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Finding My True Nature Ch. 01

Finding My True Nature

 

Chapter 1

Like most young men, I never really considered sexuality, just sex. You know getting off and that usually included girls. Though I had seen some gay stuff, it never really seemed important, that is until I got my first real experience. I was 18 and being 18 opened new worlds to explore. I was no longer restricted and could go where I chose and do what I chose to do. One of those first time experiences was a visit to an adult bookstore. I had never been all that good with girls so had limited experience. This meant if I did get off, it was usually on my own. A lot of time that involved magazines, which up until I turned 18 was restricted to things like Playboy and Penthouse. All of that changed when I hit the magic age. I just had no idea how much would change for me.

So not long after my 18th birthday, I ventured out to discover what the world of adult bookstores had to offer. My first target was a smaller store on the outskirts of downtown. For a sexual introvert like myself, it was like a kid entering a candy store. I tried to appear casual as my eyes roved over dozens of naked people in various acts of sex. My mind was on overload as I browsed shelf after shelf of explicit sexual scenes. There were hundreds and all looked interesting, I literally couldn't make up my mind on which to purchase. I spent so much time that I began to feel uncomfortable, wondering if the clerk might be getting suspicious of this young guy hanging around. I eventually settled on three different magazines and headed to the checkout.Finding My True Nature Ch. 01 фото

Upon reaching home, I spent the next few hours looking through each one until I could no longer hold back and masturbated until I was spent. I tucked my newly purchased treasures away and headed off to bed. As it turned out the night wasn't s over as had thought as I my dreams that night included much of what I had viewed. This resulted in a restless night and waking with an incredibly hard dick, which demanded attention as soon as I came awake. After taking care of my hard problem I went about the rest of my day as usual. Yet there was an underlying thought which stayed prominently in mind the whole day, my new acquisitions. At some point to stave off having to creep off to the restroom for a quick release, I promised myself I would once again visit the bookstore for some new and even more stimulating source materials.

The opportunity didn't come that night or even that week, but when the weekend hit, a cancelation of planned activity left me with nothing to do. So, work over, dinner handled, I trekked over to the bookstore to see what I might discover. Thoughts of what I had seen the last visit wandered through my head as I drove causing me to have to sit for a few minutes in the parking lot to get my erection under control.

As I entered the store, I was once again overwhelmed by the sheer volume of materials to choose from. I was a little more composed on this night and took my time exploring further into the stores treasures. Though this was a small store there seemed to be an unlimited number of shelves crammed full of delightful scenes of sexual activity. Ever type of activity you could imagine. I browsed shelf after shelf until I turned down an isle in the back of the store. To my astonishment, the shelves were full of not the usual sexual activity, these shelves displayed men having sex with other men. I looked around quickly to see if anyone had seen me go down the aisle and quickly headed back to the other shelves.

Suddenly I didn't find the magazines as impressive. They were still scenes of couples having sex in every possible way, but they were somehow different. I kept recalling what I had seen in the back isle and as I did a thought crept into my mind, I knew I was going back down that isle. I held off for as long as I could then found myself turning down the aisle with the gay magazines, where the other shelves depicted couples having sex in every possible way, these showed two or more men having sex in just as many ways. This was new to me and I found that viewing these scenes was incredibly arousing. I would bring one of these home this night, but I would need to slip it in among some regular sex magazines. Seems silly now but at the time, it was the only way I was going to purchase one of the gay magazines.

The previous trip had resulted in a few hours of masturbation, this trip made that one look like amateur hour. I turned into a marathon session focused entirely on my new gay magazine. It wasn't anything special, just two guys making out, but I looked through the whole magazine several times, each time sparking another frantic masturbation session. After the last trip I was spent and tired, this trips special prize, left me not only spent, but sore. I had climax 6 times before finally drifting off to sleep. There would be no waiting this time, I would be heading back the next night to look for something even more exciting.

The day drug on for what seemed like forever, but finally evening rolled around and I headed out. When I arrived at the store, I made directly for the back row. There was again that kid in a candy store feeling as I browsed, each shelf offering something new and different, that was when it happened. As I was browsing I noticed something that I had completely missed previously, a small sign simply stating, "Movies", next to a closed door. This was back in the day before video tapes or DVD's, and movies was something not everyone had access to. My curiosity peaked, I looked around quickly, then opened the door and entered a dark hallway. It took several minutes for my eyes to adjust before I could see anything at all. In a few minutes I could make out a short hallway with 4 doors, two on either side of the hallway. Next to each door was a small display and in the display was the cover of a movie.

Just as with the magazines, each movie cover showed couples in various sex acts, that is until I reached the last door. This door displayed the cover from a gay movie. Not knowing why, I looked quickly around to see if anyone could see me, then slipped inside. It was good that I had change in my pocket because the movie machine took quarters and had I needed to get change I probably wouldn't have had the courage to come back into this booth. I dropped a few quarters in the slot and the movie came to life.

