have felt like me that it would have been a wonderful gift to you both, but on the other hand he most likely would say no - what then Colin - do I have your baby and pretend it's his?

I had to let him down lightly and continued by pointing out that at my age the risk of difficulties in the pregnancy and the risk to the baby was much greater. I would have to pretty well abandon my business activities to bring it up - and it would be difficult to explain to my kids with such an age gap between them and a half-sibling.

Colin said he understood that but he could pay for a full-time nanny and for anything else as the child grew up so I could carry on with my job etc.

I took Colin's face in my hands and looking him straight in the eye said 'you really are serious aren't you - you realise it would become pretty obvious who's child it was with you paying for everything? Think of all the possible complications Colin, like when the child grows up and maybe looks a lot like you and not like Sam, and it starts asking questions'.

Colin said 'yes I am deadly serious and I thought that if you made me the child's Godfather that would be a good cover and allow me some interaction when the child is growing up and also allow me to participate financially without suspicion'.

'You have thought about this a lot haven't you' I said and stalling for time said 'look I didn't expect this and need to really think this through and decide if I am going to tell Sam'.

Of course as soon as I got home I told Sam all of what Colin had suggested - he immediately said 'no way, that's not happening, I assume you don't want that either do you?'.

'No of course not but don't forget he and Betty were very kind to us making the loan otherwise we wouldn't be where we are now and anyway you don't mind him fucking me so you must realise there is always the chance it could happen anyway.'

Sam thought a little 'Ok but why not say you will try for say 6 months but still keep your coil in'.

'Sam, that's cruel and unfair to Colin to dupe him like that.'

'Yes I know but it could help Colin deal with wanting a child and put some fresh impetus into his life if he thought he might have a child. Remember how you pretended to Donny that you were unprotected after the pregnancy scare and doing that gave you fantastic orgasms?'

I thought about it and realised there was some truth in what Sam said but knew I had to make sure I let Colin down gently when the 6 months was up. So I said 'alright I'm not entirely happy about it but if you are happy with that then OK'.

Next time I saw Colin we talked it over again and I told him that if they had asked at the time of the loan I was pretty sure in my heart that I would have agreed to have his baby as he and Betty had been really kind lending us the money we thought it only right that I would try and have his child.

I said we could only try for 6 months because of my age as I would get increasingly worried about the health of the baby and also for my own health.

Colin looked delighted and took me in his arms and kissed and hugged me.

I was feeling quite bad about lying like this but said that for it to work after I have my coil taken out I would only make love with him for several days before and during ovulation - so we would know it was his child if I got pregnant.

I told him I had decided that if I got pregnant I would have to tell Sam that I had to have my coil changed and that they didn't have a new one in stock for a few days and that must be when I had conceived (I know - but it was the best excuse I could think of!).

I also made Colin promise that if I fell pregnant with his baby that he would never reveal that he was the father as that could be devastating for my children - which he solemnly agreed to.

I also said that after it was born if he wanted we could do a DNA test so he would know for certain the child was his.

Colin was beside himself and said he wished now that he had asked at the time of the loan so Betty could have been involved.

We discussed how we would manage things when and if the baby was born and how we could allow him access without causing any suspicions.

I agreed with his suggestion that I would make him the Godfather which should allay any raised eyebrows at him taking a close interest in the baby?

I did stick to making love with Colin in my fertile period as then I could keep track of my necessary white lies. Colin loved shooting his seed into my 'unprotected' fertile womb and seemed to step up a notch in his love-making in fact at times rivalling Donny in his physicalness.

I got so into the deception that when I was actually making love to Colin I found that although I was playing a game I almost believed that Colin and me were actually trying for a baby so my love-making became more tender with me calling out for him to make me pregnant and give me his baby.

We fucked as many times as we could (or Colin could manage ha ha) during my fertile period.

When he had orgasmed and filled me with his seed he would slide a pillow under my hips and stay inside me to keep his sperm deep and warm so as he thought I had more chance of conceiving.

During the first two months of 'trying' I was becoming more and more unhappy at the deception and the lying I had to do.!

Colin did say early on and on more than one occasion that he realised his sperm might not be up to the job which was relief to me as when I got to the end of the 6 months without getting pregnant I could cite that as the possible reason.

I did rather cruelly tell him after the first month that my period was late and he was on tender-hooks thinking I was pregnant and we even discussed names for the baby. Of course he was disappointed when I eventually told him my period had started but he soldiered on turning his mind to my next fertile period.

It was strange really - I remember actually feeling disappointed when I wasn't pregnant and I think Colin sensed that!

After 3 months of 'trying' my sense of guilt about the lie had got to the point where I almost felt I should tell Colin that it was all a charade.

I was having trouble sleeping, fretting about the deception and after one particularly sleepless night I decided that I couldn't go on any longer with it.

Even though I knew there were all sorts of problems with it - I would have my coil taken out before my next fertile period and let Fate decide the future.

I told Sam who wasn't happy about it but I gave him no option again reminding him that this had only come about because of his fantasies of me being fucked by other men!

So decision taken - Fate would determine if Colin's semen was up to it and I could produce an heir for him!

It felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders and after having the coil taken out I rushed round to Colin's and dragged him into bed.

I think Colin was quite surprised at my enthusiasm as I got astride him and lowered myself on his face rubbing my cunt juice all over his face while he was tonguing, licking and sucking my clit.

I lost count how many times I came - it was blissful - I was in an ecstatic mood with that lie put to bed (literally).

Finally I moved down his body and reaching down grabbed his rampant cock and fed it in my sopping cunt. I fucked him 'Donny Special' cowboy style with his hands gripping my pelvis as he helped me to ride him. He grunted appreciatively asking me to ride him and ride him hard - Colin by now had no problem talking really dirty to me.

I was riding the full length of his cock and I knew I was pulling his foreskin up and down each time I rose and then pushed down on him. I loved it as he was moaning and grunting in time with me bouncing up and down on him..

Then I shouted to Colin what I said to Donny that fateful time 'Ooooh fuck Yes, I want it, I want your baby seed to fill my fertile womb - I do, do it - shoot your seed deep in me and give me your baby, I want your baby - we're making your baby Colin.

Colin's moans changed immediately into grunts of pleasure as I felt him arch up under me jerking uncontrollably as he shot his sperm in me - I tried to time it so I had pushed right down on his cock so his cock was as deep in me as possible as with almighty groans Colin shot his baby making cum into my receptive womb.

Mmmm it was lovely and it was so nice to know I wasn't pretending. I collapsed on him pretty exhausted from riding him and rolled off him to lie beside him and pleased to see that he was knackered as well with his spent cock and pubes glistening with a mixture of my juices and his cum and the same for my pubes - this is how to 'make' a baby!

I was feeling really happy and was looking forward to Colin filling my now really unprotected womb with his swimmers for my next three fertile periods - of course Sam wasn't happy as he had to abstain then!

I had rolled the dice and Fate would decide what the future held - for me - for Colin - and for Sam and maybe even my marriage!

Well of course Colin wasn't aware that previously his sperm couldn't wriggle their way to my womb, but were now unimpeded. I on the other hand was all to aware and was increasingly in a broody state of mind and body - I wanted Colin's baby now.

Two Months went by and unfortunately Colins swimmers hadn't done their job.

Lying in bed one night and feeling disappointed that Colin hadn't got me pregnant yet and still feeling broody I thought of a 'wicked' way to increase the odds of having a baby.

During the final months fertile periods and before I had my coil put back in I would fuck Colin, Donny and Sam on successive days and let their sperm compete to see who could (if any) get me pregnant.

Of course I would have to have a DNA test to see who's baby it actually was!

Job done I thought!

Wide awake next morning I realised that my little overnight scheme was a bit stupid albeit an exciting thought, but it would defeat the object of providing Colin with an heir - I don't think he would be very pleased to find out the baby wasn't his.

So back to Plan A!

Well the 6th and final month's ovulation came and went and again not pregnant.

Colin was very very disappointed and apologised for his lack of virility and asked if he could try for one more month.

I was actually feeling as disappointed as Colin so I agreed.

Unfortunately the swimmers failed again - Fate had decided I wasn't going to produce an heir for Colin!

I took Colin time to get over the disappointment as we continued with our 'secret' affair and our 'public' outings for lunch and theatre. When Sam was away on business and at Colin's suggestion we started going down to London for the occasional theatre outing, staying overnight at his London Flat (yes that was a surprise too).

Colin never stopped telling me how grateful he was that I had tried to have his baby and I told him repeatedly (and I meant it) how disappointed I was that I hadn't been able to give him an heir.

Sam? Well I still love Sam to bits - we still enjoy a very active sex life and he is still my number 1.

He has developed a very nice pretty well self-running wholesale furniture importing business as well as being Executive Chef for our restaurants.

I did often wonder if he had wandered at all (I know - groan! - awful pun?) while at the same time encouraging me to fuck other men - but frankly I don't really want to know, we are both happy.

I was enjoying my affair with Colin even though it wasn't as exciting and didn't feel quite as naughty as being with 'dirty old' Donny.

I did still get pangs of desire when I thought of Donny and one day that feeling just welled up and I gave in and found myself on the phone listening to his office ring tone.

His secretary answered and put me through to him. It was odd as I felt comforted and reassured in some way to hear his voice again.

No he didn't ask how my 'finer feelings' were and I was a tad disappointed he didn't for some reason?

He was obviously a little puzzled why I was ringing so asked instead what the problem was?

I went straight for it saying 'you know I've been thinking I ought to stick to that promise I made to you Donny'.

'What promise was that Darlin.'

'You know that I would keep fucking you as long as you could walk' and then added after a pause 'and you can still get an erection'.

He laughed loudly 'If I can't walk I can always lie down for you to ride me can't I? and as for the other I can start taking the blue pills'.

So as simple as that our 'secret' relationship entered its 8th year - with I wonder how many years to come (ha ha another pun) - but again I'll leave it to Fate to decide on that!

Well, Dear Readers I have to stop my story here - so 'bye bye' and thanks for reading - special thanks for the positive and encouraging comments, no thanks to the silly deluded comments and a special thanks to those who have followed me and stuck with me through my story.

Della ????