It was just like a regular movie, with opening credits. After the credits finished the scene changed showing two guys sitting in a living room talking. There was no sound so I had no idea what they were discussing but in fairly short order they began kissing, with one guy beginning to fondle the other. My dick came to attention and I found myself releasing it from my pants as I watched the first guy begin giving the other guy a blow job. I could feel the excitement rising within me and I knew it wouldn't be long before I would be ready to climax. Just as I was reaching that level, I was suddenly startled by the door to my booth opening.

I quickly covered myself and started looking for a way past the guy to the door. Just as I had determined I'd just needed to push past him, he noted how good the blow job on the screen looked and reached down to pull out his hardening cock. I was again completely startled, frozen in place. He began lightly stroking his cock and my eyes locked on the sight of his cock as it began to hard and lengthen. I guess my attention was noticed as the guy turned towards me still stroking. I finally looked up and saw him smiling back at me. He nodded downward and my gaze returned to his cock. He suddenly stopped stroking, he pulled his hand away and moved closer to me. I had no idea what was happening, but I felt the overwhelming urge to wrap my fingers around his hard cock.

I looked up at him again, his smile broadened and he once again nodded downward. Slowly I reached out and too his cock in my hand, as my fingers closed around the thick shaft, I heard him sigh slightly. I began stroking him and felt him responding. He let me stroke him for several minutes before I heard him say that blow job sure did look good. When I looked up at him again, his smile broadened further and I final caught on to what he was doing there and what he wanted. I glanced at the movie screen and the first guys was on his knees greedily sucking the other guys cock. When I looked back at the man who cock I now held I my hand, he simply asked me if it didn't look like the guy in the movie was really enjoying sucking that cock.

I was trapped, I knew this guy wanted me to suck his cock but I had no idea what to do. Somewhere deep inside me a thought arose and that thought told me I wanted to suck this cock. Almost without thinking, I sank to my knees, holding his cock directly in front of me, my lips parted and my tongue reached out. As the tip touched his cock three things happened. First there was a soft moaning yes from the guy, the second was the taste that seemed to explode on my tongue. The tip hadn't been dry, it was wet and slippery with precum and it was his precum that I was tasting. The last thing was my body's reaction, which resulted in my own cock becoming instantly ridged. My lips parted further and I wrapped them around the head of his cock.

Again three things happened almost at once. The man let out another moan this one deeper and guttural. This was somehow exciting to me as my cock became even harder. As a slid more of his cock into my mouth, I again my found my body responding as felt the dampness of my underwear as my hardening cock began oozing precum. The third thing was a complete sense of rightness as I began sucking this hard cock. This was something that felt very natural to me. The longer this cock was in my mouth, the more sexually aroused I became. My desire to suck this cock resulted in me working more and more of the cock into my mouth until I felt the tip reach my throat. I was lost in desire now and after a moments of discomfort, I forced the tip into my throat.

I heard myself moaning as I slowly pulled back then plunged his cock back down my throat. My own cock was continually oozing precum now and I could feel the sexual energy rising in me, pushing me higher and higher. I felt his hand on my head as my head rocked back and forth. I heard in the back ground somewhere, yeah you really like sucking dick too don't you? When I glanced up, his head was back and his eyes were closed. This brought on a new feeling, one that drove me even higher up the arousal scale, I was sucking his cock and he was really enjoying it, this was somehow incredibly arousing. This new sensation spurred me on to suck harder and faster.

Then suddenly his body stiffened, he thrust his hips forward driving his cock deep into my mouth. His cock began to pulsate and with each pulse, I felt a warm infusion of liquid. He thrust over and over again, each thrust resulting in more cum. The first thing I felt was satisfaction, I had pleased him and now he was showing just how much. The second thing was the taste, it was incredible. Something about the salty flavor sent shockwaves through me. I swallowed at first just to make room for more, but I found I wanted to savor the taste as long as I could. Then just as suddenly, I felt the tension in him relax and his cock begin to soften. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and I heard him say how good it had been. The he said something that has impacted me my whole life, he told me that I really knew how to please a man. Then he pushed his no soft cock back into his pants, zipped up, and quickly departed, leaving me on my knees still savoring the taste of his cum.

I straightened myself up quickly and exited, all the while thinking everyone I saw knew exactly what I had been doing. I got quickly in my car and rushed home. Once in the safety of my own place, I sank down on the couch trying to relax and calm down. My heart was racing, my mind replaying the events of this night. I could still taste his cum, the flavor had faded but it was still there and realizing this I found myself getting aroused again. I thought about what I had done, sucking my first cock, feeling that firm shaft sliding between my lips and into my mouth. How it tasted and felt and how much I had enjoyed it. Even now I felt my body responding to the memories of it. All of those feelings came back to me now, how turned on I had been, how incredibly aroused I was. I quickly unleashed my now ridged cock and began masturbating. I climaxed almost immediately then sat looking down at my own cum. I brought my hand to my face and began licking the salty substance off my fingers.

The taste wasn't the same and I didn't react the same way I had to his cum, but the taste was still pleasing to me. After some time, I realized I'd been sitting there for more than an hour. It was late, I needed to get cleaned up and get some sleep, if sleep were possible tonight. I did sleep, a deep restful sleep and when I awoke in the morning, I felt refreshed, that is until my thoughts turned back to the events of last night, then I felt of rush of warmth flood though me, feeling my body one again becoming excited.

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